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fledgeling-child · 7 months
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donttellmehowtoheal · 6 months
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aliengirl-97 · 1 year
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malehorror · 10 months
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why w hy why why why do i keep thinking about letting you hurt me again. why do i have these thoughts of being under your control again. i dont want it to happen but yet it feels so natural and i cant do this. you ruined me why . youreso disgusting but im even more disgusting for wanting to be hurt againm. is this all i am. why did you make me this way why why
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I hate the saying “the abused become the abusers”, like I try so hard to be better than my parents. I try to be a nice person, I try to be respectful, and I try my hardest to un program myself from all the bigotry I was taught growing up! I try so hard to not be like my parents and then I hear that damn phrase and I just want to break down and cry because all the work I put in to make myself better will never change where I came from, and damn if that doesn’t hurt to think about
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porcelain-hospital · 4 months
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You ruined a good thing!! I HOPE IT HURTS
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angelbvn · 1 year
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YOURE FUCKING JOKING??? YOU RUIN MY LIFE AND IM THE ONE APOLOGIZING????
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freakthingg · 6 months
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SOON
YOU'LL FIND OUT.
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fledgeling-child · 10 months
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donttellmehowtoheal · 5 months
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aliengirl-97 · 1 year
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I feel so used. You used me and threw me away
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one-abuse-survivor · 7 months
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Sometimes I can't stop thinking about the fact my abuser will never see what she did to me as abuse.
I just know that if I ever told her, to her face, "you've abused me and you're the reason I have C-PTSD", her reaction would be "you think that was abuse???" in her most hurt and disbelieving tone. She'd be outraged, and laugh at me, and tell me how selfish and ungrateful I am for acting like this. She'd ask what she did to deserve this, and probably tell me I've allowed others to brainwash me into hating her, even after every good thing she's done for me.
And I fucking hate it. I fucking hate that she ruined my life to the point I had to put myself back together through tears and more pain than I could bear, and she gets to go through life thinking she was a perfectly good mother who was just struggling, and whose actions were justified.
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malehorror · 3 months
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i still have disgusting thoughts to go back to those older men. all of those men so much older than i was. sometimes, i feel like all i'll ever be is some disposable toy to be used for the disgusting thoughts of others. i never want to be like them, but sometimes, i wonder what would happen if i let them hurt me a little longer.
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porcelain-hospital · 3 months
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I'd love it if fathers would stop talking to you like they're going to hit you.
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healinglore · 1 year
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You aren’t a bad dog for biting back. You are not the aggressor. You are not evil. You are rightfully fed up.
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