#I’ve already looked at a few

[hi-its-meg]

Tomorrow is the day I should be completely out of credit card & medical debt 🥹

#if not this week then next week #but it looks like this week #the car should be paid off in the next few months as well #last year fucked me up financially #like so bad #over 13k of unexpected expenses in 3 months #it’s hard pulling that out of your ass while the cost of bills goes up #we were already in debt before that due to other stuff and living somewhere we couldn’t afford #I’ve paid off roughly 25-30k between credit card and medical #personal #text

[daydadahlias]

guys I have a thought I need to share

#I think they’ve kissed in their brown leather jackets #I’ve already sent this to several people ahdjsjs #but I want it on main too #brown leather jacket boys #the second I saw this Luke I had a minor breakdown trying to find his matching Ashton #sigh ok #I feel human again #lashton #ash #Luke #what if I dropped everythint and wrote a fic rn abt these guys #they look like they hunt ghosts #and one of their dads is on a hunting trip and hasn’t been home for a few days

[enzymedevice]

Haven’t posted art in so long because I’ve had the most terrible art block and am failing at commission work so hard that I’ve forgotten what it’s like to upload stuff without anxiety, oops. Anyway, homed stuck

#i will likely not continue to draw homestuck art at all but I’ve felt like doing a few sketches to work out what I feel like the #characters look like in my head when reading. basic stuff to be explaining in the tags i know. i drew fanart so i can see characters omg #unthinkable. also I might tackle some of the humans but I’d need to stew on that a bit longer as to draw the #… to draw them I’d have to assign them races and I’m not sure what to do w that rn. anyway now I have to tag every character don’t I ughhh #my art #homestuck #gay people grimacing #<— so happy to get to use that tag again #equius zahhak #nepeta leijon #meenah peixes #rufioh nitram #cronus ampora #karkat vantas #as I was typing those in so many variant tags were coming up but that looks like hell to try and gamble with so I’m stopping here #this feels like tag spam already

[mattodore]

theo was washing matthias's hair :(<3

#river dipping #echthroi #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #ts4 #ts4 edit #seriously suchhhhh a cute animation it’s just them washing each other <3 #i’d love to start making my own animations soon just so i can add a lot of domestic animations like this to my game #with ! the correct height difference and everything #i’ve watched a few animating tutorials already actually i just haven’t put it in action #bc it’s daunting to me…. it just seems really difficult 😭 #anyway this was me testing to make sure the shower worked in the master bathroom #during this cute little animation the other version of theo was stuck on a stool in the other bathroom unable to move 😔 #so i have to figure out what stopped the chair from functioning properly #probably the clutter around it bc again… theo’s apt. floors are messy #but i’m really glad i got some green tile in one of the bathrooms #idk why but i picture green tile and stained glass when i close my eyes and think of his apartment #and since i fr have zero stained glass cc the tile was the only thing holding me together #….:it doesn’t look green in these photos but that’s just bc my preset messes with the colors #reblogs are OFF 🙅 theo looking gorgeous is for our eyes only #also those are my other oc’s tattoos layered over some random ones so if they look familiar that’s why 😭 #carnal satyr is very fitting for matthias too tho lmao

[27-royal-teas]

drew a tour poster for the lovely @earlgreytea68 in honor of Swan Song officially being published as a book!!! I love the story so much and I’m so proud of them— I wish I could read it. make sure to check that out if you can!!!!!! for this I thought I should keep the original concept of my design for banter and badinage’s art, but I expanded on it— attempted to mature it, in a way. I’m not sure if that came through.

#I hope you like it!!!!! I’ve been looking at it for so long that frankly I feel a bit sick of it so I’m not the best to judge it atm #toby speaks #Toby’s art #swan song #decided ultimately to call Sean’s band System Error bc. why the hell not!! it sounded cool and i kind of thought it fit #i know the poster looks a bit cluttered— sorry about that #also I will get to work on the merch designs asap I’m just a little busy rn — but I’m super excited to start #I have a few ideas already :)) #the words are not centered……. augh #well it’s my own fault for exclusively drawing in pen probably

[sunnibits]

y’all I’m ngl my intense need to fight my ed + celiac with furiously stubborn romanticism is about this 🤏🤏 close to just making me into a food/lifestyle blogger. I am not at all the kind of person to do that. and yet.

#my quest to spitefully insert joy into my sad gluten free arfid-having existence is something I’ve kind of been itching to share #but on the other hand I’m like. this is literally so basic and I would not teach people anything they don’t already know. #but like. idk having a few tiny victories makes me want to share that. for the smallest chance it might help someone else #even if my solutions seem obvious to most people #gem don’t look #ed mention

[mochiwrites]

blegh

#delete later #this is me just yelling into the void for a moment #but god I think I need to look into doing smth about my meds #:))) been on a steady mental health decline since at LEAST august #and it’s only gotten worse since the new year started cries #I’m trying to do homework and I can’t even focus on it #struggling so bad #but I don’t. trust anyone to actually talk and I’ve been pulling closer to myself #so I just bury myself in school and writing and distractions (there aren’t many) #I don’t know I think I’m tired #really tired of how things have been #how alone I feel #life has genuinely felt exhausting lately #all of my relationships feel so superficial with the exception of like. a small few #I want deeper connections but lately I feel like I’m just not built for friendship #it really feels like I’m just not supposed to have friends because I’m not a good one or I’m not a good person and I just Exist #in loneliness #and that hurts SO bad #can it please get better already #please #between online and irl I am at my limit T-T #ANYWAYS. back to being productive and doing stuff

[r0semultiverse]

Hi if you dont mind even its temporarily posted to your page can you please consider sharing and extending your support to help me relocate to a safer place(Egypt). I need help immediately.Thank you from the bottom of my heart

N/B: Sorry if I had sent you this request before since my account was tainted.

Round 2 huh? Scam account. Next. Nice try with the disclaimer though. Persistent & stubborn.

#we’ve seen a similar name already; guess this is round 2 #not gonna explain it this time #look at my previous posts with the ‘tumblr scams’ tags #I’ve explained this quite a few times now #big give away is little to no posts & made yesterday #yadayada you get it #this is another scam blog #it’s another bot #maddiemartinns #tumblr scam #tumblr scams #asks #ask #mine #op

[danielnelsen]

anon who asked about chasind headcanons, i am not ignoring you, that is actually step 3 of my current project:

gather all chasind lore in existence

organise it into something coherent

fill in the gaps

unfortunately i have been on step 1 for about 2 weeks and it is currently a 130 page document and will still take a while to finish

but i am getting there!!! and i have formed many headcanons in the process about all kinds of things

#personal #da #don’t get excited about 130 pages of chasind lore. that’s not actually what it is #i’ve included anything on the avvar and the early alamarri and clayne #and the largest category is obviously the avvar (esp from dai) #but it’s coming along #i’m currently going through game dialogue which i was Dreading but it’s not too bad #i’m not gonna do da2 because i would have to go through each file and map the individual lines. nope! #just gonna go through some of mota (cahir is chasind) and ctrl-f through the talktable for the rest of the game #and i’m considering skipping dai altogether because……like when tf would the chasind be mentioned. bioware forgot they exist in dai #they get one codex entry for the skyhold decorations and that’s it #even the fallow mire has avvar instead even tho it’s BASICALLY IN CHASIND TERRITORY #devastating that so many of the avvar files are labeled chasind. like they were gonna be there and then they got replaced #look i don’t dislike the avvar at all but they are very much the favourite child and i resent that #anyway. all i have left is some other in-game text (quests mostly; which aren’t gonna give me much) #(i’ve already done codex entries and notes and item descriptions) #and a few things that i’ve skipped because i was getting sick of them: two avvar-related ttrpg adventures (where eagles lair & buried pasts) #and one novel (the calling. also something that has avvar stuff rather than chasind stuff) #where eagles lair is the most important one of those to actually go through because it goes in-depth on avvar culture #and since there’s very little actual chasind lore i’m basing some ideas on avvar stuff because they evolved from the same culture

[imaginarypasta]

i want to write this fairy-medieval romance au but my medieval romance knowledge extends to necrophilia and gay werewolves and just does not fit with the fairy aspect

#personal #and someone already wrote them with the gay werewolf thing 😭😭😭😭 #no like obviously i know more romances than that but they just genuinely do not work. even the few i know with fairies (just not something #i’ve read a lot of i think they’re interesting) the framework just doesn’t fit #so i’m like. well ok maybe ill just use the structure of a romance more generally and then go for fairy tale tropes #and i have two tropes that would look perfectly…….. except that one takes away one of the most important and my personal favorite quality #of the character it would go on. woe fr #dw i’ve been researching stuff i can use as a framework. i’ll find something #:p #when i said this fic was never getting past the pinterest board stage i meant it #i’ve been adding pins for many months. maybe years idk. and i have about three sentence fragments describing scenes

[the-travelling-witch]

We’re allowed to look at ur masterlist? /j

ALL JOKES ASIDE, sometimes I just do it for fun^ I like that website u made for the event u held a few months back it’s always fun to play around on that

i know you’re joking but ngl sometimes i do wonder if people just don’t do it or if they don’t find them or if they’re too hard to navigate bc some asks… let us say, they make me channel my inner saint of patience

i think you’re like one out of two people who has seen that site so it feels like i’ve flushed a lot of time down the drain for nothing (and it’s also the reason i’m not updating it lol)

#┊✩彡 divine correspondence ♡ #┊✩彡 unsigned letter ♡ #speaking of updates and masterlists #i still need to redo tokyo ugh #also i’m not trying to be mean #but it genuinely feels like people on the internet as a whole need to be retaught how to look for answers themselves #i can’t nor do i want to hand every answer to someone on a silver plater #this is not a blog phenomenon thank god or i would start to wonder what i’m doing wrong #but i’ve also been told by a few moots already that they would not have been as patient if they got the same asks as me #which validates some of my feelings #i have thought about being more selective and just not putting up with it if an ask just makes me groan #but like what if it makes someone sad #(someone that’s not me yk)

[rosicheeks]

i do not know if i ever sent this to you. i have posted it. i hope you like it Princess.

#uhhhhhm no you HAVE NOT SENT THIS TO ME BEFORE?!?! #I literally am speechless #I’m not super talky right now #but even if I was I feel like I’d still be fucking speechless #like I already said I love your writing 🩷 #and it fucking BLOWS ME AWAY when people write about me or use me as an inspiration #like????????? what??????? me???????????! #I’m going to keep this close to my heart and look at it whenever I’m feeling down #I don’t remember if I said that already but it’s true #I need to get a journal or a cute box to put things like this in so I can just grab it and look through them when I’m feeling shitty #one thing I needed to say is the fact that you shared this with me now of all times??? is kinda crazy to me #idk if it’s a coincidence or if the universe/God/whoever/whatever is trying to tell me to go back into music and singing #not going to go into it too much but I’ve been looking at my life a lot lately #and I’m realizing I’m not getting any younger…. I know I’m still young but if I don’t do something soon - #my life is going to completely pass before my eyes and I really really don’t want that #I’m *finally* going to get mental help soon (long story but I have to wait a few weeks) #and once I’m actually mentally stable I can focus on what I want to do with my life #so I’ve been thinking a lot about my performing arts background and then randomly a get an email from a choir director I know #asking if I could please join the choir for their Easter performance cause they could really use my high notes #and she just kept complimenting me and it felt really nice ☺️ #then when I went to the first rehearsal I sat next to this girl and we were singing a part and the first sopranos go up to a high A #and I can hit it easily but most of them couldn’t so it felt like I was going this mini solo lol #but she asks me what my range is and I told her that back when I trained I could sing queen of the night which I think goes up to an F6 #and she was talking about how impressive that is #and it made me think about if I actually trained and got back into it how good I actually could get #I don’t mean this to be like ‘look at me look at me I’m so good’ #it just feels nice to have a little bit of a direction again #who knows if I’ll actually go down the music path again but it does sound damn exciting #I miss it with all my heart - I miss singing and performing and acting… I even miss music theory #anyway rant over and i ran out of space but thank you so much I seriously can’t thank you enough 😭🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[alwaysahiccupandastrid]

I’m going to bed now but I’m having another day off work tomorrow (Wednesday) while the antibiotics fully kick in and I’m going to need a movie to watch while I rest… since I watched Inception today, what is everyone’s favourite Leonardo DiCaprio movie that they’d recommend?

#honestly I’m so bored so please recommend movies to me anyway #leonardo dicaprio #I will also accept suggestions of any other movies I’m just saying Leo because I like his films and I’ve seen very few of them #let’s be honest leo is just nice to look at and I feel like crap so let me indulge while I’m sick please #you can reply to the post or dm me or send an ask I don’t mind #I’ve already watched inception / titanic / what’s eating Gilbert grape / this boy’s life / Romeo and Juliet / the great Gatsby semi-recently #I’ve also rewatched the first beasts film and the BATB live action remake

[luna-rigain]

Hiya !! I must apologize for being this direct! I know times are tough and I might sound desperate but I’m hoping that you would be so kind to please boost/share the post I pinned for my cat who’s kidneys aren’t functioning properly and needs urgent help care as we are trying to raise some funds for his needs. if you have some time to spare, pls check it out as it would be so meaningful to me as I’m praying it would reach more people! Thank you and have good day! <3🥹

#suffice to say. don’t actually donate. #I’ve gotten a few asks like this already and mostly I’ve just deleted them #but seeing one using a black cat with kidney failure kind of made me see red #maybe you shoulda looked into my tags to see if I had any history with that huh? #anyway sorry for putting this on y’all’s dashboards ankdjakjkcjakjx

[decoloraa]

Who is that stranger staring back at me?

Relax Cassey, that's just your future furry-self 🙄

#i planned on shading this #then I actually tried shading it #so I’ve decided this is the finished version #typical 'this looks so cool in my head' artwork #oc casther wilk #my art #original character #oc art #this is avtually a few months old already oops #procreate #artists on tumblr #digital sketchbook #oc #my ocs #character art #oc artist

[victory-cookies]

god I’ve become a retail therapy girly

#I’ve had a shit few days and my solution to that has been to order things online #I just ordered some nail polish (in my defence it was on sale and came with a free additional bottle) #and like. really I work so that I can afford to do shit like this (I still live at home so my bills are mostly car and school related) #and I like getting things that bring me joy! shopping is fun! #but I also feel guilty buying shit for myself #especially this close to Christmas (even though I know nobody is buying this nail polish for me so if I’m gonna get it I have to buy it) #idk. Part of me knows that even if I like. Waited until my next pay check so I didn’t feel as silly about it #I still would have wanted those polishes and would have bought them anyway #bc I’ve already been considering them #so better to get them cheaper and get a bonus item #but still. even though I am in my era of fiscal irresponsibility I am self aware enough to feel bad about it #I should start going to therapy again instead of just buying shit #that would be better #and cheaper #however. that requires me to talk about my feelings! and buying nail polish means that I get happiness and cool looking nails!