#SHUT UP FOREVER AND EVER!!!

[pusangkambing]

Ive been seeing some posts on twt about how they dont like how etoiles plays and I need all of those people TO SHUT TF UP SHUT UP AND NEVER OPEN YOUR MOUTH AGAIN! IF YOU DONT LIKE HOW SOMEONE PLAYS ON THE QSMP THEN DONT WATCH! THE CCS DONT OWE YOU SHIT! STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE AND RUINING IT FOR THEM NAD EVERYONE ELSE JUST BECAUSE U DONT LIKE IT SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP

#im scared that etoiles might even stop playing because people are being awful to him just because he's not integrating himself in the lore i #way they want him too #SHUT UP FOREVER AND EVER!!! #paimon!speaks! #qsmp #etoiles #discourse #thisbpost was made cause etoiles replied to someone who qrt his post of being on top of the mobs killed leaderboards saying that antoine- #did more lore than him

[shmaroace]

“i support aros!!” you can’t even handle alloromantic people saying they’re happy single

#‘nobody is happy single haha’ SHUT UP!!! SHUT UP FOREVER AND EVER #aro #aromantic #arospec #1k

[captain-lovelace]

If you act like body hair on dudes is gross I hate you but if you do it about trans dudes not only do I hate you but I’m about to dedicate my life to throwing bricks through your window.

#I was so much more insecure about body hair starting t than I ever was when subject to ‘feminine beauty standards’ #and it sucked so bad #+ if you’re not transmasc shut the fuck up forever about ass hair on t

[svtskneecaps]

dude i fucking love how this server has communication as its premise and built into its fucking core. i fucking love that. bc it's one thing to be like 'this server is about multilingual communication and cultural exchange!!' bc that could present in any NUMBER of ways but like. with the federation and the eggs and a common shared goal they all decided WE ARE A TEAM. and like, ok,

when baghera was sus of jaiden because of the thing when pomme died and jaiden had been the reason baghera left her side for the only time that day, i wasn't even worried. i wasn't worried bc i was like "we just wait. because i know they will TALK TO EACH OTHER." and I WAS RIGHT. TWO DAYS LATER IT WAS ALL CLEARED UP AND BAGHERA WAS HELPING HER OUT WITH CUCURUCHO

and the ordo theoritas is functionally a secret organization. it would be SO EASY to gatekeep the lore, on grounds of "the federation is always watching and anyone could be a spy" and yet the ordo theoritas says that, like bad SAYS THAT, says OUT LOUD, "anyone could be a traitor" and then turns around and goes "hey person i've had a few days' worth of conversations with, here's a detailed rundown of everything we've learned about the island's mysteries, and the secret location of the ordo base". SOFIA was supposed to be secret from everyone, and for a little bit she was. but now like, the ordo theoritas is showing her to everyone. it would be SO EASY to hide things and to gatekeep things but they just. don't do it. here's the supercomputer!!!! don't forget to grab her waystone so you can come back anytime!!!

bad learns something. "i need to tell forever/cellbit/baghera". forever figures out a new way to protect the eggs, and he gets it to everyone within days. cucurucho tries to have a secret conversation and the entire server knows about it almost instantly and there are three people buried in the walls reading the subtitles and giving each other meaningful glances

i love it. i love it. miscommunication plotlines drive me up the fucking wall and the fact that i wasn't even SCARED when jaiden and baghera could easily have angled into an angsty tangled web of that and instead just MET WITH EACH OTHER AND EXPLAINED EVERYTHING AND CLEARED THE AIR ALMOST IMMEDIATELY was so fucking breathtaking. and this is a multilingual server. this is a MULTILINGUAL SERVER. i love it. i love it so much i want to cry. it's a server for communication and people Communicate, it would have been SO EASY to slip into monolingual factions and stick to the familiar but they DIDN'T. they DIDN'T. WE GET TO HAVE A THEORY TABLE WITH SO MANY LANGUAGES SITTING AROUND IT. we get to have conspiracy walls in every language!!!! idk sometimes i forget how fucking CRAZY all this is, like the scale of what they've accomplished

so yea thank you to quackity and the qsmp admins for this, and thank you to the streamers for hearing 'this is about connections' and taking it ENTIRELY to heart, and also thank you to whoever the fuck decided to give quackity's school class the job to look after a fucking egg to learn about parenting. bc holy shit. holy shit.

#qsmp #this is a mess but i keep marvelling at it ever since jaiden's streams #just that. it could have gone to hell. but they TALKED TO EACH OTHER. #and i kept seeing people on tumblr like 'nooo they're dividing them 😭' and i kept thinking in my head: #'it's ok. don't panic. don't worry. they're so good about communicating: roier will say something or jaiden will say something' #'and they'll resolve anything right there and then' #i fucking love it. i fucking love it. there have been cross lingual projects before that didn't breed community like this does #everyone is trying so hard to protect everyone. forever and baghera didn't even trust quackity and they were still trying to protect him #i can't express how much this silly fucking server means to me. i can't explain it #its so good. its so good. i love it so much i swear to god #like i promise you if some of the less active members were to step back online and ask about the lore #they'd get a FULL fuckin rundown of it even though the ordo theoritas is technically a secret society #just immediately #i love it. there may be gaslighting and girlbossing but there is NO gatekeeping #unless we count the french exp farm lmfao #idk idk idk!!!!! it means so much to me i swearrrrrrr #THEY'RE A TEAM YOUR HONOR. THEY!! ARE!!! A TEAM!!! #shut up vic #block game brainrot

[templetv]

“ maybe they'll decide to stay. ”

“ they won't, kitty. ”

#bbc ghosts spoilers #can you hear my heart breaking? #i cant shut up about this ending #the acceptance and the teary smile #sobbing forever and ever #bbc ghosts #the captain #ben willbond #kitty bbc ghosts #lolly adefope

[aquickstart]

ok sure i'll talk about farleigh start. i'll talk about his tragedy of never being enough as it were and then having to deal with fucking oliver. sure. disclaimer: it's about class (and race) and the horrible reality of the rich. the horrible reality of living as farleigh.

another disclaimer: i'm white! and poc definitely pick up on everything i'm talking about here as it is, and better. i was and am specifically interested in farleigh vs. oliver but it's impossible to examine without considering race. definitely let me know if anything abt this sucks!

farleigh and oliver are similar. it's annoying because every intruder that is not himself is annoying, partly because felix's attention swaying from farleigh is dangerous; there is always a threat of being discarded, even if no precedent existed. the potential is terrifying.

but you'd think he's seen this before, every summer (if venetia is telling the truth) or at least often enough to learn to recognize it fast, so he should know this will pass. part of it is i think still the deep anxiety, and i think he hated every boy that was there before, and it is sort of routine.

but definitely a huge factor in farleigh's annoyance is the fact that he's a biracial (black for cattons, that's all they see) man in a white rich household. he's alert and exhausted all the time. of course he's angry at oliver, regardless of whether he's the first to crash at saltburn for the summer or the fifty-first.

but the important thing is this.

farleigh is very jealous of and angry and pissed at oliver because farleigh sees all the similarities between them. outsider, in financial trouble, whatever it is, in need of cattons; and yet oliver is preferred. and farleigh seems to be the only one to really consider it. felix does not pick up on the hint when farleigh brings up the birthday party vs. his mother. felix's clumsy "different or... anything like that" is as much about race as it is about class, of course. the "we've done all that we can" bit is felix absolving himself of guilt because surely they had, surely the mysterious collective cattons that he's not really part of had tried all they could do. to him, farleigh is different from oliver, because farleigh has been helped. felix is rich and white and twofold uncomfortable with farleigh, even if he's nice about it, even if he genuinely enjoys his company; he doesn't look too close at farleigh because he feels too guilty to come too close. and farleigh can't do anything about it. he can't nice himself into it. the fucking tragedy of him is that he's never enough in the world of the ultra-rich white, even if (especially because!) he's born into it.

farleigh is very pissed at oliver because farleigh also sees all the differences between them. you know who can be nice poor white enough to fit in? fucking oliver. felix says "just be yourself, they'll love you" when oliver first moves in. farleigh was also probably told the same thing, and felix also probably believed that farleigh could just be himself, but even if the cattons were magically not racist at all (impossible), it wouldn't make a difference to farleigh. he would still self-censor, keep in check, be in dangerous waters (because racism is not just about the individual, but about the system). we see that he'd won himself leeway by years of trial and error by the way he speaks to the family, but it's still within the boundaries of acceptable, built by the cattons. he's part of them because they allow it, and farleigh is very, very aware.

the annoying thing is oliver can be himself. like, truly, genuinely, he can just be. and farleigh can't help but envy that.

as a side note, oliver is obviously jealous of farleigh in the beginning as well, because regardless of the reality of farleigh's situation, he was born into it, and hence, at least in oliver's mind, has his position solidified. oliver's whole thing is unquenchable thirst and hunger for whatever and everything the cattons have (including themselves!). he wishes to have been a catton from birth. to oliver, at first, there's nothing farleigh can really do to lose it. and until he figures out the cattons completely, he can't help but envy that.

but i think farleigh senses something different about oliver early on. at least on the level of the text, we have "you're almost passing [for] a real, human boy", which is so important because farleigh is the first to point out oliver's weirdness. the next to do so is venetia in the bath scene calling him a freak, but it's too late. farleigh is too early.

and i like to think he clocks oliver too early because he sees the jagged edges that he recognizes in himself. i think that one other thing that farleigh envies is oliver's freedom to let go. freedom to let go is very similar to freedom to be, but not quite the same.

to be is about perception: farleigh knows he cannot fall out of line, but would like to, and oliver does not have to worry about it at all (i mean, he does, because oliver also performs for felix, but farleigh doesn't know that).

to let go is about the self: farleigh is too scared to even want what oliver eventually does, to even consider the possibility. oliver can let himself want. oliver can let himself act. oliver just can do things and want things. i'm not sure farleigh can.

and so in this scene, when oliver's wants and actions have landed him nowhere with farleigh, felix, venetia, the cattons, of course farleigh gloats. he can let himself do that, because if the cattons are slowly discarding him, farleigh can allow himself this one small victory. he's relieved because despite the dangerous similarities, oliver is, thankfully, not really the same as farleigh, right?

but like. this movie is a love letter to all things gothic. oliver is a white man. he prevails. the brief performance that oliver put on did eventually end up more effective than farleigh's lifetime of constraint. my heart fucking breaks for him to be honest.

the issue that remains is the fact of farleigh's survival. i like to think that oliver came to respect him. oliver is smart, but farleigh is clever. he picks up on everything oliver does (to refer back to the karaoke scene, farleigh immediately retaliates in the cleverest way, in the moment), and he's the only one to do so consistently (venetia, again, for example, comes close, but too late; oliver doesn't like that, there's nothing to work with). hence, stay with me for a little longer, the paradox: farleigh survives because he was never enough for the cattons, but he is very worthy of oliver's attention. in his own freaky way, oliver wants him. look at that.

so. farleigh. farleigh might come back. he always comes back. and i think oliver wants to try harder next time.

#saltburn #farleigh start #i think someone mentioned how the race commentary was fleeting in that scene abt his mom but i disagree #it runs thru the whole movie #because oliver is white and because they're pitted against each other #im not saying its the best commentary ever and also like the movie is not about it at all #but it's there and it's pretty prominent #also on a completely different note can we talk about how oliver correctly assumed everyone at saltburn desires him carnally #dude pulled all the bitches by being strange and off-putting. i mean i completely get it. completely get it. i'd fold so fast you've no ide #also while i was writing i realized that yes indeed both farleigh and oliver perform for felix and its so fascinating #and it works for oliver because of course it does because hes white #anyway! again! let me know if this sucks #in like any way at all #i needed a masterpost of all and every thought i have about farleigh #i think this pretty much covers it so i'll let it go now #HES SO. like do you UNDERSTAND #the DEFINITION of doomed by the narrative but i LOVE that he survives #as he SHOULD #emerald is so right. he does come back and quickstart just torture each other in that house forever. besties for life #god im gonna shut up now this is so horrendously long #mine #saltburn journaling

[phvnthom]

#i used to want to meet people who liked the same shit i did...... but fandom is literally the worst thing ever created #it's so limited and sanitized and what's popular most times doesn't align with my tastes or it's just plain bad #HCs this— aggravating fanart here 😮‍💨 #interests are only best when you geek over it with like 2-5 people max who ALSO like it in almost the same exact ways you do #not too much more than you not too little or else it just gets so fucking tedious and annoying— like shut the fuck up damn #either way fandom is a can of worms and it's mostly rancid #yes this is about miles yes this is about how spider-verse has spilled over into everything and i hate it #i wish that movie was never created and it went away forever

[heartslobbf]

heterophobic nanami real

[ID: two screenshots from 'revolutionary girl utena' of nanami and touga standing in the rose garden. nanami imploringly clings to touga, who stands stiffly with his face obscured from the audience. in the first screenshot, nanami says: 'i know i have to accept that you go out with girls.'

in the second screenshot, nanami continues: 'but don't go out with a girl like her!' /end ID]

#this is one of my favourite scenes for 100000 reasons but i make this joke about this line every time and its tenuous/kinda unfunny at best #but im posting it anyway bc it makes me giggle. its how i cope ok #NORMAL :)))) SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM :))))))))) #i actually think this is probably the closest they ever get to having a meaningful conversation outside of the car scene #which. Hm. to say the least #idk there r so many lies and misperceptions going on in this one but there are REAL core truths to be picked out from it #and i dont think either of them note any of them but you know. what did i expect. car scene happens later after all #swagever im soooooooo normal about them forever and always #i just enjoy thinking about nanami as an avid romance hater esp straight romance (romance repulsed aro over here) #revolutionary girl utena #rgu #shut up daisy

[thesoupisburning]

the rough cut between the long quiet and the shifting mound left them jagged and with pieces of the other. she, the concept of change, stuck in the same role, we, the ability to choose.

i've heard people theorize that the part of her that the slayer has is *us*, the player, but i would argue that we, the player, are the essential stagnation within the long quiet. we will always be the same, to the game, we exist on a scale that the narrator (and all characters in the game , all people of that universe) cannot comprehend. but i think that the ability to choose and be different each loop, each route was hers. or arguably, the voice of the hero was hers.

he's with the slayer from the beginning, he cares for the hero, if the final confrontation with shifty is anything to go by, and he sort of represents agency (even his title stands out from the other voices. what does hero mean? goodness? the ability to do something?) but he tends to represent agency and the middle ground - the third choice, even. i think i read that somewhere here too, whoever you are who said that, you're completely right, but i would argue that that makes him. well. not a part of the princess. but that he is part of the frayed edge that the long quiet took from her when they were torn apart.

im just kinda rambling tbh dfgjhkfdch

#slay the princess #voice of the hero #the long quiet #just rambling thoughts dont take this too serious #can i works cite this post #or rather #should i. im lazy asf dfghdkfjhg #im going to talk about slay the princess forever and ever #sooooo excited for the pristine cut #and i love my guy the hero. guy of all time #soup shut up challenge #burntsoupwords

[cosmic-d1ce]

Phil didn't reject Forever because he doesn't love him, he rejected him because Forever doesn't love him

#or at least thats how he sees it #im not shutting up about this ever #Phil wasnt saying no for good he was saying not until you see me for me #DO YOU UNDERSTAND IM CRYING #qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp forever #philever #forphil #philza #forever player #forever x philza #SOBS.

[fedorah-the-explorah]

i don't personally think carmen did anything wrong in the final episodes of the series, but since I'm reading a fic where she's getting down on herself for it, i just have to say... i support women's wrongs! carmen was soooo right to beat up several people and then commit attempted murder!!! she looked sexy while doing it too! gray deserved a little zappy zap idc

#shut the fuck up suzie #carmen sandiego 2019 #carmen sandiego #carmen sandiego netflix #evil carmen was so right for everything ever #she coule have stayed like that forever and i still would have supported her #friendship ended with chaotic good carmen #now chaotic evil carmen is my new best friend

[pollyanna-nana]

Since I’ve been on about Thistle and Marcille’s similarities lately HERE’S THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE: They have the same taste in video games (simulation games) but opposite styles of play. Marcille makes sure everything is nice and balanced and ✨Aesthetic✨ while casually committing atrocities against NPCs whenever she’s curious about what would happen or to get a better result or whatever. Thistle on the other hand plays like a utilitarian maniac with hyperoptimized setups that look like shit BUT absolutely refuses to even make the NPCs sad bc he feels bad and wants them to be happy. Do you see my vision.

#polly speaks #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #thistle dungeon meshi #Marcille Donato #thistle posting #i feel very strongly about this #Marcille’s ‘no sense of right and wrong’ vs Thistle’s ‘I never want them to suffer ever again’ #They’d both love these games so much though. characters that they can love forever and will never die :’) #gonna be real thistle continues to just be how I play these games but sue me it fits #so what if my fantasy fulfilled thru video games is making everyone happy and for them to like me. huh. shut up #anyway

[localravenclaw]

My take on the handsome Gaunt ♡

#i rarely ever touch on any other HL characters because I'm a Seb girl monogamously #but i still can't stop thinking about this image #lowkey proud of how well this turned out tbh #this is my version of ominis gaunt y'all! #please appreciate my edit #it took me forever to get him exactly the way i wanted #and he's so bloody handsome like shut up #i'm sorry seb for looking disrespectfully #ominis gaunt ai #ai generated #ari edits #do not bloody repost my shit outside of tumblr or i will hunt you down

[shima-draws]

Slamming my head against the wall god fucking DAMMIT I'm so in love with Sanlu I am GOING to explode.

#One Piece #Sanlu #Sanji #Luffy #IDK WHAT IT IS!! IDK!!!! #Still love Zolu with all my heart but oh my GOD Sanlu. They are everything. #I might be reading too many fics bc it really feels like a fanon thing that Sanji's actually like #Really insecure and has low self-esteem #OR MAYBE THAT'S CANON IDK!! #But hnghhh Luffy being the one to be like. Hey I like you for you and not for your past #And I love everything about you and that's a FACT and not a lie and I want to keep you with me forever #AND I WILL NEVER REPLACE YOU WITH ANYBODY ELSE. YOU ARE MY COOK AND I DON'T EVER WANT ANOTHER #And Sanji craving affection and validation and praise SO bad that whenever Luffy gives it to him he wants to cry #BASHES MY HEAD INTO A TABLE AUUGHGHGHG SHUT UP!!!!! #MAYBE THAT'S FANON SANLU BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. I DON'T CARE IT'S SO GOOD #SLURPS THAT SHIT UP #Sanji especially feeling that he's not worthy enough for Luffy and thinking it'd be impossible to have him #So when Luffy actually does reciprocate he's in SHOCK bc how. How could Luffy pick HIM of all people #Cut to Sanji feeling like the LUCKIEST motherfucker on the planet bc he gets to have Luffy. SCORE. #Luffy blowing away all of his insecurities and anxieties and worry just by being himself and being so #STUPIDLY in love with him is just #HOLLERS AND SMACKS THE TABLE REPEATEDLY #ALSO IT DOESN'T HELP THAT OPLA MADE IT SO BLATANTLY OBVIOUS TOO #Luffy complimented his cooking one (1) time #And Sanji was like okay yup packing my bags for the Merry as we speak #When he smiles and looks a little flustered at Luffy's attention. #Oh my fucking god. Strangling myself. #THEY ARE EVERYTHING!!! #Shima speaks

[asktimkon]

What do you both absolutely love about one another.

[transcript under cut]

kon: he's a really passionate person. he's smart and determined, and that should be concerning, except he's just too kind to even use it for his own gain.

kon: he understands me. he helps me learn about myself, and makes sure i know i'm loved and cared for. he always takes my feelings seriously even when i doubt myself. every day he reminds me to be kind to myself.

tim: i mean, there's a lot to love about kon– he's hot, he's sweet, he's considerate, he's hot– but most importantly, she's just such a comforting person. she's always ready to find the bright side, to make things feel alright.

tim: she makes me happy. she's always there for me even when i feel like i don't deserve it. he's gotten me through a lot. he believes in me, makes me believe in myself. i'll never stop loving him for that

#so. much. typing. #do these two ever shut up? #i spent forever on the drawings too -_- #sighs #ask timkon #fan art #dc comics #tim drake #conner kent #kon el #red robin #superboy #young justice #teen titans #kontim

[the-patrex]

I love whovians, we are the most annoying pricks in the world, im kissing all of you w tongue, I wish I could kill most of you without repercussions, you are soooo right besties, I need you shut the fuck up right this second, lets get married, we should not be allowed internet connection, you guys are so so fun, I desperately need a divorce.

#shut up patrex #Yes this is abt ugh chibs was awful rtd is back we are saved! actually no rtd is a piece of shit and I hate DT the timeless child sucks #and so on forever and ever and ever