#allah is with me

[esyra]

After the hospital bombing, I finally heard back from my grandmother and confirmed that several of my relatives were murdered by Israeli bombing. Seven of them, to be precise. Three are still going, including her. We've been talking constantly ever since.

Asked if it was possible to head south, and was told they did but were also bombed there. So they decided to go back home, in Zeitoun. Their home was bombed and they were pulled out of the rumble, then driven by ambulances to the al-Ahli Arab Hospital. There were people in every corner. Gazans sheltering, sleeping on the floor. Gazans dying on the floor, waiting for beds.

Four were declared dead on arrival, three were in need of surgery and other three were just bandaged. Then, a bomb was dropped in the parking lot that made parts of the ceiling collapse, like Dr. Ghassan Abu Sittah reported in that horrific conference/interview. Those in need of surgery died.

By the way, just in case you didn't know: the Church of Saint Porphyrius, the third oldest in history, bombed by Israel a few days back, was located near the hospital.

When looking for new shelter, they saw schools with signs hanging outside, "We can't take any more families." They met families, sympathetic but already sheltering too many people. They're now staying in an apartment building they found empty. Sleeping in the corner of the living room. If the family comes back, they'll apologize and leave.

Told me she was saving her phone battery for when the bombing stopped, and she had to ask for help to rebuilt the neighborhood. But she doesn't think it's gonna stop anymore. The ones still with her are mute most of the time, like they're saving energy, but she feels lonely and wanted to talk. There's no internet and to connect to WhatsApp, people are buying "a card from the supermarket, there's a password and username." Not sure what she meant. Still, the internet is inconsistent and won't load neither videos or images nor pages, so she doesn't know what's happening on the outside world.

Told her there were a lot of people protesting to stop the genocide, she replied, "The bombings are getting worse by the day." The bombing yesterday was the worst she ever witnessed. The entire neighborhood is infested with the smell of death, of decomposing bodies. Bodies are piling up in the streets and she's not sure if it's because they ran out of places to store them, but most of them are in bags. The smoke of the bombings hide the blue sky—she hasn't seen the clouds for a while.

Asked if I could share their pictures, names and dreams with people and was told, of which I partly agree, "they're not entertainment." If anyone genuinely cared, they would be alive—I'd argue there are people who do care, but I'm not gonna lecture her pain. And they don't deserve to be used to fulfill someone's sick fantasy. Told me to remember what some Israelis do with pictures of dead Palestinians. And I do.

For those of you who are not familiar, many times before settlers got together to celebrate the murder of Palestinians. For one, in 2015, Israeli settlers set a house in Duma, West Bank on fire. An 18-month old baby, Ali Dawbsheh, was burnt alive. Both parents later died of wounds and only a 5-year-old, Ahmad, survived, although severely injured.

Two celebrations of their murder are widely known, one at a wedding and others outside the court in which two were indicted for the terrorist attack. In the wedding, guests stabbed a photo of the toddler, Ali, while others waved guns, knives and Molotov cocktails. Israel's Minister of National Security, Itamar Ben-Gvir, was present.

That's what happens in an apartheid. Palestinians are so abused by authorities that their "innocent civilians" come to accept the brutality as necessary or are desensitized by our suffering. After all, it's been 75 years—get used to it!

So I won't risk the image of my loved ones, in fear they are used in these kinds of depravity. I will say, though, the world lost a young footballer. Lost a female writer and an aspiring ballerina. Lost a kind father, who was also a great cook, and a loving mother that enjoyed sewing and other types of handicraft art. Lost a math teacher and a child that wanted to become one.

People think Israel is testing new weapons on them. There's civilians arriving at the hospital with severe burns, which they thought was from white phosphorus, but apparently the pattern is different from the one caused by white phosphorus. It's widely believed Israel tests weapons in Palestinians.

Jeff Halper, author of War Against the People, a book on Israel's arms and surveillance technology industries, said: "Israel has kept the occupation because it's a laboratory for weapons."

They've ran out of drinkable water and the "aid" Biden sent was only for the South of Gaza and no fuel, for hospitals, was allowed in. Many shelves in the supermarket are empty. She said many are convinced that if they don't die from the bombing, they'll die from starvation or dehydration, or whatever disease will develop from the dirty water they're drinking.

Told me all people do now is pray, cry and die. Told me she hopes West Bank is spared. Told her Israel bombed a mosque in West Bank and dozens of Palestinians in West Bank are being murdered by settlers, so she bided me goodbye.

#palestine #free palestine #gaza #free gaza #may allah protect them #may almighty allah see our pain #hopefully she'll message me tomorrow

[shehzadi]

tonight we die as a family, mohammed el-kurd

[english on the left as published in the poetry review & translated into urdu on the right by @/smuntahaali on instagram]

#ya allah. #did it take me 45 min to read this in urdu? yes. did it still make me even sadder than it did in english? also yes. #palestine #w #on love #m

[notetaeker]

“Take these biscuits with you to heaven.”

‘A father went to buy biscuits for his son, and when he returned, he found his son and wife killed by Israeli missiles on the house to which they had fled in Khan Younis.’

#free palestine #this made me cry so much #May Allah give him peace #tw corpse #cw corpse #tw death

[evilkaeya]

I think it fits them

#knkdz posting because I lost my 50/50 to fuckass qiqi and currently having a breakdown #ya Allah can't I have ONE WIN #give me back my ada family now #ON TOP OF THAT CYNO SQ IS ON 2ND HALF OF THE PATCH im so sad #my sumeru family i miss u all so much.... #i wanna grind on genshin but i have finals coming up and :( sure i can do 60 pulls before arle is gone (maybe) but i have to study as well #sacrifice sleep it is #anyways 😔😭 #knkdz #bsd #bsd dazai #bsd Kunikida

[faithful-diaries]

"Khadijah رضي ��لله عنها,

I do yearn to be like you,

In words and actions

And character too."

#greatest of women #khadijah r.a #i was reading about her and it amazed me what a character and mind she had #her name meant 'premature' linguistically #one of the things acknowledged by this in that time was that she was a women ahead of her time #subhan Allah

[mayxo-hxh]

Im about to get controversial.

Out of chrollo, illumi and hisoka, hisoka is canonically the least likely to flirt to get anything he wants, if at all.

A lot of people think he's a natural flirt but I fear I couldn't have disagreed more. He only "flirted" a single time and that was solely to piss off machi, knowing she'd never agree. Hot take? He would've never asked if he knew she'd agree.

Also, bro's the biggest humanphobe in the anime. He keeps his distance from everyone. The only human physical contact he ever made was through fighting people. (If you're a person thats interested in seeing more evidence, I have an entire long thread about it on twitter that I do plan on posting here soon)

so u cannot give me 1 reason for hisoka to flirt with someone at a random bar but chrollo and illumi? i can think of a few.

chrollo, he already canonically flirts to get what he wants. straight up goes on dates gets a suit and shit. he has no reputation among the general public that hes concerned of that isnt the spider. Illumi? He's a manipulator. I HIGHLY doubt he never flirted to get something in his life from people who are too easy to win over. He's someone that wouldn't care what people think of him. He's also anonymous. People have no idea who tf he is anyways. If it affected the zoldyck reputation? Thats a different story.

Hisoka? he would fucking NEVER. Him specifically? HE HAS A REPUTATION. And whats that reputation? That hes an absolute disgusting freak that no one should dare to approach. He kills people. He fights live and makes sure the audience is always disgusted and weirded out by his actions and performances. You look at him and you should immediately look away and pray he hasn't seen you.

So riddle me this. If his entire shtick is making sure everyones afraid of him and avoids him, then why the hell would he get himself a reputation that makes him approachable????

Why would he get himself a reputation that makes you, as a person who only ever heard of him picking people up, want to approach him.

On top of that, I just.. don't see him picking random people up..??? random weaklings that dont even know nen????? he literally treats them like trash that inconveniences his time. You're saying he'd EVER give them the privilege of sleeping with him???

And then you'd say, oh so he'd sleep with strong people! HERES THE THING. Why would he sleep with them..... when he can fight them. Him getting off from fighting comes NOWHERE to actual sex. What people don't understand is that he gets off to killing people and seeing them crumble in front of him when they realize theyre going to die. Torturing people to death. What's... that got to do with like. yknow. actual sex bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭

this turned into a huge rant probably but do you know how genuinely depressing it is seeing a unique character like hisoka that gains lust through FIGHTING and KILLING reduced to. sex addict in fics. Like. be so fucking serious right now. He called himself a FIGHT ADDICT in the manga. Can I see more of him actually spending his time killing and fighting people instead of whatever the hell bros doing with a random npc.

Anyways this is also why I hc him as asexual/demisexual NEXTTTT

#When a fic is so good but they make a hisoka a sex god instead of a murderer. like dear god. Ya Allah. Mercy on me. #can i please get more fics where he absolutely fucking murders people in deranged ways like god (Togashi) intended instead of.... #(checks notes) .....sex??? #sorry to me this is 1 fanon characterization that i just gag from i cannot physically stomach that shit anymore. #also the way he never touched a single human and is not a touchy person yet the musical made disgustingly touchy with everyone including go #i saw red when i saw that one scene. #thats not fucking hisoka morow thats hekosa pedoro #if togashi wanted him to sleep around he would've so simply and easily made him mention that. Like even leorio said he jacks off. #yet togashi didnt. because HE DOESNT. #HISOKA GET BEHIND ME #anyways asexual hisoka morow canon goodnight everyone #also trans hisoka can we get a little more content of that i know its completely unrelated but pls im starving #i would put the “ill do it myself meme” WHICH I DO I HAVE A DEMI HISOILLU FIC but im so slow at writing fics sobs and throws up #hisoillu #hisoka x illumi #illumi #illumi zoldyck #hisoka #hisoka morow #chrollo #chrollo lucilfer #hxh #hunter x hunter #my post #my analysis

[hassanatforusmk]

اللهم اطعمه من الجنة واسقه من الجنة واره مكانه من الجنة وقل له أدخل من أي باب تشاء

#islam #صدقة جارية #الدعاء #اللهم صل وسلم على نبينا محمد #allah #hadith #quran #صدقات #دعاء #تدبر #keep me in your duaas #ma7moud 5allaf #محمود خلاف #رب

[croakings]

i apologize for mithrunposting incessantly but also if any of you expected better of me you shouldn't have

anyway i get it and some of the failguy jokes are funny. i can tell that nothing i've run into is even malicious. but also it would be really cool and awesome if there were simply less posts calling a disabled person a baby or a dog or whatever for needing care or extra help, especially when like. hey did you know the source material very on purpose did not do anything remotely like that. critical thinking question: could there be some reasons these comparisons are not great, potentially

#* #dungeon meshi #obligatory ​people are being weird about laois and falin wrt autism also but this is a separate issue #THIS IS WHY I STAY OUT OF FANDOM GENERALLY.......... by allah YOU people are dogs (derogatory) #<- hater-spirited of me ik. also obligatory hashtag not all fandom etc and so on. #i know. I KNOW. i'm not like. i'm on tumblr also obviously. in fandom tags. i am not goody proctor-ing or anything. #but man. ableism. #mithrun is very physically and mentally strong and genuinely capable AND he is disabled and needs accommodation/help. not contradictory. #the downside of rep outside of like season 1 archie riverdale #which is to say. rep at all. as we would think of it. #is that you get to see not in-group folks talk about those characters. also. #and sometimes. people have. let us say. unexamined. or unacknowledged. biases. perhaps prejudices. at times. #ANYWAY #sadly packing up my polkadot sack and exiting dunmesh tags generally. it was fun while it lasted but i have Seen Things.

[junipers-insects]

I think it's pretty obv that I've been hyperfixated on ut aus for a few months now. And all I can say to that is I've just been starving. From the lack of women around.

This (and the other fem designs) are a good compromise.

I think :p

I just really want to draw women ok?!?! Is that a crime!?!?!!?????1??1?

Killer belongs to Rahafwabas

Alt ver ⬇️

And the sketch

#undertale #utmv #sans #undertale au #sans au #utau #killer!sans #killer sans #human!sans #human!killer #fem!human! killer #jesus................ #allah why did you make me gay 😩 #my art #junipers human sanses ✨

[sinnerruud]

no u don’t understand this is so beautiful to me.

🥹🤍 ما شاء الله

#😭😭🤍🤍🇲🇦 #going in i was def thinkint spain would win and kinda rooting for them. cuz my brothers are barca fans #i stopped watching after half-time cuz it was still 0-0 smh #im sad for spain but wouldve been happy with either win tbh. morocco winning this is soooo iconic of them <333 #and it makes me so proud 😭🤍 #masha allah boys lets go all the way <333 #morocco #world cup 2022

[notetaeker]

May 17, 2023 - Wednesday

Some days that are like a slight breeze. You can barely feel it but on a day when the sun is glaring down at you and the air is still, a slight breeze is heaven. Today was one of those days. Just a slight breeze, but a breeze I am ever so grateful for. And I don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but I know that the promise of the One who guarantees ease with every hardship is true. Today is the proof, for me. As for you, keep an eye out! His promise really is true, we just have to make sure we’re looking for it. الحمدلله على كل حال ✨

#pls don’t nazar me lol #I just went on a walk ate chips and did a mock interview without having stomach issues okay say Mashallah #that’s all🤧 nothing worth nazar-ing I promise #lol #May Allah grant us all wonderful days #🌙 #notes #studyblr #studyspo

[lvstharmony]

you can say or do whatever you want, i will never let this dunya and the people within it harden my heart.

#and i’m beyond sick of people calling it naive foolish and or careless #i am AWARE of it all #i KNOW the risk of being like that #i KNOW what the world and it’s people is like #so what makes you so sure that i’ll break down to the point my heart turns to stone? #wallahi i will never despair #my pain my suffering that i carry around with me will never have been in vain as long as Allah exists and He always will exist #because time is a creation of Allah nothing came before Him and there will be nothing after Him #i know that my suffering has a specific reason and will never go unheard

[feluka]

didn't the egyptian ministry of foreign affairs say egypt will interfere if israel attacks rafah?? egypt keep your fucking promise

#ik people will say 'what did you expect' #but i just want so desperately for someone to do something #palestine has been thoroughly abandoned by arab nations it makes me sick #even if egypt does something now it would be far too late #and yet still i want ANYTHING to be done at all ya allah!!!!

[rueyam]

my christian co-worker told me that because of me she had started researching the Quran and prayed for me. couldn’t be any happier :‘)❣️💌

#she also told me that she was fascinated by how precise the Quran is worded and it was easier to read from it than from the bible #inwards i was like sis… if only you knew #anyways jummah mubarak and may Allah bless your day 🫂 #may Allah grant her and us hidayah ameen❣️

[mayxo-hxh]

I personally think that Kikyo would absolutely be thrilled that Illumi found himself a man he wants to marry as strong, handsome and fit to be Zoldyck as Hisoka.

Hisoka is strong enough to be considered an equal to a zoldyck, which means strength is no problem for him. And I don't know about you but the way he assassinated that terradin man that was threatening to reveal illumis identity at the end of the election arc? CHEFS. KISS. THATS A WHOLE ZOLDYCK WIFE RIGHT THERE. And Hisoka is a certain type of fucked up enough to be a Zoldyck, even if he is... mmm.. self aware. Even if he himself thinks zoldycks are a special kind of fucked up. He'd fit.

I always see people make silva and kikyo disagree with illumi marrying hisoka but i soooo heavily disagree. Like what is there NOT to be proud of in Illumi's marriage choice. There is not a single other character IN THE ENTIRE ANIME fit to be Zoldyck than Hisoka Morow and I will fight people on that.

Something a lot of people also don't realize is that the Zoldycks are not a family that discriminates in the slightest (this is a whole discussion on its own but examples are how Kikyo is from meteor city, the butlers are taken from anywhere as long as they have the skill to work and one of the people who attacked kukuroo mountain to hunt the zoldycks now works for them instead. The zoldycks didnt hesitate to hire that mf they fr dont gaf lmfao)

there are soooooooo many misconceptions about the zoldycks in general and i think thats what aids the whole "the zoldycks would HATE hisoka" thing but like. nah. they wouldnt.

I also think about how Kikyo found Silva at such a young age. I bet she was constantly nagging Illumi and asking when he'd get a partner himself. Now he's got it, Millukiiii ITS YOOOURRR TURRNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!

#some people would say “oh theyll hate him when they meet him!” but why though. #“the way he dresses!” ?? so what. have u seen the way the zoldycks dress lmfao. their son is literally twinning with that magician #“he'll make it weird” Ya Allah no he fucking wont 💀 people base this off a very fanon characterization of hisoka. #Like no he wont moan out of nowhere because theyre a powerful family he already knows that buddy. #hes kept it in multiple times before in a muted reaction please stop making it seem like hes a man with no self control i beg lmfao #Surprise surprise Hisoka acts weird on purpose when he puts on a show because thats how he wants to be percieved #but hes very self aware and knows whats considered weird and disrepectful and certainly wont fuck it all up for him and illumi for 0 reason #me when i finally get to marry the love of my life and i fuck it up because i decide itd be quirky and the fans want me to #hisoka is a much more calmer and quiet person when hes not purposely being weird and thats what people dont want to accept #anyways rant over #whewwww thats a rant and a half lmfao #I wish hisoka as a character was given more analysis and study than the 3 scenes that make him popular #anyways. rant TRULY over. here are the normal tags #hisoillu #hisoka x illumi #illumi #illumi zoldyck #hisoka #hisoka morow #hisoka zoldyck #hunter x hunter #hxh #my post #i feel like if i mentioned how hisoka has adhd on here id get thrown pitchforks at. #let alone the fact that hes very asexual coded #i dont really feel safe on this website at all to discuss any of this yet lmao #people literally laugh when you say hes shy when its literally??? a canon fact stated by hisoka himself?? and backed up by many scenes???? #but i dont think i ever will feel safe here tbh. i just have to. do it. and fuck it whatever happens or whoever laughs at me. #just like ive done on twitter for years until ive finally created a complete safe space for myself #secret rant at the end because maybe nobody will look here