sits up in bed. so lana and ema definitely thought they were responsible for edgeworth "choosing death", right?
(the rest of this post was supposed to go in the tags, because it's not very well organised or written, but it got too long so. here are the slightly edited tags for your reading pleasure (or otherwise)):
i was going to make this solely about ema because she's the obvious one with her open adoration of edgeworth, but the thing about rfta is that it goes to great lengths to emphasise the connection between lana and edgeworth as well.
the sl-9 incident showed that lana grows attached to people deeply, hence angel starr's comment on how, when neil marshall died, 'she (lana) felt like her own brother had died.' with edgeworth, i think it was similar but worse. because he's not just a coworker or subordinate who's dear to her. he saved her life. and it cost him his own.
at the beginning of the case, edgeworth says he was mistaken for thinking that lana was always looking out for him post sl-9 (a statement interesting on its own because that's when everyone else says she grew distant), and, later on, he brings ema fingerprinting powder because lana asked him to. then, of course, there's the 'lady luck' comment he makes.
similarly, on lana's side, you obviously have the end of the trial when she says he did well, but there's also that additional moment post-trial where she's the only one to notice — in a group comprising her, ema, phoenix and gumshoe — that he's 'hiding', listening to their conversation. point is, there's enough to suggest that she might have been the nearest thing edgeworth had to a mia; his 'chief prosecutor' to phoenix's plain 'chief'. they're as close as two people can be in a relationship where one of them is constantly lying and the other is von karma's star pupil.
rfta is pretty straightforwardly depicted as the case which solidified edgeworth's resolve to do what he did; i don't think i have to prove that. rumours about him have reached new heights, his car and knife were involved in goodman's murder, he makes an unprecedented mistake in court by failing to connect the evidence room and carpark incidents, thus forcing the chief of police to enter the trial to do so himself, and he's publicly revealed to have relied on falsified evidence to secure a conviction in the sl-9 case, all of which only happened because of lana. jake marshall even claims that from the beginning — that if you trace edgeworth's rumours back to their source, you end up meeting one person: lana skye.
and it gets worse because at the end of rfta, she thinks he's fine!! she literally says, 'i was afraid the pressure would break you, but you rose above it,' and reminds him he's nothing like gant because he's not alone. she leaves the case thinking he will be okay. and then, what, like a week passes, and she finds out that he wasn't, and that he's gone, and it's her fault. even after she was freed from gant's control, even after she had finally stopped lying, she couldn't prevent herself from claiming another life. so much for 'lady luck', i suppose.
and the game reiterates this multiple times. gumshoe states at the start that edgeworth's ties to those higher up in the department have made him the subject of constant rumours, and phoenix says (in front of ema) that he shouldn't be held responsible for the forged evidence because that was all lana's doing, which then leads to edgeworth commenting (again in front of ema) that he feels as though 'something inside him has died.' it all goes back to lana. we can argue and say that it was technically gant's doing that caused all of this, but lana still took actions that led to it. even her complicated friendship with edgeworth isn't spared; it's that closeness between them that exacerbated those rumours. how could she not feel responsible in some way?
and with ema, it's rather obvious, isn't it? if she hadn't gone poking her nose into things, none of this would have happened or come to light. and, of course, she'd never choose anyone over her sister, not for anything in the world — it's simply not a question, but that's the problem, isn't it? it's not a question. it's not some hypothetical moral dilemma. it just is. she may not have killed neil marshall, but she still has one king of prosecutor's blood on her hands. and now she has to live with that. she just. has. to live with it. no matter if he chose otherwise.
moving on from that a little, i think it's actually wild how much of ema's journey to becoming a forensics investigator is paved with bad memories. neil marshall's death and her subsequent inability to testify are what drives her to begin pursuing it, her first proper investigation results in her idol's "death" and when she finally graduates, the person who saved her sister has been disbarred, and she can't even help because she isn't allowed to. all that pain and constant pursuit of her goals, and she's still the same ema skye, still that girl shrouded in darkness, always one step behind the truth, one step a little too late. no wonder she was angry in aa:aj. i would be furious.
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I MISS ROADTRIPPING SO MUCH @boomerang109 @mundifinis 'i totally almost hit that guy' boom freaking out on the road despite never once coming close to hitting anyone ashla shouting at drivers but freaking out if anything even came close to going wrong perpetual passenger princess me doing absolutely fuck all always. the aux being the most fucked thing ever listening to the entirety of hadestown being asked to queue fake plastic trees in broad daylight ptolemaea coming on at a gas station. almost breaking down in the desert at night. that stupid water bottle being launched every time the car stopped too suddenly. 'return to the route' x10. maccies runs. sprinting through american niagara because we thought we were going to get a parking ticket. doing canadian niagara in 30 mins because we refused to pay any longer for parking. ride by lana del rey. me and michael by mgmt with the windows down. cleaning all the dead bugs off the windscreen again and again and again. SO many sandwiches. boom's car making increasingly concerning noises. driving 20mph bc it's nighttime. watching fireflies out the window. why are there so many potholes in america. 'guys...'
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Okay but may I suggest: Breezeblocks by Alt-J as a Philever/Forphil song.
Just look at the lyrics and the meaning behind them, my friend :)
Counter suggestion : Christmas Kids by ROAR :)
surprised i havent seen it in any playlists yet it's perfect for them??
I could do a song analysis in the context of fml but thats boring and nerdy so i will spare you
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Been thinking about it lately, but Eight seems to have 3 'sides' to his personality that shows up in different situations/for different people. (If he were an animated character, he'd probably look different as well, but that's hard to express)
Mission Mode
- Selectively silent. If he does speak, it's out of necessity or kindness to his target; has both a menacing and melancholy air. Does have a certain charisma as a result of the heavy influence of his mentor's personality being adopted into this persona. Often merciless, but not masochistic, and very, very cold in complete contrast to the usual warmth of his personality. You could say this is when he's focused on nothing but the kill, and where his designation as a Cipher shines the most. Was like this when he was younger; goes into it less now after Keeper well, basically told him he that side of him was no good.
Around Loved Ones
- Complete contrast to Mission Mode. Cheery, mirthful, affectionate and mischievous, this is when he's at his most talkative. Since he was close to Keeper, this side came out a lot even on missions as he was happy doing work in ImpIntel, but also was a result of trying to bury his past and connect to others more. He shows this side of himself because he's comfortable, but it also results in his silliest antics because it brings out the goofball husky in him. ...Nevermind the fact that it's partially a way to distract others from his bloodier side.
- With Jadus, he retains his mischief and boldness, but it takes on a cryptic air that aids a lot in keeping the Lord on his toes in their shared mindgames. Always keep 'em guessing.
Around...Coworkers?
- You could say this side only came out in the Alliance/SoR-era when he was suddenly stuck with people he didn't know. Also completely silent, but in a benign way where he just stares at you with no expression and watches your reaction out of an unwillingness to make conversation. Half of the time he's ignoring you, though. Whether his stare unnerves or de-stresses tends to vary amongst personnel.
- Incredibly quiet and surprisingly meek, since he has no interest in being more appealing to people he just has to tolerate, but ends up being more eccentric than the other two sides combined because he a) doesn't communicate and b) does whatever he wants spontaneously. Tends to be more aware of people's feelings and charitable (in his own way) as a result of being a silent observer, which can either be cute or irritating depending on who you ask.
- •_• <- his reaction to that information
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how did u find the race bestie??😼💞
giiiirl- what was that?? i have so much to say but to keep it short, i knew it would be chaos even before it started raining!! but i expected more chaos tbh oops 🥴 rip ferrari 😭😭😭
also fastest lap, baby, as fast as lightning, the one and only sir hamilton🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 i'm curious about your view, tell me everything <333
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Hey, queen! I am just going to leave this little gift for you here! ❤️
Thank you so much for simply being you and for being one of the most brilliant and talented creators this fandom has ever had a chance to encounter! Your work is simply revolutionary. (I am still squealing whenever I think of your June x Ethan WIP! Girl, you went there, and I am buzzing with excitement. I did not even know how much I needed this type of fic!)
To say I love Dr Lana Brooks would be a complete understatement. I absolutely adore her - she is a total badass, my precious sassy goddess whom I love so much. She is absolutely the type of woman I aspire to be! I cannot get enough of her, and I hope you will soon bless us with more goodies that include this beautiful lady!
I always scream out of joy whenever we comment/reblog each other's shenanigans because it never fails to amaze me to realise how many things we see similarly. I used to be worried someone might give me hell for what I am planning within my own fictional universe, but you genuinely give me the courage to stick to my vision and carry on with what I want. I have no doubt I am not the only person whom you inspire so much!
Always in awe of you and everything you do! ❤️
lin this is so incredibly sweet im actually crying right now 🥺🥺🥺
first of all this edit??? that quote??? it’s so lana not to mention the edit is SO beautiful im in love you’re so bloody talented ❤️
you’re so incredibly nice to me and im so so glad we’re friends <333 thank you for liking lana so much, despite her messiness and many many flaws— she’s my girl and im so so glad you like her!! it’s because of lovely people like you that ive gotten my motivation to write back and im so so grateful ❤️ also OH MY GOD please i love love love all your headcanons please never change them!! we stan messy stoic mcs in this house ily <3
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Obligatory Hosie fankids in the year of our lord 2024--but this time, Leo's finally introduced!! (for more info on my Hosie fankids)
I like to think that Hope's trying to wrangle the kids for a photo but the twins are not making it easy for her lol. Hopefully one day I can draw a FULL family picture of Hope, Josie, and their four kids together!
And also can't forget Hosie fankids in FFXIV AU:
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forever obsessed with Regina's conversation with Emma this episode. her acknowledging that she's built up on a lot of bad habits to the point where they're now her instincts. acknowledging that her first instincts are destructive and that she needs to actively make an effort to ignore them. her finally knowing what she wants out of life and what brings her happiness.
but also: "you hate doing good?" "YES" and how shocked Emma is by that. delicious. a full meal.
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