#I have all friday off this week tho so I can work on it earlier yay!!

[magicomens]

Good news: I'm happy with how part 6 is looking so far!

Less good news: ........The "ok just a quick action scene and the intro to the next part" turned out being 10 pages long (😭) so it's gonna take longer than usual

Have some badly lit wips in the meantime!

#I have all friday off this week tho so I can work on it earlier yay!! #also thank you to the people who are leaving funny/inchoerent/kind tags ily <3 #art

[lostinwoso]

My Birthday is on Friday, would you write a jessie fleming one where the Team finds out their dating. Maybe reader moves clubs so they can spend more time together.

Only if you would like, no worries 🤍

Finally Together (Jessie Fleming x Reader)

A/N: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope you have an amazing day! (Save me a drink)

When Jessie and you started dating, you two agreed to keep it quiet between you both, wanting to figure out if this would work out before other people get included.

It didn't take long for you two to find out that the relationship between you both works out great, but you still never got to the point of informing your respective teammates around you about it.

And for you, it seems like you won't even get to that. A call from your agent earlier informed you that Chelsea is interested in signing you, and that your club already seemed to have agreed to let you leave if you want to go.

Jessie and you often talked about how nice it would be if you two would be at the same club or at least one closer to one another, so when you got the call, it was a no-brainer for you to agree to play for Chelsea.

You decided to break the news to your girlfriend at one of your daily FaceTime calls.

"I got some news.", you tell her, after you both informed each other about your day.

You can see Jessie raise her eyebrows on the little screen, "Good news?", she wonders.

"I would say so, yea.", you reply shrugging your shoulders, "Then let's hear it.".

"I'm leaving my club.", you tell her, and you can see the confusion on her face, you always seemed happy at your club, so why would you consider leaving it as good news?

"I thought you liked playing there, how is that good news?".

"I'm leaving for a club in the WSL.", your words seem to take a moment for Jessie to wrap her head around, "You what? We finally will be in the same country?", she rushes excited out after a moment.

Nodding your head in answer, a grin spreads on her face, "That's amazing, wait, what club tho?", she asks, wanting to know how close exactly you two would be to one another.

You just send her a grin, confusing her for a moment before she understands, "No way! No damn way!", she almost yells out.

"Yes way!", you laugh out, "You are going to join me here at Chelsea?", the emotions in her words are clear, it almost sounds too good to be true.

Nodding your head again, you reply, "Yes, we will be together at Chelsea.", tears of happiness building in both your eyes, not believing that you would finally be close to each other.

___

The next day, when Jessie walked into the training facility, everyone was able to tell that something was going on, because the girl couldn't stop smiling the entire day and seemed more chatty than usual.

"What is up with you today? I have never seen you this happy before.", Magda asks the Canadian, who in return shrugs her shoulders, "It's just a really nice day today.", her smile not faltering once, while she packs her training bag up after a successful session.

Magda shares a look with Pernille when the young midfielder walks out of the locker room to go home, yelling, "Goodbye!", over her shoulder before disappearing from their sight, "That was weird.", the defender mutters to herself before packing her own stuff up.

___

The weeks leading up to where the transfer would finally be confirmed were spent with Jessie telling you about all the plans she already made for the both of you and what places you have to see.

A few days later you were now in London, getting a tour from one of the Chelsea training stuff before it was time to get introduced to the team as their new teammate.

When it was time for that, the team got called together after the end of the training session, Jessie of course knew what was about to happen and due to not being able to meet up before you would be introduced she could barely contain her excitement to finally see you again.

Magda puts her arm around her shoulder, "Calm down, you seem like you are about to take off, what's going on, you already were like that a few weeks ago?", she questions, again curious about what could cause the out of character behavior from Jessie.

Before she can receive any answers, you walk out onto the field, Jessie's smile getting even bigger. Magda notices this and shares a questioning look between you two, catching the smile you send the Canadian.

"Everyone this is Y/N, she will be joining us here, please make her feel welcomed.", the trainer introduces you, quickly getting swarmed by your new teammates after who are eager to meet you.

Saving Jessie for last, you pull her into a big hug, but making sure not to stay too long before it could cause speculations among the team. But Magda already has her eyes on the both of you, wondering if there could be something between you two with the way the midfielder behaved.

___

A few weeks pass and Jessie and you seemed to be attached to each other, where one you were, the other wouldn't be far either, causing some teasing and questioning from your teammates, which you two would always try to ignore.

It's not that you two weren't ready to tell them that you were dating, you just didn't know how and when.

However, it seems like that you wouldn't even need to tell them after a slip up from you two.

It was team movie night, and it was Jessie's and yours turn to host said evening. Since the team had a busy week, you two almost forgot about that until one of the girls, send a text saying they will be there at 6.

In panic, you two realize that there wouldn't be enough snacks and drinks for everyone, so you decided to go out and buy some more while Jessie cleaned the apartment up a little.

Thanks to the traffic, it takes you a little longer to get to the store and back home but when you do arrive you set your keys down with a sigh, "I'm back love!".

Your eyebrows furrow in confusion when you don't receive an answer, walking into the living room, you are surprised by the sight of all your teammates already sitting there. Glancing at the clock on the wall, you realize that it's already past 6, "Oh.".

Locking eyes with Jessie, you send her an apologetic look, before chaos broke out.

"Love?"

"You two are dating?" . - "Are you really surprised?", "I mean no but.."

"Knew it! Pay up Niamh!", turning to look at Sam you send her a look, "Really, you bet on us?", the forward shrugs her shoulder, deadpanning, "Yea, it was obvious.".

Seeing that some of your teammates were ready to continuing the questions, you speak up, "Yes, Jessie and are dating, can we all calm down again now?".

"For how long?", Pernille asks, curious about how long you two have kept this a secret for.

Jessie decides to answer that one, "Almost two years.", "You managed to keep this a secret for two years? -Damn."

"Any more questions or can we finally start the movie?", you ask into the round, and almost immediately hands shot up, wanting to ask more about. Sighing, you realize that it might now take a while before you could actually start the movie night.

___

After a few more questions, you actually did watch a movie, which ended moments ago, so everyone is getting ready to leave, when Magda speaks up, "I knew you were behaving weird, you two are cute together though.", causing Jessie to blush as you were not there to hear the words, muttering a, "Thank you.", when they hug before everyone leaves.

Closing the door, you turn to Jessie, "I'm sorry, I thought it wasn't that late yet.", your girlfriend sends you a smile, pulling you into her, "It's okay, it was hilarious seeing their reactions, actually.", she admits.

Laughing quietly when you remember their expressions when you walked in, you agree, "It was funny, I still can't believe Sam bet on us.", "It's Sam what did you expect?", she asks you, causing you to shrug your shoulders.

"I don't know but what I do know is that I need some sleep after that interrogation earlier.", you yawn, "Alright let's get to bed then.", Jessie says, pulling you towards your shared bedroom.

#jessie fleming x reader #jessie fleming imagines #jessie fleming imagine #woso x reader #woso imagines #woso imagine

[mirroredgiraffe]

wow what a great way to end the series i'm like content,,,, sure the anime had some issues but with what we got it was a very consistently good anime,,,, gonna miss the daddies that are buddies,,

anyways i was too lazy to screenshot parts of the episode so you only get text but hey listen to me ramble for a bit

the beginning threw me off ngl bc i was like damn they are already home wtf how it made me remember the earlier episodes so that was a good callback,,,, even if i was too stupid to realize it until later lol

also rei was very father in this episode and you can interpret that in either definition ig it works. small things like wanting to dress up as santa for miri so she can believe in him bc he was never able to or big things like showing his father how much his new family means to him by shooting his shoulder,,,, it's so beautiful the way he evolved

his father not shooting him even when his back was turned was the perfect way to finish his relationship with his father. i know a ton of people were worried he was getting redeemed or that he was gonna die or something like that. but no he was talked to and shown that his son will never continue the family line and his dad quietly accepted it. he didn't want to nor did he even plan to, but he eventually say it wasn't worth it and i think that was the best way to finish that plot point.

when miri saw her dads in the crowd at her recital i cried reminded me of my own christmas performance when i was her age,,,, also miss anna having to control herself so she didn't go crazy on the piano was a nice touch

omg the family has matching santa outfits it's so cute

ever since i started this series i was hoping for a big time skip and we finally got it and omg 😭 miri is grown and kazuki and rei own a cafe together,,,, that is the most gay shit i've ever seen. also seeing miri say good morning to her mom made me cry a little.

you can really see how miri is influenced by all three of her parents now that she's older,,, she even has the haircut like her papas have,,, so cute

i am glad the series ended this way, although i wish we got more (i am selfish) this is a good amount of content.

i will never get over kazuki beard it will haunt me,,, i don't doubt fanartists will fix that for me tho lol

it's strange i've been watching this episode every week and talking about it, being a part of the community,, and now it's suddenly over,,, kinda sad but i'm not heartbroken or anything,,, but i'll miss the buddy daddies fridays,,,

now that the series is over maybe i'll finally write fanfics for it,,,, who knows,,,

#buddy daddies #buddy daddy spoilers #rei suwa #kurusu kazuki #miri unasaka

[myrcenegirl]

well the fun just doesnt stop! the speeding ticket i got where the person in the picture is wearing a mask apparently is undeniably me and the ticket isnt dismissed so like i guess im out of fucking options and the police dont actually need evidence to give me this ticket if they want to so that means i get to spend probably around 230 on traffic school before the end of next month. and i made really great decisions this weekend which yes i take full responsibility for so im dead broke again and have my moms birthday coming up and would like to do the bare fucking minimum for her but that of course costs money and seeing her itself means im missing two days of making money and it costs a tank of gas to see her which is ridiculous. im probably going to have to ask my brother if its okay if im short on my rent giving the reasoning that i would normally ask mom for a loan and i obviously dont want to ask her that on her fucking birthday so im thinking hell understand but then i have another bill right after i would get back from my mom so if i dont make enough money before going up there im going to once again be scrambling to pay this bill while owing my brother money and then the weekend after my moms bday its one of my best friends bday the one who her birthday is sooooooooooooo fucking important to her and im just like dude i cant get you shit i cant help out with your party at all im not even sure i can sacrifice yet another two nights of not working to celebrate with you for 48 hours like i know you want. like im sure she would understand like its not within my total control here obviously i would love to have tons of money and like idk she can be upset sure but at the same time im struggling here lol. oh and to top it all off this is the first time ive hung out with my best friend alone in like 4 months and we were having such a great fun night although making really bad decisions and having great talks all fucking night and THEN GUESS WHAT he got fucking weird again and its like well great can i even spend time alone with my best fucking friend without him making me uncomfortable like do i have to question this friendship now because i guess he actually really did completely end things with his ex so what am i suddenly after all our years of friendship now for some reason on his radar??? does he just want to fool around or is he like trying shit with me? doesnt matter cause i dont fucking want any of that shit im genuinely not to be rude i see him as a family member at this point and im not in the slightest bit sexually attracted to someone i see as family like sorry. i guess it could be worse tho! i found 140 in my savings in another account so the fact that i didnt work saturday or sunday cause i was too fucking strung out was a little less severe. also technology popped off a bit with my lost card when i ordered a replacement it said that the ‘card’ on my phone will immediately update so i can access my main account without having to get a temp card so one less errand. and while i had a little bit of money the other week i did buy a little bit of groceries so i have been able to make it by not eating out since friday so woo. i went out earlier and stayed out a little later working tonight and did get a good amount of money. some gas stations are 40 cents cheaper for some reason although i didnt see those until after i filled up today so cool for tomorrow tho we know. ughhhhh im wondering if the constant stress of not having money is better than the constant stress of hating 9 hours of my day at a shitty job getting yelled at by random cunts im trying to help its really weighing on me! like i could just be making a lot of bad decisions thats probably the obvious detail here lol but damn its like it never ends. ugh lets be extra extra responsible for some time here and adjust

[mydiaryx]

God do I don’t have much time but, I will finish this later, I’m going to really try and do this work later after my shower, I know I’m gonna be so exhausted !! I would have some energy drink but I’m scared I wont sleep after !! It seems like so, okay so if I make my little space cute and aesthetic then ill be happy hehe, I suppose on Friday night ill get all mystify ready for the weekend, I just really need to remember to do this holiday ! Ill do that later so I can type on my cute keyboard, maybe ill enjoy it more and if I have an aesthetic desk setup maybe I should like do some filing on my nails too !! I’m also happy I got those cute pink juicy joggers they will look so good with 

Okay hmm im feeling a bit off now, im sad that I didn’t get started on this earlier ! Also I will need to go into town at some point, and ill get lunch there, im not sure where from tho hmmmmmm boots meal deal maybe ?? That’s always a Peng option im not sure how I feel about buying that jumper, I do love it but I just spent a lot of money on it, and I have a headache rn hmm I do just need to start on this sourcing, as soon as I get started ill feel so much better, that’s what happens like every single day !! And I know it does, I think im like on the easiest part right now tbh just feeling a little achey and off, maybe ill go to the library sooner tonight, at least everything is pie now !!!! And I have my cute pens ! Just wish I remembered at stapler tbh. Or like even just paper clips, maybe I can go into tiger and get some hahah, I need to stop with this spending tho!! I was so good up until today, hopefully my idk I can’t remember, oh yes hopefully my lunch Is fine for tommorow, and imvery happy with that tan, its not too ark but like the perfect colour, also should I have got more this month thinking about it ?? I feel like I worked so many like 18 hour weeks hmm, maybe they were after the cult off but im not sure that they were ?? I want my coffee to be cold grr I wanna drink it !! At least this playlist is good, I need to stop caring about what other people think !! Im just starting to flag so much. I need some of that weird fucking drug tbh ! Okay now im going to think of some sections, or should I just like write it and do it as it goes along ?? Hmmmmm okay ill try, that’s all I need to do ! Just try !! 

[miekasa]

your dad!levi headcanons made my day. would you happen to have any thoughts about dad!eren?🥺

Unfortunately... I do 🤒🤒 he’d be such a determined but fun dad, like I don’t think he'd be completely lax, but he's not an authoritarian either, but he definitely butts heads with his kids when they get a little older and more rambunctious, and you gotta remind him to be patient with them because... because they're exactly how he was when he was 8 😭😭

He was stupid excited when he found out you were gonna have kids. Like, way more excited than you thought he’d be; you’ve maybe mentioned kids in passing or casually, and he was never negative about the prospect of them, but he had never shown this level of excitement before.

He gets even more excited when you find out you’re having twins. And then reality hits him that you’re having twins. That means two of them. At the same time. Yeah, he might have been excited about one, but two... the whole dad thing really kicks in right there. 

He has this period of time where he’s definitely still supporting you and being positive throughout your pregnancy, but then he’ll lay awake at night scared shitless of the fact that he’s gotta raise two kids. He starts freaking out so bad, Mikasa has to slap some sense into him. 

He’s losing it one night at her place, completely having a downward spiral of doubt and anxiety, going off about what ifs and how maybe you’d be better with someone else being a dad to them and Mika literally slaps him to shut him up. “You are going to be a dad to those kids, and you’re gonna be a good one, too, Eren. Nobody’s saying you won’t fuck up, but you’ll have help along the way.” 

He feels better after that (his cheek hurts like hell for two days tho), and the reassurance from Mikasa and you really does help, and he’s back on track to bouncing off the walls about having kids. 

Obsessed with the concept of baby clothes (“Babe, are they really gonna be this tiny??”), but he doesn’t understand the sizing of them. Is there really that big of a difference between four month olds and ten month olds?? He hasn’t grown that much in six months, why would they?? 

Don’t even get him started on baby shoes, he thinks those are completely ridiculous: “Their toes are gonna be the size of my pupils, why would we put shoes on them?? That’s dumb, we’ll just get those fuzzy socks to keep em warm when they’re cold, I don’t wanna squash their growing toes.” 

He cries when he holds them for the first time, because, they are, predictably, tiny. Tinier that he ever could have thought imaginable; he can hold is son and his daughter with one hand each and it’s an incredibly tender and heartwarming and humbling thing to him. 

He literally cried more than you throughout the whole delivery, too. He was a complete emotional wreck; happy and jittery one moment, anxious and nervous the next, crying no matter what, and yeah, he might have passed out once or twice, but don’t mention it. 

Gives the twins a “house tour” when you take them home from the hospital, narrating it every bit of the way. He holds them both to his chest, slowly parading around your house like, “And this is the kitchen, and this is the fridge where we keep your baby mush. It tastes bad, I tried it, but hopefully you’ll like it.” 

Your daughter looks like you, but also like Carla; and your son has damn near all of Eren’s features, and they both got his green eyes (lucky them). Eren is obsessed, and loves playing peek-a-boo with them. 

When his paternity leave is up, he figured he’d go back to work first and leave you at home with the kids to give you more time to rest and let your body have more time to adjust after giving birth. Half-way through his first day back, he calls out early under the pretenses of being sick because he misses you guys that much. 

He calls out sick for the remainder of the week too, and finally by Friday he sits down with you and is like, “I know we said I would go back to work first but I don’t think I can do it, babe. I wanna stay and hang out with them all day before they’re too big and have to go to school.”

And that, is essentially, how Eren comes to the conclusion that he wants to be a stay at home dad. It doesn’t surprise you, or anyone really, it was only a surprise to himself; but it was a surprise to him that nobody else was surprised. 

“What do you guys mean you ‘saw this coming?’” he questions you, Mikasa, and Armin sporadically, “I could have gone back to work if I wanted to!!” To which, you look around at his friends, before Armin finally speaks up, a slight roll to his eyes, “Eren, you can hardly leave them with me or Mikasa for two hours. How did you expect to make it through the work day.”

When they get a bit older, he’s the champ of playing games with them. Acts out the most dramatic “deaths” when he gets shot by a Nerf gun, becomes the most convincing doctor when playing fake hospital, and has learned a pretty damn impressive Mickey Mouse impression to entertain them. 

It’s your daughter that turns out to get most of Eren’s... determined personality. She might only be three years old, but she can argue with him as if she graduated from law school, and swears he never wins with her. How could he; it’s like arguing with himself, please they both stomp away and have to cool down after. 

They make up pretty quick tho, because Eren hates it when they’re mad in general, much less mad at him or you; and he sulks to you, borderline whining about how he doesn’t want her to hate him. You reassure him that she does not hate him, she’s just... feisty like he is. 

It’s her twin brother that consoles and calms her down, because he’s the more tame of the two. By the time Eren’s knocking on the door to their room to talk it out and apologize, she’s already knocked out, leaning up against her brother as they both take a nap. (It’s a sight that could bring him to tears, and he slowly closes the door and goes to cuddle up to you, while he waits for them to finish napping). 

He absolutely loves to lift them up, and even has they get bigger, he insists they’ll never be too big for him to hold them. Both he and the twins get a kick out of having them hang off his arms while he spins around in a circle like a little human sprinkler. 

Family picnics and/or beach days happen often, and more often than not, it ends up with Eren and the kids coercing (see: pulling) you to the water or to play with them.

By the end of the day, Eren’s laying on the blanket lazily eating a sandwich hich you’d packed earlier, with his son sat criss-cross on his stomach. He teases him by airplaining the sandwich near his mouth, only to take a bite of it himself after, because he adores the betrayed exclaimation of “Daddy! No fair!” Eren’s always sure to give him a bite for real after, and a little kiss on the head to make up for it. 

Your daughter sits in your lap, half-asleep, even tho moments before she was oh-so determined to play volleyball against her dad again (“And I’m gonna win, mommy, watch! Daddy’s tall, but I can win!”)

He lets them draw/color/paint on his back. He’ll just lay down on a blanket in the living room and let them go to town. Face painting, too, though that’s for when they’re a bit older; he learns the hard way that a two year old can have pretty rough hands. 

The complete and utter disappointment and betrayal in his eyes when he hears your son proclaim that he thinks Jean is “cool.” Eren has to take a lap, he can’t believe his own kin would say some shit like that. 

Your daughter loves Mikasa, thinks she’s the absolute best person in the world, and always asks if she can be the one to babysit. They both like Armin, too, but Armin’s gotta stay away from your son for a bit because for whatever reason, his blonde hair is very amusing to him, and the kid’s got a pretty strong grip. (“Stop bullying your Uncle Armin, it’s not his fault he’s blonde.”)

You often catch him doing push ups with either one or both of them on his back, and the kids fucking love it. They’re cheering him on, counting completely out of order about the amount of push-ups he’s done, and clapping every time he comes up again. It becomes his favorite workout. 

He swears they’re his best friends and his favorite people in the entire world. He does everything with them: getting the oil changed in his car, going to the store, picking up the mail. He just loves being around them and swears he’s gonna be the best dad for them. 

#anonymous #I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT I DONT!!!! #no no but his daughter IS him and he gets so frustrated and you gotta be like eren babe..... you cant boo her she is you #eren x reader #eren jaeger x reader #aot x reader

[weekend-whip]

Mainly doodled these up for my own reference, but why not share? Kai and Jay’s designs for the first two stories of Legacyverse (even tho the second story isn’t up yet; was kinda hoping this would drum up some fresh inspo for it and it worked~) Hopefully I can get some other characters knocked out down the line...

More details of their designs and the UA itself under the cut (with light spoilers that aren’t actually spoilers):

Casual Outfits: Fusion of both the movie’s school outfits and the casual outfits from the earlier seasons. Kai’s clothes are a little tight since he hasn’t had reason to wear (or buy) normal clothes in a long time. Jay, meanwhile, always wears the scarf knitted for him by his mom regardless of season—but, if anyone asks, he’s doing it for the fashion. 

GX Suits: Combination of the Legacy Gi, Movie Designs, and the DX Suits (with the Guardians as the main focus over the Dragons, hence “Guardian X-treme”). The Ninja get these suits after bonding with their respective Guardians.  

Legacy ZX: Combination of the ZX Suits, Legacy Gi, and Movie Designs. Might actually change up these designs a bit in the future, but they serve nicely as a starting point. The Ninja get these suits shortly before unlocking their True Potentials. 

Inheritor Symbol: These symbols are indicative of those recognized as legitimate inheritors of the elements. These symbols are normally designated as a straight up representation of the element itself, but the Core Four happen to be the exceptions, instead having symbols indicative of their Elemental Guardians. 

Ninja Symbol: The symbol taken from the headbands of the movie suits; in the UA, these mark the Ninja as members of the Secret Ninja Force. Kai’s is the mark of the “Red Fire Ninja” while Jay’s is the “Blue Lightning Ninja”. 

Spinjitzu Master Symbol: The symbol on the back of the Movie Suits, in this UA they represent the mark of a Spinjitzu Master. By the time Lloyd joins the team, there’s only nine Spinjitzu Masters alive, and thus, only nine total bearers of the symbols. 

All right, General Stuff: 

Legacyverse (aka The Ninja Legacy Whip) is basically a universe alteration where the events of the show occur within the world of the movie, with occasional tweaks/rewrites from myself (for example, replacing the Core Four’s dragons with Elemental Guardians instead, or that knowledge of the FSM + the elements + Lord Garmadon is not common prior to Garmadon attacking Ninjago City).

The Ninja go to Ninjago City High: in the events of the first story, Cole and Zane are juniors, Kai and Jay are sophomores, and Nya is a freshman (Lloyd at this point is of middle school age and is not at the high school…yet). The school is going to have more focus in the second story, which means more characters as well.

Prior to Kai joining the team, the first three Ninja basically did all of their ninja-things during the weekend, which is a full three days in Ninjago since a school week is only four days (so a full weekend is Friday, Saturday, Sunday, which leaves a generous amount of time for ninja missions—unless they’re so big that they bleed into the week itself, like an impromptu Garmadon and/or Shark Army attack, which results in many skipped or cut-short classes).

Ninjago itself is divided into six primary areas: The Northern Province, consisting of the colder territories; the Eastern Province, consisting of deserts, canyons, and stormy areas; the Western Province, which is where the main mountain range runs through; the Southern Province, which is mostly beach areas but also home to the most randomly treacherous places; the Central Province, which is where most of civilization resides and from which one can reach nearly anywhere in the rest of Ninjago within a day or two’s travel; and the Aquatic Archipelago, which is basically that little strip of islands that comes off the mainland and is where the majority of aforementioned islands can be located.

The Monastery of Spinjitzu (and the Mountain of Impossible Height) is situated on the western end of the Central Province; Ninjago City is located on the southern point of the Central Province, right on the border of the Southern Province, providing access to the beach and allowing Ninjago City Docks to thrive. Ignacia, which is an hour or so out from the city, is in the jurisdiction of the Southern Province. 

Each Province is overseen by one of the aforementioned Guardians— Ruamoko (West/Earth), Eirlys (North/Ice), Tawhiri (East/Lightning), and Vulcanell (South/Fire). These four Guardians were also tasked with keeping the Golden Weapons safe, and only a worthy Master of Spinjitzu can take the weapon from them. It does not necessarily have to be a Master of the same element (...but it does help). The Guardian of the Central Province is technically missing, which is partly why Wu rarely leaves the monastery. The Archipelago is also rumored to have a Guardian, but its existence has faded into lore and legends no one, not even Wu, currently has knowledge of. 

There’s also a time discrepancy, used by Wu to make it seem like the wars and crises that occurred in the past few decades took place far, far earlier, with the most recent one being the Skeletal War headed by Lady Iron Dragon (who most people don’t even believe is still alive). The true reason for the discrepancy is yet to be exposed, but it is the reason Nya got involved in all the secret business in the first place.

Elemental Powers, while known to most Masters themselves and some outer parts of Ninjago (like Metalonia, a place based on the Element of Metal) is basically lost knowledge to those in Ninjago City and the Central Province. The point of the Shark Army’s first attack, and their overall existence, is to expose these truths to the world over and establish Garmadon’s dominion over Ninjago instead of Wu.  

Eye color also serves as an indicator as to whether or not someone is descended from an Elemental Master. The default eye color is black, but, for example, someone descended from the Element of Lightning would have desaturated blue eyes. Now, over the years, lots of people have been descended from Masters without really knowing it, and thus don’t blink at the different eye colors (hence why the average person wouldn’t pay attention to, say, green eyes) but those in the know would be able to spot the current inheritors of the elements by their white pupils (pre-potential) or colored pupils/saturated eyes (post-potential).

In the event of two Elemental Masters having children, the more “dominant” element will be inherited by the first born. So Lightning would be inherited before Water, or Fire before Amber (wink wink nudge nudge). Otherwise, the Element is always guaranteed to the first born. The two exceptions to this are the Element of Ice and the Green Element, both which skipped a generation, although for wildly different reasons.

There’s also the possibility of Essence Splits: meaning that the power of one element/essence from a powerful parent is divided evenly among siblings (such is the case with Wu and Garmadon, and the Time Twins). Elements can also be given up willingly, but there’s usually a cost for doing so, as by having a child, the body has more time to gradually adjust to losing the perks of the power. If the power is suddenly taken away all at once, well…the consequences differ by the element. 

(This gets explained a little in the first story, but more in-depth in the beginning of the second story, so I’ll put it here too as a little teaser): The Elements themselves also work a bit differently from both the show and the movie: obviously there’s still the Four Core Elements, being Earth, Fire, Ice, and Lightning. When combined, they can achieve equivalent might to the “Green” Element, but whether this power is used for creation or destruction relies on how much harmony they have with one another.

The Four Core Elements can also be broken down into four derivatives each, resulting in sixteen total “Derivative Elements”. Each of these elements represents one trait that makes up the Core Element they are derived from. For example, Lightning is fast, so the Element of Speed is derived from it. Or how Metal is derived from the Element of Earth. When the sixteen are combined, their strength would be equal to that of the Core Four (and equal the Green Element by itself). However, this is impossible to currently achieve as certain derivative elements have been “broken” from the circle.

There’s a few reasons why Wu picked the Core Four to train above anyone else: he was very close with the previous masters, and had starting points for searching for their descendants; four people are way easier to find and manage than sixteen; a few members of the Derivative Elements are known to be displaced; and, while of equivalent strength, the inheritor of the Green Element is…well, someone he’d rather not involve unless the situation is at its most dire. 

#ninjago #tlnm #the lego ninjago movie #kai smith #jay walker #legacyverse #the ninja legacy whip #my fics #woo i actually did it #been meaning to talk about some legacyverse stuff for a while #but like #it's not a full au asdfgds #still this was just the boost i needed to get back on working on it #im excited to do some more of these #art tag

[meltwonu]

| 🍒 CH-CH-CHERRY BOMB! 🍒 |     [CHAPTER 19]

pairing; dom!seungcheol x camgirl!reader

this chapter’s notes; camshow, powerbottom!seungcheol, brat!seungcheol, dom!reader, restraints(handcuffs), sex toys, dirty talk, degradation, dumbificiation, spitplay, yall the way i be using DDD like i’m guy fieri in this bitch ☠️ dkjfhdskh Also, merry christmas if you celebrate it!! Happy holidays!! Be safe, enjoy your day~💕 I’d say this is my gift to yall but I update every friday, I just so happen to be uploading on christmas LOL Although, Cherry Bomb has been a gift to write 🥺!! One more chapter after this, I can’t believe it... But also first chapter of DD next week 😳 Hehe~ as always, inbox roundup this weekend! Enjoy ch 19 and have a great weekend everyone!! ❤️🍒💕

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“Hyung… Are you… Okay?”

Seungcheol drops the set of skates in his hold; eye twitching when he turns to face both Seokmin and Jeongguk who stare back at him with a concerned gaze. “You haven’t moved from this spot in the last 15 minutes, Jeongguk was starting to get worried… And honestly, me too. You look like you’ve seen a ghost. Or three.”

“I, uh, yeah, I’m good.” Seungcheol laughs it off, shaking his head and letting out a deep breath he didn’t realize he was holding in. “It’s just… Well, I don’t wanna spoil anything but I’m just nervous for tonight.” He bites his bottom lip, remembering when you’d posted the notice to your homepage that basically sealed in the plans you had for him and really, what he had in store for you too.

The two younger males share a look, eyebrows raised. “Whatever’s got you this nervous must be good ‘cause you literally just zoned out and turned into a mannequin for 15 minutes. It was weird!” Jeongguk laughs; half in nervousness for Seungcheol and half in amusement. “Me and Seokmin snapped a few pics too. For posterity.”

Seungcheol rolls his eyes before he picks up the pair of skates again, “Okay, okay, enough with the teasing. Get back to work before Namjoon-hyung sees us all over here!”

“We could say the same to you!”

“Interesting setup…” Seungcheol mutters, eyes glossing over the vibrator, pink fuzzy handcuffs, and cockring that are neatly lined up on the bed. “Should I be concerned that this looks a little too normal?”

You laugh under your breath as you readjust your bra strap one last time before easing onto the bed yourself; patting the spot next to you. “Nah, trust me, it’s not gonna be that crazy. Now c’mere, we only have 10 minutes ‘til we need to start and you’re just standing there fidgeting like we’re about to fuck for the first time ever.”

“Damn, we should’ve done a show with a corruption kink or something.”

“Hey, it’s never too late!”

artist8hao: this looks relatively normal considering the notice

kitty_junjun has donated $75

gc__koo: yea… and considering how i found hyung earlier

alphagyu97: ???

alphagyu97: wdym

gc__koo: mans was a statue 

xcaliburDK: yea it was weird, it was like he was possessed 

sleepy_wonu: wait u work with him too??

therealchan99: wait is that why u almost quit?

xcaliburDK: can we not talk about me right now thank u

universe_WZ has donated $75

angelhan has donated $100

artist8hao has donated $50

“Well! Aren’t you all a lively bunch tonight!” You giggle softly, wrapping an arm around one of Seungcheol’s as he tenses up under your touch. “Seungcheol’s so tense tonight! Can we get some words of encouragement for him before we start~”

gc__koo: ayyyy my man its gonna be ok

hoshi_tiger_xx: think of it this way, any of us would pay to be in your position rn

tangerine_kwan: l i t e r a l l y

chwenon: its not like ur getting pegged 

chwenon: right

Seungcheol’s cheeks bloom a bright pink, wide eyes meeting yours as you laugh loudly. “Wait, is that what the vibrator is for ‘cause I--”

“No, no, no! Seungcheol’s not getting pegged tonight, okay?” Grinning, you ease off the bed and make your way towards the nightstand as Seungcheol watches you from behind.

You grab the item, smiling as you hide it from Seungcheol’s view for a little while longer.

“See, when we, really just I, decided to do this back to back camshow for the last time, I really wanted to try something new, y’know? But nothing too far out there ‘cause I didn’t wanna push our boundaries too much.” You move your hand, flashing the object in front of Seungcheol’s face as he raises an eyebrow.

“A gopro?”

Nodding, you show it to the camera, “Mmhmm~ The quality is gonna go down a bit but I think it’ll be okay! It’ll be worth it~” You set it down next to the array of toys, winking at the camera before settling in next to Seungcheol again.

You lean into his side, grabbing his arm and putting it on your inner thigh as you moan. “Thought that they’d like a new view of us, y’know? Instead of just the static view that we usually have. Now you can film me riding your cock and get a good view of it for the camera~” Seungcheol smirks as he drags his hand up your thigh; fingertips grazing against your panties as you mewl.

“So that’s the game you wanna play tonight, huh, baby? You wanna film each other up close and personal for everyone to see?”

He can feel his cock twitch in his sweats, already eager to see where this went.

“Well…” You bite the inside of your cheek, face hot as you pry his hand off of you. “Actually, I want you up by the headboard while I set up this gopro. Think you can shimmy up there, ‘Cheol?”

The male nods slowly, shuffling towards the headboard as you turn to the camera. “The stream’s probably gonna cut out for a sec while I set this up but please be patient with me, okay?” Winking, you quickly set up the gopro before cutting out the stream to fiddle with the settings and changing it so that the stream was coming from the gopro instead.

“Ah, good! It works!” You make sure everyone can see you from the smaller device before you’re rejoining Seungcheol on the bed; eyes twinkling with mischief as you hand the gopro to him before reaching for the toys you’d laid out.

chwenon: im rly curious about this

universe_WZ: i know, same

alphagyu97: fuck the angles we’re about to get with this for future shows tho

hoshi_tiger_xx: oh hell yeah

Seungcheol holds onto the gopro, making sure to film you as you hold the vibrator in your hand. “Let’s start with this first, huh?” You don’t waste a second before you’re turning the toy on and pressing it against his clothed cock.

“Oh, s-shit!” He almost loses his grip on the small camera when his body threatens to double over at the vibrations that quickly have shivers running up his spine. “Oh fuck, that’s---that’s so s-strong!” Seungcheol’s hips cant up, grinding against the vibrations when he realizes how good it actually feels.

“Strong? It’s only the lowest setting, baby. Is your cock that sensitive?” You smile; voice laced with a teasing lilt and the pieces start to fall for Seungcheol when you seem to spit his own words back at him.

“That’s h-how it’s gonna be, huh?” He grits out, jaw clenched when you raise the setting to the second highest. “F-fuck, you---”

“What? We’re playing like I wanna tonight, right, ‘Cheollie?” Licking your lips, you lean in close to the camera before your lust filled eyes meet his.

“And tonight, you’re just my dumb little fucktoy that I get to play with, aren’t you?”

Seungcheol tugs against the fuzzy pink handcuffs that keep him bound to the headboard; gritting his teeth when you turn off the toy for the third time.

“Ah, ah, ah, don’t move around too much, Seungcheol. Dumb little fucktoys should be good and stay still, right?”

“Right.” Muttering, he watches as you bring the camera closer to his cock again, filming the vibrator that you tap against the cock head; both covered in precum.

“Your cock is already so hard~ God you’re so fuckin’ easy~” You squirm a little from where you straddle his thighs; already wanting to sit on his cock but also knowing you still wanted to play with him a little longer while you had him underneath you.

angelhan: goddamn she’s so fucking hot when shes the dom???

therealchan99: the way i would pay her to choke me and spit in my mouth

alphagyu97: she could put me on a leash and i’d bark without question

You turn on the toy again, pressing it against his cock as he groans and thrusts his hips up. “Ah! We should use the last toy, before you end up cumming without my permission.” Seungcheol lets out a choked sob at the way you sound so cheery, eyes looking up towards the ceiling while you set the vibrator down in favor of the cockring.

Wrapping a hand around his cock, you work you hand up and down as you smear the precum down his shaft. “Hmm~ Bet you’d cum right now if I just sucked you off, huh?”

“Dunno, why don’t you sink your pretty ‘lil mouth down on me and find out?” He snarkily replies.

You shoot him an angelic smile; one that makes him realize he really shouldn’t have said anything when you hurriedly ease the cockring down until it sits at the base of his cock. Grabbing the vibrator again, you turn it onto its highest setting before bringing it back to his cock and holding it parallel to his shaft. “You’re so mouthy~ You should really be careful with that~”

Seungcheol lets out a sharp, shaky breath; eyes wider than saucers when he feels his abdomen tightening and the pleasure rapidly building up in his body. “W-wait, but---but, ah, h-hold on, it--it feels like I’m g-gonna cum!” He tugs against his restraints as his entire body squirms and thrashes against the bed at the sensations that flood his body.

“Ah, you really are so fuckin’ easy for me, Seungcheol~”

A weird feeling washes over Seungcheol when he feels his cock twitching; mouth open in stuttered breaths as his eyebrows furrow. It felt like an orgasm, but at this point, he can’t even tell. “Wh--what?” He lets out a drawn out groan, throwing his head back against the pillows just as you shut the toy off and toss it to the side.

“I think you just experienced your first dry orgasm, huh? Not so fun being on the other side, is it? Being played with~” You laugh teasingly, readjusting yourself until you’re grinding down onto his cock. instead. “Mmh, I’m gonna use your cock and I’m gonna make myself cum and you can’t do anything about it~ Just my own personal fucktoy watching me get off~”

You take the gopro and set it down right on Seungcheol’s chest, “Don’t move, or else.” He nods once shakily, watching as you lift yourself up and position his cock right at your soaking entrance. 

The two of you share a moan once you finally start to sink down onto his cock but Seungcheol knows he won’t actually be able to cum anytime soon.

chwenon: they rly said VIEWS on this one

gc__koo: honestly, i aint even tryna get off i just like watching knowing hyung is lowkey suffering

gc__koo has donated $100

gc__koo: its like a reward

kitty_junjun: he’ll be lucky if he even gets to cum again lbr

sleepy_wonu: oh how the tables have turned huh?

sleepy_wonu has donated $100

tangerine_kwan: wait but…

tangerine_kwan: if today was her idea and tomorrow is his…

chwenon: uh oh

artist8hao: oh i didnt even think about that

artist8hao has donated $100

artist8hao: for the aftercare funds  

kitty_junjun: dont be too hard on her!!

kitty_junjun: also breakfast on me when ur not too tired

You start bouncing in his lap, loud moans on your lips when his cock curves perfectly into your g-spot.

“Oh, fuh--fuck, your cock is so g-good! Fuckin’ hits me so, hah, d-deep!”

Seungcheol can’t do anything but grit his teeth and let you alternate between bouncing on his lap and swiveling your hips atop his own; jaw clenched tight. “Y-yeah? Your so-called sex toy fucks you g-good? I don’t even have to, ah, do anything, all I have to do is lay here and you’d cum, huh?” He smirks up at you, convincing himself he’s one-upped you when you pout and halt your movements.

He lets out a soft groan when you clench around him and you’re quick to grab the gopro still sitting on his chest before turning the camera towards him.

“Such a bold mouth you’ve got. But don’t forget, you’re the one handcuffed to the bed and you’ve got a cockring on, baby~ I can give you more dry orgasms if you’d like?” You lick your lips, “Be a good little fucktoy and open your mouth for me.”

Seungcheol narrows his eyes before obeying, lips parting hesitantly. “Now, stick your tongue out.” You turn the camera and hold it from the side; filming yourself as you let a glob of spit fall from your lips, directly onto Seungcheol’s waiting tongue.

A shiver runs up his spine when he draws his tongue back in to swallow the saliva, hazy eyes staring back up at you when he parts his lips to show you that he’s swallowed it all down.

“See? You can be so obedient. You just choose to be a brat.”

“Where’s the fun if I make it easy for you? And it’s cute watching you trying to dom me when we both know how much you like being under me.”

You resume your movements, swiveling your hips as you set the gopro back down onto his chest. “Ah, all the things I could do to you right now, ‘Cheol~ We should do this again so I can try some wax play on you… Or, hah, m-maybe even ice play? Since your body is so fuckin’ sensitive. Bet you’d be so fuckin’ cute cumming over and over and whining when the overstimulation starts to bite~”

It only takes a second for Seungcheol to mentally say ‘screw it’ before he uses all his strength to plant his feet down onto the bed and start thrusting up into you. Your body jerks on top of him, surprised noises spilling from your lips at the strength he exerts in his frustration.

“My body’s sensitive? You take one look at me and your panties are fuckin’ soaked.” Seungcheol scoffs, watching as you grab the gopro and set it to the side before it topples off of him. “I might be your dumb little fucktoy today but you’re mine too. My dumb ‘lil cocksleeve that only knows how to beg me for cock. Your pussy was made for me, baby. Don’t forget that.”

The pleasure builds inside your body as you meet his thrusts and for a second, you contemplate taking off the handcuffs and the cockring, but instead deciding to keep them on. Unless he begged.

“Fuck, S--Seungcheol, ‘m g-gonna cum~” You reach down, fingertips on your clit as you hurry to throw yourself over the edge of an orgasm. “That’s right, cum on my cock like the desperate ‘lil cock hungry girl you are.” He growls in frustration; wanting to cum but knowing he wouldn’t be able to unless you took the cockring off.

“Oh god, Seungcheol!”

Your walls flutter around his cock and he lets out a garbled moan at how good you feel when you cum; exhaling harshly at the frustration of not being able to cum with you. “That’s right, bet it feels good with my cock inside your tight ‘lil cunt, huh?”

He halts his movements just as you opt to grind down on him, fingertips still rubbing and pinching at your clit as you ride out your high. “Mmh, bet you wanna cum too, don’t you, ‘Cheol? Wanna, ngh, fill my p-pussy up with your cum like you always do~ But do you even deserve it? Or should I leave you here and let you cool down?”

alphagyu97: the energy we’ve created in the studio tonight

xcaliburDK: i know, holy shit

angelhan: i feel like i'm actually scared for this man im ngl

alphagyu97: if she lets u cum ur a lucky man

You let out a sultry moan; body filled with warmth as the last bits of your orgasm wash over you. “You’ve been so mouthy and bratty but I wanna feel you cum too, so I’ll be nice tonight~”

Smart move, he thinks.

Raising yourself off of his cock, you let out a whimper at the emptiness you feel; pussy clenching around emptiness as you settle back down onto his thighs that are slick with your wetness. “Mmh… On second thought… Why don’t you beg a little? Lemme hear how much you wanna cum~”

He feels his cock twitch and realizes you won’t make this any easier. “Fuck, okay, p-please.... Please take the cockring off so I can cum… I--I wanna cum inside your pretty ‘lil cunt, fuck, I don’t even care if you just jerk me off just---just please take it off! I’ll t-take it easy on you tomorrow, I s-swear!” Seungcheol almost accidentally spoils his ideas for his planned camshow and he quickly bites his bottom lip before he accidentally says too much.

“That was weak but it’s okay. Dumb fucktoys don’t need to think much, do they? Only good for being used like a toy~”  You pout mockingly at him before you’re easing the cockring off of him and Seungcheol lets out a guttural moan when you immediately wrap a hand around his cock and start jerking him off.

“You weren’t very nice with your words tonight so you’ll cum with just my hand.”

“Fu--fuck, that’s fine, just let m-me cum, please!”  You work your hand up and down his shaft, giggling when you already feel his cock throbbing in your hand when you run your hand from the base to the tip.

“Cum for me, Seungcheol~”

He lets out a small whine, eyes clamped shut when he finally cums and for the first time in his life, he feels himself momentarily black out with how hard his orgasm hits him. Ropes of cum hit his chest as you work him through it, alternating the tightness of your grip on his cock as he whines and moans in return.

“Ah, you’re cumming so much this time~ You’re making such a mess!” You tease.

Seungcheol can barely hear a word you say through the ringing in his ears once his orgasm starts to ebb away and he feels himself slump against the bed as he catches his breath.

His chest rises and falls in deep breaths and he feels you leaning over him to undo the handcuffs; tired sighs on his lips as he tries to focus on you through bleary eyes. He can feel his entire body twitching and he swears his arms have. gone numb from being handcuffed to the headboard. “You’re gonna get it tomorrow, I swear…” He mutters, no real threat to his tired words. 

“Hey, you said you were gonna take it easy on me tomorrow!”

“Yeah, well...” 

tangerine_kwan: yo im excited to see the sequel to this

gc__koo: i have some… ideas

gc__koo: things r falling into place

gc__koo: my brain is expanding

hoshi_tiger_xx: i feel like its gonna be intense lol

xcaliburDK: knowing hyung…

xcaliburDK has donated $100

xcaliburDK: if u call into work on monday i wont even question it

“Here, you need to drink this, ‘Cheol!”

The said male groans as he tugs a pillow into his arms, already on the brink of sleeping when you finally end your camshow. “But ‘m tired…” He whines. “Can’t we just go to bed and clean up in the morning? The cum on my chest is already dried, it won’t get on the sheets.” You roll your eyes in return, sitting next to him on the bed.  

“Oh, so now you’re being a big baby? I’m just trying to get you to drink some water and we need to get you at least a little cleaned up for bed. You can’t go to bed like this, y’know. And anyway, we need to be in top condition for tomorrow show too. We gotta get cleaned up and eat a little something.” You laugh under your breath, shaking your head as he only whines harder. 

“C’mon, I always do it for you, right?”

He nods only once before he’s sitting up tiredly; a shaky hand reaching for the glass of water you hold out to him. You immediately take notice of the slight redness around his wrists, pouting as you help him finish the glass before setting it down onto the nightstand.

“Your wrists got so red from the handcuffs, ‘Cheol… You should’ve said something if it hurt, I would’ve taken them off…”

Seungcheol grins at you, eyes unfocused with sleepiness. “Who said it hurt? I didn’t even feel that in comparison to that horrible dry orgasm you made me experience. God, it was like… Like when you have a dream but it feels real until you try to grab for something and realize you can’t?”

The two of you share a laugh as you help Seungcheol off of the bed so that the two of you could properly get cleaned up before he flopped back down onto the sheets.

“Yeah? Trust me, that wasn't even the worst I could’ve done! You’re lucky I took it easy for my first time!”  

#cherrybomb!cheol #seungcheol smut #scoups smut #seventeen smut #svt smut #scoups scenarios #scoups imagines #seungcheol imagines #seungcheol scenarios #scoups fic #seungcheol fic #seventeen imagines #svt imagines #seventeen scenarios #svt scenarios #svt fic #seventeen fic #scoups #seungcheol

[moldisgoodforyou]

valentine’s day

warnings: cursing as per usual. also. angsty!!! blame the anon tho not me I accept zero responsibility for anything here. it’s about the GROWTH people

wordcount: 2.2k

source: @obi-kin​

Rafe called Sophie at 5pm on Valentine’s Day, his tone unusually bright. Sophie had been in the architecture studio all week and they hadn’t seen each other in a few days, so he was especially eager to take her out. He wouldn’t admit it, but he was a sucker for romance. His last long-term girlfriend hadn’t really entertained it, and made fun of him often for trying too hard. While Sophie might have occasionally ribbed him for his gestures, she made a point to show him she appreciated it, which always made him more eager to please.

“Hey! Will you be ready soon? I’ll pick you up,” Rafe greeted when she answered.

“Ready?” Sophie sounded distant, with her phone on speaker lying on the desk next to her work.

“...Yes? That’s what I said, are you ready?” He cocked his head with the phone pressed to his ear, thinking he might have had bad reception.

She furrowed her brow, trying to think if she had forgotten something. She was usually meticulous about her plans, marking everything down in her calendar no matter what. “Ready for what?”

From his voice, she could tell he was becoming more and more deflated, but couldn’t quite place why.

“Soph, you’re serious?”

She wrinkled her nose a little at the question. “Yes, I’m serious. What am I missing here?”

“Ready for dinner. Downtown.” Rafe didn’t give her anything more, hoping she’d remember, hoping she didn’t completely forget something he’d been looking forward to for the past week. He ran his hand through his hair impatiently as he waited for her response.

She bit the inside of her cheek, trying to remember. “Rafe, I can’t go to dinner tonight, I have to work on my project due Friday. I got caught up with helping some of my students earlier.”

To him, she didn’t sound the least bit apologetic, just factual. He was silent, almost in disbelief for a moment. “Right. I forgot school comes first.”

His tone was more bitter than he intended, and she almost flinched just hearing it over the phone, her own voice growing apologetic. “Well, yeah, I have to -”

“S’whatever.” He cut her off abruptly. “I have to go. Have fun with your project.”

“Rafe...” she tried, unsuccessful as he hung up. Feeling uneasy, she briefly debated calling him back to figure out what was up, but another student knocked on the studio door and she got distracted helping them try to find spare supplies. After a while, she decided to just push it off and ignore it, chalking it up to a bad day on his end.

A few hours later, when it was nearing midnight, Rafe shot her a text - a simple ‘How much longer? I’ll come drive you home.’ He had cancelled their dinner reservation and got Mexican with the boys instead, but resisted from indulging in the drink specials, knowing he still wanted to see Sophie despite her forgetting their plans.

Still a little stung from his comments (and completely unaware of what she did), she shot back her text right away - ‘I’m fine, I’ll walk.’ She was packing up her things when he texted, planning on leaving soon anyways, but wasn’t about to give him the satisfaction of seeing her after his demeanor on the phone.

Always loyal, Rafe was already waiting out front in his car when she walked out a few minutes later. She scowled at his stubbornness that rivaled hers but strolled up to the car anyways and opened the door, but didn’t get in just yet. “Are you still mad at me?”

He paused for a moment, considering his response. “I’m not really happy with you right now, no. But get in. I don’t want you walking home alone.”

She sighed but climbed in, setting her backpack at her feet, and crossed her arms across her chest with a little huff. “Look, Rafe, I don’t know what I did to make you all pissed off, but -”

Rafe leaned back and pulled out a bouquet of flowers from the backseat, setting it in her lap. “Happy Valentine’s Day.”

Dead silence.

Her jaw dropped and she glanced at her phone for the date, just to confirm how badly she’d screwed up. “I...fuck,” she whispered, swallowing hard.

“I was hoping you wouldn’t forget. Tried giving you the benefit of the doubt, you know.” His voice softened a little but he kept his eyes trained on the road, tapping his thumb on the steering wheel.

Sophie looked like she was about to cry, shrinking back into her seat as her cheeks grew hot. “I’m so, so sorry, Rafe. I guess I thought it was next week or something. I know this was important to you.”

He exhaled at her apology, glancing over with concern when he saw her wobbling lip and teary eyes. “It’s fine, Soph, it’s nothing to cry over.”

“No, I - you’ve been so sweet, and so supportive, and I was being totally selfish,” she started rambling, reaching out for him and only stopping once he took her hand and squeezed gently. He only wanted to make her realize how he felt for a moment, not to make her truly upset.

It was like all the stress from the past week had all piled up on her at once and this was the tipping point, something she could have controlled. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a moment to compose herself. “I’m going to make it up to you. Saturday. I mean it.”

He turned to her at the stoplight and ran his thumb over her cheekbone, trying to calm her down. “What if I have homework?”

“Oh.” Sophie’s face fell. “Right, never mind -”

Rafe laughed a little, shaking his head quickly. “No, no, I’m sorry, that was mean. Saturday, then?”

“Yes.” She leaned over and kissed his cheek. “Saturday, belated Valentine’s Day. I won’t be a terrible girlfriend.”

“You’re not a terrible girlfriend.” He hesitated before continuing, pulling up on the street outside her sorority house and turning off the car so he could walk her to the door like always. “Just, um.” After a few seconds, he shook his head. “Never mind.”

“No, tell me.” She reached out and took his hand again, brows knitting together in concern.

He spoke quickly, only making eye contact once he got it all out. “Sometimes I feel like second place to your schoolwork.” After a moment’s pause, he added quickly, “and it’s not a big deal, I really admire how hard you work and I know it’s important to you. But.” He shrugged. “It just felt like something I should tell you.”

“Rafe, baby...” She frowned, squeezing his hand in reassurance upon hearing his confession. “I love you so damn much, you know that?”

He nodded and leaned over to kiss her, hating the way her eyes started welling up with tears again. “I know. I love you too. We don’t have to talk about it, it doesn’t really matter.”

“It does matter.” She shook her head and threaded her fingers through his hair, pulling him closer. “I fucked up, and I’ve been getting way too caught up with school. That’s not fair to you.”

“I know you’re busy.” He mumbled, pressing his head into her touch. “S’okay. I’m being needy, or whatever.”

“You’re not.” She crawled over the center console without a second thought, albeit a little awkwardly, and threw her arms around him once she sat on his lap, holding him close. “That thought hasn’t occurred to me once. Ever.”

He let his head rest against her shoulder, nuzzling into her. “You’re sure? Because my ex -”

“Rafe.” She frowned as she cut him off. “I’m sure.” She told him confidently, rubbing small little circles against his back. “I’ve missed you, I’ve been way too busy. And I’m so sorry I fucked up Valentine’s Day for you, I know you’d been looking forward to it.”

He hummed in acknowledgment against her neck, relaxing more at her touch. “Do I get you the whole day Saturday?”

“The whole weekend, even.” She smiled, pressing a kiss to the top of his head.

He laughed and lifted his head, giving her a sweet kiss. “Two whole days with just you might be too much to handle.”

She blushed and poked his stomach, holding back a grin. “Stop it, you love me.”

“I do. My favorite.” He grinned and kissed her again, then nodded toward her sorority house. “Any chance I could come up with you?”

“Depends, do you want to watch Gone Girl with my roommates?”

Rafe furrowed his brow in concern. “Gone Girl? On Valentine’s Day?”

“Yes.” She nodded once. “We’ve all been single on the holiday for the last two years, it’s tradition.”

“Can’t partake in tradition if you’re locked down.” He teased. “Unfortunately the boys are home tonight too, so. Looks like we’re both going home to empty beds.”

Sophie scowled and leaned forward, bumping their noses together then resting her forehead on his. “Three more months and then we’ll have our own rooms in senior houses to have all the sleepovers we want.”

“Ah, not quite. Three more months and then you’re leaving me for a whole more three months.” Rafe corrected, resting his hands on her hips and rubbing gentle circles with his thumbs.

“Don’t remind me, that’s the worst part.” She groaned, dropping her head down to his shoulder. “I’m gonna pack you in my suitcase, you think you can make the flight in cargo?”

“Nah, you’d miss out on the clothing space.” He nudged her with his shoulder. “Hey.”

“Hey.” She mumbled against his neck, not wanting to let him go.

“As comfortable as this is, can we move to the backseat if we’re stuck here for a second? I want to give you your gift.”

She lifted her head and nodded, then crawled into the backseat, Rafe laughing as he got out then slid in the back with her. Sophie grabbed her backpack from the front seat. “Wait, me first. Close your eyes. It’s not wrapped yet, because I wasn’t ready - well, um. Just close your eyes.” She tripped over her words, cheeks feeling hot again as she thought again about how poorly she handled the day.

He reached out and squeezed her shoulders quickly. “It’s alright, Soph.”

“It’s not. But just close your eyes.”

Rafe nodded dutifully and shut his eyes, holding out an expectant hand. She placed a small wooden jewelry box in it, unwrapped, with dark red felt lining and a little grid organizer inside. He opened his eyes and furrowed his brow for a moment, running his thumb over the stained wood with his engraved initials on top. “It’s a box?”

She laughed. “Open it.”

He undid the latch and grinned once he realized what it was, with one of his rings she had ‘borrowed’ nestled inside. “How’d you know I needed one of these?”

“Because you’re always putting them in terrible spots. I took that one from the cupholder in your car last week.” She bit the inside of her cheek. “I made it, is it okay? Do you like it?”

“It’s awesome, Soph.” He leaned forward and kissed her quickly once he noticed her nerves. “I can’t believe you can make this kind of stuff, it’s fucking cool.”

She smiled, relaxing a little. “It’s not much, but I think it could be useful. Better than just setting your rings on your counter, anyways.”

“I love it.” He smiled back, then reached down and pulled out a gift bag from under the seat, handing it to her. “This is kind of...well, I don’t know, it’s not really a romantic gift. So maybe lower your expectations.” He warned.

Sophie raised her eyebrows, confused, until she unwrapped the gift and pulled out a big set of nice drawing markers, meant for architecture. Her meager eight pack had been steadily drying out over the semester, bought second hand from an older student, and were barely getting her by. She hadn’t realized he noticed from his time just hanging out in the studio with her.

“Wow.” She breathed out, unzipping the case and running her fingers over the markers all lined up.

“Is it okay? That’s the brand you use, right? And the colors are okay?” His eyes flitted over her face with brief concern.

She nodded quickly and set them aside, pulling him into a hug. “It’s perfect, Rafe, I don’t think you know how much I needed those.” She took a deep breath, a little shaky.

“You’re welcome, baby.” He ran his hands up and down her back, pulling her into his lap. “Hey. No crying.”

She sniffled a little, mumbling into his shirt. “M’not crying.”

“You are too, I can hear it.” He pressed a kiss to her temple and she lifted her head to kiss his lips. “I don’t like it when you cry.”

“I don’t like crying when I’m with you.” She gave herself a moment to compose herself. “Thank you, Rafe, so much. You’re too good to me.”

“No such thing.” He kissed her long and slow, cupping his hand against her cheek. “I love you Soph, no matter what.”

“Love you too. I promise, I’ll make Valentine’s Day up to you this weekend. You can hold this over me forever.” She teased, tugging gently on the ends of his hair.

He laughed, shaking his head. “Forever’s a long time.”

“Yeah, well, you’ll need it if you’re gonna put up with me for that long.” She grinned and kissed him quickly, not giving him a second to think about her words before crawling off his lap and grabbing the flowers and her gift. “I love you. You’re my favorite, I mean it.”

“Mine too.” He took the hint and helped her out of the car, then walked her to the door. “Sweet dreams, angel.”

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[ghostsxagain]

//alright, story time! under the cut is an overview of how this weekend went (spoilers: it was not good)

so my friend c is getting married next month. she has a bunch of friends that don’t live in the city and they are the ones who set up her bachelorette party since they are her bridesmaids. on text it seemed like everything was in order. well, friday night, the ‘bar’ we went to was awful. the menu didn’t make any sense (idk how to describe it without sounding ridiculous LOL but it sounded so bougie) and was very expensive. we got espresso martinis but they handed us drinks in CANS and told us to shake them up and pour into our glasses. they were not very good at all so I chugged mine lmao. then the waiter didn’t even bother to take my order for food (two of the girls offered to share with me so I didn’t go completely hungry). c asked for 6 oysters since it was happy hour and they were only 2 bucks each. they just didn’t come so we asked the waiter and he was like “oh sorry about that. you wanted 3 right?” so just a big yikes all around. I felt so out of place. 

then we went to a well known drag bar in my city, which I honestly love to death. we reserved a table so we had a nice little corner of our own. this part of the night started amazingly. had some drinks, the queens were INCREDIBLE and social with us, and c was having a great time. I felt like some of the girls there tho weren’t really getting into it, they didn’t seem to be familiar with the environment, which is fine. shenanigans ensued. we ended the night at like 12:30pm and I was sick when I got home. my tummy was not well and I didn’t sleep much. 

Saturday was when trouble started. I slept through brunch (initially we had planned to meet up for like 10:30-11:00am but I woke up at 10:20ish and they had texted in the chat that they were going earlier than planned - 8:30am!) so that was nice. I asked what the next destination would be so I could meet them there and it took ages to get an answer. they wanted to go to eaton, the big mall in the city, alright cool. so I head down there and we only went to like 4 stores, all of which one of the bridesmaids picked. no question of where c wanted to shop. so that kind of annoyed me. then we went to craft, a chain of bars where “we all met in ottawa!” except no, I didn’t, I never worked there, so a lot of the conversations we had there completely excluded me. fine, no biggie. the food and drinks there were good. we still had plenty of time before our reservations with the guys so I suggested we do something fun like an escape room or the ripley’s aquarium. c was really interested in the aquarium but the bridesmaids said no, they just wanted to go back to their hotel room. so I went home to take a nap and get ready by myself. 

I head to the bar chosen and when I get there its a shit show. we weren’t given a table together, despite our reservation and were given two next to each other. fine. the tables were cramped as hell. fine. the food was overpriced and under proportioned. fine. the waitstaff didn’t listen when jamie tried to flag her over 5 times. okay... then we’re told that the game room upstairs? yeah, we can only use the pinball machines because the rest of the games are being used for a private party...????? but we had reservations weeks ago? lol k. now we’re all getting annoyed. people are spliting off into lil groups and trying to figure out what to do and I’m left by myself. anxiety is spiking. we decide to try rec room. we get there and there’s a huge line up. the bridesmaids book it into this stairwell because they were ‘freezing’ and this is when shit starts getting bad. they aren’t suggesting alternatives and c can’t handle the pressure so she walks away. we’re all waiting around and honestly jamie and I just wanna leave, it’s so awkward. we decided to try this mini putt bar thing that was only about a 10 minute walk.

well the bridesmaids and their bfs walk up suuuuper far ahead of us. by the time we get there the bouncer says that they aren’t taking walkins since they are super understaffed. we say that our friends got here before us and must be inside already. he says no. no one has any calls or missed texts from them. so c calls them and they’re like “oh yeah they didn’t let us in so we went back to our hotels.” they just took off. poor c was so overwhelmed she started to cry. we were in shock, it was 8 of us total left including the bride and groom to be. the bouncer saw her crying and let us all in, which was super kind of him. two of the couples paid for the mini putt and did their holes, the rest of us hung out and talked and bought drinks. c went into the bathroom and after some time I went in to check on her. she had just gotten off the phone with them and says they apologized for not communicating better and that after mini putt she was going back to their hotel room to hang out with them. I’m pissed that she’s letting it go that easily, but it isn’t my place to police her feelings. so I just give her a hug and hold her while she cries again. she cleans up her face and comes out and seems to have a decent time with us. everyone goes their separate ways after mini putt (about 12:30am). 

I have a hard time wrapping my head around it. these are supposed to be her best friends, the people she chose for her wedding party. and they dropped the ball. I tried planning the day weeks ago, suggesting fun things to do but no one acknowledged my suggestions. then they go off and abandon her like that and expect her to come to them once she’s done with us. it honestly leaves a gross taste in my mouth. I won’t say anything out of respect for my friends, but man their other friends suck ass. with the exception of one couple, who was really cool and I could see myself being friends with (the girl really tried to engage in conversation with me and was super kind. we seem to have very similar mentalities haha).

so all in all, what I feared happened. I knew that I wouldn’t fit in with these people and I was right. I just didn’t expect them to be so cruel to their own friends but whatever.

#this is long winded #but I am angry #we're going over to their place now to hang out and if they ask my honest opinion of their friends I'll give it #otherwise I won't say a word about it #long post #muns ranting again #laughing my anxiety off {ooc}

[zeenimf]

Kat’s Writing Summer | Update 4/??

STATS | 30102/92000 | 33% of goal

SATURDAY | 1044

SUNDAY | 1138

MONDAY | 1943

TUESDAY | 476

WEDNESDAY | 1217

THURSDAY | 1071

FRIDAY | 1247

UPDATE |

It feels like yesterday that I posted my last update, but it turns out that that was last friday already. The time has flown by this week. It makes sense tho, I finished my last day at work, meaning that I have more time to write. I have also made a lot of progress on this piano piece I’m learning so overall it’s been good! (though I’m still jealous of people with big hands)

As for my writing, it has been a bit flat. I still got a lot of words out (already a third of the way there!), and I know deep down that this is the way to go, but I must admit that I’m looking forward to editing this to breathe some more life into it. 

I’m not sure how to explain it properly. When writing only out of pure inspiration (i.e. not pushing to finish a book) I think my writing is very pure and geniune, that the emotion is seeped in between the words. But that’s really hard to get in every time, especially because I’m not motivated to write every day. No, rather, I am not inspired to write every day. 

This is something I also feel when practising piano. Practising tricky bars isn’t fun, it’s only slightly rewarding, and most of all, it’s incredibly uncomfortable. And I think that’s key. Improving in something, especially art, is so uncomfortable. You don’t know what you’re doing, you don’t know if it’s going to get better, you don’t know if you’ll improve. But I think especially at these moments, when you are uncomfortable, are the moments where it’s vital to push on. I think you get the most out of yourself when you keep going when it’s hard, and you’re looking into the dark completely unsure how to progress. So we’ll keep going.

Much love, Katrielle

STORY PROGRESS |

Phei has finally met Noh’ak properly. He is a lot more charming than Phei imagined him to be.

He tried to teach her to control her spirit but was interrupted by Edel arriving.

That means both Edel and Noh’ak are properly introduced. Only Lyra, some more spirits and the Empress are still distant. I think I will start teasing about the Empress earlier in the book in a later draft, though I am still to discover exactly what role she plays. 

Phei convinced Edel to teach her how to use her spirit.

Solari (imperial) knights came to take them in but they managed to fight them off. Phei sustained a pretty big wound, and Edel is running off north again.

SNIPPETS |

She takes a deep breath and stands up, carefully laying Phei down in the grass. She puts her arms underneath her, bracing herself to break her back trying to carry her, but to her surprise, she lifts Phei up with ease.             With pure focus, she makes her way towards the edge of the vale, feeling the cool breeze on her skin. Something metal taps her thigh, catching her attention. Phei is still holding the handle of her sword, the blade broken just above the inscription, leaving only ten centimetres intact.             “Hopeless,” Aspen mutters, placing Phei in the grass, sitting upright against a tree. The leaves are yellow, a new strong gust shaking some away from their leaves, leaving them in a soft yellow snow.

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            “Thank–“ she turns to Aspen, who has followed the conversation from outside, her gaze focused on the horizon. “I’m sorry. I don’t think Noh’ak is still chasing me, and even if he is, he has no more reason to go back to Burgundys. You can go home if you want to.”             “I know” she says “but I promised Mag to get you to Dalen safely, so that’s what I’ll do.”             “Really?”             “Only if you keep your magic practices far away from me.” Phei jumps out of her chair and warps her arms around Aspen, sky-blue feathers covering her entire back. Aspen looks to Edel, startled, who only shrugs.

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A high screeching noise grabs her attention. The rope burns, heating up, forcing Phei to let go. She is thrown back into the world, her heart a mess. Her body is in pain, muscles screaming, forcing her to give in. Phei isn’t sure if the pain is hers or not, but that doesn’t make it less real.            Noh’ak’s eyes widen, staring past Phei at the forest’s edge. The screeching noise is loud, drowning out the rest.           “Meet me at the Deepest Core, Ori,” Noh’ak says. His mouth opens again, signalling another message but those words are lost in the chaos. He waves his hand, vanishing into sand, the wind carrying him away.

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[who-talks-first]

Okay I'm having trouble finding everyone's posts from Friday. But I just watched chapter 9 and I have some thoughts.

Opening the episode with Din saying he doesn't gamble then ending it with him making a massive gamble was interesting. Although I genuinely don't think he ever does anything he doesn't believe he can do.

The fights in this episode are amazing. Just stunning:

The fight at the arena. The Child ducking when he sees the Birds activate. "I'm not." Really. Din, stop being so goddamn fucking hot, I'm trying to watch the damn show! The whole dangling the gangster part. "You won't die by my hand." (one of the best parts of the character Din Djarin is he is both viciously ruthless and honorable to a fault. I love it!)

The fighting at the end. Both men flying in sync to kill the beast. The Raiders and townsfolk grudgingly working together. But it would have worked better just leaving the loaded bantha in the valley, luring the best out, and detonating it. Fewer civilian deaths but what do I know, I wasn't raised in the fighting corps. And god at the end when Din soars out of the monster's mouth! I that was how the episode would end as soon as I saw the explosives. But still so fucking cool! Is there a name for that trope? I call it the Hercules.

Can we talk for a second about how Din looks in this ep? The strides, the poses and posture. He exudes so much bde that it physically hurts me. Clearly a lot of that is Mandalorian in nature, if those images of Boba Fett from the comics tell us anything (Fett sitting spread in his ship and Din doing it on the wagon at Sorgan have p much the same energy). Just looking fine as hell through the whole thing, even covered in deadly dragon stomach acid.

And can we talk about how much he says this episode? He explains the Tuskens' behavior, translates, plans, barters, smooches doggies, etc. He talks a lot. And I think that's interesting. Din has this reputation as being awkward in social situations and quiet. And like, it's one thing feeling shy around the beautiful widow who's hitting on you. But he says what he means clearly and more or less concisely, including some one-liners and sarcasm. I think he could be described as "laconic" (my character does describe him as such in the thing I'm writing), which means they use as few words as possible to get their point across. Din has no hesitation in speaking, he just prefers to only speak when he has something to say, if that makes sense.

So happy to see Aunt Peli! And Din being like "eh let them work" That's what we call growth.

The casting. I nearly lost my shit when Timothy Olyphant was under the helmet, looking like a whole ass meal. Like that is the most flattering haircut and beard combo I've ever seen on him. Don't @me but he could get it. And poor typecast Leguizamo. Still great tho. He was fun little asshole.

I love when this show doubles down on the western themes:

Vanth's name, accent, role, and general appearance all line up with a small town wild west sheriff. Just showing up and saving the town, so they're like, you're the Lone Ranger now! Olyphant has played western roles before, including voicing The Spirit of the West (an avatar of the legends and ideals of the wild west modeled on Clint Eastwood's western characters) in the animated film Rango (a lot of the Mandalorian's aesthetic comes from Eastwood's movies).

The Mandalorian theme but softly strummed on a Spanish (nylon string) guitar is very evocative of a border town.

The tuskens represent an Indian tribe. The abandoned mining town. The mysterious stranger who comes to town and saves it. Vanth and Din nearly have a quickdraw shootout! The child is hiding in a spittoon for chrissakes!

It really echoes the 7 Samurai theme of chapter 4. I know it's an overlapping, repeating theme in western film. I guess I was surprised to see it again so quickly.

I don't know how I feel about Din speaking Tusken. Signing was one thing. But I just giggled uncomfortably the whole time feeling it was kinda silly (and I had assumed the reason he signed was because humans couldn't speak Tusken). Was that our big hero, heartthrob, and favorite actor Mr. Pascal sitting in the studio making those noises? Rrrhehh rheh rrhehh! I dunno I'm just. Reeling.

Isn't interesting that Din would annihilate the entire populace of Jawas without batting an eye, but he would do almost anything to protect the Sand People? I know there's something to that, about marginalized/eugenicized groups versus like colonialism and whatever vulture like construct you would attribute to the Jawas. But I'm not smart enough to articulate it.

Okay, so the obvious: Boba Fett. Really shocked to see his armor on someone else. I'd already seen the casting of Morrison, so I wasn't like, "is he dead?" and I knew right away this hick didn't take it off him. I wonder if the Jawas stunned him and removed it. Either way, there's going to be hell to pay. I can't wait to see Din and Boba interact; I wonder how they'll respond to each other. And even though Fett should be in his early 40s (I think) he really looks like hell. I mean, I know he's seen some shit. But I wonder what's been up with him in the last decade or so.

Some stuff I thought I noticed, but I need y'all to help me confirm:

Was that Anakin's podracer engine?

Was that C-3PO graffitied on the wall in the dirty city?

Were we supposed to recognize R5?

There's a couple others but I forgot em. I gotta watch it again.

Some questions:

What was the spherical thing the Tusken Raiders recovered from the beast's remains? The scene mirrored the Jawas and the mudhorn's TSUGA! Tsuga tsuga! Tsuuuga! But that didn't look like an egg. If I didn't know better I would swear it was a pearl. (which almost makes sense if you take into account that this guy eats dirt for a living and could have an organ or extra stomach in there like those gross hard balls they used to pull out of ox bellies) Or was it mentioned earlier and I didn't catch it? There was a lot going on.

What are the sand doggies? They're so cute! And that totally establishes our mans as a dog person. Writers, start your fics!

I'm a bit confused about the town's history. How have the people survived for so long with the beast there? Was it the Krayt dragon that wiped it literally off the map? How does the slaving mining guild fit in there?

It really looks in chapter 4 that those krill are native (it's not explicitly stated tho). If no one even knows where Sorgan is and it doesn't have a big export economy, how do these people in the middle of buttfuck nowhere have spotchka?

On that note, how did that city gangster hear about Fett/Vanth? I mean, I dig that he's a collector of beskar'gam, but like, that's still way out there.

The jingling spurs sound in chapter 5 is deliberately obvious when that mysterious figure comes upon Fennec Shand. Can we assume that's Cobb Vanth there? Because clearly, Fett has been without his armor for a while. If it was Vanth, what did he do with her? I don't believe for a second that she's dead. He's not a bounty hunter and he wouldn't have any idea she was valuable since the Guild had abandoned Tatooine. Barter for help/transportation /goods/labor /etc? Also, if it was Vanth, did he witness the whole thing? If so, he knows who Din is. Maybe knows Toro. I dunno. Lots of thoughts. Did he just stumble upon her while traveling back to his village? I forgot the name already lol Mos Pelegrino?

Okay it's nearly 4 am. I genuinely can't remember if I had anything else to say. Please continue to tag your spoilers cuz I will again not get to view the episode until after y'all do next week. But until then, please come yell at me about our favorite show and space boyfriend. I like crazy theories too.

Love y'all. 😘😘😘

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[mydiaryx]

ketmine diary entry

Fucing hell, what am I thinking, well, it was deffo a weird idea getting on the k for a diary entry, and listening to lean too wtf, depressing. I want to take those benzos so bad.

Im actually sad I can’t go and chill In uni next week now. Its just gonna be a weekend of working, and now my nails are too long, I hate this feeling of being like home alone, but  not home alone, I just feel like I should be doing something all the time. I hate being in the house, its not even like I hate being with my family, I enjoy the time I spend with them, im just having this weird existential dread but acceptance of the dread. I just sort of flow through life, the less anxious the better, I do love my friends, but they can give me a hard time sometimes, I feel like I can’t please everyone. I always feel guilty in some way for the way I am. This ket feels good but I feel like this isn’t a good thing. I need to get some benzos from Enrika. I need to stop being anxious, fireworks, I would like a little more k, I would really like a benzo. I shouldn’t really, im sure geo would know because there was 2 left in the pack. What am I writing about, I feel like my life has changed so much in like the past month, also I should ask geo what he thinks about meeting me in London on sat, will just be annoying for me with like a big bag of stuff, ill just try take like nothing tho, like ill actually try and pack so light lol, its annoying tho cuz its winter its like what can I wear, maybe I should get more inspired.

I should be able to be alone with my mind, this is what I struggle with, is this like a weird therapy session lol ?? Im really not sure, it does feel good to get my thoughts out, isn’t it just so weird how my life has taken the trajectory of drugs, like this is what my life is based around now, I mean, not really but slightly, its just confusing, when I can hear the blood pumping noun d my head, thats when my thoughts are most intense. I just completely forgot, last weekend, that ws really intense and horrible, I don’t really remember much, maybe its best if its kept that way, I feel as if im really uncovering something here. Like I just really was completely oblivious to what I did last weekend, what the fuck! Is that the benzos do you think, or like the comedown, im not sure. I kind of wish I didn’t uncover that tbh. How did I function so well after being so fucked up for the whole weekend, and then literally forgetting about it all week, has it been more than a week? Surely not! It was last Friday im sure, wow. Maybe I should do this in the morning, am I just going to fucking confuse myself tho? All I want to do really is just talk to myself, I can’t believe how long I really have been doing this, like how self aware I must be now. Why do I feel as if I’ve forgotten everything thsts happened like last week. I really can’t tell if Maya actually wants me around or not, this is an issue I really do have, I like her and I like to talk to her, but I feel s little used sometimes. and like the money thing, that just usually gets me a bit.

What would make me happy this weekend? Maybe a vape right now? No George fucking has the one Theo gave me !! Figs !! Although there is one literally in my coat pocket over there. See now, when I think back to when I returned home earlier, it makes me feel guilt, like I’ve wasted my time, like I had all thee things to do and I haven’t done them. Its fine tho, I can fully deal with this, I just seem to think that im not allowed to relax in here, like there’s always things to be sorting out. How do I feel about the ket wearing off, okay I suppose, I would have rather taken a benzo, if I were to post this, which I am, I do wonder if anyone would ever reach out and reply, it would be interesting. And at least I can type with these nails. Im just so confused, last night was weird too, I definably have some issues that need sorting out, maybe if I take some bentos with my friends I can spill everything. I should sort that tommorow. I do just need to do things more often, instead of not. I do wonder if Jesse and Enrika think that when they tell me about all the stuff they have been doing constantly annoys me, because I know that it would annoy them if it were the other way round. I suppose it doesn’t hurt to be on the other side of the spectrum. I could just facetime them, maybe not tonight, I hate sort of keeping quiet whilst on FaceTime. It makes me just want to FaceTime George or something.

Omg that makes me sort of remember being back at geos and trying to facemtim Dylan lol, and then I was so sad he didn’t reply. Am I still lonely, not so much I don’t think, I feel so much more loved now. However, this time that I do spend alone, I just need to not feel as if im not doing enough ect, because really it does not matter! Like maybe ill wake up early tomorrow, if I really wanted I could go on a walk, but prob not, I think ill have a shower and just try and look slay, and take a slay pic. Thats all I need to do really, oh and like water my plants, and tidy my car. Damn that podcast earlier really did have me in an existential mood, like what the frick!! Realising that nothing does really matter. I really do think that ketamine like not fucks your brain up but really jumbles things up in some way, one day will be the end of all the ketamine I take, and one day will be the last day I take drugs. But I do really think, like what happens to people like us, like we take so many drugs, how do we lead a normal life after. Who really knows. I think one reason why I got my guilty depression thing tonight wass because I'm not doing work. But it’s fine, its literally so fine. Anyway, I think im nearly done here, that was a fucking wild ride. Hopefully it actually helps me and I don’t have some kind of existential crisis lol. Oh and just one other thing, I really did think me and tara were like besties after that night, but then after like, I just can’t read her !! Its so confusing, I do wonder if I did anything that put her off, I really don’t understand like how or why lol. Maybe we will go to Italy together, that would deffo be like different, I do feel like she dent wanna go anymore tho.

Oh well, I guess we will see after the next time we drink together, I suppose that’s when we are both more confident, I do really like her, I think she reminds me of Eden that’s why lol, hopefully, I can Meet up with Eden again soon too, the stuff with her and Charlie is just so hard to believe. Oh, I do just feel like I'm not really done yet, my brain Is like telling me, to talk about your grandma, but I just really don’t want to open that can of worms in my brain. At least I did tell George the other day so he knows, I just actually fucking hate talking about it, so peak !!! Benzos are fully like truth serum tho, like I be telling everyone my shit! I feel like I'm gonna come out o this a different person. I just feel like now that I really need to move out and move on with my life, moving out would feel so weird, I suppose if it's just to a city to work it wouldn’t entirely feel like moving forever tho!! I suppose ill cross that bridge when I get to it. Anyways gonna stop talking now, or else ill never stop, bye ly xx 

[organizechaoss]

Fic-rec Friday!

Hi lovelies! Again, these are all complete and on ao3. No rhyme or reason for picking these except for that I enjoyed them and hope you will to ;) Quite a few of these are pretty popular (if their hits and kudos are anything to go by), let’s just hope you can find something you haven’t read before <3

Parsley, Thyme, Sage, Daffodils by MostWeakHamlets

+3,000 words

Rating G

Here me out, it’s a vlogger au but stick with me. This entire series is too good and I highly recommend ALL of it. Basically it’s set after the apocalypse where Aziraphale has started a youtube channel about cooking and Crowley makes little guest appearances that makes the fans go wild. Cute right? But wait... there’s angst! Crowley’s still recovering from the apocalypse and has PTSD (see the title again) so Aziraphale tries to make him feel better with food. It’s all really cute and heart-warming and the love between them is so strong and beautiful.

In Control by Aethelflaed

+7,000 words

Rating G

Okay this one is for the hurt!Aziraphale fans (such as myself). Aziraphale doesn’t understand what panic attacks are and thinks that his corporation is just malfunctioning. He believes this for ages and just deals with it in any way he can (while trying not to alarm Crowley). It’s technically a 5 + 1 fic (with the +1 being Crowley helping him through it) but Crowley’s there a lot in the five leading up to it. 

Speaking in Tongues by entanglednow

+1,000 words

Rating M

This ones just a bit on the smexy side of things, but they don’t actually do the do in this fic (it’s part of a series tho, so read those if you want). Aziraphale is an absolute sweetheart and wants to surprise Crowley by getting his own snake form. He doesn’t entirely know how to work this new corporation but tries his best. Because of that, he is accidentally super flirtatious in his movements without meaning to be. Crowley, of course, handles it about as well as he can.

Crowley whump (for the anon request):

In Silence Our Secrets Lie by IneffableToreshi

+84,000 words

Rating M

Basically a Good Omens AU where they never met on the wall in Eden and don’t know each other. In the years leading up to the apocalypse, Aziraphale senses a distressed aura and goes to investigate. He finds Crowley beaten and bruised chained up on an isolated island (I think - it’s been a while). The demon also has a collar around his neck that prevents him from speaking or communicating in any written way. Obviously, Aziraphale rescues the demon and works hard to heal him. The two then start to develop a relationship and work together to find a way to get the collar off Crowley and stop the apocalypse. As per usual, things go to shit in the days leading up to the apocalypse but there’s a happy ending.

Oh my lordy this one is a good one. It’s not pure Crowley whump like my last recommendations were. There’s some really sweet moments as the two fall in love. I haven’t read it in a while, but looking back on it now... wahoo! I can remember that heart-wrenching feeling while reading it. This fic freaking DELIVERS, please read.

Palliative Practices by VerdantVulpus

+19,000 words

Rating M

Every time Crowley does a blessing or miracle, he feels pain. Depending on how big or good the miracle is, it corresponds the amount of pain he feels. He doesn’t realize this until they start the Arrangement and he doesn’t want to give up his relationship with the angel so he struggles with it for as long as he can (and he really pushes himself). There is a good amount of drug and substance abuse that happens in this fic as Crowley tries to find ways to cope with his chronic pain, so fair warning about that. Of course Aziraphale is rightfully upset when he finds out.

I actually have just read this one recently and the premise was just too good to pass up ;)

How I Care for My Husband by MostWeakHamlets

+9,000 words

Rating G

A sequel to Parsley, Thyme, Sage, Daffodils that I reccomended earlier, but you don’t need to read that one first (just know the premise). It’s written as little video clips with Aziraphale narrating, showing Crowley going through a pretty intense depressive episode and Aziraphale caring for him. If you like sick-fics, this one is definitely for you. But there’s plenty of whump otherwise. It is absolutely devastating to read through it and witness just the utter pain that Crowley’s going through. 

I know vlog’s aren’t for everyone (especially on the angsty side of things) but this one is so good! The entire series is amazing, as I mentioned earlier, and this specific one is especially cathartic to read through <3

[ This is the last of the crowley whump that I have prepared so I won’t be posting anymore of these next week (unless I get an anon or someone saying that they are still interested). These fics were the first ones that came to mind for this specific request so it might take some more time to dig up more gems for more crowley whump, just a heads up <3 ]

If you have any asks or want to request something (fluff, classic fics, Aziraphale whump, angst, au’s) just let me know ;) I can’t guarantee I’ll be able to deliver, however I’ll try my best <3

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