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cat-in-an-antique-store · 2 years

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Massive Sonic plushie <3 <3 about 80cm in height the third pic is him at the Eureka skydeck which is the tallest building is the Southern Hemisphere. But that’s a bit of a lie. The tallest is the Q1 in surfers paradise, Gold Coast Queensland. But most people don’t count it because it has a tall pole at the top. Pretty interesting stuff. Look it up if you’re interested.

THIS JUST IN I KNOW NO ONE CARES ABOUT THIS BUT PLS LET ME HAVE THIS. The Eureka Skydeck is the THIRD tallest building! (Second if you don’t count Q1) In 2020 it was surpassed by the building RIGHT ACROSS FROM IT! DUDE SHEHJENDGEUSI when I went there my dad said that that building looks slightly taller and it’s true! Ok so my heart is a bit broken that the Eureka isn’t the tallest but this is sum interesting stuff look at this wikipedia article. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eureka_Tower

Ok now back to the Sonic plush cuz I wrote the hashtags before looking into the history and lore of BUILDINGS.

#I got him when I went to PAX AUS #it wasn’t at PAX it was at this like portible $2 shop kinda thing #he was $55.#I bought him with my own money #and now I need to think about getting a job #hmmm #I’d like to work at EBGAMES #(It’s Australian and Canadian GameStop)#wish Me luck guys #Anyway he’s a good boye and we go on Sonic Adventures together <3 #even tho at my age it may not be socially acceptable to carry around a massive Sonic plush #dudes can I tell u a secret #I am all powerful.#I am batshit insane.#I am KayKay and I’m only held back by social standards and what is seen as acceptable.

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symphonyofsilence · 1 month

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What drives me even more insane about this scene is how you'd expect Gojo to imagine High school era! Geto in the crowd. Or at least not the cult leader, worst of all the curse users Geto Suguru. But no, it's the cult leader Geto. It's Geto as Gojo last remembered him. As Geto last was. Whatever choices Geto made, wherever his choices led him and them, however he was, whoever he was, traumas and messed up ideas and bad choices and ill reputations and scorns and all. Gojo wanted Geto Suguru there. Not any ideal version. Not any "what if" version. Not any "at some point in time before things went downhill" version. Not any "when your hands weren't stained with innocent blood" version. He knew very well what he wanted. And he wanted it all the same. He wanted Geto Suguru. However he was. He just wanted him to be there. He just wanted him to be.

And he didn't want him to help him, he didn't want him to fight with him even if they were strongest together and always fought together for a while. He just wanted him to be there in the crowd and cheer him on. He just wanted him to stand there and give him one of his sweet, heartwarming smiles that shaped his eyes into crescent moons. He just wanted him to be. Then even if Gojo had died in the end anyway, he would have been satisfied. It would have been worth it. Only if Geto was there.

#his love is so pure! it's so real! it drives me insane!#'this is pure love' playing in the background while Gojo said his last words to Geto before his death was a perfect choice!#people died because the strongest sorcerer alive didn't make any move against his batshit boyfriend for 10 years #then couldn't burn his body after he had to kill him. and then froze like a deer in spotlight after he saw his body in the subway #and the same thing is true for Geto his dead body literally came to life to protect Gojo #(the very first case among Kenjaku's many hosts during centuries) even after Gojo had killed him! and he bore no grievance towards Gojo #even in his last moment. to the point that even Nanako & Mimiko knew that Geto had no problem dying by Gojo's hands.#'Whether you come as a lover or an executioner I am ready to receive you.'#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #satoru gojo #geto suguru #suguru geto #satosugu #gege akutami #my two cents

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lastoneout · 2 years

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I want whatever the fuck it is they have

#OKAY LISTEN cas and toast is SO VALID and I love them #BUT I am also FASCINATED by whatever the hell is going on between merlin and toast #we don't see them together often but lord when we do?? absolute insanity #the most boring man on earth with the most batshit woman alive #10/10 we love to see it #bapc #bapc spoilers #bee and puppycat #bee and puppcat lazy in space #toast/merlin #do they even have a ship name #bapc toast #bapc merlin

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notdelusionalatall · 2 months

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camelspit · 9 months

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no bc nevermore is so funny how is prospero the only normal one in the posh kids group even after eating people alive with a horde of rats

#by normal i mean not leaving someone to die behind a wall oh my god ??#at least prospero was like. somewhat justifiable.#he was playing the game as intended and he cant really control that his spectre is batshit insane.#and he knew that his victims! would come back!#anyway i am. obsessed with him a little bit <3 #nevermore webtoon #nevermore

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lans-rabbit-glade · 4 months

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which one of you sick fucks edited pei ming's wiki page

#I AM WHEEZINGGG #this is batshit insane unhinged behavior but. i can't say i'm surprised #tgcf #pei ming #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #izzy speaks #tgcf novel #heavens official blessing #nsft

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designernishiki · 10 months

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it’s kinda funny to me how that dumb scene in kiwami 1 of majima getting shot and left for dead in the harbor was basically just added as a half-assed way to explain majima not being around for a bit of the plot, but they accidentally(?) just made it seem like start of a chain reaction where majima ended up feeling slighted and heartbroken after being abandoned like that and then lashed out about it via smashing a big truck into the building kiryu was in. and yeah that isn’t inherently a romantic thing as-is but then they go and add the part where majima grabs a hostess and performatively hits on her as in-kiryu’s-face as possible, she says she’s already in love with someone, and majima lets her go immediately, no questions asked, making a big fucking point of it just to say see THAT kiryu? I appreciate when people are HONEST about their FEELINGS. people who won’t just BACKSTAB someone who CARES about them to save themselves. is that so crazy kiryu?? huh??? anyway make it up to me get down here and fight me right fucking now

#I think on another level he was sorta saying like ‘hey kiryu. you’re making it extremely clear that you don’t trust me and my intentions #and I’ve been trying to show you- over and over again- that I’d do just about anything for you and your safety #but I can’t just let my mask fall off in front of everyone- I need to keep up the unpredictable morally grey wildcard act for both my sake #AND yours. because disguising my helping you as crazy random violent outbursts and weird stalker behavior #is the only way I CAN help you. do you think it would go over well with shimano or literally anyone else if I was outright helping you out #of the kindness of my heart and fondness for you? stop being so fucking dense and look past the crazy wacky nonsense for a second and #maybe you’ll realize that all I do at the end of the day- really- is help you and put my own life and reputation on the line for you.#I am an honest guy when it comes to my real values and when I told you I wouldn’t let anyone kill you unelss it was myself- I meant it.#I’ve taken a knife and a bullet for you now. can you REALLY not see through the act yet? am I REALLY that unpredictable when you think about #it?’#that was a longer explanation than i intended but. it was difficult to put into words #I basically feel like it could be read as him implying kiryu shouldn’t backstab the people who put themselves on the line to help him #and/or pointing out that he’s never actually done kiryu dirty and has stuck to his word protecting him in the ways he can #trying to say yeah all this is a crazy act and all but when it comes down to it you Can trust me #it really makes sense when you think about it that he’d have to help kiryu/show affection towards kiryu in unpredictable convoluted ways #at that point in time because. I mean. there’s a reason he was the only person who showed up to welcome kiryu when he got out of prison #and that’s because A) he sticks to his word and his loyalty to people he cares about and B) no one else had the balls or the batshit insane #mask to wear to ward off anyone asking real questions like majima did. because ANYONE associating themselves with the supposed #patriarch-killer was a HUGE NO-NO at the time. someone important showing up for kiryu and welcoming him back outright could’ve caused #all-out warfare probably. except majima. because majima was dedicated and smart enough to use his widely-feared wildcard persona #(that everyone tended to view as incapable of having any Real agenda to worry about) to his And kiryu’s advantage #does that make sense??? I feel like it makes a lot of sense if you get it to click in your head #kazumaji #majima #kiryu #yakuza #kiwami 1 #yk1 #rambling

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iwritenarrativesandstuff · 11 months

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I've been thinking about how Vash always seems to be hungry. Or at least, that he's shown eating quite often in the manga. Happily having his salmon sandwiches. Eating an entire box of donuts in the side car. Knowing the conversion rate of bullets to pizza. Seeing a flower and immediately wondering if it's edible. Pondering his life over breakfast. It's a really cute little character detail about him - he likes food.

But then I kind of started to think about the angel arm and its specific brand of destruction. How there were no bodies to be recovered. Nothing but a crater left of July, left on the Fifth Moon. It's all been incinerated. Devoured, even. Tristamp takes it even a step further and makes the power something akin to a black hole - a yawning drain; a constant destructive hunger.

Vash is clearly terrified of this potential for destruction, and for very good reason. But it's not separate from him as some kind of "power he can't control" - it's his arm. It's literally his arm. It is him. Vash is scared of himself, scared of losing control. He does what he can to repress it, even subconsciously (the gaps in his memory whenever it activates). He can't control it in the moment, so he takes steps to preemptively push it down, to avoid the use of his abilities entirely, to hide himself away.

I talked a bit in a previous post about how there are probably several interrelated reasons for Vash's chronically avoidant behaviour, but I'd like to throw one more into the ring and suggest that it's not just a matter of not deserving to want things, but maybe also that he's afraid of wanting. That if he allows himself to even think about what he wants personally that he'll want too much, take too much, and that the only cure in his mind for this is to give and give repeatedly.

I wonder how starved he is for love. Vash loves hard, after all. Once he loves (and I’m not talking about the broad, distant love/compassion he has in general), for better or worse, he carries them around with him forever, long after they've passed. Does he feel like it'd be selfish to admit this kind of want? His love isn't really a passive thing after all - it's the drive at his very core; a mournful inferno he is just barely suppressing. Does he remember how to love in a way that doesn't consume him entirely?

Is that part of the reason he checks out at signs of intimacy? Diverts gifts towards others? Tends to accept kind gestures only when under an assumed name? Intentionally starves himself in Tristamp? Runs and runs and runs? Is he afraid he won't be able to stop hungering? That allowing himself to want means his want will become insatiable?

I just have to wonder how much of his avoidance of connection is being scared that he will cause more destruction (to them? or to him?) by trying to take far too much into his hands than he ever caused by turning his back and running.

...of course I may just be entirely deranged here sorry.

#yeah idk either i wrote this in a haze at 1 am #also i have not yet finished trimax so idk how these kinds of matters are going to be tackled or if i am way off base #if nothing else this kind of reads like one of my guilt spirals and writing it out made me realize how batshit insane i must sound #outside of my own head so if nothing else i guess it was kind of useful for that?#anyways. vash's solution to being hungry all the time is to pretend he isn't hungry for so long he doesn't know what he craves anymore #incredible.#on that note by contrast i'm intrigued by meryl and milly ordering their trademark food and drink with such confidence #also i do love how this fear of a part of himself conflicts so strongly with how incredibly confident he is otherwise #cool character choices you know?#aghhh ok i guess i'll post this before i chicken out. i can always delete it if i hate it after #trigun #trimax #tristamp #vash the stampede #storyrambles

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iamhereinthebg · 4 months

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I LOVE THEM SM THE CLOCK KEEPERS FAM AAAAH

Mirai is so cute here I am ascending

Anyways, I will be honest I have some mixt feeling rn :00

About the clock keepers themselves?? I don't have that much fear tbh, they are supernaturals in their boundary, and contrary to number 3 they don't have hearts that Tsukasa or anyone else can consume. I think they will be fine (or I am being delusionnal to protect myself, you choose rip) I love them very much they will always live in my heart.

I was REALLY not happy with chapter 109, having to be focused on little crumbs was really hard when I have been waiting for their focus for more than 4 years. Having the joke that is chapter 109 absolutely destroyed me, they are my fav mysteries and I want something good for them, unfortunately I am not sure they will get it.

Chapter 110 gave me some hope because yes what is happening is not normal, and I am glad it was adressed. For me it was obvious af it' wasn't, but I really needed confirmation from the author to be sure.

I have always said that the clock keepers were unique and Teru confirms it in this chapter with the official translation:

'The clock keepers are clearly unique even among the school mysteries, and go beyond the average supernaturals'

They are n°1, the only mystery with three beings in it and with a human, one of the last two mysteries left with the other one being the main focus on the manga. Of course something is strange with how they are treated right now. What is happening?

None of them used their time powers expect for Mirai once as the judgment. The stuff they are saying to punish Tsukasa seems more like jokes and they aren't treating the trial as they should be (but this may be just because chapter 109 is bad af lol). Mirai can litteraly see the future if she wants to.

The owls, their shikigami/familiars don't move at all when their masters are attacked, they are in their own boundary, their shrine. Maybe their powers are related to the clock Natsuhiko destroyed (and I would be sad af if this is the reason and nothing can be done) we just don't know what is happening. Do they have a plan? Are they playing a part (which would be funny because some stuff about the clock keepers are related to theaters and plays) Did someone forced them to do something? We don't know anything about the clock keeper, them being in the same spot as n°6 before we got to his story.

We just know they are special among the mysteries, they are the oldest ones, Kako and Mirai are made of gears and a human has a seat in it.

I am pretty sure Teru had this conversation with Akane here because he knows the clock keepers are special.

The two mysteries being the more visible here being the god of death and the clock keepers.

It's also the only mystery Hanako didn't want to destroy right away because they could be useful. All mysteries had their yorishiro destroyed/were planned to be destroyed once they got students in danger. (expect for Tsuchigomori who just, accepted it as a precaution rip) The clock keepers are the only ones who got a free pass on this even after getting the whole school involved.

Their powers are just above a lot of the others, and everyone know how useful it can be, so once again why aren't they using it?

Not caring about their yorishiro is also super strange. Especially when the one the most against Hanako's plan to destroy the yorishiros in the manga is Kako.

A mystery has to choose a yorishiro to be a proxy of the gods, to be able to have this status.

They have to choose a yorishiro so they don't run away from the job, it's the thing the most important to them so they would never destroy it. They have to protect it. Teru assuming they don't care is just so so strange. Why wouldn't they? That's the whole point of what a yorishiro is! They even hide it in one of them as an extra precaution! A lot of things go against what has been established before for yorishiros it's just plain out suspicious.

Kako and Akane are also really really duty centered characters. Akane will do a job even if he doesn't want to if he is asked to do it and Kako is the one being represented as the observator over the mysteries to see if they are respecting their sworn duty.

I also don't know what to think about their yorishiro for now. What does it open? A door to another room? Is it to protect something? Is it to activate another automaton? Can it be related somehow to the old clock keeper of the present? (delulu land again)

Idk I am really curious. I really hope we won't have the answer right away though, they were defeeated way too quickly and I hope they have more stuff to them. We got Hakubo's and Sumire's story and a part of the Yugi twins beforec their yorishiro got destroyed, so I hope it will be the same for them. That we will have time to get to know them a little bit more.

And after all, neither Nene or Hanako want to destroy any more yorishiro for now, and Tsukasa apparently lost it at the end of the chapter (we can see the hand who had it being empty. But AidaIro has sometimes a problem of coherence with their right and left and objects disappearing and appearing which I can understand with the rythm they have to keep with the manga, so I am not sure)

I have a lot of fears about this tbh, because maybe AidaIro will just give us the reason why they are weak rn and continue the story without explaining anything about them, not giving them the spotlight I think they truly deserve. The worst for me would be they work for Sakura, I really really hope it's not this, but I am really scared :///

So I will go for this for now, even if this is really depressing for me, but I don't want to have my hopes up with how the writing have been really ups and downs since the start of this arc (the only good chapter for me being chapter 108).

I am still really intrigued by what is Akane's real duty and why is he so reluctant to do it but still does it? Why Akane said they had to do the trials now? Honestly I have a lot of questions and I know no matter what happens, the clock keepers make me super sad (in a good way) and happy at the same time. And this last chapter with Mirai and Akane was a blast (I am actually writing a whole document on them rn it's long I will link it later ahah)

I also wonder if any of the clock keepers can use the others' clocks or not? Does this mean like Kako can go full OP while using all three powers at the same time? (let's go grandpa give us everything) I am curious since they are a mystery where having an object is important for their powers (Kako and Mirai being able to use their with bare hands because they have their clocks on them, I can be wrong about it though)

We are also left with only Akane as n°1 rn and idk what it will mean for him.

So yes full of fears, but also I know I will find crumbs to go delulu on :DD I would try to stay full positive but with the focus being on Tsukasa and on how secondary characters rn are mostly as 'objects for the plot' (I mean, look at Nene :')) I can't really ://

But be sure, I will forever love the clock keepers even if the plots are not respecting them

#toilet bound hanako kun #I really need to talk about the copy pasted dying Mirai because this is SENDING me #why are you doing this to my girl AidaIro #I am sorry I lost the ask I am an idiot :'))#fortunately I had it like this dsjds #the three clock keepers #are once again rotating in my head non stop #mirai #aoi akane #kako #jshk #jibaku shonen hanako kun spoilers #tbhk #ramblings #idk if I have ever showed it much but I am batshit insane in general about Time and pray for Mari because she has to witness it every month #this is also one of the reason I love them #tbhk analysis #the way I made them in one of my au in 2020 was actually A LOT like what we have now and I am dying

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bellamysgriffin · 1 year

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Dana Watches Gilmore Girls: The Long Morrow (7x01)

#javajunkieedit #ggedit #gilmoregirlsedit #lorelaigilmoreedit #lukedanesedit #luke danes #lorelai gilmore #gilmore girls #javajunkie #*#dwgg*#absolutely batshit crazy insane for him to say i wanted to SCREAM #also i am so far enjoying s7 more than s6 and i actually dont mind the break up storyline #its in some ways a relief

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neil-neil-orange-peel · 1 month

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It truly is the moment to be a Rik and Ade fan right now.

#rik mayall #ade edmondson #part of me wishes this had happened a few years ago when i would have gone absolutely batshit insane #but also it might have destroyed me emotionally too #i am expecting to cry at some point during the bottom documentary #very excited!#❤️❤️❤️#me rambling

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pan-gya · 8 months

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i can't even imagine how insane akane must seem to arata

like, imagine your dad arrives late to your best friend's wedding with some random lady you've never seen before in your life and then proceeds to only talk to her for the entirety of wedding and then goes off to kill himself and then you go to identify the body and the random lady is there??? and emotionally invested for some reason??? and then a few weeks later, this random lady, who's starting to look a lot like your dad's secret girlfriend, is arrested for murder on live television during a ceremony in which she was supposed to take your dad's job. and then two years later, you learn you have an extremely rare brain condition that your dad never told you about but that he did tell this random lady??????? and then your entire workplace is held hostage and you are beaten nearly to death all because this one guy wanted to get the random lady out of jail and it's only half a year later that the random lady explains everything to you, including the fact that at the time of the wedding, she had known your dad for a maximum 3 days

#psycho pass #psycho pass providence #tsunemori akane #shindo arata #shindo atsushi #granted i am simplifying for comedic effect #BUT STILL #like until fi arata has NO FUCKING CLUE about what the fuck had been happening in psycho pass #it all must have looked batshit insane to him #gyaa rambles #i need a s4 so that this weird relation between akane and arata can get sorted hhhhhhh

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camifornilla · 1 year

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When I switched from reading the My Happy Marriage manga to the light novels, I worried that doing so would diminish my experience reading the manga in the future. However! No words can accurately describe the heavy emotions I felt getting this:

This ish is so god damn TENDER! So soft! So sweet! I’m genuinely going bonkers over it

#tho *light novel spoilers* I am going to go batshit insane when the rest of the second book gets illustrated #literally going to foam at the mouth when the literal MILES of Misunderstanding hit these two like a high speed TRAIN #and seeing the track record of like 1/3 of each book publishing in manga at a time #I KNOW I’m gonna be pissed off at these two for MONTHS #My Happy Marriage #My Happy Marriage Spoilers #My Happy Marriage Manga #Manga #this post is blowing up thanks to the anime and I’m fuckin glad cuz I love looking at these panels #AAAAHHHHHH UHHHHHH 😭😫 I love them so much!#popular posts

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notdelusionalatall · 2 months

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yeetusthemighty · 1 month

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Ninjago had been slowly pushing away my old hyperfixation like it was some big stone

AND THEN SEASON 11 CAME IN AND FUCKING BLEW UP THAT STONE WITH A NUCLEAR BOMB

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cinaminrolll · 2 months

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okay, here me out… feyd-rautha 🥴

#i knew it in my heart when reading the book that he was hot #and i am pleased to say that austin butler did not disappoint #like yeah he’s batshit insane #and not exactly “conventionally attractive”#but ohhh man would i #dune part two #dune #dune part 2 #feyd rautha #austin butler

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