#A YEAR AND FIVE FUCKING MONTHS AGO

[xysidhequeen]

Current count since I last slept: 41 hours.

I think I've capped out at 46 before, I'm not sure because my worst fit of insomnia had me in no position to check times. But I'll say 46. So if we hit 48 we're setting personal records!

#i do not want to actually be awake #my body just physically cant process stress #'oh zee why cant you be in a car?' #this. this is why #and you might think: 'oh this cant be because you were in a car!' #it is. it so totally is #and also stress #but mostly i blame being in a car #everytime i get in a car i get sick #motion sickness vertigo dizziness insomnia #my body is violently against automobiles #which is actually so annoying because i finally own one of my dream cars #and wanna know when i last drove my baby? #A YEAR AND FIVE FUCKING MONTHS AGO #Also please for the love of fuck do not suggest anything to help me sleep #i. have. tried. it. #when im dealing with insomnia like this the only way it stops is preceiotion strength meds or my body calms itself the fuck down #no teas no melatonin no meditating no lettuce water no hot milk NOTHING will work #and also even prescription strength meds dont always work when its like this i have woken up like two hours after taking some b4 #when my body doesnt want to sleep it will not sleep #you can tell how little sleep im running on based on how unhinged these tags are

[wawataka]

literally hate drawing traditional what do you MEAN these were made just a month apart

#i NEED a tablet or fucking something #cuz i like my digital style. BUT I DRAW DIGITALLY WITH MY FINGER #I CAN’T RELY ON MY FUCKING FINGER #THATS NOT GOOD #i had a tablet too which is awful but 1) it was only compatible with my samsung phone like 4 years ago and #2) i fucking lost it so i can’t even tell if it’d be compatible with my chromebook #im gonna tear this house brick from br. or well. drywall from drywall to find it #the tablet was a gift #i’m not gonna have my friend spend a tablet that i used for five months and then never again #cnp rants #anyway. #i’m not even gonna use my art tag this doesn’t deserve it

[the-kipsabian]

"why is kip sabian wrestling orange cassidy again they do it too many times"

this is the fifth match in over a year. you think thats too much? just admit you hate good chemistry and love and shut the fuck up

#this is why i dont read twitter ive made a mistake ough #just. this is just a bad take? its not even one on one on friday it hasnt been since the botb title match. over a year ago #and pre injury stuff shouldnt count yes that feud was a little bloated but that was 2020 to 2021 and plagued with injuries #i think we can forgive that you know #but like. saying 'they are wrestling too many times' is like? do you even watch the product? #so everyone else can have a long term story and multiple matches but not these two who genuinely work amazing together in the ring?? #im sorry im mad its just. im finally getting something after literally months and people complain and say its 'too much' #fuck you #wrestling musing #the dislike and hatred wrestling fans have for kip is just mind boggling to me like. i dont understand #whats fucking wrong with you #counted my matches wrong also but only if you count the battle royale as one. i guess you do since it had the cuddle moments but yeah #five is still a single digit and one handed number. too many my fucking ass

[avrilsboy]

vine's impact is sooo crazy.... it's been dead for nearly a decade and yet some of the stuff that came from it impacted the cultural zeitgeist so hard phrases from it are still constantly referenced. "and they were roommates" perhaps being the most prevailing and it was literally what. a random woman on the street gossiping on the phone passing some dude sitting on his stoop. if that video were to be posted on tiktok today maybe it would go viral but who would remember it a year from now. that vine was posted in 2014. it's prevailed for ten fucking years.

#internet content is sooooo crazy saturated now like. it was saturated back then too but it's insane now. #there's so much content that no one is on the same page anymore ie things are going viral in echochambers at best #and there's so much content that the things that do go viral stay in people's minds for what. a couple weeks. a couple months maybe #things change so fast......... #also still not really coping with the fact that 2014 wasn't like five years ago. a decade??? what the fuck. #🛹

[adelle-ein]

every year spotify wrapped just confuses the hell out of me. what is "pov: indie" (why not just indie????) what is "alt z." what the fuck is "hopebeat," is it like "indie poptimism." and where is provo

#i'm always surprised by tswift's ability to worm her way up there esp since i find midnights soooo blah #but she does have a lot of music and i've listened to a lot of it over the years so i guess it adds up in my liked playlist #also surprised by goose house bc like. they broke up like five fucking years ago lmao. how #johnny still uses the label but he's not putting anything new on spotify under the label... #i loved tessa violet's new album and played the shit out of it so her making it up there is not a shock #and revo and maisie peters remain unstoppable every year #top 1% maisie peters fan lol. what does that say about me (i like catchy breakup bops and she sings in my key?) #also griff clawing vertigo up there despite it only releasing in last couple months damn #i did love vertigo though. i did. and i always love fast car #plus i get national parks and jukebox the ghost mixed up allll the time so them being grouped together is funny #anyway yeah i don't know anything about artists genuinely #i just listen to what i like and do whatever #my extended relative has a family spotify plan they put me on as a present since they had a free slot... so it's free for me haha #txt

[rain-on-wax-feathers]

human au endermoms !!!!!!!!!!!! i love them so much <33333333

process/alt.vers & notes for this au under cut

so basically its endermoms but in a human au !!! they adopt c!ranboo <33. eros in this is a model & background actor (specifically gets background dancing/acting roles- like in musical movies or music videos). erebus is an activist & also runs a fashion business !!! both come from wealthy families & are super nice and all that stuff. they aren't famous, necessarily, unless ur in certain circles (like if u are super into activism, then u know erebus but like u wouldn't otherwise). also in this world a lot of shit is just so much better (like everyone is more progressive and whatever) because i like to make my characters happy sometimes.

#yall better fucking reblog this it took me genuinely like half a year /lh #(mostly because i didnt touch it for like. months at a time but shhh) #btw eros is albino. shes actually Black !!! (idk if its obvious but i tried to really show her hair???) #and erebus is totally whimsygoth <33333 !!!!!!!!!!! #if things kinda look off and stuff i did most of it like. five months ago so i just do not have the effort to change / adjust shit rn #c!ranboo #ranboo #c!ranboo lore #dsmp lore #dsmp #dsmp lore fanart #dsmp fanart #endermoms #endermoms fanart #original characters #original character #oc #ocs #oc art #ocs art #fanart #digital art #original art #small artist #original character art #original characters art #dsmp au

[whumpy-wyrms]

I LOOOVE DRAWING I LOVE ART

#my hands are shakinf it’s hard to draw i hate this pencil #my favorite mechanical pencil i’ve been using for five years that i named Penny broke when i dropped them on the floor a few months ago and #i’ve been sketching with pens ever since because getting another pencil feels like i’m replacing Penny and i feel bad #i cried when penny broke they were my favorite pencil and now i have a new one but it’s not the same and im sad #this new pencil is absolute shit but buying another one feels like i’m betraying Penny im sorry Penny fuckficjcjff #i love drawing i love art i gotta get better at drawing animals plesplslsllss animals are so fun to draw but im shit at it #i literally don’t know what’s going on with me rn im so fucking hyper and im shaking and all i wanna do is draw draw draw my favorite blorbo #Aspen’s fursona but this pencil is SHIT #i srsly gonna get up and run around and scream right now but i CANT #dude i need wings to fly i fucking need wings right now i neeed a vampire and werewolf to bite me right now plewsersserrr #i’m gonna explode my mind is soooooo noisy #AAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAF DJDHSHHEHEJAKEHFJSKAHEHSJWHSGFJDJEHHWJW #i cannot take this #i need a tail to wag rn #i wanna howl at the moon but it’s DAY TIME AND IM AG SCHOOL #ahahahaha fuck my phones gonna die #i need silas to bite me and tear through my skin and rip me apart right now PLEASE #i don’t know what’s going onnn #why am i so WEIRD something has changed me #I LOVE HARLEY POEEE #my phones gonna get sent to the office if i keep this up #see ya later alligator 🐊🐊🐊🐊🐊 #wyrms says stuff

[pepprs]

crying again lol ok

#purrs #and posting online abt it so i get immediate validation / support instead of asking for help from anyone im close to i know. but god fucking #damn it to hell. ok im going to be candid about this because it hurts so fucking bad. five years ago i met someone so important to me. and I #miss her so so so so much. and every space here i have a memory with her in. and she left in July and she’s gone. and im sobbing my eyes out #FOR WHY because it was over 6 months ago and im happier and she’s happier and we’re all happier. but i think im getting some aftershocks #being here for the first time without her exactly 5 years to the week we met: when she was so important to me. she was the whole reason i #even saw myself as something. and she’s fucking gone. she left. but she’s not dead like LMAO idk why im crying so hard when i could just #text her any time and tell her that i miss her. but idk. it’s just everything is stirring memories and they’re painful to think about now or #at least today because she’s gone and it all changed. i was just saying that i feel like im not having any emotions and tonight the grief ju #just rammed into me like a train and my fucking counselor sucks ass and won’t even help me work through it and everyone is busy and tired an #and im a staff coach so im not supposed to be having a fuckjng mental breakdown over **** pacing around in my bathroom at 1:23am but ive be #been thinking about her so much and remembering all the formative interactions i had with her here and missing her so much i want to explode #and die and p*ke and whatever. so stupid to cry about it but i fucking miss her. and i hate that she’s not here. and i’m trying so hard to b #be her but i have to be me but i can’t not have what she brought here and im just crashi ng and burning and can’t be honest and im having a #breakdown and crying so hard and i don’t know what to do. i ithink i’ll be fine after some sleep and reflection but my heart is like seizing #on itself right now and nothing takes my mind off it and i just keep crying LMFAOOOOOO. i hate it here #delete later #like how can you look at me like that and then fuck off to ****** 4.5 years later. you know? im about to punch a hole into the hallway #and i have to be quiet bc ppl are trying to sleep but it’s making me fucking crazy. #retreat tag

[leofrith]

nothing makes me want to remake a new blog from scratch quite like reading the things i said in my tags in 2015

#i mean i dont agree with some opinions i held 6 months ago but the point is #my teenage self should not have been allowed to say things in public :) #people will be like 'i would have told my 14 year old self that everything will be okay :)' #meanwhile i would have told my 14 year old self to shut the fuck up because she's annoying!!! #(not things i would say to just any teenager btw this is purely an exercise in self hatred) #looking at things i said five minutes ago like oh so she's Annoying annoying #in five minutes I'm gonna think this post is annoying an delete it ❤️ #ky posts text

[sanstropfremir]

✨🎥! Oh yes, please do talk about garments and shoes non stop!

My mother was a fashion professor (as in taught young adults how to make clothes from scratch, starting with the pattern and finishing with the final piece) and used to sew a lot so I do have pieces that she handmaded and also a couple of sewing machines at home. In fact, there a full manual sewing machine at my grandma’s that my mother used when she was studying. She passed quite a long time ago but I do remember that as a child she taught me how to hand sew a button. I literally have a drawer full of them, and a bazillion types of threads. In t-shirts/shirts whenever a hole appeared, she would cover it with something embroidered like any sort of figure that would go well to keep using that

Also, where I live there’s a “school” where they teach amateurs how to sew. They literally have a “Make a [insert piece of clothing] in a day” and they’re quite nice. A lot of people keep going back to them to make more so they have a different one every month or so

But yeah, composition of the garment is one of the things that’s says a lot about them. Again, another thing that my mother instilled in me was to go for natural fibres and treat them right. Learning how to read the label of the caring instructions also helps. I try to avoid anything that requires to be hand washed because I’m allergic to an ingredient that is present in pretty much every detergent, so that becomes a hassle for me, but generally I wash either cold or 30ºC max

Shoes are another thing. Some have the worst quality and break so easily without any option to repair them. Like I remember going to the shoemaker to repair the soles or the heels, but with most of the shoes made now, they’re so shitty that it’s not even worth it. And sadly, I have one of the most common shoe sizes for women, but with slightly slimmer feet so if I’m looking for heels, I need to go for something that has support on the ankle or size down, otherwise the heels would fall of my feet 🥲 And that extents to clothes as well. Sizing is so fucking inconsistence, specially for women. There’s items in one store made by the same manufacturer that differ SO MUCH… I hate it because, again, even though I am considered slim, my hips are wider and my waist a bit tinier so things that should fit on my waist do not go up my ass. And my chest is small as well so fitting all 3 is… a nightmare. I always question that if I can’t find things that fit me properly even though I’m considered to be “in the standard”, what about those bodies that are not? GOD, everyday I lose faith in the fashion industry

PD: LOL at the “adulthood is meeting your friends every few months anyways”, literally all of my friends live in different cities now, so we plan in advance when we get to see each other. Sometimes with 2-months notices, especially if that entails to reunite the whole gang and not just the core (10 vs 3)

hahaha so you really did already know everything i said! but that's ok, hopefully it still was some help somewhere.

trying to buy clothes really has been getting more and more difficult because you're absolutely right; the 'standard' body type that fast fashion is made for doesn't actually exist. pretty fucking depressing that a whole industry exists the make you feel unhappy and unsatisfied with how you look so you keep buying more things, but also there are so many of those industries also and capitalism ruins everything i hate it here. shoes are an intertwined problem too bc shoes that are shoddily made of synthetic materials are so bad in every way. even ones that are well made of synthetic materials are STILL bad imo. shoddy craftsmanship is a human constant but at least with natural materials some of that can either be repaired or recycled into something else, but synthetic materials? good fucking luck. i really do recommend to everyone that if it's possible they should get one good staple leather shoe that they learn how to take care of bc it will fit your foot better than any synthetic material and will last longer. there is a REASON that shoes have been made of leather literally for most of time; it's a vastly superior material in terms of physical properties than anything else for what shoes have to do as a functional objects. but the never ceasing cycle of capitalism has made it impossible to actually find something 'trendy' (or even just nice looking) and good quality AND at a good price. i really do hate it here.

#i recently took a pair of my boots that i beat to shit in scotland to the last cobbler left in my city and he's lit backed up for months #bc everyone is going to him now instead of the half dozen other places that did shoe repair less than five years ago that now are gone #its so fucking sad as someone who loves craftsmanship. there's even fewer tailors left now too #capitalism is the bane of humanity like these are some of the oldest and most necessary jobs in the history of humanity #and theyre being driven out of existence bc of profit hungry billionares and a populace that doesnt give a shit #😔 #also v good point about cold washing! also hanging things to dry rather than using a dryer is much better for a lot of clothes #but also i understand not wanting to not use the dryer. i did live in the uk after all #but if you are washing things like jeans hang drying them actually helps them not shrink back out of your wear patterns! #✨🎥 anon #text #answers #anyways this is my crusade against vegan doc martens i hate that shit. makes me fucking FURIOUS

[lonely--seeker]

I spent like $5.4K on just half the study books i need this semester (that's in our currency) and i was already sad because i still need like $6K more for the rest half of this semester. So I'll probably just not buy the rest and just go with the PDF versions on my phone. But, I just checked how much that was in USD and let me tell you, OUR ECONOMY IS IN SHAMBLES! When did $15USD BECOME $5.400 What's going!!

#You just keep getting surprised in the worst posible ways everyday #i know $15 usd in books might not be much to other people or not I don't relly know. #but you have to understand in here that is expensive for most people #i have the huge luck to be some sort of artist and $15 is the least i charge for a commission so i'm doing sort of good but still #i do get kind of worried everytime i check the conversion it just gets higher #Sorry for talking about politics or economis or whatever im just blabbering #it just isn't fair #i have friends who do work part time jobs to try and cover their expenses while im just sitting in a month old owed art #but if you give me a little credit i take around 10-15 or more commissions per month ;; #uwaa i do my best #anyways. i'll keep doing my homework and forget about this until next time #alsoi checked the graphic tablets and the one i have is like $20.000 which sounds like a fuck ton lot. i got it like four/five?? years ago #it was like $7.000 when i got it. but here's the thing. turns out $20.000 has just became what. $60USD?.... no words #still need like $800USD for a tablet with screen tho. I'm not sure i can spend that on a tablet 😔 #I BLABBERED AGAIN AUGH #tag hell

[nc-vb]

Man, if the previous generation of parents don’t take first place at emotional gaslighting and manipulation, I don’t know who possibly could.

#like holy shit— SORRY I gotta pay the bills homie #but don’t get pissed off at me that I can’t afford to give you 100 bucks right now. #maybe spend your own money a little more wisely idfk #as if she doesn’t make twice as much as me in a month and ALL she really has to pay for is rent?? where’s the rest of your shit?? #fuck canada and its fucked real estate; I should’ve been able to move out five fucking years ago and never looked back. #I really do envy you guys for living on your own/with a partner. one that works WITH you. #bc at this point what I live with is barely a fucking roommate. #sorry— I really don’t like airing out my dirty laundry here. but it just blows my mind how awful gen x/boomer parents can be. #✦ nc vb.

[sysig]

I thought I was done being feral about Tamagotchis but no, it was just a lull

#I was already interested in getting a Gotchi for the past couple months and then KKClue dropped that video (praise be) #And Then I learned that there was a cheap way of purchasing legit Japanese Gotchis?? I may uh. Have. Purchased a few #I never really had That Moment as a kid or teen of being impulsive with money - I'd either save it up and get one big thing #Or I'd buy little things until I eventually ran out - and that habit has kinda continued into adulthood lol #Nowadays the one big thing is usually something like a new computer when my old one dies but it certainly is a big thing lol #And I like getting little things like my puzzle cubes <3 But I'm fairly miserly! #Well. Until. #I've finally hit The Phase of impulsive purchases because of a perfect storm of Things Happening lol #I first wrote down that I wanted to start looking for Tamagotchis in March of this year and I was going about it rather casually to start #Just looking around Big Box stores to check pricing - then various toy and vintage stores to see if they had stock #Most of them didn't but I did get in some delightful networking :D I want to go back and continue! #I finally broke down a week ago and checked Amazon for the ''custom'' shell designs because I like the galaxy one hehe #And then - that accursed video (affectionate) #I may have watched it five times so far lol and then actually bit the bullet and checked out the sponsor and Fucking Hell #I can never get into gambling this does absolutely wack shit to my brain it's only half about the Gotchis themselves anymore #That said I am very excited for my Mesutchi to arrive! I really want to get an Osutchi to go with her and a Gen 1 and and and #I want to collect all the Angelgotchs so bad you don't understand I Must Have them in all the colours it's very important #I'm even considering doing some kind of Project with them once they arrive I don't know it's just all so exciting #I'm feeling very normal #Oh yeah and barely related other than IRL silliness - I finally got a haircut! :D #It'll take a bit for my sona to update but it was today! All sorts of things haha

[todayisafridaynight]

Regarding Arakawa’s guilt: of course it's natural to prioritise Masato over Ichi because he thinks Masato is his actual son, but I assume he felt a little bad about being prepared to send Ichi to prison instead because why else would he lie about it being Jo? The way he talks in 2019 about dreaming of Masato being born in Shangri-la suggests he compares the two at least subconsciously, and he could have just said Masato is too frail for prison and Ichi would have agreed to take his place. So using Jo as a scapegoat to Ichi seems like some kind of an emotional shield

I don't think Arakawa was particularly happy about having to send any of his boys to jail, and especially not Ichi who we've established Arakawa sees as a genuine piece of his personal family. Softening the blow of asking Ichi to go to prison is a fair conclusion to come to as to why Arakawa would think to come up with the Sawashiro Story instead of saying the truth.

Ergo, with hindsight, it's easy to wonder why Arakawa didn't just tell Ichi the truth about that night. In review, it would be fair to assume that Arakawa went with Sawashiro being the killer as a way to mitigate the shock of the actual situation. Sawashiro- if we're to believe this part of Arakawa's story to Ichi- told Arakawa about the night of New Years just two hours before he met with Ichiban, after all.

Whether Arakawa is a hardened yakuza boss or not, he's still a father, and trying to process that your disabled son had to commit murder because he was almost beat up in an alley couldn't have been easy- especially to hear that first thing in the morning.

We could take the meta reason being that we needed a plot twist, but it also wouldn't hurt to gander that Arakawa didn't know how to tell Ichi the truth if he himself was hardly able to accept it, so a believable lie was the sound way to go. Especially with time being a sensitive factor- the police already having recovered Suzumori's body- they needed an excuse quickly. With Sawashiro being the family captain and his arrest would undoubtedly be detrimental to the family, it's fair to say that Arakawa went with Sawashiro being the killer so Ichi would be less inclined to question anything or press for details (both for getting the situation taken care of quickly, and so Arakawa wouldn't have to recount Masato being assaulted. Though again, as we know Ichi would have went to prison regardless for Arakawa no matter the truth).

#snap chats #i was rewatching clips to answer this and i completely skimmed over jo calling arakawa that morning #or. i guess i should be asterisks on that until i check the japanese subtitles/listen to the actual words said #either way whether jo told arakawa three seconds after the masato call or not i think its fair to say arakawa would still be distressed #but i guess you could argue im speculating. if we're going off of purely what's from the game #we don't have a concrete answer as to why arakawa lied #also before anyone say it 'snap you makin masato sound innocent in this situation' you right LMAO #im trying to keep this response brief tho it already long as fuck #masato you cant go calling people scum and spitting on them and then not expect to get your shit rocked #masato def wouldnt have told jo or masumi those bits tho he def tried to paint himself faultless #or hell judging from the call with jo he didnt elaborate on shit #that call was 50 seconds long what the fuck was he saying the first 40 or so seconds #'sawashiro i killed a man' takes like make five seconds to say the hell were you talking about before #but im SPECULATING i ALREADY expanded on The New Years Night months ago

[selective-yellow]

it's getting increasingly obvious that no one in the office sees me as anything but a glorified secretary who's just here to clean up after everyone and considering how I've jumped from multiple positions at this job through my own skills, it's just insulting that I'll never be more than the "can you get that for me?" person

#work woes #i fucking hate being treated like a secretary i haven't been the fucking office coordinator in *five years* #we moved desks a few months ago and i KNOW they put me by the door on purpose #oh don't worry about cleaning after yourself after making a mess in the supply room rachel will do it #rachel why do our snacks suck can you order what i like???? #rachel this isnt your meeting but can you clean up after me? the person i was meeting with mad a mess #it just sucks bc office support was supposed to be like 20% of what i do and now its like 90% #I haven't MADE anything i havent done anything that makes working here bearable in like two months #I'm just here to clean the fucking tables i guess #like I'm not busy so its something to DO at least but it still fucking bites you know #I worked hard to be More in this office and I'm just back where i started 7 years ago

[ginalinettiofficial]

in case anyone was wondering it’s nearly five am and i’ve spent all night reading fucking icarly fanfic as if it’s not 2023 so like that’s where IM at today

#d speaks #did i know how much i cared about these characters before i impulsively decided to rewatch a show i haven’t seen since age 14??? NO I DIDNT #i haven’t watched icarly since the fucking eighth grade at BEST and that was fully 13 years ago #i figured i’d put it on for some background noise and nostalgia when it came up on netflix #HERE I AM A DAY LATER HAVING FUCKING FEELINGS ???????? ABOUT IT ????????? #getting sad about a finale i NEVER EVEN WATCHED……… #debating if i should go and fucking. watch the FIVE MORE SEASONS OF THIS SHOW #plus that ENTIRE OTHET SHOW W ARIANA GRANDE I NEVER ONCE SAW BECAUSE I WAS TOO OLD FOR NICKELODEON WHEN SAM AND CAT CAME OUT #and then to find out icarly has been rebooted?!?!??? and IS CURREBFKY PUTTING OUT EPISODES OF THEUR REVIVAL??????? #what am i meant to do here. watch icarly AND victorious AND sam and cat AND ICARLY 2021!?!?!???!??!?? #for WHAT daina?????? a fandom with 700 fics on ao3?????????????? #WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF ????????????????????????????? #i’m so out of my mind right now what the fuck has today BEEN #icarly #guess i shoudl fuckin tag that in case this is my new hyperfixation!!!!! what the fuck!!!!!!!! #this is awful i hate myself so much. why do i CARE if these characters get together they’re 13 and i was 10 years old last time i cared!!!! #i don’t even know who is endgame because i ‘outgrew’ these shows when fucking glee and jersey shore dropped!!!!!! #i didn’t watch the later seasons of icarly or most of victorious because i was too busy watching fucking teen wolf and drooling over 1d!!!! #watching fucking. game of thrones and shit!!!!!! i was Too Old For That Shit and now here i am. one month from being 27 #getting all emotionally invested in this DUMB SHOW FROM MY CHILDHOOD #like what’s next daina?????? gonna watch hannah montana and go looking for some jake ryan miley stewart fanfics????????????? #watch some fucking wizards of waverly place and get really worked up about how selena and demi had a friendship breakup??????????? #text my friends who were into this show with me when it was airing and see if they wanna listen to me analyze this shit?????? #whilst their CHILDREN NAP IN YHE OTHER ROOM AND THEN WHEN IM DONE RANTING I CAN GIVE THEM ADVICE ON THEIR MARITAL PROBLEMS???!??!??!?!?!?!? #this is insane i’ve lost my fucking mind. i’m not fucking doing this mark my words i am NOT doing this #this is a one off i will consume the best fics of this fandom and then i will put it down and step away and be DONE i CANNOT do more #mr incredible voice i’m not…… strong enough……. #fuck i should watch the incredibles maybe THAT will fix me