#and i LOVED ack by the way

[bloodydeanwinchester]

okay but wait which fic was more fucked up/worse a complete kingdom or every part of the animal??? i genuinely want to know because i have not read the second one yet but i've REALLY been meaning to

#fanfic #komodobits #and i LOVED ack by the way #i just REALLY love fucked up shit like a lot

[dawnbreakersgaze]

NOPE

NO

NO THANK YOU

I don't like the way those are lining up AT ALL.

"Broken free of the shackles of natural law"

We've heard/seen Zayne be referenced as "shackled" at least 3 times before at this point. By Raymond, by the 'Narrator' ("remains shackled to time"), and in reference to the Foreseer myth. This makes the 4th. I genuinely hurt every single time the story so heavy handidly reminds me that Zayne really is a dog on a chain. The Foreseer robes even have a LITERAL collar of thorns over the neck of it ffs. It's painful to watch at this point and it breaks my heart.

"Why persuade Zayne? What he really needs is a pair of hands. Ones that can carry out God's mission and allow for God's descent."

Between this, and the one below of-

"At least he has another option. His last one"

I'm torn on which one is referencing Astra. On one hand, Astra really could be a modern made "God". An elevated man of great power, someone Zayne turned to in his 11th hour to try and save MC (though we all know how that turned out, unfortunately). It would seem that Xander Sciences is playing at God, and if we know anything about the sci-fi scene, it's that human experimentation ALWAYS ends up going ~soooo well~ and nothing ever goes wrong there 👀

On the other hand, the "last option" really gets my gut feeling going. My theorist brain is telling me Zayne is gonna go full Warlock pact and make a deal with an entity in exchange for MC's life. Only it's gonna go tits up and be a Fey pact, and because we all know how MC and he end up, clearly Zayne did NOT read the fine print (or more likely, Zayne thought he could out maneuver the rules). Ever since I read the Mt Eternal anecdote and realized the Tower and Mt Eternal are in the same location, I could not shake the feeling that Zayne already has made contact with whatever "Astra" is. Be it a very powerful person, an actual God, or someone else entirely different (like another time traveler, such as Xavier and the backtrackers). We know he's traveling back there multiple times by himself, conducting research of an unknown variety, that only he and Dr. Noah are privy to. I'm just saying if ever there was a cover up for having contact with a supernatural being/aliens/a God, that's a really fucking good one.

Whatever it is, this new lore drop has really really spelled out in big bold letters, that Zayne is thought of as a tool by a LOT of people. Xander Sciences, Astra, even the Dean of the medical academy had a moment there. My poor man even thinks of himself as a tool, one that is meant to save MC (from himself he even says at one point 😭😭😭 like oh my God Zayne stoppppp). He literally considers himself expendable so long as he saves her. Once he's done his job and secured her future, even if that means passing on the ability to save her to someone else, he's fine laying down his life for that.

And that's seriously the saddest part of this whole fucking game imo.

#lnds #love and deepspace #zayne #lads #l&ds #love & deepspace #zayne love and deepspace #love and deepspace zayne #lore and theories #i'll revisit this tomorrow but it's 4 am and my brain is buzzing with way too much information #i need to re-read everything 10× to make sure im understanding it all ACK

[perhaps-in-anotherdream]

[CN] Li Zeyan’s Upcoming Top-up SR!

“The anchor point of my every return from a distant journey is this moment right now.”

“If you’re afraid, just light up a lamp.”

—

#YET ANOTHER BOYFRIEND SHIRT ACK I MEAN HUSBAND SHIRT EDITION!!!! #we are celebrating pudding’s birthday btw!! also the way the card name is “reluctant to part” 🥹🥹 #the date also has doomsday date call back!! EVERYTHING IS JUST SO SOF- I AM ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽ #mlqc victor #mlqc li zeyan #mlqc #mr love victor #mr love queen's choice #恋与制作人 #李泽言 #love and producer #mlqc cn #mlqc spoilers

[yuttikkele]

how can a man tell so much truth about girlhood….

#talking about kaito writing ao no flag AKA blue flag #girlhood felt all three main girls were girling in the most person way possible #ao no flag #blue flag #mami my gamer girl i love you #ack #text post

[brittlebutch]

Tell me a fun Bill and Ted fact? I know nothing about them really

Bill and Ted is such a fascinating franchise to me bc it's Super Obvious that a majority of people's awareness of it begins and ends with the first movie - Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure - and yet there is so much to uncover about these dudes. There are three films, one novelization, like 7 comic series, a cartoon that ran for 2 seasons, a musical, a live action show that ran for 7 (bad) episodes, like 3 video games, and a pretty longstanding run as a Halloween Horror Nights show.

They're also extremely fun characters because there's like, such a prevalent tendency to generalize their character types, but they're actually Super specific personalities. Like, Bill and Ted don't ever use the words 'rad' or 'bro' nor any 'surfer lingo' or 'valley speak', they're not ever sarcastic/ironic they're like Painfully earnest constantly (the writers even specified that Bill and Ted are "these innocents who would wander wide-eyed into any situation and treat everyone exactly the same - completely open, completely friendly" and the Director also refers to the 'Puppy Factor' wrt Bill and Ted, meaning they should both "Be like big Labrador Retrievers who just bounce along and love life",) they Do use the word 'dude' nigh constantly BUT people always underestimate how often they'll use each other's names equally as often, and also they're really not slackers or deliberately dismissive of schooling/education - they are trying really hard, they just genuinely struggle/can't learn things right (you can tell they even kind of Value it because they do make an effort to use like, Expanded Vocabulary, it's just that they don't always fully understand the words so they'll use them wrong on accident) - i just love them so much

#'fun' in a way that's like ogh i could talk about it for forever but also the mischaracterization is SO prevalent that i'm like #any time i venture into the tag i'm like losing my mind just a little bit ack #one of my Favorite moments of characterization for them tho is in the third movie when the great leader is like basically #'20 yrs ago you performed this Huge concert at this really fancy venue. and then 2 months ago you performed at some shitty open mic' #and bill and ted are like 'yeah we did!!' and are equally excited about both mentions bc they make NO distinction between the two #and don't consider one to be more or less important than the other bc they just Genuinely like performing music and it doesn't #matter at all to them the context of that performance OR the audience reception to it bc they love music so much that all the rest #is just noise to them - aughhh i love them so much #also AUGH thank you for asking <3 #bnt

[sexynetra]

I don’t know who won the well yes off but I think I was the real winner for getting to watch a video of Marcia :)

#also the Sasha Colby jumpscare???? what was she doing there #not that I’m complaining hi Sasha #also cracker at the end was so funny like did I do okay how did I do #cracker and I are kindred spirits in every way possible (Jewish and same mental illness manifestations) #drag race #rpdr #RuPaul’s drag race #marcia #marcia x3 #marcia marcia marcia #luxx noir london #sasha colby #brooke lynn hytes #jimbo #heidi n closet #miz cracker #crystal methyd #I just woke up and I feel like I’m forgetting to tag one of the queens #ack I’m so sorry to whoever I forgot if I forgot you I still love you

[zuiz41]

Awake when the rest of the world sleeps.

#iwaoi #oiiwa #Just a doodle lol #cause for the love of god i'm having an IwaOi block #But instead of nothing to draw #I have way too many story ideas of them #that idk which one i'd draw ack #haikyuu!! #my art #my art is crappy #iwaizumi hajime #oikawa tooru #doodle ughhhh #they're bonding~ #is my grammar right?

[xx-meat-clown-xx]

KÄÄRIJÄ’S SAUNA MAYHEM ft. Australia, Slovenia and Austria  (Source)

#käärijä #my gif #my gifs #listen #i tripped and made this because i love the way his earrings dangle here #ACK #i swear i linked the source when i made this post but it didnt go through!? #anyway the source is linked now #gosh

[theenderdirewolf]

Okay so earlier today my friends showed me an image, and out of nowhere my brain decided that is now submas, I will make this work

And so have this little out of nowhere poorly drawn shitpost I drew on my phone

I know Volo wouldn't be wearing his ginkgo guild uniform from like 200 years ago in the 'present day' but hey- shitpost! (Also I drew Ingo first and then Emmet and had like no room to mess around with so)

Did I get the expressions right? No. Did I get anatomy right? Not at all- but this isn't my normal style and it made me laugh so I thought it share it!

also for anyone interested this was the original image!

#another thought i had was an excited iris in the back #i almost did that but volo came out on top #fun fact! this is my first time properly drawing the subway masters! #my boys! my darlings! my funny train men! /pos #i love them dearly #i drew ingo first but he ended up being my absolute favorite there #look at him he looks so done #(i am projecting my annoyance for volo onto them acK) #(i am a fool who trusted him all the way through and literally shouted “I TRUSTED YOU!!!” when he betrayed the player) #(before that there was a point where i literally went “VOLO YOU'RE WITH ME RIGHT?? YEAH VOLO!!” and was so excited that he was still with m #little did i know what i was in for) #anyway!! uh actual tags now right? #ingo #emmet #ingo and emmet #pokemon fanart #pokemon ingo #pokemon emmet #submas #subway bosses #subway boss emmet #subway boss ingo #pokemon volo #immortal volo #TEDW draws

[bluggluglfgh]

i just think hes neat

#sorry if the qual is bad! i dont have a way to scan it… ack #ygo 5ds #ygo #yugioh #yugioh 5ds #jack atlas #<- MY LOVE!! #yusei fudo #in the bg #yikes!! im scared to share this one tbh but i had fun so #dont ask about red drag archfiedn. i got too tired

[mattodore]

also made another pose where matthias is carrying theo as they kiss... groundbreaking stuff here

#river dipping #ts4 #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #a burning house to live in #echthroi #blender #it's just the easiest way for them to kiss because of the height disparity between them 🚶 #plus theo loves to be carried... i think he probably gives the impression that he'd be like ughhh put me down #but he actually can't get enough of it. he likes being held just in general yk... hasn't had a lot of that. so. also... matthias is strong. #and theo uhhhhhhh definitely likes that lmfao. #but ack . . . making kissing poses is sooo difficult bc of the mouths. especially!! when there's no tongue rig 😔 #also finished the pose where matthias is looking up at theo while resting his head on theo's knee <3 #it really does seem as tho i spend all my free time in blender making poses now lmao #i've made......... so many recently. like... eight? ten??? i'm not sure lmfao but i've made a Lot #rubs my oc obsessed little hands together

[thegodwhocums]

hey babes, it looks like a few of my recent new followers here are under 18. I'm not gonna chase you out but you need to know I'm in my late 30s and I post a lot about sexual topics, including but not limited to recovering from sexual assault.

this is the internet and nothing I post is going to be worse than anything you'd find elsewhere but I do want to be cautious. on the one hand it's perhaps useful for you to get perspective on how an adult grapples with some of the same struggles you're probably facing. on the polytheist front, I know for a fact that the Infamous Fascist Guy talking about Dionysos doesn't turn away underage folks, which makes him an easy person to go to for information (yikes), and ideally you would seek out alternative sources that... aren't... fascist (I'm flattered to be chosen). which is an argument against restricting who interacts with this blog. on the other hand I know unregulated occult spaces (online and irl) are great at fostering unhealthy power dynamics between more and less seasoned practitioners, and even delusional thinking esp in newcomers who lack experience with discernment. which is not something I wanna encourage.

any "ban" on underage readers/followers is unenforceable - if you're rule compliant, you'll self select away, and if you're intent on staying, you'll falsify your age. so anything I say about it is really more about my own sense of responsibility than making anybody else do what I want.

I'm not a fucking cop. you're going to learn about what you want to learn about somewhere. teenagers are curious, and not oblivious to the realities of the world - all my dirtbag high school friends watched porn, several of them went to prison, most of them shot guns, my sister was pregnant at 17 - I know you're finding out what you want to know, one way or another. but I want to be mindful of my own impact on you.

if you are underage, my preference would be for you to ask me for recommendations of other resources, unfollow me for now, and then if you're still interested come look me up again when you're a bit older. you are explicitly welcome to ask me direct questions rather than following the blog. I don't want to be censoring my posts for an underage audience, and I don't want to be giving you material that's not suitable for you. plus I lack the constitution to feel comfortable yelling about dildos in a room full of 16-year-olds.

I'm not the boss of you and it's literally impossible for me to enforce my preferences, so I'm requesting that you respect them, instead. 🤍 thanks friends.

#personal #failing at tumblr #like what do we actually mean by 18+ #is what i'm saying #how do we actually prevent and mitigate harm #and what harm are we trying to prevent and mitigate #and by and towards whom #i love u weird teenagers i want u to thrive #the best way I can support u online is send u some links to start with and then talk to u more freely when u are a couple years older #seeing a nude body is not inherently a traumatizing thing for a young person #but I do not want to be the significantly older person showing you the nude bodies #do you see the distinction? #i'm saying 'underage' in this post but i feel like under 22 is my actual 'ack' range #anyway! #that's enough tags

[deadn30n]

hey hi hello so

ever since i made the first concept for Solstice's design, i've struggled to find something that actually accentuated how i felt they looked.

i liked the m!viera model for the facial structure and some of the broadness of the shoulders / torso, but have always preferred the f!viera model for everything else. but i really, really disliked the more feminine facial features on the f!viera model which is why i kind of just stuck with the male model, since i felt the facial features on that could better encapsulate the androgyny that Solstice encompasses

however. i've finally, finally found a happy medium thanks to some mods that my friend mugen pointed me in the direction of and i think it's safe to say that i have a completed concept of what Solstice would/should look like, if they were real

someone swapped the m!viera face that i use onto the f!viera face and when i tell you the fucking pure bliss i felt finally having the look i wanted for them -- that beautiful, alluring androgyny they're meant to have as both an angel & a cosmic machine i'm just.....

they FINALLY look like how they're meant to and i'm so so so so so very happy right now. it might seem silly but Solstice is my first ever oc i've made, and i've poured a lot of love into their concept as a whole. so having them finally look the way i've always wanted them to gives me such serotonin i'm sdflkjghd

the body they have, the face they should have........

granted i did have to sacrifice their makeup mod but that's fine bc honestly they look just as fucking hot w/o it and a bunch of people i've shown this to before posting it to have said they prefer it w/o the makeup so

yippie!!

expect me to be posting more photos of them and writing them actively again hehehe

#« ooc tag. » #me giggling and kicking my feet #look at them!! #they're finally pure perfection!! #the way i finally have that gender bliss for them... #bc they're meant to look like all genders ( as they do here ) while also having no actual gender #it's great i love it #anyway i'm done being gay #b ack to writing LOL #is why i went quiet for a while #i was messing with mods

[yuttikkele]

i realize now i'm actually a really big luka couffaine enjoyer. i enjoy making fun of him

#/LH /LH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i actually really like him but in more of a blorbo way and less of a “i think he's cute” way #cuz im not totally sure BUT i feel like most people like luka cause they think he's cute and i do not. i think he is ugly sorry luka #he is very fun to make fun of what can i say. look at him. he is a weirdo /pos #but he's also just a character that is so pure of heart and you gotta love that #he has so much love to give and so many inner musics to listen to #i was thinking i wouldn't be cool enough to be his friend if we were in the same universe but lets be honest. #he is not as cool as most people make him out to be. #most of his “popularity” probably comes from him being marinette's friend and that's saying a lot since his dad is jagged stone. #anyways enough lukaposting #miraculous ladybug #mlb #luka couffaine #ack #text post

[waterfallofspace]

J/JK SEASON 2 S/HIBUYA TRAILERRRRR DAHUSJOIKJLAKSFJGNLNGADKLDJGSLGMN (spoilers in tags)

#hello god nice to meet you didnt think it would be this soon but here we are #at the pearly gates getting tossed down to the pit bc aint no way this reaction getting me into heaven #LIKE OH MY GOD dissecting this shit hold up if u dont want spoilers look away now <3 #g/eto saying s/hibuya has me ready to faint immediately #M/AHITO AHFIJSPAOJKG AGGHHHH #also hold on the music can we talk about the music???? BOPPING SO HARD???? please is this the theme ill lose it if this is the theme #k/enjaku g/eto motherfucker just looking so damn good like UGH #SO EXCITED FOR K/OKICHI AHHGGHUASOIJGN #T/OGE T/OGE T/OGE MY BOY MY GUY UGH ACK i cant take this #m/egumi looking so good and angry and and and and i know too much #GOD I CANT TAKE THIS im gonna actually lose it im going feral over here #crawling on the walls like a goddamn spider monkey or some shit #im gonna eat an entire couch just to feel something other than this #C/HOOOOSOOOOOO OH MY GOD THEY LISTENED #THEY LISTENED AND NOW HE HE HE HE LOOKS GENDER HE LOOKS GOOD THANK GOD THEYLL MAKE HIM GOOD I LOVE THEM #okay hello one second clip of g/ojo that has me so out of breath i just blacked out a little #BLOODONHISFACE AND WE CAN SEE HIS BREATH #god the glow from his eyes and his hair and and and and and #im not <3 going to handle <3 this well <3 #M/IWAAAAAAAA #OH OH OH ANOTHER G/OJO FRAME #somEboDY sEDATe ME #M/EGUMI AGAIN HELLO LIL GUY #n/obara slaying as normal #ACK THE TRIO ABOUT TO SLAY SOMEONE (literally) AFJSOIG GUYS NO I CANT DO THIS #omg that s/ukuna at the end..... damn fuck #im mental <3 im so mental <3 this arc is gonna end me #hidden inv already destroyed me utterly this- im not gonna survive this #notsnz #waterfallrambles

[goldiipond]

something i really really like about ray and isabella's relationship is that ray is never expected to forgive her at the end. it makes sense that the younger kids would all forgive her after she used her position to help them in the return to gracefield because at the end of the day, she raised them in a warm and nurturing environment and did truly love them. ray didn't really get that same treatment though.

im sure ray's feelings about her at the end are complicated to say the least, he understands the horrifying position she had been in since she was 12 and probably relates to that at least a little bit. i like the way he tells her to get over it and come to the human world with them because if he couldn't use death as a way out, he definitely wasn't going to let her do it. (this would have been much more impactful if she didn't proceed to die anyway a little later on but. gently pushes that aside <3)

i don't really think ray's 'no one is holding any grudges' line necessarily means he forgave her though? the kids know that the sisters are all victims of a horribly abusive and oppressive system, and none of them are going to hold that against them even if some can't bring themselves to forgive them for whatever personal reasons. in ray's case specifically as a victim of abuse, i do not think he owes isabella anything. it was the system that forced isabella to raise children for the farm or face death, but her actions against ray specifically were her own, and he has every right to feel a little differently about her because of that.

kill the trope of characters forgiving abusive family members because 'they had no choice'/'they're still family' give me more ray 'i know you were hurt deeply by things beyond your control but that doesn't excuse the pain you caused me' tpn <3

#skye's ramblings #ACK these two are soo fucked up theres so many layers n complicated feelings to their dynamic and it is soo fun to pick it apart. explodes #ihope this is as coherent as i wanted it to be i saw a post talking abt them that bothered me a bit and all my disorders activated. heart #i wouldve loved to to analyze how their relationship might have changed in post canon (thanks SHIRAI) but like #i think at least in the context of canon i cannot see ray forgiving her for a LONG time if ever #and ray had every right to think she deserves to live and heal too while also deciding that. he personally doesn't want to be involved w he #speaking of which i think the other 4 main kids' feelings abt her would almost definitely be complicated to a lesser degree #like isabella was never forced to break emmas leg. i think emma has a right to give her a place in their lives while also #-acknowledging the way she treated them during the escape arc was. fucked up #there would almost definitely be a period where don has a hard time looking at her without feeling a bit of resentment for conny's death #i just think it wouldve been cool to explore at least the main 5 kids' feelings about her a bit more. but its ok bc now I get to do it <3 #abuse mention