#actually losing my fucking mind here

[lynxgirlpaws]

havin' root beer for th' first time in awhile.... changig it up from bihtc beer... doign somethigm different...

#this is everyone's server #and this is a group that belongs to all of us #please don't disregard things and then pin them on me #avierant #losing my actual fucking mind right now . fuckign dropped my maurbles #not only the most fucking petty ridiculous argument i have had in awhile lately. my dad has also called me and is clearly in a shitty mood #so i'm gonna have to put up with his bitch ass later #fucking exhausted of the absolute bullshittery #chat. is #to understand???? how hard is that to get ? #and THEN. as i try to WALK AWAY AND PREVENT ESCALATION #i get told to go fuck myself. because now they need to cool off. the thing i am doing myself. i need to go fuck myself because of that. #actually losing my fucking mind here

[inklore]

how many times have i watched the carriage scene? yes. thanks for asking.

#my neighbors going to think i’m getting hot and heavy over here when i’m actually just losing my fucking mind #bridgerton #colin bridgerton #penelope featherington #colin x penelope #polin #bridgerton spoilers #here laur goes again..

[shima-draws]

Oh OKAY Zoro’s ACTUALLY the “I would die for you” guy. Homie’s deadass going to do the homoromantic deed of giving up your life to save the person you love. What the actual fuck is happening rn

#WHAT THE FU ISKGMSKKD I DIDN’T SIGN UP FOR THIS. GET ME OUT OF HERE #HE’S ACTUALLY GOING TO DIE FOR LUFFY. ZORO. OH MY GOD #DON’T. Fucking talk to me rn I’m losing my MIND #Zolu #One Piece #Shima speaks

[masterbaiting]

the parasite

red mother, laurel radzieski / the thick of it (2005-2012) / the beggar, swans / the parasite, swans / ladybug found in transverse colon during colonoscopy / some guy on twitter in 2011 / wiktionary page for stoma / the thick of it 2x01 commentary / some article / peachy, missy higgins / various images of ophiocordyceps, cordyceps, and other insects

#hello ive been working on this unconstitutionally long post for like a month. sorry its so fucking cluttered. there is still more i could #add in but i am cutting it off here. max recced me 'red mother' its a poem from the perspective of a parasite and everyone should read it #this post kind of portrays both malcolm and ollie as parasites of each other - malcolm as the overbearing ophiocordyceps controlling ollie' #every move and ollie as the tapeworm or some shit small and sapping away malcolm's strength until he kills him #really they are both hosts to the same parasite. which is of couse working for the british government #anyway my favourite parts of this are the mouth/anus bit (starts losing my mind) and no yeah actually idk all of it #the thick of it #shut up ulrike #my webweaves #webweave #malcolm tucker #ollie reeder #sorry for this objectively fucking insane post. i will never change #long post

[ra-vio]

the minish cap turned 19 years old on Nov 4

#loz #legend of zelda #minish cap #toon link #link #I was busy that day. trying not to succumb to the thoughts #it was also my friend's birthday. he lives in japan so I celebrated on the 4th #im trying really hard to not fail my math course. i always take the worse math course on earth in fall #ironically the class im taking is the culmination of the other two worse math classes on earth before calc3. im not taking calc 3 #i will actually kermit. im so fucking tired. daylight savings ending is kicking my ass and its only day 3 #i've been trying to draw because i didnt draw all of october and im kinda losing my mind #and when im losing my mind i usually have some sort of buffer. its not re4 anymore cause i finished so it has to be drawing #im trying to practice the self care of doing my homework days in advance so i can get the weekends off. i hate it here. genuinely #i miss re4 so bad. i miss my wife. i miss my malewife. i miss luis #i forgot to say something about the art. i love the minish cap. its what my username is based on #my other username. not ra-vio. we know what that's based off #wow the colors look weird on pc

[bloopdydooooo]

#actually genuinely losing my mind here #i have been screaming and practically foaming at the mouth #it’s deino fucking feral arc it seems #ALEX WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS #WHY IS ANYONE LIKE THIS #the magnus archives #the magnus archives 2??

[nosleep83]

I’m not ok actually

#JUST #JUST LOOK AT THEIR EXPRESSIONS #MY BABIES ARE ABT TO CRY/CRYING IM GONNA SOB #RAPH AND MIKEY’S EXPRESSIONS ARE WHAT GET ME THE MOST #THEYRE JUST SO FUCKING SAD AND WIEHSISIWISISKS #THIS MOVIE ANIMATES CRYING SO WELL IM ACTUALLY LOSING MY MIND #ABT TO ANALYZE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEIR EXPRESSIONS/BODY LANGUAGE HERE ISTG #tmnt #mutant mayhem

[lizardthelizard]

listen. LISTEN. I knoooowwwwwwwww that August has never been important enough for canon to ever bother expanding upon issues like this. I know, but...

In the pilot, we KNOW that Emma is lonely. We know this because she’s sat in her apartment, alone, celebrating her birthday by herself. It’s well established that Emma had no one she considered her family and has had extreme trouble connecting with people over the years (Neal, Lily and Ingrid as fleeting exceptions).

But August? Canon gives us NOTHING. We know almost NOTHING about his past in the Land Without Magic. We’re given the name of one (1) character (Isra) that he has a connection with (someone who is clearly not THAT important to him, as she’s never mentioned again ever) and that’s IT.

Emma stays in Storybrooke to begin with because of Henry, yes. But it’s not a particularly tough decision for her because, well...she has nothing to go back to anyway. And I can’t help but wonder how true that was for August as well? Like....??? did he bother to contact ANYONE when he thought he was dying???

August is a genuinely intelligent and charismatic character (albeit, a little obnoxious). I have no doubt that he has made friends + friendly acquaintances over the years. But close friends? People he can open up to about his past with and who won’t think he’s losing his mind? HIGHLY doubtful.

I know that the show didn’t really explore their friendship very much or expand on it in any meaningful way, but Emma and August’s relationship is sooooooooooo *chef’s kiss* to me. Yeah, they have genuine chemistry and a fun dynamic, yeah the ‘I can always tell when someone is lying to me’ character interacting with a character that is literally Pinocchio is funny af and surprisingly poetic. But also!!! These are two lonely, emotionally closed off characters that were essentially orphaned by their parents for 28 years that have both had shitty childhoods and have connected so genuinely with one another and I don’t know where I was even going with this but I love both of them so much and they both deserve this friendship and WHY WASN’T AUGUST AT EMMA’S WEDDING I’M STILL MAD ABOUT THIS OKAY

#sorry I actually don't know what this is #it's because it's August tomorrow. that/s all #I'm being weird about him #ANYWAY I JUST WANT THESE TWO TO TALK ABOUT THEIR SHARED PAST EXPERIENCES #(😏 which is something that I WILL be doing later in mim but shhhhhhh) #LICHERALLY losing my mind thinking about august's past #because emma had a shitty childhood (and adulthood) yes #but august has a whole ass past in the enchanted fucking forest!!!!!!! he;s LITEREALLY pinocchio and he has memories of that #and he can't talk to ANYONE about those memories or that past because3 they straight up wouldn't believe him!!!!!!! #and so either he HAS to let it go! OR ELSE he risks pushing that person away #OR EVEN WORSE he risks people thinking he needs to be put away somewhere or given serious therapy or whatever #*(he DOES need serious therapy. but that's not what I'm talking about here) #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #having a normal one this evening guys #august meta #(I mean. BARELY. but I still want it in that tag) #august booth #ouat

[ghst-signal]

if you know anything about me, it's i love collecting tarot cards. i especially love fandom related ones. heck i even have the official fallout tarot cards.

so when i saw that they are coming out with officially licensed good omens tarot cards i was ecstatic

look at them! beautiful! cool as heck!

wait a minute

isn't the 6 in the major arcana usually the lovers card?

what the hell is "the duo" card?

y'all out here really making official Good Omens tarot cards and are really going to "gal pals" aziraphale and crowley? really? REALLY??

#btw this is the ONLY major arcana name they changed #i would have included more pics but yall can look for yourselves on amazon #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #more like ineffable gal pals #ineffable duo? should that be the tag now lmao #aziracrow #is my ass dumb enough to actually use the tags #ofc #idk if anyone will care but i just got off a 12hr night shift and saw this and i am FUCKING LOSING MY MIND #also is my dumb ass also going to still buy this? #yes the answer is yes #i can't wait to see what the guide book is going to say about this card #it's pretty normal for tarot cards to change the titles of the minor arcana but i don't think any i own change the major arcana #like not even my officially licensed fallout one or diablo 4 one changed them #any way if you are still here at the end of these tags thanks for enduring me

[sittinginsunflowers]

I never thought the piece of art that would most perfectly capture the complicated, loving, and fraught relationship between mothers and daughters with generational trauma would be a fucking d&d campaign about stoats and nuclear power plants.

Like at it’s core this is the story of exile, filled with all the generational trauma and grief that comes with it. In just seconds, they lost everything they’ve ever known but each other. They lost their childhood homes, their community, and their way of life. All to find that the thing they were taught to respect and thought was an offer of safety, was just secrets, control, and more danger than they’ve ever known.

People joked for years that Brennan made capitalism the big bad, and then Aabria turned around and went “what if we give communism a turn?”

#dimension 20 #aabria iyengar #burrow's end #burrow’s end spoilers #d20 #im going insane over it #it’s like someone snuck into the lunches my mom and I have with my abuela #Like I’m out here fighting for my life every time Erika gives me psychic damage #and maybe it’s just that I’ve been raised by a single mom as a Cuban American with a family that literally rebeled against a regime #but this is literally the best depiction of my family I think I’ve ever seen and I might actually lose my mind about it #anyway #d&d is fucking wild man #also aabria I know you go here and I’m so sorry if this comes across your dash #like idk where you’re going with this but fuck it’s incredible and thanks #also before anyone says anything captialism is an horror and I truly believe that the Last Bast could be beautiful #but my spidery senses and family history have me on the edge of my seat

[jamesttiberius]

fucking OBSESSED with orpheus being dream and calliope's son and the detail that calliope blamed morpheus for his death is sending me bc it's like. taking the myth interpretation where orpheus looks back out of excitement, out of hope and out of love, and eurydice smiles, and doesn't blame him, because she knows she's so loved — like that orpheus as dream and calliope's kid, and the sheer power of a parallel that makes with dream. orpheus, who is full of hope, who's flaw is loving too much; and dream, who is, arguably, humanity's hope personified ("i am hope") and who's greatest flaw, too, is loving too much

#SCREAMING #literally I have not stopped thinking about this for DAYS #it's just SOOOOO #so layered so nuanced so fucking chef kiss #losing my fucking mind #there is NOTHING I love more than a man who's flaw is love #love - and hope - which both apply so SO strongly here #in this essay i will #i fucking WILL #sandman #the sandman #dream of the endless #dream and calliope #morpheus/calliope #brahe speaks #brahe loses her mind actually #i did not articulate this well but im losing my fucking mind!!!!!

[jade-kyo]

Jade i need to know what your brother's thoughts on Grimmons is bc i cannot imagine how casual watchers view them

Oh god I don’t think that’s a can of worms I want to open

But I can definitely take a guess which is that they’d probably think it’s “woke nonsense” which is so strange cause my brothers don’t like- think there’s anything wrong with being gay? They have gay friends?? But I swear the second it’s a character in a piece of media suddenly it’s pandering, unnecessary, or forced. I think the only time I’ve ever seen them not react this way was Arcane, they’re completely fine with the gay characters in Arcane. Yeah it’s weird and they make no goddamn sense I swear. Like seriously they are the fans RT would be afraid of offending AND THEY DO NOT WATCH THE SHOW ANYMORE

Now my brother who’s in the military might be a different story. I’m closest with him and he’s a lot more open to how media can be interpreted and stuff like that but here’s the thing- he’d probably just be hilariously oblivious to it. This guy thought the romance in Good Omens came out of nowhere. Anything like that goes so far over his head that it’s downright comical. I think I would have to explain it all in detail to him and he’d just be like “huh I never noticed that”

Seriously every time I tell him RvB has had this huge affect and influence on me, more than any other story, he’s just like “that’s such a weird story to be affected by, it’s so silly” and I’m just like bro a dude killed himself inside of another dudes head WHAT DO YOU MEAN and he’ll just be like “oh yeah I guess it was pretty intense at times”

casual viewers of RvB are an entirely different species I swear, it can both be infuriating and hilarious to see

#jadey speaks #rvb #red vs blue #talking to my brothers about any piece of media is absolute agony I swear #they started saying that Caboose had character development and I got excited for an actually intelligent conversation #BUT NO THEY CONSIDER HIM GETTING DUMBER AS THE SHOW GOES ON TO BE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT #LOSING MY FUCKING MIND OVER HERE I AM IN HELL

[yakny]

Knight Bobo, wearing some of the patterns I drew :D!

#LN #colored doodles #bobo #ft. #agata #louie #(sorry. long tags warning ¯\ (ToT) /¯) #putting the blue patterns to use even if she wasn't the intended wearer for them (hey! big bro louie just has to learn how to share! lol.) #i am actually planning to draw all three of them more along with fafnir and some other nobodies. i cri— #speaking of fafnir!!! FAFNIR???!!! offering alcoholic drinks to nidhogg in the 9th anniversary hell event????!!! #fafnir who's helping agata bobo and louie against tyr?!! who has bobo on speed dial for info as she thwarts tyr's plans??? the guy who‚ on #the night louie leaves and visits him for a drink‚ offers him instead a hot cup of MILK and teasingly calls him a child?! ASADJFJDSK!!! #(there's layers to him offering that that makes it funny‚ i promise. he offers concoctions based on a person's personality? i think??? he #offered debbie a cup of milk that TASTES like books and mela something strong. losing it ✋😭) anyways he runs an INTEL TAVERN. is aware of #most things in the north. fuck. wait! omg??? what if he's the same tavern keeper from louie's dreamweaver??? regardless he is aiding #all three of them... somehow... and he's sharing a drink with nid which is funny cause nid is the same guy who has said before ''alcohol #destroys you mind and stops you from making the right choice 🗿'' and there's fafnir sliding a drink to a sad looking nid. asdjsfkgk #FAFNIR please 😭😭😭!!! (fafnir sliding a drink to nid: make some bad choice tonight boy.) #anyways im just happy there's new fafnir art. i was not expecting it. or him alongside nid. fafnir's name is ALSO named after a dragon in #norse mythology. 🤔 turning into a dragon is a symbol of greed. damn. imagine fafnir is ALSO from frigidfog? but then again... #OKAY I'LL STOP!!! (I WILL NOT!!! I AM LOSING MY MIND! THERE'S JUST SO MUCH I CAN PLAY AROUND WITH HERE!) #wait! okay okay okay. what if for some reason fafnir is ratatoskr 👁 👁? like the role he plays as an intelligence collector adds up #as louie said ''(fafnir) you're not even there yet you already know about it'' it's not far fetched #... i am officially losing it. im adding too much depth to a game that has time and time again made itself shallow 😔

[waddles-ex-machina]

funniest example of me being mansplained to is when my coworker started explaining what the ‘production’ part of the show pipeline is to me (im an animator. i AM the production). 2nd funniest is when the same guy told me I was wrong abt whether or not a cartoon was made by luke pearson -

#i have to admit. this gets to me a bit #i am not smart about a lot of things but if we’re talking abt the Hilda creator himself you’re at my rodeo buddy #AND I WAS RIGHT #before anyone thinks I’m being mean and should give the benefit of the doubt no no this is a PATTERN #I sat down w a group the other week who said they were discussing last meals in death row & I was like ok cool #and this guy. starts explains what DEATH ROW IS TO ME #IM TWENTY FOUR???? #this guy thinks im a fucking idiot fr #but getting luke pearson’s filmography explained to me wrong is still funnier #anyway it is absolutely soul destroying to be like ‘hey I think ur actually thinking of x creator who made [thing] #and the style is just similar to Hilda bc it’s the same anim studio and director. while they repeatedly say ‘no’ #only for them to pull up a vid on their phone and go ‘here SEE’ and it’s the guy I was fucking talking about #im losing my mind

[prisonpodcast]

some ccs are just straight up nuts there’s no other explanation

#saw a comment on r/dwt2 and it made me look into the moonzy/draggie situation #this freak accused him of having ‘grooming tendencies’ when he was YOUNGER than her #he showed all their DMs and it was just reciprocated flirting ?? #he was initiated more but it seemed reciprocal to me? #she just got mad at him bc he replied to one of her tweets where she was flirting with Karl with ‘ouch’ #<- replied in DMs I mean #I guess bc she thought the flirting was a joke ?? #how is this an ‘experience’ you need to speak up about im loosing my mind #‘guy flirted with me I flirted back but I wasn’t really interested pls show ur sympathies and like and subscribe🥺’ #and in her statement she was talking about an anon who came out about their experiences prior #saying they had been groomed but draggie had fully debunked that years ago #so idk why she was bringing that up ?? #and ofc you have aim.sey and max and sniff in the replies with their heart emojis #straight up nuts I’m losing brain cells here #btw she’s the one who said something about how a lot of ccs didn’t support her #including big ones from that ‘stupid mine.craft server’ (meaning dsmp obv) #just nuts straight up nuts #negativity #like I have to be missing something (and if I am pls tell me but I don’t think I am???) #because saying this cringe flirting with someone YOUNGER THAN YOUUU is ‘groomer tendencies’ is fucking nuts #it’s just what is with these people like what’s wrong with them #why does mildly uncomfortable experience = horrible predator we need to inform the public about bc they’re a danger to society #sorry I’m done I’m just actually upset lol

[piratespencil]

Ep 134 is a strong contender for funniest Aeor ep. We’ve got the polyamorous sex beasts (Aeor is for lovers!), we’ve got Veth and Beau coming back covered in blood and Beau saying “yeah I beat her up, I just couldn’t take it anymore” and Fjord asking “how did it feel?”, we’ve got smooth Fjord… quality stuff.

#veth and beau's whole little solo mission was so fucking funny #'i wish jester was here' 'well i wish yasha was here!!' 'it's ok this is the spin off. like if my partner died at the end of season 2' #losing my mind #veth and beau are actually so fucking funny together #critical role #cr2 #c2e134 #kk talks about stuff #kk watches cr2