we regret to inform you that dress-up week has been suspended due to.... lack of cooperation
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Thanksgiving 🦃 2022 🫶🏼 • Walked around Caldwell downtown. • Ate Dinner at IHOP. • & movie/paint night 🎨 😊 Bam said, “FUNNEST DAY EVER MOMMY!” With nonstop kisses 💋 My Kuya Bam loves anything “family time” 🥰 Ps: we didn’t get to finish the paintings 😅 we worked on it for 4hrs. At 3 hrs kids got tired and started watching home alone, left me and Rod 🤣 will try to finish another day🤭 🫶🏼 #11242022 #Thankful #grateful #blessed (at Indian Creek Plaza) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClbEkzxudBDI9X6EonNogBHlSsKGRrN6KP3ptI0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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It's funny how time actually behaves. One moment it feels like you've been living with the people around you for months if not years but it's barely been thirty days since you've met them. Life has a dark sense of humor by bringing people in and taking them away just as easily. I'll never understand why I was born with a hopeless romantic heart but I hope to one day be able to have my expectations blown out of the water. The depth of the love I want to share with someone is nearly unimaginable. Words to describe such a feeling don't exist. They just appear and exist. Just when I think I've met the person who will share eternity with me... I've once again chosen wrong. I have injured my fragile heart one too many times. The burden of a hopeless romantic heart is a hard one to carry. When you lay alone at night, unable to sleep because you wonder what it would be like for you to share a bed with someone. Instead of sharing warmth with another. You are met with the icy of loneliness. A cold that can't be warmed with your own touch. But the cure for loneliness doesn't exist. Its only medicated. I would rather carry a heavy heart than pick up the smashed pieces over and over by people who have no regard for me. I may not get the world. But I deserve love just as anyone else does. It hurts more knowing that deserve a rich love and no longer believe I will ever find it. Have I just put myself at too high of standards? No. I know my standard were once too low. I chose people I thought I belonged with. Never thought I could have the bare minimum. Because why would a selfish low life get to be treated like a human? A person with feelings. Now I am self aware of my value within the living world. I thought I would feel enlightened, freed from the poison in my head. And instead of crying over not having him. I cry over the fact I have found myself aching over a fairytale that I had imagined. Ignoring the signs. I once again put myself through pain that I convinced myself I escaped. I let someone walk over me. I people pleased too much. But it's because no matter how I see my worth, I'm dying inside to have my slice of happiness with another just as other hopeless romantics do. I just have to believe it will one day find me. Because I have given up on finding it myself, become hopeless to it... it's just as hard to let go what I view as perfect. I have to let go more... if I always cling to something in fear of losing it... it will only hurt more when I do in fact lose them, whether it be to death or simply because they proved to not the person I idoilized... here's to hoping I stop holfding people in a higher trgard than myself and that I can continue to be more tender and passionate to myself for just trying to find my happy ending.
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today, my dad taught me how to drive. (again… after 3 years if i’m not mistaken.)
it went well, i think. i had fun!
but also felt very stressed since the street was slightly busy; kids walking around, space was small and i’m also scared that i might hit something ;-;
i still have to practice. before going “out”. which is a lot scarier because of the motorcycles that //pop// out of nowhere. and of course, the highway. ;—;
but i’m happy. it’s another achievement.
and i get to spend more time with my dad and mom. i just wish my sister was here too.
thanks, dad. i learned a lot. :)
thank you for your patience ;-;
oh and i had coffee this evening…. of course, my stomach isn’t okay. :’) i don’t feel well ahchwajjsjdks
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11242022 • i love my job so much 🤍
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Staying in the Top 10!! 7th in #aggrotech https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11242022-turkey-day-blues-unz-unz/ 8th #melodicdeathmetal 9th in #symphonicmetal https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11272022-did-i-fold-time-or-did-you-lace-my-tea-at-the-metal-tea-party/ 9th in Aggrotech 41st in #electroindustrial https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11272022-huh-what-unz-what-time-is-it-anyway/ #todayspost https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11282022-tiktok-sythesize-me-unz-unz/ https://www.instagram.com/p/Clqr7hiulJZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Marcus Alford Stream Episode 11242022 | Week 12 - DAL vs NYG
Marcus Alford Stream Episode 11242022 | Week 12 – DAL vs NYG
Cowboys host the Giants for Week 12Plus Pokemon Unite Ranked Battles
@marcusalford 🔴 Live at 8pm – Playing Fall Guys It’s Victory Monday and we are celebrating a dominant Cowboys win. YouTube – https://bit.ly/3rOrKe9 Twitch – Twitch.tv/MarcusAlford #HeelMarcus #Youtube #Twitch #SuperDope #DragonSquad #FallGuys #CowboysNation #DallasCowboys #DALvsMIN ♬ Skol Vikings – Lurch Marley
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live and work
live and work
learn a lot from experience
Painful experiences become the height of bitterness and are deeply engraved
Joy at the opposite end becomes joy and tears overflow
be careful with things
You must look well, feel well, and think well
new every day
With the fresh feeling of being born
let's see what's happening around us
生きて働く
経験から多くを学ぶ
痛い経験は痛恨の極みとなって深く刻まれる
対極にある歓喜は愉悦となって涙が溢れる
ものごとは注意深くあれ
よく見てよく感じてよく考えなければならない
日々新しい
生まれたばかりのみずみずしい感���で
まわりの事象を見つめよう
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Woooo! Staying on top of the charts! World domination! 8th in #aggrotech https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11242022-turkey-day-blues-unz-unz/ 10th in the same 42nd (universal answer) in #electroindustrial https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11272022-huh-what-unz-what-time-is-it-anyway/ Todays post: https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11272022-did-i-fold-time-or-did-you-lace-my-tea-at-the-metal-tea-party/ #melodicdeathmetal #heavymetal #symphonicmetal #metal #talk #comedy #radioshow https://www.instagram.com/p/CloFOXtuCy8/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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:o *scream* Top 10!!!! 4th to be exact in #aggrotech https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11202022-i-should-have-slept-in-but-instead-i-woke-you-up-with-unz-unz/ 6th in #industrialmetal https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11242022-turkey-day-blues-unz-unz/ 6th in #melodicdeathmetal To stay relevant 😂 https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11202022-rip-green-ranger-epic-metal-tunes/ 7th in Aggrotech!!! https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11192022-audi-electric-dream-car-unz-unz/ 10th in Aggrotech!!! https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11182022-the-raving-craving-for-taco-hell-breaky-unz-unz/ https://www.instagram.com/p/ClgUmScuNBO/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Well I suppose to stay relevant we ended up 5th in #industrialmetal https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11202022-rip-green-ranger-epic-metal-tunes/ 42 in #electroindustrial =answer to universe https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11212022-monday-morning-unz-unz/ 48 in same as above https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11222022-fuq-tuesday-maintenance-distractions/ 81st in #talk https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11202022-i-should-have-slept-in-but-instead-i-woke-you-up-with-unz-unz/ 89 in same https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11192022-audi-electric-dream-car-unz-unz/ 90 in same as well! https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11182022-smexy-goff-night/ Todays Post: https://www.mixcloud.com/JessikaDarkstar/11242022-turkey-day-blues-unz-unz/ https://www.instagram.com/p/CldzfFpOv7o/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Pokemon Unite Quick Battle | Halloween In Mer Stadium | 11242022
Pokemon Unite Quick Battle | Halloween In Mer Stadium | 11242022
Quick Battle time in Mer Stadium.
The Show
Lets see if we are able to get a couple of wins tonight.
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where the light hits
where the light hits
where the sun shines
full of light
light jumps and dances
playing freely
new energy is born
Inspired and created freely
bouncy heart
pure heart
every day is new
光の当たる場所
太陽の光が当たる場所には
光がいっぱい
光が跳びはね踊り
自由に遊んでいる
新しいエネルギーが生まれる
のびのびとしてひらめき創造される
弾む心
純粋な心
毎日が新しい
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