#I hate chronic pain

[moonflowerxox]

as someone who has experienced chronic pain since childhood, I hate feeling like I have to push myself past my limits and make myself physically sick so that the able-bodied people around me will stop viewing me as lazy

I will be in pain feeling like every single nerve in my body is slowly constricting and my spine is breaking in half.. STRUGGLING to keep up with those around me. I'm always expected to "adjust" to the pain.

I am told that I have to wait and rest later.

I am told to take some ibuprofen and it'll stop.

I am given stories about able-bodied peoples pain and how if they can push through, so can I- like it's the same thing.

I am asked what I was diagnosed with, almost as if not having one makes my experience fake.I haven't been diagnosed, the doubt washes across their faces.

I'm told by doctors that there's nothing wrong with me, maybe I'm having an anxiety attack or am about to start my period.

I push through the pain. my skin is sweating, my breath is shallow yet heavy at the same time. blackness clouds my vision as I struggle to stand up. I think I might pass out. I think I might throw up.

I tell someone how I'm feeling. I am told to push through. I am told that it's not as bad as I think.

I am dramatic, lazy, a liar trying to get out of work.

I am told if everyone else can come and do their work, so can I.

I wobble home, the muscles in my body aching like they're being shredded apart.

I lie in my bed, the radiating burn flows throughout my body, I cannot move. I cannot breathe. I cannot think. I barely exist.

I cry, dreading the end of the night. I know that I'm too weak to do it again tomorrow. I know that I can't. I can hardly move, like I've lost control of my body.

but I will be expected to "push through the pain" over, and over, and over.

I question myself.

I wake up, and do it all again.

hell is neverending-

#i hate chronic pain #chronic pain #chronic illness #chronically ill

[bloodanddiscoballs]

just gotta

just gotta make it through today and tomorrow

#im dying #i hate chronic pain

[gvmdisease]

i hate being in pain my mom says that once i start taking my supplements and meds the pain should lower but i don’t know how much i believe that i think it’ll help but i don’t know how much it’ll help i don’t care about being on a low level of pain all the time but i just need it to be manageable i woke up with my pain at a 5 or 6 and god i hate it i can’t take tylenol anymore bc of my liver being fucked or wtv but tylenol was the only thing that got my pain down somewhat and i don’t have a can or crutches or anything which fucking sucks bc in place of that i have to use wtv there is a wall a a chair sometimes i have ti hold onto my mom or my sister bc the pain doesn’t help stabilize my body which already isn’t the most stable to start with i just want to all to stop dude this fucking sucks i fuckign hate it

#sorry for the rant #i hate chronic pain #chronic pain #hypermobility

[anotherobsessedfangirl]

Seriously the only thing that keeps me sane right now and stops me from just starting to cry and curse this life is reading fluffy gay fanfictions on AO3

#I am having a Fibromyalgia flare up and it really hurts #I hate chronic pain #I hate myself for having a flare up even though I know it’s not my fault #I hate my body for making me go through this even though I know my body just wants to keep me alive and it’s just this stupid illness #just please make it stop #chronic pain #fibromyalgia #spoonie life #fanfiction #ao3 #seriously ao3 is a life safer sometimes #my post #about me

[pilots-and-protons]

oh god it's been a month since I last updated my fic

#Why am I so bad at this #Ouuuugh #I hate chronic pain #It makes it too hard to concentrate #All I want to do is WRITE #but I CAN'T

[cowboysandpilots]

Okay, I lied to you guys. I'm not getting any writing done. I'm going to bed. My legs hurt so bad.

#i hate chronic pain #my legs are killing me #they're like throbbing from the inside #uggghhh #personal #kian talks

[sillycathorrors]

owie my arm hurts :(

#i hate chronic pain #chronic pain #chronically ill #sorrens rambles

[ididit-allofit-foryou]

do any of my chronically ill baddies have tips for reducing neck pain? bc uhhh this ie awful 😃

#it was sooooooo bad today i wanted to die #i hate chronic pain #chronic fatigue syndrome #chronic illness #chronic pain #pain #rain rambles

[talkethtothehandeth]

Raise your hand if you have also been personally victimized by the barometric pressure changes 🥲

#personal #lord above #please sTOP #I hate the clouds #just rain for the love of god just rAIN #barometric pressure #chronic pain #arthritis #cripple punk

[jaymesdoodles]

I wanna go draw more but back and hips hurty I must continue to lay in bed

#jaymes talks #it sucks :( #i hate chronic pain

[moonflowerxox]

I am in pain so often that when I don't experience it, I panic and think my entire body has gone numb and there's something wrong LMAO

I just woke up and I was like... why am I not in excruciating pain... I must have pinched a nerve... or twisted something...

ma'am ?? pls don't panic your body is giving you a BREAK FOR ONCE PLS

#chronic pain #chronic illness #i hate chronic pain #why am i posting this #true story #idk man #idk how to tag this #i just woke up

[xdarkabyssx]

My body is a TOUTURE PRISON

#owwwwwwwwww #i hate chronic pain #like if it was juet for a minute or two i wouldnt mind but nonstop burning is just #bad

[gvmdisease]

my mom just told me to wait until her age bc i was talking about how bad my body hurts (we have the same pain levels and im less than half her age as a teenager) i just fucking love that it’s so preppy in here

#chronic pain #hypermobility #i hate chronic pain #everything huuuuuuurts

[heartfulsweetn]

ughhhhhhh i just got out of the orthopedic surgeon and everything hurts

#i hate it here #i hate being disabled #i hate chronic pain #fuck marfan syndrome tbh #queer and disabled #not art #not a drawing #whys my orthopedist always barefoot wtf

[bun-ika]

Im so tired of hurting. Nearly every joint or bone in my body clicks, snaps, pops. I'm always hurting. I've always had bad self image and picture of myself, but recently it's been so much worse. I am in the middle of some mental health issues which is nothing new to me, but as of late my image seems to occupy most of my thoughts about myself. It's hard to walk, and move, and because of my anxiety and depression that makes it hard to go out. I feel disgusting in my own skin, and I feel like I can't do anything about it. I'm just constantly at a loss with myself, and it all just farther supports that thought that man, I'm only 26. I really don't want to live the rest of my life like this. Constantly in pain and not taken seriously. I feel like I'm drowning.

#i hate chronic pain #chronic pain #anxiety #depression #negative #body image

[t06y]

I love you people with shaky limbs. I love you people with motor tics. I love you people with leg problems. I love you people who use mobility aids. I love you people who have chronic muscle pain. I love you people with chronic muscle spasms. I love you people with foot problems. I love you people who have prosthetic limbs. I love you wheelchair users. I love you people who have more problems walking then what society consider “normal”. I love you people who have mobility issues.

#body posititivity #disability positivity #this is because my legs hate crimed me #op has chronic leg pain #and shaky limbs #and motor tics #I am posting this in class #my legs decided to make school hallways #worse then they already are