#and I'm ready for the chaos

[technicallypleasanttree]

LOTUS CASINO EPISODE TONIGHT

i just know that after this episode that EVERYONE will have grainy close up pictures of a poor random kid with black hair like imagine ur an extra with black hair in the pjo show and BAM everyone has photos of u thinking that ur some random emo kid lmao

#percy jackson #annabeth chase #pjo disney+ #grover underwood #percy jackon and the olympians #percy pjo #pjo #pjo series #walker scobell #pjo tv show #this poor kid #get ready for the bad photos lmao #ik everyone will have one #and I'm ready for the chaos #no hate to nico I love my little gay emo Italian boy

[angelsdean]

ok but if / when we do get a s16 / movie / miniseries continuation and. and. dean finally reciprocates and it goes canon again, we'll have ANOTHER day to celebrate. like nothing will beat the insanity of nov 5th 2020 shenanigans but imagine. destiel love confession day.....2 !!

#i'm ready. chaos machine productions lets goooo #destiel #nov 5th #vic.txt

[uncanny-tranny]

So much love and recognition to the people who don't know how they feel about recovering. To the people whose scars are fading away, and there's a sinking feeling, despite knowing that it's a good thing. To the people who miss when they were "worse," when they felt "broken." To the people who mourn losing their coping mechanisms, even the ones that were destructive, scary, or unpleasant. To those who feel guilty they're healing because their past self wasn't ready.

Whatever it is, there is nothing wrong with any of those feelings. It's a natural reaction, something you don't have ultimate control over. There is nothing shameful about yourself, and I admire the strength it takes to recognize how you feel, even the parts that do feel like the "wrong" reaction to a Good Thing.

#mental health #self harm tw #self harm mention tw #sh tw #mental health recovery #mental health support #i love you i love you i love you #i admire you and empathize with you and want to be your fellow man. i want to share this wold *with* you #and that includes sharing a world that you aren't sure you deserve or are ready for #the world can wait. humans have been here for hundreds of thousands of years. it can wait #when i think about all this what makes me feel better is remembering how many billions of people have lived #and it makes me feel better to know that there has never been a problem too big to have - to uniquely awful #i have my own conflicted feelings about this because objectively i am healing #but it feels like i have boarded on land after surviving the worst trip to sea ever... #...a trip that was plagued with my ship being flung through hurricanes and lightnight and i'm only manning a sailboat... #...and i have found land and that land is good... #...but my legs feel like they will give out underneath me because this is solid land that i have never stood on... #...and you get used to the constant seasickness and sealegs and wondering *how* you'll make it out - If you will... #...the peace feels like a ruse at times because all you've known was chaos. but it's a good ruse and a comfortable one #and so you learn i guess to sink into the comfort like a spft feather pillow

[bronzebluemind]

It’s been 0 weeks since the World Cup finale, 17 weeks to go until sgp and 34 weeks to go until next season.

#and we are back 🫠👍 #first countdown post is always the worst one #but it will get better just not now or the next weeks #trying to uphold some sense of community with these countdowns #i am not ready for the tag to die #and to not have any comps in the foreseeable future and with that no sj content #I'm fine this is fine #😭😭😭 #oh I forgot this is also the first post that gets the offseason tag this is bad #someone sedate me until next winter #yeah I am feeling totally normal about this sure that's a completely healthy reaction #the range of emotions I went through preparing this post #and in case you're wondering I always plan to prepare these posts for a few weeks or the whole offseason in advance and never do it #so of course I frantically open tumblr at 11:59 am on sundays accompanied by muttering shit shit shit and type the post and tags #plans made but chaos reigns #there are no fixed calendars out yet they are usually discussed and approved in the spring meeting in april #but I based this on the last years so it should be more or less accurate :) #ski jumping #offseason2024 #sgp countdown 24 #actually it's 25 because it counts as part of the new season but that seem awfully confusing so it stays 24 here #sj countdown 24 #same with this one technically it's 24/25 but yeaaahhh the season starts in 24 so it's fine

[insertsomthinawesome]

They are Very Professional. These two would get along. Everybody would hate that. WHEEZE (except Klee who would get a second older brother whether Wolfwood agreed to it or not)

-NO ROMANCE INCLUDED-

#Trigun Stampede #Genshin Impact #Nicholas D Wolfwood #Kaeya alberich #kaeya #wolfwood trigun stampede #kaeya genshin impact #isa's fanart #InsertSomthinAwesome #June2023 #Inspired by me realizing how old my Blog background is and trying to make a new one asdlfjLSDKJGSDG #Will I actually replace my old blog background? Um. I have no idea. I'm sentimental xD #I just want jean to see Wolfwood with Klee hanging off of him like a monkey and she's like 'um. you good?' #and he's like 'yeah' completely deadpan. #This man is very used to the chaos of little children asdlfkjLSKDJGLSKDGJ #Kaeya does not trust WW at ALL. but he thinks he's delightful fun to spend time with #and that he'll easily join in on ribbing diluc if he has a good entry point asdflkjSDLKGJDSLGJDSG #Diluc is so tired and ready to throw them both out of the Tavern

[effervescentmelody]

The angst we are about to get in Chaos Theory. My soul is about to be ✨FED✨

#I'm so ready #I like need it to be May RIGHT NOW #I will not know peace until they show Kenji's face #Kenji is probably pissed at how tall Ben turned out to be #jwcc #camp cretaceous #chaos theory #jwct #jurassic world chaos theory

[jeysuso]

#jey uso #jimmy uso #wweedit #mitb #money in the bank 2023 #mygifs* #jeysuso #wrestling tag #* #like a train. like a fucking train #just. run through me #like. #a fucking. train. #going off the rails. #ready to crash. #explosions. chaos. death. just please. #please. #i'm on my knees at this point.

[tzthrowbacks]

Im hoping by the time of the France premier,Z might miss him enough to say somthing unhinged lol. Haven't got high hopes that Disney media training still runs deep to this day😂

she's more guarded yeah but i think we need to cut her some slack because she's coming through when we're not expecting it

like emmy night was the last place i expected her to be bold and yet "i texted my boyfriend" happened 🤭

#i'm ready for chaos

[see-arcane]

In light of today’s Dracula Daily update, I want to hit on some key bits

1. Kudos to everyone picking up on the implications of what those missing items are foreshadowing, you are Extremely on point

2. Anyone want to mention what it means that we don’t know when that theft happened? How much the Count has gotten away with upon and around Jonathan’s person when he’s dared to fall asleep? 

Yeah, ‘Despair has its own calms’ and all, but the guy has to be sleeping as lightly as he can by now. Especially after the whole ‘waking up in his room after the Count carried him there and changed his clothes while he was unconscious’ thing. So he’s on guard 25/7, sleeping thin and dreamless, but the Count still found an opportunity to slip in, steal what he wanted, and slip out. 

No spoilers for the upcoming time gap, but I’ll say there’s a decent chunk ahead between this entry and the next. In that time, he isn’t confined to his room as punishment--No more silly shorthand letters, Friend! Good Jonathan!--but free (read: obligated) to continue enjoying the Count’s cordial company. Think about that. All those endless-short hours of all those eternal-brief nights, still maintaining as much of the charade as possible. 

Because the Count wants him to keep playing along. Like Jonathan’s a violin string he’s pulling tighter and tighter, anticipating the point it will snap under its own tension rather than just snipping it and being done. More friendly rambles by the fire. More dainty meals to pretend he can enjoy as the Count watches him eat, chatting all the while. More wandering the locked halls in the day, terror and talks at night, clinging to his journal as his last secret scrap of sanity, praying that at least remains unknown to the Count, lest it be stolen too.

Do you think he worries about that? One morning, he cannot find the diary on his person. The Count walks in, tutting him over yet another affront to friendship--More shorthand secrets? For shame, Jonathan.--and burning the volume as he did the letters. I bet he sleeps with that journal closer to him than the crucifix.

In short, Shit Is Getting Extremely Real for our Good Friend, Jonathan Harker, and everyone should be ready for their heart and stomach to fall through the floor during his ensuing entries after this point  

#honestly I can't wait to see the reaction to his final entry in the castle #it'll be chaos and a half and I'm so very terribly ready for it #jonathan harker #dracula #dracula daily

[pallanophblargh]

I have so many things I need to catch up on and respond to (I have severely neglected my email which is NOT good) so I apologize. I will get around to it this week I hope! 

Old followers will know that this is the norm for me this time of year as I once again rally the strength to try and make the most of my severely neglected little urban hellscape of a yard. I mean, how do you recover from the knowledge that ALL of the native milkweed species you planted over the last 4 years has died, never to return? (I can’t stop being sad about this you have no clue, I had 5+ species native to the state!) All that remains is the common milkweed volunteers that have come up wherever they feel like it, and I’m obligated to let them do as they wish. Feels bad, man. I would have killed to see that purple milkweed flower.

Have spent the last 2+ weeks getting my veggie garden and containers up and running (still need to sow beans and more kale) and I’ve got more natives/ornamentals to go into my nearly cleared side yard. I’m really really REALLY hoping my new virginia bluebells don’t die with this heat/likely drought, but I’m pretty confident everyone else will come through okay. I mean, if the cardinal flower can come back for the 3rd year like a champ, what’s their excuse? (Dear self: be thankful, the cardinal flower likes you and you know it shouldn’t and that’s rad. Also the prairie smoke plant is starting to spread and that’s really cool. So is the hepatica. And your ferns are getting big and beautiful! So remember what’s working out, ok?)

I just want my little plot to be the hopping hot spot for all the local wildlife. It’s nice to see so many critters anywhere I look but I know I can do better and that requires A LOT of work. I’ll never be anything akin to a master gardener, but I like to think I’m learning a lot every day and working WITH nature instead of against it. Battling invasives is one hell of task. (Rot in hell, creeping bellflower!)

Now if only it would rain, and I can find a way to get a rain barrel setup! (No gutters in my back yard to access for rain is a major L...)

#April rambles #gardening season!!!! #urban gardening #native gardening #attempting a kinda sorta woodland planting on the shaded half of the side yard #got my lady ferns and my maidenhair ferns ready #doing my best to keep my native plants as the majority for the yard but I do splurge on some ornamentals #who can resist peonies am i right? #can't wait for the lupines to take off I need to start expanding the native ones! #when in doubt there are always asters #my columbine got defoliated by sawflies and I'm SAD #it's still alive though but I'm babying it #having a WEED fail to return for you is a major blow to the would-be ego #i hope to fuck my new liatris comes in strong because YES!!!!! #so many tall plants that fall over it's pure chaos #looking at you 5+ feet tall joe pye weed and 6+ foot tall goldenrod #absolute beasts!

[rosebushwitch]

when will my emotional turmoil trio return from the war. Ashton, Laudna, Orym, wherefore art thou missing. come back my loves. 

#I am loving everything to do with the current group journey #I simply miss them #and you know we're on the chaos players story right now #i'm ready to be emotionally punched #orym of the air ashari #laudna #ashton greymoore #cr3

[megaawkwardhuman]

wow finale day can't believe it's tonight

it also means it's the last gay vampire day :[

for the last time this season the first four were made by @thefandomeffect-noah and the last four were made by me

sparkle on my friends

#you can probably guess but the AAAAAAAA screenshot is the card scene #what we do in the shadows #wwdits #guillermo de la cruz #baron afanas #nandor the relentless #nadja of antipaxos #laszlo cravensworth #wwdits spoilers #wwdits season 5 #wwdits season 5 spoilers #wwdits s5 #wwdits s5 spoilers #brought to you by ms paint #sparkle on it's gay vamp day!!! #friend chaos #who's ready for pain? I KNOW I'M NOT

[blujaymi]

what...what did i just watch??? the tonal whiplash was genuinely insane going from laughing hysterically to about to cry in the span of 10 seconds

now, for the break down of jarring events as i attempt to process what just happened:

blake being DOWN BAD for yang and them being all cute and flirting with weiss acknowledging :D

*WEISS TRAUMA???*

silly little auction, oh hahah yang being all punchy, "maybe this won't be so bad after all" :))

*VINE BOOM SOUND EFFECT*

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO FEEL LOVED?"

*VINE BOOM SOUND EFFECT*

"YOU DON'T HAVE ENOUGH [HOPE] DO YOU?"

awww its okay look at little being cute!! ^_^

*PENNY'S SWORD*

oh ahahaha look at blake losing her mind while yang gets her arm back and the town is in shambles :]

*RUBY HUGGING PENNY'S SWORD AND CRYING*

yang laughing and making jokes everything is okay now!! :D

"I've read so many stories. I never thought I'd be the moral of one."

"I couldn't explain why, but I was drawn to it."

weiss being so incredibly done with everything and walking in circles like ruby did and then losing her mind in the background with silly anime effects ahaha :D

*RUBY SAYING PENNY WAS THE MOST POWERFUL WARRIOR TO EVER LIVE AND GIVING THE MOST HEARTFELT AND PAINFUL SPEECH EVER*

birthday party!! ....yayyy

#i hope the chaos of this post encapsulates the viewing experience #because genuinely what? #i'm not ready for the rest of this volume if they're dropping these bombs already #jesus christ #rwby #rwby9 #rwby spoilers

[shopwitchvamp]

💖

#witch vamp #shop update #annoucement #break time #getting through everything is just A LOT and i didn't factor in how much space the preorder clothes would take up while we're- #still working on shipping them out #right now if we reopened we wouldn't have any space left to organize things that would be up in the shop ready-to-ship ;__; #and I'm worried it'd cause a lot of chaos and confusion and most likely result in order issues and mistakes #so i think it's safest and will keep us more sane to push opening back another week and then fulfill as many peorders as possible #thanks for understanding #see y'all next week

[cloudsrust]

I wake up and see a SECOND tumblr sexyman tournament poll- and on TUMBLR itself this time A-

#the cloud can speak oh boi #also me: eh oh voting timee #AND THEY ALREADY PUT MY MAN INGO AGAINST MY SKELLIE JACK?? EXCUSE ME- #I gotta skip that round you cannot ask me to choose between my two loud funky guys 😭 #We are starting the yearly chaos strong but holy fUCK- #also holy shit Spamton vs Reigen- we starting with some STRONG stuff right there omg #Edit: AAAAA WE ALREADY AT ROUND 2 IM NOT READY- #Also I just noticed Ingo was first against Bruno (I dint even know he was a sexy man what??) I'm- sdfsfsa

[angelsdean]

Victoria your mind... I think you just gave me so high expectations to s16 that everything that isn't that will disappoint me. I hope Jackles is taking notes I hope he's being fed your post dhdhddh - Val

jackles let me into the s16 writers room !!!!! but thank u val i'm glad ur enjoying my Vision💖 i can just see it SO clearly and it's the plot that makes the most sense to me and lets them bring back as many fan favorite "dead" characters as possible, everyone in heaven, everyone in the empty. we need to get rowena in here too! it's what a reboot / reunion / continuation SHOULD be, like primarily for the fans and to give these characters the ending they truly deserve which is FREEDOM and life and choice. any continuation needs to be rooted in unfucking that finale and centered on love and found family and free will. and from watching the winchesters and seeing the focus be on all those things, i just know jackles is on the same page, esp since he wants his dean ALIVE.

#chaos machine productions call me! i'm ready when you are! #replies