#and also anxious

[idunnowhattowriteheretbh]

Hi I'd like to introduce a new Narry design I made :]

Say hi to the permanently exhausted Narrator (kid) whomst Stanley uses him as a punching bag :D

Some more facts:

He went through more than 20 skip endings in a row

His colours are dull because of the endings and his Stanley

Most of the time he's very tired but also refuses to rest

He can be also called Honza

Sometimes he has trouble speaking so he stays silent most of the time

#narrator tsp #narratorverse #the narrator tsp #tsp narrator #the stanley parable narrator #tspud #tsp paraverse #artists on tumblr #my art #art #digital art #character art #lmao #i need sleep #he was fun to draw #also i figured out how to draw ref sheet :] #amari art #hehe #doodles #weeeeeeeeeee #he's so sleep deprived #and also anxious #i love traumatising characters

[surprisinglycurvaciousbatman]

Lmao so I’m taking some online courses rn due to being ✨unemployed✨ and was working on one of them at my parents’ house today. My mom glanced over at my notebook and said, “Huh! The way your letters slant make it look like you’re a lefty!” I was immediately self-conscious about my handwriting and mumbled something about how it’s just notes so my writing is super messy. Mom paused for a long time and went, “This is messy? Ohhhhh I did fuck you up, didn’t I…”

#handwriting #story time with rin #my mom and I are perfectionists #and also anxious #and probably ADHD

[silvercrane14]

Thinking about tajihana to calm me down

#I’m sooo angy rn #and also anxious #augh #it’s been. 18 minutes #crane screams

[im-psycho-btw]

hello! what tv shows do you like?

This…this is a long list…and also in no particular order lol

Supernatural

Grimm

Heartstopper

The good place

Stranger things

Sherlock

Our flag means death

Evil

9-1-1

Parks and rec

Merlin

The umbrella academy

Lucifer

New Amsterdam

Brooklyn-nine-nine

Good girls

A series of unfortunate events

The good doctor

Castlevania

Superstore

Blood of Zeus

Nancy drew

And like so many more I can’t remember right now

Thanks for the ask💕

#I’m not even gonna tag fandoms lol #ask #guysssssssss #this was my first ask #I feel fancy #and also anxious #did I do this right? #would you even tell me if I did it wrong💀

[crimeronan]

i think about this tweet Every Time i see people scared to write women with flaws bc they think it'll come off as sexist. cannot believe this is nearly a decade old. Ahead Of Its Time.....

#not just fandom writers. this also includes some very sweet very anxious people in irl writing group #clutching you by the shoulders. Make Your Women Crazier. #For Your Health And Mine Alike .

[elkscreams]

Can't be caught slacking

#jason is baby #bruce is also baby but bigger and anxious #myart #my art #batman #batman fanart #bruce wayne #batfam #jason todd #red hood

[citricacidprince]

Was forced to get a new phone today

#Bluetooth earbuds are the bane of my fucking existence and I hate them so fucking bad #I NEED those wired buds to fiddle with my hands when I’m anxious #I also like not having to fucking CHARGE the things I’m listening to stuff with #I hate this future this sucks bootyass #prince rambles in this chilies tonight

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd) #because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

[colberine]

crying some real queer tears over how anxious and scared izzy was to have makeup on and sing in front of everyone but they didn’t blink an eye and just started dancing and singing with him

#my baby’s getting love and respect that he deserves #but fr he was so anxious #he’s just like me #also izzy and wee john???? wtffff the huuug #ALSO why didn’t we see how izzy asked to have his makeup be done? we were robbed #izzy hands #our flag means death #ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers

[moggettt]

"If I wanted to take over the station's systems and kill everybody, I'd have done it by now."

#murderbot #murderbot diaries #the murderbot diaries #murderbot fanart #martha wells #this series speaks to me in a major way #reading it is oddly cathartic to my anxious angry autistic aroace self #also idk if I need to say it but #this is not a dude #it's also not a human so it's a bit of a moot point #but I just thought I'd throw it out there #my scribbles

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Happy Year of the Dragon!

#non mdzs #lunar new year #digital art #Still struggling with figuring out digital art stuff but I’m getting there #The year of the rabbit really was a special and lucky one for me. Maybe because sometimes it is also the year of the cat. #The energy of the rabbit might not be with me but I hope to have the wisdom of the dragon leading my days #This week is going to be filled with a lot of sappiness so I won't go into yet. #But thank you to everyone for making me feel less anxious and afraid with all the kindness you have shown me. #I have become somewhat domesticated now. I will sniff your hand if there is a treat in it. Maybe blink slowly at you from a distance. #HAVE A WONDERFUL LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERONE! We are all gonna do great B*)

[dilfslayer1080p]

Shoving pipes up Benreys ass again sorry

#repurposed the fountain print #the outflow keeps blowing duckweed everywhere so i nuked 95% of it and threw him in as an airstone bubble block #also mossball guardian because it keeps rolling outta sight #hlvrai #UPDATE: hes floating. i ordered new rocks this mf getting glued #Goin for that red layered canyony rock and praying they give me enough for an arch but not enough that it's gon get heavy af #it's an aqua one aspire tank with lil legs which is a stupid fucking idea it makes me so fucking anxious the base will cave in

[fox-guardian]

[ID: Digital drawings of Needles from The Magnus Protocol on a gray background. He is a thin, shadowy figure in a brown raincoat with the hood up and dark gray pants and gray shoes and black fingerless gloves. His only visible facial features are his large eyes and mouth, and needles make up his eyebrows and poke out of his chin like a goatee. He also has needles coming out of his fingertips. The first drawing is a bust showing him smiling at the viewer, and the second is a full body drawing of him posed as though walking with his hands near his sides making clawing gestures. He is smiling at the viewer with extra needles poking out from between his teeth. end ID]

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a hesitant needles design!! keeping my design pretty vague and ambiguous for now, waiting until we get more description cuz i feel like we're def going to soon enough. I imagine the needles are usually under the skin and then poke out as needed (i just drew them as brows and beard to get the Needles Thing across) (no i did NOT mean to give him a goatee it just happened)

#fg's art #the magnus protocol #tmagp #needles tmagp #needles #needles tw #i really like this guy #i Do have a more solid mental image of him but im just hesitant im like Too Excited ough #also it's like. really different from the needles designs i've already seen and i'm Anxious About It <3 but maybe i just haven't seen enoug #edit: not me forgetting to trigger tag the needles guy. FOR NEEDLES.

[arsonistmoth]

Aight eASTER GIFT TO YOU ALL. Some of my fav lambs havin a sheerin party now that the weather is getting (uncomfortably) warm. Who let their cat in to steal some lanolin rich wool tho- All these lambs belong toooo: @circuscountdowns @runningwithscizzorz @xmajordumps @ballad-of-the-lamb @cyberstarlope and myself (yea mines just...doin the full on dog shake of 'just got shEERED IM FREE MOTHERFUCKERS')

#goat draws #Cult of the lamb #Cotl #buncha lambs here #and every single one was so much fun to drawww #everyones designs are so SHAPED AND LOVELLYYY #also lmao ballad's lamb gets the sheers because him tol #also shirtless cuz thats a RIPPED lamb and it needs to be flaunted #>> #<< #sometimes ya just need a sheering party with your many alternate selves #MK IMMA NOW GO HIDE IN MY CAVE CUZ IM ANXIOUS #HOPE YALL ENJOY <3 #YALL INSPIRE MEEEEEEE

[ohoh-inmortal]

Simon's always sighing deeply and at the beginning of your relationship you thought it was because he was disappointed or mad at you but then you realized is just because dummy forgets to breathe and is always tired

#also aplies to konig if boy gets too anxious #call of duty #call of duty fanfic #cod mw2 #cod mwii #ghost fanfiction #ghost x reader #konig mw2 #konig x reader #konig x you #könig cod #simon riley x you #simon riley x reader #simon riley headcanons #simon ghost riley x reader #simon ghost riley #ghost mw2 #ghost call of duty #ghost x you #ghost headcanons #konig headcanons #simon ghost riley hcs #call of duty imagine #call of duty headcanons #cod headcanons

[offkilterkeys]

You draw tavros ugly and you need to stop. Or be better. Because your fucking bad at it.

Oh I’ve actually been working on that!!!!

Okay so basically like half a year ago I realized I didn’t like my art style and decided to do some Homestuck art studies as a means of getting better at like anatomy and stuff, and that’s where the Tavros on the left appeared from.

After I’d gotten the hang of it I started to reintegrate some of my old stylistic choices, as seen by the Tavros on the right. But honestly I felt meh about both of them cause neither of them line up with my previous portrayals/personal view of the character.

(Old art, circa about a year or so ago^ Shows I used to draw Tavros with less of a lanky body and more fat.)

So I finally decided to buckle down and get the character right and this was the result!

Now I’ll be the first to admit that it’s probably not perfect, but I’ve finally gotten to a point where I like how I draw Tavros again!!!!

The og Homestuck style has like, a lot of variation, and hero mode is honestly wayyyy more vast of a “style” than people give it credit for. Personally, I like to refer to each Homestuck style more by act/place it appears in comic rather than just blanked “hero mode” or “sprite mode,” because I like to integrate THOSE specific influences into my art.

With Tavros specifically I’d like to say the rounder shapes call back to the mixed sprite/hero mode that we see in Tavros’ introduction, as opposed to perhaps Sollux’s introduction panels, where his limbs are rigid and angular, and definitely more “hero mode,” which causes one to view the character as lankier/skinnier.

Either way, I’m still working hard at getting good at striking poses and not falling into “same body type syndrome,” as is often far too easy to fall into. In the past I found it difficult to draw skinny/lanky characters because I wasn’t super used to it, and as of recently I’ve been doing them wayyyy more but I still have an easier time drawing thicker/fatter limbs and stuff. If you’ve got any criticisms or the like, I’m happy to hear them!!!! Always looking to get better eventually :p

#homestuck #tavros nitram #gotta tag the guys who appear in my old example art #sollux captor #vriska serket #jade harley #aradia megido #guys I’m not even lying I actually like squealed out loud whenever I got this comment #I’ve always wanted to get anon hate #BUT ALSO #I’ve always wanted to get people hating on my art!!!! #idk I just get so anxious from compliments #mean comments are so funny #that all being said now I go gotta respond to the nice comments #sorry guys!!!! I’m just easily intimidated that’s all!!!!