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monkeybebop · 1 year

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They are both me

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miralyk · 4 months

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you've heard of "ghosts in the machine", now get ready for "tfw your current art muses haunting you are hoodie-wearing killers asking you play all their games,, ALL of them"

#ghosts in the machine au #protocreed #desmond miles #alex j mercer #heyyy these silly 'artist talking to blorbos from her computer' doodles have its own tag now as per request…!#i’m still Very burnt out but. these dumb joke doodles are helping me deal w art block so i'm just taking whatever i can get lmao #doodles

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soullessjack · 1 month

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this isnt rlly a serious post more so than a thought I need to verbalize but like. there’s an INSANE difference between the fandom being like “hey what if jack was actually his age and got to be a little normal” vs y’all treating a grown ass man like he has to cover his ears when someone swears or sleep with a nightlight on because he’s afraid of the dark, and throwing the P word around to anyone who thinks he’s attractive. one of these things is not like the other.

#there’s a layer here about giving jack the childhood he specifically chose not to have #and ignoring his other choices because that’s just. idk a running theme with any character who struggles to have autonomy #but whatever idk #genuinely i think the past year or so that I’ve spent talking about this has burnt me out #either that or I’m just too fixated on VB to really care too much #like obviously I still care about it and wish more was done to help but it’s not really a warpath for me to walk currently #just.#I’m just tired dawg #it’s like talking to a deaf brick wall #please just do some research into infantilization I cannot keep having a one sided conversation with people who don’t care #spn #jack kline #baby jack #spn fandom #fandom critical #fandom ableism #tfw2.0 #not even just ableism it’s the whole mischaracterization woobified bullshit all over again #and the using baby jack as a prop for everyone else but I digress #jack: *chose not to be a child and hates being seen as one and is more than willing to get violent if he thinks he has to*#y’all for some fucking reason: he’s just a widdle baby he can’t handle the scary movie he needs his daddies to take care of him #I’ve already said all these things before #i am tired. so tired

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pillowprinx · 1 year

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if you’re following my main and/or art blog then you’ll already know I’m remaking blogs, I don’t know if I’ll be remaking this blog any time soon but if you’d like to know if/when that happens then you’ll have to follow my new blogs

#whimsy whispers #also remaking my discord account for the same reason as why I’m remaking blogs #as mentioned on my other blogs I’m not saying my new urls publicly so you’ll have to message me for the new urls #I don’t think the people I’m trying to prevent from finding my blogs knows of this blog cause I only gave this url to people through dms #but like I’m still paranoid about the possibility of certain people monitoring my blogs and somehow finding this one #I’m honestly a bit worried they’ll still find my new blogs despite all the effort I’m going through to make sure they don’t but idk #I’m not sure if that can be helped or not #but yeah farewell thanks for following this blog #I know I wasn’t very active here and i honestly don’t know if/when I’ll make another nsfw/suggestive art blog #it’s fun art to do just like as said on main and my art blog I’m burnt out uninspired and just don’t find much joy in art lately so #anyways yeah message my other blogs if you’re interesting in following me to my new accounts toodles

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radioves · 2 years

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its quite shrimple actually

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send-me-a-puffalope · 5 months

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there’s no amount of escapism that can get us out of this one boys

#help i don’t understand anything in school #i cant focus on anything #nothing makes sense #i’m so tired all the time #it’s the second day back how am i already burnt out #god spoke to me this morning and said fuck you #slight vent #nat’s rambles

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citizen-zero · 3 months

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it’s 100% true that you don’t have to be productive all the time and you don’t have to meet some arbitrary standard of what counts as “productive” to have worth as a human being but oh god it is so painful to want to be productive yet not be capable of it

and I don’t mean productive like “I’m way ahead of schedule at work” cuz fuck that corny shit but productive in the sense of like. “I completed all the household cleaning tasks I set for today” or “I read/studied/wrote X amount” or “I made all the phone calls I had to make.” Like personal fulfillment and wellness and daily maintenance.

or even leisurely productivity like “I was able to focus on the book I’ve been wanting to read” or “I spent time working on my craft project” or “I wrote notes for my TTRPG campaign”

Like it sucks so bad to be held hostage by my own brain structure such that I struggle to be productive and accomplish my goals even when it’s stuff I actively enjoy and want to do. I just keep sitting here scrolling through my phone and getting distracted and all the while I’m acutely aware that it’s now been 4 hours since I said I’d start cleaning and I haven’t done anything

#I know right now it’s partly bc this was the first in 10 days I had no plans since the 9th #so I’m hella burnt out. but this happens a lot. I’m hoping the planner my best friend made me helps #adhd #personal #erika's blog and bar

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starbuck · 5 months

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i have so much love in my heart it’s unreal

#thank GOD i’m going to visit my family in a couple days - i need a BREAK it’s getting overwhelming #but also i love my coworker so much #in a platonic way - she’s like a little sister to me #she’s so motivated and she has SO much potential and i am so proud of her and excited to see her learn and grow #and i want to help in any way i can #i hype her up to my boss and our other coworkers and upper management whenever possible #because she deserves it and nobody else is gonna do it #my boss is nice enough - but she doesn’t talk us up much which is a shame #so it’s up to me to make sure my coworker is being appreciated properly #because she is doing a TON of good work and i need to make sure she knows how incredible that is #she is too hard on herself and needs to take more time for herself to rest because she doesn’t get nearly enough #me and our other coworker have made it our personal mission to ensure that she takes care of herself #and she’s actually doing meaningfully better since we took an interest and - again - i am SO proud of her #i’m currently trying to convince her not to take too much on this summer and i *THINK* it’s going well #ultimately she’s going to be limited by reality regardless #but it would be better for her to plan less rather than try to do everything and get burnt out #i think she thrives on intense pressure just like i do - but that’s also wildly unhealthy to endure for long stretches #so i’m gonna keep working at it

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rosicheeks · 5 months

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#gifted kid burnout is so brutal and I don’t think enough people talk about it #knowing if life would have turned out differently I could have been great #I wasn’t a prodigy by any means #and I don’t mean to sound conceited or anything #but I was pretty talented #when I was in high school - think junior year? I was in a college age opera and I was the only one who wasn’t in college in the whole thing #I was so excited to be an adult and for my dreams to become reality #and then life actually happens #and you’re already burnt out #and now I’m looking at all these younger people that are talented and I just feel envy bubbling up inside me #I wish so so so badly that was me #just graduating high school #with so much freedom ahead of me #but then I literally blinked my eyes and now I’m 25 #no clue what the fuck to do with my life #working with a bunch of young girls doesn’t help either tbh #I remember when I was the baby in most situations and now I’m older than most of them #and I’m just :(((#idk idk idk I’m just being dumb right now #wish I could go back in time #redo everything #shut up rosie

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mellaithwen · 7 months

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#I struggled with what to talk about in therapy this week so of course my chronic illness said cHALLENGE ACCEPTED.#but here’s the kicker — I know the second I open that box that it is going to fuck me up so I’ve been drifting past it #but. idk.#I want to sit on the floor in therapy but I can’t even say it cause it sounds stupid but I really want to sit on the fucking floor #I know if I’m not ready to dive in then I’ll undo progress #but equally I’ll never be ready cause the medical trauma bullshit runs so deep and is so prevalent in all aspects because the fucking #disease is prevalent everywhere and #I don’t have the resilience for any of it #I have one dose of victoza left and that’s it - the pharmacy have giving me 5 IOU’s so far #and I was finally seeing my numbers steadying out #and it makes me so angry because it’s too much #it’s too much to advocate for yourself and research and manage and try and you ask for help and you get shit in return #and I’m so burnt out with it but you can’t even BE fully burnt out because that would mean death #so all you can do is be a bad student #and then the endocrinologist tuts #in your five minute appointment that you waited 18 months for #it’s too fucking much I WANT A FUCKING BREAK #will delete this later #just needed to rant and get it out of me so it doesn’t fester like always #I’m tired #t1dlookslikeme #type 1 diabetes

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werebutch · 7 months

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Today I rescued a sparrow that got trapped between my sister’s bedroom window and also I made a nice acorn cap garland for my room. Just so you know

#other than that I am drained I think I’m burnt out from everything I do constantly. I’m just so busy always. well I’m lucky enough to be #able to refuse a lot of things. Idk #I just don’t want to drive 5 hours a day and come home to whatever this is #my dad runs this house like he wants to live in a pig sty and I’m like constantly trying to combat that #he wrecked my fucking car so I can’t even drive unless I absolutely have to #idk. there’s just so much all the time and I have no one to help me out. plus my own emotional and physical issues. whatever

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crowcryptid · 2 months

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when will they invent social interaction that doesn’t make you feel sick and get a headache and get mad and you need to get out of there and never see anyone ever again

would be very useful!

#I’m normal idk what’s wrong with everyone else tbh #<- burnt out my whole life #doesn’t matter what the interaction is #the result is always negative #it doesn’t help that the interaction is also negative most of the time #people are so strange. they keep pushing the same button expecting a different result #so tired. why don’t they just leave me alone

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iloveyoumorethansoup · 3 months

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When u gotta do ribbon flowers for homework and give up before you truly start 🫠🫠

Giving up. Staring me me and me.

#the single blue petal? fantastic. looks just how it’s supposed to. it’s supposed to be 4 times that size tho🫠#so I say. ok. we’ll just burn out some petals the old fashion hack and slash way. i need to make a consisten pattern for that #so I say ok. let’s try the wind wheel. nah. let’s not #to be fair. i needed a pentagon and I cut that thing with not a single measurement in mind #so. that one’s on me. and I super glued it cause the thought of hand stitching at 2am just is a no #i think I might do individual triangle petals for that #would probably just be easier. No pentagons #the purple rose tho. that’s beautiful #10/10 #the likelihood I do a ton of roses like that is so deeply non 0 #my plan for the flower pot is to just make a crochet circle so I can stick in some stems and they’ll stay in there #and I can switch out the flowers if need be #ughhhh #it’s gotta be done by tomorrow night #kill me #shoutout to roomie tho for saying she’ll try and help #I’m like oh it’s just folding things and half and burning them!! now it’s just straight up set things on fire #i burnt my fingers :((#this project is not fun for me rn #soup talks

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hornyfor70yroldrockstars · 1 year

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GOD DAMMIT why do I have to work? I do like to work, but when I work so much I still don’t get enough. It’s so fucking hard. I just want to buy a nice cottage and just relax with my cats and I also want to spend all of that time with someone. that’s all I fucking want.

#rant #personal #I feel so burnt out #I feel bad my parents said they’re ok but I still want to help them out #and I need more money #but my job doesn’t pay me enough #but this job is better than other places so I’m stuck #thankfully my coworkers are nice people

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ihearnocomplaints · 9 months

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I have been listening to This Song on repeat today.

I honestly can’t tell if the DCA would play this for someone or if someone would play it for the DCA but it just really makes me think of them.

In my feels today, boys (gender neutral)

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iwatcheditbegin · 7 months

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The hardest part about being disabled is the mourning of the life you dreamed for yourself. While watching all your peers achieve all those things.

People say it gets easier, it’s just gotten harder for me. I see kids a decade younger than me who have more independence than I’ll ever have.

#there’s so many thinks that I now know just aren’t realistic or possible for me #or the people who genuinely don’t understand #I’ve masked so hard most of my life and now I’m just so burnt out and regressive #I think things wouid be different if I was taken seriously every time I begged for help #the absolute lack of independence is so scary bc I know it makes me a target for all kinds of abuse #my mom didn’t even accept I had a problem so I wasn’t even prepared for anything I’m just dependent on others #there’s so many consequences of masking #actually neurodiverse

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