#I’ve missed a week of work

[againstthegrainphoto]

….to say I’m bummed today is quite an understatement….

….my mom would be in town right now….we would be going to my sisters house to hang out and get lunch….then we would be headed to see our long planned family outing and what would have been my mom’s first kraken game that she’s been looking forward to since literally last season….

Instead I’m still recovering from Covid.

😭😭😭

#excuse my pity party #I’m v down right now #and don’t feel good still #has been the worst week #I’m not crying your crying #I missed squid practice #I missed family time #I miss my mom #my sister was kind enough to drop off my meds to my door #this whole week has been one big pile of shit #I’ve missed a week of work #I missed a vaccine clinic I was suposta work #I missed a whole week of my life #I still haven’t finished the Wednesday 13 photos #at least I’m the person who waits and waits and waits to buy tickets when they’re cheapest so we didn’t lose any money #also I literally had the newest vaccine a month ago I should have been in peak immunity #fuck this shit

[satan666]

I wanna read some fics but Covid has made me feel like I’ve been run over by a truck😭

#covid19 #covid #i wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy #i’m sick #I’ve missed a week of work #about to feed myself to the coyotes outside if this goes on much longer

[crybaby-bkg]

asking nerd Bakugou to give you a ‘pearl necklace’ and he starts grumbling about you tryna drain him dry but instead of pulling out his cock, he pulls out his phone to actually search for a pearl necklace </3

and to both his surprise and embarrassment, his phone is quickly tossed away in favor of you showing him what you’re actually asking for. he’s not mad though—not when you end up looking so pretty covered in white, grinning, and asking for another necklace <3

#I wanted to write this full out but my head actually feels like it’s gonna explode #I’ve been feeling a little more inspired lately tho which is great!! #I’ve been reading and watching (more watching) a lot of creative works/media #and I always forget how much it helps inspire creativity #I wrote a poem last night for the first time in a month I think #and now I wanna continue writing my original story and my tengen fic #I just hope the academic week doesn’t drain me too much this week #bc I would love to write more ;-; I miss it!! #bakugou treats! 🍬 #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #my tags r still gone tho I hate this shit

[ropebuny]

I want a dad so bad I’m going to cry and throw a tantrum. I don’t want to be an adult, I want to stop thinking and be taken care of like a kid & feel safe and cared for again

#been really needing and craving the attention of a strong and caring man a lot more than usual lately #I think it’s because I’ve been so stressed because of school and exams this past week #idk I’m just feeling so. lonely and sad and #I really miss having a father figure in my life #and it’s been so hard lately I just keep distancing myself from everyone because I’m overloaded with work #and idk. I just want to lay down in someone’s arms and feel okay again

[shokupanko]

First Fukase Friday of 2024! This one took 5hrs lol I wanna to be so extra (─‿─)

#vocaloid #art #fanart #vocaart #fukase #procreate #fukase friday #FIVE HOURS OF MY LIFE #But actually I was working on it for a week on then off so the total time was 5 hours and 11 minutes of insanity #I love creating new outfits so much like designing clothes is sm fun #I was trying to make it steampunk but then it started looking harajuku now I have no idea what it is lol #I feel bad that I had nothing for his birthday but I’m always late for VocalSynth birthdays anyway sooooi #ALSO I SAW THAT SOMEONE SAID MY ART INSPIRES THEM AND OMG I’VE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPH #I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH I MISSED YOUUUUUUUU #I tried to make this extra extra detailed which is why it took so long #usually I finished artworks in like an hour hour and a half #but I wanted this one to be ✨special✨ #ALSO can I just say January was like the hardest month of my life? it was so mentally draining and exhausting #I started spending more time with my siblings and now I can’t get away from them lol I love them with my whole soul #no like fr they keep me going and I’ve never been happier #maybe isolating yourself when you’re sad ISNT a good idea and you SHOULD socialize? #I’m big dumb okay #anyway happy Fukase Friday and belated birthday to my special boy #ALSO I REALIZED THAT I’VE NEVER DRAWN HIM WITH HIS MARK???? WHY????

[pacifistcowboy]

d’you think espio is envious of the fact that charmy looks up to shadow instead of him

#idk if this has been addressed in canon tis my bad if it has n i didn’t know #also i’m still just posting my random thoughts from my notes ‘til i finish the espilver comic or that fic #i SWEAR i am working on them #i’ve missed espilver week by a LARGE margin lmao #espio the chameleon

[stuckinapril]

you guys have no idea what crazy friday plans i have (putting on a cute comfy fit, lip gloss mascara and spf applied, kilian’s love on pulse points, hitting the gym first thing in the morning w flash cards, studying at the library until sundown)

#haven’t gone out in a minute and i don’t even feel like i’m missing much #this is literally my ideal friday these days #oh and i’m probably getting my nails done this weekend :) w a v day color #AND my neuro clinic training starts next week. #the neuro clinic / research falls under the med school in this city so i’ll be at the on campus library all the time. #studying in the presence of actual med students #my pre med student heart will b so happy about that #i’ve had so many extracurriculars happening ive had to work around lately #so it’ll be nice to devote a whole day to uninterrupted studying like i used to #p

[padfootastic]

a seldom unrealised joy of fics updating after a long time (by which i mean many months or perhaps even years) is being able to go back and reread the previous chapter or heck, the entire fic again to catch up. it’s almost as good as reading it for the first time🥰

#ofc. if ur like me and ur brain is akin to a colander #then mere weeks also feel like a heckin long time #and this works even better #can u tell i got a fic update today #idk how long it’s been but def long enough that i have to read the previous chapters lol #(i’m also trying to make my own self feel better wrt FOD 💀) #but also #i’m generally an advocate for readings wips #bc theyre amazing #and idc how long it takes for it to be finished #heck i’ve started abandoned works so many times #rly think people r missing out #they’re so focused on the end goal they’re not enjoying the process #<— pls ignore how…corporate? spiritual? idk that sounded #i’m just thinking out loud lol #or. writing out loud? #idk #okie byeee #gonna read my chapter now

[seagull-scribbles]

My pronouns are they/them ‘cause I’ll never be HER💕

Saw this comic by @mushtoons and their outfit designs has been living in my head rent free ever since

#rottmnt #raphael #rottmnt raph #cant stop thinking about this design honestly #I’ve never drawn a full body turf before so I think I need to practice the proportions more #need to shorten his limbs and make him more square #but aaaa #seriously loved this yes #I was too tired to do this yesterday after school but gosh I was spiritually with the turt bros last hot girl Fridays #if you haven’t guessed really masculine characters with feminine features or feminine girls with masculine features are my weakness #uuuffff #obsessed #they can’t do much cause of the whole…this….situation #but they could maybe party on the roof of some of the gay bars together and debate weather lady gags or Britney is the true queen #love it ahh #I could keep going but I won’t #oh I binge watched all of rise this week while I worked #I feel I missed some things by not properly watching but I loved it I’ll deffo go back and see the #properly when I can #also yes I know I was meant to do requests around work today but when I tell you this is all I could think of I meant it #he’s just spinning in my head like a microwave #he’s so sharp and angular but that top is so light and soft like him aaaaaa #and pinks a shade of red so it’s still his colour scheme it totally counts #I think I’m so used to drawing vectors long arms I stretched Ralph’s limbs out too much I’ll practice winding them back in #oh ehile im here inlowkey wanted this to match that crocs vector monty designed that i drew last year #for personal reasons uwu #mushtoons #SaveRiseOfTheTMNT

[fishyartist]

So mad about me just realizing the color pallet despite being in Sonic mode for the past like week

#I’ll repost this w/ the doodle dump later #but also feel free 2 rb now #if u want #I’m just too lazy to tag #I’ve been mostly thinking about fucking Sonic underground. #which is worse than danny phantom but for sure in the category of #’’has enough missed potential that I go insane’’ y/k? #triplets r fucking born man #plus what’s known about the production makes me want to find the asshole who ordered a 40 episode single season in 1997 #expecting it to be fucking done in 1998 #INSANE #it missed that deadline and didn’t come out til early ‘99 which is still CRAZY for a first season #like they were writing 2 22 minute scripts a week it was fucking bad #like u have to do so much production shit that most shows take 2 1/2 or more years for a 26 episode order #DiC sucked dick man #plus production seemed to think they were making a don bluth movie which is NOT the kind of designs u wanna be getting for tv animation #when u have about 2 1/2 weeks per episode (NOTE: NOT ACTUALLY HOW PRODUCTION WORKS. ITS MULTIPLE STAGES HAPPENING SIMULTANEOUSLY LOL) #ok I’m gonna stop bc I’m gonna try to do an underground doodle dump too and if I do I can talk there #where it’s relevant

[carpisuns]

i finally finished ocarina of time!! (not pictured: the actual ocarina lol)

#loz #legend of Zelda #link #zelda #ocarina of time #loz link #also not pictured: his scabbard. but let’s not talk about that #I forgot it and then was too lazy it add it lol #ALSO this game is sooo good and I missed it as soon as I finished 🥺 #now I’ve started skyward sword and it’s making me miss oot even more hahaha #anyway #link💜💜💜💜💜 my newest favorite blond boy for my collection #mine #my art #guys this is the first thing I’ve drawn in like. so long #my burnout from work has made me so creatively blocked omg #it felt really nice to draw again #with my tablet which I have been avoiding for so many weeks haha

[pussymasterdooku]

another day another medical malpractice…the allie experience!

#this is overdramatic but miss no hands me is having a rough time #and so i was brave and called my doctor to be like Hey It’s Getting Worse…Should Something Be Done Sooner Than Next Week’s MRI? #and she was like. huh. it shouldn’t hurt. maybe you have some kind of disorder. definitely inflammation is your issue #(inflammation is not my issue. reinjury seems to be my issue but i don’t think she is hearing me when i say that) #anyway bloodwork all normal but they BLEW OUT MY FUCKING VEINNNNNN #it feels better today but eva (doesn’t drive) had to drive me home from the lab lol #anyway i also finally got and read my mri analysis from last spring and got a MUCH better idea of my initial injury. doc was SO vague #she’s a reassurer not a problem solver ig. i’ve liked her except uhhhh the part where Things Keep Getting Worse so maybe she is. #not a good doctor lol #at least i’ve been able to work through all sorts of lingering uterus trauma or whatever i guess. silver linings etc #so we deal we deal #wrist saga tag

[merevide]

hiiiii i have returned from the depths of the underworld (self imposed hiatus) (3 week break that felt like 3 years)

#posting this then going 2 bed so i actually have incentive to start posting again i’ve been meaning to for like. two days now LOL #i’ve just been genuinely stressed LMAO but i started reading a new book n getting into new media so things mightttt be okay. #u know its been a wild time if smth convinced me to take a break from tumblr for like a month #n it was lmao. first it was the fatigue then it was the health issues which the fatigue stemmed from #then it was doing work n then it was literally nobody cares am i alive yes am i doing well sure(?) #am i gonna be active WE'LL SEE #genuinely missed my mutuals which is why i was bad at this i still checked in from time 2 time just did not post #im like 5 days off of this being an actual month long break but i was like waittt lemme post smth before #the month ends i dont wanna skip february so yeah #tldr most chronically online person ever thinks that like 3 weeks away from her blog is like 3 years. iam right #my text #🍅🍅🍅 this was a long rant boooooo get off the stage #i probs sound like a hectic mess bc i am anyway goodnight happy bhm happy valentines happy february hope it has been kind

[mifhortunach]

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#i’m a little drunk so forgive me please but #idk if it’s like.. bc i’ve been kinda down/moody anyway recently or if it’s bc i was gone for a week or bc i’ve finally picked up on it or #what - but i feel like legit kinda isolated now in work.. not in like some awful everyone deffo hates me way but in that bs olivia laing way #like it’s taken me way too long to notice that i’m not doing a good enough job making fuckn work-friends or whatever the fuck #& it’s so hard to say if that’s like. a me issue or if that’s bc fuckin almost all the people i work w are guys so i’m not a real person t #*to them!! probs fuckin both lbr - but it’s rly not helping shit yk #bc as soon as u go in knowing that ppl are talking 2 u for politeness then ur quieter so u look worse so there’s less talking etc etc etc #great fuckin stuff - ANYWAY remembered what i actually wanted to say #which was that i went to get some drinks w a friend earlier this week and god i wish i could like. this week just do ANYTHING #get properly pissed! see people & shit properly again; i miss having a proper social life and i’ve litch never had one #this is best left to be forgotten #so let’s not tag it lol - but anyway; anyone know how to make proper friends as an adult as a compulsive nonsharer & someone w/o interests!

[prolix-yuy]

My lovelies, August was a heck of a month but it was so much fun to finally share Decoherence with all of you! That story was such a labor of love, and the first I’ve shared that wasn’t completely written by the date I began posting! That was its own challenge for me, a completionist, but it got done and I’m so happy with how it came out.

So what’s next?!

I’m going on vacation this week, so I’m taking a break and letting the creative juices settle a bit. I’ve got one story waiting in the wings that I’ve been meaning to share for AGES, so I’ll be sharing that in September.

There may be a short prompt or two before the end of the month, but then I’ll be on posting hiatus in October for Kinktober! I’ll be writing behind the scenes, but I like to take a break during spooky season to promote my favorite writers Kinktober series and get ahead on projects. There will be a Halloween story to come back to as well 😉

Thank you all for reading and sending love, and if you’re hankering for something to read check out my masterlist for a bunch of stories to enjoy while I’m cooking up new ones.

To many more stories! 🥂

#prolix wips #I’m planning to lay by the pool #and get a spa treatment #and not look at work email for a whole week #and gorge myself on the fic I’ve missed out on!

[fagmuppet]

have you ever been just sooo violently ill. lol

#i’ve missed a full week of work 🎉 #and i still don’t feel better 🎉🎉🎉 #all i can think abt is all the money i’m losing 😚