i have made Eclipse (TSAMS) as a Bearded Vulture bird for my next AU. I do have a small list planned for other characters so far. I’d appreciate suggestions and opinions since im not that big of a bird nerd lol. I dont have a propper name for it either
Sun - phoenix with a mix if philippine eagle
Moon - moon phoenix with a mix of barn owl
Lunar - BlueJay
Earth - Long Tailed Tit
Ruin - Harris Hawk (tho im still debating and again!!! suggestions are very welcomed!!)
BloodMoon - Vampire parrot
Thats all i really have as for now, but i hope you enjoy and stay tuned for others anytime soon!!
I humbly request that the zodiac nerds don't murder me for potential inaccuracies(/silly/j)
A while ago I posted a libra OC from the TSAMS universe, but that was more of a rounded Castor & Pollux shaped little guy. I was too horrendous at humanoid anatomy at the time to make a more "accurate" (judging by Gemini) one. But now they are here! The indecisive, creative, and wonderful libra themself! (Genderfluid ofc because why have a gender be the only thing you can decide on?)
Might post stuff about them later, who knows! Like last time, they're given bird features because I made a really big stretch between "oh libras and scales" and Anubis putting a feather on a scale. I'm so smart guys
And there goes the quality! I accidentally drew it on a small canvas T-T
It's a youtube show, The Sun and Moon Show. Its like a sub fandom to the dca fandom lol, don't worry too much over it.
Basically their own versions of Sun and Moon where the game was something they *acted* in.
Just two robot brothers with a gaming channel basically.
It got pretty big with it's Lore Episodes they sprinkled in (I started watching like.. around the end of the october takeover arc, sporadically lol)
They also have a couple Villains, the first and biggest one being Eclipse. Eclipse's brothers he created, Lunar and Bloodmoon.
Killcode is a code thing that turned into a character (I love him), The Creator is technically a villain as well.
Earth is their sister introduced later on but not a villain. She likes barbie movies its very cute.
Monty also was a major character until he got his own channel (the voice actor for Sun on the channel). You also see other character from the other Security Breach channels linked to it.
If you want like a full FULL summary. I will do my best but otherwise its like 300 something videos some lore some not, most lore is IN the VRChat videos whereas in the begiining it was also in the gaming (with the inttroduction of Eclipse and the October Arc. after that not so much)
Im taking a small pause from the Trico!Eclipse au for now as I have been struck with motivation and have thrown myself into my very first animation project. I was listening to the song Poor George by James Supercave and I thought: “ya know what? This song kinda fits tsams Eclipse” and thus I have been working on this for 5 or so hours.
It’s still a heavy work in progress and I will not be messing with all the big editing stuff until after I have all the frames drawn out so it may be a lil funky looking. Of course, any suggestions or pointers are appreciated and for reference I am using Procreate (not Dreams, just the normal Procreate app). Also I’d appreciate any suggestions for a good editing app or software for when I do get to the editing process if anyone has any :)
Tbh being an adult who likes tsams feels a little cringe especially since I got here so late, but I've been having an alright time! I don't chat toooo often and even doing this I'm a lil nervous lollll
I also didn't know there were like alot of past controversies and just drama in general? I got here a bit late only started to watch this stuff like a week or so ago, knowing some voice actors are a bit ableist from what I saw which, hurts a bit, I love the VA work an knowing a few of them are like that really taints my whole view of the show since it relies so heavily on its voice work. I also don't ship anything, (earth an Monty is cute tho).
Idk Im also just not a big fan of Shipping in general but as long as it's not y'know gross (ie; shipping siblings together this includes step siblings u freaks or it's abusive) I think it's alright I guess? Also Moon being aro ace and not interested in anyone, he could be in a relationship if he wanted but he doesn't and ppl need to respect it !!!
Just wanted to talk into the void rlly with this one!!
HELLO i see u accept headcanons in ur inbox about tsams and I'm gunna drop a bunch of my Lunar headcanons bc. blorbo moment 🙏
That boy is Filled with autism and adhd. The constant moving, the way of talking, the bean bag hyperfixation (that also doubles as liking the Texture), visual stimming with the glowing, and many other things<3 (ALSO LIKE. IIRC THEY LITERALLY SAID "im just... special" AT ONE POINT. TISM MOMENT)
i ALSO am a big truther in Lunar experiencing speech loss when they get overwhelmed or have flashbacks and uses sign language or a text to speech sort of thing to communicate! sun n moon r incredibly patient and caring with them during that time, even if at first they didn't know what was happening
i ALSO ALSO have been obsessed lately with the dynamic that Bloodmoon and Lunar could jave had if they'd gotten a chance to actually get closer</3 i think it'd be hilarious if it started off with Lunar being like "I can fix him!" and Bloodmoon being like "I can make them worse :)" and then it devolves into "NEITHER of us have the braincell and cannot be held responsible for what I do in 3 hours"
ALSO. PPL WHO DRAW LUNAR WITH A TAIL IS SO GOOD 🙏 wrapping it around ppl they care about when they're nearby, being an indicator of how they're feeling, stimming with it... its so good the possibilities r endless.
OKAY. sorry for the long ask im normal now 👍
(gunna call myself 🌌💫 anon bc i might b back LMAO)
I love all of these. I too headcanon Lunar as ADHD. And Lunar with a tail is absolutely adorable. I love Lunar with a tail. I also love Bloody and Lunar bonding over the ADHD to ADHD braincel-llessness.
tell me every fave you have of each fandom (tsams, ultrakill, undertale aus, etc)
now this is a threat /silly
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OH OH OH!!!!!!!! BOX ANON ILY. I’LL EVEN SHOW U PICTURES OF EACH HOLD ON IM ABOUT TO AUTISM THE FUCK OUT
TSAMS - SEE OKAY GET THIS. I have four faves that I cycle through at random but i physically cannot chose one. Those four are Lunar, Bloodmoon, Solar Flare, and Eclipse. I could write genuine actual essays about each of them i LOVE THEMMMM take my art of each bc i don’t wanna take a gazillion screenshots ABAJABA
Ultrakill - THIS IS PROBABLY SOOO OBVIOUS BUT UGHHH I LOVE GABRIEL HE’S MY ALL TIME FAVE. V2 and swordsmachine are close competitors tho now that I’ve played the game and kmow all their lore and such <3
UTMV - LISTEN. I MAY NOT GO HERE ANYMORE BUT CROSS WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. Same goes for Killer bc that boy was my go-to for projecting and angsting and I literally made a 4-page doc noting various facts about Error soooo. yk (credits from left to right: jakei95, rahafwabas, and askerrorsans)
For “etc” we’re gunna do a speed round for a bunch of my back burner fixations!! Not gunna do images for them bc I have a lot so let’s go LMAO
Null from No Mans sky!! Laughed at by god, kinda selfish, desperately needs therapy, I love them endlessly!!
RGB from The Property of Hate!! Haven’t read the comic in forever but I still have the pin of his face on my billboard!! I lost the spooky eye version of the pin at school in 6th grade tho :( SAD!
Wheatley from Portal 2!! Everybody loved this bitch can you even blame me rn!!
Fern from Adventure Time!! I was like 12 and had an “I can fix him” approach!! I still have a big red sketchbook that I carried around in school filled with several doodles of him!!
SCP-049 and SCP-3090!! 049’s interview audio where he speaks old french made 11 y/o me go INSANE and I truthfully tried to learn french for years because of him!! and 3090 is a trans lesbian tv head who came back from the dead!!! Epic!!!!!!
WHOO. OKAY. Ahem. Straightens tie. I’m normal now. Thank u beloved box anon I love talking abt my faves HEHAHAJS
Hiya! I'm new on here and your artstlye looks so squishy! I was wondering something tho... What kind of TSAMS ships aren't seen as "problematic" on here? I just don't wanna make any bad impressions.
From what i know since im not that old of a tsams fan : Solar x ruin
Moon x solar
Monty x earth
Gemini x lunar
These are the only tsams ships i know that are not problematic sorry if I wasn’t that big of a help-
The way that all my childhood otps have in some degree the Elriel formula im-
Flora and Helia from Winx club? Flower badass kind girl and quiet artistic boy with big braincels, both obsessed with the other ( they fell at first sight so), biracial (she's latina and im sure helia was asian? or hinted to be),height difference also blue x pink...the A+ formula
Draculaura and Clawd from MH? friends to lovers, both caring and loving eachother so damn hard, opposites atract/and still understanding eachother well, also biracial couple ( in the irl and MH universe sense of the world), height difference
Anakin and Padme from star wars? forbidden love, friends to lovers, kind but badass woman and obsessed morally gray men, light x dark aesthetic,height difference
Ino and chikamaru from naruto? this two aren't canon ( I love temari but...my chikaino heart was crushed) but served shadow quiet boy x mental powers and gardener girl, friends to ĺovers, light x dark, mutual understanding even tought their so different
I saw one movie of Phantom of the opera from the 90s and,im sorry, but Christine could've stayed with him and I wouldn't be mad bc the chemistry was THAT strong there, anyways i saw that one and loved them sue me 🤷🏽♀️ Singing going on for obvious reasons,man obsessed ( like...wheww), light x dark, he haves scars (well duh), naive/soft woman x dark/mysterious man, there's a third party...with long redish hair mind you (christine stronger than me I would let the phantom destroy lives and be with him as his ~precious~ idc)
Giselle and Erick from Enchanted? Grumpy serious man x kind sunshine girl, blue x pink, friends to lovers, the fact she was gonna marry other man but how the turntables-, mutual understanding despite being different chef kiss
Peter Parker and Gwen Stacy (tsam but comics also) ? Friends to lovers, he doesn't feel worthy of her but she keeps choosing him<3, kind of forbidden since most time there's something/someone breaking them up also how they live different lifes but they get eachother so well...yeah (missing Gwen from tasm hours)
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Hai!! actually udah punya tumblr namanya notlykthemovie.tumblr.com itu dibuat 2010 kayaknya skrng udah gak ada. First of all nama gue tsamara dwiatri ludiatmo. Banyak banget yang manggil tsam, tsammy and etc, Sekarang lagi sibuk Magang di Sheraton Grand Jakarta for 6 months. Intern karena tuntutan dari kampus UPH gue ngambil Management Perhotelan. Now im 20 years old. There was so much going on in 2017 and i decided to write it in here. Im the youngest daughter , i only have one big sister , and her age is 23 if im not mistaken. So basically kenapa mau nulis, Jadi gue di diagnosis kena mental illness. it called GAD ( Generalized Anxiety Disorder ) ini gak membahayakan . Dimana lo itu over thinking kayak lo takut lo sakit, lo takut besok harus gimana , lo mikirin kedepannya gimana , dan bukan untuk kedepannya hal aja tapi lampau juga lo pikirin, dan semuanya itu jadi satu . Belom lagi kalo ada masalah A belom selesai ada lagi B, dan seterusnya lo ga bakal bisa mikir apa inti dari permasalahannya. Worrying to much sampe gak bisa tidur. Itu gue jalanin mungkin dari elementary school until now. Dan gak pernah kefikiran banget kalo gue tuh kena Anxiety Disorder. Sampe pada suatu saat lagi magang. Badan gue semutan dari kepala sampe kaki , gak bisa nafas, badan lemes, pengelihatan ngeblur, badan kaku sampe dibawa ke UGD. dan dokternya bilang “pak kata dokter psikaternya apa, karena dia skrng lagi kena panic attact” Itu yang sampe skrng buat gue , trauma takut kejadian kayak gitu lagi , dan ga mungkin gue kena anxiety disorder.
Banyak nanya juga ke orang- orang , browsing dll. Bahwa GAD itu common gak sih? dan jawabnya disetiap orang itu punya anxiety disorder dimana setiap orang mempunyai level yang berbeda- beda . Dimana orang lain itu takeranyanya ( A,B,C,D) adalagi yang (D,C,A,B) dan adalagi yang (A,B,D,C) . Semuanya balik tergantung dari diri kita masing2. Sampe ada suatu masalah, itu masalah sepele banget tapi emang beranak, sampe gue bisa kabur dan dipanggil sama bokap gue dituntut satu satu nyelesaiin masalah.
Gue tipe orang yang susah banget buat terbuka dan buat cerita masalah aja takut, karena takut kepikiran pendapat orang lain dll ( see , overthingking + perduli apa kata orang terhadap diri sendiri ) . Singkat cerita ini step awal buat istilahnya ngobatin diri sendiri kali ya, bisa cerita bisa nulis. And i have to face it kayak ini bukan penyakit tapi anxiety disorder ini adalah temen gue yang bakal selalu ada sampe gue dewasa nanti. Gimana cara gue nanggepinnya.