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stupitunclehal · 9 months
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you don't understand how fucking MANY of these I've accumulated over four years this folder is a MESS
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sneakyboymerlin · 4 months
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If no merwaine, then why…
Transcript and analysis below ⬇️
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Gwaine: Thanks for everything that you did for Eira.
Merlin: There’s no need to thank me, it was the least I could do. And you seem to care for her.
Gwaine: I could hardly leave her for the Saxons, now, could I?
Merlin: [teasing] Was that your only reason for rescuing her?
Gwaine: [lying] Of course.
[Saxons attack. Gwaine fights them off, but one knocks Merlin to the ground. He curls up and shields his face, completely helpless.]
Merlin: [screaming] Gwaine!
[Gwaine turns his back on the man he’s fighting and saves Merlin. He finishes off the last Saxon without even looking, eyes still on Merlin. He helps Merlin off the ground.]
Gwaine: Are you okay?
Merlin: Yeah, I- I think so. Thank you.
Gwaine: There’s no need to thank me, Merlin. It was the least I could do.
aaaaaaand END SCENE!
To start off with, we have a self-aware parallel in Merlin and Gwaine’s dialogue. We’re going to be examining the subtext of this conversation.
Subtext is simply what can be inferred without direct statement or revelation. It is not, as fandom is wont to believe, inserting any meaning you want between the lines: it is a cohesive message expressed by indirect means. Here’s an example:
A student goes to turn in his paper. After looking through two pages, his teacher asks, “Are you sure you want to turn this in?” The subtext of this question is the intended clue to the student that the paper is not ready yet to be turned in and he should edit through it again.
Moving forward… The repetition of, “There’s no need to thank me, it was the least I could do,” is a deliberate allusion to a core theme of Merlin and Gwaine’s relationship through the years: helping another soul—soon to be friend—in need, with no expectation of a reward.
The subtextual reading of this parallel, of course, is that Merlin does not owe Gwaine, and vice versa, because that is not why they help each other. They do it because they care about one another. As a result, they’ve both helped each other innumerably. Gwaine alludes to the help Merlin’s given him as a way of saying that there is no need to return the favor, because 1) he didn’t do it expecting a favor in exchange, and 2) Merlin has more than repaid the favor already.
Another instance where we see this kind of exchange between them is in this deleted scene from 4x07 The Secret Sharer (scene 47 at 15:10).
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Gwaine: We’ll find him.
Merlin: I won’t forget this.
Gwaine: I haven’t done anything.
Merlin: One day I’ll repay the favor.
Gwaine: Considering the trouble I get into, that may prove to be a rash promise.
[Gwaine offers Merlin some food]
Merlin: I’m full.
Another deleted scene (they really did just delete every meaningful Gwaine scene in s4 huh) which we have only a script for (though it’s possible it was recorded and the audio edited out) is when Gwaine and Arthur ride out to find Merlin in 4x06 after he’s been captured by bandits. Although this scene did not make the final cut, it is referenced again when Gwaine calls Merlin “Bog Man,” so it clearly has a place amidst the canon material.
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(Find the transcription here.)
I think it speaks for itself here, but, “And finding him will be reward enough?” truly captures the selfless devotion that Gwaine feels for Merlin.
Fandom generally accepts the idea that Gwaine would do anything for Merlin, but that Merlin never seems to do the same in return. However, this is likely a misconception of what counts towards a returned favor. Merlin is a physician, not a warrior. Or, as Morgana puts it, “a lover” (not a fighter). We cannot expect Merlin to help Gwaine in the same area of expertise that Gwaine helps him in. He applies himself in other ways.
When they meet in 3x04, Gwaine offers Merlin and Arthur aid in a tavern brawl where they’re clearly outnumbered. Gwaine is injured when his opponent pulls out a knife in a fistfight, and Merlin rushes to tend to his wound. Already, a favor is given and returned between the two.
And, while Gwaine does intend to help both Merlin and Arthur, not to mention the tavern employees, he takes a special interest in Merlin. Merlin is the only one who Gwaine takes the time to introduce himself to mid-fight, even as Merlin shouts for him to watch out as he is being actively attacked. And then, of course, Gwaine does fall to an attack. Merlin treats his injuries both on the spot and back in his own chambers.
One could argue that the introduction of Gwaine to Eira follows a similar format, with Gwaine coming to her rescue, only for her to save him when their attacker knocks him to the ground. Perhaps Gwaine even takes on Merlin’s role as caretaker from 3x04 when he brings Merlin in to treat Eira in 5x12, as opposed to receiving the treatment himself. Then again, it might be more similar to the scene in 4x07 where Gwaine jumps in to battle against Alator’s guard. Like Eira, Merlin also rescues Gwaine when he’s knocked to the ground (though Gwaine doesn’t know it).
As we can see, though, Merlin is not lying when he tells Gwaine, “I’d do the same for you,” in 3x08, nor when he tells Gwaine, “One day I’ll repay the favor,” in the deleted scene from 4x07. Merlin and Gwaine have different services to offer, but they offer to help all the same.
The next portion of the aforementioned 5x12 scene on our to-dissect list is the actual subject matter of the conversation, followed by a visual representation of the very same act.
After Gwaine thanks Merlin for helping Eira, Merlin mentions that Gwaine “seem[s] to care for her.” Gwaine, in an effort to avoid the sexual and romantic implications, diverts to the chivalrous explanation: “I could hardly leave her to the Saxons, now, could I?” Merlin teases him with no relent, though, and asks, “Was that your only reason for rescuing her?” Gwaine responds with a curt, “Of course.”
The subtext of this conversation is that Gwaine’s hurried involvement to protect/take care of Eira stems from a crush on her. This is true, as there were many enemies around, but Gwaine chose the one attacking the pretty “damsel in distress” to fight. He then takes one long look at her and decides to forgo the battle to take her to safety.
Merlin can’t help but notice Gwaine’s feelings for her. She is, after all, staying in his bed even after her wound has been treated, so there is a connection between them… much like Gwaine stayed with Merlin for the remainder of 3x04 until he had no choice but to fulfill the demands of his banishment. This is especially interesting, since the wound that Merlin treats Eira for is on her leg, which is the same spot where Gwaine was stabbed when they first met. Merlin similarly wrapped his wound at the time.
But the main point is the fact that Gwaine rescued Eira from the Saxons with a single-minded fervency, in part because he was attracted to her, and then quickly grew attached.
Gwaine then proceeds to rescue Merlin from Saxons a matter of seconds after this is established.
Allow me to remind you of Gwaine’s sudden change of course in saving Eira.
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Now compare this to his rescue of Merlin.
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Let’s take a closer look at their dialogue:
Merlin: You seem to care for her.
Gwaine: I could hardly leave her for the Saxons, now, could I?
Merlin: [teasing] Was that your only reason for rescuing her?
Gwaine: [lying] Of course.
When applied to Gwaine’s rescue of Merlin, the conversation about Gwaine rescuing Eira takes on a more powerful meaning. After all, Eira is a virtual stranger who ends up being the traitor in the court. Gwaine sends her to her execution on Merlin’s word (via Gaius as the messenger), whereas Merlin is someone Gwaine has known for nearly a decade. There is a consistent history of Gwaine acting as Merlin’s body guard, which is being enacted again now as Gwaine escorts Merlin through the Valley of the Fallen Kings.
This is also one of the last ever scenes between Merlin and Gwaine. In truth, we are being shown a brief summary of their relationship as it comes to its narrative end—one last hurrah, if you will. And what they choose to show us is Gwaine protecting Merlin in an act of unconditional love.
Eira, like any character, is a plot device. Her interference leads to Merlin being trapped in the Crystal Cave, and Gwaine being tortured for information on Merlin and Arthur’s location. However, her presence as a person Gwaine wants to protect is meant to evoke the memory of every time Gwaine has protected Merlin. The chosen method to imply this was by creating a parallel between Gwaine’s protectiveness over the woman he’s currently sleeping with to his protectiveness over Merlin. Take that as you will.
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onskepa · 4 months
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Hello! I saw ur post about requesting a part 2 for one shot so that's why I'm here. This is not a need, it's a MUST!! Can we get a part 2 for Tsyeytsyip?? The little girl who's smaller than Neteyam's hand. Maybe one day where he has to carry her in his pocket or something else, the choice is yours
Of course! I hope this is everyones liking! This might be a short one, idk. I type as I go. Enjoy!
Tsyeytsyip
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Tsyeytsyip: Little pouch
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“In the pouch? Again?” Tey ask, groaning a bit in displeasure. Standing on the right shoulder of neteyam as he opens his pouch made just for her. It was big enough to move around, she can put her things inside and still have space. 
“I am going hunting, you know you have to be in the pouch if you want to join me” Neteyam patiently replies. Tey groan a bit but gives in. Twirling a bit she jumps down to the pouch. Landing safely, she makes herself comfortable. 
“See? Not so bad, I added fresh soft cloth. Even placed some of your favorite berries too” Neteyam adds. Tey gasp happily seeing her precious berries. Chomping on them happily, she gives neteyam a tiny thumbs up. Good, little bite is satisfied. 
And feeling satisfied himself, he goes to begin his hunt for tonight. 
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The pouch is something neteyam had since he was a child. A small bag to hold his little things, to hold his small medicines in case he got hurt, seeds, beads, or a rock he thought was pretty. It was useful for a time. 
It is made out of the skin of a thanator, strong and sturdy. Despite so many years passing by, the pouch is still in good condition. But now the only use he has for it is to carry his little friend around. Not always does tey get in. Usually she just sits on his hand, shoulders, or his hair. But like now, when he hunts. The pouch is very much needed. 
To keep her safe, away from any harm should neteyam have to run or fight an animal. And of course, make sure she is with him at all times. Having her in one place and that she is secured brings calm to neteyam. 
“What are you going to hunt today?” Tey asks as she peaks her little head out from the pouch, still eating her berry. Getting comfy on her spot, enjoy the view that neteyam sees. 
“Anything I can find, but hopefully some sturmbeest or hexepede. Not just for the meat, but for many things they can provide for us” He answers easily. Of course he was whispering now, but his voice was loud enough for tey to hear. Humming at his answer, she ponders. Tey can save the conversation for later. She will let her big mighty warrior do his work. 
Going back inside the pouch, she snuggles into the smooth cloth. Finishing her berry she lays and starts to mess around with the threats to make something. Not really having an idea in mind, rather letting her hands do the thinking and craft whatever it can make. 
Perhaps the pouch has its benefits. Gives her space but at the same time being with neteyam. Waterproof so it can also work like a little boat sailing in the river. 
But would tey admit to it? Absolutely not. The little pouch is merely a convenience for her. That is all.
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Aaaaaaand that is it for this one! It was a short but sweet chapter! Hope you all liked it! Until next time! See ya!
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k-rui · 8 months
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little ghost rui au notes under cut!!
1. mizuki?
though rui and nene were never close, rui was friends with mizuki
but like. he was more distant with them? he didnt know how friendships worked and still kept distance between them, not telling her much
aaand then he graduated and never saw them again
aaaaaaand now hes dead and has no memory of anything
2. random stuff
- emu brings him snacks! he cant eat any of it
- nene tried talking to him and saying sorry for never being close with him but she ends up talking in the wrong direction and rui doesnt know shes trying to talk to him so shes basically talking to nothing
- rui can wipe away dust and chalk power and stuff. he draws little smiley faces on the chalkboard for emu tsukasa and nene to see when they come
3. wonderlands x showtime with no rui???
yeah
tsukasa caught nene singing to herself while cleaning the classroom after everyone left and he complimented her and hung out with her even though she thought he was annoying but eventually she warmed up to him and yeah
tsukasas the reason shes regaining her confidence
they arent really performing though theyre working alot slower
1. mizuki?
though rui and nene were never close, rui was friends with mizuki
but like. he was more distant with them? he didnt know how friendships worked and still kept distance between them, not telling her much
he felt like an alien
1. mizuki?
though rui and nene were never close, rui was friends with mizuki
were we?
i dont know.
i dont remember anything.
nothing feels familiar with the name.
nothing feels familiar
nothing
nothing.
its alright
emu kun and the others are working to help me remember
itll be alright
and one day, ill be able to tell mom im ok
maybe shes worried about me
maybe she misses me
theyre taking a while
my friends, i mean.
emu kun, tsukasa kun and nene kun.
apparently nene kun was my neighbor.
i dont remember
ɹǝqɯǝɯǝɹ ʇuop ı
are you waiting, too?
yes, i understand. this school is rather boring, is it not?
you can leave.
why cant i?
my head hurts every time i try to.
it hurts less if i stay.
well, if youre also staying, lets play a game.
it seems itll be a while until they come.
hmm...
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you go first!
ah, excuse the squiggly lines. my hands are rather shaky.
you can just use the chalk.
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clever move, clever move.
hmm...
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there! i hope you can see it clear enough.
your turn!
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fufu, youre not going to win yet~
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ah— i suppose it ended in a draw...
...hm.
well, that was fun, now, wasnt it?
you... have to go now?
...are you sure?
i wouldnt mind another game.
please? a tiebreaker round?
please?
no, please, just a little more time with me
ill listen to your problems
ill keep you company
im good company, i promise
just stay a while longer
just stay until emu kun gets here
please
i cant be alone
please
please
please
pl乇卂丂乇
4. rui hates being alone
like. hes desperate for company LMAO
well mostly emus company
because she actually talks to him and can see him
company when ppl ignore you isnt really company now is it
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tarisilmarwen · 9 months
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Rebels Rewatch: "Visions And Voices"
Maul returns to be a menace and freak both me and Ezra out.
Obligatory "I've already done a live reaction version of this episode" link.
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From the very beginning, with just the washed out dingy lighting and the whooshing wind sound effect, this episode already feels unsettling. The atmospheric touches here with the storm and lightning and the camera movement and shot choice once things start happening evoke a horror movie.
The way they have Hera's voice fading out and going watery every time Maul calls to Ezra, the way Ezra keeps squinting and blinking and the tiny headshake he gives like he's trying to shake off some fatigue or jerk himself alert, make himself stop seeing things...
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He looks so frightened. :(
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COURSE I DON'T BLAME HIM WITH THE APPARITION OF MAUL LOOKING LIKE THIS.
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Kanan and Zeb both trying to shake him awake after he faints. <3
I mentioned in my original liveblog but this episode gives me major Teen Titans 2003 "Haunted" vibes, with the plotline about a character being menaced by an imaginary villain only they can see. Rebels ultimately diverged from that parallel but my mental "If I had a nickel for every time" associations linger.
Something I loved about this episode was just how present everyone was for Ezra, how worried and concerned they were over him. Like here, all the members of the crew, even Chopper, are crowded in Kanan's room waiting for him to wake up.
Subtle animation appreciation moment: How Ezra touches the back of his neck like he's trying to rub out some stiffness or ache.
Oh hang on, did I just stumble across another Kanera-Sabezra mirror?
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I DID! :D
Getting a little ahead of myself though, gotta appreciate this moment here with Ezra's fond little smile as Sabine bullies AP-5 about the munitions they're taking.
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Also Sabine's "Can you believe this guy?" look lol.
Sabine immediately knows to send Chopper for Kanan. (Oh look, the two of them being the Most Important People in Ezra's life again. :D)
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Sabine is very worried and alarmed this whole scene. She knows this isn't like him and oh ouch there are those Teen Titans "Haunted" feels come back to stab me again.
It's not actually clear what Maul was doing with this whole making-Ezra-see-him-everywhere trick--and you know it was deliberate, Ezra wasn't getting anything useful out of his end of the mind bond--but honestly the visions going unexplained are effectively creepy and unsettling enough. Personally I think it was one part to scare Ezra, make him doubt himself and his own mind, make him and everyone else think he was going crazy, and one part to manipulate him into doing something horrible he'd regret so that the Rebels would cast him out and drive him to Maul.
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:((((
Hera understandably takes Ezra off the mission in light of events and heads it up herself. There's very soft worried mom energy radiating off her in this scene.
I'm kind of amazed Kanan and Sabine putting a tracker on Ezra without telling him didn't get any rancid takes complaining about how ~cLeArLy tOxIc~ it was. Maybe people actually remembered the part of Ezra's characterization where he tends to impulsively go off half-cocked to save people and figured, "Oh, Kanan's taking some obvious precautions in case he does that." Or maybe they decided given two previous kidnapping attempts Kanan was allowed a little paranoia over his kid.
Aaaaaaand this is the first we've heard Ezra's theme in a while.
(Note: Sabine has already painted one of Ezra's new Scout Trooper helmets, which he decides to wear to see Bendu. Even though the last time they rode the speeder into the Bendu's hollow he didn't bother wearing a helmet at all. Upgraded your comfort item/security blanket metaphor there, Ezra, eh?)
Full on horror strings here as we pan up to Maul just chilling like a creeper at the top of the hollow.
The way Ezra almost steps between Maul and Kanan. <3
Something I loved this episode was Ezra consistently rejecting Maul's attempts to touch him, smacking or shoving his hand off his shoulder, deliberately stepping away and keeping a distance.
Since a straightforward request was denied, Maul resorts to blackmail, threatening to broadcast the location of the base to the Empire and oof, Ezra's face.
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Maul then dangles the "key to defeating the Sith" carrot in front of them, which activates Ezra's Hero Complex and hyper-responsibility and is what makes him agree to go. See, Maul is his responsibility, it's his fault Maul is even after them in the first place, so Ezra feels a sense of obligation to take care of him as a personal problem.
Love how Kanan says Phoenix Squadron will just wholecloth pack up and move to a new base in order to keep Ezra safe. I don't think it works like that Kanan, lol, but the spirit is appreciated.
Ezra's awfully confident that Maul won't hurt him and, ngl, that is not a risk I would have taken. But Kanan decides to trust Ezra and so the snippet of Ezra's theme that's been playing (marking his gesture of self-sacrifice) gives way to the same cue that played when Vader was descending on top of the TIE Advanced in "Twilight of the Apprentice", kind of an auditory callback to Malachor and the start of this whole arc.
Sabine's already getting the Phantom II prepped. <3
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Dathomir looks appropriately hellish. Twisted gnarled trees, barren rocks, broken architecture, drenched in deep red with fog obscuring the horizon.
It's subtle at first and grows more obvious as the episode carries on but Maul is a little bit, ah... bipolar in his actions and displays of emotion here. He oscillates between speaking calmly, growling in frustration, outright snapping at Ezra sometimes, cackling to himself randomly, and of course dropping his voice down into that soft, vulnerable cadence that's his go-to whenever he wants to garner and play to Ezra's sympathies. Ezra takes his erratic behavior in stride, for the most part, doesn't flinch or comment on Maul's mood swings.
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Really do love the environment work Rebels does. <3
Ezra flippantly dismissing Maul's murder hoard as "junk" lol.
"Fun" easter egg to note: The scrawled Mand'oa on the wall spells KENOBI.
Aaaaaaand our introduction of the plot device that is the darksaber, displayed prominently under a cubist painting of Satine, whose theme plays as Ezra examines the darksaber. This reference is pure fanservice for TCW fans. It basically means nothing to me emotionally, I was never a fan of Satine or her romance with Obi-Wan, so mostly I just feel offended and creeped out on her behalf that a painting of her got hauled to Maul's murder cave and defaced.
(Interesting to note that the slashes of... paint?... blood?... stuff crosses out Satine's eyes and cuts her throat. Is Maul reveling in his murder of her, trying to relive it by destroying her image? Did he stub out her eyes to stop her from "staring" at him? Who knows.)
Okay I lied, Ezra flinches precisely once, right after Maul yells at him not to touch the darksaber.
I like to think it was possibly calling out to him, the kyber crystal inside a natural siren song to Force wielders, and that's how Ezra knows it's some kind of lightsaber and not just a weird stick.
Love the drums in this music cue. It's got some exotic-sounding eastern instruments in it too, I think I might hear a bit of didgeridoo?
Subtle animation appreciation moment: How Ezra screws up his face in preparation to down the potion, it obviously doesn't smell or taste very good lol.
The music turns frantic and rushing when we cut the Sabine and Kanan landing out, like it's telling them to hurry. More exotic instruments, some kind of tinny percussion, cymbals maybe?
Right, so this episode was clearly another Halloween special right? Has all the perfect trappings of one lol.
Maul strays into Dangerously Genre Savvy here; he never intended to pay for using the Nightsisters' magick himself and his dialogue to Ezra seems to indicate he didn't intend to sacrifice Ezra to them either. So his plan was either to evade the spirit witches long enough to get away scott free, or he was counting on other members of the Spectres to come after Ezra trying to save him.
Either way, it leads to one of the creepiest scenes in the show.
Subtle animation appreciation moment: The bewildered way Kanan's head jerks around right before the Nightsister spirit possesses him, like he can tell that something freaky is there but he can't tell what or where.
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The unnatural character movement the animators use for Possessed!Kanan and Possessed!Sabine is really good; they're limp like puppets for a bit before the spirits take full control, and even afterwards move in jerky, inhuman motions.
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And thus a half-dozens angst!fics were written lol. (And still not nearly enough.)
Ngl, Maul technically does show Ezra how to save his friends buuuuut he gets no points for that since he clearly thought Ezra would just write them off and come with him.
I'm still amazed he didn't just kidnap him right there. Kenobi obsession too strong I guess.
Other people have already pointed out the irony of Maul screaming at Ezra to forget the past and his attachments while himself being obsessed with the past and clearly trying to use Ezra as a Replacement Goldfish for Savage but I'll mention that anyway.
You know, the Fridge Horror of this episode is really unsettling. I know at least one fanficcer and @better-call-mau1 have asked the question of how, exactly, does possessing Kanan and Sabine allow the Nightsisters to rebuild their clan? They're either going to use Kanan and Sabine to perform some kind of freaky necromancy ritual, use them to lure other Rebels in (seems like it'd have limited effectiveness, eventually Rebel Command would decide retrieval isn't worth it), or they would rebuild the clan using more... ah... conventional means.
Add that unsettling thought to how possessed Sabine seems to stalk Ezra, specifically, while the possessed Kanan returns to the altar and fkhkhffjhjhgggfgjjjj--
Yeah.
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"That doesn't belong to you!" "Then take it from me, Jedi!" Are they talking about the darksaber or Sabine's body?
...Yes.
This music cue is amazing. Possessed Sabine scrabbling on the ground like a feral animal while Ezra just calmly Force Pushes her out of the threshold is excellently staged.
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Well that's a heart eyes expression if I ever saw one lol.
Sometimes I like to listen to different language tracks for specific dramatic parts of shows or movies, to see how other actors do it, compare performance notes and kjsahfkajshfkajh one of the Chinese Nightsister-possessed Kanans was one of the most horrifying scary things I've ever heard.
This scene is just heartwrenching. A lot of this episode was spoiled in the trailers so this maybe didn't have as much dramatic impact as it should have had at the time but I still found it pretty gut-punching. A little short, maybe. That's about it.
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This is one of Ezra's finer moments, frankly, outsmarting and defeating the Nightsister spirits. You really feel the care he has for Kanan. Love it. <3
From the moment Ezra said that the answer to destroying the Sith was "Obi-Wan Kenobi" I think I knew it was a false flag and what Maul had manipulated him to see. Because, obviously, they key is Luke.
Interesting how Ezra thinks if Obi-Wan doesn't, eventually, fight, that the Sith can't be stopped. He's pinning a lot of hopes on a man who doesn't, ultimately, wind up being the narrative Chosen One who accomplishes that task. Again, more on that later in "Twin Suns".
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Ezra seems to pay Sabine a glance as he passes, aww.
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*PORTENTS OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT*
This episode is one of my favorites, and the "Haunted" mental connections are only one of the reasons why. It's got great dialogue, creepy suspense, adorable subtle Sabezra moments, furthering of Maul's slow mental degradation and descent into full ruin, and Ezra gets to be amazingly self-sacrificing, brave, and awesome in it. What's not to love?
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dribs-and-drabbles · 9 months
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Laws of attraction ep 5
Will I have much to say this week beyond ajkldsvdfjhljgf? (turns out yes and no).
Aaaaaaand we're straight back to our unhinged evil babygirl. (who wears four different colours like this?! 🤦🏽‍♀️)
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I was right about the 'doll' being able to record sounds! So what has been recorded from that night?
Ploy and her beautiful mother in red (revenge?) and green (Tonkhao?)...and fuck this particular drone shot for being so glorious.
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I like that Tinn and Charn can go from heated disagreements about good/bad and right/wrong and then be flirty with each other, acknowledging their mutual attraction.
It's true, though, that had nothing bad happened, Tinn and Charn wouldn't have had such a strong (emotional) connection. They may have just been a one night stand because Tinn may have realised that Charn was morally dubious and not wanted to see him again. But now, Tinn is challenging Charn (and vice versa) to reassess their values and to almost like each other despite their differences.
Ima need someone to tell me what flower that is and the symbolism behind it...
Please! They're too fricking cute!
Tonkhao loved the colour blue 😭 (blue that might be Tinn's [and Charn's] colour - check out the underpants - but also..."Expect the Unexpected"?! And then "Where everything can happen"?! What are these messages preparing us for?!).
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Omg, someone tell Silvy to stop being so gorgeous (I've been listening to her music this week too).
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The green tie and pocket square returns for when Charn is wanting to know more about Tonkhao. I like that the pocket square also has a bit of red on it (for the revenge in Charn's heart?).
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So I read someone's theory that Wit could be the 'mole' - it sort goes in line with what Charn has said about how people are easily bought with money and the people closest to you will hurt you the most if they betray you. I hope Charn already suspects Wit and that's why he hasn't said anything about the doll to him.
It was kinda obvious that Chai was going to be killed in prison.
The desire for revenge, or their passion for justice, (or both), is getting stronger.
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This is a godawful tie. Oh Charn. smh.
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I want to see Thee smile. And be hugged. This must happen. (I've seen people talking about how they need Tanthai to be hugged/shown affection by Thee, but honestly, Thee needs the physical comfort too).
I really hope they're setting up Wit to expose himself as the mole. It feels really contrived, so it has to be a set up 🤞🏽 (And thank goodness it was).
Also, Silvy and Organ. You're both amazing. Don't stop.
At the very least there should be a fire extinguisher somewhere in that office. 🤦🏽‍♀️
I'm sorry but I laughed SO HARD when the building blew up 😂
THIS IS THE BEST FUCKING THING TO HAVE HAPPENED IN THIS ENTIRE SERIES SO FAR. AND SILVY WITH A RAINBOW BOA AND THE GRANDMOTHER WITH A GREEEEEN ONE!! ICONIC!!!
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I love Silvy's rainbow dots tattoo. (this is becoming a Silvy appreciation post, btw)
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I realise I haven't mentioned Tanthai or Thatthep...but the green (of Tonkhao?) is till looming behind/on them. I still don't know what to make of Thatthep in shades of blue...but it's interesting this ep that Tanthai wears dark green and then black (with white stripes) - so no blue. Is this indicative of Tanthai pulling away from his father?...
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And it looks like we might learn more about Charn's past next week, bringing more angst. I like that Charn's in green as he decides to go back to Bang Don Pan Village - the source of his trauma - and I'd like to think this (and Rose in all blue) is showing that, even though Charn is telling Rose that he wants to control Thatthep's power and wealth, he will in the end pursue justice for Tonkhao and Tinn. The love of a good man (Tinn) will guide him there...eventually. (Also...and I'm only putting this here so I can come back and gloat later...but the handles of all the knives behind Charn look red - what if Charn stabs Thatthep in the end?)
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tagged by @cybrsan <33
Rules: Post the last seven sentences you wrote and tag seven people.
“Hyung said they have a daughter who’s gonna be in my class after break,” Wooyoung offered, feet swinging freely under the branch he was perched on. “I hope we’ll be friends. Oh!” The younger boy gasped, a small smile spreading over his face. “Maybe you can become her friend first and tell me all the things she likes before we have to go to school again! That way we can all be friends and walk home together. Do you think she’ll promise to be friends forever like we did?”
Yeosang blinked at the ground for a moment before turning a hopeful gaze up to Wooyoung and letting his jaw drop open a bit. “I sure hope so.”
sentences are weird with dialogue. from the upcoming collab Michi and I have been working on! teasers here
pretty sure a bunch of my regulars have been tagged, so. no pressure tagging @pyeonghongrie-main @jay-scenarios aaaaaaand anyone else who wants to join!
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felizusnavidad · 3 months
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fav lyrics from 96,000?
i was literally just talking about this, are you stalking me anon? jk, ily hahaha let's go, this is one of my favourite songs by the way, so it's not gonna be easy but i'll try:
you better stop rapping, you're not ready, it's gonna get hot & heavy & you already sweaty/yo-yo-yo-yo/i'm sorry, is that an answer? shut up, go home & pull ya damn pants up! - seriously it never fails to make me laugh
it's silly when we get into these crazy hypotheticals, you really want some bread? then go ahead create a set of goals & cross them off the list as you persue 'em, & with those ninety-six i know precisely what i'm doing - aaaaaaand the entire usnavi verse here but once again, too lazy to type it all but you know what i mean
if i win the lottery, you'll never see me again/damn, we only joking, stay broke then! - I FUCKING LOVE IT
honorable mention 1: the entire sonny verse because it's just one big fucking slay
honorable mention 2: i never win shit - cause same, vanessa
bonus 1: reunion concert video once again because it's fucking awesome:
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bonus 2: this ham4ham video because i love this so much i can't stop watching it (look at lin getting ready for his part i swear to god he is too adorable):
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themagnusbane · 1 year
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GAP The Series Episode 12 Thoughts
Aaaaaand we have made it to the very last episode. And boy it has been quite the thrilling ride. Now, I give my final thoughts on the series as a whole, at the very end of this post, but for now, I am strapped in, eager to see what Idol Factory will be giving us for our series finale (thank the universe that the angst is ending this episode cuz I don't think I have the strength to watch my girls cry for more than 2 episodes. Nope. I am not God's strongest soldier. I'm a weak ass bitch, who hates PAIN!!!!!), and keeping my fingers crossed that they stick the landing!
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It probably says something horrible about me, but the glee I felt watching the previous episode snippet of Dishonourable Grandmother screaming for Sam as she walks away from her and her toxic mansion, is making me cackle so loud!!! Utterly satisfying!
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2. Urgh!!! The pain I feel at Sam crying at the loss of her grandmother and asking if Mon will love her forever, because now she's separated from the one family that has defined her, and I am in so much PAIN!!! Because this isn't fair! This isn't right! Dishonourable Grandmother's abuse has so sunk into Sam that now she's floundering and wondering if there can be her without her grandmother and it's just heartbreaking because that's the codependency that abusers strive for, and my poor baby Sam, you deserve the world. You deserve better than what you got. Family shouldn't do that to you, especially when it's the only family you thought you had left. THIS IS PAIN!!!!!
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3. My dearest Mon. YOU ARE AN ANGEL!!!! Look at Mon trying to comfort Sam, and telling her that she can have both: she can have the love of her life, and also have the love of her grandmother, and Mon is willing to help Sam fight to have both. And I'm crying because although Mon is that kind and loves Sam that much, that she realizes just how much Sam loves her grandmother, and separating form her would break her, the Dishonourable Grandmother, doesn't have that same insight, or just doesn't care. She is willing to break Sam, so she can get her own way, and Sam would be forced down the path she wants her to take, and that is just so painful to witness, because those you love shouldn't want to break you like that. But alas, abusers can do nothing but abuse the love and care you have previously extended to them. This is breaking my fucking heart, and I need to give Sam ALL the hugs!!!
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4. Wanna bet that the person calling is fucking Kirk?
5. Aaaaaaand I was right. URGH!!! This phone call is giving me the call of doom. Like the minute Mon picks up, it will be something guilt-tripping like Dishonourable grandmother is in the hospital, and she needs Sam to marry Kirk as the incentive for waking up from like a coma or something. Which if this is the path that they take with this phone call, I AM LOSING MY SHIT!!!!!
6. They really did. They really did "Your grandmother is in the hospital". How. Fucking. Original. And of course, all the work from the previous episode will go down the drain because even whilst in a coma, Dishonourable grandmother is still a MANIPULATIVE BITCH!
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7. Thank the heavens Nueng is here!!! Maybe she can speak some sense into her.
8. Aaaaand I spoke too soon. Sam honey. It's not about winning or losing. It's about your grandmother's abuse and you breaking away from that. Because what I foresee is a lifetime of her being able to use her frailties as yet another weapon in the arsenal of her abuse, and my heart is breaking for Sam because her grandmother is so clearly succeeding. AND URGH!!!!!!
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9. But she's right though to call out Neung though. They are both being sucked into Dishonourable grandmother's wishes. The difference is that her sister at least knows this and resents it. Whilst Sam is resigned to this. Which, once again... FUCK!!!! But she is right in telling Sam to break up with Mon though. Let baby girl Mon go. Keeping her on a leash after she's decided to follow Dishonourable Grandmother's wishes is unfair. And now we will probably have them separated from each other until like the last 10mins of the show. Which... URGH!!!!!!!
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10. Yuki is such a good friend. My queen!!!
11. Mon saying that she should have known that their relationship wouldn't last, and that of course Sam would pick her grandmother... MY HEART!!! This show is so determined to crush my heart into tiny smithereens. I'm dead inside.
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12. The fact that Tee and Jim rushed over immediately to be with Mon is making me cry even harder. I just love the way this show has depicted the relationships between these group of women. Sure they are Sam's besties, but they have also adopted Mon into their group, and now that their bestie has been forced to break Mon's heart, they are there to offer Mon emotional support, and even Kade is desperate to come over, even though she's on set. They really are the ideal! And now I'm crying all over again!!
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13. Me too Jim!! I really hate it when people leave things unresolved. It's something that is making me really resentful in this episode. Sam's been told to break up with Mon. Choosing to instead ignore her calls and refuse to speak with her, is very frustrating. It's this whole leaving her plunging at a precipice, and the only person it serves is Sam, who's chosen her grandmother, and by extension has stuck her head in the sand. Mon isn't getting the closure to move on, and although I know why Sam is doing that, it still reads as selfish because Mon deserves to have that thread snapped off, rather than it being pulled taunt, keeping them still connected because Sam isn't brave enough to make that choice. But I guess that is something that Sam's been battling with this entire series: her bravery. And this yo-yoing is driving me nuts!
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14. Hold up. So it's not ONLY Mon that she's ignoring? She's gone radio silent on everyone??? Fuuuuuuuuuck. Sam baby girl. You can tell that she's distraught. And now she's cut off all contact. And the only people she's with is Dishonourable Grandmother, and Kirk the trash heap. Urgh!!!
15. I repeat. Sam's friends are the best!!! The fact that they're the ones forcing this. To give Mon the chance to move on. But are also willing to provide her the support, if she does want to walk away without having this final conversation with Sam? Best. Friends! For real! No show's doing female friendships like these! I love these women!!!
16. Gghjghjghjghjghjg. OMG!!! OMG!!! OMFGGGGGGG!!! Yuki just called Tee BABY!!! Yes!!! I HAVE ASCENDED!!!! GAY JESUS THANK YOU!!! LESBIAN JESUS WE ARE GRATEFUL FOR THIS MORSEL!!!
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17. Hold up! HOLD THE FUCK UP! They are married??? She is marrying Kirk for real???? And It's not until her wedding day that Mon gets this closure??? Not from Sam, but through their mutual friends? What in the??? SAM WHAT ARE YOU DOING??? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?? WHAT IN THE FUCKK IS THIS??? WHO WROTE THIS?? WHO THOUGHT THIS WAS IN ANYWAY OKAY???????
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18. You know what? At this point I'm just exhausted. And done. This conversation... That Sam is having THIS conversation, whilst IN her wedding dress, ON her wedding day, and from what Mon has said, has ignored all of Mon's messages to her, until this very moment??? Mon is a much better, kinder and more forgiving person than I am. Because I would be screaming right now. And now in a good, sexy way. Mon sweetheart. You deserved so much better than this!!
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19. Sam, Dishonorable grandmother falling ill IS NOT YOUR FAULT!!! Her body's the one that is LITERALLY failing her. It's got NOTHING to do with you. I swear, if at some point, this show doesn't address this huge ass fallacy, taken straight from an abuser's handbook, I. AM. GOING. TO. RIOT!!!
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20. Wait. I'm confused. So were those pre-wedding pictures that they were taking? What is with this editing???
21. Yes Mon! That's good news!! Travel to England. Move on. Find a new great love. Leave everything behind. I am not the one dealing with all of things, but I'M EXHAUSTED!!! I can't even begin to imagine how Mon feels.
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22. You go Mon beloved!! Get that post-heartbreak haircut!! Plus, it just makes Becky's face look even more angelic and beautification!! Absolutely stunning.
23. The audacity of dishonorable grandmother to say she would do anything to make Sam happy, whilst literally listening to Sam cry her eyes out because she's being forced into a marriage she doesn't want, to make her dishonorable ass happy? I AM LIVID!!!
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24. Awwww. Her coworkers cheering her on, is making me so sad. So many people love Mon, and are so sad to see her go. And you know what? Valid. I love Mon too, and if I was in this universe, I would be spitting mad that because of dishonorable grandmother's comfort and wishes, Mon wouldn't be in anyone's lives in Thailand anymore. I repeat, this IS ASS!!!!!!
25. I know the show is expecting me to be ecstatic about DIshonourable grandmother and Kirk having a change of heart, but you know what? Fuck that. This is too sudden. We have been given NO hints that this woman and Kirk and the trash heap have been reconsidering the vileness that is this goal of theirs. To have it suddenly pop up feels unearned. Like the story needs to wrap up quickly so boom! We will have her grandmother change her mind. And honestly, I am over it. We still haven't tackled the abuse. It goes beyond just you being selfish Dishonorable grandmother. And the fact that we can see traces of you making it about you, and not the pain that Sam is going through??
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26. I know that this show wants us cheering Sam rushing to make it to Mon to tell her that she's now gotten permission from Dishonourable grandmother and they can now be together. But you know what? Fuck that. I sincerely hope that by the time she gets to Mon's house, her parents tell her that she's already left for the airport. And that when Sam calls Jim to ask where they are, they tell her that Mon's plane has already left. They need to make her work to earn my girl, Mon back. I am vindictive enough to want that. Mon deserves that. After all the bullshit Sam and her family have put her through. But knowing this show, we are probably not going to get that.
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27. I swear, the only reason why the premise of this show is able to work is because Mon is a Mary Sue character. That quick easy forgiveness and hug that she's given Sam right now? If it were me, I am first screaming at her for almost killing everyone in the car, especially Jim who is HEAVILY pregnant. Then telling her that nope. I'm going back to England. Cuz fuck EVERYTHING!!!! But alas. Mon is a much better, kinder, and sweeter person than me. So here we are.
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28. Now that I've resigned myself to the fact that we are getting this rushed resolution and reunion, I will like to admit that this scene of their confession and reunion is soooo cute!!! ALL THAT COLOUR!!!!! It's sooooo pretty!!
29. OMG!!! It's Saint. My pretty pretty boy!!!!
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30. Sam being all "I shall shout to the world that MON IS MINE!!!!!" is giving me life!!! Yes! That's a good start to making it up to us and Mon. Make that love visible!! Shout it from the rooftops!!
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31. Now I know the reason why they've brought Saint, is to show Dishonourable grandmother that there are other royal people like her, who aren't homophobic, and his words have got her thinking outside the box... But I really don't like her as a person, and I'm miffed that every time I smile at Saint's pretty face, she shows up!
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32. WE ARE GETTING A WEDDING!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! This is sooo awesome!! And the colour of choice is Mon's pink hues??? Be still my heart!!!
33. Hold up a second. Is that Chin? Are he and Yha together??? I thought he was married??? Is he now divorced and with Yha??? I AM CONFUSED!!!!
34. I'm still wary of everything grandmother says. But I get it that this show is trying extra hard to remake our opinion of her, and even pulling in Nueng to do so. I don't buy it one bit. But I'm here for my girls being married, so I guess, I'll just have to live with that.
35. THEIR WEDDING DRESSES!!! I AM DEAD!!!! They both look so radiant. My babies. My hearts. MY LOVES!!! GAH!!!!!!!!
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36. Their vows!! OMG!!! This is so beautiful. It's everything I've ever wanted. My heart!!!!
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37. Hehehehe. I was hoping that either Yuki or Kade would catch the Bouquet. But having it be Kade and Kirk? Not bad. Not bad at all! Hehehehehe.
38. Awwwwww. That was beautiful. Her loving pink now because of Mon? My babies ARE married!!!!!
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Aaaaaand we made it!!! This entire show was a rollercoaster. Am I still slightly miffed that we never actually tackled how abusive Sam's grandmother was? Yes. But am I surprised that the show didn't? Nope. I don't think it's a discourse that society is ready for. We are always so quick to sweep over the "sins" of our elders as long as they are moderately acceptive of our queerness, and I guess I am not surprised that Gap maintained that.
What I am happy about though is that we got a full-length GL series, that centered women and our queerness and also our community. Not only was it Sam and Mon's incredible love story, but we also saw two other sapphic romances. We also saw friendships amongst women. The type where they show up for one another, and also accept their friend's lover into their circle and become her friend in turn. It was beautiful and amazing and I hope we get more of stories like that.
And can I also say, I'm really appreciative that they didn't make any of the women catty? Like I thought for a second that they were going to make Nita this femme fatale. Especially with her noticing Sam and Mon's couple bracelets. But that didn't show up, and I love that!
GAP the series made my Saturdays enjoyable and I am definitely going to come back and rewatch it over and over again.
Thank you to everyone who came on this ride with me. If you want me to share my thoughts on other series like I have done for Gap, please come into my ask box, and drop your recs. Just make sure that they are gay and interesting and I will definitely get around to checking them out.
Until next time...
See ya!
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sergeantsporks · 2 years
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Writing request: Hunter does get taken during clouds on the horizon.
Warning for Child Abuse
Oh, Titan. No, no, no, no, nonononononono—
Remember the breathing, just…
Hunter sucked in a deep breath, counting on his fingers. One, two, three, four, three, two, one.
And it worked.
For approximately .1 seconds until he remembered where he was and where he was going and who was waiting for him and what he’d do to him and—
Hunter tucked his head between his knees.
What would Luz do?
Befriending the enemy isn’t exactly an option here.
What would Willow do?
Growing giant vines to rip his enemies to shreds wasn’t really an option, either. Hunter wrapped shaking hands around Flapjack.
“The moment the shield goes down, we get out,” he murmured, “We teleport as far away as we can as fast as we can.”
The palisman chirped in agreement, shifting into its staff form in preparation as the Abomaton’s stomping walk came to a halt.
Deep breath in. Deep breath out. Aaaaaaand…
The shield released, and Hunter was gone in a blur of gold.
Only to be plucked out of the air by a hand that was mostly slime.
“Don’t you run from me again, Hunter.”
The hand flung him down to the ground so hard the recoil threw him back into the air, his back arching as the breath left his lungs and the staff clattered from his hand. Hunter gasped for air, his fingers twitching weakly. An ache spread along his back and the back of his head, burning like one of Luz’s fire glyphs, and his head felt fuzzy.
Can’t breathe
Can’t breathe, can’t breathe, oh titan I can’t breathe—
Red magic pulled him into an upright position, and more brought his staff up. Belos’ eyes widened, and suddenly, he was right in Hunter’s face, clutching a struggling Flapjack in his hands.
“Where did you get this?!” he snarled, his breath somehow cold on Hunter’s face, filled with the smell of decay.
Hunter choked, still struggling to pull air into his bruised lungs. Belos shook him. “WHERE?!”
“It f-found m…” he managed, then stopped, panting.
“Found you. Of course it did, Caleb, you made it, didn’t you, of course it came back.”
Luz would keep him talking.
If he’s talking, then I live.
“Who’s… Ca…” Pant for air (it was getting easier now, it still hurt, but he was able to get the air in) “Caleb…”
“You were supposed to be him,” Belos murmured, pacing, Flapjack still clutched too tightly in his hands, “You were supposed to…” He shook his head. “No, no. This changes nothing, if anything, it seals your betrayal. A palisman, Hunter?”
“You… use them too…”
That was the wrong thing to say (or maybe the right, raging at him was better than the final moment where he’d just kill Hunter, right? If he could keep him preaching, keep him ranting, then…)
Belos tossed him to the side again, and Hunter was sent skidding across the floor. “I destroy them,” he hissed, squeezing Flapjack even tighter, “Vile creatures, evil creatures—”
Flapjack chirped in pain, and Hunter managed to roll over and start to push himself back up. “Don’t hurt it! Please!”
His patch flared up, and Hunter collapsed again, clutching his wrist to his chest. “P-please,” he whispered, “I’ll be Caleb… just don’t hurt…”
And there Belos was again, clutching Hunter’s jaw in his hand, squeezing tight, tightly enough that Hunter heard a crack, and starbursts of bright pain spread out from his jaw. He screamed as Belos snorted.
“You? Be him? Don’t make me laugh, you’ve already failed, and you’ll do it again. As if I’d be such a fool as to let you betray me again.”
Belos pulled him out into the hallway, dangling him over the edge of a pit. “Goodbye, Hunt—”
He was interrupted by a set of vines that slammed into his arm, tangling around Hunter and yanking him away. Willow’s eyes glowed a fierce green, but the vines put him down gently, and Gus caught him.
“Hunter? Hunter!”
His voice sounded tinny and far off, and his face kept flickering in and out of Hunter’s vision. He grasped weakly for his friend’s face, determined not to let him disappear. Gus grabbed his hand, giving it a squeeze, then looped his arms under Hunter’s, pulling him into an alcove next to King.
“I want to… help,” King was saying dazedly.
“Hunter’s hurt, and his palisman’s in rough shape, too—can you protect them?”
“Yeah…”
“Okay, good.”
Hunter grabbed for Gus as he ran, but then he was gone. And then with a bump and a shake, King was gone, too., and it was just Hunter and Flapjack, too tired and achy to move. The draining spell crept further up Hunter’s body, and his heart started to pound harder in his chest.
Breathe…
They came for you…
They’ll come again…
One, two, three, four, three, two, one…
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I don’t know what to do about things with my boyfriend. I know he has a good heart and I know he’s sweet, but I haven’t seen him much lately and during that time I haven’t missed him or wished he was here… I just don’t know how I got to this point of not wanting him around. Well I do know- it’s his constant incompetence and disrespect for my space- but you know what I mean. Like, when we started dating I thought, “FINALLY! this is the guy for me”aaaaaaand nope. I think I was wrong. He got a new car lately and he’s been obsessed with like keeping it perfectly clean and tidy, which is normal, but it’s driving me nuts. Bc when I tell him I wanna keep my home clean and tidy and that he needs to do (or not do) certain things when he’s here, he can’t be bothered to remember. But when it’s about his car??? Oh he remembers. He takes such good care of his car, and I’m just like ummm hello? Also he’s been sick for like a week bc one of the guys who works for him came into work sick. And he was like “I just know Alec got me sick- I bet he didn’t wipe anything down like I asked him to”. HMMM YEAH, isn’t it SO annoying when you ask someone to clean up after themselves and they don’t listen?? Can’t imagine what that’s like!!! He said that the stuff he tells Alec “goes in one ear and out the other” (sounds VERY familiar) and that he will cut him slack this once but “never again”. And I’m just like 🤨 Cause I’ve been trying so hard for MONTHS to just get him to clean up after himself / respect my home when he’s here. To not leave all my throw pillows on the floor. To not leave dirty dishes on the counter or in the sink. To not wipe up messes on my wood table with just a dry paper towel. To not leave hair everywhere when he shaves. To not lay on my freshly made bed. To not leave his shoes in the middle of the walkway. To not leave food in my sink. To not leave crumbs everywhere. To not rest his foot on my laptop. To not let his alarm go off for an hour when I’m trying to sleep. To not leave body wash / shampoo all over my shower when he’s done.
But it’s always something new. If he doesn’t do one of the aforementioned things, he does something else. And I just don’t get it.
The other day he said he’d bring me dinner while I study. Nice, right? He said he was gonna get us Chinese food. I said okay, just get me some white meat chicken (I’m super weird about dark meat / meat in general, and he knows this). He shows up and says “they didn’t have white meat, so I got you dark”. 😒 on my first bite I got a mouth full of cartilage and nearly gagged. Safe to say, I didn’t eat much and was hungry very soon after.
It’s just like, he has no attention to detail unless it’s about his car. He always forgets things we have planned. And I think he buys me gifts as a way to soften the blow of all the other shit. And I don’t know what to do.
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rainbow-pop-arts · 10 months
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HOUUUUUUGH, time for part 2 of my Trigun Maximum vol 2 thoughts for @trigunbookclub !!
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Some thoughts on TriMax chap 10-11 under the cut!
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You…you did what??? Damn, what happened to you that you would go THAT far to give away your humanity??
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BRO CAN’T ADMIT DEFEAT, HOLY SHI- I mean, HOLY CRAP!
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Aaaaaaand Wolfwood shot him…
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Vash hit Wolfwood!
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Wolfwood hit Vash back!
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Oh no, Vash and Wolfwood are fighting!! (;° ロ°)
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I showed this to my friend who watched Banana Fish because this somehow reminded me of that scene where Ash didn’t hesitate to shoot himself for Eiji’s safety (My friend even said VashWood is like AshEiji, I guess it kinda is in a way)
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(Anya from Spy x Family) I wanna analyze stuff like this like others in the book club but I can’t analyze for crap but I’ll try. Uhm, let’s see here…Wolfwood was mad that Vash wouldn’t even a kill anyone even if they wanna kill him, so I think Wolfwood was a bit jealous or worried? Like Wolfwood has killed a lot that he sees himself as the devil unlike Vash? Did I analyzed right?
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THE GIRLS ARE BACK!! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
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Y’all….a POC character who wasn’t drawn stereotypically??? (◎O◎)
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Anyways, a small ship crashed nearby and there’s a girl who said Vash’s name
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Aw, Wolfwood with kids and y’all….that smile (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)
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Wolfwood goes YEET
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Vash ABSOLUTELY can not drive
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So because of Vash’s INABILITY to drive, he got injured. But luckily, Wolfwood found help
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Man, Wolfwood is so complicated ╮(╯∀╰)╭ (so are the other characters, dumbass)
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Oh my, Vash doesn’t look so hot
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Anyways, Vash’s helping to save this guy’s parents even when he’s in a condition to not do so (such determination, Rem would be proud! (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ))
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It was at this moment that Vash knew, he screwed up
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B O O M
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Welp, all’s well that ends we-
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Oh you gotta be kidding me
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NEVERMIND, HERE’S WOLFWOOD WITH HIS BADASSERY! (ᗒᗨᗕ)
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Wow, Wolfwood cares for Vash lots! ٩(^▽^)۶
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Well….that’s the end of that chapter
That’s all for part 2! ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧˚
Bonus: I was looking at the Trigun Book Club schedule again and noticed it would run until September, I'll already be in 11th grade by then.
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(GIF from Oshi no Ko) And on top of that I'll lose most of my free time on Saturdays cuz I have a math tutor in the morning and I'll be joining an art cram school on August that'll be in the afternoon until evening. I'll also have one grade left before college. I'll just imagine Vash, Wolfwood, Meryl and Milly (probably Roberto and Knives too) cheering me on...
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lampmanliveblogs · 7 months
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While the rest of the Hexside students distract Kikimora, our heroes have just enough time to draw up the complicated teleportation circle… with a bit of help from Luz’ palisman, who has yet to take on its true final form.
Kikimora is able to shake off the attacking kids long enough to take one last shot, just as Luz activates the teleportation array and and a brilliant flash of light, their whisked away from danger and into the vast cranium of the Titan.
There they stand now, under The Collector’s Archive House, so close, yet so far away. For I fear that the hardest part is yet to come…
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Listen, I don’t know anything about Star Trek, but I do know that ”Beam us up Scotty” is a Star Trek reference. So yeah, shoutout to that, as well as Camila coming out as a fellow Cosmic Frontier fan, which also doubles as a light-hearted reference to the fact that Hunter, like O’Bailey, is a clone.
And let’s not forget Amity and Willow being best friends again, that’s super precious too. You love to see it.
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Alright, first things first, I love the guesses the squad had.
Camila guessed a dragon, because dragons are THE fantasy creature, and she knows how much Luz loves her fantasy books.
Hunter guesses a bird, not just because of Flapjack, but because Eda (and the rest of the Clawthorne family) has a bird palisman.
Amity guesses an otter, which is a callback to Enchanting Grom Fright, when Luz wondered if she should go to Grom dressed as an otter… with a dark side!
Willow guesses a bat because…. because… um… Bat-Queen? Maybe? They did have that excursion in the Bat-Queen’s forest back in Escape of the Palisman.
And finally, Gus throws out snake. And I’m going to be honest with you guys, I might’ve maybe had a few hints at what Luz’ palisman was gonna be. Enough to figure out it was a snake, or more accurately, snake-related.
As far as in-show foreshadowing goes… at the top of my head, last episode we had a bunch of snake imagery around Luz. We had her finding the ”snake pajamas” in Camila’s nightmare/flashback, we had Luz wearing that shirt with a staff and a snake on it, and I think she might’ve had a drawing of a snake in her notebook? As far back as episode one of season one, Luz was playing with snakes and I think Camila might’ve even said something about Luz making some friends that weren’t reptiles. That’s not even to mention the fact that Luz’ newly adopted sister is a snake.
So yeah, there’s been plenty of snakes around Luz. But of course, this isn’t just any old snake, it’s a…
A SNAKESHIFTER. You guys know I love a good pun. And just like Vee, this little cutie is a shapeshifter. Which is so perfect for Luz, the child of two worlds, a chaotic being, always on the move.
Her name is Stringbean! Now, David ”Stringbean” Akeman was an American singer-songwriter, musician, comedian, and semi-professional baseball player. String bean is also one alternate name for green beans. You can also call them haricot verts, if you wanna charge extra.
So yeah, I gotta agree with Luz here: she’s perfect! She is Luz' own infinite potential given physical form.
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Now that things have calmed down just a little, Willow takes the opportunity to thank Hunter for his words before, he really helped her, and he means a lot to her too. and then they blush and almost hold hands and it’s so cute.
In fact, it’s almost a little too cute, I’m starting to get nervous here. Because surely, they’re gonna end the episode on a cliffhanger, and there’s only just over a minute left of the episode…
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But before that, I’m gonna get what might very well be the last cute screenshot of this episode.
Look at the babies! Look at them!
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Aaaaaaand there we have it. Good vibes ended. The camera pans upward to The Collector overlooking our heroes, with Raine still possessed by Philip looming behind them, ready to whisper yet more poisonous words into the ear of the Lord of the Fireflies.
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”I think I wanna play a new game.”
And with a snap of their fingers, The Collector ends the episode right then and there as everything goes black.
Treat me like I'm evil Freeze me till I'm cold Beat me till I'm feeble Grab me till I'm old
Fry me till I'm tired Push me till I fall Treat me like a criminal Just a shadow on the wall!
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tarisilmarwen · 9 months
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Rebels Rewatch: "Rebel Assault"
Everything goes so very, very wrong.
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Hoo BOY this opening slow pan across the Empire's current gathered forces above Lothal is ah... Very Concerning.
Were there this many ships in the finale? Did Thrawn call for reinforcements just for this one event?
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This was an amazing shot in the trailer but once you put it up against that opening pan...
Yeah this attack was doomed.
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Mart! Hi! It's so good to see you! Sad that Gooti and Jonner couldn't be here but hey. At least you have a couple redshirts flying with you.
Imperial March briefly excepts into the organs that signify that Thrawn's onscreen. Both he and Hera have identified the fuel depot as the primary target, being both the softest and least defended, and also the most important. No fuel, no production line, no output. This is basic War 101.
"24 ships, Grand Admiral." (squints, checks back in the caps) That is not 24 ships, guys. C'mon, nerds will be checking this.
And now the Empire gets to indulge in its favorite strategy:
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Spam TIE Fighters at problem until it goes away. Lol.
No seriously this is going to bug me now, were there that many ships in orbit above Lothal for the finale?! Weeeeeeew lordy, Ezra might have the highest kill count of anyone on the show if that's the case.
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Really liking the deep dusk lightning here on the ground with the others. It's very soft.
Aaaaaaand Duke is clearly just Freddie Prince Junior enjoying his Western Drawl voice again lol.
Ohhhhhhh I know I've heard this cue, they used this before in.... ghfkhfhj I can't remember! I think it was another spacebattle? Maybe?
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Zeb still antagonizing Ezra like a bullish older brother lol.
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Jeez is that pollution or lingering dusk? Hellish red.
The Main Theme kicking in as Hera attempts her heroic X-wing move here.
Thrawn. Thrawn, pal. Buddy. Compadre. That is an ace, you do not just let him get himself stupidly killed. You know full well what Hera is about to do, explain it to Skerris and then he might listen to you. Giving a cursory, "Hey you better obey me." does not suffice, as you well know from Konstantine's defiance back in "Zero Hour".
Maybe if your people skills were better, you wouldn't have people so eager to thumb their nose in your face.
Oh! Ohhhhhhhhhhh! Oh you absolute whore, Skerris didn't even need to die, you could literally have just not had your batteries fire! Oh my gosh this is his exact attitude in the finale. "Gee it's too bad about that guy, anyway shoot to kill." SKERRIS COULD STILL HAVE HAD INTACT SHIELDS WHEN HERA MADE HER SURPRISE ATTACK IF YOU HAD JUST NOT FIRED AT BOTH OF THEM, THAT WAS AAAAAAALLLL YOU, THRAWN, YOU ASS.
"How unfortunate." my foot.
Yeah, uh... X-wings can't actually fire like this with the S-foils closed. It's a known technical lore detail. Yeah the husband was pretty pissy about this one. I mean good for Hera but they should have really let her foils open.
Right so that means that this extra collision here is Thrawn's fault because he let Skerris die to prove a point. Stop doing that, you're gonna lose all your troops!
You know what I think Thrawn absolutely wanted to get to spring his second wave of TIEs on the attack squad and that's why he aggravated Skerris's blunder. He does seem to have a penchant for theatricality.
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Again, very on-point lighting.
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:(((((((
The defeat is almost muted in tone. We get only a suggestion of the massacre of the attack force, see them as nothing but streaks of flaming, falling comets of light. There's utter silence at first, and then strings ramping up as the horror descends, along with the ships.
All that effort and heroism, fizzled into nothing. With barely any effort on Thrawn's part.
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The worry in Kanan's voice as he tries to call Hera. :(((((((
Ryder's resigned defeat, contrasted against Ezra's cautious optimism.
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It's not often that it's Ezra comforting Kanan, but it works to pull Kanan out of his head enough to vacate the area with the others.
Ooooh the camerawork in that shot! And the sound design of Chopper's electronic panicked scream!
Seeing Hera hurt is always awful. Fortunately a gaggle of civilians are around to help.
The score flaring up in mournful cello notes as Kanan lets his fear and worry take over, which makes him halt and turn full tilt around to go back.
Ezra lets him go, even though he has to know what a bad idea it is. Better to let him try, I guess, and I know Ezra relates.
Still can't get over how hellish red Capital City looks at night.
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Pryce is still Not Fond of Rukh lol.
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RIP R3-A3. :(((((((
He died protecting Mart too.
Good on Mart, by the way, for being useful in this ambush, immediately grabs a blaster and shoulder-checks one Trooper and shoots another, I love him.
Zachary Gordon's voicing Mart a bit deeper this episode, apparently we hit puberty lol. (Mart, I mean. Zachary was 20 when this aired.)
Hhhnhnhnhhghfhh what was that noise, Rukh, jeez!
His theme coming in as he finds Mart and Hera and Chopper, heralded by that deep woodwind note.
Hera's not a slouch in the combat department, but Ruhk is very quickly on the offensive again, takes Chopper zapping the crap out of him for him to break off.
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The white Loth-wolf meanwhile, is once again just kind of being ~mysterious~ and doing its thing. I have no idea why turning off all the other streetlights were necessary, it's not like Kanan can see it.
Kanan sounding very frustrated. I'm actually reminded of Ezra's behavior in the early part of "Legacy", impatient, impulsive, snapping randomly at the easiest target.
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The Loth-wolf does not take kindly to it. But this gets Kanan to calm down again and clear his head.
Some excellent teamwork here between Hera, Chopper, and Mart.
"I'll catch up!" CURSED WORDS, HERA. CURSED WORDS.
The "Shenanigans" cue once again being put through an action wringer, notes staggered, off beat.
THE WAY THIS PARALLELS "CALL TO ACTION" WITH HERA SHOOTING OUT THE DOOR CONTROLS TO SEAL THINGS BEHIND CHOPPER AFTER ORDERING BOTH HIM AND MART TO GO.
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Kanan being remarkably chill about all of this after his pep talk with the wolves.
And the wolves leitmotif to close us out, replacing over the ending credits.
Boy this episode is a downer. The attack we've hinged all our hopes on since Season Two fails, Hera is captured, and Lothal seems utterly lost. Now imagine having to wait about oh... six months to see the resolution. Yeah that was fun.
The animation and camerawork is wonderful this episode though, music appropriately somber, and the dark parallels to Season One's finale would continue, to a horribly subversive end. This is all serious from here on out. We have to face the darkest night before we can push through to the dawn.
See y'all next episode. It's uh... gonna be a thing.
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i had this prompt idea that gives me butterflies everytime i think about it!
Peter 2 tickling peter 1 and peter 1 and doing really good at not laughing! BUT....He really wants to make him laugh so he calls in Peter 3 because he knows peter 3 can be ruthless sometimes going for people's worst spots, etc. So i see peter 2 being like "okay...i guess i have to call him...Ohh peter 3"! And Peter 1 going completely bug eyes bc he knows he's gonna lose!
Ler!Peter3 lee!peter1
(The part where Peter 2 says he would have to call Three gave me an idea for a twist in the fic 😁 I hope you enjoy Anon! ❤️)
"Okay . . . I guess I have to call him . . . Ohh Peter 3!"
The youngest's eyes widened comically as Peter 2 held up his phone.
Soon, Three's voice filled the room. "Hey guys!"
"Hey Three!"
One squirmed. "Don't listen to him Three!"
"Whahat's going on?"
Two started skittering his fingers across One's tummy and sides. "Wehell, Ihi have a stubborn lihittle ohone here that I need to help laugh. Ahany chahance you can come ohover and lend a hand?"
"Aww! I would love too Two!" Some papers shuffled around on Three's end. "Buhut I'm at work right now."
Two's fingers paused. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't realize you had to work today."
"It's okay, I'm on break right now. Plus, I'd likd to hear thohose gigglehels. I could really uhuse aha pick me up."
"Three!"
"Ihi would help you out, buhut I can't get him to laugh." Peter 2 added.
"Aww, come on Bug. Dohon't hog all thehe giggles."
The youngest blushed and stubbornly shook his head.
"Please?" Two asked and tried to make puppy eyes at the youngest Peter.
One shook his head again and a small smile crept across his face.
The oldest playfully sighed. "No luck Three."
"Hmm . . . We might have to work together on this one Two."
"Really?"
"Yeah! Put me on speaker and set the phone near One's ear."
Two did just what Three asked.
"Petey? Can you hear me?"
The youngest Peter glanced at the phone. ". . . Yes?"
"Perfect!" From Three's side of the phone came the sound of shuffling before a door closed. "Alright Two, work that wiggling finger magic!"
A grin spread across Two's face as he did so. "Ahalright."
Three cleared his throat. "Daww, whose a tickwish wittwe cuwtie? Youw awre! Yes youw awre!"
The blush on One's face darkened. "Hey!"
The next instant, two sets of fingers began crawling across the youngest's ribs.
"Ahh! T-two!"
Three chuckled. "That was cwose! Wittwe baby Buwg is being stubbown."
Two's phone vibrated. From One's perspective, he couldn't see the text. However, Peter 2 quickly read it.
The oldest's Peter grinned. "Oo."
"W-what's with th-that face?"
Peter 2 rested his fingers on One's stomach. "Go ahead Three."
Three started singing at the same Two's fingers started tapping his tummy. "Pat-a-cake, pat-a-cake, baker's man! Bake me a cake as fast as you can!"
"No!"
Two's fingers ran up and down One's tummy while Three sang, "Roooooll it."
"Two!"
The fingers tapped One's tummy and the voice sang, "Paaaat it."
"Three!"
One finger drew a B. "And mark it with a B."
"Oh no!"
Two leaned forward and blew a raspberry into One's tummy. "Add a raspberry."
"Eep!"
Two lifted his finger and slowly wiggled his finger down while Three's voice replied. "Aaaaaaand . . ."
"W-wait!"
Two wiggled his finger into One's belly button and Three sang in a silly high pitched voice. "Put it in the oven for baby, Peter 2, and me!"
Peter 1 was a blushing, wiggling mess, but he had yet to let out a proper giggle.
"Wohow! Someone is being really stubborn."
A squeaky sound came from Peter 3's side, as if he was leaning back in a chair. "Oo, a challenge hmm? Mahahaybe he needs some 'pit' persuasion Two."
One's eyes bugged as Two quickly wrestled his arm above his head. "Waaahahay ahead of you Three."
"T-two! D-don't w-work with h-him!"
Two dangled his fingers over One's armpit. "Gehetting pretty hard toho hold those giggles back huh?"
One was already grinning and he was shaking from pent up giggles. "N-no!"
"Wehell see about thahat." The oldest Peter turned to the phone. "Whenever you're ready Three."
The squeaky sound returned. "You got those fingers wiggling?"
Two's fingers started moving. "Yep!"
"Okay! Lower 'em!"
The oldest Peter slowly lowered his fingers as Three started to sing again. "I'm a little giggle bug, giggle bug, giggle bug! I'm a little giggle bug, and I loooooove. . ."
Peter 1 squeaked.
"Go!"
Peter 2 attacked and One squealed.
"Giggles!" Three sang.
The youngest Peter broke into loud laughter and squirmed all over the place. "NAHAHA! NAHAHAT THEHEHRE!"
"Thehere we go!" Three teased. "Nohow was thahat soho hard?"
"GEHET OHOUT OHOF THEHERE!"
Two moved back down to Peter 1's sides. "Ahare yohou going to give uhus some giggles now?"
The youngest Peter giggled adorably as he squirmed in Two's hold. "Peheter!"
"Ahaww, wisten tow the cuwtness," Three cooed. "Thahat mahade my day."
"Shuhu--." One snorted. "-huhush!"
Two cooed and bent down to One's neck. "Wook at that wittwe face."
Peter 1's giggles became high pitched as Two attacked his face and neck with kisses. He had to pause to check his phone when it vibrated again.
"Whahat's uhup?" One asked.
Peter 2 wiggled some fingers into One's stomach. "Giggle fohor me?"
"Eep! Hehey!"
Peter 2 snapped a picture. "Thank you."
Peter 1 scowled at the oldest. "Why'd yohou do thahat?"
The oldest Peter typed something on his phone. "Becahause."
"Aww, thank you Two," Three cooed from the other end of the phone. "Thahat's myhy new home screen."
Peter 1 whined.
"Ahaw, sohomeone's cranky," Two teased.
"Maybe becahause you stopped?" Peter 3 asked.
Two set his phone aside. "Guehess Ihi better give him some more."
The youngest Peter squeaked and his giggles picked back up again as Two restarted his kiss attack on his neck.
"Aww, wittwe bwushy Bambino," Two cooed.
"Muhusic to my---."
Three suddenly went quiet.
Peter 2 paused his tickles. "Three?"
"Hold on a second Pete. Hey, what's up? . . . Okay, I'll be right there!"
"Everything okay." Two asked again.
"Yeah, everything's okay. I gotta head back to work now though."
"Awww, so soon?"
"Unfortunately."
"Ahalright." Peter 2 held up his phone. "Say bye Peanut?"
"Byhye Three," One called out.
"Bye Bug. Are you going to be okay? We didn't go to far?"
"Noho . . . Ihit wahas fun."
Both older brothers cooed.
"Enohough with the cohooing! Ihi'm not that cute!"
"Wehe beg to differ Pete, but wehell have to discuss that later. For now, you need a nap and I need to go back to work. See ya tonight guys!"
"Bye Three!"
As soon as Three hung up, Peter 2 hopped off the youngest and grabbed a nearby blanket. "Ahalright Peanut, nap time."
"But Ihim not tired!"
One yawned immediately after his statement.
Two chuckled and crawled on to the bed next to the youngest. "Come on, we'll watch a movie until you finally fall asleep."
Peter 1 cuddled closer to his older brother. "Okahay."
Peter 2 stroked One's hair. "What do you want to watch Peanut?"
"Mmm."
"Star Wars it is."
Peter 2 started the movie. However, even with the promise of his favorite movie, Peter 1 didn't last past the opening credits.
And Peter 2 may have snapped a quick picture to send to Peter 3.
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I have an idea for a convo for a book I'm only dreamwriting its just stuck in my head so ima just make it here enjoy (doubt you will)
"Welcome back, my dearest. How was your first death?"
"Thank you, I feel grea- wait... First?"
"Amazing. You are amazing. Finally, eons, eons, eons have gone past AND YOU'RE HERE WITH ALL OF US ONCE MORE. Death does feel like sleep, doesn't it? One moment you're old and frail and the other you've been restored as young, but still frail."
"Still hating on humanity clinging on their flesh? I enjoy mine and enjoyed your touch as well. Hopefully we can continue it."
"Of course, you, mortals, are fragile beings. The only reason why I cast it aside was because how easily it can be destroyed. Then again it can be easily recreated. Aaaaaaand, uhm..."
"'Uhm' what?"
"Ah, I have no skin, well, not one that can feel your perfection, your greatness, your warmth. I'm no longer a human. That's been happening during your little absence."
"That is a bit of a shame. But you are still you. You'll always be you. Your knowledge, ambitions, desire to help humanity improve. Your obsession with humanity's 'stagnancy', whatever that word means."
"I'm... still me?? You can't feel any humanity in me. What you believed was your loved one is now countless creations of the same entity made of metal... I'm not human, you are human. Yet I'm not as perfect as you. Also stagnancy means inactivity, standing still or, here, lack of improvement of humanity."
"These bodies aren't us. They simply exist to hold our mind and soul in one place. We can choose how to use these bodies to express ourselves and do what our hearts need. And why are you still going on how I'm 'perfect'. You've been at it since we started being together and are still doing it?"
"YOU ARE PERFECT. YOU MAY BE BLIND TO IT, BUT YOU ARE. EVERYTHING YOU ARE IS GREATNESS. YOU HAVE EVERYTHING I TRIED TO ACCOMPLISH IN MYSELF AND IN HUMANITY. COUNTLESS GENERATIONS HAVE GONE IN VAIN TO RECREATE SOMEONE AS YOU, NEVER SUCCEEDED. YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR THIS WORLD. TOO GOOD FOR ME. I TRIED TO TAINT THAT PERFECTION, MY DEAR. MY HANDS ARE CORRUPTION, I AM NOTHING, BUT A DEMON, WHO SPOILS THE PERFECT AND I TRIED DOING IT WITH YOU. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, my dear..."
"I am not perfect. I have flaws. I'm but a human, you too, at your core, are human as well. Wake up from your delusions and be sensible about this. The way you see me is-"
"IT IS RIGHT. IF THIS IS A DELUSION, THEN SO BE IT. THE ONLY LIE I'LL LIVE, THE ONLY LIE I'LL TEACH MORTALS. MY EGO WILL NOT TOLERATE IF THE TRUTH IS YOU NOT BEING PERFECT. TOO MANY, FAR TOO MANY... Far, far, far too many lives I've toyed with to prove how great you are... I don't think, no, I can't take it if what they've been through was for nought."
"You've- you've toyed with people's lives? Dear, that is not how things should be. You've said you'll better humanity, yet that seems like cruelty."
"..."
"Dear. What else have you done?"
"Extinction events of everything, of humans... I did recreate them, all of them... That's good, right?"
"No, it'd be better if there was no extinction events. You do realise the harm you're doing?"
"Oh. Ah. Mmm. Yeah, I did. But it's for knowledge, everything is needed to be done multiple times to get better and clearer results."
"And for what? For what was such cruelty needed?"
"You... To make everything worthy of you." "Again with your fantasies of me. I'm not perfect. You have spent enough time with me to realise such a trivial thing."
"That is exactly the sort of reply I'd expect from you. Humble, generous and caring, but will stand your ground when needed. You would literally punch someone back into their senses."
"You're a lost cause, my love. You're a madman."
"Humanity does and did fear me. Yet you still loved me, You're too good for everything. Even me. I'm sorry, my dearest. You will, but you can't forgive me."
"As long as yo-"
"You become better and atone, everything will be just fine... And you doubt your perfection. You doubt my love for you."
"I love you as well, but you need to stop slaughtering people."
"And what gives you the right to order me, you mere mortal."
"I'm your only source of human joy."
"That.... I hate that. That is a good point. Fine. Haven't killed anyone in thirty millennia anyway."
"Can't believe how much of a pain you are sometimes." "Nyehehehehehe."
"Gremlin."
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