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1-800-c0sm1c · 1 year
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Hey!! Sorry if I’m doing this wrong I am new to this kinda stuff but do u mind writing headcanons on how the p5 phantom thief boys would take care of the reader when they’re on their period? If not it’s fine!
꒰baby im yours !꒱
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p5 boys when their s/o is on their period headcannons !
character x afab!reader
includes joker, ryuji, yusuke, and akechi !
warnings : mentions of periods, obviously lol
a/n : its shark week for yours truly so i thought now is the best time to write this :D i wasnt sure what gendered reader you wanted, so i just decided to leave it as afab, hope thats alright :))
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JOKER // REN AMAMIYA
maybe this is biased, but i feel out of everyone on this list hes the most prepared.
like, hes not overbearing but he knows just enough to spare you both any awkward conversations.
he doesnt have any feminine products in his bathroom since its technically shared with leblanc customers and he doesnt want to embarrass you or anyone else, but you know theres always a few of whatever you need in his school bag or his dresser!
hes a very calm person, which can be very relieving, especially when you accidentally bleed on something.
you both were hanging out one day after school, and when you got up off of his bed to go make some food, you noticed a red spot on the sheets.
you were internally freaking out, trying to figure out what to do knowing how some guys tend to find it gross, while ren literally just comments "dont worry about it, i needed motivation to do laundry anyways." and asks if you need anything.
you feel like youve just been given whiplash, no way thats it, hes so cool with it?
he even gives you a pair of his boxers and sweatpants since you bled through your clothes, and when you come out of the bathroom hes got a steaming hot cup of coffee and some chocolates on the counter all ready for you. <3
SKULL // RYUJI SAKAMOTO
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confused, embarrassed, and a little bit (a lot) dramatic. he tries to act like its not a big deal, but in reality he doesnt really know anything about periods, and hes convinced youre secretly in a lot of pain. (which i mean, you could be depending on cramps… but you get what i mean.)
hes horribly uneducated on this topic, and definitely the worst person to be stuck with when you start. 
hes calling ann asking her to explain what to do with the reddest face youve ever seen. 🧍
ryuji definitely thought it was a little gross at first too, but once he understood it was just a normal thing your body did he felt more okay about it.
hes trying super hard to be a good boyfriend, but hes stuttering over his questions. barely able to ask you if he needs to get you anything.
i swear his eyes almost popped out of his head when you said all you wanted was for him to shut up and cuddle with you. 💀💀
he tries to be there for you as much as possible, but if you tend to get more angry, just note that hell try to stay away a bit. 
he has issues keeping his temper under control, even when it comes to you, and he doesnt want to start any unnecessary arguments.
at the end of the day, communication is key when it comes to you guys relationship, he just wants whats best for both of you!
FOX // YUSUKE KITAGAWA
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yusuke has probably never felt the touch of another human being before you so hes very… confused to say the least.
what do you mean youre bleeding? and its normal? this happens monthly? his mind is blown.
i dont see him being weird in the way he wants to use your period as inspiration for a painting, but weird in the way that hell track it.
maybe this just a personal thing who finds it weird when a guy wants to track when your on your cycle, but it seems right up yusukes alley 😭.
hes a little strange, and he just wants to help! but he also doesnt really know what hes doing, so his presence can be a bit overwhelming.
gets pouty when you end up snapping at him, but once you explain why hes a lot more aware of how much hes bothering you.
hes also willing to get you whatever you need, as long as youre buying.
one time you had asked him to get you pads/tampons, and he called you 30 minutes later saying that he didnt have any money…
however, unlike someone else on this list, hes not embarrassed about it. more so genuinely curious, as he loves learning about you and he thinks its important to know how your body works!
hell probably draw you something nice as well if it makes you feel better. :)
CROW // GORO AKECHI
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oh boy, akechi sure is a character. and i think with him it depends.
usually though hes just a pretty average guy. hes not stupid, but he also isnt the best at understanding your emotions, or his own, for that matter.
youre in public, akechi talking to one of the tv hosts after hes finished appearing on a show, and you gently tug on his jacket to let him know you started your period, and need the restroom. 
hes conflicted, whats supposed to come first, you or his reputation? when it comes to him, he makes any simple situation way more complicated in his head.
he makes an eternal sacrifice to shoo away the people talking to him, and he quickly takes off his jacket to wrap it around your waist. you both find a bathroom nearby and he paitently waits for you outside.
when you walk out, he offers to pick up whatever you may need (including some food) and take you home.
at your front door, he kisses your cheek, but cant help but noticed the nervous expression on your face.
its only then when you mention that akechis jacket is, in fact, a light color, and is most definitely stained now with bright red blood. his face goes blank, and youre worried for a second he might be mad.
he only shrugs at that, same detective prince smile as always, and jokes that youre paying for his dry cleaning.
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lovisyandereblog · 12 days
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noah with a sweet n loving darling, gives him hugs, kisses, gifts and affection but is absolutely RAMMING his ass during sexy time, like degrading, edging, torturing him until he's sobbing, begging for release. Either way, darling gives the best aftercare, switching back to their lovey-mode n taking care of him... idk its just a thought yknow?
From your sweetiepie 🍓anon ♡♡♡
🍓 anon….youve read my mind.
TW (rough) nsfw so mdni!! also dick = strap for my fellow dickless people !!!
Darling is an absolute sweetheart, everyone says so. With their respectful attitude, their always smiling face and their kindness that warms the hearts of many.
This aspect was one of the reasons Noah loved them so much, they were always so gentle…but boy was he mistaken as soon as they started getting more intimate.
SLAP!!
The sound of their hand making contact with Noah’s soft pale skin, followed by his own loud cry just turned Darling on even more.
Noah’s entire body was covered in bruise marks, hickeys and bites; all from his precious darling~
They gripped his hair roughly, pulling him up so his back was against their chest; pounding much more harder than before making his whole body shake with each thrust, “You like that huh~? Dirty bitch…like it when I hit that ass of yours?” They asked, followed by another slap and whine.
Their words were so mean!! But it made Noah’s dick leak pre-cum more and more. Darling removed their hands from his hair, making him drop back on the bed—only for him to gag as they held his mouth open from the sides with both of their hands from the back (A/N i hope you guys are understanding what position im talking abt 😭)
He whined as he was pulled back up, his back arching as his tongue lolled out of his mouth; losing himself in the pleasure. Darling chuckled as his moans became louder and louder, “Youre like a dog in heat aren’t you baby~? Liked being fucked dumb by your owner~?” They spoke in a condescending tone, Noah could only respond with a whine, drool escaping his mouth and covering Darling’s fingers.
“Yeahhh..THRUST…Im your fucking owner…THRUST…dumb fucking mutt…” They spoke through gritted teeth, letting go of Noah’s mouth and gripping his hips to find a better angle: the one that makes him go crazy.
He fell on his hands, weakly trying to hold himself up but as soon as Darling hit that special spot of his—he went nuts.
“AHHHNNGH~!! YES YES YESS…OH F-FUCK…” Noah moaned so loudly that the neighbours would have definitely heard his slutty voice by now.
“Fuck baby…” They groaned as they reached one hand down and started rubbing Noah’s sensitive dick, his body jerked and he sobbed from the overwhelming amounts of pleasure, “AHH~ AHHHH~~~Y/NNNNN!!! T-TOO M..MUSH..TOO..NGHH~” He whined as they slapped his ass again, a beautiful red handprint forming where they had hit.
“You’re gonna fucking take it…take it you dumb fucking slut.” Their harsh words were accentuated by their even harsher thrusts, they leaned down so their mouth was right next to his ear as they increased how fast they were jerking him off.
Oh god he was going to fucking die…he couldn’t cum anymore!!
“Yeah? Youre just my little cumdump aren’t you baby~? A whore who just likes getting fucked over and over again to the point of breaking hmm~?” Darling whispered in his ear as Noah sobbed even more from their free hand playing with his sensitive nipples.
“Y-Y/NNN~ P-PLEASE…I C-CANT!! IM G-GONNA…AHHNGHH!!” Noah whined, making Darling chuckle as they straightened their back, bringing their hands to his hips again.
“My baby want’s to come~? Awee..how adorable~” Darling spoke in a fake sweet tone, as they slowed their thrusts before coming to a complete halt. Noah whimpered and looked back over his shoulder towards them, Darling just wanted to eat him up~
“W-why did you stop~?” Noah whined, trying to move himself back but Darling held his hips in place.
“You insatiable slut…can’t even go a second without a dick fucking inside of you huh~? Even after coming 6 times tonight~?” They smirked, watching Noah pout.
He couldn’t help but clench his hole at their demeaning words, why did it have to feel so good~?
“S-sorry..mmmshorryy~~ P-please…I need you~” Noah begged, knowing nothing turned darling on more than him begging.
And he was spot on as Darling’s grip became tighter, “You need me baby~? Need me to fuck you till you cum~? Start begging for it then…beg for me to fuck your slutty little ass till you come for me~” They demanded immediately, slapping his ass once more.
Darling held his slender waist and flipped him around on his back, so they could see every expression on his pretty face as he comes for them. Noah bites his lip anxiously, he always got nervous before begging…making Darling smirk more as they loved how shy he got.
“P-please…?” His voice was so timid, Darling just had to tease him more, “What was that baby…can’t hear you~?
Noah whined, grabbing onto their arm and making the biggest puppy eyes he could. He remained eye contact which was so hard for him but Darling love it as he begged:
“P-please Y/N!! Please fuck me…p-please fuck me till Im a shaking mess…your shaking mess!! Please…im your slut..im your dirty m-mutt…please!! Im all yours…Im your whore…i need you inside me— AAHHHNNG~!!!” His begging was cut short by Darling abruptly and harshly fucking into him, his back arched as he came on the spot—long white ropes of cum spurting out of his poor abused dick.
Darling fucked him through his orgasm, making sure he was nice and satisfied and stopped as he came down.
Then it was like a switch flipped.
Darling pulled out of him, making Noah whimper—his thighs were shaking as was his entire body from the mind breaking orgasm.
They quickly gathered Noah in their arms, cooing at him and giving him kisses all over the marks they had made.
“Oh baby…you were so good..so pretty for me yeah~?” They praised as Noah wrapped his arms around them, he always felt extra clingy after an orgasm.
They cuddle for a while before Darling laid him down and held a glass of water to his mouth, “Drink up angel…there’s a good boy~” Their praises a complete opposite of the degrading words a few seconds ago, and Noah absolutely loved it.
Noah looked at him with those adorable puppy eyes of his, “I..I l-love you~” He spoke hoarsely, his throat hurt from all that screaming.
“Shh baby…don’t speak yeah? I love you more…let me go get a warm wet cloth to clean you up hmm~?” Darling kissed his cheek, he didn’t want to let them go but he knew he had to.
Noah watched as they carefully cleaned his body, making sure to be gentle and considerate; they left kisses wherever they could reach, taking their time with him. His eyes watered from the overwhelming love, he felt his heart swell…he thought he didn’t deserve them.
After carefully making sure he was clean, they put the cloth in the dirty clothes hamper and went to cuddle him against them, their naked bodies providing the warmth they both needed.
Darling pulled the covers over both of their bodies and smiled at Noah, kissing his nose gently, “I love you Noah~”
He smiled as he whimpered back, “I love you…s-so much~”
BRO this was supposed to be a short one paragraph little thought and i wrote too much 🧍‍♀️ BUTT I HOPE THIS WAS WHAT YOU WERE HOPING FOR!! LOVE YOUUUU also Lovi writing twice in a day im kinda crazy (I will disappear for ten months) IM JOKINGH IO4EFRQU4F809
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Hello all, this is another stance post!!
(More specifically my stances on recovery of mental health issues and physical health issues!!)
Nobody should be forced to go to therapy or any type of treatment for their mental health and nobody should be forced to to physical therapy or any type of treatment for their physical health!!
It is a good choice to recover from/treat negative symptoms mental and physical health but not a requirement to be a good person, its not selfish to not recover!!
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rinrinart · 4 months
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I know it’s not related to the game but my cousin got me this sketchbook on my birthday a few months back and I had to draw Estelle and Daniel in strawberry themed outfits cuz I needed something to work on 🙃
I also thought it’d be cute >:3
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everafter-life · 18 days
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Transfinnish pony? Thank uuuuu
Had to ask for the flag but here it is!
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This design is for fun, the only facts that are 100% canon is the flag they are based on! You can draw them, ship them, name them, headcanon them, whatever! I just like to make character designs
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Decided to do an art of Darkstalker and Peacemaker ^^
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strawberrisoulmate · 30 days
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in two days, i'll be married to the love of my life!!!
TWO DAYS!!!!
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absentmoon · 4 months
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i actually cant stand him
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1-800-c0sm1c · 1 year
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꒰win it all !꒱
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to build hype around the new season, your arrival to the games was kept a secret up until it went live, and some legends had more notable reactions than others.
character x legend!reader
includes crypto, octane, and mirage !
a/n : im sorry ive been gone but look i made you some contenttttt daddy made you your favorite open wide 🥳. im noticing a severe lack of apex fanfics rn so here is my contribution 🤲.
warnings : mentions of stalking (average crypto behavior), drugs (average octane behavior), & mentions of hooking up (you guessed it, average mirage behavior).
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CRYPTO // TAEJOON PARK: 
crypto doesnt like surprises, period. its one thing if its mediocre like a birthday party, but a whole person was hidden under his nose and he had no idea? unacceptable.
in summary, youve shattered his ego simply from your presence. not cool.
hes not really known for looking approachable either, so unless youve got the balls or stupidity to talk to him, hell keep to himself and sulk. this sets back any plans he had in the back of his mind by a whole season.
when you introduce yourself to him on the dropship he practically ignores you, acting as if anything else is more interesting than this small talk.
"hi im y/n, ive heard a lot about you from mirage. nice to meet you!" he rolls his eyes, witt is always one to blabber about others.
you scoff at his response, "dont expect me to be as open and idiotic as elliott." he almost adds you to that list, but holds back on it. if anything lifeline has told him holds weight, you could be useful to get information from the syndicate.
"im crypto by the way." he continues, if he plays his cards right you could almost be worth his time.
getting paired with you and mirage was almost comical, its as if the games were trying to make his life as hard as possible.
you got along annoyingly well with mirage, but you seemed more hesitant when it came to crypto, which was truly bothered him. (it was not jealousy at all. he was not jealous whatsoever. nope, definitely not.)
hes struggling to interact with you, like he does with most of the other legends, but youre a different case due to how useful you could be to him. thats usually the reasoning he uses when he racks his brain for ideas to come across less mean without irreparably ruining his reputation.
as if his prayers had been answered, a few hours after your first game you appear in the doorway to his room with a piece of high tech equipment in your hand. but your expression is different from how it was before. you appear upset, how can you be angry with him already? youve barely interacted!
if you want to be pissy, so can he. "can i help you? he asks, annoyance in his voice. "im almost sure you can, brilliant hacker." you drop the equipment in front of him on his desk, distracting him from his current project. he scowls. "what exactly am i looking at here?" you roll your eyes. "you tell me, this is clearly yours right? found it in my room." 
he examines the object, looks like a hidden camera. "ive never seen this before, if you want me to fix it call someone else, im not tech support." he pushes it to the side, but youre not having it. "nuh-uh, you cant brush this off. i know youve created the cameras used to record the games, this has to be your tech!"
so you think hes stalking you? thats a good idea honestly, he wish he had thought of it first. "just because i created those doesnt mean i also designed this. looks like someone else wants to keep an eye on you. got anyone in mind?" you pause for a moment, letting his words sink in. why cant it just be an open and shut case?
"i have no idea, i just got here! is anyone else even knowledgeable enough to design something like this?" he shrugs. "looks can be deceiving." "will you at least help me figure out whos stalking me?" he wants to say no. he knows its bad news, especially for someone like him to get involved in. but its a great opportunity to get closer to you. closer to his end goal, and despite it truly not being the only reason, he decides its good enough for him. "i guess i can make time, tell me about your interactions since youve joined." 
from this point on, you and crypto get much closer, it feels like he knows everything about you. (maybe he does honestly 💀.)
but you can tell hes getting frustrated when it comes to the hidden camera, and you cant help but feel like a nuisance. 
on the surface, crypto looks like you are whats stressing him out. why hes angrier than usual, why hes drowning himself in his work. and in a way thats true, but not exactly.
in reality, hes more worried for your safety. your arrival was an entire surprise, so how could someone have infiltrated your room to begin with? he cant figure it out, and almost entirely forgets the original reason he wanted to get to know you. 
its no longer a matter of getting information, that can wait. he has all season after all. but someone else trying to watch you? he wont tolerate it, and wants it to be the first thing thats fixed, he likes you much better when youre not paranoid, not like him.
OCTANE // OCTAVIO SILVA:
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HYPED!!! another legend is always exciting to octane, even more so when he gets lucky enough to be paired with them.
octavio can be a bit much at times, but you match his energy almost perfectly! 
dedication to the apex games, and genuinely having a great time, not finding him annoying??? he should ask if youre into hard drugs too at this point.
anyone who goes up against the two of you on a team together should fear for their lives. octane swears hes never had so much fun in a match before. (almost as much fun as id have if kings canyon was in the map rotation this season ☹.)
theres a voice in the back of his head that he cant shake, telling him youre someone sent from the syndicate to mess with him, or maybe something worse.
he doesnt want to risk making you upset with him (like some other legends) so he reluctantly keeps these thoughts to himself, but due to his online personality being so similar to his real self, you almost immediately notice a change.
you decide to confront octane after the match, and originally he completely disregards your questions.
"what are you on about, compadre? im fine, really!" but youre not having it, and octane knows youre not going to drop this so easily.
"i just cant help but think this isnt how you usually act outside of games." you shrug when he asks for your reasoning of pressing on. "well how would you know? you just got here." he chuckles. "which i think is exactly why youre hiding things from me. i understand though, its hard to trust someone you just met. i only had an outsiders perspective up until a few hours ago."
"thats exactly whats so scary about you amigo. you seem like youre some fuckin syndicate spy!" "why? because we get along?" octane sighs. maybe having a legend who understands him is a bad thing. its easier to justify someone who hates him, theres plenty reason to. but like him? enjoy his company? hes confused, to say the least.
hes frantically reaching for one of his stims, if his mind is going to be racing so frantically, the rest of his body might as well do the same. "lets leave this here for now, yeah? ive got some videos to film!" he gets up quickly, but stops dead in his tracks when you offer to help him with his stunts. he whips around back over to you. "you sure?" you nod with a smile that might make him more energetic than any stim could. "alright cmon cmon cmon! i hope you known how to hold a camera, if you miss any good shots im gonna be pissed!"
rumors start about octanes elusive camera operator, all kinds of misinformation spreads too, some of it crazier than others. 
you personally find it funny, sometimes tempting the viewers by almost flipping it around to show your face, but youre stopped by octane and his ridiculously fast reflexes everytime.
"hey hey amigo no need to ruin the mystery! plus you totally just didnt film that awesome stunt i just did! what am i paying you for!?" 
you try your best to stop yourself from laughing, but at this point youre sure it must be obvious its you behind the camera, youre just going along with the "mystery" because octane asked you to by whispering in your ear that it "increases his interaction" or whatever influencer bullshit. (you were more focused on his voice than what he was saying tbh 🧍.)
the other legends are sick of you two at this point, and are just about ready to expose the "secret" to get octane to shut up 😭. when i say you guys are always together doing stupid shit i mean ALWAYS!!
MIRAGE // ELLIOTT WITT:
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a flirt wbk. expect to be invited to lots of yacht parties.
mirage is known to have a very welcoming aura, and you noticed this the second you first interacted on the dropship. (anyone wanna take me out? come find me 🤭.)
you guys are on the same team for tdm, and he is almost constantly by your side.
someone sneaks up behind you? hes already sending a decoy their way so you can get the upper hand.
in case you miss? no worries, hes right behind you with pinpoint accuracy. (talk about a great first impression.)
you guys absolutely crushed the opposite team 50-15, and mirage hurriedly rushes over to you the second the match is concluded to invite you to his celebration party that night.
youre more surprised he has the energy to still keep going after such an intensive match, and you barely get the chance to say maybe before hes walking away excitedly.
uh, actually i might sit this one out-" "cool, cool, cool. ill see you tonight!"
lets just say things get… interesting on the mirage a trois 😀.)
you hooked up on the boat okay, youre not the first (and might not be the last either.)
parties werent necessarily your thing, but after elliott had practically won the game for you today, you figured showing up was the least you could do to return the favor. you were honestly just hoping the yacht didnt blow up like youd heard about his other ones doing…
you arrive way later than everyone else in hopes that you arent the first person there, but your current situation is almost just as awkward as everyone assumes you managed to get lost on your way here. (as if you could miss mirages yacht if you tried…) however, you probably did look just as lost as everyone assumed you were while trying to find mirage in the sea of decoys and other party guests.
when you finally stop getting bamboozled and find the real mirage, you try to explain you were only stopping by out of politeness, but hes not having any of it. "what do you mean youre leaving already? weve gotta make up for all the partying time lost while you werent here!" he hands you a drink and leads you to a table with crypto and wattson, who seem to have just had an… important conversation interrupted with your presence.
"if theres anyone you wanna get to know in the games, other than me of course, these are the legends!" youre almost amazed at how mirage chooses to ignore the awkward atmosphere hes created, and manages to smooth it over in record time as well. crypto looks as annoyed as ever, meanwhile wattson attempts her best at a conversation with the group, and you almost wish you never showed up in the first place.
‘almost’ is the key word here, you knew deep down you didnt really have anywhere else to be, and going along with whatever such an attractive legend says was surely better than staying in your dorm room and missing out on a night of fun. which is exactly why when elliott leaned closer to your ear and said something that definitely wasnt pg-friendly, you downed your drink and made quick goodbyes to his friends before leaving to a secluded area of the yacht with the party host himself. 
i think by now the other legends are just waiting for you two to finally announce theres something between you. 
everyone, and i mean everyone seems to know, and i swear rampart is one more flirtatious comment away from exposing your corny asses during the next match.
however, youre hesitant. youre still incredibly new to the games, isnt it odd for things to be moving so fast?
sure, elliott is great, but you cant help but have an anxious feeling in your stomach, and making the mistake of looking at comments online surely isnt helping either.
mirage noticed your shift in behavior immediately, hes been around you more than any of the other legends, and he expects to be the first to hear of whats troubling you (if youre okay with it, of course).
he might not seem like it at first glance, but mirage really is a great listener. despite your first impressions of him making him out to be well… a party-loving flirt, he has so many more layers to him than whats on the surface level.
when he gets serious, hes not cracking his usual jokes, although hes still got his awkward charm. 
"i just… feel like were moving too fast. its only been a month since ive joined the game after all…"
he thinks for a moment before responding calmly, "well i mean, if you wanna take things slower, all you had to do was ask. besides we have all the time in the world! as long as you dont have some secret plan to leave the games or something, than were fine!" you smile at him.
okay, maybe he does still joke a little bit, put i promise its fine in context 😭😭.
can you tell i like crypto (especially jealous crypto) a totally normal amount 😦 totally not inspired by the mcc song by derivakat 🫶
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macabrecravings · 7 months
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I FINALLY UPDATED MY GAME TO THE NEW VERSION!!! OH MY GOD I LOVE CHARACTER CREATION!!!! she can be emo for real!!! (where did her boobs go? /j)
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KITTY CAT JACKET!! :3
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I was so distracted by the new clothes that I... forgot about my stalker. *sighs deeply* I didn't even get to save the new outfit. Or hairstyle T.T Thanks man I really appreciate it
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Kylar: Oh you wanted a new outfit and hairstyle??? Who are you showing off for huh :/ Cat jacket and sweatpants? You whore /j
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treatroses · 2 months
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Okay so, I had a thought since I glanced over everyone's characters, I thought what if I made Prat Cat the leader of the Clan! Thoughts?
I don't want to do something that's not welcomed by others, so I'd love for your input
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hyuuukais · 8 months
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me when i. me when i remember sunshine and strawberries is ending probably within the next 2 weeks.
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swanhaze · 9 months
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╰���𖥻໒・YOU’LL SEE ME IN HINDSIGHT
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❁ 𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕
- tsitp, tatbilb, twilight, scream , percy jackson, hockey boys etc
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When Love Becomes A Bit.. eeeeh are you sure about that
Warnings: a bit unhealthy love, oneshot(?) GN Reader
Synopsis: Wherein the reader has some behaviors toward Riddle that are less than savory. But reader loves Riddle, right? So they could never hurt him!
Almost like a sequel, vaguely related (angst/no comfort): When You Leave With A Lie
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Graceful, intelligent, kind, thoughtful, talented, selfless, beautiful, responsible, passionate… All these things you were and more. Riddle was hopelessly in love with you. And you, the most perfect person in the world, loved him back.
Endless praise spilled from your lips when talking to him. Riddle was perfect in every way in your eyes. Whether he passed an exam with flying colors or kept his temper under control or even performed his housewarden obligations, you told him how proud you were. How amazing he was. Despite perfection being expected, you praised him.
Gifts galore were bestowed upon him whenever you crossed paths. An expensive tea set with glittering gold and blood-red roses painted on it sat on his study table. A bouquet of the sweetest smelling flowers shone proudly in his vase near the windowsill; a new bouquet every week. A dozen hand-made hedgehog plushies of varying sizes and colors adorned his bed. Books about cooking and planning and law and your favorite dessert recipes were stacked on his desk, all annotated to include specific measurements for recipes or commentary on government processes. Every day you'd ask as he got his lunch whether he'd like you to buy him any dessert. It became expected for you to pass him in the halls and swiftly tuck a golden rose behind his ear. At this point, Riddle lost count of all the gifts you gave him! It had become so normal over the past few months that Riddle would become agitated throughout the day for seemingly no reason until he got back to his dorm room and remembered you hadn't gotten him anything for the day.
Your affection didn't come only through gifts. At most points of the day, you were by his side, either putting rowdy students back into their place, studying with him, helping him complete his duties, or even just making small talk. One might think Riddle would be annoyed with a person tailing after him like a lost duck all the time, but on the contrary, he loved it! Though spending time with you was a common occurrence, he relished those moments all the same! Talking to you replenished his energy–having you help with his work reduced his stress… 
And when you talked, Riddle felt he could tell you anything. He felt he could speak about not just his day or the weather, but about his feelings and his past and whatever trivial thing crossed his mind. Something about you just made him spill all his secrets, all his worst fears, and all his frustrations. He felt he could talk to you about his dreams and his passions and interests without judgment. He could cry in front of you. Laugh in front of you. Without a reputation to uphold. Without fear that you would love him any less.
Overall, Riddle was just- enamored by you. Utterly enchanted. He'd never felt the emotions he felt towards you before. Every moment in your presence was dream-like, every second spent thinking about you was bliss. Though he'd never been in love before, nor could he even explain what such an elusive feeling was, he felt this was it. You were it. The epitome of all things good in the world. In fact, nothing in the universe could ever fully convey his feelings toward you.
And perhaps that wasn't a good thing. Love can make people blind. Love can make people stupid. It can make them disregard all reason and law and fact. Things that are so obvious could become cryptic when blinded by emotion. Even one such as Riddle, who held rules and reason in such high regard, could become blindsided by love.
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There was.. a certain side to you. One that never showed itself around your beloved. A side that almost everyone in NRC was witness to.
Trey saw it. There seemed to be this thing within you that demanded control. Trey saw it in the way you acted around others, in the way you performed your duties, and in the way you took over every Heartslabyul dorm job until you were the only one doing the work. Your behaviors were scarily similar to Riddle’s, except you were subtler. You’re slow overtaking of the dorm duties was natural and calculated. Offering to do the jobs of students who were lazy, or offering to help Trey bake for an Unbirthday party and ending up baking most of the food. Whenever someone did work and was praised or recognized, Trey could see you tense. Or he could feel your hostile aura even when you had a smile on your face. Trey wasn’t too sure, but it felt like perhaps you were trying a little too hard to appear perfect in Riddle’s eyes–that you were taking on everyone’s work in hopes of appearing like the only responsible one. And it seemed your plan was working. Riddle praised you more and scolded others more often. And it rarely happened, but Riddle would occasionally walk up to Trey, scolding him on his lack of contributions to the dorm that month, only for Trey to remind Riddle that it was because you had done all his work. Then Riddle would stand shocked for a moment, mumble a ‘sorry’, and walk off. 
Cater was witness to your flaws. There seemed to be this drive within you to become the ideal person. And everything you became related to Riddle. Good grades were praised by him, so you became a model student. Reason and poise were favorable in his eyes, so you changed your personality to fit his ideals. Managing piles upon piles of work was admirable to Riddle, so you took on every job possible. … When you first appeared in this world, you were cold and reserved. Once you got used to everyone, you became more open. You laughed a lot, and you were bold and flirty and sarcastic. You were also empathetic, and kind to a fault. Cater had admired the way you wore your heart on your sleeve. You were so comfortable being you, unlike him. And when Riddle came into the picture, things changed. You weren’t exactly a shell of yourself, but you toned down a whole lot. While some changes were for the better (fixing your time management, for one), there were others that weren’t. You seemed to be investing so much time and energy into Riddle and all the things that he adored, that you ran out of kindness and passion to give and show to others. Your passionate and unworldly-kind exterior slowly wore off as the months went by, until not many willingly stayed by your side.
Ace and Deuce noticed it. Despite all your changes into a being of “perfection”, you were still human. And to keep up with that ideal you believed Riddle loved, you sacrificed your health and your feelings. Deuce knew how hard classes were- especially for a person who’d just recently come to this world. He admired your determination to get perfect grades, but sometimes he found himself wanting to tell you to go to sleep or take a break. Oftentimes, you two would pull all-nighters to get some last-minute studying in, only for him to crash at 3 am and wake at 7 just to see you still writing away sipping on your 5th cup of coffee. Ace also found you a bit of a bummer. You used to show up at all of his games and all of his movie nights. You two used to take walks around campus talking about the most mundane of things. Now, your time was divided between studying, work, Riddle, and occasionally sleep. Barely any effort was made to make time for him or anyone else. He tried to tell you how he felt about your behavior once, but you brushed him off. He would never understand, you told him. Ace and Deuce noticed how you wasted away just for a single person’s sake. Yet, unless you were willing to accept that you needed help, there was no saving you.
Literally Grim and everyone else close to you noticed your changes. But none could really comment on it other than saying, “Oh, you’re different.” You were still the nice and passionate person everyone first thought of you as. You were a Grade A student who helped with everyone’s jobs. None could complain about you.
And that was how things went on for months and months and months. Your life was Riddle’s. He was your world, your heart, your soul, your Noth Star. And you’d do anything at all to keep his eyes on you. To hear his voice sing your praises, to feel his soft hands across your skin, to see him smile at you with such pure and unadulterated joy. You would move mountains for him. You would travel to hell and back. You would live for him, and die for him. For Riddle, you would forsake your dignity, forget your identity, and become Riddle’s one and only until time stopped and the world fell to ruin.
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And just as Riddle’s love for you was a bit too extreme, so was yours for him. If a pure love like Riddle’s could make him blind to your changes and your suffering and the world around him, then a love like yours–that near bordered obsession–could surely do more harm. And… your love was. Doing harm, in the quietest way possible.
It was in the way you held yourself. It was in the way you worked hard. It was in the way you were so explicit in your affections for Riddle, that it made everyone else dull in comparison. You were the sun. The brightest star in his galaxy. Everyone else was the stars in the night sky that oft were drowned out by clouds. Everyone else was less responsible than you. Everyone else was less reliable than you. Everyone else was less talented, less hardworking, less thoughtful, and less kind-
You had taken up so much space in Riddle’s life in the past year that.. perhaps… Riddle didn’t need anyone else. You could do and be everything he needed, anyway. When was the last time he asked Trey for opinions on an essay, or asked him how Unbirthday Party preparations were going? When was the last time he asked Cater to round up the freshman and stop them from messing around? When was the last time he had to scold Ace when you were around? When was the last time Riddle had a headache from working? When was the last time Riddle was stressed out with dorm duties and rules when you were there to help him work through them? When was the last time Riddle needed anything from someone else when you were there?
That settled it. You were all he truly needed, right? His first love, his first stress reliever. His best confidante, his best friend. He didn't need to punish you for breaking the rules. He never needed to ask you to stay out of trouble. He never needed to ask for attention from you. Not when you gave it so often and so willingly. When everyone else wasn't enough, you came to save the day. 
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Perhaps this was unintentional on your part, but it seemed Riddle had come to the conclusion that with you in his life, there was no need for anyone else. Why expend so much effort for those who could never understand him in the way that you do?
Either way, it seems the intensity of your love is returned. With him as your one and only, devoted to you for as long as the universe expands, you're happy. 
And who needs others, anyway? Who needs people who don't understand how important Riddle is to you? Who needs others to tell you that you're obsessing? Who needs people to tell you that your love is too much? On the contrary! Your expressions of love will never be enough to fully convey your emotions towards Riddle.
He is your life. And you are his world. 
There is also no way to fix this… whatever this is.
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girl wtf is ⚙️🪽
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Treasure Hunter, you are dead- the light of the world is fading… Those creatures of your working mind, don’t fear them or their hunger
MerMay 2023- Day 7
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