#God is testing me now

[sleepyconfusedpotato]

Have you ever fallen in love?

H-hello anon! (⊙_◎)

*sigh* Yes I did, during high school. He was the only one (as in never again with someone else. He was SOMETHING ELSE). He ended up with my friend instead. It was kinda messy 😂

They broke up right before graduation though.

Now, three years later, I teach Art while he teaches PE at the same high school we graduated from as a side-job apart from college.

When I knew we both teach I was like...

What the fuck? Yes, what the fuck.

Point is, yes I have. Kinda still is?? Idk. I'm pretty fucking confused at this time hhhhhhh

#God is testing me now #KEGAHSGGAHSGAHAJ #WHATEVER 😭 #it was so fucking messy tho #tears were involved #hhhhhh relieving it is so heavy #im sad rn this is your fault anon /jk #sleepy answers #sleepy's thoughts

[spearxwind]

Whole gang's here :]

#first thing im able to actually sit down and draw in two months barring some color tests i did for talas and hades #if my kids are the thing that pulls me out of artblock again im gonna laugh sooo fucking hard dudes lmao #anyway god i love these guys so much. i really do #windyart #extinction #alex #riptide #c #danger #ethan #orion #its been SOOOO LONGGG since i drew danger too god damn but i love them so muhc too i missed em #tbh i missed all these guys a LOT you cant even imagine. the shame of the comic was just weighing so harshly on my shoulders #i think now if i accept im not gonna go back to it for my own wellbeing i actually can have fun with these guys again #also im trying to do diff things with the colors and textures on sketches!! i be experimanting 👍 #not quite what i had in mind but its enough for now! #i may be emotional a little bit ough ough ough

[lexosaurus]

I forgot I'd added Test Drive from the HTTYD soundtrack to my writing playlist and it came up while I was editing this morning and I haven't been the same since

#not dp related #i just needed to get that out #u know it's an emotional release for me #god that song is so fucking good im so normal about good songs #u know what fuck u it's now the ONLY song to exist #that's right get Test Driven #no plz im unwell i love it #httyd

[camels-pen]

the thing that fucks me up about zosopp is that while Zoro gets more serious and jokes around less as the series goes on, Usopp is still a little jokester. He still tells stories and plays with Luffy and Chopper- he knows when to get serious, but he also knows when to have fun.

And I bet it eats him up inside, seeing the man he loves slowly lock that part of himself away for the sake of being a strong and unwavering presence for the crew. How Zoro is constantly burdened with thoughts of how to keep the crew alive- how to best train to keep his crew alive. How he doesn't leave room for much else.

He makes room for Usopp though. For their crew- their family. And Usopp vows (hopes) to force him to make room for fun, too.

#one piece #roronoa zoro #usopp #zosopp #nemotime #just. its the funny guy x serious guy ship i cant NOT think about this #especially Post-Timeskip my god Zoro needs a good bellyaching laugh #quiet moments together has Usopp quote unquote 'trying out new jokes on Zoro' which is TECHNICALLY true #but he's not testing them out he's just trying to make Zoro laugh and loosen up more #the opposite side of this is Zoro trying to slow Usopp down with naps and also get him to focus more on the now rather than the what-ifs #they're both hypocrites but they're also really sweet #man that one zosopp anon really got me on a kick the last few hours #tbh this could be platonic too; seeing one of your best buddies like that would fuck anyone up

[unholy-boi]

deeply underrated duo. i think they should have hung out

#my art #fern the human #fern mertens #betty grof #magic betty #adventure time #fionna and cake #atimers #in my heart of hearts this is canon and we just never saw it #but i think that like. fern would go to Betty because she seems like the only person in ooo to be studying how to fix curses and fern wants #to fix his shit. betty takes him in only because it could be beneficial to her research #given that the grass curse is a NASTY ONE #and it’s holding his body together and affecting his mental state and ability to control himself #so betty is going to run like. every test she can on this boy #fern will go along with it because he’s desperate #and eventually #because fern kinda feels like he has Nobody he gets attatched to Betty and might even start seeing her as something of a mother figure. lol. #which is fucked up!! because betty has no interest in being this kids mom and she really only wants to use him for research but now she #can’t get rid of him and he’s still Useful obviously so she just kinda has to. deal with it #Does anyone hear me. please god.

[lil-vibes]

hc that dazai only eats food that 1. came from a can that he just opened or 2. food that he can confirm was made by chuuya. sometimes he'll wait until chuuya takes a bite out of dazai's food because he is paranoid enough to think that it's poisoned

#chuuya figured it out bc dazai kept eating his food. even tho dazai ordered his own that is slowly cooling on the side #and so he tested it by 'stealing' some of dazais food and what do u know ? the mackerel can eat something that he ordered for himself #so now he just does it without thinking #oh dazai opened a sandwich across the room? better go take a bite. #in restaurants he'll casually pull dazais dish towards himself. sample it. and then slide it back without looking up #i think that in the 2 years dazai had to lay low some dots connected in his brain and #and he didnt sleep for days bc his brain started replaying every shared meal he had with chuuya #now hes blushing and his heart is gonna beat out of his chest and how dare that slug make him so miserable even when bes not here !! #they are so embarrassing good god #bsd #skk #chuuya my love #dazai #personal hc #my hcs #skk headcanons #pebbles (me) ramblers

[avi-on-jumblr]

listen. listen. i don’t believe in DNIs. i don’t believe in them. but.

DNI IF YOU DIDN’T LIKE YENTL.

#i am literally changed as a person #what the fuck #new gender unlocked new sexuality unlocked new everything unlocked #i need like ten years to digest this #i have never been the type of person to leave everything and go wandering #but i will get on a boat right now and toss my electronics into the ocean and bring books and nothing else #don’t test me #jumblr #yentl #jewblr #avi posts #i don’t know what to do with my life now #holy shit #dms open to talk about yentl btw #or anons #anything literally anything #oh my god

[httpiastri]

finallyyyyyyyyy 🥺🥺🥺

#not that i didn't think he wasnt gonna get a seat but like #this made me finally relax a little #when he was confirmed for the f2 tests with hitech i felt good but like #now it's official! confirmed!!! #paulieeeeee #thank god #lets gooo 2024 #f1 #f2 #formula 2 #formula two #hitech #paul aron

[akai-anna]

I thought it might be interesting to share the process of making this particular piece...🥺

And yes, I do use both sides of the paper. *puts on sunglasses and flips canvas in traditional style*

#my stuff #yeah it's very messy #but i wanted it to be perfect ok? #also perhaps i put way too much effort and thought into it... but who cares when i just wanted to pour all the love and care into this #god you can see all the colour and material testing lmao #also which lines i wanted to use............ #well anyways i love seeing how other ppl do their stuff #and i just wanted to share in case anyone might be interested #the first page is literally just about finding the right reference ksfjgvndfkjvnjkd #i needed a pose to click with #and the rest is fairly... similar... #just detail perfecting ksjdnkjdfnvk #ok i'm done bye for the night #(god now i'M itching to draw... perhaps this weekend...) #(also i want to frame this so bad but haven't got around to that yet shame on me) #(i'm done i'm done i'm really done good night everyone!)

[chaterbox1237]

How tf have I ricocheted into two Greek mythology fandoms that have no business being this good while still unfinished that I have also joined in the most convenient time plausible.

#and both of them have Odysseus #epic the musical #hades #hades 2 #hades ii #god games and dangerous are somehow unfinished and hades 2 is a tech test #yet I somehow manage to love both of them #also epic fandom managed to convince me to have constant shadows covering Hermes face in my design of him #I didn’t get all the hype for Odysseus to be a dilf until epic now I demand it #also Aphrodites part in god games is top tier #I’ve also watched gods school and it’s ehh #making eris a misunderstood goth girl is an…interesting choice #but then again I’m an ares apologist I can’t judge

[shalpilot]

everyone wish me luck on this exam tomorrow if i fail i don't graduate on time and ill have to spend another fuckng 93 dollars i hate this stupid school

#ggp #fuck college im glad im out of here soon #the administration here is a joke. im just glad i met my friends and took character design #thats all. #obviously im fucking pissed right now. i probably wont think this in the future #but as of right now. that is all i feel #fuck this fuck me fuck everything #stupid amount of money i have to pay for a test i shouldnt have to be taking #god.

[faceeeeee]

I have no recent food for you all and I think I never got around to posting these so have at it- old geometry dash gijinka designs that I might revisit some day-

#this is the true test to see if those who follow can truly withstand the depths of my hyperfixations #also yeah there is a Tumblr sexyman design #which is ironic given by the fact that I've been nagging bout them for a while now #and the main jax disliker OKAY LISTEN THIS IS OLDDDD #The twink design is deeply rooted into my soul i cannot just not make a Tumblr sexyman #shush #faceee rambles #faceee art #geometry dash fanart #y'all are not ready to see the rubrub design good god...... #this was back in the good ol age of me segmenting each and every finger

[bk-179]

(this is in-universe too, let my man discover Ms paint and happiness. Strawberry has a fursona too and they do art trades with eachother)

#LET BRAVE BE HAPPY 2024 #he kills a god like every other Tuesday in both timelines (ovenbreak and kingdom) #He’s around 13-14 rn right? His biggest worry should be “I hope I get a good grade on today’s history test” #Not “a LOT of adults want me and my friends dead. Time to go fight a god because they haven’t gone to therapy” #Or “me and my friends just escaped being prey to a giant witch monster and we’re kinda homeless now so time to wander and oops the- #-god of time wants my head on a stake” #Istg he’s a BABY #cookie run #crob #my art #art #gingerbrave #crk #cookie run kingdom #Cringerbrave #GingerBunny

[crimeronan]

side effect of having my hydroxychloroquine work really well is that i'm forgetting what it felt like to be Really Horrifically Sick. both because of the emotional distance and because of my general memory issues. the memory issues are a LOT worse concerning Times When I Was Horrifically Sick.

so i'm actually pretty grateful to my past self for the amount of time i spent oversharing here. if i scroll back like seven months in my autoimmune tag i can find posts of me essentially going "eh, i'm sleeping for 22 hours a day but i don't really care anymore bc i've accepted i'm gonna die" and "life sux. can't breathe or think or feel my chest but that's constant so i don't wanna go to the ER about it AGAIN" and "docs took 14 vials of blood 4 x-rays several lung images several lung tests and an EKG before i even left the hospital today. even tho they havent gotten my test results back yet" and i'm like god Damn.

I REALLY LIVED LIKE THIS????????

#if you have ever been the favorite favored patient at an american hospital. you know. #presumably triage is similar in other countries too i just know the american experience is very tied up in. cost benefit analysis #you have to be in BAD shape to be taken seriously at american hospitals. even the good ones. (especially the good ones??) #if you're waiting in the ER for four hours bc of triage it sucks. if you wait for 60 seconds because of triage uh. #You Are In Deep Trouble. You Are In Much Deeper Trouble Than An Annoying Waiting Room #WOW i was so fucking sick. i'm just. flabbergasted. #like i know intellectually that these things happened and have vague memories of all the testing processes and stuff #but i don't Feel it anymore. those things happened to a different person. please god let me have hydroxychloroquine forever #do you guys remember me being sick?? i think some of you actually might remember it better than i do which is. WEIRD. #anyway. back to fic editing now #autoimmune tag

[l0ganberry]

Now I definitely know I'm going to hell.....

Sorry not sorry

#To be honest #i just wanted to test out on “what if I drew angst over wholesome?” #because I love angst so much but sometimes hate it #i promised myself to not do it on Dogday because..... he's already experienced and went through enough right? #i guess not to my friend that “commissioned” me to do it. #now that I'm drawing Dogday as if it's a normal thing #I guess I shall huh? #i hope he likes it #but I really do hate how I drew and colored Catnap #I need to do a separate one just about my style of Catnap #Since he's actually really cool and creepy #Who else doesn't like a crazy character that is completely delusional to a leader they believe are god?🙃 #And that tortured their dearest friend during the whole process? #Either way.... yes #Anyways #traditional art #artists on tumblr #rambles #dogday #poppy playtime 3 #poppy playtime chapter 3 #poppy playtime fanart #catnap

[justgleekout]

I JUST PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!!

Watch out world!! 🚙💨

#GOD IT TOOK ME SO LONG #ive been taking lessons for almost 2 years now #failed the first time I did my test #BUT THAT DONT MATTER ANYMORE #I GOT ITTT #🚗🚙🛻🚌🚎🚕🚓🚑🚒🚐🛻🚚🚛🚜🛵🏍️🛺🚝🚄🚅🚈🚂🚞🚋🚃🚀 #VROOM FUCKING VROOM MOTHER FUCKERS