#Dread Wastes

[wowscenery]

#world of warcraft #wow scenery #dread wastes #pandaria

[stack-of-fjarnskaggl]

bugs don't handle the cold very well, and mantid are no different. but any winter chill can be endured by snuggling up and sharing body warmth with my sweetie @tinysentry <33333

another AMAZING piece of me and my bf's mantids drawn by @xalaeth!! :DD thank you so much again! <3

#Ri'vak #Irvak #boyfriends #EEEEEEEE #I LOVE THIS #<33 #my boy #best bug #gay mantids #cuddling #Dread Wastes #Winter Veil #gay #thing I commissioned #oc #mantid #klaxxi #warcraft #cute

[azerothtravel]

Don't Worry, I Had 400/400 Guns Back In The Day, Dread Wastes, September 15, 2020.

#wow #world of warcraft #dread wastes #battle for azeroth #gormorash

[insignificantfailure]

im so fucking useless

#all I do is consume without contributing anything to society #i feel so guilty for eating breathing taking up space buying things producing trash wasting people's time and energy #literally my existence has no meaning #why am i alive #literally w.o.r.t.h.l.e.s.s. #tw depressive #tw depressing thoughts #tw depression #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #im exhausted #i hate everything #i hate my self #more than anyone else #i dread having to exist #self h@te #i'm sad #mentally tired #vent #venting #personal

[loveofastarvingdog]

trying to find the metaphysical vegetable that may bring me less despair

#timothy's txts. #the food that is in my house is not nothing more than unfilling waste rn and it’s all i’ve eaten for ages #and i want something warm and homemade and filling #but i can’t go get anything because i don’t think this counts as essential during the strike #and everything is so heavy i wish i could be hugged by my mom #or eat her white chili or stromboli or my grandmother’s funeral potatoes #and it’s so hard to be hopeful when the bad thing you dread is actually happening #not pessimism not cynicism it’s just. reality. #but the past few days have felt like hell in my brain like i’m looking through the warping rubber wall of a fucking balloon #maybe it’s the preemptive grief #or maybe my body is finally giving in to the slick oil spill brain fog syrup that’s been swallowing me for the past three years #who can say !

[see-arcane]

Dracula, arriving in Whitby: Ah, yes. Now begins my reign of terror in a new land--

All of Whitby: Puppy! 😍 Oh, look at the big precious hero sea doggy! Come here, buddy! Who’s so cute? Who’s so cute!!?? You are! 🥰 Yes you are! Let us adopt you, sweetie! 💕❤💖

Dracula: ...

Dracula: Alright, I’m taking some maiden blood to go, then I’m out of here

Dracula, arriving in London: Finally. Alright, now to ready my dark and evil works, such that I may menace the whole of-- 

Renfield, scratching at his door: OMG, hi neighbor! 😊😊😊 Master!! 😍 My very dearest and bestest new obsession!!! 😁 Hail to you, big guy! 😚 I’ll scratch your supernatural back if you scratch mine, lol ;)))

Dracula: ...I left the only fun victim person in England back at the castle. God damn it.

#flash-forward several decades #Dracula: Oh hey they're making films about me and my evil? Let's take a look-- #Movie Draculas 1-100: 'All we want is chicks and/or Twu Luv to cure our cold old hearts :3c' #Dracula (actively burning down every theater he sees): I will find the man called Coppola and eat his heart. And then I will stake myself. #this monster man is already so tired #please spare some terror? some dread?? this poor evil asshole is wasting away for lack of proper terror in his presence #dracula #whitby #r.m. renfield #dracula daily

[babacontainsmultitudes]

80 or so years of life really ain't enough can I have an elf lifespan instead please? Or at least a dwarf's... I need at least a couple hundred years... Oh and a new spine every 5 or so years, if that's not too much to ask. 3. 3 years actually. Yeah, a new spine every 2 years, and a lifespan of 350-750 years, that's all I want really.

#SORRY this is such a random thing to be posting about and I guess it's a vent post haha #I suppose I've just been feeling a lot of... dread and fear lately... especially in the late hours... #''Lately'' as in on and off for most of my life but *a lot* as of the past few months #Like #Oh it's weirdly embarrassing to talk about this here it's a tad personal uh **tw (discussions of) death #But do you ever just feel paralyzed by the knowledge that one day you'll be 40? Or 60? Or 80? If you're lucky! #I worry a lot about wasting my life #I worry a lot about dying an unpleasant death #Or a painful one #I suppose I've always been gerascophobic... #But finishing school and turning 23 and not having a job and having just a hard time with my physical health lately... #I haven't been great I guess #I just feel like time has been moving so quickly lately!!! #And I've been going nowhere. #:0 not to be too much of a bummer y'all I'm not like feeling horrible rn or anything but I do need to vent I think #Cause if not it just stays coiled up inside of me. #*gah* I should channel all of this energy into Glenn in my pirate fic lol #😌 he's insecure (in part) cause he feels old #🥲 ough and I don't feel amazing about that most recent chapter but I guess that's a whole new vent #working on some different stuff for a bit. #ANYWAYS #I hope whoever happens to be reading this is having a good night ✨️ #oh or day if it's day for you lol

[freakinator]

i started watching the vod 3 hours ago and im still 8 mins in, this is the longest 1 hour 10 mins of my life istg😭

#vodwatching #vod: The policy #i was hoping finding out zam took his blessing back was gonna help me dread watching the vod a little less but nope #i really shouldnt be surprised that its specifically storytelling-related stuff thats making me feel this way #since its a fundamental part of the structure of both meta and rp #like i dont think pb&j are evil or whatever for playing the way they want to #but ohhh my god the possibility that months of buildup is gonna go to... not exactly Waste and not exactly a foregone conclusion #a conclusion that misses the point basically #its just. Augh

[sysig]

One better (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Blood #I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0 #Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread #Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers #Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha #The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax! #Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!! #It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!! #Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u; #Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to - #Until it comes to his eye #Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/ #It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh #For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear #It's so sad ;; And so well done <3 #And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl #Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :') #Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it #Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone? #''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really #Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔 #That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :) #I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol) #I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers! #Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally #Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose

[appleslices]

not that i really have Done anything with me life that he can brag about but like will it ever be enough? like if i get a degree will that be enough or will i then have to somehow miraculously pull some kind of prestigious job out of a hat for him? if i end up being some random artist who does like mid-tier work will that be enough because i have a low paying "career" instead of a low paid job? will he expect me to paint modern masterpieces that get displayed in a gallery what if i get the degree but can't find an art job or even have to do freelance as a "gig job"? why can't he come down to my level to actually understand my perspective? the man who hasn't had to job hunt in like three decades wants to look down on my abilities and judge me for not living up to his standards? i have a job i actually like for once, that i get good feedback from both customers and management and coworkers and its not enough. like sure i still have to live at home bc i can't make a living for myself but so does my brother who HAS a "career" so why the fuck doesn't he ever get the "you need a degree or to get married" speech over and over. fuck him!!!!

#someone PLEASE explode him into a billion pieces #like i understand not being too complacent and having some amount of ambition or personal drive #but every time we talk it makes me feel like such a burden and waste of space i dread every minute he is home

[catastrxblues]

me stop being annoying and weird challenge (level : impossible)

#i hate everything #and i very much dread the time this week will be over and i’ll have to go back to normal classes and such #because then people can see how much of a fraud i am with this chem dispensation thing that it was all just a waste and i’m actually #NOT smart at all even after all those hours off from class to study it. i want to throw up SCREAMS #also there’ll just be other things i miss #like ahshsjsksskw #i regret not pushing that submit button of a chem registration form when i first got into this school #imagine all the things i could’ve gotten if i had just not been too scared to do it #and then besides all that dreaded humiliation i’m also super scared of having to apply to uni next year like 😭 #the tags feel soo off topic from the post but it’s not both of them are about piles and piles of regrets 😭 #chem tag #nadirants

[wowscenery]

#world of warcraft #wow scenery #dread wastes #pandaria

[azerothtravel]

A Spooky Place To Fish, Dread Wastes, September 30, 2012.

#wow #world of warcraft #dread wastes #mists of pandaria #gormorash

[repurposedmeatlocker]

I wonder what it is about Instagram that intimidates me so much. Especially in regards to posting artwork or utilizing any form of interaction on there. The whole site just feels completely exhausting, overstimulating, and not to mention arduous. More and more, I feel less and less good every time I open that app, which kind of sucks because I feel like it is kind of the most obligatory platform in order to stay connected with most people, especially at an industry level, if that makes sense. It just is so unenjoyable to me. Even though I mostly just follow artists whose work I enjoy and support. Am I alone in feeling like instagram just kind of sucks?

#tumblr has its problems but honestly I don't feel half as much dread on here #same with posting art when I do #it is so low pressure #honestly the bad thing for me is spending too much time scrolling on here wasting my time lmao not emotional exhaustion #unless ofc ppl get fixated on the usual unfunny trend #with that said I am not deleting my instagram either I think I am just going to make another account #I want to kind of be more open about my work here and on there but I don't want to do it in a way that is unenjoyable to me #on the edge on whether I will share it rn might keep that on the backburner a bit #sorry about the ramble I just am so frustrated that everything is dependent on social media #on one hand I act like I don't care but maybe I do worry that I don't do enough with my art #squack

[disengaged]

okkkkkkk . time to get back into weightlifting 🫠

#i love the gym but i always dread going back after a long break :( i’m so weak & relearning my weights makes me feel like such a little baby #but tbh there’s just … no way i’m gonna be able to convince myself to gain weight unless i can justify it by bulking #at this point the only way i can tolerate being heavier is if it’s in service of progressing w fitness goals really #also i miss being strong. and i look dope with bigass biceps #i am blessed with broad shoulders and it is a shame to waste them #pegasus speaks #ed tw - #ed ment tw - #slightly idk. ask 2 tag #sigh. guess i’ll reactivate my membership this weekend & start on monday

[schalotte]

ok maybe i will rot a little bit today and then tomorrow we'll soooooooooo be back

#i sent all the important emails and later my boss (wild. i am technically employed rn) will call so it's not a total waste anyways #and i want to respond to my friends so badly im clawing at the walls but there is this dread so deep within me 👍🏻 #surely not related to the isolation.... #why is my neighbor playing 'our house' rn do you want me dead?????? #elli.txt