#I can afford saving for him

[reginrokkr]

I'm very normal about mister Wrioteasley.

#◟༺✦༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊ #for those wondering no #I did it on purpose #who knows knows #but the way this man #went straight up into my favorite characters #just like that #I might even consider pulling for him #even if I'm not a fan of his fighting style #not because I don't think it suits him #because it does and it's a really cool thing for a catalyst user #but more of a personal preference of mine #I can afford saving for him #since there isn't anyone on the horizon #I'm looking forward to pull for #anyway I just finished playing the archon quests #I don't know if I want to dive into Neuvi's after dinner #or do some exploration/world quests #I'll ponder it on my mac 'n cheese djfhjg

[avisisisis]

I know everyone likes to make fun of Ezra for believing Maul, but I honestly really liked that, because. Like. He's been working so hard to learn to trust people again. His new-found family is teaching him how to open up and how to let himself love others without being too afraid of losing them to connect

And he doesn't immediatly trust Maul, which shows that even if his trust issues are much better now, he's still not stupid and knows to be careful around strangers, especially if you found them inside a Sith Temple

But. Maul shows and tells him what he wants to see; he acts kind with him, reassures him when he's in doubt, and manipulates Ezra (who is a CHILD) into beliving in him so he could get what he wanted

Then he betrays him, and by blinding Kanan, he proves Ezra's 'little me' right

#i actually think it's beautiful how he still keeps trying even after having been hurt so many times #and it's not even about maul hurting him. it's about maul hurting kanan #like if maul hadn't done that then ezra would've been perfectly fine w having him as a slightly evil friend that his entire family hates #part of the reason why i love ezra is because bc even though he's been betrayed #he still works to be better #he still fights for what's right #still helps others. he can and will jump in the middle of the battlefield to save a stranger because that's who he is #and he always trusts his family to watch his back #he's been tempted by the dark side so many times and yet he's still “dark side? never heard of it” #and even when he DOES use the dark side. he gets better. he realices that what he's doing is wrong and GETS BETTER #ezra's world was violently taken away from him when he was only a child #he lived on the street for years with nothing but himself. he learned to never trust anyone and to always think for himself #he couldn't afford to help others (unless it wasn't TOO dangerous and he could get smth out of it) because he can't put himself in danger #he learns to forget his parents's beliefs #then the ghost crew comes along and they show him that world again #and now that he knows it he will never leave it again #star wars #star wars rebels #sw rebels #swr #ezra bridger #darth maul #star wars meta #sw meta #twilight of the apprentice #avis' post

[miutonium]

Hi hi I have returned once again to dress up my sillies in clothes they deserved to be in

Anyway timelapse undercut :3

Anyway sorry for my indecisiveness when I was drawing this I planned on making the timelapse and then I was like nah but then I was like wait a minute maybe I do wanna record so I finally give in and hit record timelapse while I was doing the shadow base 😅

#asukart #TBH its so hard for me to draw Utonium in cool clothes like why there aren't many cool loking clothes for middle aged men other than a vest #and a pants? like why cant he wear cunty dresses and skirts??? Why cant he be covered in Viviene Westwood? #WAIT what am I saying of course he can I'm an artist wdym I cant draw him in cunty dresses and skirts? ok folks that will be my next art #Chloe is always so fun for me to draw and dress up like yes she is that girl a vintage 90s karl lagerfeld chanel girl yes #realistically Chloe wouldn't be able to afford the fit with the job I put her in but I am her God #and what kind of a cruel mother am I to deny my child the imitation chanel fit that she deserves? #anyway please suggest me an outfit for Utonium I cant keep on giving him pinterest nerdy retro fashion men to my man #like he needs something better than that. Maybe icy girl winter for Utonium is him covered in YSL idk save me high fashion girlies save me #professor utonium #selfship #selfshipping #selfship community #selfshipping community #selfship art #self insert oc #self insert community #self insert art #oc x canon #si x canon #ppg professor

[mochiajclayne]

Kurama and Sukuna watching their respective vessels interact with their homosexual shounen rival and say silly goofy gay statements™️ like carrying burdens and dying together and/or not affording to die because the other will kill them if they die again.

#sasunaru #itafushi #yes I've been watching jjk for like a while now #imagine being alive for thousands of years and witnessing your vessel pining for their black haired crush #naruto #naturo shippuden #jujutsu kaisen #like I just know these two would drink tea together and bitch about naruto and yuuji lmao #kurama: your brat is whipped too huh #sukuna: bold of him to say he can't afford to die as if I DID NOT RIP HIS HEART OUT #but like imagine them talking shit about sasuke and megumi #kurama: the brat can't even handle me as hatred incarnate lmao the audacity to say he'd save that uchiha brat from his hatred #sukuna: (jjk manga spoilers) lmao I stirred the pot between them so let's see if their gay love can beat the king of curses #mochiajclayne.txt

[zeb-z]

Cellbit who holds his shit together, pieces together the clues, and solves the issue while walking on a tightrope, where if he cannot correct for the mistakes made, the fallout would be catastrophic. He cannot fail to solve the case, he cannot fail to cure his friends, it isn’t an option in how desperate the situation has gotten.

He’s relied upon by everyone as the leader of the order, shoulders heavy with the burden. He is intense when he needs to be, gentle when a soft touch is required, and keeps his head when the situation is so intense the others are speechless.

He gets through Forevers stubbornness, reassures Pac in his sorrow and indecisiveness. It’s a fucked up scene and he handles it well because he has no other choice.

He doesn’t cry until it’s all over. Just for a second, when the moment is over, and he can take a breath of air. And even then he leads the rest of them through clean up. He makes sure Pac gets home, gets Forever to a proper place to rest, ensures the rest of the group is okay after what they just witnessed.

Then the moment he leaves the others, he finds another critical clue that he can’t just ignore or put to the back burner.

Another mystery, another crisis, another billion clues he’ll have to organize and follow up on and solve, because he’s the investigation guy, the leader of the order, and the island is counting on him. The kids are counting on him. He doesn’t get a chance to truly breathe. To fully sit down and let himself crumble, let someone, anyone, else be the strong foundation, because if he can’t solve this, who will?

Even with his family returning to him, it’s no wonder he feels so alone. Out of the frying pan and into the fire, I guess.

#I just. the moment he could take a breath and his voice started cracking. god #bad and Phil were instrumental in this ofc but there is no world they would have gotten any sort of cure without cellbit #he was key because he was relied on. bad and Phil and Pac and even forever played their parts (esp pac my fucking god) but #I dunno. everyone comes to him with the latest mystery and it’s what he’d prefer at the end of the day because he can trust in himself to #do his best. he trusts in his abilities as much as he naturally wants to know the unknown. but still #there’s definitely some part of his affinity with the entity of knowledge too. knowledge at a cost whatever he must pay #what’s a little self destruction and misery in the face of discovery? the satisfaction of a puzzle solved and saving the day? #he’s chosen the entity of knowledge as much as it’s chosen him. to know things is to be alone #i just. when the day comes where he can’t solve the problem and save the day. what then? what then? #and isn’t that a kick in the pants. please god everyone help him with this because he deserves something secure to fall back on #he’s just so. leader man cannot crumble because he cannot afford to. god give him a break please. 167 injured 82 dead #mcyt #qsmp #q!cellbit #Cellbit #qsmp meta #z speaks

[dnangelic]

sometimes i think abt towa and argentine in the very last manga chapter n cry

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT. #waaaa waaaa my lucifer my boy-king and the respect and power he doesn't even want but deserves sm #dark wouldnt want towa n argentine's help if he could go without it!! all his theft has been bc he cared #n its the fact he n dai care tht they genuinely deserve the sort of trust respect n acknowledgement from the niwa fam #that the rest of the world who doesnt properly or intimately know the likes of dark n dai doesnt afford them #i justttt wooooughhhh towa argentine gratefully graciously bowing themselves with fealty #to dark who's always been bearing all this insane burden and self-expectation alone #all by himself #afraid even of that solitude but nevertheless doing everything he could for the sake of #what he felt was right saving the artworks saving precious things even if he had to steal them away and disparage himself #more and more (the more he succeeds the more he disgraces himself as a villain and a criminal) #aaaa waaaa INNER NIWA FAM CHARAS r just so special.... THEY GET TO SEE IT ALL... #how heavy the pressure is on dark n dai both actually despite the superficial layers like elmroot says #the 'outer self' that enjoys being a phantom thief and then the inner that 'hunts his own kind' #how tired dark is sometimes... #well. w/e. point is niwa fam chara writers who ever take this into account ill kiss u forever #dark can be annoying or behave in spoiled/lazy/belligerent ways sometimes but it rlly makes him and dai more like the #rebel angel leader / boy king example i try to write them as. they still care ofc they doooo #it's just they're the equivalent of the highest seat holding together their little country #their miniature empire that dark n the niwa have built up over yrs n yrs n yrs!! #dark never claims himself a king or a prince he doesn't throw his weight or titles around like that #but between paradise lost and POTO's occasional angel of darkness/PRINCE of darkness #the vibes are there in between the lines. they r right there. this dude has so much hes taking responsibility for #even though he doesn't even Have To. but in doing so- he is. and SHOULD rightly be supported #in the manner of someone in service demonstrating loyalty to him #ok. ramble over

[virsancte]

he was happy until he started losing

#dont mind me just visiting my favorite boy. #simblr #valentine extras #poor guy has one day off from his 2 jobs and college in a week and has to spend it babysitting his neighbor's daughter every week #he's ok w it though he's great with kids #and aurelia was raised by the world's coolest single father so she's not too annoying #still funny. can someone please let him get some sleep #in game i had her father buy him cold medicine bc he could not afford it to save his life and it was a rly sweet moment 2 me #he probably sees him like his son at this point. found family please save me

[soldier-poet-king]

Sexism? Implicit homophobia? Double standards? IN MY FAMILY?? 🙃🙃🙃

Bro 1 either got really drunk and stayed over at his friends (likely) or is MISSING (unlikely), but he didn't even send a text and didn't come home overnight and my mother is FLIPPING OUT and like low-key it's a little funny bc he's 23 and she's been letting him come home at all hours since highschool, I'm talking like, hes regularly crawling in when I'm getting up to leave for work, and sure he can do whatever he wants idgaf he no longer takes even a modicum of advice from others (tho it's super annoying when he wakes me up coming in at 4am since we're the only two in the basement)

HOWEVER, like, do u think he's gonna get any flack for this? Absolutely not. If I'm 30 min late coming home from work IN BROAD DAYLIGHT AT AGED 26 I get in SO MUCH SHIT. God forbid I fall asleep on the bus and forget to text that I'm running late. Or walking home from my Nonna's at night (less than 1 block) I have to text to say I lived, but none of my male cousins or brothers do, despite some of them being MINORS. Or like. I can't even take the subway at night without my mother constantly texting and begging me to let her pick me up like a child (aka tmg concert getting out at midnight but I very specifically stayed sober since I was alone) but nooo my brother can go bar hopping at all hours and she'll just. Go to bed and let him leave.

He can just do whatever the fuck he wants because he's a BOY and he's also our mother's FAVOURITE (the rest of the siblings all agree on that one, me and bro 2 are like 🤝 least loved & most criticized children solidarity), and he's also capable of SUCH anger, he's largely apathetic to the general world and highly selfish, but when he gets mad he he's MAD tbh I fear that anger a bit and so now no one will criticize him at all? He gets away with EVERYTHING and I can't even leave stuff out in the house where I LIVE WITHOUT GETTING SHIT

Also like he was living with his gf and not going to church and all that, and I literally Do Not Care At All, that's his business, but again the hypocrisy of it all from the parents, when theyre supportive of him - literally bought and moved their shared bed - even tho he's "going against their professed values" or however my father wants to phrase it, but god forbid I just EXIST as a queer person, even if I'm single. Like. HELLO???? I can never be out ever

Like yes I'm glad they're not assholes to him but also WHY DO I GET SO MUCH SHIT FOR LITERALLY MY BENIGN EXISTENCE

#franposting #more insane behaviour from this house #hes also moved back full time so fuck me #we have a. strained. relationship. if anything other than anime or video games is discussed #and like i get it and shit kinda went weird for him w college #but 99% of that is his own fault #and my mothers and his gf for enabling him #like oh my god be responsible #he can cook and clean but when it comes to big life stuff like finances and course registration and all that? GET UR SHIT TOGETHER OMFG #anyway. im not even worried he definitely got really drunk or probs a lil high and didnt come back #fine whatever i dont actually care. hes determine to be like this #HOWEVER i AM PISSED #about the DOUBLE STANDARDS #AND THE SEXISM OF IT ALL #everyday. im like. oh my god i need to move out but i cant afford to #and if my job contract is getting renewed it makes no sense to move out #i could buy a car AND save some. if i lived here for another year and workedin my jon #but like. F U C K M E i am ratttling the bars of my cage #its ok. ok. fresh kale at home. i am going to make some good ass salads and oasta for lunches this week #meal prep will be ok. i am not going to commit violence

[scringee]

This is the only way to express how I'm feeling

#i try not to talk about my home life on here but im honestly so fucking frustrated that if i dont get this out i might just kill someone #my family car broke down in January of this year #my father refuses to get a new one because he thinks hes saving so mucj more money and he doesnt feel like he has any incentive #acting as if he was giving us free trips #i would literally pay him 100 dollars a fucking week to help take me in and out of work #and he just doesnt like acknowledge that at all #so now im having to take ubers to and from work every day. each trip is like 20+ dollars so that 40+ dollars a day five days a week #im averaging spending 200 dollars a week jusy to get into work #and i work a minimum wage shitty fucking job so all of my paycheck goes straight into ubers and fucking therapy every week #ive had to skip so many sessions becaause theyre all 50 dollars after insurance #and im just so frustrated #i want to move out so bad but how can i save enough if im constantly hemorrhaging cash #the only reason hes saving money is because he fucking works from home #i just dont know what to do at this point i feel so helpless #becayse even if hou casually bring it up my dad immediately assumes youre ATTACKING him and how DARE you and im tited im so fucking tired #how am i meant to move out in these conditions #how am i meant to do anything #i have no fucking social life because i literally just cant afford it im going to cry #i hate him. i hate my dad so fucking much #vent #ig. #scringee mouth

[lloydfrontera]

it's so interesting how lloyd was so traumatized by everything he went through when he lived as suho that every time he wants to do something kind he has to justify it with monetary gain. his brain got so used to being in survival mode, to literally being unable to afford almost anything, that now that he can, even when he wants, truly, really wants to help out of kindness, he tells himself it because he'll get something out of it because that's everything he could afford to do before. and by interesting i mean absolutely heartbreaking actually.

#tged #the greatest estate developer #lloyd frontera #he is a pragmatic little shit don't misunderstand me #he will get every cent he can out of everything he does #but a lot of what he does is born out of a deep desire to help and keep everyone around him safe #like even at the beginning when he didn't know anyone and just wanted to save his skin #he still made sure to keep everyone working under him safe and well paid simply because he knew what it was to be underpaid and to feel #expandable as a worker. and he didn't want to be like that! he wanted to be a better boss than the ones he had #but even so he tells himself it's because well treated workers do a better job. and he's right. but that's definitely not the main reason #why he goes to such lengths #it's just fascinating to me #it's such a realistic depiction of someone who truly wants to be good but was unable to afford it for such a long time he almost forgot how #i love him <3 he's my favorite bastard <3 #i talk a lot <3

[lux-scriptum]

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#grief #griefposting #I thought I’d have more time before the holidays hit me #it’s unexpectedly heavy today #i dont get it #i bounced back so fast yesterday from my irritability #but today I’m just #crushed #for no reason that i can find #I’m just so fucking sad #and so fucking tired #i dont know what to do with it #where am I supposed to put it while i try to not suck at my job #I’m training someone today i can’t afford to be lost and listless #i miss him #i dont want to take another day off #I’m trying to save my hours for the big holidays #and for moving in the spring #I don’t have a point I’m just not sure who to vent to rn #so my blog is gonna be my dairy rn #I’m sorry

[baeshijima]

its 10pm, my project is due in 14 hours, im at around 800 words out of 2k, and im abt to power through an all-nighter with a gallon cups of tea bc adrenaline is high and sleep is fucked like usual <33

#sophie’s idle chatter #SAVE ME FROM THIS HELL #THIS IS NOT WORTH 20% OF MY GRADE GNSDFM #WAILS IN PICKING ENG LANG 😭😭 #anyway hello new followers and happy 3.8k??? 🤩 #but also i now have my jing yuan fic in the works OFFICIALLY so thats fun and i love him a lot #ALSO LIVESTREAM TMRW???? RIGHT BEFORE MY PROJECTS DUE????? BAIZHU???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? #i will be crying for the next two weeks bc im on easter break after tmrw and can afford it ahah 🫶🫶 #anywho thats it for the life update bc i need to get back to this and just. finish it. so that i can never think abt it again. #will i come back tmrw?? will i just pass out when i get back home and wake up saturday morning??? #the latter is more likely than u think :'D #but yes hehehahahoho live laugh love i hope ur all doing much better than i am and this is me wishing u all a good night 🥹🫶🫶 #(bUT BAIZHU SOON BAIZHU REAL SCREECH)

[stellardeer]

i have to come to terms with the fact that I am actually well off for someone in this country now, like.. idk it's weird

i'm still living the exact same lifestyle that i was before, so for the most part it feels almost like nothing has changed, like maybe im spending a little bit more money on food and buying the "good" toilet paper, but all that does is allow me to actually have savings in my bank account

i still stand with the working class and impoverished people of this country, and I am very much still in the boat of "one [very] bad day from homelessness" so i am not taking this for granted whatsoever

i've just been watching some of those youtube channels where they interview random people all over the country and just like.. kinda show what their life is like and it's definitely putting mine in perspective

very very grateful for the opportunities i have had and very proud of myself for forcing myself to stay in college (even tho it took almost 10 years to finish and left me with a mountain of debt) and just like.. idk, i feel like i could be doing more to help people out, i can't wait til im out of debt ;o;

#like idk it makes me feel a little bad sometime that im able to live comfortably while others arent #fuck i mean i got one of my friends living on my fucking couch rn i have a daily reminder of the inequality in this country #cause he doesnt have any qualifications to get a good enough job to fucking LIVE in this city #he's been trying to find a place to live but everywhere wants you to be making 3x the rent #and there's not a fucking job in this town that will pay you that much... #it's college town most people here are not even paying their own rent their well-off parents are paying it #ive never even fucking paid rent here i was living off the good fucking graces of my friends and my partner for like 7 years #and im still not paying rent i live in a trailer park and i own the trailer it's a shitty 2bd that i've had to pay to fix multiple times #but the fact that i can even afford to do that now is INSANE TO ME #I OWN A BUILDING WTF #i mean i do pay lot rent but it's only $300/mo #but rent prices here keep going up and up and up and i feel bad for my friend cause i dont know wtf he's supposed to do #i'm not charging him anything to live here so he's saved up a bunch of money but no matter how much he has the apartment places dont care #cause he wont have that money once he has to spend it all on bills and then his paychecks wont be able to cover living costs... #and i love him but he's just a little bit stupid and like.. doesn't seem to comprehend that he cannot afford a place that's $900 :'D #like he thinks that because he makes $1500 a month that he can spend $900 of that on rent like buddy NOO #what about FOOD? and OTHER BILLS? that's JUST rent dude what about lights and water???? #but also idk i dont feel THAT bad for him cause he could always just move back in with his mom or live with a roommate but he fcking refuse #anyway this got off on a tangent the point is once im out of debt im donating all my fucking money

[tnbc-thoughtsandheadcanons]

Godspeed and good luck to my fellow Mirrorverse players out there

#disney mirrorverse #mirrorverse #jack skellington #memes #like i always am. which is a stubborn jack skellington simp. im gonna buy as many crystals as i can #and save up gems so i can afford more when halloween comes #i just badly want him. okay.

[jonsnowisthesexiestbastard]

So I live in Montreal and couldn’t afford tickets for the Grand Prix, my question is : is there a way for people without tickets to catch a glimpse of the cars or the drivers in Montreal ?

#montreal grand prix #gp 2023 #f1 #im sad that i can’t afford it #i wish i could see a bit of the action if it make sense #that’s a big part of why i hope lewis Hamilton doesn’t retire #so i can save enough money to see him next year

[seventh-district]

screaming shaking crying trembling wailing sobbing throwing up punching the wall in anguish and agony and angst etc etc etc

#Seven.txt #Seven’s Public Diary #cw vent post #kinda?? i guess?? #cw dentist #anyways yeah. i have to go to the dentist soon and i wanna throw up just thinking abt it #someone just fucking hit me with a tranq gun and get it over with already oh my god i don’t wanna do thisssssss #but don’t actually do that cause i would deadass revoke someone’s breathing privileges if they ever sedated me without my consent #that’s part of what i’m so afraid of. i don’t know what i’m gonna do if they say i have to be put under general anesthesia for this. #i will literally cry and run out of the building #so here’s hoping that they can just numb it and keep me awake #i need to stay awake for this man it’s the only way i can handle it. i don’t wanna be vulnerable like that. #hhhhhhh last time i was in a dentist chair i was shaking uncontrollably and it’s so embarrassing when my body does that shit #i’m so afraid it’s gonna be like that again cause my fear has gotten so much worse as i’ve put off going #but my father will be there with me so maybe my need to appear strong in front of him will override my body’s need to shake in fear lmao #so i’ve got someone to take me and i’ve thankfully got the money saved to afford it so realistically i shouldn’t be upset #but i am so so afraid and no amount of logic is gonna help me out here. i already know that #i just have to go do it like i have to force myself to do all the other things i’m afraid of #ugh. i can’t tell if i’m nauseous cause of the pain radiating from my jaw bone to my brow bone or if it’s anxiety #or if it’s cause i couldn’t eat last night. or all three. probably all three #i’ve never had any cavities or serious issues with my teeth before in my life so this is so so so new and scary and i hate it #but i want the pain to stop so i gotta get this fixed. and never eat anything with sugar or acid or anything ever again #and brush my teeth one million times a day so this doesn’t happen again #sighs and collapses on the floor. i guess i couldn’t run from the consequences of my mentally ill actions forever #also no for once i didn’t actually punch anything. that was just a figure of speech. and i’m in enough pain as it is rn lmao