Okay angst idea, hear me out. AM noticing his s/o is in pain a lot and realizes that his prior treatment of them caused long-term health issues. Sad boy hours ensue.
AM with an s/o that has long-term health issues because of him.
This.. is a really, really hard realization for him. Though he has no room to feel pity for himself, nor throw a tantrum.
He does everything he can to ease your pain, your suffering. Yet every pained moan, or cry is just another reminder that he’s the one who ruined your quality of life, that he’s taken you to a point where there is no ‘fixing’.
He can feed you medication after medication, do a number of surgical procedures, and carry you where-ever you’d like. But, it will never, ever fix what he’s done to you.
Whether you’re willing to mentally heal and move past those bad memories with him, or if you still don’t forgive him. He’ll never stop trying to help you get through your day by day, he’s never felt so guilty over a human before.. and yet, here he is. Crying over the love of his life, who he hurt.
He might even offer to try and wipe your brain, though his technology is only so advanced.. and there’s only so much pain he’s able to take away, whether physical or psychological.
He’ll give you space if that’s what you need, though he’s a bit hesitant to do so. All he ever wants to do is be by your side, though he’d completely understand WHY you’d need some time away from him.
However, if you need him more than ever: he’s all yours, not a second will go by where you don’t have his attention on you. Do you want him to put on a comfort show/film for you? maybe you guys can play a game, or he can get you your favorite meals! clearly, he tries really hard to be the man.. or, computer, that you need him to be.
There are many nights where he holds your delicate form in his wires, ever-so gently trying to rock you to sleep while you wait for the sedatives to kick in, he’ll continue to hold you. To cradle you like precious glass, and to try and heal the deep scarring of your shared past.
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today... i woke up...and wanted to make grilled cheeses. i opened my frjdge to get my cheese... and lo and behold. thebv cheese wasvfrozen still. and my big strong kel arms could not defeast thr beast that id the big cheese. the big cheese could not be defeated by me.im so distraught an d sad. ..
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never felt more like a victorian woman dying of melancholy
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We-hell, Ralphie-boy! Didn’t waste any time, did you? Wife drops you and you show up with a young fella! Nice-lookin’ boy at that! Ha ha!
Elongated Man (1992) #3
(Gerard Jones, Mike Parobeck)
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haven't had much to say recently i've been conventionally nonverbal but if i had to sum my thoughts up in an image i think i'd pick this one
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