#I don’t think I’ll ever get over him

[cherries-and-knives]

Another one of the Peeta moments that rot in my brain constantly is the scene in catching fire when Katniss and Finnick get stuck with the Jabberjays.

Peeta had his hands pressed against the force field, trying so so hard to be there for her and wanting so badly to protect her. And when it finally ended he held her, and rocked her, and let her hide her face in his arms, and protected her for as long as she needed him to and…..that’s just so ughhhh….so heartbreakingly sweet.

#if you can’t tell I think about them constantly #even more so specifically #I think about Peeta constantly #I don’t think I’ll ever get over him #this scene is both so healing and heartbreaking at the same time how did they do that??? #in case u were wondering #yes I am crying again #hunger games #the hunger games #the hunger games katniss #the hunger games peeta #thg catching fire #thg #thg peeta #peeta mellark #peeta #peeta supremacy #katniss and peeta #everlark #katniss everdeen #catching fire #peeta my beloved #team peeta #peeta and katniss #thg katniss #thg Everlark #tbosas #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #lucy gray baird #coriolanus snow

[frnkiebby]

this fucker right here~🎃

#the absolute prettiest #most handsome #fuck #i don’t think i’ll ever get over him #jfc #frnkiebby #mcr #mcr5 #mcrmy #frank iero #frnkiero #frnkie #my chemical romance #my chem

[vikensbrainrot]

Altan Trengsin, ladies & gentlemen

#like he is literally hot #he was so hot it killed him #I don’t think I’ll ever get over him #the poppy war #the poppy war spoilers #Altan #altan trengsin

[somebluemelodies]

i was rewatching more of Roier’s day 28 vod (aka the Brazilians’ arrival) and i started having Spiderbit Thoughts so i did this…

day 28 vs day 52, for your viewing pleasure :>

#i don’t think i’ll ever get over the fact that the first time cellbit gets downed #it’s roier who helps him #FIRST DAY #FIRST FUCKING DAY #these two i swear to fucking god #qsmp cellbit #qsmp roier #spiderbit #qsmp

[anna-scribbles]

h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work

unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion

#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad #because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid #i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back #i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades #i might be able to snag a short nap before work #but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen #WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE #well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway #OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal. #anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently #emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it #and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry #so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever? #and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this?? #also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m #so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point #anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari #after escaping her british nobility life #and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course. #and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known #and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates. #and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time #also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w #but at least he’s still obsessed with her #this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either. #ml #anna rambles #asks

[sweetestdesire]

LISTEN, I’VE NEVER SEEN THIS PICTURE OF JAMIE AND TREVOR, AND I’M SO NOT OKAY RIGHT NOW. TREVOR’S GODDAMN HAT? HIS ADORABLE LITTLE SMILE? HIS STUPIDLY CUTE FACE? THAT’S MY FUCKING MAN RIGHT THERE. GOD, HE’S SO FUCKING FINE, I CAN’T.

#i need to lick him #holy fucking shit #i don’t think i’ll ever get over this #jamie drysdale #trevor zegras

[mc-tummy-blur]

I’ve only just now started his social link, but I’ve decided he is babygirl coded, so I drew him in four babygirl poses from a Twitter post that I can’t for the life of me find now

Bonus: That classic babygirl pose as well

Ko-fi

#persona #persona 4 #persona 4 golden #tohru adachi #mcart #I like to imagine the last one is what he looked like after he threw up #anyway forgive if he looks different in each pic I did these all in the course of like 2 weeks so I’ve gotten more used to drawing him #so my style for him changed over those two weeks lmao #idk how to draw his fucking dog shit yee yee ass haircut and at this point I don’t think I’ll ever figure it out #but I did get better at drawing ties in general so I guess it evens out

[httpiastri]

Being Paul’s best friend and seeing his tongue imagining it and you just get so turned on thinking that🤍

aaaAaA i think everyone who saw that tongue felt the same things 🤭🤭 if his bestie followed him along to bahrain then she would be so so proud watching him from down in parc ferme…. but also so hot because !!!

#the dream of him using that tongue 🫠🫠🫠 im #i actually don’t think I’ll ever get over that clip #jesus christ #paul 😭😭😭 what are you doing to me #asks! #anon! #white heart anon! #🤍!

[8rujaa]

to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?

#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened #i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close #and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way #i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao #now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest #and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell #i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop #but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again #i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier #it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men #and i find myself unable to connect with anyone… #i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed #i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it #i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly. #i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad #i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so #i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized… #when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was #like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u #i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function. #plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized #how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone… #i went thru all that for nothing… #and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why #brain vomit

[nercynorning]

Still not over this part

#I don’t think I’ll ever be over it tbh #I get why people hate John and are distrustful of him but I don’t get when people say they never felt any sympathy for him #even when he was just a fucked up scientist #idk just. in this part he and I were the same #I felt it so viscerally #“I don’t remember” “I can’t forget” #it haunts me #John Gaius #Alecto #nercyposting

[penn-dragon]

The way you draw Kyoko and Ren is sooooo gooood. Good for the soul. Also if u have the motivation, Kyoko and Ren cooking together! Kyoko teaching Ren how to make easy bento meals! Or her making him some snacks so he eats! Feeding ur loved ones is definitely one of Kyoko's love languages. All that labour!!

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Thank you so much!! And for the sweet comment on my art ❤️ I actually had one other request for Ren and Kyoko cooking together so expect that soon haha!

It 100% is which I think is really sweet because that’s also clearly true of Ren’s mom and dad so god help Ren when she finally gets to be a proper part of his family because that man will never be able to skip a meal again LMAO

#I don’t think I’ll ever get over him summoning her out of the abyss by being purposefully obtuse about cooking hdjfjdjdj #Ren somewhere in the world: my schedule is tight so I think I’ll skip breakfast #Kyoko materializing out of the shadows because he ‘Tsuruga-san isn’t eating right’ senses were tingling: you wanna try that again? #penn answers things #mysticsandwitchphantom

[scionshtola]

man h*rmes really just. did not have the tools to help m*teion properly process all that despair. and how could he! no one else had them (the flowers were always white!). but he cared about her. and he wanted her to go out and learn how to deal with despair and more (in the course of your long journey you will learn from those you meet. learn to walk and run and so much more). and it’s just so sad to me. if he knew how to handle his own despair, if he knew that everyone had to find their own reason for living, he wouldn’t have needed to send her out in the first place.

#sorry about the asterisks but once i made a half joking post about v*nat and a few days later someone was talking about it in the tags like #i was serious. and if that happens to me again i’ll implode so #anyway i think about this alllll the time 😭 like how could he help her!! he didn’t know! and no one else gets it! #after ktisis they just wear him down saying over and over ‘you can just remake those creatures that died’ as if that were the point #until he just conformed to what everyone else did #the first time he ever saw the flowers change color for someone else was meeting the wol 😭 #anyway this is why i’m firm in my belief that if the ancients knew about m*teion and found a way to reach her they would not have treated #her the way we do. they were already being unkind to her before any of this happened bc they don’t see her as a real person #btw speaking of not seeing someone as a real person you know who didn’t see cori as real— #[i am forcibly yanked offstage] #i need a text post tag #while i was trying to remember an exact quote i saw someone call him a hypocrite which is a whole other post i’ll leave it at this for now

[crappycamille]

i fear i’ve been summoned by this beauty.

#i don’t think i’ll ever get over him. #ever. #i just caught up on the manga #(which i was avoiding for forever) #and i’m afraid i’ve fallen scorpion style… #completely head over heels. #and hello heheh

[cha1cedony]

I have to analyze a multimedia project (in the form of another multimedia project) for a class… Should I do the most embarrassing thing ever or

#I don’t think podcasts (with no accompanying visuals) count as multimedia? #but idek what I would want to analyze about DnDads anyway #yet another ​Grant Wilson character study? 😭😭 LMAO #and then I thought #HOMESTUCK #but no I don’t even care enough about Homestuck anymore to analyze anything about it #and THENNN I thought. #danganronpa #💀💀 goddd #I know EXACTLY what I would analyze too #<- the fuckin transmisogyny of Shinguuji’s whole character (and also other characters) #Shinguuji was my favorite character since I was like 14 LOL nobody gets him like I do fr 😤 /lh #anyway I could do a zine and put red lipstick all over it. awesome #ahem anyway. sorry I’ll never post about dr again (lie) (it’s my worst ever special interest forever) (but only like 5 of the characters) #(and I don’t even like it anymore I just really like criticizing it. it’s fun) #OKAY I’M. DONE. SORRY #😇😇 teehee #I need to stop saying teehee all the time #chalcy stuff #EDIT: just reread these tags… awful awful awful. hs and dr in one post in 2024. nightmare

[goldensunset]

volo… 2!!!

#this is not ending well. this is not ending well. #he is volo but with more well-defined motives #if they stick the landing he might dethrone him as a blorbo #jk i don’t think i’ll ever get over my volo obsession #it has reached terminal brainrot to the point where he’s not even a character anymore he’s just a funny chew toy #kieran can’t and doesn’t need to replicate that i think lol #the sv dlc experience #sv dlc spoilers #also kiki i think you might have some competition with briar #but like we all know *i’m* gonna be the one to catch it. so like #three way fight between us???

[hobisexually]

x

#i! feel! so! disconnected! from everything and everyone #and it’s so god damn annoying #I either feel nothing at all or everything at once and I can’t balance it #but if I take the time to sit with the things I’m scared of I’ll just keel over I don’t have time for it #Im just on autopilot moving ahead #because I have to! if I don’t my fear will win from me and that will Not be pretty #and that’s what I’m so upset about like I didn’t get something I really wanted #and it’s fully because of anxiety but the alternative is WORSE #and the people involved don’t KNOW I have anxiety but I can’t tell them either because it will make them look at me differently and I can’t #afford them to. I can’t let that happen and I think this is the first time I’m realising how much it holds me back even after uni #and I’m so angry over it dndndnd so so so angry and if they KNEW how much I had gone through no one would ever doubt my ability to — #bounce back and take charge of a situation ever again. they’d know I can do that. But it’s too private to share so now it’s up to me to #BELIEVE it and just show them but it takes so much out of me every time #and if it weren’t for the pandemic I would’ve been much further along and if it weren’t for my fucking burnout I’d have been further along #and it weren’t for my Fucking dad I’d be further along. I’m just so mad #so mad that I have to undo and tackle so much when people just sail through things but for me EVERYTHING takes effort #also I have not seen or spoken to my dad since December and I have a wedding he’s attending and I can’t get out of it #and I constantly pingpong between ‘its for the best I broke off contact I needed the space to heal’ and ‘I am a horrible person for taking #his only daughter away from him instead of talking’ #but I’ve TRIED the talking and he just never LISTENS????? and made me feel so unsafe in this world at all times #I’m constantly trying to undo all that and it’s exhausting and no one gets how much effort that takes and I can’t tell them either #like. not gonna unload my trauma on people but if they KNEW they’d get why I don’t always react optimally to things the way they do #aaarffggHhhhHHHhHhhh #also I’m not even enjoying festa I’m not tuned in at ALL and that’s also deeply upsetting but there’s no other way atm #Also. did a thing in PFPT today that. I feel complicated things and I’m just upset about the way my life’s been until now #its making me feel worse than I was expecting #oh AND I was on a trip with friends I’ve had for 16+ years and they all were so happy to be together #felt so connected with each other and it was familiar and safe and lovely they said #meanwhile I cried at 3am in the bathroom because I had never felt more alienated from them ever #I know who /I/ am and what I want and don’t want but the dissonance with the rest of the world….. what the fuck man. What is my place even