My guilty pleasure is making fankids (I am cringe but I am free 😭😭) anyways thank you to princess tutu for making me think about the logistics of a magic half duck half human baby
Groundhog Day the Musical may be the cure for artblock, but school is the cause. And unfortunately there is more school in my life right now than there is Groundhog Day
most likely going to delete/abandon this blog soon because none of you know how to act.
i thought this would be a fun place to express my sexuality, but constantly getting asks/dms/replies full of misgendering/racist/misogynistic stuff is so frustrating. its not fun or sexy, its tiring. i hate having to go through my follower list and spend time blocking tons of people who don’t bother to read a very basic dni. i’m glad people like my horny posts but it feels awful when my boundaries get trampled. if you’re not mature enough to follow easy requests like ‘dont send me detrans kink/slurs’, you’re not mature to be in an adult space, even if its only online. its not that hard to not be a dick.
sha-mod im so so sorry but jo is not a terf. she doesnt care, she gets so annoyed when lightning (accidentally ig) misgenders her in canon so she could never do that even with her own identity issues. if someone brought up trans people in sports or whatever she’d just be like “hell yeah! more competition!” and she’d beat them just the same.
its like johnny bravo where he couldnt be transphobic because it just means there are more awesome sexy women out there. jo just gets even more awesome competition.
the start of this is ask so funny to me like donot worry u do not have to be sorry to the total drama blog owner on the internet. i came up with pretty much every headcanon i said on that post off the top of my head in that moment im not particularly defensive about them or anything
i just kinda think that while jo does correct lightning on her gender she never seems exactly pleased or proud of it and theres a line she says at some point that like "nobody needs to point out that im a girl" or w/e so i view it in kind of a "Excuse Me i am Obviously a Biological Female no matter how much i resent it" way
sometimes i’m reminded that the kaga saga games exist and goddamn i’m glad i chose not to add those to the scope of “fire emblem” games to get to during my marathon of them bc that would’ve been way too overwhelming
Mourning makes me appreciate the help we offer each other, because I am getting so much of it right now.
An American friend let me ramble about an old Hungarian movie to distract me. Someone who went through things like this listened to my vents and gave me advice. A lot of people let me know that they feel for me and that they are here if I needed to talk. Several people sent me their silliest memes to cheer me up. Someone made me tortellini and let me sit in her house for a while and talk. My cat needs to be peeled off me whenever I have to stand up, because she won't leave my side.
i am laying in bed, listening to music and drawing, sipping a nice hot coffee every now and again. it seems, at first glance, quite peaceful and calming. however, as you look closer, i am toiling over trying to comprehend a 8000x7000px sprite sheet, aggressively alt-tabbing back and forth between the canvas and its respective .xml file, in attempts to begin to redraw it. this is not a tableau of peace, it is one of pain and frustration.
Holy: dedicated or consecrated to God or a religious purpose, or sacred; (of a person) devoted to the service of God; morally and spiritually excellent; (dated) (humourous) used in exclamations of surprise or dismay
Kingfisher: an often brightly colored bird with a large head and long sharp beak, typically diving for fish from a perch, with many of the tropical kinds living in forests and feeding on terrestrial prey such as insects and lizards