#GOD I WISH I HAD FRIENDS

[depressedraisin]

the way matt said "i can gauge how alex is doing, if he's having a good show or not even by looking at the back of him."

#GOD I WISH I HAD FRIENDS #also he said the way he was basically like we're best friends we have more in common than just the band and the success etc #that's why they are still together and still around #I'M VERY NORMAL WJY U ASK #arctic monkeys #matt helders #alex turner #the car tour #2023 stadium tour #programme booklet with big issue

[201-klz-dead]

americans, casually paying $4000 because they looked at a doctor:

#hahhahahahahaahhahahahahahahha #thats so funny #i am actually laughing my ass off over here #op is such a memelord #this is the funniest thing i’ve ever seen #frfr #i am crying because i am laughing so hard at this hilarious joke #god i wish i had friends #text post

[cloudsthatglowinthenightsky]

everyone needs to boop me RIGHT fucking now

#haha my brain waves #PLEASE PLEAS EPLEASEPKEASLPELPALEPLS #GOD i wish i had friends

[gnotknormal]

Hung out with a friend today who has joined the ranks of polyamorous folk. Obviously happy for them as I think a lot of their dating issues in the past have stemmed from very toxic monogamy (not suggesting that would all be solved, just seems like the right direction for them).

Just hard not to be bitter that I have met so many people who sort of felt encouraged or felt comfortable pursuing polyamory because I'd spoken to them about it. But like... every single one of those people has gone on to have a far more successful dating life to me. So I can't even convince myself finding partners is so hard because of being polyamorous or trans or autistic because they all share some or all of these traits.

I think the problem really is just *me*.

#i think its cus im fat and short and shy and obnoxiois and stupid and bad at socialising in general #god i wish i had friends #my life would be good if i had a close friend probably

[creepinbones]

Who's willing to learn a new card game with me?

#im interested in metazoo and of course have no one to play with #i can force my mom to learn but..... #god i wish i had friends #i could force a friend to learn with me but i dont have any fucking friends!!!

[lorikabori]

Soloq Eggstra Work is going great so far

#splatoon #splatoon 3 #salmon run #eggstra work #i audibly gasped #god I wish I had friends #also recording this via phone because my switch hates me

[noblemonsters]

i wonder if there will ever be a time where i dont feel alone and empty or if this is just forever

#god i wish i had friends

[cowboythewizard726]

beautiful orc girl leed helllOOOOO beautiful leed alert oh my GOD she's so cool WOOAHHHH beautiful siilly girl she was really pretty and awesome and so kind i think shes wonderful and there should be a statue made just for her thats really big and in the center of everything and she should get anything she wants ever smile face

#LEED LEED LEED!!!! #thank u for being s pussy chilchuck mouse man so she could yell at you #okay u wermnt being a pussy you just watn your friends to be okay i get it #i think its funny to call you a pussy #and mosue man #im sorry your're divorced i get it #this istn about YOU this is about LEED #LEED ORC LEADER #LEEEDDDD #GOD SHES SO COOL #AND AWESOME AND GREAT #yesterday i played dnd for the first time #and i got bonked in the head with a stone club #and now id like to imagine that was her she did that #wow #shes so cool #and shes really cute too awww awww #wonderful girl everyonme should love her #gonna be honest i wish she had eaten all of them #i support and encourage and endorse and urge women to eat people #leed dungeon meshi #leed delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon spoilers #dunmeshi spoilers

[ampharos-posts]

school isn’t really that nice

#a lot of things happened there today #and wow i felt horrible there #yeah i absolutely hate it there #god i wish i had friends #or just anyone to talk to #bunch of pressure etc #kind of a vent i suppose #yeah i'll probably delete this later

[caligatinsole]

"You can see me, right?"

"Yeah, yeah I can."

"Look."

#I'm having so much fun with my friend #I wish I could draw every funny interaction we've had #but thanks god clips exist #bloodborne #bloodborne fanart

[descendantofthesparrow]

Remember when the Audrey villain leaks came out and then we saw the offical c4 and s3 outfit reveals and saw the c4 on the isle and the s3 in an auradon forest and we all thought there had been some sort of time spell where Audrey twisted time and instead of the c4 coming to Auradon it was the s3 so Audrey stayed with Ben and there was a whole adventue to fix the timeline? no? just me? okay

#i remember the theories they were so interesting #like how dr. Facilier ran an underground motorrace and the vks had to race to get the key to Hades lair #and we all thought Harry and Gil had dyed their hair blue becuase that reveal photo of the s3 looked so odd for Harry's hair lighting and i #looked blue #and we all thought Audrey had gone to a wishing well like in ouat and had cast a time spell and the vks had to work together to get their #timeline back #Uma #Mal and Audrey and Hades are the only ones who remember the last timeline #aka demi-gods #person who cast the spell #and god #and Mal goes to see Hades and confronts him cuz hes a god and might know where cronos sundial is so she can get her timeline back #but she also notices alto of the isle is-way better than what she and her friends had done?? theres fresh food-no one is wearing ratty old #clothes that were trash from auradon #the air is better #and theres no propagana pictures #Mal asks-not so descretly-what happened and Hades just goes 'uma.' #Uma made it her whole ass mission to make the isle a better place in gernal becuase even if they're steadely getting kids off-its still a #really bad place and-ya know-HUMAN RIGHTS #Ben is very supportive and the isle becomes less an inhumane prison and more just a isle of solitude where the villains live without magic #the barrier was edited personally by FG and Uma to allow fresh air and water in and out of the isle becuase it was really fucked up that #once ANYTHING gets in it cant go out so the isle waters were really really poluted and bad and FG was like- "how did i not know it was this #bad!?“ and uma is just like ”....really?“ #anyway i have feelings about the fandoms old theories about d3 #anyway Mal goes through teh deliema of either going back to her timeline where the isle is still really bad but shes happy or #stay in the timeline where the isle is much better but she's still stuck and not with Ben/becoming queen #so she has the same choice in this alt timeine that she gets in d3 but its much more-just on her-becuase she knows Uma wont twist back #the timeline-shes happy #Harry and Gil are happy-lots of kids are already off the isle #and Ben looks happy too...hopefully

[shrimpscrawling]

I always forget that Ronan was so chilly with Blue in the beginning. I know they don’t interact a whole lot in the books generally, but he was so pissed about her tagging along in that helicopter

#god I love these books #I wish we could have seen them be proper friends #I’m having as much fun rereading them as I had the first time #bunny rambles #the raven cycle #blue sargent #adam parish #ronan lynch #richard gansey #gansey #trc #maggie stiefvater #the dream thieves #the raven boys

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

You ever think about what's gonna happen when the Welcome Home website updates in December? Hopefully, at least for what I think, we'll get to see the fabled Julierella! Or any visual parts of the show in general. Probably something fit for the holiday spirit.

Maybe wondering about their relatives and loved ones living outside the neighborhood, and the fact that the residents haven't left to see them in some time.

Stuff like that! Maybe even some new recipes!

i try not to think about it or i'll become so nervoucited that i'll get nauseous

#the fact that its a psychological horror brings my excitement #from 'ohhhh i cant wait!!!' #to Im Genuinely Deeply Nervous AND Deeply Excited. #welcome home stresses me the fuck out but... in a good way? somehow??? #still i dont wanna think about whats to come or my entire day will be lost to pacing & staring at a wall w/ a racing heart #it probably will be housewarming themed - if thats still the in-universe version of christmas for the neighborhood #but yeah! so stoked im anxious! yeehaw! #whatever happens im going to go absolutely fucking Feral #also theres an element of 'i cant even imagine. anything could happen. things will happen that ive never even considered' #rambles from the bog #yk actually a thought ive had #is if i start streaming. before the update #maybe... i could stream the update. #yk me and any of you who join checking it out for the first time and looking for secrets #could be fun! if! emphasis on if!! #could be nice. cause like... idk about you guys but i dont have irl friends to sit down and check it out with #the updates are fun but a little lonely for me! its just me in my room wishing i could share the First Time Excitement yk yk #just. something for me to consider aiming for! #oh my god i just realized ill probably be working #i swear to god if the update drops while im at work im just gonna quit and walk out the door #ohhhh now im nervous about that happening... heres hoping it wont... #lmao who am i kidding! given my luck's track record that absolutely Will happen

[8bit-mau5]

Update

Hey guys I didnt mean to disappear the way I did this month, but especially in the more recent weeks. I've been in an UNBEARABLE amount of pain with migraines almost every day for over a week and I may very well have a sinus infection (': Like I WAS diagnosed with chronic sinusitis last year iirc but this is unbearable. My throat hurts, my teeth hurt, my face hurts, I can't breathe out my nose. I feel miserable tbh.

Another reason for absence and being so slow on work is because I came really close to calling the cops on my mother in the middle of a fight not too long ago. I'm certain it would've gotten physical if Popo hadn't walked through the front door when he did. Thankfully things DIDN'T get physical, but I'm still very shaken up about it. I'm in no danger, but I'm getting around to making an official post for my [GoFundMe] that's been successfully published now. That was the last straw I just cannot handle how my cats and I are treated. It's seriously affected my workflow for far too long.

Anyway I could really use some positivity and distraction. I missed this place and I missed you guys, home life has just been.. a lot. And I'm exhausted.

#abuse #abuse tw #animal abuse #animal abuse tw #i think thats everything? #okay to reblog #since it has my GFM link? #i had to call my shitty hardly-present in my life father to calm me down but like. the way he talks to me aint great either #the treatment ive gotten from mom has gotten exponentially worse since my sister moved out just like we all expected tbh #ive NEEDED to move out for ages but now i have like. a plan #i just need to make the money for it now #honestly id be happy to even reach 7k. the deadline is just in a few months so.. i'll be keeping it up for rent and move costs. but id like #to raise a bit to properly PAY popo for driving me up there and back. so $ for gas. food. hotel stays. etc. and paying for a rental truck #8bit beeps #god i wish i just had a friend i could move in with RIGHT NOW just to weather out the storm and work on raising more money #to go to chicago w/my boyfriend

[humblemediagenius]

The need to share my OCs with everyone vs the fear that people won't be FUCKING NORMAL FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

#seaspeak #SORRY I'M LIKE #so paranoid all the tine #im just like #will you enjoy my OCs normally or will you say things #will you keep it to just you and me or bring it to places I'm not at #pleade if you're a mutual or something Do not talk about my OCs if I'm not there #my ocs aren't pieces of media they mean so fucking much to me #and the idea of people doing stuff without me freaks me tf out #i don't want a fandom I don't want a following i want a handful of normal friends #i like sharing my stories and playlists and stuff but god I'm so so so so so so so afraid people will take it too far #and so when I try to be more confident I immediately retract back into my paranoia #i just wish I had some reassurance that people mean the best #because i feel like I can't trust people I normally trust!!!!! when they literally have done Nothing wrong #THIS ISNT ABOUT ANYONE HRRE BTW ITS JUST PARANOIA

[februaryberries]

ok sorry i have no idea where this came from but i was thinking about adrien and nino right?

imagine adrien goes over to nino’s for a sleep over for the first time ever and adrien gets there and sitting on nino’s bed is a folded up towel and some travel sized gabriel toiletries and nino is like “i know how you get with your model showers and all dude so i wanted to make sure you could still take one if you need to”

and adrien is SO confused for a second before he’s suddenly struck by flashbacks of every single time he’s told nino offhandedly that he’s gonna shower during an akuma, and ofc he like almost tears up because his friend cared enough about his weird as fuck shower habits to be prepared but also oh god this is all based on a lie,

meanwhile plagg is losing his shit inside adriens shirt and almost laughs aloud, adrien has to cover one of his snickers w a cough

#miraculous ladybug #adrien agreste #nino and adrien #nino lahiffe #adrino #i love them so much i love their friendship or their relationship if you squint #i love them so much ur honor #in my head nino just adds obsessive showering to his list of weird things about my bro that i’ve just come to accept and not question #right under ‘always smells like old cheese????’ #LMAO #god i wish i had friends who watch miraculous that i could share this with #i see screenshots of discord of ppl messaging about it and im like wow i wish i had friends LMAO #do i ever actually go out and make any effort? #of course not #am i going to complain anyways? #obviously #anyways i think im brilliant and hilarious for thinking of this