#HI. FALLS ON MY FACE AND DIES

[catgirlcrisis]

Chapters: 1/4 Fandom: 明日方舟 | Arknights (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Ebenholz & Hibiscus (Arknights), Czerny & Ebenholz (Arknights) Characters: Ebenholz (Arknights), Czerny (Arknights), Hibiscus (Arknights), Eyjafjalla (Arknights), Mountain (Arknights), Mostima (Arknights) Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Grief/Mourning, Recovery, Slice of Life, Minor Character Death, Minor Violence, Minor Injuries, Developing Friendships, Personal Growth, Sequel, sequel fic, idk how to tag. that, will update tags as I go, the one where Ebenholz Fucks Around, and then has to Find Out Series: Part 2 of everything ends but i still got 60 percent left Summary:

After the incident at Vyseheim, Ebenholz is left to pick up the pieces of his life and try to make sense of... well, everything. One miserable migraine and a half later, he finds it in himself to make an effort to settle into a new rhythm with Rhodes Island.

[Set post-LE and my previous fic, 1982.]

#arknights #ebenholz #lingering echoes #arknights fic #my writing #HI. FALLS ON MY FACE AND DIES

[aroaceleovaldez]

Nico and Percy's dynamic through the series is eternally funny to me, because it's just. like.

Percy's having a constant mental struggle between his fatal flaw of loyalty with a promise he made to Bianca to protect Nico, versus his Big 3 kid desire to maim other Big 3 kids / Poseidon descendant urge to totally maim Nico specifically. He hates Nico so so much. He thinks Nico's annoying and weird at best, and creepy/sketchy when he's older. The only positive thoughts Percy has towards Nico are "He's Bianca's brother and Bianca was my friend and I owe her/He's Hazel's brother and Hazel is my friend and would kill me if I was mean to him," "He's a powerful asset and useful ally (if questionable)," and "He's kinda pathetic and I feel maybe a little bad about it." Percy has multiple occasions throughout the series where he strongly considers - and on one occasionally actually goes through with - throttling Nico.

Meanwhile, Nico is following around Percy like a lost puppy. He explicitly can never bring himself to even dislike anything about Percy no matter how hard he tries. He has a whole bit in BoO where he's mentally going "UGH he's so stupid BUT IT'S ENDEARING HOW DARE HE." He's totally smitten. He's making deals with his dad for Percy. He's making convoluted plans to help Percy stand a chance against Kronos. During the entirety of BoTL it's like he's playing tsundere - "I'm helping NOT PERCY SPECIFICALLY with this quest! Me helping Percy would be SILLY because I DEFINITELY HATE HIM." Then he proceeds to show up to Percy's birthday party to basically ask him on a weird date and spend the entire next book scrambling around trying to help him or protect him or impress him. And Percy could not give less of a shit.

Just. That dynamic is so funny to me. Percy is the founder of the Nico Protection Club in that he's the one they're all protecting Nico from and meanwhile Nico is throwing himself at Percy to the point where the literal god of gay love calls him out on it.

#pjo #percy jackson #nico di angelo #Percy shows up at CJ and squints at Nico like ''hm. why do i feel like i hate you? like i just wanna punch you in the face?'' #and Nico just immediately goes ''huh no idea anyways i have to go-'' and jumps into Tartarus #but not before he gives Hazel essentially a detailed explanation of ''this is Percy i cant say much but please dont let him die <3'' #and Nico's whole Tartarus trip was basically a whole ''im doing this so no one else has to'' #only for Percy and Annabeth to fall in like one book later and Nico proceeds to spend the next book internally screaming about it #and then Cupid calls him out on it and the next book #Nico's just like ''at this point im hoping i keel over within the next week just so i can force this dumb crush to chill the fuck out'' #Nico staring pointedly at Will: ''For my own sake i need to form another crush RIGHT NOW so i can finally get over Percy.'' #''this has been so bad for my health'' #Nico's crush on Percy is just too funny to me. horrible pick my guy. terrible job. love that for you. he could not be less interested. #Percy LITERALLY TRIES TO KILL NICO and ditch him in the underworld and Nico is somehow STILL like ''but i love him'' #Percy basically chokes him. beats up his dad. tells him ''go get smited by your dad for me.'' and ditches him. #and Nico's opinions/crush on him DO NOT CHANGE #though also Nico's reaction to Percy beating up his dad + skeletons is SO funny. his jaw is on the floor. he's flustered about it. #he just witnessed Percy be incredibly hot and proceeded to go ''yea i'll do anything for this man. collect reinforcements of 3 gods? sure'' #nico you absolute DISASTER with HORRIBLE TASTE. you can do better. raise your standards. #which tbh is funnier when you factor in sun and the star. Nico just wont stop crushing on guys who dislike him and everything he stands for

[muzzleroars]

So... Fallen Gabriel without the helmet?

OK SO i've been playing around with overhauling my helmetless gabe design in order for him to be more cherubic and just solidify a more definitive look in general. so for groundwork, this is the design i currently have:

gabriel and the other three archangels are unique cherubs in that they manifest one face at a time and they each have a predominant forme that together make up the tetramorph. gabriel's default is the eagle as he is the divine messenger, but he is capable of shifting between all four faces as shown. the divine fire that burns over all of his head is opalescent and i've kept the idea that it would slowly spread to his entire body if not tempered under his helmet. the eyes of the faces are like obsidian, containing deep reflects of fire much like the eyes that cover his wings being gem-like and full of living flame.

however, after he falls, that fire goes out and the solid light that makes up his head melts into a bone-like casing

his head is now "petrified", the feathers and barbs frozen stiff and the flesh of his head resembling cooled magma. the open cavity is empty, prominently displaying the light that's been taken from him (and could be reached into infinitely..............v1 tries it). gabriel doesn't remove his helmet for some time after falling, eventually asking v1 to look upon him first before he does himself.

#ALL still subject to tweaking but this is much closer to my headcanon now i think #SORRY i bring rainbows wherever i go lol #thank u anon for making me finally sit down and sketch these out!!! #again too i think v1 saw his angelic face once before he died #and upon seeing his face after he falls #probably tells him it's 'much easier to look at' lol #cake answers #doodle tag #gabriel #fallen gabriel #rise and fall au

[licorishh]

i love og soap too much. my stomach hurts. i don't feel good.

#artists on tumblr #call of duty #modern warfare #cod modern warfare #john soap mactavish #09 modern warfare #i am a soap and ghost girlie first and a human second. wahoo. #no thoughts only kevin mckidd's performance in cliffhanger uggghhh. “took the scenic route eh?" shut your MOUTH you beautiful man #“break's over roach. let's go.” what if i suffered cardiac arrest and died right now #you have the GALL to save me while i'm slipping off the iceberg. you have the GALL to grab my hand and throw me to the top so i won't fall #how dare you actually?? do you know what that did to me at age thirteen?? i bout flipped my lid and my dad looked at me like i was crazy #i need me a rugged scotsman and i need one now. i am no longer asking #sorry for exposing myself like this but you would understand if you played the dadgum game #lea shut up about fictional people challenge go #i hope i did him justice :( #i know he doesn't have the face paint for more than like two missions in mw2 but it's so iconic i can't leave it out #the oil rig + gulag getup remains one of his best i don't make the rules #that and the sierra leone one with the sleeves rolled up. real ones know #next time he will be awarded a shirt ^^)b need more anatomy practice for now though

[kingsandbastardz]

Oh. 💀 for all you fic writers out there, have some symbolic jewelry.

#modern au dfs? #everyone is saying rentboy dfs - what a coincidence i uploaded the shoot for their inspiration lmao #but oh no now my mental gears are turning #hear me out: fangdi where dfs is living out his usual shitty ass karma where he's gotta claw his way off the street alone #and fdb is some rich kid trying to hide that he's growing increasingly convinced he doesn't belong here #and there's a very familiar face he keeps spying on the street unless he's going crazy like his parents seem to think #both fdb and dfs are slowly reawakening and realizing who they really are and they're stuck here living an entire 2nd life bc #bc fdb punched dfs into a fucking lotus pond full of cursed corpse brides and jumped in himself when dfs disappears and never resurfaces #basically cursed dream pond - they can only get out if they FALL IN LOVE - the dead brides' regrets lmaaaaaooosdfkajs yeah i have no idea #i got deadlines and haven't slept in 24 hours #di feisheng #mysterious lotus casebook #xiao shunyao

[sneakyneth]

Steddie soulmate Au idea

(I don't know if someone already thought of this but I got the idea after reading this)

So, Soulmate au, Season 4, they have necklace/Chockers that only come off when your soulmate touches it, so when Eddie has the broken bottle against Steve's neck he accidentally touches the choker and it falls down and everyone it's looking at it surprised like "...omg..."

#steddie #stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #if someone does it pls share the link latter #i just imagine how funny would it be everyone in panic cause Eddie could kill stev #(not really we all know that) #and then the choker falls and everyone it's with the Pikachu face xD #soulmates #soulmate au #steddie soulmate au #I think it could either finish the same as the way the season did #or it could be a fix it where Eddie doesn't dies #or a kas! Eddie where steve as his soulmate helps him get back to “normal” #English not my first language sorry for any mistakes #fic ideas #steddie fanfic #fanfic #fanfiction

[dysaniadisorder]

i hate how normalized military is in the us im gonna rip my hair out

#i just. was talking w friends today #one of them was talking abt how he was almost convinced by the recruitment lady to join the navy and i was like. dude #and i was talking about how messed up it is that they send in people like that and catch kids like him #and my friends were like. you cant really blame her for doing her job. its her JOB like yes. it is her job. its fucking Bad #my best friend got all angry cuz his dad was in the navy. babe idc if he didnt actually fight he shouldnt have done it ♡ #''people get drafted'' you have to dodge the draft. #''thats illegal'' yes. this is a requirement for if you are drafted. you Have to just not. #no one said action would be comfortable nor convenient. in fact it is going to be almost none of either #you are gonna have to face that the military murders human beings and your dad is not any better #and people who its ''just their job'' to do it chose that job. and they know #''you cant get mad at the worker woman; you have to get mad at the institution'' no im mad at the individual woman too #just because its your job to manipulate kids and kill Arab people doesnt mean its okay #''not everyone in the military is actively fighting'' no! they arent. but they are helping those that are. #they are not complicit but actively helping. you have to do anything and everything you can to just Not Fucking do that #ANYONE in the military has failed being a decent human 101. being in any part of the military means you are okay with centuries of genocide #and encourage even more. its not 'just your job' you are OK and more for relentless murder and i wish you harm #anyways. sometimes repeating & internalizing the things ur parents say means watch our for road traps and the beatles are good. #sometimes it is US propaganda and just because it is in your own house and coming from a loved one doesnt mean you cant not fall for it #edit not to mention him saying this the day after aaron bushnell died. dude #unethical jobs exist. it is everyones job to bring them down #''its just her job'' was Bushnells sacrifice not fucking enough for you??? and the millions of dead Palestinians????? christ

[dreamsy990]

fuck akuroku as a ship btw not only because its pedophilic because thats obviously a huge issue. but also i think we should be able to have platonic relationships with the same amount of devotion as any romance. not everyone who loves each other is in love DEREK.

#not trying to downplay the issues with it being pedophilic because thats actually a huge issue #context for my non kh moots #as of kh3 lea/axel is roughly late 20s #maybe early 30s depending on how old he was in bbs #and roxas is (physically) 14-16 (hes only been alive for a bit over a year #but also what i want to say #axel and roxas have an amazingly written relationship #theyre two of the strongest characters in the series in terms of writing honestly #their dynamic in canon is two best friends who at the end of the day just want to stay together #but due to circumstances and also a bit of axel keeping secrets shit falls apart #when you get to kh2 roxas is gone and axel will do literally ANYTHINNG to bring him back #he doesnt care about his own life or soras or anyone else who stands in his way because he is going to get his friend back #axels role as an antagonist later in kh2 comes from his devotion #he wants roxas back. he says himself he wanted to see roxas again because he made him feel as though he had a heart #in the end he gives up and dies to protect sora #and i think a lot of people take 'he made me feel like i had a heart' out of context to say its romantic #at face value its easy to interpret it that way but in context he goes on to say 'its funny... you make me feel the same' to sora #the way i interpreted it at least wasnt that he was in love but that both roxas and sora's love for others radiated onto him #if we look at days (i know. sacrelige for a kh2 discussion. fuck you) axel is constantly questioning why roxas acts like he has a heart #he straight up asks him why he does that and roxas is confused. thats just how he is #<- context for that conversation is that roxas is upset on xions behalf because saïx called her a mistake #what he means by 'having a heart' is feeling things and caring about things and there is no inherent romantic connotation #he means in the most literal sense that roxas made him care about things. we dont know what exactly that was referencing in kh2 #but we can take a pretty good fucking guess #but lets look at com for a second because theres a scene talking about the other half of that line #axel goes behind everyones back to do something to help sora and naminé and after he does he is SHOCKED to realize hes enjoying it #and then he says 'you really ARE something!' about sora #at least as of kh2 what they meant was feeling emotions. roxas made axel feel as though he had emotions. he made him feel like he could feel #anyways. what im saying is axels line could be taken as something romantic but i think its more interesting than that #i dont have enough tags left to continue word vomiting sorry </3

[k40su]

I've had the flu for a week but I still had to do this so if it's kind of meh that's why I did it in two days.

PLEASE TUMBLR NOT FUCKING SHADOW BAN AAAAAAAAAAAAA

Happy mar13 day 👍🏻

#splatoon #splatoon fanart #splatoon idols #splatoon marie #splatoon fandom #marie day #i was at the last splatfest of the first game and it confirmed the feeling of this image 👍🏻 #my art #marie #marie cuttlefish #marie splatoon #squid sisters #this is not a bug tumblr STOP FUCKING SHADOW BAN ME YOUR PIECE OF SHIT #mar13 day #mar13 #*he dies from exhaustion and falls to the ground with his face* 👍🏻 i ok....

[twpsyn-who]

Stiles Stilinski is my favorite/comfort character, which means that I have a deeply desire to ship him with everyone, wish pain and suffering upon himself and an unresolved need to read 'Dead Stiles Stilinski' fics.

I need more angst in my life. I need him to suffer

#but also I need more what if fics with Stiles dying in many situations. like why there's no fic where he's the third virgin sacrifice???? #what if stiles died after getting kidnapped by gerwhateverhisname?? like maybe he tried to do something to save Erica and Boyd that got him #killed or just the events took a darker turn than canon #stiles dying in all those instances where a gun has been pointed at his face #THE NOGITSUNE MAN. Stiles getting affected by the bite Scott gave his double and dying because of it??? Stiles actually dying instead of #losing concussions after they got the nogitsune??? Stiles not having a divine move and actually following with the suicide route???? #What If the Nogitsune possessed Allison and is Stiles the one who dies when they go rescue Lydia??? That idea is living rent free in my #mind not gonna lie. I could see Stiles spending time with mr Argent trying to understand why he was able to hurt an Oni #Imagine Stiles stealing Chris's gun (the one he used back then) with only a few bullets in it and a silver knife and when the bullets run #off he stabs the last oni and that's when it hits him. is silver. #ANYWAY the idea was that.therr's no enough dead Stiles Stilinski on AO3 ! #and I wanr more #teen wolf stiles #teen wolf #stiles stilinski #all I want for Christmas is more angst and rare ship fics with this boy #PETER EITHER FORCING THE BITE ON STILE OR HIM ACCEPTING ONLY FOR IT TO NOT TAKE???? WHERE'S THAT.FIC AT HUH????? #just... the showdown is over peter is dead and derek is the alpha. everything nice and all until stiles... just falls on the ground. #the argents and jackson didn't need to be werewolves to tell that Stiles was hurt and bleeding but no one beside Derek knew why the blood #was turning black. anc Chris but how do you tell a bunch of kids that one of tgem was dying???? #ughhhh my heart man. Derek.offering to mercy kill Stiles??? omg Stiles being like 'Dad. I can't die I can't what about dad?' like he would #ve so worried about him!!! because if Claudia dying broke him? then Stiles dying too would kill the sheriff #so much angst potential yet nothing. unbelievable

[spiritofjustice]

Rereading Grass Dancer and I rly have to say that the first chapter is such a great start to the book. It sets the tone for the entire book afterwards, the way everyone’s lives intersect with each other, the feeling of something missing, the way magic is interwoven into the story, so on.

#psy's no punctuation posts #reading tag #chapter 1 also has some of my favorite imagery in the novel #cause that bit after Harley finds out Pumpkin dies where he hides in the bathroom and paints tears all over his face is so good #recontextualizes his powwow costume and what it represents for him #maaan. #also really excited cause the next chapter I’m on is the moonwalker oneee #i read the first line and knew instantly what I had and was hype #i went to sleep before I read that one though bcs j was starting to fall asleep #but like idk I love the start of that chapter. idk why it’s so iconic #the Frank start sets the tone to be melancholic but it winds up being a triumph instead? #cause the first sentence is simply ‘Margaret Many Wounds was dying’ and it sticks with me idk

[majimassqueaktoy]

How is it Kiryu is both a great and a terrible dad? Its a talent I guess.

Duality of man 🥰

#i think it really is realistic tbh #Kiryu I would never describe as a purposely negligent father #like he really does tey and seemingly between games when shit isnt going down #he appears to be a pretty good dad #but then he goes and hes too fucking kind and it blows up in his (and Harulas most particularly) face #like he did traumatise that poor girl without meaning to #but compared to someone like the florist or date #i dont consider him a bad dad hes a complicated dad #his heart is in the right place #and boy does he love those kids #and boy is he good natured #but that doesnt negate that he fucks up severely #but i still love him #so yeah i fall on the more Its Complaicted #hes not bad to me but that doesnt negate that he fucked up horribly #but also i was a daddys girl and my dad died when i was lottle so maybe i just give kiryu more leeway than i should #but oh well #thats the thing with kiryu for me hes almost always coming from a place of love and kindess and its why i love him #even if i wanna shake him #ya know? #lmao #SORRY FOR GOIN ON INSANE TAG TANGENTS TONIGHT LMAO

[unnecessarilygrandiose]

digging into individual shots because sure, why not?

anyway look at eddie's expression. this is the moment when buck is saying that he saw the bright lights while he was still on the ladder. and look at how suddenly sad eddie looks. it's still too recent and raw to casually talk about without remembering exactly how it felt to be there, to not know for three minutes and seventeen seconds. he might be enjoying himself and feeling relaxed and confident and happy, but a very tiny part of him is still grieving.

#911 fox #buddie #sorry for pointing this out! but i saw his face fall for the tiniest of seconds when buck said it and couldn't bear it alone :( #i mean of course he's still grieving #if my best friend died even if for a small time period i too would grieve for weeks #anyway good to see him otherwise happy!! #eddie diaz

[minarcana]

#ok guess what fuckers youre going to be on another tag ramble adventure with me #ive been afflicted with the same images in my brain tumbling around and the only way to free my brain is to write them out #and anyways i have been contemplating wol au uri for a bit due to various reasons (he came up and then i got this image and couldnt be free #shb with uri as the wol is. after killing vauthry. he is SO fucked up that raha STILL wont just let him die #he was supposed to have raha send him to the rift with the light and let him die there but now that he cant stop him rahas taking it himsel #and theres the whole. 'no we really cannot have the wol die.' thing. #that makes it infinitely worse to uri. him just yelling through blood to let him die! let him have his turn! he WANTS to die! #the idea of bring told that the wol CANT die makes it so much more unfair to him #'you wouldnt know what to do if i died? i didnt know what to do for years after louisoux died! i still dont know what to do without moenbry #da! papalymo can sacrifice himself and everyone adapts! shtola has thrown herself to the lifestream twice! minfilia died! i had to stay sil #ent and let ryne choose her own path if she died or not! i cant tell people that i would be lost yet everyone gets to tell ME that? #do you think i am better than them do you think them worth less why do they have the right to die and i do not!' #he is SO SO SO much worse as a wol and it falls out in one outburst after hes quizzed as to why he thought he could sacrifice himself #but he also realizes that its really fucked up to say that aloud so yknow. yknow what. yknow. #hell bottle up all his feelings and then one day hell either die or start crying and it looks like he aint allowed to die! #he still takes the aid from ardbert at amaurot with the statement that #'if i dont try and save who i might then ill never be able to face moenbryda' #anyways cannot stop thinking about me giving uri the echo like 'this will be funny!' and hes just 'my life has become infinitely worse' #HEAD IN MY HANDS

[gender-euphowrya]

i never understood why people would subject themselves to difficult games on purpose but there's something about getting your ass kicked and then finding a way to Not get your ass kicked and get THEIR ass kicked instead that's really satisfying ackshually

#here's what happened right #elden ring. raya lucaria academy. moongrum the carian knight. #so what this bitch does is stand in front of the lift that takes you to the Big Boss of the academy #and he is notoriously a very difficult boss fight #so i try to face him. get Obliterated. walk back to him get my runes back. try to go to the little balcony nearby GET OBLITERATED #my runes. 15 000 of them. are now on this shitty balcony past moongrum where there are like 5 enemies also. #and i'm like I NEED THOSE BACK SO BADLY but if i die they're GONE #im so SCARED of walking anywhere near this fucking guy. And Then i remember #mimic's veil LMAO i turn myself into a cage. very slowly sneak past the moongrum area onto the balcony. prop hunt style #I GET MY RUNES BACK #Kill the balcony bitches and decide It Is Time To End This #engage with moongrum. dodge. rush to the lift. activate the lift and let him be on it as it goes up. #he tries to jump off to come kick my ass. FALLS IN THE HOLE WHERE THE LIFT USED TO BE. DIES. #and maybe that's cheating but i do Not care. it WORKED. #so back with All my runes AND this guy dead And his loot. yeehaw #i'm now going to fight rennala and get my ass kicked again

[deanjohn]

WAIT.

#rewatching legends of the fall for the first time since i was a kid #his brother samuel dies in his arms and he straddles his dead body and carves his heart out of his chest #are you kidding me. #and smeared his blood on his face before going to get revenge #also my parents literally let me watch anything when i was a kid. pro and con of way older siblings #the family relations in this movie are insane. he gets married to a girl that’s practically his sister who was named after his mom #oh and he sleeps with his brother’s wife btw.