#also im very excited because HES BACK

[trashworldblog]

pre puppet history moodboard

#i inherently dont trust shane saying this is a normal season just based on his previous work. but im 75% sure it'll be ' #'normal' #also im very excited because HES BACK #and im excited to silly post #watcher #puppet history #shane madej #ryan bergara #watcher entertainment #the professor

[willczek-art]

Decided to give Dragon Age another try and the first character I meet COMPLETELY wins me over in a matter of seconds-

#AND HE KEEPS GETTING BETTER- Alistair you singlehandedly pulled me back into enjoying video games and DRAWING- how dare you #dragon age #alistair theirin #alistair dragon age #dragon age orgins #fanart #my art #doodles #sketches #i have a very simple and obvious favourite character type and BOY OH BOY DOES HE DELIVER-- #also gave me just the tiniest Stanford HWBF5 vibe so when I say i was sold in seconds I Mean It™ #im still at the relative beginning of the game so i bet there is more fun to come but!! Fun to have someone to rotate in my brain again!! #100 #tags here are a love letters to our lovely boi and i livr for them-- 💕 #200 #hello i love all of you - this is slowly becoming my favourite post just because of how nice it is to read your excitement over this boi :³ #AND IM RIGHT THERE WITH Y'ALL i just need my real life to calm down for a second so i can draw more of him-- #300 #400 #500

[xxskycrystalxx]

KASTLE IS COMING BACK TO US!!!!!!!!!!

#I literally saw it at work and promptly screamed #gave me the energy boost I needed #but seriously KASTLE IS COMING BACK SIBPWBUOUDVVWUPDV #Jon is insane for this but also very iconic because he knows what the fans want 😌 #Disney: don’t post spoilers…. also Jon: 👀📷 #IM SO EXCITED I RLLY AM #Kastle shippers are going to win I can feel it ☺️☺️☺️ #frank castle #karen page #kastle #jon bernthal #deborah ann woll #the punisher #daredevil born again #marvel #mcu

[moeblob]

Ohiwe (lady) and Ohime (man) aka the fire deity after they get punished.

Originally just "Oh", the fire deity had a bit too much fun with punishing humans and so in a means to stop them, the elder gods split them into two. So now they have to be together in order to have their "full" power but as before the split, they get restless and like to wander. So while one stays in their city, the other gets to go out and travel and see the world and check on the other deities.

Also, as a whole/singular being Oh would use they/them. After the split however, it's definitely not the same and so Ohiwe likes using female pronouns and Ohime uses male pronouns. That way when discussed as one, it's back to they. That feels best for them.

#my characters #i posted the unified base version to my side blog but they arent very exciting it was just a lil doodle #however as i sit here waiting for my throbbing headache to go away im dying squirtle i figured id try to doodle #before i work on the comm and unfortunately my head still hurts so back to medicine i go #also also ohime is much more mild in his commentary where ohiwe is sharp and harsh #and ohiwe is definitely more fond of running the city than ohime but that also means she gets more restless quicker #so he unfortunately is stuck in the city more than she is because she needs to wander #she still does most of the planning as she wanders and then talks it over with ohime when she returns #i wanna make a funny joke about how they are indeed the last two brain cells type of thing #but also they are on the same wavelength almost all the time cause they started as the same person #but its always a bit of a jump in their logic to other people while they remain on the same page #like ohiwe says something and YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS #and everyone else is like no ??? but ohime is like WE HAVE TO TAKE A NAP #or something and ohiwe is like exactly ! glad one of you in the room knows whats up

[anachronistic-falsehood]

WHERE IS QPAC

#qsmp #YES IM LOSING IT OVER FOREVER’S RETURN #VERY EXCITED #BUT ALSO I WANT MY LITTLE GUY BACK WHERE IS HEEEEEEE #HE WAS IN THE NETHER BECAUSE OF WALTER BOB DUD FOREVER NOT SEE HIM AT ALL?????? #THET MISSED EACH OTHER BY THE SLIMMEST OF MARGINS

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

my souheki warriors kill this gacha video now

#guys guys guys dazai literally admires him and looks at super deduction with awe in his eyes and gets so excited when he gets to explain why #ranpos special. because ranpo is a normal human whos exceptionally smart!!! #and he thinks thats so fucking COOL that he calls him the strongest member of the agency do you GET IT #AND AND AND #this is more like speculative and my own opinion but. dazai someone whos been considered isolated BECAUSE of his intellect being able to #converse with ranpo and plan shit do you understand that #ranpo may not be able to get him in the way chuuya does but he is a perfect example of it getting BETTER. that someone can be so deeply #admired and wholeheartedly cared for despite how differently they see things and shit #theres also the sort of way ranpo is the opposite of dazai in a sort of. ranpo externalized his feelings (the tism) and viewed the world as #full of monsters that knew something he didnt #but dazai internalizes that view and found himself lacking #both are very the tism #again thats all my own analysis and conclusion drawing of course #back to facts. RANPO GOING LIKE YEAH SURE WELCOME NEW GUY IN ENTRANCE EXAM #DAZAI TRUSTING HIM TO NEGOTIATE WITH BRAM IN THE PLAN TO KILL FYODOR. AND RANPO RUSHING TO DO THAT???? #GRATATATATATRARARRARA #also there has to be something very fun and relieving about talking and planning with someone who understands everything youre saying #anyway souheki they will never get u like i do im sorry that bitch did you like that #souheki #aethers rants

[narsh-potatoes]

DOES ANYONE ELSE WANT TO BITE OFF HEADS WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#i mean this in the most excited affectionate and loving and tism filled way possible #i have no anger in my heart all i have is the love for 15 billion different characters that im currently thinking about #thinking about the 3 dnd characters i do and will play #thinking about the protomen and RRAAAAA #thinking about one piece cuz it makes me want to lose my mind #there's this one other song from a semi obscure vr game that is the opening/title theme and it makes me insane #it was also made into a fake anime opening for warrior cats if you know you know and if you don't i will gladly link it it's amazing #thinkin about dragonball music #thinking about protoman (singular) (not a band) #thinking about ace attorney and wanting to get back into it #thinking about specifically the great ace attorney and how every character in there makes me want to lose my mind #like i would do anything for them i love every character in there #back to ace attorney why is penix right so ffggfGggrghgrgrrrGRGGRRGRGRGRGRRGHAHAAGAGRRGRAGARG #not in That way in a his character development makes me go physically insane way #you affect so many people around you and you give so so much asking very little in return and then youre a snarky bitch in your head!!!!!!! #love that for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #in dgs when [REDACTED AMBI DONT LOOK] and he's the one who changed and aahksljdfhasdlkjfhasdkfjlhsdafhfFGRGGRGRGRAGAGGGAGAA #PROTOMEN ACT 3 THAT ISN'T HERE YET BUT IM SO EXCITED BECAUSE WE HAVE THE FIGHT AND LIKE???? #yknow at first i wasn't completely keen on the song but it DID grow on me and THE HOPE OF MAN #IS NO MACHINE IT'S WEARING HANDS OF SKIN AND BONE #THE SUN WILL RISE I SWEAR IT #I KNOW THATS HOW THE FIGHT ENDS #THE SUN!!! WILL RISE!!!! I!!! SWEAR!!! IT!!!!! #i have an art piece that just sprung into my mind about that song (again) and i need to draw it cuz RRRAAAGAGAAHAHFDKJGHSKAGFAJDSHGFASDF #i don't just need to listen to this song i need to be IN IT #MAN and im also fucking!!!!!!!!!!!!! working on a little 8page comic for class (assignment is already finished but i wanna finish the 8page #anyways) and THAT is also making me excited #that one drawing i did of roll post that song lives rent free in my mind and i wanted to animate her getting up but i didn't finish that so #whatever!!!!! new piece time

[arolesbianism]

Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner

#rat rambles #oc posting #warriors posting #spiraling upwards #long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds #I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated #and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them #oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much #and for good reason get his ass #alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones #aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit #so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another #honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that #most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will #and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan #but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot #she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic #but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated #some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them #instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding #it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming #out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits #that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion #she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit #so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards #now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while #for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place #she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy #but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up #and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly

[maddisandy]

something something still writing my curse of strahd fic. having to find ways to make it more difficult since theyre coming in from being level 13 post game

#starting off with them all separated is a great start methinks #also might have it where being in strahds domain is temporarily inhibiting them a couple levels (that they get back if they defeat him) #like he subconsciously inhibits anyone to be more powerful than him past a certain level to keep them from usurping him #also for context i have a headcanon post game that they miss the telepathic connections the tadpole gave them post game #and they want a way to keep in contact if theyre far from each other or even on different planes #so they work to get a very powerful set of rings for all the origin characters that have rarys telepathic bond on them #that allow them to communicate telepathically no matter the distance or plane with anyone else wearing the ring #a little bit like the ward rings you can find in act 2 that let you ward with the other wearer no matter the distance #and so if theyre ever adventuring together and are separated they also use it to their advantage to communicate via telepathy on how to meet #depending on who's using the ring to communicate too they have a unique presence/feeling to whoever theyre reaching out to #for gale its electric because i can imagine the weave imbued in him and having a sort of sparky magical feel #for astarion every function seems to slow and they get a bit more chill because of him being undead #etc etc sort of thing #and its grate because the cos book literally specifies about spells that allow message or communication and strahd being able to listen in #so im going to use that as a really good point of fear after a certain scene i have planned #that way to deter them from using the rings so they can get nerfed again #im seriously really excited for this #i have so many post game astarion/soleil adventuring fics planned based off official campaigns and even some of my own #and im so excited for all of them #i promise the strahd fic is not the only one already in the works its just that this is the one im more actively writing currently and have #the most written for at the moment

[variousqueerthings]

I mean, yes, there's a lot of nostalgia to the 60th anniversary, but I think people will conflate that with "automatically a bit shit" because a lot of nostalgia Stuff isn't that great after a glut of lazy nostalgia-based media over the last x amount of time, but that assumes that it was bad because of it being nostalgic, and not because it was irony-poisoned, self-conscious, and unwilling to interact with the changing times and therefore a poor copy of the said thing it was being nostalgic about, rather than continuing a story. the familiar phrase by now of "all nostalgia, no sincerity"

when I'm not a fan of what one might call "nostalgia"-stories, it's not because referring to the past is automatically bad writing, it's because the writing is stale and really often it's because it reveals that whoever made the new thing definitely didn't get the same out of the classic thing that I did, and at the same time is patting themself on the back for idk. something. doing the same thing again, only this time around worse (often it's that surface level interaction with tropes, rather than themes that outs them -- and yeah, that's in the trailer, but specifically the trailer is giving very little away, so knowing they're hooking people in with a bit of allons-y or the slap or donna being sassy, while keeping the things I'm really excited about a bit more mysterious, I mean... that just makes sense?? Yeah, I recognise the callbacks, but the really important things aren't being revealed yet, like the inverse of terrible movies that show all their biggest set-pieces in the trailer, because that's all they have to offer)

and I don't see people pre-judging the potential 60th on those criteria, just on the word "nostalgia." I mean, obviously we can say this might be bad, but it's sort of a nothing-statement, and it seems kind of unfair to say that rtd would do this, when he's not done that before, specifically on a show that is super nostalgic to begin with (that is, the longest-running scifi show of all time), of which rtd was a massive fucking nerd

I assume because it's three specials with dtennant and catherine tate, but also yeah, why the hell not be nostalgic both about classic!who and the series that you created that rebooted the show (the answer is "because ten isn't the only doctor that matters," and personally, again, rtd being a massive fucking nerd, feels a bit like putting words in the man's mouth that he's never said, specifically about a show that he's super nerdy about)

feels like people are putting the stance out there that they're ready to hate it and then they can always go, "oh it was surprisingly good, actually," in case it is good, rather than be just excited going in and risk disappointment, but it's a bit boring to be honest

tempering excitement is all well and good, until it makes you the irony-poisoned one, where all nostalgia is kind of stupid really, you don't even care that much, and you know this is going to be shit, and actually looking back rtd was never good if you think about it, and ten is overrated, and david tennant isn't even a good actor actually, and catherine tate was just a shitty comedian, and you've preemptively decided to refuse to enjoy yourself

it's an anniversary, that's when the nostalgia comes out, and has done since the 10th anniversary in (checks notes) 1972!

#rtd #doctor who #dw #russell t davies #i mean there's things id be unhappy with too #i may not be a fan of moffat or chibnall as showrunners but i dont want those stories erased #because that's a kind of cruel + ego-fueled thing to do and those stories matter to a lot of people #and for me personally that's the timeline and i wouldn't want it fucked with esp capaldi and whittaker #who are very very underrated in each their way #but why in the world would rtd do that? #also i was upset when moffat did Exactly that with rtd's run to begin with i wouldn't want it done again #and i wouldnt want the stories to be meaningless or boring (which.. again why would they be?) #and i wouldnt want it to become too marvel-ised (i take heart in rtd absolutely slamming loki for poor rep) #(and that in the past he's talked about the love of Creating for screen for amateurs AND he's brought back confidential/unleashed) #(AND that he's still heavily inspired by classic!who while also casting a boatload of queer actors) #and i dont want ncuti gatwa to be overshadowed but again again again again... why in the world would rtd do that? #actually fuckit im making a post about things im excited for for the 60th

[gothamcityneedsme]

i see how it is, everyone loves the page where batman's mind is on fire, but they don't like it when he starts acting like it

#shitpost #im just saying like. i don't think the narrative here is actually doing a 'batman is right' pov #he is very clearly the enemy of everyone atm. they clearly need to save him or destroy him #and thats probably where the lines are going to be drawn #and YES he just did something terrible to jason. its also being like. used to clarify the terrible thing bruce has done to himself #because he is NOT properly himself right now. there's uh. they're really focusing on Zur here and have been since he got back #anyways. idk. haven't read the full comic yet but actually im pretty excited to see how it'll all fall

[readymades2002]

something difficult about writing/storytelling but only in short disconnected bursts is that writing anything longform is very difficult. there isn't as much time to practice long-term character development or subtlety (implying character instead of immediately clarifying) when its not really meant to go anywhere but a notes app. its a little frustrating...i'd love to do something more longform though. i've considered maybe just doing some short writing scenes in my various original universes a lot recently mostly because i just havent had time to draw anything fancy recently </3 maybe that would be something...

#briefly talked about it with a coworker today bc i mentioned my brother makes music #and she got excited because she paints and she showed me some of her work (beautiful btw!!!) #and said she hopes he pursues music and doesnt get his heart crushed by retail like we do #we still make things but ive been thinking about it...it really is like #i feel like ive had less TIME to make things but ive also developed more interest in my own ideas #and in constructing them on their own terms. its hard to describe and even harder to share because its #not churning out fanart for a response i guess? #i dont know. i do feel more satisfied with what im planning but theres less to share #anyway i promised her i'd show her my art sometime so essentially i have to flee the country now #she does lovely work she paints pictures of pets and it seems so nice. she seems so happy with it! #its like...i love it. im a little jealous of it. i feel so much pressure to Do Something New with my art #try to craft scenes and settings (i think setting is such ann important part of storytelling but i have so much trouble drawing it!) #and try new compositions and poses and just not have everything look the same all the time #its led to a lot of work im proud of but its also hard to create under those expectations... #i wish i could find a niche and settle into it comfortably. i think fun character drawings could be that for me #but its...it frustrates me to post those because it feels like if its easy and i like doing it and how it turns out then im not trying #okay i think im done now. sorry for these rambling introspective posts lately lol im #trying to warm back up to posting so i can use this website again (despite how very very bad it is)... #i want to see my frieeeeeends <//////3 i want to be here without running away <///3

[akkivee]

so during the leaders cross talk with hayama-san and hirono-san, they played a jeopardy-esque game where they answered various trivia for points, and whoever got the most points won

at some point, they had to answer ‘what are kuukou’s robes called??’ and by circumstance, hirono-san happened to know the answer actually lol. hayama-san didn’t tho lol and after eking out a hint from hirono-san (‘we’re family right??? 🥺🥺🥺’) hayama-san guessed it was a tank top and hirono-san answered it’s called a samue. turns out they were both wrong LOL and hirono-san got humbled so quick esp when hayama-san roasted him for making him answer wrong on top of being loudly incorrect lol so hayama-san can be a bit of a sore loser lmao

if you can, pls tune into abema’s round one collab where hayama-san might be competing against fellow hypmic friends and root for him he doesn’t like to lose lmao

#this is vee speaking #i am once again pissed we aren’t getting another cross talk with the 2/3gumi because i think of hirono/hayama’s cross talk so fondly 😭😭😭😭 #like they happened to have dyed their hair the same colour and the pr vid for their show was them gushing over it 😭😭😭😭 #lol the way hayama-san kept hirono-san humble was so funny like hirono-san wound up getting another question right #but hayama-san while clapping for him courteously started chanting ‘samue’ at him LOL #and hirono-san’s absolutely delighted ‘btch????’ in response makes me weep man i miss them 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #(the best part was that the showrunners came back and said hirono-san actually was right about the samue lol) #(hayama-san’s betrayed ‘NO WAY?????’ lives rent free in my head lmao) #hayama-san was feeling a bit shy around hirono-san (he hid it very well) and had been trying to hide how entertaining he found hirono-san #but at some point hirono-san’s hirononess got to him and he couldn’t hold it in anymore #and started giggling so hard he was kicking his feet and it was so cute he’s sO CUTE IM— *exhales* #i have a bunch of little anecdotes about hayama-san’s competitive nature lol i’m excited about the possibility of getting more lol #and if the anniversary is also a big competition too i will be getting fed lmao

[applebunch]

thinking about gemma and her relationship with her stupid little crystal ball (and in turn, leon.)

(image id: a screenshot of the Grater Boston transcript. it reads:

Gemma: The voice was Leon Stamatis. Michael told me all about it. His spirit is trapped inside the ball.

Freed: You mean — you believe me? You believe that this is happening to your ball?

Gemma: You know what’s funny? I do. I really do. The ball always had this weird…comforting effect on me. Ever since I was looking for a new editor….and ….and it landed on Leon’s resume… But I thought you told me the ball was just a piece of trash?

end image id.)

like she used to hate that thing. HATE IT. but once leon began to inhabit it she entirely spun around on it. it brought her comfort and showed her images of a happy life, and hopeful future. it would show her a picture of her and her wife and her baby and tell her “see, look. everything’s going to be okay, gemma.” she’s been scrambling to get it back since the end of season 1.

she says in the trailer for the new episode that’s it’s warm to the touch (which might just be a normal side effect but) looking into her reflection in it helped her see herself clearly again for the first time in years and. that was leon. leon did that. leon literally never talks about it but it seems that, like, he was the one who was doing that the whole time. oh my god.

(image id: an image of the “x is something that can actually be so personal” meme, edited to say “the relationship between an amateur spirit medium and the spirit she unknowingly summoned who supports her wholeheartedly even though she didn’t even know he was there is something that can actually be so personal,

end image id.)

#greater boston #greater boston spoilers #greater boston podcast #leon stamatis #gemma linzer-coolidge #i yell into the abyss #he's literally such a kind man. omw to beat him up #That Being Said. #we don't actually know what gemma wants to do with the crystal ball???? #she keeps saying she wants it back but she sounds......... very possessive of it #even after she figures out that there is a live man in it. #(or. uh. maybe not LIVE. but still) #she's still all like ''my ball my ball my ball'' #it's a LITTLE worrying. please be normal gemmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #i suppose that it's ALSO possible that the ball was doing all of that Without leon directly trying to do anything #and that the ball had such a comforting presence just because LEON had a comforting presence #like it was a reflection of his soul or whatever #which honestly is also the sweetest thing ever #regardless of what it is im very excited to see where this is going #i hope leon and gemma can be friends and they don't immediately hate eachother or something #that would be really sad :( #anyway. remembering in episode 14 when leon mentioned being summoned by gemma and. y'know. not liking it. #but still being like ''but. it was an accident. she didn't mean to.'' #''...POLETTI. ON THE OTHER HAND.''

[pigckle]

shrimp is thee definition of velcro dog except she’s a cat. atm she’s sleeping on the couch ottoman with her ass pressed against my legs (as she always does when i’m here) but any time i move she follows; if i’m in the kitchen, i can expect to see her sleepy lil face as she plods after me; in the bathroom she’s always there, very insistent on being pet & played with (toilet paper is her favorite, especially while it’s being taken off the roll); at night when i’m in bed she purrs the loudest and paws/swats at me to pet her until either she’s satisfied or i totally cover every part of me with a blanket so no skin shows and she relents; if i’m on the porch (especially with buko) she sits at the door and meows as loudly as she can (although she doesn’t really want to be outside); when she’s going silly around the house and meowing if i ‘respond’ back (read: make the same noise as her very specific playful rrrow-Rahr meow) she will come bounding over. i know cats don’t understand love the same way we do but i know with my whole heart she cares so deeply for me in her own shrimpy way

#i’ve never had an animal love me like she does #like beebs loved me SOOO MUCH but at the same time.. #he loved everybody!! he was just a genuinely happy lil guy! and we had our own bond sure but he was just genuinely excited to be alive and #it was hard Not to bond with him #and buko and kiki also love me but not to the extent asami does #asami in particular is just So Strange. she is very very VERY particular about who she even lets near her #and like obviously we aren’t always together because she is a crazy mofo and has a lot of her own lil adventures #but she always comes back to me and im never alone for too long #unless she’s alseep and then she can be OUT but a lot of times she’ll just sleep wherever i am #kitten adventures #gurgles

[allylikethecat]

ok so how are we…

If this is about the new Taylor album...

The feelings are complex and they are not good. I don't want to upset anyone though because I know that a lot of people are enjoying the album and I love that for them!

I will just say I was personally really disappointed by it, and I was going into listening to it thinking this was going to rekindle my love for her, instead it was kind of the opposite. I've been a fan of hers since the debut album, but started to distance myself when all the really intense craziness happened last year. I was so excited to be blown away by the album and just... wasn't which then led to this whole identity crisis because liking Taylor was always "my thing" the number of texts I got today from people I don't talk to regularly or haven't talked to in a while was actually insane, everyone was like "are you so excited!!" and "don't you love it!!" while my close friends were like "I'm sorry." I feel so dramatic and parasocial saying that though.

I saw a review on Stereogum that I think did a good job putting a lot of the same thoughts I had into more concise words. Maybe it will grow on me, but every time I try to do another listen I end up skipping to the next song halfway through.

Sorry for bringing the mood down! I hope you're doing well and had a great Friday! I appreciate you checking in and hope you have a lovely weekend!

❤️Ally

#allylikethecat #ask ally #anon ask #keep it kind #tw taylor swift #this is just my opinion!! #i dont mean to upset anyone and i dont mean any harm #i was just disappointed because like i feel like the album could have been so much better #and felt very let down #also not gonna lie i did feel for matty but im glad his people said hes doing well #also i hope joes mental health is getting better #what makes me REALLY MAD though is that i even kinda felt bad for Travis? like i cant stand him but wow id feel weird if my gf #released an entire album about being obsessed with her ex like she put out that tweet saying she was much happier and the past was the past #but like still this was like a lot #not even just one album but TWO ALBUMS #idk i just im sad im disappointed and i wish i could go back this time last year and how excited i was about her music #i have tickets to see her in august and i dont even know if i should go anymore #like im feeling so weird about it all im like should i sell them so someone who loves her like i used to can go? #idk