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#(but like. no one ever yelled like that in my house that wasnt a Thing we did and like. idk. i just knew it was goofy!)
roughentumble · 2 years
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*suddenly remembers something my dad used to do that i was Very Fond Of* hm. ok. putting that in a little box and ignoring it
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allthatdivides2 · 21 days
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my brain telling me to go back to reading reddie fic 24/7 by making me dream about them last night
#it was taking me forever to fall asleep and then as im FINALLY drifting off i start getting this fucking incredible richie based narration#and im like i should write this shit down. but i dont want to fuck up my sleep. whatever im just gonna enjoy it#and then it was awesome.#eddie had to go in this house for something (it was his house but it wasnt his house like in the movies it had a back porch with a sliding#door and he had a dad and a brother and a big dog instead of his mom. the losers were waiting on the porch cause they couldnt go in. richie#tried to go in with him but his dad fucking HATES richie so he went outside to make it easier for eddie. problem is ITs in the fucking house#so the losers are outside and yeah theyre hearing yelling and shit but they expected that cause eddie fights with his dad all the time.#theyre chatting and shit but richie is being... strangely quiet. because hes working on this thing hes been working on for WEEKS now. its a#drawing of eddie and a poem about him. and hes super embarrassed about it but one night he couldnt sleep and he started it and now he Needs#to finish it. meanwhile eddies in the house and he doesnt immediately know ITs there. his dad is being shittier than usual even though hes#just trying to stock up some stuff from the medicine cabinet but hes like whatever im in and im out. but then his dad starts talking about#shit he shouldnt know about. like REALLY shouldnt know about. and eddie turns and his dad is much taller than he should be. and his head is#shaped weird. and all of a sudden ''hello eddie''. and eddies screaming and trying to get out and finally the losers figure out that#somethings wrong but the doors locked so they cant get in and richies about to break the fucking glass door when eddie comes barreling out#directly into him and they land in a heap on the ground. pennywise waves at them from the door and disappears and eddie is just sobbing into#richies chest curled up smaller than theyve ever seen him. richies so concerned with comforting eddie that he doesnt realize his papers just#lying out on the ground next to him. and nobody says anything because theyre having a Moment but as eddie calms down and starts talking to#richie almost like normal even though hes still clinging onto him and sitting in his lap his eyes flick over to the paper and richie about#jumps out of his skin to grab it but the damage is done eddie saw the drawing at least. and i dont remember as much of this part of the#dream but i know there was a quiet confession and they hug and its very fucking sweet and just. AUGH!!!!!
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whosthere54 · 24 days
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My notes on the Quixis Answers stream!
- all bleeding eyes pointing back to Icarus
- look about mid 20s icarus genuinely over resets 40-50 years true for every character
- No creation powers because they are not “all them” they have pieces of the other sherberts in them. No creation powers because they aren’t them, hesitation because they aren’t them.
- bound is last one standing in the infinite hall of portals
- Midas fully believes that they will die with their world BUT THEY DONT (and they’re totally okay with that)
- REO WAS QUIXIS (They do not remember their time as quixis)
- THE THINGS allowed glitches (we were The inciting incident) THE REAL WORKD GLITCHES INTO FABLE
- THE THINGS THAT TALKED TO THEM USED TO BE BIRDS RHAJFJSIFJR
- WERE THE REASON THEY WERE ABLE TO REMEMBER THE RESETS
- Were rifts in those things WE TALK AS THINGS THAT DONT EXIST WERE RIFTS IN THE REALITY
- Fable can’t be streamed anymore because the glitches will hurt that world
- CHARLES IS FROM THE WORLD OF THE FIRST EVER QUIXIS BECAUSE THEY TRIED TO TAKE HIM TO THE WORLDPORT WITH THEM BUT IT DIDNT WORK SO THEYRE AN ENTITY NOW
M U L T I V E R S A L C O N S T A N T
SO THEYRE NEVER ALONE (ILL CRY)
- Midas is from a dystopian utopia (I CARE SO MUCH)
- Midas had a fable and isla, Athena Centross, Caspian, Jamie
- ILL YELL ABOUT THEIR SHOW
- Real older than Midas (Idk if they said specifically said on that show idea or if that was cannon so I wrote it down anyways cause I care)
- SORRY MIDAS SINGING NEVER LOVE AN ANCHOR ABOUT ICARUS ILL YELL ABIUT IT
- The tiktok account how did I not know-
- World rebuild themselves
- Townhall board - whiteboard (in quixian)
- Every sherb has to wake up in their bed, theirs is their desk.
- WHEN THEY MOVED THE DUPLICATE HOUSE SHOWED UP (They mention again that it was the opposite X and Y coords opposite positive and negative)
- THATS WHY THE OFFICE BEDS GLITXHED
- THE ORANGE DIMENSION WASNT ALWAYS ORANGE
- THE SYNDACATE CMV HELP
- The vods being matched to the auras
- The outside cannon was the only one I hadn’t caught
- Their browser being yellow and brown lolol
- MCCR SHERB - EVENT SHEB AJAX SICJSIJFJSCJISJCJSJCJDJGIF
-guys I care about Ajax so much
- Hypixel Sherb - 2 different eye colors bleeding yellow TubNet bleeding smth I didn’t catch that
- Icarus was always pulled to the worldport when gone across dimensions. Hypixel to TubNet Eye glitch because of the change in dimensions
- Reo is the most okay with being alone because he just finished being quixis and is used to it (I CARE SM)
NOTES IN THE ORIGINAL CONCEPT ART
- things disappear reappear swap places things places spaces change time does not (smth like that)
- CAME FROM UNDER MY SKIN I CARE
- The concept of having to ascend to do things right and fix things I hold it in my hands
- “Are you in ic has feelings? No…”
- THE ART
- THE LONGER YOU SOEND IN THE WORLDPORT THE MORE COLOR DRAINS FROM YOU
- B I R D I E
- THE PRISON SCAR I CARE SO MUCH
- GLOWING WING EARS THE BELOVED
- LIL BABY IN A LIK WAR UNIFORM ILL SOB
- Midas did not die or go back to their destroyed world.
- THE HAIR IS NORMAL AGAIN
- Gray eyes
- WE HAVE TI WAIT AND SEE WHERE THEY ARE
SCALE :
1 - Denial (Hardcore sherb farthest from denial)
2 - Asshole (Kurt farthest from asshole)
- Sherbverse is a metaphor
- Not a System
- Parallel to what it is like to be a system
- 1 full CMV 2 Mini CMVs coming out and lots more sherbeverse content <3
- Sherbeverse section of the discord
- May have something to do with the Ven epilogue 👀👀
- #SQCU :0
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sun-stricken · 4 months
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Headcannoms about friendship between Bickslow and Gray? I like to think after the fighting festival he really tries to make it up to Gray.
Gray: ‘we’re chill. It’s fine.’
Bickslow: ‘my babies will now perform a dance of apology’
Also a scenario I’d like to share!
Lucy: hey, Gray I picked up your mail. Why do you have a letter from a modelling agency?
Gray: oh that. I don’t know they just keep sending me them even though I’ve told them no.
Lucy: you’ve turned them down repeatedly?! *while crying inside*
Gray: yeah? It’s weird ‘cause I didn’t even apply.
Lucy: Lucy kick!
i for some reason hadn’t considered the idea of them having a close friendship, but i am now so here! a gift !
i had so much fun with this
* my personal hc is that Bickslows dolls feel a lot of what he himself feels, and also theyre kinda like birds
* so they too try to make it up to Gray, they bring him little things they find, such as shiny rocks, pins, and other tiny objects they find
* Bickslow just nods in approval from the sidelines when they bring them to Gray
* They were both fairly awkward with each other post festival but after Bickslow gave Gray an honest apology they began to turn over a new leaf
* people find the friendship strange tbh, Gray is known as this vaguely calm and like, super normal guy, and Bickslow is just— not
* theyre surprisingly comfortable with each other
* they dont hang out a lot outside the guild, but thats not to say they dont ever,
* While they dont work the best together and it took a while be able to fight along side on another,
* If the Thunder Legion and Team Natsu have to pair up usually they do bc they’re comfortable with each other and trust can go a long way
* theyre both texting fiends, like its a problem how much they message their friends, so when they found out the other was the same oh my god was it a train wreck
* their conversations can go for hours and if you read through them youd probably have an aneurysm because the topics make no sense and Bix doesn’t even try to spell correctly
* They have gotten close and friendly but that doesnt mean theu ever know what to expect from the other, their opinions and thoughts are so different from each other, if rhey ever have the same idea its like all the stars and planet’s have aligned and world is about to end
* Bickslows hair is naturally black and Gray helped him dye it once and they deadass looked they walk out the smurf set for weeks, Bix’s bathroom looked like they murdered a hundred of them
* Gray has an affinity for collecting hand weapons (swords, spears, bows, etc) while Bickslow likes taking apart and building old bombs (actual explosive grenades, land mines, smoke/flash grenades)
* they bonded over it and talked about it in public and terrified about 20 people rhat were in earshot
* theyre both a big hit with kids
* Bickslow gets added to the long list of people who barge into Gray house unannounced
* a lot of the time they will talk (coughcomplaincough) about two different things in the same convo
* Bickslow: the cops were at my door again last night because of the inactive grenade i threw in the fountain, woke me up and everything
* Gray: ugh, i hate that, Natsu blew up a building again and Erza yelled at the both of us
* Bickslow: thats so rude, do you think i should make another one and send it to them?
* Gray: totally, she knew it wasnt me but i still got scolded
so happy ppl have realized how pretty Gray is, now we’re gonna talk abt it bc im an overachiever
* Hes been scouted by plenty of different modeling agencies over the years, which really boosted his ego but very quickly became annoying as hell bc he never even applied
* He gets a couple a month, and he accepted once just to get them off his back and found it really embarrassing bc he was everywhere
* his friends in and outside the guild bought the magazines he was featured in and teased him mercilessly and he never stepped foot in another agency ever again
* Hes really photogenic but hates gets his photo taken, most of the pictures hes in ‘willingly’ hes glaring at the camera
* he now just blocks the numbers they call him on and throws out the letter they send him, if they stop him on the street he will walk away before the conversation even starts
* when Lucy found out something inside her died a little
* she pestered him about it and said she’ll go with him! he wont even have to take the money for it! she’ll take it! 😁
* she gets shot down every time but that doesnt mean she quit trying
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plantboiart · 9 days
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Saw @the0retically’s post about rand probably knowing that the deeps had died and now my brain. Is going overtime with the kiangst.
How many times did kian feel like an outsider with his best friends? Like he didnt matter as much, like they could never love him like he loved them, like he was a second priority, an afterthought, just the person who was also there?
Did he see rand screaming and yelling at rolan for betraying them, for leaving, only to then quietly let kian go not too long after? Did he cry on his way to la, hating that he’d known this was how things would go, that rand wouldn’t care about fighting to keep him like he did with rolan?
When rolan didnt keep in contact with him, was there always a quiet voice in the back of his head telling him that rolan probably called rand back? That the two of them probably still talked, even if it wasnt as often, that kian just wasn’t included in their friendship anymore?
Did he learn about the fact that rolan’s parents were dead, and connect the dots that rand must have known. That in a town like galloway, there was no way he DIDN’T know. That rand hadn’t called kian and asked him to come visit because he genuinely missed him and wanted to see him, it was entirely because his plan to help rolan through finally finishing their campaign required kian there. That kian was an afterthought. A piece in the game rather than a player in it. Just there to fill the silence and space.
Did he run after rolan after they found rat, and think about how rolan would never care to do the same for kian? Did he patch himself up after the car crash, on the brink of death, and hate that he couldn’t even be disappointed the others didn’t bother to check if he was alright? Did he see becky, one of the only people who had ever fully cared about him, and feel so stupidly hopeful that maybe she could love him like he loved her still?
Did he go see her, knowing he might not come back alive, and justify it by telling himself that nobody would really miss him anyways? That even if she killed him, it wouldnt matter when nobody would mourn his death for longer than a second or two?
When he was dying, when he was dead, was he able to think, to feel, to understand what was happening around him? Did he wait for hours, crying to himself when more and more time passed and nobody, NOBODY came to find him? Not even dickman? When rolan finally came, when he got his copy, did kian feel a sick sort of satisfaction and happiness, knowing that at least rolan had cared enough to come towards the sound of his music? (Did he ever learn that rand had ignored it?)
When he felt, lived through, experienced rolan cutting into his copy (him in such a horrible way it was still him) to protect rand, and wonder if rolan could have done the same if the roles were reversed? If he had to kill rand to protect kian? Did he spend the last moments as that version of himself feeling just as unloved as always before?
Could his corpse think? Could it hear? Could it hear the others arguing about which one was going to go closer to him, to save him? Did his singing grow even more pleading, even more desperate, as he wordlessly begged them not to leave him? To at least care enough to do this for him? Even just for a second, did he think they’d leave? Leave him there, alone, dead, and in pain? Did he have to feel relieved when rolan started actually singing with him?
Did he stay at the community house, because they wouldn’t care? Because kian’s life never mattered like theirs’ did? When becky tried to push him back towards it, did he know she wasnt trying to protect him, but tell himself that she was anyways because he just needed someone to care about him? Did he run towards the docks, and expect them to already be gone without him?
Did he see the queen’s true form, and know he wouldn’t be mourned? Did he see what was about to happen before it did, and finish the lyrics back to her anyways, because in the end, what did it matter?
Kian was just an extra. An outsider, a second priority, an afterthought, the person who was also there. Nobody would miss him anyways. Not when there was anyone else that could be mourned instead.
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roe-and-memory · 8 months
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Cal headcanons maybe??? :3333
ANON, WE’RE BEST FRIENDS NOW. THANK YOU
cal is my boy, my son, my shining star, my silly, and many more.. allow us to fucking ruin his life (the favourite character treatment, if you will)
i hope u enjoy these 💥🔥
- hes deaf! this is my favourite hc ever i came up with it myself. hes Deaf and uses hearing aids - this was caused by the crash his parents died in (as he was in the vehicle with them if it wasnt obvious)
- he was 13 when his parents died
- he grew up watching his uncle race. he was a STAPLE in the dinoco pit box and when he was 11 or 12 he was strips crew chief for a race (strip won it too)
- strip taught him how to drive in one of the fields at their house - he mowed a track around it with a tractor, made cal get in the drivers seat, and told him to just Drive. (he was taught using Lynda’s old derby car because as strip expected, the very traumatized 14 year old he put behind the wheel DID in fact crash into the corn stalks and strip had to chase after him and pull him out of the car)
- he is probably the most careful driver you will ever meet. its the trauma, dare i say, but the probability of him crashing is much less than the Other Two. bobby and lightning poke fun at him for being so careful behind the wheel because “he doesnt have fun”, and whenever he gets serious behind the wheel they both giggle and quietly make fun of him (its like when you turn on the light in the car and your dad yells at you, white knuckling the steering wheel staring straight ahead and u dont understand why its so serious)
- cal’s the oldest of the three as well, hes a little less than a year older than lightning, so they’d both be the same age for like a 4 month period, bobby is the youngest and gets relentlessly bullied for it.
- i dont think cal ever learnt extensive sign language after the accident. his aunt and uncle didnt know it, and they were cautious of the situation so they found ways to communicate that they could all understand - he only learnt it after meeting red, because he was curious, and it wasn’t that hard.. plus it was a bonus that he could say things to lmq and bobby that they didn’t understand
- hes the only member of the trio with a consistent brain cell. hes the Reason, but hes also silly as hell which puts him barely a brain cell level higher than his friends
- he doesnt trust other people driving him places, he will ALWAYS volunteer to drive
- cal has a lot of his old, early racing days/pre-racing days memories on one of those old, handheld film cameras. he records a lot of stuff on it when theyre all running around the infield being silly
- his silly ass is so socially awkward its AWFUL. hes great in front of cameras but as soon as someone normal asks him a question or starts a conversation hes like. erm. Um. sure? (it was not a yes or no question)
- adhd
- hearing issues also comes with auditory processing issues, he’ll ask someone to repeat themselves and then realize halfway through their repetition what they said and be like OH YEAH TOTALLY!
- after the accident he went through a phase of being Terrified that strip and lynda were trying to replace his parents. he acted out, he hated every minute of their care and affection for a while, and finally he couldnt handle Not telling them why he was acting the way he was. they were both forgiving of course, they told him they understood he was scared and this was all New and they would NEVER try to replace his parents. that Helped.
- cal is short for calamari, full name calamari weather's (roe)
- hes blonde! he and strip are both blonde - and people HAVE mistaken strip for his dad instead of his uncle, but in reality cal just looks a Lot like his mother (who was strips sister)
- adding onto above: cal being upset makes strip think of his Sister and it fucking tears him apart every time. that kid looks so much like his mother its awful.
- when he was finally old enough to drink, he won the race, got to hold the champagne bottle and pop it open but it was so horribly hot outside that he fainted while on top of the car in victory lane, fell off, shattered the champagne bottle and smelt like berries for almost a week because it WOULDNT GET OUT OF HIS HAIR. he scraped up his elbows and tore the back of his t-shirt but there was nothing worse than smelling like alcohol for six days.
- he has a baby face and its his worst enemy.
- when he was a kid and a teenager he was obsessed with picking up small animals he found in the forest behind strip and lyndas house, and hes GOOD AT IT TOO. he once brought in a whole opossum into the house shortly after the accident, totally out of it on pain medications, and told his aunt and uncle that he wanted to keep this cat he saved from the garbage can down the side of the house. they were more shocked he got outside? how did he even..?
- he also picked up a habit of eating random berries he found in the woods? hes regretted it on multiple occasions and lynda has continuously told him to stop, but what made him really stop was accidentally grabbing blueberries that just so happened to be surrounded by poison ivy. he had it up and down his arms and all over his hands for three weeks.
- boy loves bugs, every bug ever he could identify and pick up with no issue whatsoever
- he had a marine biology phase and still LOVES the aquarium
- escape artist essentially
THIS IS SO MANY thats enough for now.. I HOPE YOU ENJOYED i love him so much. i hope none of this comes off as me woobifying him because i will lose my mind 💀
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mattsobvimyfav · 3 months
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For sport (Matthew Sturniolo & Chris Sturniolo)
Pt 4
A.n - hey yall so this is gonna be a very very very slow burn I already have some chapters written so I will probs rapid fire. But everything is based off very real things just swapped for Matthew. It will be toxic, there will be angst , smut , everything you can possibly think of. It happens.
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Y/N’s POV
I finished putting on the dress deciding it was perfect, simple yet pretty. I pick up my phone Facetiming Chris, I had his number from when we had to do our end of year project together last year. He picked up after a few rings while I set the phone up in the dressing room.
“Whats up Pickle!” He yelled, he was sitting in his kitchen.
“Hey Chris I just picked out my dress and wanted to show you” I smiled turning in a circle from him to see.”Damn Ma, you should just come over” I rolled my eyes giggling at Chris before the third brother Nick popped his head in frame. “Oh My God Y/N you look amazing” Nick yelled into the phone “Thank you Nick, you just confirmed me getting this dress!” I picked my phone up smiling “I literally just told you to come over here because you looked so good but Nick whos GAY, was your decding factor?!” I nodded “Yes because he isnt just looking at my body, hes telling the truth” Chris scoffed shrugging his shoulders knowing Im right. We bid our goodbyes telling Chris I would text him later as I changed back into my clothes.
Chris has always been a flirt so Ive never taken it serious its just how he was with alot of girls. I grabbed my dress walking out of the fitting room as Haylee met me at the cash register to check out. I grabbed a pair of black heels to go along with my dress.
Me and Haylee decided to stop at one more store before leaving because I needed more leggings even tho I owned a hundred pairs. You can never have too many. I asked Haylee to drop me home seeing as I did infact have homework and I knew I couldnt complete it with her there needed total concentration.
I got out of her car hugging her goodbye as I walk into my dads house who was still at work, I ran up to my room, pulling out my phone, and getting my music started so I could focus on my homework. I quickly took off my clothes changing into a sports bra and sweatpants. I sit down at my desk grabbing my books from my bag and snapchatting Matt.
Y/N-
Hey what part do you want to do?
I placed my phone down starting on my math work knowing it wouldnt take my long while I listened to my playlist. After about thirty minutes I pick up my phone to see a text from Matt.
Matt Sturniolo-
Ill do the second half if you do the first
Y/N-
Fine but Im checking your work to make sure its right.
Matt Sturniolo-
Fine, Chris wants to know if youll go to the football game with us friday
Y/N-
What about your girlfriend. She’ll kill me.
Matt Sturniolo-
We broke up this summer. Stop worrying about her.
I read the message maybe a hundred times. They broke up, now maybe Matt wouldnt be a miserable asshole because let me tell you when that girl was around it was like a dark storm cloud followed.
Y/N-
Yeah sure, just get the work done please.
He sent me back a thumbs up and i decided to leave him on read getting started on the rest of the work. After about two hours it was now six at night and I was getting a call from Chris.
“Hello Christopher.” I set my phone infront of my as I packed up my bag “Whats up good lookin” I went to speak again before I heard Matthew yell “I NEED SOME FUCKING FOOD” I started giggling at the boys and Chris looked at me “Wanna go get food we are starving.” I looked down at myself deciding I was just as hungry because my father still wasnt home. “Yeah do you guys wanna meet somewhere or do you want me to come there?” I asked as I stood up going to my closet “Well come and get you as long as I get to spend the night” Chris said, I shrugged my shoulders not really caring knowing it was all just flirting and nothing ever serious. “Yeah you can if you want and ill drive you to school” I grabbed a sweatshirt out of my closet throwing it on over my head “YES!” Chris yelled running from the other boys to his room “Ill pack a bag well be there in thirty” I didnt even have time to respond before he was hanging up.
I sent my dad a quick text letting him know my friend Chris would be staying the night. After quickly picking up my room and throwing one of my dads body washes and shampoos in my shower I heard a horn outside. I grabbed some money out of my dads stack of cash he has hidden for me when hes not home and ran down stairs out the door locking it before hoping in the back with Nick.
“Hellooooo, where are we going to eat?” I asked buckling before Matt started driving.
“We want Ihop, if your down for breakfast” Nick asked looking up from his phone I nodded in response before I felt my phone buzzing in my pocket. Haylee was calling me.
“Where are you going?” She asked before I could even say anything “Im going to get food witht the triplets jesus” I get a little annoyed considering she does this quiet a bit when it comes to me having other friends “Why are you going with them?” It was like venom. She hated me making new friends and dont get me wrong I love her more than anything but sometimes she could be a little much. “Chris asked me too, whats wrong” I asked trying to see the real issue “Whatever, can i come over after?” I bit my bottom lip before answering knowing she would get mad at the answer “Chris is gonna sleepover ton-” before i could even finish my sentence the phone was disconnected. I rolled my eyes.
“Who was that a secret boyfriend?” Chris says turning in his seat raising his eyebrows I looked up at him seeing Matt studying me in the rearview “It was Haylee..” I trailed off “Jesus christ she was acting like she owns you” I nodded not wanting to talk about it anymore “What football game is this we are going to friday?” I asked changing the subject “Its that kennedy school, its about a hour drive” Matt finally spoke “Okay, can we take my car and you drive?” I ask Matt leaning forward “Yes, but why dont you want to take our car?” I looked around at the smelly boys gear from football rolling my eyes “Your stuff smells and I get aux instead of chris” Chris whips his head back at me “Woah that was not apart of the deal” I looked up at him through my eyelashes “Please” He turned forward in his seat “Dont start something you cant finish pickle” Matt almost immediately hit him in the chest and Nick started laughing as I did too.
We finished eating after talking for a while and got back into the car, Nick sitting in the front so Chris could just hop out with me. We finally got back to my house as we said our goodbyes. We walked in and my dad was on the couch on his computer. “Hey baked, How was the today?” I ran in giving him a hug “It was good, Dad this is Chris hes gonna spend the night” My dad stood up towaring over me as he shook chris’ hand “Jimmy’s boy right?” Chris nodded taking in my dads appearance “Tell him I said hello and to call me to go golfing soon” I smiled at my dad being nice to Chris, I could see his face calm down “I will its nice to meet you sir” Chris said as my dad told us to not be up to late.
“Woah nice room” Chris said setting his bag down looking around. I took pride in my room really taking that ‘clean girl’ aesthetic to a whole new level. “Thanks, if you wanna shower or anything the bathrooms right there, I put in some products for you” I smiled at him as I looked through my drawers for a comfy outfit. I grabbed out a pair of shorts and a crop top. “Im going to shower” I said to chris he looked up from his phone to give me a nod before I walked into my bathroom.
I quickly took a shower washing my hair and body, no need for an everything shower seeing as I did one yesterday I put on my pajamas and my hair in the towel before walking out seeing chris changed into a pair of blue plaid pajama pants and a wife beater. I sat down at my vanity and started brushing my hair “Wanna make tiktoks?” Chris asked and I nodded “Wait what is your tiktok” I said opening tiktok on my phone. I type in his user “Chris what the fuck” I say looking up at him “WHAT?” He half yells “Why do you have 60k on tiktok?” He laughs “Me, Matt and Nick blew up like last year” he followed me back before deciding which tiktok we were gonna make a minute long music video switching back and forth filming. He made me put on a sweatshirt because I guess his “fans” were wicked rude when he had alanah in a video and said theyd hate on me for not being ‘covered’ around him. “That has to be the DUMBEST shit ive ever heard” he agreed but ultimatly decided it was for the better. We decided on the song paper soldier by Brent Faiyaz, me videoing Chris singing ‘im trying to threeway with her roomie’ I than handed the phone to him and said ‘hey roomie’ and we decided we would just dance the last part of the song out.
After twenty minutes of the tiktok being posted, my following was going up and I got a text from Haylee.
Haylee-
Nice tiktok.
I sighed reading her message as Chris read it over my shoulder “Yo, shes kinda crazy…” I shrugged knowing he wasnt wrong “Chris tell me the tea of what happened with Matt and Psycho!” He giggled at me calling her that “He finally broke up with her at the beginning of summer, and thank god he did we were all sick of her” I laughed at him hating her so much. “We should hang out more” Chris said and I agreed I had alot of fun with him. I looked down at the time and it was almost one in the morning “Oh my god Chris we need to go to bed” I quickly got up turning off the lights sliding under the covers with chris “You need to wake me up, I have to shower in the morning” I nodded at chris as I rolled on my side with my back to chris as he laid on his stomach and we both drifted off to sleep.
I woke up the next morning rocking Chris to get up and shower, he had wrapped his legs in mine and he was like a weight. “CHRIS GET UP” I finally yelled as he got up quickly rubbing his eyes without a word he walked into my bathroom closing the door. I giggled at him before getting up and changing, I put on grey flare legging with a white cropped tank top and cropped light pink zip up a little unzipped. “CHRIS LET ME IN I NEED TO BRUSH MY TEETH” I said clipping my necklace into place. He opened the door with just a towel hangning loosely around his waist and I couldnt help but look down. He grabbed my chin pulling my face back up “Eyes up here sweetheart” I rolled my eyes pushing past him closing the door so he had privacy to change. I threw my hair into a messy bun before knocking to make sure Chirs was dressed. “Ready?” I asked opening the door. “Yeah im leaving this here” He said pointing to the duffle bag while he grabbed his regular school bag. We headed out to my car and I allowed Chris to have aux this one time.
Instead of parking next to Haylee this morning I decided to park next to the two remaining triplets knowing chris would want to see his brothers. “Good morningggg” Chris yelled getting into their car as Matt waved for me to get in with him. “How was your night with him?” Matt asked laughing “We had fun all three of you should stay next time” Nick quickly agreed while Matt just nodded. Matt turned the car off “Come on Y/N I’ll walk you to your first class” Matt said walking next to me. I smiled up at him as he opened the door for me, But every good thing must come to an end because the first thing we see as we walk into the school, staring us down in the middle of the hall, is Lindsey.
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faghubby · 1 year
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Teasing to much
I loved teasing my sister in law Abby about her promiscuous sex life. It was no different one morning after she had spent the night. In the morning I teased about walking in on her sucking some guys cock at the bar the night before. Now Sue my wife hated when I teased her so as Sue had her back turned I picked up a carrot and pretended to suck it . Just as I did Sue pushed my head forcing the carrot down my throat. I gagged and dropped the carrot.
"Poor Baby jealous it wasnt you" Sue said crossed.
"I don't know Paul seemed to like gagging" Abby added. This time Sue gave her the dirty look. Later that day we headed out to run some errands. As Abby bent to put on her shoes, her thong was clearly pulled up high. I reached out and tugged her whale tale gently.
"What the fuck pervert" Abby yelled. Again this made Sue upset that the two of us couldn't just act like grown ups. Just as Sue said that Abby pulled on my boxers. Giving me a wedgie.
"I swear you are both children" Sue was really annoyed now. We both sensed it so we called a truce. In our errands I found myself in a intimate section of a store as Sue and Abby shopped. I stood and held.both thier purses. When Sue went try on some bras I took the opportunity to seek revenge. I picked up a pair of panties that said bad girl on them and handed them to Abby.
"These suit you, well at least till you take them off" I said she tossed them back at my face. Picked up bright pink thong
"Perfect for your little dick" she smiled like she revealed a secret."Sister talk you know" she giggled. I ripped the panties from her hands and threw them back on the table. Just as Sue came out of the changing rooms. A saleswoman approached and picked up the pink thong pointing out that I had torn them. She made us buy them. Sue was really mad now. We dropped off Abby and headed home.
"Why can't you act like your age with Abby?" Sue asked
"Come on, she asks for it. I mean she is with a different guy ever week" I said as we entered the house.
"So now what she is some kind of whore!" Sue spotted out. She was passed. She smacked me across the face. I was stunned by oddly excited by this.
"You told her I wasn't" I couldn't even say it. Just looked down.
"Did you expect me to lie?" She shot back. I realized I my dick was throbning in my pants. I tried to step close to her but she pushed me back.
"What this all makes you horny" she coughed. She smacked me again. I was now standing in front of her wanting her so bad. She pushed my hands to my side. And unbuttoned my pants. She let then fall around my ankles. Then pulled down my boxers. My dick sticking straight up throbning. She kept my hands at my side.
"You behaved like a little boy today" she scolded me. "When Abby and I where naughty as a children our mother used to put us over her knee. She sat on one of the kitchen chairs.
"I think you would like it if I spanked you" she stated. She patted her lap I shuffled over and bent over her lap.
"Now" and her hand smacked my ass hard. "I don't want you fighting with Abby" she said and her hand struckagain. She spread her legs slightly and held my hard dick between her thighs. Again her hand came down. "You act like a little boy" again another blow. She continued to smack my ass squeezing my dick between her thighs. She must of hit me two dozens times before she stopped. She held me to her breast. She held just held me.
"I am sorry Sue" I mumbled
"I know baby" she played with my hair. She then got up and started to put the things we had bought away. I immediately stood and pulled up my pants and helped. I wanted to be close to her.
"If I had know you would act like this I would have spanked you years ago" Sue told me. She rubbed my still hard dick thru my pants. She was putting away the clothes she had bought and picked up the pink thong.
"It is even too big" she scowled looking at the size tossing them aside. I sat behind her on the bed and rubbed her shoulders. If my hands started to explore to far she would stop me.
"This is nice" she told me. She took off her shirt but left her bra on. My hands explored again.
"If you need to massage something else" she stood and removed her pants and laid on the bed.
"You can do my feet and legs" she told me. I did and Sue used her foot to tease me thru pants. As I massaged her legs. She rolleded over and pulled out her pink vibrator. She started to masterbate as I continued to massage her legs she stopped me everytime I tried to help. She pulled her panties down and allowed me to remove them.
"Naughty boys don't get rewards" she told me. Then she came on her toy. She then held it up.
"Well maybe a taste" she smiled. "Go on lick" I stuck out my tounge and tasted her on her toy. She then pushed it in my mouth.
"Teased Abby about this didn't you, feels fitting you should understand what you are talking about" she made me gag on her toy. But didn't remove it just pushed it down my throat again. Trying to make her happy I started to suck her toy. She rubbed me thru my pants as I did. I couldn't take it anymore and came in my pants.
"Wait till I tell Abby about this, you will never say anything about her again" Sue told me. As she put the toy down. "You should call her an apologize for being nasty to her today" Sue told me. I got up and changed my pants and called Abby. Sue had me put it on speaker.
"I wanted to call and apologize for being disrespectful to you today" u said.
"Well thank you, good to hear you admit to being an ass" she said sarcastic.
"Thank you for excepting my apology" I finished. I could sense Abby was confused but Sue took the phone and turned off the speaker and spoke to her sister. I started to listen to one side of the conversation but Sue shooed me away. I went to watch the game on TV. I wondered how much Sue was telling Abby. But also about how excited I had become when Abby spanked me.
Abby became much more demanding over the next few days. She didn't ask me to do things, she told me to. One day she decided to clean up my body hair. Cutting it all short with clippers. Then had me go down on her.
"You haven't complained once in the last week" Sue informed me. "You enjoy me being in control" Sue smiled. She undressed me I stood in front of her naked.
"Do you want me to spank you again?" She asked stroking my throbbing dick. I just moaned as she cupped my balls. She didn't wait for an answer. She picked up a wooden spoon and pulled me across her lap. She rubbed my ass as she spoke.
"This is so you remember, not because your behavior. I had no idea how excited it would make me" she said as the spoon struck its first blow. I jumped the spoon hurt alot more then her hand. Sue rubbed my ass again.
"You love this don't you" she asked as my dick throbbed between her thighs. Again the spoon struck. "You want to be a good little boy" again another blow. She gave me a dozen blows pausing between them. When she finished she again held me to her breast
"It's okay to cry" she told me. "Let out all that stress" Sue continued she rubbed my nipples. "I understand little boys need to cry. He randomly now playing with my throbbing dick.
"You little boy pee pee is so hard" she said. I don't know why but I started to cry. She held me. "Yes, Paul let it all out" soon I was babbling about work, bills how I didn't know if I could please her. She just held me and listened then kissed me.
"Paul, it's okay I will help you" she assured me. I felt so vulnerable naked and crying before her.
"Do you want to please me?" She asked. She hiked up her skirt. I pulled her panties off. She pushed my head between her thighs. Sucking and licking her as she held my head until I nade her cum.
"See you please me. I was still rock hard. She had me stand and teased my dick and balls with her hand.
"Please I want to make love to you" I begged.
"Okay you can try, but if you disappoint me" she let her voice trail off leaving me to wonder. I carried her to the bedroom. I took my time kissing and fondling her. I tried to please her. When I was inside her I thought about things to help me not cum. Prolonging her pleasure. It was more cuddling and kissing then fucking. When I came I laid there in an afterglow I had never experienced before.
"That was lovely paul" she kissed me. " I love how gentile you have become" then as if she had a an idea she grabbed the bottle of lotion from her night stand she started with my hands then worked her way all over.
"You should be soft and smell pretty too" she told me. I didn't even get hard as she even moisturized my soft dick.
"I am still excited" she whispered in my ear as she bite it softly. "Will you use your tounge again?" I lowered myself before I thought about that I had just cum in her. She looked down at me with wanting eyes as I looked up at her. I didn't want to disappoint her and kissed her cum filled pussy. I slowly licked around then used my tounge to spread her lips and a glob of cum flowed on to my tounge. The salty taste made me pull back but Sue held my head. I swallowed and licked her again. Soon she was panting and pulling my hair as I drove my tounge deep into her.
"Thank you" she moaned as she came on my tounge again. When I finished she held me again. "Don't worry Paul. I know you did that to please me" she assured me making me feel better about what I had done. Sue began praising me daily, over even little things like remembering to take out the garbage, or putting my socks in the hamper. But she was also cross if I forgot.
Friday night I got home to find her waiting for me she sitting in the kitchen chair. She had a belt in her hand.
"Strip" she commanded. I did so without hesitation. And layed across her lap. She started to tell me all the little things I had done wrong and things I needed to improve on" I received one blow for each. I was crying as she hit me for the fifteen time. I immediately rolled off her lap. She opened her shirt as she pulled me to her bare breast. I sucked and kissed her as she held me. I thought about how she had told me she expected that I shave off the rest of my body hair as one of the things needing improvement. She pushed my head down between her legs.i found she had waxed herself. As I orally pleased her. She came then stood stripping off her remaining clothes she led my by my dick to the bedroom.she laid me on the bed.
"Hold the headboard don't let go" she told me. Then teased my dick and balls with her mouth. She worked me up and spread my legs she licked and used her toynge to probe my ass. I focused on keeping my hands on the headboard. She had me roll over my ass in the air as she worked her tounge in deeper. She went back to sucking my balls and slid her finger in my ass. She avoided my dick completely. When she thought I couldn't take anymore she took my mouth. I came instantly she held my cum in her mouth then showed me as she offered to kiss me. I allowed her to kiss me she filled my mouth with my own cum as we kissed.
"Is it better pure or when you lick it from me?" Sue teased. We got cleaned up and brushed our teeth. Ordered Chinese food and sat cuddling watching romantic comedies the rest of the night. It was just about time for bed. When Sue stood and removed her panties. She had me slide my fingers under her robe and play with her. She just rested her head on my chest and enjoyed it.
"Harder, faster" she moaned. She seemed like she was getting frustrated and produced a dildo from her robe pocket.
"Use this" she told me it was big I thought. Eight maybe nivpne inches. And thick it was heavy in my hand. It easily slid into her wet pussy. She told me to fuck her, make her scream. She moved to match the rhythm,
"Yes, God I need this" she moaned. "Fuck me with your big cock" she came squirting she soaked my hand her robe and even got the couch wet. She sat there panting. We went to bed. Sue stripped and slept naked. She fell asleep almost immediately. I cleaned up even washing her toy. I was excited again after that and could not sleep. I thought about Sue telling me to shave. I got up and went to the bathroom I shaved off the short hair around my dick and balls. And my ass. I thought about eating my cum. And the large toy Sue obviously loved. I wondered if she wanted a real one.? Would she want me to lick her clean? I pushed all this from my mind. I thought about jerking off but didn't think Sue would like that. I realized I how quickly our marriage had changed. I needed to talk to Sue about it. I went to bed.
"You left a mess in the bathroom last night" Sue said as she woke me.
"What?" Is all i said.
"Little hairs all over the tub" Sue told me pulling down my boxers. She ran her hand over my now smooth balls.
"Go clean up your mess" she scolded me. I jumped up and went to clean up forgetting all about what I had planned to talk to her. I scrubbed the tub. When I finished Sue walked past me and jumped in the shower.
"Could you make me some breakfast?" Sue asked. I went and made her some eggs. Still wearing only my boxers. Sue came out and sat down she was dressed in leggings and a tee shirt. Again I thought about how little I had on. Sue pulled my boxes down as I set down her plate.
"I like how smooth you are" she told me. "Still alittle fuzzy" she rubbed me belly. I stood naked as she teased me and ate. Just as the door swung open and Abby walked in.
"OH am I interrupting" she said a bit startled. I tried to run but Sue squeezed my balls.
"No, it's fine Paul was just headed to the shower." Sue said. Letting me go. I heard Abby comment about how small I was as I left the room. Sue came into the bedroom as I was getting dressed.
"I expect you to be on your best behavior around Abbytoday, or i swear i will take you over my knee in front of her," Sue warmed me. Kissing me then leaving me to finish getting dressed. I came out to them sitting on the patio drinking coffee. Sue gave me a look as I came out.
"Sorry for my appearance when you arrived Abby, it is nice to see you again" I kissed her cheek. Sue ahead a big smile. She handed me her cup I went to fill it for her. I got my own cup and joined them. Abby tried several times to get me riled up. I just sat quiet unless asked something directly.
To be continued........
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spookylady92 · 2 years
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A Night To Remember
With Steve Harrington and Billy Hargrove
(A/N) I’ve never written anything like this before but I hope you guys enjoy it!
Characters: Steve Harrington; Billy Hargrove; Reader
18+ only
Mature content
I knew what I wanted that night. I wanted to forget all my worries. I wanted to forget my breakup with Eddie. After two years he decided I wasnt what he wanted.
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I pull up to the Hargrove house. People littered the yard and road. Most passed out. Some making out. I pushed my way past everyone and made my way in. My first stop was the kitchen. I needed a hard drink… or four…. Nancy and Steve were huddled in a corner in what looked like a heated argument. Nancy slammed down her cup and walked away. Steve sighed, “I swear women make no sense at all! Who breaks up with their boyfriend who looks like this” he said motioning to himself, “for a guy like Jonathan Byers?! “Men aren’t much better. I got broken up with too..” I said as I wrapped my lips around a shot glass filled with Tequila. Steve and I talk for a little while about our past relationships before we head yelling in the living room.
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As we enter, there are people gathered around a table watching the end of a beer pong game. “One more and I win boys. And you better pay up!” A small ball flies through the air and perfectly lands in the other teams cup. “I fucking told y’all I had this game from the beginning! Now pay up and let someone else try to beat the champ!” I look at Steve and he nods, “Let’s do this!”We walk over to the table and Steve says, “We’ll have a go.” The guy looks us up and down and says, “Alright then let’s do this!” A smug smile comes across his face. “Hey I don’t think I’ve ever seen you before. What’s your name gorgeous?” I roll my eyes, give him my name and ask his in return. “Its Billy… Billy Hargrove.” I almost completely miss his name because his ocean blue eyes are so distracting. And his body is damn near perfect. He has on an unbuttoned blue shirt, tight jeans and black boots. His blonde curly hair sat perfectly at his tanned and toned shoulders. “So are we playing or are you just going to stare at me all night?!” He asked with a devilish grin. “Why can’t I do both?” I say letting out a little giggle. “Maybe your boyfriend there won’t appreciate me saying this but damn you are sexy as hell.” Steve looks at him with a small smile and says, “Actually we aren’t together. Just friends.” “Oh is that right?” Billy says as he bites his bottom lip. “Mmhm… are we playing or not guys? I’m trying to get drunk and forget about my breakup that happened like 10 minutes ago. Damn have some respect.” Steve says letting out a little laugh and nudging me.
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“And it’s looks like I’m still the champ!” Billy says walking over to me and throwing his arm over my shoulder. “Yeah great for you Hargrove. Now I look like a fool in front of the pretty girl” Steve says in an irritated tone looking at me. “Awww Steve I still think your a strong and handsome man!” I said as I laughed and touched his chest. “Um yeah so can one of you point me in the direction of a bathroom?” “Yeah gorgeous I’ll show you!” Billy said with excitement in his voice. Billy takes me upstairs to the bathroom. When I finish I come out and he’s still there waiting for me. “Come on I wanna show you something…” Billy said grabbing my hand. I followed him into his bedroom. “So what did you want to show me? I said giving him a skeptical glance. “This..” he said putting his lips on mine. His body was warm and inviting so I just let him take control. His tongue tasted like cigarettes and beer, but I didn’t mind. This was exactly the distraction I needed. His hands cupped my breast as he kiss my neck. Just as things start to escalate Steve walks in. “Oh and what is going on in here guys?” Steve said with a smirk leaning against the door frame. “Uh you know just hanging out.” I said, my cheeks flushed from being caught. “Either get out or sit down Harrington, I’m kind of busy.” Billy said in a low husky tone his eyes never leaving me. “I guess I can stay for a minute as long as it’s cool with you..” Steve said staring at me with hopefulness in his eyes. I looked at him and then back at Billy with an approving look. Steve moves a desk chair from the corner of the room closer to the bed, his eyes staring at me the entire time. Billy started to kiss my neck again. But this time he was licking and sucking. I let out a slight moan as my body started to move closer to him. My hips moved up and down, begging for him. My eyes were still on Steve who was obviously enjoying the view. I could see his dick start to harden in his pants. “Don’t just leave him hanging baby.” Billy whispered closely to my ear. Those words sent a piercing sensation through my body. The mere thought of having both of these strong chiseled men to myself at the same time scared me. But it also excited me. Was I really about to do this?
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I guess I took to long to make a move because sudden Billy had flipped me over and off the bed. I stood there looking at him confused. “Strip” he said as he positioned himself back against the wall. I began to take off my clothes slowly until I was completely naked looking back and forth at Steve and Billy. Steve was sat back in his chair looking me up and down as he let out a little moan. “Damn you are sexy as fuck baby. Isn’t that right Harrington?” Billy said as he stood examining my body. “Fuck yeah.” Steve said biting his bottom lip. Billy grabbed me by my wrist, forcefully pulling me and then pushing me to my knees on the floor in front of Steve. I looked back and Billy and he said “Well show use what you got.” I smiled and crawled further in front of Steve. I lifted his shirt exposing his perfectly toned body. I kissed his chest down to his stomach as I unbuttoned his jeans. When I pulled them down his dick stood straight up waiting for me to make my next move. I started by licking the head in a circular motion causing him to let out a throaty moan. At this point Billy was on the bed rubbing himself through his pants. Steve grabbed my head and started to slowly push it down to take all of him in. I moaned with excitement and I could feel my wetness starting to drip down my thigh. I reached over to Billy and started to rub his hard dick through his jeans. He threw his head back and began to take his pants off. I took Billy in my hand and started to jerk him off. Steve had a fist full of my hair pushing and pulling my head fast and then slow. Just then, Billy stood up and pulled me off the floor. “Now it’s time for some real fun” he said through heavy breath.
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Billy threw my on the bed, my head dangling off the end. Before I could even think straight he had forced his dick into my mouth. Pushing further and faster as I moaned against his hardness. I felt the bed move and then my legs spreading apart. Steve had inserted his throbbing dick into my opening. “Fuck you’re so tight” he said as he thrusted inside me. Billy grabbed my throat and said “You’re just a dirty little whore huh? Want all the attention on you you filthy slut!” He pulled himself out of my mouth and said “Say you want my cum inside you. SAY IT!” “I want your cum inside me sir!” I said softly through my moans. Billy seemed to really enjoy that because he shoved himself inside my throat and let out a long and loud grunt as he thrusted. Cum and spit dripped out of the sides on my mouth. About five seconds later Steve began to jerk around. “I’m about to cum!” “Cum inside of me! I screamed as I felt I was just as close. Just then I could feel him filling me up and it sent me over the edge. I screamed out as I wrapped my legs around Steve and let myself feel the ecstasy.
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Billy and Steve both put their pants back on looking at me with pure delight. “Well that was amazing” Steve said. “That was more than amazing Harrington. Maybe us three should make this a regular thing?” Billy said looking at me and winking. “I’m so down with that!” Steve said with excitement in his voice. I looked both of them up and down and said “I think that’s be best idea you’ve ever had Hargrove..”
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kylejsugarman · 8 months
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syd you are destroying me over here. what the fuck. what would “down” look like in au squared? would jesse’s parents take baby when they kicked him out, or would he just be left to navigate his. Unstable housing situation with an infant daughter and no support? im like i dont even know which one i would prefer you to say… down in au squared universe just Does Not feel good thank you for bringing it to our attention :-(
(frolics around cutely while i make everything worse for everyone) "down" never feels good ever tbh, between walt hitting his ableism victory royale and jesse getting his shit absolutely rocked by fate, its a miracle any of us survive that episode. au squared jesse of course fights his parents tooth and nail about kicking him out since ginny left him the house, but as soon as his mom says that they'll be taking baby too since he's not responsible enough, he backs down and is like "fine take the house, take whatever u want, but baby's coming with me". he obviously doesnt want to be homeless, but being homeless and not having baby is more than he can bear. she tries to reason with him, then threatens to get the law involved (i imagine saul helps jesse secure full custody of baby in addition to helping him buy his parents' house in season 3 :) besties), but jesse doesnt budge and takes off with her and their essentials, only for his ride to get stolen while he's in the drug store buying formula. they'd probably end up spending the night in the impounded rv (no blue tho. if i can spare my guy one suffering, it'll be the blue) with him genuinely not knowing if its Worth It anymore because hes literally laying in a mobile meth lab next to his crying baby who's too upset for her nighttime feeding, unable to provide for her but also unable to let her go. it feels so awful and selfish: she deserves better but he doesnt trust anyone to give her that. he breaks the rv out of the impound the next day the second clovis threatens them and drives straight to walt's place to get his money, riled up from walt ignoring his calls and clovis fucking threatening him in front of his infant daughter. "down" of course is a parade of walt being a dickhead because skyler has totally stopped buying his shit, so when jesse pulls up in person to beg for the money, walt snaps at him and tells him that jesse wouldn't even be in this situation if he were more responsible and that a real father would have found a way to provide for his child, which is not only vile but the fucking Wrong Thing to say to jesse after the last 24 hours. this is what provokes their fist fight and walt finally hands over the money, then tries to make some "look. we're both in this for family. we have to work together" comment to amend things as if he wasnt just yelling at his own son for using the car pedals wrong. having the money and getting out some of his rage and misery by pounding walt makes jesse feel better, but more than that, it gives him this adrenaline rush in terms of being a dad. sure it was a fucking nightmare, but he did all of that for his baby and he won. he fought to provide for her and he did. he didn't give in and just hand her over to his parents like she was some stranger that just happened to live in his house: he kept baby, he protected her through a disaster, and now he's never going to let her go. as he gets them a motel room for temporary housing with his cash and goes buck wild in the infant section at walmart and ends the day watching a happy, fed, clean baby play with her new stacking rings, jesse thinks about what walt said and feels a bitter kind of pride. "a real father would've found a way to provide for his child." well he did. he's baby's father and he's going to provide for her.
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goth-oatmilk-latte · 5 months
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also on the note of naps, im unlearning that naps are bad.
that probably sounds wild. but i wasnt allowed to take naps when i lived at home, so i spent over half my life thinking naps were bad. my mother used to violently wake me up if she found me napping, and i usually got yelled at and got something (usually my phone) taken away. i also wasnt ever allowed to sleep past 8am on a day off from school unless i was sick...which if i was sick all i was basically allowed to do was sleep. so basically my only option was going to bed mega early, which was more or less what she wanted. im not sure why bc i was a quiet kid and entertained myself, i hardly ever asked for things (bc i learnt the answer was almost always no if it involved effort from her) and probably the worst thing i did was stay up late gaming or reading.
so even in my early college years i had roommates and housemates who would nap and it was an abstract concept to me bc like they just allowed themselves the nap?????? and even the few times i would spend a weekend with a roommate in their hometown and theyd nap at their parents house i was forever in awe that it was allowed and there werent consequences. likewise if id have a sleepover with someone and we would wake up at 10am and there was no one yelling at us or telling us we lost our tv/laptop/phone/etc privileges for the week. blew my mind every time.
(im just now as an almost 30 year old coming to terms that i was emotionally and psychologically abused (and a little physical, too) as well as neglected to some degree. realising now that so much of how i grew up was so different compared to other people)
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minilpark · 2 years
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Okay but like the idea of having/starting a family with Bob, my heart melts at how amazing of a father he would be
you are a fucking genius for this request first of all- and god ever since i read a rooster fic of him being a dad, all i've thought about is bob being a dad so here are some hcs
i will be doing hcs about the reader being pregnant and also ones where they decide to adopt!
you and bob definitely discussed the topic of starting a family more than once since you two seriously started dating and since marriage
and he was definitely on board with starting a family with you
he wants the family home, white picket fence, the whole nine yards-
once you both were finally in a more stable situation and bob landed a safer position in the navy (one where he was able to be home more often), you two decided it was time to start building a family
beginning of pregnancy hcs
so when he learned that you were pregnant, he was overjoyed
he definitely went all out in the preparations of the baby's room, gathering clothes, toys, etc.
of course, he had to have some help with stuff as well since he wanted you to take it easy
of course you'd still help anyways because you wanted to feel involved as well
so he enlisted rooster and phoenix to help you organise all the clothes and toys
while hangman, coyote, and payback assembled the crib and changing table
and he and fanboy would paint the walls
when everything came together, you just teared up in appreciation of your newfound family
it also kinda put things into perspective that this was really happening for you both
what was ironic about the whole trying for months part of the process was the fact that the universe decided to reward your efforts twofold if you will
that is right, it turns out you two were going to have twins
and despite bob being even more nervous, he was equal parts excited and happy
that did mean he would have to buy almost everything twice though
but he didn't mind
and when everyone heard the news, they were shocked but excited as well
during the pregnancy, bob picked up most of the slack around the house when he could, if he wasnt working that is, which you really appreciated even though you told him it was fine
he would also indulge you on your sometimes weird cravings, not even questioning you about some combinations of food
honestly such a patient, loving, understanding man throughout the entirety of it
and when you were finally in labour, he was equal parts stressed, scared, and tingling with excitement
he even had the baby bag pre-packed for about a week now, constantly checking it to make extra sure he had everything you'd ever need in there
bob admired you for many things, you were strong, smart, determined, beautiful, he could go on, but this- god he was grateful and in awe that you were able to go through so much pain to bring two bundles of joy into the world
diving deep into the labor, he held your hand throughout the whole thing, encouraging you to do your breathing exercises and trying to comfort you when the pain got really bad (honestly he found your yelling at him a lil funny because of the things you'd say but he knew it was definitely not the time or place to laugh), yes he did come out of this with what felt like a bruised hand but he knew it was incomparable to what you felt
anyways back to the big idea-
he totally cried when he saw the both of them for the first time- a boy and a girl
and when they were both held against your chest he leaned over to give your forehead a kiss and smiled back at you and the babies
"they are so beautiful- thank you so much for bringing them into this world"
yes he did bring a camera and yes he did take a bunch of pics (they're totally going in the photo album you two started)
and you just smile up at him
"you wanna hold them dad?"
his eyes just widened a little and he takes off his shirt and holds both of them against his chest
at this point he's definitely crying again and whispers to them about how he promises to always be there for them, protect them, and love them with all his being
your heart bursts seeing the little moment (and of course you snap a bunch of pics yourself of the three of them)
eventually everyone is able to come into the room and meet the two bundles of joy
the boys def give bob a pat on the back and congratulate him on how he's now a father and they congratulate you for how badass you are for pushing out two babies and how beautiful they are
phoenix is definitely by your side checking up on how you're doing while also congratulating you as well
she also gives bob a tight hug and tells him she's proud and confident he'll be a great dad
fast forward, you two are finally going home
and you're exhausted
bob can definitely see it on your face
and so he basically becomes house husband
he wants you to rest as much as you possibly can so you can recover fast
so he takes care of the chores and cooking (i think he would be a great cook tbh) and at night when a baby or both of the babies cry, he goes to check up on them so he can let you sleep
end of pregnancy hcs
beginning of adoption hcs
first off forgive me i will be simplifying the process down i know it is long and can be a struggle for families
that being said lets get started
you and bob talk for a while about adoption
and you both have always been open to the idea
so you both were prepared for the somewhat long process to come
finding a nice adoption agency wasn't too difficult and completing the pre-placement assessment wasn't too hard either
and then it came to working with your social worker to find a child whose needs would be met by the two of you
finally, you all came across a 9 year old girl
and so a visit was set up
as soon as you and bob saw her, you both just knew
she came and introduced herself, at first she was shy, but throughout the visit, she came to open up to you and bob quickly
she talked about the hobbies she had which included drawing, reading, and she loved to sing
she even showed you both some of her doodles
after that she asked you two questions she had of her own
and bob was quick to answer
he told her about how he flies planes and about his cool pilot friends as well
and the light you could see in his eyes while looking at her honestly melted your heart
when he was finished talking with her, he let the two of you talk and bond as well
you described what you did for work, who you were, and what your interests were so she could understand better
and honestly it looked like she was taking mental notes the whole time by the way she was so intently listening
you both found it adorable
when the visit was over, there was a bit of a waiting period in between before she was able to come home with you both
and so you and bob utilised this time to get the place ready for her, with the help of everyone else
you, phoenix, and bob were in charge of interior design/painting, making sure not to go too crazy to give your future daughter enough freedom to do what she wants with the space
while rooster, payback, and hangman were in charge of building the furniture (they insisted they could do it so you let them)
which left coyote and fanboy helping out with entertainment and getting things for her hobbies
honestly you couldn't have been more grateful to everyone for pitching in
and it finally came time to bring her home
and a home it was for her
the amount of joy she brought into your life and bob's life was insane
and from that point on you both promised to love, care, and protect her with everything you have
on another note, you were a bit jealous she was more of a daddy's girl, but you thought it was so sweet the interest she took in bob
he definitely fully stepped into dad mode when she came home
and the two totally connected more about planes and his role as a wso
as soon as she was adjusted to the living situation you two were in, you decided it was high time to meet her aunt and uncles
she was beyond excited, from the combined stories about how cool, dumb, and funny they all were, she couldn't wait to finally see them in person
and when you came back from picking her up from school, everyone was waiting for her
when she walked through the door it was dark until a light flipped on and a "surprise!" was yelled
and standing before her were all six of the people she's heard of including her dad
it took a minute to even process what was happening because she was so in awe and then she just ran up to each and every one of them giving them a hug and before they were able to introduce themselves, to their surprise, she would call out who they were
the first person she ran up to was nat, considering she was closest to the door
and phoenix scooped her up into a big hug and just "hey kiddo-"
"you're auntie nat, my name is nat too! mom and dad talk about you all the time!" she says while squishing her back
"hm, all good things i hope?"
"mhm, nothing bad"
going down the line of hugs your daughter meets
"uncle rooster! you have such a funny name, but i think it's cool-"
"uncle hangman, mom and dad talk about you in some stories- they say you're a dumbass sometimes,,"
to which everyone laughs or snorts a lil (you remind yourself to talk to your daughter later about swearing though)
and jake is just :0
"well, let me tell you girly, i am the coolest one here so that makes up for it-"
and bob just hides a smile
next in line is
"hi uncle coyote!"
javy totally tosses her in the air after hugging her and catches her giggling self while saying a hello
after coyote comes payback and he just cooly hugs her and gives her a fist bump to which she whispers something in his ear
"don't tell uncle hangman but you seem cooler than him already"
which definitely causes him to give a hardy laugh and nod "i'll keep your secret kid-"
last but not least,
"uncle fanboy!"
"i've got a special surprise for you kiddo from all of us-"
after the hug, he pulls out a little leather jacket, to match everyones, with her name and lil callsign they gave her on it
and yes she is in awe
she takes the jacket just mumbling a thank you and stares at the little patch while reading aloud
"natalie 'starfire' floyd,,,, wow this is amazing!"
everyone melts at how cute she is when she tries it on and you and bob especially feeling your hearts bursting
you just go over and scoop her up and ask how it feels to which she replies
"so,,, does this mean i can go up in the air with you guys soon?"
to which everyone chuckles a little and rooster speaks up
"i can talk to a friend of mine to see if i can take you up one day, kid"
you and bob smile a bit knowing it's mav he's talking about and his personal p51-
anyways eventually the supervisory period is done and you and bob are officially able to legalise the adoption
end of adoption hcs
honestly give him father of the year
it only gets better from here for him tbh
no matter what, he's determined to be there for every milestone or event that happens for your kids
the "firsts", birthdays, moving up grades, any extracurricular events, etc.
and you bet he will document every moment
you couldn't have asked for a better partner tbh
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Feel free to ignore this if this is spoilers, but I'm curious. How did Macaque react the first time he saw Mei’s heat stroke/sick spells from the Samadhi Fire?
theres actually very few things that are spoilers from the kids past. so i dont mind any questions about it especially since its likely gonna take another month for the ask blog to start bc of this dang comic :)
(sooooorrry lilac i stuffed this in my drafts cause this was getting long and i had to go to bed)
(im writing this when im almost done with this writing bit and ooooh boi lilac what have you done/ evil pos)
aright writing this as i finished writing this and oh boy oh boy oh boy this one needs some MUSIC
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"k-kiwi...whats wrong?" Macaque asked, his hands shaking around her small frame. She had asked to rest with him on his folding chair while he was watching Mk. she seemed tired to he hesitantly let her sit next to him only for her to crawl onto his chest and sleep there.
but something was wrong, she seemed tired but now she wouldn't respond to him, she whined as if she was having a nightmare. He checked her forehead and she was burning up.
"sh-shit mei, mei open your eyes!" Macaque was now sitting up and holding mei back with his arms, her eyes were scrunched up, her tails wrapped tightly aroun herself, her ears folded back and sweat trailed down her face unnaturally.
"Papa!" Mk rushed up to Macaque and emmediatly put his attention on Mei "wh-what do you know whats happening? Mk baby whats going on with Xiaojiao" Macaque asked, his voice wavering even more by the second.
"she needs baba! Baba said that if Mei ever got really really hot to get her to-" Suddenly Macaque scooped Mk into his arms and they dropped. Macaque gripped Mk tighter as he yelped due to the sudden fall but when Mk opened his eyes they were back inside of the house and Macaque gently set him down.
"WUKONG, WUKONG!!" macaque yelled out, grasping Mei tighter to his chest. she was hot to the touch, burning his skin through his clothing but he only held on tighter as he searched the house for the girls father.
"W U K O N G!!" He screamed one final time as he finnaly ran into Wukong with adult form Nezha right behind him.
"whats wrong plum, wha-" Wukong froze at the sight of Mei in his arms and the pure fear and panic written across his body.
"sh-she wasnt moving and wouldnt respond i-i didnt know what to do" Wukong took Mei into his arms "Mk told me to bring h-him to you"
Wukong turned to Nezha "Nezha, explain to Macaque whats happening. Ill take care of Xiaojiao" Wukong stated then turned away to leave.
Nezha watched Wukong take Mei into another room and sighed before turning back to Macaque.
Nezha noted to himself how Macaque kept his stance stiff and straight up but the way his eyes scanned across the closed door wukong was behind, how his tail twitched anxiously and his hands twitched open and closed. he was even pale.
Nezha would have found it hard to believe that the man who proclaimed he never needed anyone, that he was only here so Xiaotian wouldn't die from poor care, and that he had nothing else to do, was so genuinly concerned for his little sister if it wasn't for those telltale signs
"Mei...has the samadhi fire"
With those words what remained of Macaques cracked mask finnaly shattered, his eyes widened as he looked at Nezha.
"only a piece of it, she was born with it...which is why we cant remove it. but sometimes, since she's so young, her body cant handle its power and she overheats. wukong is trying to remove the excess magic a-"
"remove it!?! god's i knew Wukong would be shit with kids but removing the excess magic?!" Macaque suddenly snapped his entire demeaner went from scared out of his mind to angry and determined as he stormed past Nezha. Nezha tried to grab him but Macaque's arm turned to shadow and slipped through his grip.
Nezha called after macaque and followed him into Xiaojiaos room where Wukong sat on her bed with Mei in her arms.
"wukong don't you dare remove her excess magic, i swear to the god's do you have any idea what that will do to her?!" Macaque snapped almost slamming the door on Nezha before noticing him and leaving it open.
"you.stay," Macaque pointed at Nezha then turned back to wukong "you both need to hear this because apparently no one in this house understands magic!" Macaque groaned while weaving something blue between his fingers.
"Youth magic is unstable for a reason. its shaping itself. she might have fire type magic because of that ring but it needs to shape itself to Mei and her soul so that she can control it in the future." The blue within Macaques hands shaped into small glass like cubes.
"you know ice magic?" Nezha asked.
"very little, i can only make cubes that dont melt" Macaque now weaved purple through his fingers and wrapped the ice in what looked like his shadows. when he was finished a small ice pack made of no-melting ice and shadows rested in his hand. He approached Wukong who had her tail wrapped around Mei and looked about ready to cry.
Macaque hesitated but then sighed and put a hand on Wukongs cheek. "its alright, you didnt know" Macaque comforted as he kissed her forehead. he moved to Mei and shifted her arms so that h could slip the ice pack into her arms and she could hold onto it like a plush.
"has it been getting worse?"
"yes" Wukong said defeatedly.
Macaque kissed her cheek this time "taking her magic was why, but she's still young so it hasn't caused any damage" Macaque stepped away from Wukong and folded his arms "it might be rough but she needs to sit through it, if she doesnt her magic will only get more and more unstable because it cant develop. since she has the samadhi-well, a piece of it, her body and magic need to learn to live with each other and survive-"
"b-but what if it doesnt?" Nezha asked, macaque turned to him and also noticed a little curious monkey hanging onto his leg.
"it will, she has a seal on her magic right?"
"yes"
"then she'll be fine-"
"but what if she isnt, we cant soley depend on what works for everyone else. Mei has a piece of the Samadhi fire what if she gets worse no matter what we do and then her body cant handle it anymore!" Nezha snapped.
Macaque stood silently, his tail swishing as a million replies ran through his head. instead Wukong stood up and handed Mei to Macaque so she could hold Nezha .the moment Wukongs arms wrapped around the lotus prince he instinctively turned to his smaller form and Wukong had to adjust his arms to hold Lil Nezha up.
"its alright Lotus, this is whats best for Mei"
"taking her magic would only make her more unstable as she grows older, she needs the chance to develop" Macaque said shifting Xioajiao in his grip.
"we'll all be there for her, I promise," Wukong said as she scooped up Xiaotian into her arms as well.
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After that conversation Macaque made more Ice-he hated the ice, despised it. but Kiwi needed it and he was not going to deny her this comfort--and filled up a bathtub where he set her down and let her rest. the ice was colder then normal ice and the water hissed upon touching her skin but one Macaque was able to sit her down within the tub she seemd to relax. So Macaque sat on the closed toilet seat and let out a big sigh.
"thank you" Wukong said from the doorway.
"dont thank me, i just-"
"you didnt want to deal with my moping because i hurt my kid, you only helped because the kid deserved a chance, you didnt help because you actually genuinly cared....i know, i know. I think after three years of raising these kids with you ive heard all of your excuses" Wukong ranted, chuckling when Macaque turned his head away and huffed.
"say what you want, i think we both know just how much you care about these kids...and not just Mk....Xiaojiao, heh even Nezha"
Macaque didnt face Wukong, merely kept his head down as if the floor was the most interesting thing at the moment.
"god's" He finally groaned, burying his hands in his face. "what the fuck have i gotten myself into..."
Wukong blinked, then approached Macaque slowly "i cant...i cant be a parent" He sighed.
"what do you mean, Macaque youve helped me with so mu-"
"there's more to parenting than just, knowing the basics wukong!" Macaque snapped, causing wukong to flinch away the hand he was reaching out.
"i am not a good person, maybe i was back on flower fruit mountain but not anymore. that person is dead and gone and im just...im just a fucked up replacement" Macaque said, running his fingers throug the black fur on his arm.
"Maca-"
"Im selfish, im manipulative, i have hurt people for no good reason. i just wanted someone else to feel the exact same pain that i felt when i was abandoned and betrayed!" Macaque barked grasping onto the black fur on his arm.
"i cant be a parent...i cant-i cant hurt them..." Macaque's voice broke into a sob as he pulled on the black fur.
Wukong slowly approached Macaque and kneeled in front of him. Raising a hand to rest on his cheek and she pulled him forward to kiss macaques forehead.
"ive been watching you and when im not Nezha never takes his eyes off of you...in three years you havent hurt Mk or Kiwi. you love them as much as we do. we all have our flaws plums...but you care enough about those kids to change for the better" Wukong comforted as she wiped away faling tears with her thumb.
"but what...what if i fuck up." Macaque whispered, leaning into Wukongs hold.
"then own up to your mistakes and do what you can to fix them... there's no such thing as a perfect parent. But taking responsibility and growing from your mistakes is what makes a good parent" Nezha said suddenly back in his adult form and standing by the doorway. he looked between Macaque and wukong before turning away.
"...take it from someone who's had to deal with shitty parents..." Nezha finished before turning and walking away.
"i think he's finnaly warming up to you" Wukong smiled at Macaque who raised his own hand to hold Wukongs hand on his cheek and embrace the warmth of this intimate moment.
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yeah he uuuuuh, had mixed feelings.
concern, panic, fear....but because of that sudden fear his denial phase was shattered and he finally accepted that hes a dad.
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demadogs · 2 years
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What's your least favorite byler "proof"? Like when someone shows somebody it in an argument/interaction/whatever and it makes you go "noo wtf not that please" 😭 I think for me it's that one part in the infamous byler slides where there's a koala/bear in between mike and El and that represents will.
oh my god youre gonna get me canceled theres so so many i think are insane and dont believe in at all lmao. the masterdoc is fun but theres so much i think wasnt intentional. and so much of what i see here i think is a stretch.
bouta break my silence and come out as an anti believer in so many popular theories on here… no one be mad at me
dont think mike had a letter for will in his pocket in s4 (im SORRY but that wouldve been addressed)
dont think the tracks being different and youre the heart are connected in any way or supposed to be played together they dont sound good or seamless together at all
dont think mike walking into the school newspaper room for nancy and looking around was him looking at guys and gay panicking at all
hate the sauna test theory. they walked in on a bunch of gross naked wrinkly old men theyre not gay panicking?? maybe if they were conventionally attractive young guys but no. i think the masterdoc argues that mike looks down in shame bc hes thinking about his future self as a gay man but i dont believe in that at all tbh. i also dont think that zoom in on the men sign had anything to do with byler it was just an establishing shot of where they were.
not sold on lucas’ new coke speech being related to byler (the seating arrangement in that scene tho was definitely intentional)
i dont think at alll that mikes break down on hopper in s2 yelling “liar liar liar” had anything to do with internalized homophobia. i dont think he ever thought about his sexuality before s3
i think a lot of the times we’ve seen the colors of a certain sexualitys flag has been unintentional. something specifically pointed out like the rainbow ship for will probably was but a background character somewhat close to mike wearing colors that vaguely resemble the bi flag? or the lighting on his shirt kinda looking like the mlm flag? i dont think thats intentional at all. when they do symbolism shit like that its much more obvious (framing mike in the closet)
this one im actually on the fence about because it would be really cool, theres just one word that makes me second guess it. the idea that the girl fake choking at suzie’s house and the dad freaking out was foreshadowing of mikes monologue. on some levels it makes sense but the way the kid said “your terror it looked genuine” kinda makes it seem like it would be implying that mike wasnt actually scared for els life in that moment which i dont like at all. if he had said “your performance” instead i would be 100% sold
i dont believe in most the s1 byler theories. i do think they had the idea of byler in mind from the beginning but at that point they didnt even know if theyd be renewed so i dont think they prioritized anything that could foreshadow byler. i think the lack of romantic tension with mike and el in comparison to jonathan and nancy is telling, but i dont think there was anything in that season relating to mikes sexuality or feelings for will, both because of logistics and prioritizing mlvn for the first season, and because they had TWO SCENES TOGETHER
also dont believe in flickergate as much as i love the idea of it it would break the rules of the universe that theyve already established. the upside down isnt actually in the past its a place frozen in time. things happening there dont affect the past.
theres definitely more but those are the ones i can think of rn.
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Albedo continued to apologise long after cleaning your home, leaving little to no sign of a fire at all. Although you never actually asked him to, he sprung into cleaning mode and fixed everything to the point you began to question if there ever was a fire. 
So now you sit in the kitchen, on top of one of the counters as Albedo scrubbed at one of the floor tiles, trying to remove the soot in the groat. You hadn't asked him to but he seemed not to stop, moving swiftly from one task to another. 
All the while, Klee was still in the living room while Teucer had been sent to his room as punishment. You felt the need to look and check up on her yet felt awkward to leave Albedo alone. 
“Normally, I don't allow her. She’s a handful at home, I don't wish to inflict that on another person. I’ve told her baby sisters this but it seems they didn't listen so i can only offer my---” 
“If you keep apologising I swear I will actually press charges.” At that, he stalled his monologue to look up at you. The wide grin on your lips encouraged a small one that pressed into one corner of his mouth. 
“So…is it only you and Klee at home?” 
“At the moment. Our mother is constantly away doing work so I'm left to look after her. It’s normally not such a hassle.” 
“I see.” Is the whisper that left your lips as he returned to cleaning. 
“What about your parents?” 
“Busy. Like your’s. They’re democrats for the Snezhnayain republic so they're always here or there. Away for long, back for short.” 
Sometimes you don't see them for as long as a month. In that time, it's only you, Childe, Teucer, Tonia and Anthon knocking around the house. Childe’s incharge of getting everyone to school while you're forced to wake them up and get their food. 
Sometimes your older siblings will come around and free you for a bit. Maybe look after your younger siblings so you can go out and have some fun. But they have their own lives and, some, their own family. 
“It must be lonely.” 
“Not really. Suddenly I'm trying to control three more people than normal. But Alexi and Vanya stop by from time to time. Take control so I can go do something.” 
“That must be a relief.”
“No. Because at the end of the day, I'll still be going back to them.” With that, you slid off the counter, seeing he’d finished the last of the cleaning. 
“That’s always a downside. Anyway, I'm done cleaning so I'll be leaving.”  He cleared away the last of his cleaning supplies he took from a cupboard you didn't even realise existed. 
“Yeah, thanks for everything. I’d be dead if it wasnt for you.” You said as you followed him through to the living room. There, on the sofa, was Klee. Fast asleep, exhausted from her evil, explosive rampage that set your house almost on fire. 
With care, Albedo scooped one arm around Klee and hoisted her against him. She stirred for a minute, mumbling a,
“Don't even…think about trying to…send me home.” with a wide mouth yawn. 
You had to giggle. A soft spot still resided in your heart for Klee, although clouded by her recent actions. She was still the most adorable thing to you.
“We’re home!” A yell came from your front door, only just before Tonia and Anthon charged in, one running up the stairs and the other running for the kitchen. 
Not long after, your parents followed. “Ah, [Name], here you were. And you must be Abedo, Klee’s brother.” Your mother smiled at the both of you. One you knew was her classic people pleasing smile she always flaunted. 
“It’s nice to meet you, ma’am, sir.” Albedo nodding his head in both your parents direction, selecting a smile of his own. 
“Did you get up to much?” Your dad asked, placing his briefcase down on the coffee table. 
“I made some cookies with them and we watched a movie.” You bluffed clean off your chest. 
“Oh, that’s nice. Anyway-- wait, can you smell that?” Your mum stopped her words, sniffing the air like she was a shark that just sniffed fresh blood. 
Fuck
“Um, maybe it’s the cookies, I burnt a few. Anyway, Albedo was just going so,” You placed your hand firmly on his back and pushed him for the front door. 
Your parents let you pass, the two now confused by the smell that you’d grown blind to. Once you reach the door, you stop, giving it a second to say goodbyes. 
“I’ll see you tomorrow then.” He began. 
“Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow. Please don't put me with Scaramouche or Heizou again. If you do, I will end up strangling both of them. At the same time.” 
He gave you a grin, chuckling softly to not wake Klee up. It gave you a warm feeling to see him smile, like being bathed in sunlight. It was weird, kinda making you itch. 
“Oh! One more thing.” He froze in his place in your driveway before turning his head back in your direction. “If you promise to take that…Jumpy-Dumpty think off her, feel free to let Klee come over again.” 
“I can't make any promises. She’s pretty attached to it. But I'll see what I can do.” Another grin and it felt wrong to leave, even as he disappeared down the road. 
"[NAMMMMME]"
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Hiyaaa,
I did make up the name for Childe's older siblings since there is no information about them. All that's said is that he has at least two older brothers
thanks for reading x
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rainderthesomeone · 2 months
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Its official :>
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I know I've said it here and there on a few posts on transgender stuff, but its a official, I'm trans :D
TW: I talk about abuse and body dysphoria in this post, you dont have to read the rest, this section is just me sharing my experiences in my teenage years with a homophobic as hell republican as a father.
I've known for a while like ever since I was in Middle School, I had a really hard time fitting in with other girls, I tried making friends with them but they were all into make up and dress's and talking about boys and other stuff, I made at least one friend in middle school but they left me for a group of girly girls, and I wasn't interested in what they liked, I was into a lot of things they were not interested in, I was a huge nerd, I liked games, Godzilla, movie production, comics, marvel, star wars, fnaf, dinosaurs, bendy, (not saying girls dont like these things, girls can like anything guys :D women are amazing I know a lot of amazing girls now :>) nothing they liked and when they saw that they weren't interested in me anymore, but I connected with the guys a lot more, but they always saw me as the girl who tagged along and needed to be treated gently, at first I had no interest in the lgbtq community or the idea of being something else other than what I already was, I couldn't even really talk about, since the topic of gay and gender ideology wasn't allowed in the house I used to live in, my father hated gay people, said they were wired, and shouldn't be his words not mine "frolicking around and being queer" da hell dose that mean? im still baffled by that, he's also that kind man who thinks lesbians are cool and gay men shouldn't exist, it was that level of misogyny and homophobia, looking at it now, it was really disgusting and disturbing, but I was 12 I didn't know any better.
but than as I got older I became more aware, and started questioning things, I was 13 in my room, on my phone, and I found this artist who was drawing deltarune characters, deltarune was also a huge eye opener to the lgbtq comunity for me, since kris identified as none binary, but I found one of the oc's the artist made and they identified as A gender, and I was like whats that and looked into it more and more, and than I went from I dont know who or what I am, to maybe im a demi girl, maybe im A Gender, maybe im none binary and than boom, it clicked, I went with they/them/there's for a while, but I began to feel uncomfortable, by being refred to as her, she, I started hating wearing a braw and how scratchy and annoying it felt, I began hating my chest, I stopped wearing shorts due to my legs being abnormally hairy and that girls arent supposed to be hairy, at one point my dad was going to put me through a hole body hair removal process which would have removed all my body hair, and he was going to do it without me knowing, until my mother told me, she was the most supportive person I had while going through this, I was litteraly terrified to say no to my dad, but eventully he didint go through with it, but I still wasnt allowed to have body hair, every time we went shoe shopping he tried to get me pink shoes, and brands women would only use, we went on a cruise and we had to dress up, but I didint want to since I would have had to wear a dress, blue jeans were the only thing I had that was close to guy clothes, I wasnt allowed anything remotley masculine, only my mom would let me have products like old spice, and she took me guy clothe shopping but it had to be in secret from my father, who would hurt me and my mother if he found out, not physically well he would probably slap me, but only yell at my mother, which still wasnt good, eventully we left his sad ass, and now me and my mom live in a apartment together, and from there I could freely explore who I was, a month later I came out as trans to my mother right after we left, and im in therapy with an amazing therapist and I have amazing friends who dont fully understand but support me in every direction, only triggering thing Ive experinced so far was not being able to change my pronouns to he him lol, Curse you school bored! XD
anyway sorry for the lenghty slightly depressing post, I just wanted to share my story here since I have the platform to do so now, the freedom of speech is very rewarding and validating lol, origanlly this was going to be a post about "guys I got my first chest binder oh and btw im ftm" but I wanted to get this off my chest no pun intended and open myself up more on here, the trans comunity on tumblr has been amazing so far, especially the tf2 comunity on here, I truly feel welcomed and comfortable being here.
lot of grammar issues in here, grammars not my strong suit plus its 11 pm for me right now, im heading to bed lol, good night everyone!
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