#EXPRESSING HOW UNSURE THEY ARE

[snakepixel]

Had a dream last night.

I'm sitting in Japan. A man asks if I want to try escargot. I say sure. He pulls a slug-thing out of a paper bag. It's about the size of a small cat with nigiri-like shells. As he attempts to bite it, it sprints away with the speed of a car.

It looked like this.

#snail #slug #nigiri #sushi #digital painting #dreams #creature #tiny feet #dream snail #I don't know what compelled me to paint this #it never got eaten it was too fast #I cannot express how fast this thing was #I'm unsure if it felt more like tofu or just snail #snakepixel

[mistress-light]

Forspoken • I never thought I'd see you again...

#forspoken #forspoken spoilers #forspokenedit #vgedit #gamingedit #frey holland #alfre holland #tanta cinta #tanta of love #dailygaming #gamingnetwork #userbamf #thelvadams #ilikedetectives #userwolfkissed #userairika #phoenixiancrystallist #mikaeled #games #video games #gaming #my stuff #square enix #Can we talk about cinta's expression? #because damn she looks so... so unsure almost? afraid? and that is quite understandable #21 years roaming the world as a monster and then her girl brought her to her senses only to know that this moment would come #but she knows and almost expects frey to be really upset and she is but it is so much more than that #frey almost looks like she is in awe until she realizes it #uuh i lovel them and this relationship how often do you see this?

[yaoianime]

Soon im rly gonna do it

#🕸️ #sui mention #< in the tags tho cuz it feels nicer to talk abt this in tags than in the post itself cuz to me posts are like talking normally but tags are #like whispering? talking you can tune out if you want but whispering is rather more voluntary to say it doesnt matter however #every single year passes and i wish i didnt live in each and every one of them i feel disconnected dissatisfied empty disappointed every day #it can be a small part of a day or a bigger but its still there clenching onto me like and never letting go im tired of it theres always a #wall between me and otyer ppl im unsure if i put it there or was it put there by other ppl but its there and even if anyone tries to reach #into it do i understand how even if close are we really far away it makes me understand just how much of an abnormality i am and how much i #cant ever be like them no matter how much i try and climb and crawl until i bleed its exhausting its maddening #almost everything i do is shaped by spite i wear one bracelet for years out of spite i dont smoke out of spite i dont shave my hands not #only because im normal abt body hair but also out of spite the more i know ppl the spiteful i get only way for me to truly like someone is #to keep them at a lenght outside that wall if they get in then theres only two choices for them to dislike me or even hate my entire being #or me to shove them back out without ever letting them get in #coworkers say im a nice kind person but im not its all just a facade to make my life easier and to suit myself im hateful but i dont believe #its entirely my fault after all they will to my face make fun of. laugh at. and hate everything of me they would see in other ppl that dont #hide it deep within like i do and then it rly hits me how different abnormal foul disgusting and unnatural i am #im hit with his every talk that goes on too long every word that keeps going every touch every expression every comment made on my behalf #its exhausting to live this way i fear im near my limit i havent reached it but who knows when i will #i sometimes dream of doing it and leaving behind a note wishing nothing but painful suffering to everyone i ever knew irl but i dont want to #do that to my best friends and my dog but who knows how long its left before the thread breaks #thats all like comment and subscribe if you personally would do me a favor by taking me out back and shooting me

[garlculean]

      𝐄𝐘 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄! Fairly long time no talk... But I'm here to give you all a quick but important update. Being slammed with mandatory overtime at my work-place made it impossible for me to have the energy and mental compacity to write. I been working 55 hours weekly since the beginning of October all the way through now, end of December... But I'm here to give you all some hopeful news! From what I'm aware of and been told MY MANDATORY OVERTIME SCHEDULE HAS FINALLY COME TO AN END! This is the start of the first week I'll be back on my regular work hours and finally an actual BREAK.       But with that I must conclude and do something I really didn't want to do but kind of have to. I'm going to be dropping some threads-- over the months of this bustling and hustling schedule put upon me, drafts and replies have stocked up by the dozen. Now I wanna make myself clear IF WE PLOTTED AN RP // we talked one on one about a roleplay THESE I AM NOT DROPPING. I am simply dropping the random interaction ones // ones that was brought on by a writing meme. To make up for this, I intend on putting out a new starter call over the next three up coming days.       So yes, I am not dead⸺ I am 100% still here and kicking it! Wario ain't going NO WHERE BABY! Who da man!?

#｡*ﾟ+.*｡🧄— $𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐇;; ooc #// I cannot express how happy I am that this is all over and done with #// Cant wait to get back to writing! #// also too if you want to keep a thread still going with me and or are unsure on what threads Im dropping DONT BE SHY! IM me about it #// Now... I got the ITCH TO DRAW! WHWUHAAHAH gonna draw then get to writing

[spaceorphan18]

Something definitely suspicious happened with the voting in last twelve hours, when I last checked. . Like you say with HL2. NBK is now far behind, as is GABOF, both heavy on the Klaine content, when they were ahead previously. Shame that that's the way people feel their faves have to win.

:/

I've been thinking a lot about this lately. And.

The tournament is annoying, sure. At the end of the day it's going to be Original Song or Prom Queen -- unless someone out there really feels like throwing a wrench in it.

There's a part of me that just wants to delete the side blog all together, except, I'm honestly happy with how the ship tournament went. I'm kind of shocked the episode tournament has been more of a headache.

But all that aside, because really internet polls are just internet polls...

I'm beginning to really not like being in the glee space anymore. And I mean this in context of things outside this tournament.

Maybe I just need to wall myself up more and just express what I like and really stay away from the rest of it.

Or maybe it's time to really go.

I'm unsure. And I've waffled on it a lot lately.

But I think it's just making me sad feeling like there are less and less people out there who find the real joy in it in the ways I do. Or even respecting that having a different opinion on things doesn't make you wrong on the internet.

There are a lot of good people out there still, and a lot of people who are great, even if they like different things, and I want to say that I do see that, and I'm grateful for that.

But, idk man.

It is what it is, I suppose.

#idk #i've just had some very complicated feelings about things lately and unsure how to express them #so i did a little using this as a platform #this is not really about the tournament but about how i just have been feeling sad about glee lately

[rouge-the-bat]

u know what. if ur queer or an ally, reblog with ur labels (no matter how out there! we love and appreciate everyones personal identities here!) and your fave sonic character with why theyre your fave!!

#because we deserve a place to express ourselves and our love for characters without a shitty judgemental op #and i wanna see some positivity and love spread around!! #also if ur unsure of your labels feel free to state so if you dont wanna be specific!! #anyways to name a few of my labels- im a bi lesbian‚ ace‚ cupioromantic‚ genderfluid/feminenby‚ and polyam! #and my fave character is shadow bc as rouge he stole my heart and is the love of my life 🥰 #hes so perfect and sweet and cute and wonderful and i just gotta shower him with all of my love and kiss him all the time 💖💖 #i love how kind and caring he is under all of his edgy tsundere mannerisms. and i love those edgy tsundere mannerisms too 🥰 #and hes so LITTLE. shorter than me!! as his wife i must wrap my wings around him and snuggle him #hes just Everything. hes cute and pretty and handsome and beautiful and hot and 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 I LOVE HIMMM #sonic the hedgehog #sth #queer #ally

[fellhellion]

rewatching treasure planet was just. such a breath of fresh air after the kind of writing quality that's been coming out of the big studios these days. so nice to see a story confident in it's ability to have character drama without cheap "UHM i know that i have [problem described through clinical therapy language in some bizarre attempt at a self aware joke which only serves to undercut any kind of emotional connection you're forming w the characters]" beats

#like. i dont NEED jim hawkins to turn around and sneer that he feels angry about being abandoned by his father - worse still! hes angry that #hes still GRIEVING his father and unsure about if that abadonment means something is intrinsically wrong w him #the fact hes so angry and upset at the prospect of screwing up when he thought for one moment he could do it right #TELLS ME THIS #as does the fact that hes so cut to the core when silver expresses belief in him #its so fucking good ARGH i need to hit current popular screenwriters w a rolled up newspaper #STOP UNDERCUTTING YOUR CHARACTER VOICE WITH OOC THERAPY SPEAK JOKES I DONT CARE HOW SMART U THINK YOU ARE BEING BY OPENLY IDENTIFYING THIS #TO ME #tunes talks critical #since i be bitching

[stunfiskz]

i really do think that the most interesting way for rouxls to become a serious character is for him to keep his incompetence. like. as in he may have weird ass powers but he doesn't really know how to fully use them or even be fully aware of their full extent. i just CANNOT see him as someone with some huge overarching plan- he couldn't even be assed to come up with a real plan with what would happen after he played the houses game against ralsei and kris. he's just. not some sort of mastermind. at least, if he by some miracle he does turn out to actually be, i'll honestly be really disappointed because i feel like this angle is just so much more interesting. hell, you could even tie that in to his desire to serve- just because he may not know how to take advantage of those powers doesn't mean someone else won't, and i feel like the idea of him following along with someone else's plan fits a lot better with what we know about his character. i just really dislike the idea of "rouxls is the knight/gaster/deltarune version of sans" because it all just feels like it's trying to twist his character into some genius with a larger plan when i really just. love his character for being a fucking idiot. yknow.

#not even BEGINNING to touch on the implications of how he treats others if he IS secretly some genius. like i believe rouxls is just. not #emotionally mature. not in the same way someone like sans is. where sans knows how to help the player get along with papyrus rouxls seems #to be really unsure of how to express his care towards lancer- or lack thereof but i tend to lean more towards the he does care angle #judging off of him immediately offering suggestions for helping lancer feel better when he's told he's not feeling well. but like. there is #such a huge difference to me between how i view his treatment of lancer if he IS actually gaster larping as a twink. like why the fuck woul #he be doing that. #anyways get ready for MY ultimate theory: rouxls is gasters illegitimate son thats why hes like that. hes only half skeleton so he speaks #like that as a half inheritance of skeleton fonts. #this is a joke by the way to make it clear. #but yeah i just. i dislike that theory a lot #i feel like it just. doesnt work with what i love about rouxls and what i think are key aspects of his character #txt

[cconfusedkat]

everytime a train ends up... in the DITCH.... this small truck makes a buck, ain't that rich!

#STOP THAT TRAIN!!!!!!!! #giggles hi sillies this is my second time posting art here #well . I had this account for quite some time so yes i posted art here before but it is OLD now..... #perhaps i could make an art tag if I decide to post more of it here #anyway bv #hes kinda fast to draw tbh but im unsure of how to draw elektra..... their hair is so complicated 💔 #brake van #bv #starex #stex #starlight express #red caboose #cb #brake van starlight express #brake van stex #sydneys doodles #hehe art tag #post 2018 stex

[falderaletcetera]

I'm only a few episodes into jodie whittaker era (my first time), but thirteen has a lightness to her that's reminding me of nine and, not gonna lie, I'm tearing up a bit. and I'll be really interested to see if the comparison holds when the stakes get more personal.

#doctor who #it's a really weird transition from twelve who I was Not a great fan of and who felt pretty casually dark a lot of the time #nine (imo) was dark inside this very deliberate and consistent kindness and lightness and I'm looking to see if that's what's going on here #though I'm unsure yet if thirteen is lighter (and tbh politer) or if that's my own biases. withholding judgement for now. #also an interesting transition from twelve-era: I'm getting the feeling we're back to a different style of space worldbuilding with this #which I'm very interested in even if the decision to establish that there are white supremacists in the far future is.......... #really not my favourite. I'm english that's how I express deep distaste. #it was fun for like five seconds to compare that guy to jack harkness and notice the differences #but nobody punched this guy in the face and dragged him off to face some sort of justice so it felt a bit unfinished you know? #I would have settled for seeing him suddenly face to face with a dinosaur with the camera cutting away mid-swear. given the circumstances. #(I have perhaps been watching too many shows where repugnant people get punched in the face! this is the opposite of a problem.) #that was a tangent upon a tangent; apologies #falderal speaks #hi I'm still half-asleep and very distracted at any given time but i'll figure out how not to be eventually <3

[viatrix-glow]

watched road to show for the first time

#enstars #my art #i forgot that the subtitles on the websites are like… Bad #they’re still enough to know what’s going on mostly . but man i hope someone can make real ones someday #anyways for future note if my art becomes sparse it’s bc i am feeling a little burnt out/ unsure of how i feel abt my art right now #also because i need to give my free time to working on my pleiades cosplay…. #plus 3 math classes this semester so i know im gonna be a little pressed for time lol #also the movie was good it’s very cute and i think that it looks better than the anime #like u can tell that they got better with animating the style between the years i really liked the facial expressions

[curiouskinetic]

What ethereal vibe do you give off?

angel

(all eyes are always fixed on you every time you enter a room. no matter what colour your wings are, you embody that colourful aura and everyone is drawn to you. you may not be one for too many words, but your eyes convey many feelings with just one look. be a little obsessed with yourself, I promise you it's ok)

#dash games #sora vc: actually I think it's just my ears and giant fucking tail that gets people to look at me but i do like your phrasing better #unsure how i feel about this verdict for her #but I guess she is usually cheerful and expressive so it kinda makes sense #was a fun quiz to take regardless fsdkhjdf

[asteria-argo]

Tagged again means I get to ask again, yes??

The risk I took was calculated but man am I bad at math

you can ask me anything as many times as you want I always enjoy seeing you in my inbox my love! Now the wip you have asked about is actually an original story I have been working on that's inspired by the dnd campaign I'm dm-ing.

It's a fantasy story, and I usually tend to write slice of life, so this particular wip is part of my experimenting with my writing and practicing writing action/combat scenes! I'm nervous about it I'll be very honest, I have no idea if it's any good.

so without further ado, a snippet from one of my original works is under the cut, because I don't want to subject anyone to that unwillingly.

The only warning they get is a sudden, gut wrenching screech before Andromeda is slammed into the nearest tree, the sound of branches snapping mimicking the brutal force that pries her breath from her lungs, pain clouding her vision in sharp starbursts. She isn’t afforded the opportunity to wallow in her pain as she hits the underbrush of the forest floor, the tree she’d hit splintered at the base; Stood before her snorting hot, rancid puffs of air through it’s snout was a hulking wild boar, standing at the same height as Leon and as broad as the oxen. It smelt of rotting meat, it’s breath sour with it; dried, brown blood streaked through it’s wiry greying fur and coating it’s gnarled tusks. If not for the fact she hardly had enough air in her lungs to breathe with, she would have screamed. It would have been a scream to rival the vicious squeal the boar let out as she heaved at it’s feet, it’s cloven hooves scraping through the dirt as it reared back, preparing to charge forward and finish what it started. It doesn’t get a chance too, Leon appearing beside her to grasp at her wrist and drag her out of the boars path as it launches itself forward into the tree, filling the forest with a deafening crack as it’s tusks buried themselves in the splintered wood, wrenching it from the earth as they rolled out of the way with barely enough time to avoid the destruction. “what the hell is wrong with that thing?” Andromeda panted, pulling herself from the floor with a pained wheeze, fumbling for the dagger on her belt loop. She was painfully aware of each breath she took, her ribs feeling like they were on the verge of shattering with each unsteady inhale. “I don’t know.” Leon replies, hand still grasping her wrist. He shifts, so that her arm is over his shoulder, taking her weight as his own “are you okay?”

#i am begging people to be nice to me i cannot express how unsure about this wip i am #but also #if you do like it and you have any questions or want to know more #feel free to ask because I am insane about it in my brain #also just so you know the alternate title for this is “the gang get fucked up by a big ass boar” #wip stuff #asteria answers asks #wip title ask game #readwing #asteria's various oc's

[aikotos]

They gave bones & giggle physics to Aigis' chest, so that means she's canonly soft (extremely important information!!)

(bg room by xelandis on dA)

#persona 3 #aigis #aigis persona 3 #p3 mc #cycles and rendering did weird things to this #i tried to salvage it as much as i could #but yipee i know how to change facial expressions #im unsure if i should upload this on this blog tho #hopefully a little gropping is sfw enough #render

[szappan]

finnish test tomorrow and for the first time in my life i feel a tad unnerved by it

#we went over the many ways to express past happenings in finnish not long ago and im unsure about how to use them #our trusty past tense vs many other languages' wiley multiple past tenses :-( #also my head hurts and tomorrow morning im going to have to go over the textbook and try to get in as much of it as i can #my post

[dutybcrne]

It's embarrassingly easy, how someone can worm their way into Kaeya's heart. He just makes it so hard to navigate that one can never quite tell what it so happens to be or if he even feels such. And that's without mentioning he himself takes ample measures to never give them the opportunity to do so or see just how much he needs it.

One such means to his heart is taking care of him. Truly, actively looking after him and never giving him the chance to get away with hiding injuries ( and especially helping him with them ) or overworking himself ( whether helping ease the load on his shoulders or pull him away from it altogether ). He would never think himself befit of such care, even as he pours endless time and effort into doing the same for others. He will remember each and every time it is offered unprompted and always repay them for that kindness tenfold in devotion and gestures.

It's no wonder he chooses to remain with the Knights, regardless of how much more freedom he'd have operating outside of them.

#hc; kaeya #//Mans has enough people he trusts to LET know he cares deeply about them able to be numbered on one hand #//The folks he can say RIGHT to their face that they are important to him #//They are Klee; Lisa; Jean....and Addie and Elzer #//Diluc and Rosie are on his list of people he cares immensely for too; but SAYING it to them? He'd rather choke; thanks #//They wouldn't take kindly to him outright admitting he cares; that's what he thinks (REALLY hopes he hasn't told Rosie while drunk) #//So he just sticks to his actions and hopes he can keep expressing his care through gestures as best he can #//They haven't TRULY set to stop him yet; so he'll take what he can get. & even if they DID seriously ask him to lay off; he prolly wouldn' #//Traveler is v tricky. Bc on one hand he cares for them IMMENSELY; esp after he shared his heritage #//On the other; he's not quite sure if him admitting how important they are to him will be taken well #//He will Not take it well if Paimon or even the traveler themself makes a joke out of it #//Or think he's up to something. He reaps what he sows; he knows; but he genuinely would hate it. Would actually break his heart #//It's from the latter three that any caring gestures towards him would mean the most. Diluc; Rosaria; and the Traveler #//Bc he's unsure of his place in their minds and how they regard him aside his (tending to be less favorable) assumptions as is #//But for them to actually act like they care; esp Diluc and Rosie; it would absolutely FLOOR him every time #//Would be unsure how to take it from them; would prolly bluescreen or take it like a brick in the face; depending #//But would be v happy to nonetheless. Once he's fully processed it anyways; lmao #//And of course and worried/caring gestures from the traveler would make him SO damn happy; he'd clown himself in the process #//Bc he'd Immediately want to cover up just how happy he is with a little wry comment to deflect #//To no one's surprise; Klee is the one he actively tells/shows how much he adores the most. Likes how happy it makes her #//And the fact that she's the one who'll most easily reciprocate affection and care is a helluva bonus too #//He finds family in her and she holds no semblance of ill feelings towards him whatsoever; so he loves her the most of all #//Albedo is in a third secret zone in which Kae will actively make his rather open affection for a big joke to cover for it #//& resolved to never say it to his face. Not seriously if at all; he figures Albedo would prolly find such a thing bothersome anyways #//Won't stop Kae from giving him the same treatment as Diluc and Rosie; doing him little favors and striving to understand him #//There's a bonus in that things he can do for Klee can connect to Albedo and vice versa too. He likes that v much #//Oh heck; this spiraled out of control #//Heck; heck; heck