#I know no one really cares but eh

[trippin-chippin]

It’s my birthday! :)

#cuphead #shitpost #dani talks #blogsona #deersona #birthday #happy bithday to me #I know no one really cares but eh

[tsuchinokoroyale]

Happy new years… let’s stay hydrated together ✨

#I didn’t end up going to the rave just stayed in with my buddies and had KFC (( Korean fried chicken )) and laughed til we cried so #it was still a wonderful start to the new year 💞🥰💞 #but the fwb wanted pics of my potential rave look so I figured eh I brought the stuff anyways #and now I’m imagining locking eyes with a stranger on the warm and writhing dance floor #the beat thumps and shakes and rattles the air in our breath as the spotlights dance in the reflections of our held gaze #he pushes his way through the crowd with a singular stare and a wicked smile on his face #I smile and turn my back on him arching myself so he knows I am giving what he’s looking for #I take careful steps through the revelry toward the edge where the crowd thins out #I prop myself up on an available stool in a lonely corner of the club as he closes the distance between us #“now I wonder why you dragged me all the way here” he utters in a playful growl “trying to get far away from the crowd?” #I smile and I nod. “obviously. can’t really do what I want with you out there” #his eyes perk up and his smile gives away the desire building inside him. “yeah? why don’t you show me then.” #“I thought you’d never ask” I smirk. I reach down into my pants and pull out my phone #“so this one is blue. he’s the oldest but he’s sooooo sweet. and that’s Eva. my only girl she’s sassy but she loves swea-” he leaves #whaddahell I say demurely whimpering even… whaddahell… #gpoy

[bonetrousledbones]

i am the only one who understands this but. sludge saturday baby

#(it is 2:34 am on a tuesday) #trousled arts #undertale #papyrus #sludge #and someone else! #dont worry about it! #atbb #pro tip. you can post spoilers if nobody knows what the hell is going on #the actual scene in my head im basing this off of is so much more intense and fucked up. but hes sillyy 😌 #im really annoyed tho bc i was gonna post this with a buncha other doodles and then i hyperfixated on this one for nearly three full hours #if i manage to doodle him some more before i get my computer packed up that would be so poggers but i cant promise anything :') #does anybody still say that ... eh who cares I still say it!!!!!!!! #ahem. i am going to bed now

[narwhalandchill]

anyway putting aside how its not even ooc or "beneath him" at all for childe to mock and provoke people in general irregardless of whether he holds any particular distaste or malice towards them.

what i think this thumbs down denial debate debacle highlighted in general is how a bunch of people seem to have completely misunderstood why childe as a character tends to respect those he considers fellow warriors? like. ppl making these "oh its a call for help" "oh hes pointing at the narwhal for 'take it out'" "its a diving signal for down" "hes referring to himself going down" bc there was just No Way he couldve been mocking respectable and powerful neuvillette. just straight up seemed to have been under the impression that any powerful and combat capable individual past a certain power level automatically receives higher regard from childe when its... not the case at all? quite the opposite even.

like take him shittalking the other harbingers 24/7. its not like hes stupid hes absolutely going to be aware of the power differential between himself and some of the higher ranked ones (at least for the time being; after all hes always getting stronger). yet hes STILL delivering that diss track on the regular when nobody asked because power alone isnt what makes someone worthy of respect to him! its having that power AND taking a honest fucking fight with it as opposed to scheming and dirty tactics. thats why he cant fucking stand the majority of the harbingers. he respects a select few and in terms of high regard specifically as fellow warriors its arguably Literally just capitano and the tsaritsa herself. like if anything its completely plausible to me that childe might have even more disdain for the most powerful of his fellow harbingers since they COULD be fighting like real respectable people (to him) but still choose their shadowy machinations.

so like theres absolutely no reason why neuvillette simply by virtue of being oh wow so strong will somehow automatically gain childes respect especially when literally all he did was backstab him? sure thats a feat by itself and neuvis clearly fast and powerful but thats literally the OPPOSITE of what childe considers respectable conduct for a warrior.

like sure if neuvi somehow agrees to an all out apology spar to make up for the whole fontaine mess then its a different deal weve seen childes tendency to instantly forgive and resume friendly relationships with both traveler and zhongli after getting a good fight for it but like. childe at the point when the thumbs down happens has absolutely no reason to think particularly highly of neuvillette at all lmao. guy declares him guilty on clearly nonsensical grounds against his own personal judgement (& childes v big on committing to your own values too so thats ANOTHER no-no) of the disappearances case because a machine told him to, then ambushes him and now as the crisis reaches its peak is in the process of completely failing at holding the narwhal back for even a brief moment when childes been doing that for 40+ DAYS nonstop and already way past his limit yet STILL manages to rescue the civilians neuvi wouldve just helplessly watched get eaten.

like bruh. obviously childes mocking him to high heavens with the last 7 seconds of consciousness he had remaining are you kidding 😭

#anyway. even as his general sidelining upsets me still. this is one thing i truly appreciate from hoyo wrt childe like #no matter how small a role hes given they KNOW what the fuck is up with his character and his attitude and chef kiss #like its remained consistent all these years and i just really love the care that goes into the characterization of this absolute menace #never change ajax ily <3 #anyway whew 3 posts in a row huh. thats some pent up frustration ive had from these nonsense 'debates' eh? DAKSJDISKSKDKDL #rambles #genshin #childeposting #genshin spoilers #4.2 spoilers

[dancerofhyrule]

I am posting yuri self-ship art on main because I'm very proud of this and also fuck you <3

#Not sure if I'm gonna tag this with the tags tbh #eh #sona #dulcie (sona) #pizzelle #dulcelle #that's our ship name btw #self ship #f/o #selfshipping #selfship art #if anyone gives me flak for this it's an instant block :) #btw yes i know i don't exactly look like i fit in the universe #i just didn't really know how to draw myself in the style in a way that satisfies me. tried one time but i hated it #so i just went with random ass anime girl is apparently pizzy's wife #i think it's kinda funny tbh. it's kinda like kappa mikey ig?? #idfk lol #sorry for rambling in the tags like always lol anyways look at me and my wife #okay actually one more thing yes i know pizzy's marriage got retconned and it's implied pizzette will be canon but lmao i don't care

[icewindandboringhorror]

Baby boy brother birthday photos from last year that I just realized I never uploaded!

#cats #also hopefully it's not weird to still post photos of George (the brown cat) even after his death a little while ago. I just have so many #beautiful old pictures of him that I still love but just never had the time to sort through or upload (my cat photos folder on my #computer had like 450 pictures in it or something lol... SO many). I feel like it's kind of just honoring or appreciating him #and not actually strange or anything. like what am I supposed to do. delete them?? I want to share them still because he is beautiful and #perfect ! idk. aNYWAY. Also this is their 2022 birthday when they turned 14 years old. (even though I think when I posted #their 2021 bday I might have said they were 14 then too. I was off by a year lol). 2023 when they turned 15 I unfortunately #was feeling kind of sick at the time and didn't really have the energy to do the decorations like I usually do. So they just got a few #treats and stuff. But I didn't know that would be george's last birthday lol. :/ #They also do not really know or care though. they're cats who cannot process it or know the concept of birthdays so. eh #I still have no idea how these got lost on the computer though. Like I had them fully edited ready to post but just sitting in a folder?? #Since MARCH 2022 lol... ??? the folder was in another folder of pictures so maybe that's how I overlooked it #But it's my 'once every 4 months computer organizing and clean out time' so I was going tghrough looking for pictures #I could drafts posts out of or sort or etc. #They got lots more treats for this birthday because one of my friends actually game me a few gifts for them #elderly boys.!!!! #I used to write in the little caption/image description sections to talk about them all individually but at some point tumblr broke that #feature and for so long they never saved or weren't visible so I stopped doing them and just ramble a bunch in the tags instead #but I kind of miss them. Thinking about old posts of the cats where I commented on each photo individually too lol.. the good ole days

[stamplerfag]

im gonna answer the other ask later but TRANSFEM SCARY I WAS. ALSO THINKING HBBBGNN

#willy goes both ways abt such things bcus. one he is a misogynist and a homophobe or at least was on earth. obviously #and he still holds you know that. hypermasculine toxic mindset as of s1 based on the uhhh #“overly feminine namby pamby” whatever he says #(kicking myself for not having it memorized) #but i assume that he encountered more variable things in the forgotten realms that may have made him more normal abt. gender variance there #god okay i. hes not. he has an opinion of “you can be a freak if you want whatever. ill play pretend with you. ill tolerate it.” #i really like transmasc ron for similar reasons.. of.... especially when they meet in the cabin where hes cooking fish #and willys like “thats right get some bass in your voice boy !!” #like i know its just regular like. ron isnt masculine enough. but it reads very sarcastic.... #“get some bass in your voice” like . you wanna be a boy so bad okay. ill humor you. hahahah. man up then. #um but transfem scary i like a similar. thing. of.... tolerating her being a girl and playing along but always being. #kind of chiding about it. #im so worried were not on the same pagw #which is fine obviously but i get so shy abt when. someone offers me headcanons that i dont agree with and i have to be like #“hahaha yeah whatever you say” like i cant say anything back cus its Wrong to me. BUT. #god though yeah her. visibly being hard around him & its both deeply sort of gross but very flattering to him like. i can work with this... #i think of him as a. opportunist. hes not into cock & not into kids really. dwindling upwards of teen girls but eh. #so when a cute troubled teen girl is literally. offering herself up to you at your feet man its like. why would i say no !! ♡ #hes more into taking advantage of her than any of her personal details you know. like her as a person doesnt really. matter. who cares #shes available and stupid and looking to him for advice and validation. #sorry again i havent LISTENED TO ANY OF THIS. I CAN BE WRONG #didnt anthony make the joke abt willy not being brave enough to try pegging. maybe this is his chance #who said that. who. said that #you really want to manipulate a teen girl then you humble yourself and suck her cock and shes yours forever. #im crazy. im crazy #.dxt #scary

[rithmeres]

ok i just got the Salad of 🅱️ongbirds and Flakes from the library and i’m gonna try to slam it in two days and then get back to mockingjay. i will continue to tag related poasts with #thg-reread even though for this book it is not a reread

#thg reread #2 pages in and it’s already so funny that tigris is described as not pretty when she is SO stunning in the movie #and the other thing that’s 2 pages in is that snow is like hmm what if my cousin prostituted herself so we could have some cash (YIKES) #i don’t know if im gonna like this book so this will be inch resting #ive never not liked a suzanne collins novel but with this one im unsure because like. who asked for this #of all the people she could have made a prequel about i really don’t care to hear about snow #will this add anything interesting or new or insightful to the canon or will it just be like. eh i didn’t need to read all that #(IT’S 517 PAGES) #the salad of 🅱️ongbirds and flakes

[pinksilvace]

people will really draw anything but what they're supposed to (I'm people)

#I didn't mean for lonnie to look so close to lozeyart's design of him. whoops. it's just so iconic in my head #to my beloved mutuals who've been thinking that it's been too long since I made cursed crossover art: I've been thinking that too #will I maintag this? that remains to be seen #this is how I cope with life #my art #fernart #you know the worst part of this??? I could actually write a fic about them #the most aroace characters that live in my head #I bet alonzo could fix philip if they managed to survive one another for the first ten minutes #something something alonzo was preparing to be his family's protector in the event that the current protector went MIA #something something philip is still a child at his core because he's clung so desperately to a past that never existed #this started out as a joke to release stress through but I've now concocted a full au in my head over the past day #if I don't make this art then nobody ever will. but also. does it really need to be made? eh who cares #I need to scare off a few followers every now and then

[bookwyrminspiration]

dad wanted to join instagram to keep up with some of his friends and when he downloaded the app it immediately automatically logged him into one of MY accounts and let me tell you I've never been so naked and afraid

#quil's unholy underworld #we were just chilling eating grapes and he was like hey I tried to join ig #it logged me into your account for some reason #and I just went....it did WHAT #not that I'm doing anything he can't know about or that he'd react badly #i just like to compartmentalize some things #i've got my irl life and my online life #and I am careful about the few overlaps #luckily it logged him into a long since abandoned bookstagram account I never really did anything with #not the one associated with this tumblr #so. now gotta do something about that #that was a rather unnerving couple of minutes #(he deleted the app after and was like eh i'll fix that later I don't wanna pry)

[honeyboyfelix]

just realized i havent told half this friend group in non binary... its been like a year :) how has this not come up??????

#one of them is literally trans... this somehow is worst #it feels too late at this point to be like hey guys i know its been a year buuuuuuuuut- #like should i tell them? yes will i? eh #i dont feel comfy just being like hey guys this is my shit i need to sneak it into convos or it feels awkward #havent figured out how to do that yet #the main friend of the group who brought us together knows #but hes like really flighty about it and since i dont rlly care what pronouns ppl use #especially when my characters are all different genders #i just like almost never correct him on it lol #cause tbh he calls me by my characters name even during normal convos #like theres a 70% chance hell just call me eira or kai rather than my normal name #and since eira is my current character and is a girl.... i get a lot of she/hers in there #and since its vc only i dont ever expect anyone to call me he/him cause i sound like a squeeky toy #well at least not unprompted #actually ive only sonehow played like 1 boy character 😮‍💨 thats sad i need to collect that gender #and also to force them to use he him for me :3c #dnd is actually so good if youre trying on new genders tbh #think i might make my next cyberpunk character enby :) gender is a construct in this dystopia anyway

[sunsrefuge]

plays w the idea of making a guild again

#no promises ♥ i feel like im really bad at actually running them lmao #idk. brain wants small friend guild that i feel very safe and very welcome in #i get so nervous about joining guilds that i dont know if i could just. find one. but eh !! #maybe thats what making one is for then! maybe :') #/rambling #its one of those things where like. i REALLY miss having a guild. #but so often i end up feeling alienated from things. one way or another. #idk smth smth the longing about having a group of people who genuinely care about me is killing me <3

[solomon-revisited]

midland. that’s it, that’s the post

#ok i know that apparently john is pretty eh about this song #but listen to me. midland is so. midland is about caring about someone... for someone... offering them somewhere to exist #without having to prove anything #'for three years i lived next door to the airport / so nothing you can say to me can get on my nerves' #CHRIST. this is going to sound a little silly #but this song. about caring for someone. without any romantic implications. it just means a lot to me #i kind of associate it with my QPP but just in general like. yeah. Yeah. #in a similar vein one frozen river. and genesis 30:3 #anyway. i had a real actual post but no words really got out everything i wanted to say. #so take this instead. #the mountain goats #tmg

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

,,

#keeping back something important from a friend who cares feels like heartbreak in a way. but if i told them it would break their heart too #im being melodramatic and i know it but those are the words that feel right right now #i told my friend i ate an actual meal! yay! but what i did not mention was that the very next thing i did was go and self-harm #and it's honestly concerning me slightly because im not feeling the pain of it? at all? which is. not normal? #(yes i know about wound care dw i can do wound care) #i don't know. i don't know why this is happening #tw sh #personal #puddleglum hours #and i should probably care but i don't #i really don't #i suppose this apathy is slightly worrying in theory but eh #and my friend is so proud of me for eating a meal (and a balanced one at that!) that i don't want to bring down the mood i dunno

[overlyimmersed]

Can I talk about something kinda off the wall for me?

Like I know I mostly talk about Seven Deadly Sins these days, I'm all about analyzing those Fairies. And every so often there's some Kingdom Hearts sprinkled in.

But another thing that I've always really liked is Code Lyoko.

And there's one thing about that show that just really pisses me off. And this is another reason it's a deviation from my usual sort of posts, I almost always talk in universe. I talk about characters and canon and rarely ever meta things like the creators and voice actors as people. This is not an in universe problem.

See, I'm really sensitive to voices. I can always catch when one character sounds like another from something else and I kinda pride myself on picking that up. That reason that's troublesome with Code Lyoko is because of two of the main cast share a VA.

The character Jeremy Belpois is voiced by Sharon Mann. And in the first season she does a sort of stereotypical voice for him, it's nerdy, he sounds a little congested, that sort of thing. And it's good. I think it's good, I like that voice for him, it suits him. But she changed it later. She wanted to shift away from the stereotype so she dropped the congested sound and his voice comes out a little higher pitched.

Why is this a big problem? It's not just cuz I liked the first one better. There's a real reason and that reason is

Aelita.

See Sharon Mann also voices Aelita, and when she changed Jeremy's voice it made the two sound way too similar. Which is very annoying because the two are romantic interests and frequently speak to each other. Sometimes half the freaking episode is them talking to each other! They need to sound different!

#code lyoko #rant #? #I guess #I don't know how to tag this one #it just bugs the hell out of me ok... #I've dealt with big voices changes in character #i've handled it better #I was really into the 2012 tmnt and was pissed when Leo's voice actor changed #but I dealt with it! #the new va does a good job #they gave an in universe reason for the drastic vocal shift #it's fine #this is not fine #it makes it hard to listen to #and there's no in universe explanation for the change #even though it's a very noticeable change #SAY HE'S ON A NEW ALLERGY MED OR SOMETHING JUST GIVE ME SOMETHING #me going off about this dumb little show from 2004 like anyone ever cared XD #eh #of I do gotta say the theme song is frickin great though #listen to the french version though #the lyrics make less sense in english

[veone]

I just want it be know I have no problem with criticism at all, if you want to say something to be about anything I do please know my anons on are, my dms are open. I can answer questions privately etc. if you want an argument your not gonna get it. I’m not arguing my point of view to you when you clearly aren’t trying to see the point. If you want a public discussion I got you. Just I’m not gonna entertain you unblocking me to say something than blocking me to shit on my responses to get the last comment in. This is happening too many times, three to be exact and it’s weird. I don’t get it. I’m a 24 year old college student I don’t have any pull in this community. Just speak to me like an adult I know you are.

#sorry I keep discussing it I don’t really enjoy the whole process just I really want people to know I’m not above criticism and I don’t #appreciate this whole thing people are doing to me when their mad I’m calling someone an Uncle Tom which is funny lowkey like I’m happy #that’s the critism I have that and being open about my opinions on people who I don’t like and have be blocked like idk 🤷🏾‍♀️ just am I supp #to not remember why I was blocked lol #that’s it all! #sorry I keep talking about I know how it looks I care 30% and the other 70 is like eh no one’s gonna read this anyway cause of the length #and tiney text plus u cause my own issue with my mouth so I get it 😂 gotta remind people of myself #veonerants