#and im bored of my hair atm

[milotickle]

Found this selfie from like 2 years ago. I should dye my hair pink again i think.

#ignore the stank face #i thought it made me look cool lmao #im so bored with my hair atm 🥲 #but my hair grows so fast that the roots need touched up constantly

[ilovemusicmore]

Women, man.

This girl that I worked with had a bf, and they got engaged shortly after I started working with and talking to her. She told me she wanted friends, cause she didn't hang out with many people outside of her bf and his friends. So I was like cool, I need friends around my age instead of way older like usual. I even painted her and another coworker things to practice painting and as presents for christmas/in general cause, new friends! But I think she mistook my intentions.. which is also 100% normal and usually what happens. So we hadn't really talked since like, March. I also had a lot of other shit going on for myself, and I recently got fired from that job (because of discrimination, I still haven't decided how far I'm going to go legally with it but I've got unemployment about to start and a last check coming.

HOWEVER. Right after being fired, and before she knew about it, this same girl at work randomly sent me a link for her brand new OF account. On said account she lists herself as bi and only mentions being an introvert sharing her freaky side. After not speaking to each other since March. She then unsolicited called me baby girl outta no where, and I haven't corrected her with the pronoun thing yet cause I'm still too confused about wtf she's got going on. She then sent me 4 voice messages over Instagram first thing in the morning the next morning. And invited me out to a gay club with her and some other gays that all work where we used to work together. All very clear signs and indications of something, right??? And then..

Then I asked her "so what's the deal with the OF? I thought you might very gotten hacked" and her reply was along the lines of "I love sex and wanted to share that with people in my life so they could enjoy me too"

"Oh, and there will be some girl on girl action soon too so stay tuned"... 👀👀👀 OK ma'am, go off.

And then my reply, obviously, after this barrage of unsolicited everything, went along the lines of "we stab, fully support a small business. I would offer to help with volunteers but I doubt you'd need help in that department"

....lame. i know. So sue me....to which she replied... absolutely nothing. Has left me on read since Wednesday. Maybe it's because I wasn't as forward as she was being? But literally the last I heard she was engaged and had found her forever person and just wanted more friends to hang out with. But then never hung out with me when I tried and then stopped talking altogether until she sent me an OF sooooooo wtf. Why tf. Why do women. Why am I like this.

Either way all I've been able to think about since is all the different ways I wanna make her come and now I can't believe I have to wait until the day they wanna go out to hang out with her and figure it the fuck out. But, I gotta wait till I get my last check before I can do anything else about it anyway. Atm I have half a tank of gas and $25 for food till whenever that gets issued. And florida only requires them to send it out within 30 days of termination so they could technically wait till after the date everyone wants to go out before they issue it. I could get 1 or 2 unemployment checks before I get my actual final check

But anyway. Now idk if I've ruined it before it could start or if she's waiting for me to reciprocate some of the forwardness, idk if I should dig in harder and figure out something else to say or if I should leave it alone and give it some air before hanging out in person. What I really wanna do is be honest and let her know how much she's driving me crazy with everything and figure out if it's the intent or if I'm misreading things but how exactly do you misread that? Why send me the link at all if you don't either wanna think about me joining or something? We hadn't spoken in months. Idk. Maybe she thought I'd find out through work and feel left out? Why would that matter tho?

WHY AM I LIKE THIS

#just shoot me please #blonde hair blue eyes a british accent and she loves cars #pleeeeease put me outta my misery #my day dreams are getting too good and i know thats never obtainable so i gotta stop #wheres my lobotomy #i ordered one after the first girl that broke my heart and it STILL hasnt shown up #i just #am really bored atm and at least have someone/something to fantasize about now #i wish people were easier to figure out without getting screwed by them first. #but like... also... if youre tryna... #just going to have to make clear comunication a requirment for anytjing cause im done for a fling if she wants but #id really like a chance to get to know her and make her happy too #idk. we'll see #fucking #t minus three weeks to hang out unless i get a check sooner and can try and do something with her

[chocsra]

"I'm glad you understand me, though."

15! Dazai x fem! doctor! reader

a/n: sorry I haven't been posting! school starts on tuesday and i am not prepared to deal w these shitheads 🤧 (update, its friday and they are no new fine boys 😔😔)

to all my dazai fans 🫶🫶 also im working on a 15! chuuya x reader oneshot atm too!

also @sosograndii who wanted a dazai fic 😭 also lmk if any of you want a platonic! fem! reader x pm! dazai where its like "when I say I like all women you might actually be the exception" bc that would be hella funny

content: being teenagers, oneshot, swearing, mentions of suicide, injuries, dazai being dazai, reader is lowkey suicidal too, Mori is kinda creepy beware 😨

"Mori?"

"Yes, Dazai?"

The brunette adjusted his white cast, scribbling doodles on the supposed paperwork he was supposed to do. He currently sat across from the Port Mafia boss, Mori Ougai, who was folding Elise's clothes attentively in his leather seat. Dazai shifted and set down the chipped pencil he usually chewed on, facing him properly.

"Do you think there is anyone else in the mafia who rivals my skills?" The Demon Prodigy asks, it may seem like an arrogant or overconfident question, but the boy has been used to being a genius at such a young age; it was rather a question out of genuine curiousity.

"Besides me?" Mori 'charms' with a smile, not so charmingly earning a scowl from Dazai in return. "Yes, besides you." He grumbles begrudgingly, slumping in his seat thinking what to draw next. "No, not at all." The mafia boss states with full confidence, "You are my pupil, afterall." Dazai groans again, dropping the pencil yet again before yawning. "Not every intelligent person is of your work, Mori." He retorts with a bored face, causing the grown man to exhale loudly. "Fine. I suppose there is one person who may be up to your level."

Dazai's ears perked up, turning to Mori interested. "Who?" The man in the white lab coat adjusted his purple tie, fluttering his eyes shut mindlessly. "A girl your age, she wants to be a doctor just like her Boss." He smiles genuinely, causing Dazai to sigh in irritation.

"Yuck."

Yuck.

Is what you thought as you stare at the lanky boy who rested on your procedure chair. He was battered and bruised, previous bandages and a large cast wrapped around his left arm stained with sweat and blood; you put on a pair of gloves before grabbing a few tools to clean him up. He was a boy about your age, or so you thought, he was tall and lanky, a black suit with an oversized black overcoat messily draped upon his shoulders. He had messy brown hair thst framed his face, one eye wrapped around bandages along his face; shame, his eyes were a pretty sight.

"Where is your boss?" The brunette asks, watching you attentively as you grab his hand and begin to wipe his beaten knuckles, pushing the bandages wrapped around his hands up. "Out. I'm supposed to take over Mori's job while he's gone." You inform, scooting your chair closer in order to clean all the gashes on his hand. "Oh. So you're that girl?" You cock a brow, turning to look at him.

"That girl?"

"Mori's pupil."

You finish wiping one of his knuckles and dispose of the cloth, motioning the boy to remove his arm bandages before the cut bleeds again. "Oh. I guess." You quip, causing him to tilt his head in interest. "What's your name?" The brunette asks, complying and removing his stained arm bandage, placing it gently on the chair; you picked it up and disposed it yet again, grabbing disinfectant wipes as you wipe his knuckles once more. "[Y/N] [L/N], you?"

"Dazai Osamu, I'm fifteen." You nod politely, wrapping a new set of bandages around his hand. "Cool, me too." Dazai's eyes light up a bit at your responses, "I know." he nods, extending his other hand to repeat the same process.

"So," you pause, carefully applying the new bandages on his other hand, they were quite cold to the touch. "what happened to you?" Dazai sighs, tapping a nimble finger on the hospital chair. "I was trying to kill myself," Your eyes widen a bit at the honesty, giving a casual nod as if it were an everyday occurrence. "However, I didn't know that there were a few men who held grudges against me at the end of the river, so I had to take care of that." He answers, you gave a listening hum at his story.

"That's interesting." You reply, causing him to raise his brows a bit; looking at you as you get up and lift his messy bangs, urging him to take off his facial bandages. "Yep, I'm assuming you get a lot of cases like me?" You wipe his bleeding forehead, causing him to pinch a brown eye shut, "Not exactly; but I mean, I understand you."

Dazai tilted his head in confusion, crimson blood collecting on the abrasion on his forehead; he seemed rather amused yet surprised. "You do?" the boy asks, you nod your head in response, finishing cleaning the wound. "Elaborate, please." he requests, his brown eyes almost sparkled into yours. As if you two weren't terrifying mafia members, as if the world just for a second; stopped to understand a few dumb teenagers in weird situations.

"Who wants to live in this world anyway?" You ask rhetorically, chuckling a bit as you grab a few bandages and carefully guide them around the side of his face. The brunette for a second, was caught off guard; no one underestimated the Demon Prodigy, the greatest mistake for Dazai's enemies is that, they're Dazai's enemies, no? But, this time it was different, just one sentence and accomodating gesture, and he felt a knot tighten in his stomach. Weridly enough, Dazai hummed in satisfaction and fluttered his eyes shut.

"I see." He replies, you finished wrapping the bandage around his head and take off your gloves, feeling satisfied with the mutual agreement. "[Y/N], right?" the brunette asks casually, causing you to nod your head in agreement. "Yeah."

"Would you like to elope out of the mafia with m-"

Dazai Osamu, that fucking womanizer.

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #spotify #15 light novel bsd #bsd x reader #dazai osamu #dazai x reader #dazai x y/n #dazai x you #15 dazai #15 dazai x reader #Spotify

[helloanthy]

who are you most mad at atm?

uum. im not mad-mad at anyone besides i guess myself but i saw some fanart of a chinese character yesterday that had thousands of notes with everyone in the tags dick riding on their ugly ass art when it looks like a racial caricature complete with not only slanted but radioactive green eyes because i guess brown eyes are too boring the same way they think black hair is too boring so they whitewashed an actual chinese actor making him blond with the ''headcanon'' that he ''lemon bleaches'' his hair like thats at all how that works. i try not to be xenophobic but with the way these slav BNF draw asian people its making it hard for me lmao. i guess im mad at tumblr for having a busted blocking system bc it still showing me this type of shit or im mad at all the english fans eating this type of racist art up all the time and boosting it in the algorithm and onto my feed

#✉️

[bombshelllblonde]

hiiihihii!! im backkkk to tell u abt my rdr playthough bc im bored asf haha

¡love this game omg!! the graphics, the story, the details UGH!!!!

hunting is actually so fun for no reason- i bought so many fancy ass guns too 😭

also my play type whenever i play ANY story game thats open world is to do every possible thing every except the actual story so i get a bunch of stuff and then its so muvh easier

in short i have 6000+ dollars 😋

bonus of exploring everything is i got thw white arabian and i love her sm ‼️‼️ i named her pearl and she is my baby

dress up is my seconf favorite hobby

my fav outfit rn is the red vest w the floral pattern on the front (i forget what its called) n the black french dress shirt underneath + the bison necklace talisman

(also arthur w medium-long length hair n short facial hair>>>)

this game is so detail oriented, its kind of insane- im doing a high honor run atm, and i came across the blind beggar for the third (?) time and the blind guy said and i quote

"that is which killing you will finally help you, friend- to hear and see."

is this foreshadowing this feels like foreshadowing

also ik arthurs dies (bc of tiktok edits and fics, they artists in this fandom is amazing!!!) and im not prepared at all 😭 im going to procrastinate so bad 

ALSO CHARLES DESERVES SO SO MUCH I LOVE HIM

yk the hole lil speech he has at the campfire yk "most human beings seem to know why they were born but, for me- its seems i was just mean ton hurt and suffer myself" that one

im bawling istg if he doesnt get a good ending im going to be writing a formal complaint to rockstar games

anyways

tw opinions (ik bro its crazy to have opinions in 2024 whattt no wayy)

ive gotten to the point in playing where im in ch 3, and the only way i can progress the actual story is to help micah rob a stagecoach or whatever

micah is a bastard and i dont like him

him as a character is rlly well written and awesome but,,,,,hes,,,slimy,,and i hate him,,,,so he can wait for a little longer ☺️

my favorite characters rn in no particular order is

arthur (obviously) , charles , sean , javier , tilly , marybeth , and kieran

my pookies ‼️‼️

moving on im so sorry this is so so long 😭 idk anyone who likes rdr irl lmao

anyway hope u have a nice day and no wolves attack you and spoke ur horse who bucks you off a cliff

(in rdr btw)

((true story also))

yo, having 6k in chapter 3 is amazing. good for you!

my first playthrough i got the white arabian and i named her Lemoyne Tree as a tribute to the state of Lemoyne and my favorite post malone song Lemon Tree. But she always got super dirty so i then went to the lake next to Strawberry and tamed the red chestnut arabian. I LOVE LOVE LOVE that one, she's gorgeous and arthur always gets that one when i play it. my beautiful baby girl Diablo <3

also yes. heckin FUCK MICAH BELL. even from the beginning he's been a slime ball. hate that man <3

i won't go too far, but just keep yourself high honor towards the end of the game. you need that to be your first ending. :')

Charles deserves the absolute world. just listening to him speak and hanging out with him at camp, and the missions you continue on to do with him throughout the game are so much fun. charles is someone i wish i could have in my real life because he seems like he would be the best person to speak to and hang out with. he is so lovely and down to earth. even arthur says it a couple times throughout the game. charles gets a good ending i promise.

my top blorbos are Arthur, Dutch, Charles, Hosea, and Josiah Trelawny my absolute beloved <33333 just wait until you go on the mission with Charles to find trelawny. one of my favorite missions ever ever ever ever!!

a lot of people dislike dutch, but i love him so much. he is my actual father. i love him.

i also hate john. let me know how you feel about that little greasy weasel of a man. :)))

i'm so so so glad you're having fun and i am very invested, so please continue to keep me updated on what ur doing because i need to live vicariously through you. if i could erase my entire mind and replay the game over and over again for the first time, i totally would

#arthur morgan #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #rdr 2 #dutch van der linde #hosea matthews #red dead redemption memes

[pixiekiwi]

Can i get a Steve Harrington blurb where he gets distracted when he watches his girlfriend put chapstick/lip gloss (you can decide) across the room? If you want it to become smut that’s your choice but thank you either way!

Strawberry Lip Gloss | Steve Harrington Blurb

YASS MY FIRST ASK <333

I’m so excited for this u have no idea, I’m not feeling full on smut atm but ill do a heated makeout scene just for u ;) There’s like barley any dialogue in this im so sorry thehehe

i hope this is up to your standards as i am not skilled in writing steamy scenes like this pfft- anyways enjoyyy <3

Warnings: Slight Nsfw implications/content.

Words: 736

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Steve couldn’t focus. No, scratch that, he couldn’t think at all. His mind was fried from sorting every single new movie Family Video had just shipped in, into alphabetical order. He sighed heavily, running a hand through his styled hair and glancing at his watch. It was only 2 hours into his 6 hour work day.

Rolling his eyes and throwing all of the sorted rom-coms onto a rolly cart, he pushed out of the backroom, making his way to the horror section. Once he made it to his destination he attempted to put out the movies correctly, but he was tired, and bored.

He let his eyes wander to the voice at the front desk, you. You had a phone nestled between your shoulder and ear, gazing off into space as you answered questions from the person on the phone. Steve couldn’t help but let his eyes wander on your features, he loved your face. To him you were the most gorgeous person in the world, he was so lucky you were his.

Shaking himself out of his thoughts he proceeded to sort through movies, about 5 minutes later his eyes found you again, this time you were staring at a book in your lap while slowly applying lip gloss along your perfect lips. Steve stared, his cheeks growing warm as he watched the lip gloss wand glide across your lips. It wasn’t until you popped your lips together with a cheeky smile did he notice you saw him staring.

Eyes narrowing into a sultry gaze, you gave him a smirk, sliding a bookmark into your book, you stood, glancing around the video store for customers. Steve saw where this was going, he himself smirked, following you into the back of the store.

You had disappeared behind the door, leaving Steve to hype himself up quietly before entering the back storage room.

He was met immediately with a pair of lips and hands on his chest, shoving him against the wall of the storage room. Steve barley blinked before his lips were melting into yours stifling a moan, his hands running down to the end of your shirt, before sneaking up under the fabric.

His hands felt like fire on your skin, burning with passion and desperation, god he wanted you bad. Your hands rushed through his once well-styled hair, pulling him as if he could get any closer.

The lip gloss you had just applied was still sticky, Steve didn’t mind, he loved the taste of it. You tasted like strawberries and mint, so sweet it made Steve’s teeth rot.

Your mouths worked together until you had to pull away for a breath. Your two bodies clung together, if they pulled any closer you would be sure they’d cause a rip in space itself.

“Steve,” you whispered, your lips a fraction away from meeting his own again. He hummed in response, he knew you wanted him just as bad as he wanted you, the question was, would you go as far as he would in this tiny store room?

“I like this new lip gloss,” he whispered against your lips, licking his own as if he could still taste you on his lips.

You giggled breathlessly in response. Your eyes met his fiery gaze, begging for more, begging to finish what you started.

You untangled your hands from his brown hair, hands gliding down to his chest, fingers curling over his t-shirt fabric.

Before you two could take it any farther a distant door chime rang, signaling the arrival of a customer, you sighed, giving Steve a knowing smirk before unraveling your body from his.

Steve let out a very annoyed sigh before his hand latched onto your wrist, keeping you from leaving the store room. Turning to face him with a questioning look, “Steve we can’t there’s-” You were cut off by his hands fixing your shirt and patting down your hair.

He gave you an adoring smile, it was then you noticed the lip gloss smeared across his face. Giggling, you used your thumb to clean up his face. You pecked his lips quickly in thanks then you rushed out of the store room to the service counter, leaving Steve in the store room.

Steve cursed the cock-blocking gods that day, sighing to himself before checking his watch once more, only 30 minutes had passed.

It was going to be a long day.

#steve harrington x reader #steve harrington #family video #x reader #steve x reader #steve harrington x y/n #stranger things x reader #stranger things #stranger things x y/n

[reikarimaaa]

:: Harami’s personal Murdoc headcanons dump ::

Harami’s hitch-notes humaNiA :

hey, it’s Harami!1! maybe I could try a consistent schedule… on my dumps I think. i like different styles, and i haven’t got one that i’d consistently stick to atm, so enjoy these experimental ones for now. okey? okey (also I accept requests, please im bored af) also there will always be a tiny bit of russdoc in my Russel/ Murdoc posts (just a little I swear)

// uh, cussing, talks of past rape and substance/ alcohol/ child abuse, slight nsfw, tiny bit of russdoc, and tampering with someone’s CGM which Harami absolutely does not condone! Also! Phase 1 centric, unless specified. //

Murdoc was the one that cut Noodle’s hair for the 5/4 video

Noodle was bribed to do so, and when she didn’t exactly like the hair no more, Murdoc bought Noodle her iconic helmet

(and a Walkman as a bonus, this was in one of my previous headcanon dumps)

as in one of my previous hc dumps, I have stated that Russel and Murdoc first met during their school days

and they interacted during a school collaboration, with the two pitted against eachother in tug-of-war, guess who won

sometimes when he’s had a nightmare of his past rape, he’ll either ask Russel to come to him

or attempt to sneakily enter the drummer’s bedroom and sleep near him instead and attempt to big spoon the big man and epically fail

and if Murdoc’s nightmare was too much, he’ll start crying and asking out for Russel

and when the drummer arrives, he tries to comfort the bassist and tell him to let it all out

the two cuddle with each other for the rest of the night, Murdoc burying his face into Russel’s chest, feeling his warm heartbeat

when D-Day happened, he was dangerously high on alcohol and the crash severely impacted the two

if Murdoc did finish another sip of wine before it happened, it’d be game over for the bassist before he achieved stardom

his relationship with Russel is quite an intimate yet secret one iykyk russdoc shippers, I see you

so when it’s just the two of them, they’ll get all lovey-dovey, but when they’re in public, they tone down the PDA as much as possible with some exceptions.. . Murdoc horny lol

Murdoc has attempted to claw at Russel’s CGM once, (this is explained in my Russel headcanon dump. also don’t do this! It’s dangerous!)

and he still apologizes to Russel about that until this day, even if the band has mostly forgotten about it.

during interviews that little Noodle is also in, he’d constitute cussing like shit for kid-friendly terms like shoeshine or fuck to fickle yes this is creative

due to his quite abusive childhood, he’ll try to act all tough before eventually cowering when someone of higher strength outwits him or worse

and whenever he gets into fights, Russel is there to fix his ‘boo-boo’s’ as he says, russel really is the dad here

whenever Murdoc’s head is pounding bad, he’d take an unhealthy amount of aspirin and painkillers

and he keeps some crack and weed stashed under one of the drawers in his Winnebago in case pain killers ain’t doing their job well enough

he once let Noodle paint the outsides of his Winnebago, never again

lots of bites, hickeys, kisses and licking when in bed and you end up smelling like alcohol and drugs the next morning even if you hadn’t done any of them

sometimes when Murdoc wants to get away from it all, he’ll bring either Noodle or Russel out for a night stroll

just to have a little bit of bonding together, stargazing, talking, whatever

Murdoc’s envious that the fans seem to be liking 2-D more than himself, so he regularly beats him up just to make him seem more ugly even if the end result isn’t exactly what he envisioned, he also just does it for the thrill

whenever either Russel or Murdoc wants to engage in sex but the other is too tired to do so, they usually settle for cock warming or intimate fondling

— hearts , Harami

#gorillaz headcanons #gorillaz imagines #harami’s headcanon humania #russdoc #russel gorillaz #russel hobbs #russel x murdoc #murdoc gorillaz #murdoc niccals #2 d gorillaz #2d gorillaz #noodle #noodle gorillaz #gorillaz #Reika’s writing

[thelizardperson]

okayyyy seeing barbie the second time and some things i noticed that i think push more into the critique of barbie - on the first day where barbie has a perfect day and gets the perfect breakfast, she sips the milk but doesn’t eat the waffle, in fact barbie doesn’t actually eat. ever. and its not because she cannot as a doll, again she does the action of sipping milk, and in fact does even drink actual tea in the real world, but she doesn’t even pretend to eat. now i do think its a stretch but i think this could be greta’s nod to how barbie being an unrealistic body type can lead to unhealthy eating habits

-  even barbie world where everything is perfect and women rule the world, they still carry the harmful social dynamics girls experience when they don’t do femininity “right” - weird barbie is still ostracized and exiled for being weird. The Barbies still worry about having perfect hair and Barbie’s flat feet are considered unequivocally gross.

- something that im still thinking about is that at the end of the mom’s double standards speech, she ends with “i dont know” and i dont know if its intentional but both times ive listened to that and gotten to the end im like okay wow. but uh. what was the point? and that i dont know at the end makes me feel like it is a critique on like, feminism that is just about pointing out the things wrong with the patriarchy without offering a real solution ? (im still trying to understand my own take on this tbh) and how like this sort of rhetoric managed to snap the barbies out of their patriarchy trances and magically solve everything but like. that doesn’t work in the real world. the real world is aware of this dichotomy, take sasha, the politically correct middle schooler, who is portrayed not just as an exception, a nerdy sjw, but in fact as a cool girl, leader of the intimating middle school girl posse - she knows that women are mistreated, but that doesn’t solve that companies “still do patriarchy very well, but just know how to hide it better“. Like i guess its that the message is here. everyone knows we Should treat women better, but how do we institute that kind of change? As we see with the way barbies treat each other and approach beauty as a necessity, even just putting women in power doesn’t necessarily solve it? im not sure, but i think somewhere in here is the heart of the movie, this movie which says only men in power doesn’t work, but neither does just women in power. - ordinary barbie... who is she? are we able to glamorize and idolize a regular woman? I think “mattel” says she will sell because she is relatable, and that is what people are clamoring for atm, especially youth who want accurate representation and to be seen. but like, idk the consequences of that are not discussed. Will she stay relevant? Will she ever be as iconic as stereotypical barbie is? Can she be? - The way mattel is portrayed in this movie is ... interesting. I think a lot of it must be censored/restricted by the actual company’s influence on the film, but like... hmm. They’re portrayed kind of as an “average corporation”, boring office, all male executives, the quip at the end being like oh if ordinary barbie sells we’ll make her. But also the ceo not caring that ken is making money, and only “caring about little girls and their dreams” was a weird, unexpected line for me. is this them trying to protect their image? like an oh we do only really care about making money but we can’t just outwardly sell patriarchy because that would look bad? or was that genuine? Is he too lost in the corporation sauce that he sold himself on that idea? Also because the executives are portrayed very de-humanized and lacking in autonomy (honestly some of the least human-like characters in the movie about dolls).

#just wanted to spill/work out some of my own thoughts about this movie because like watching it the first time i definitely missed a lot #but im still working to understand the messaging #also still thinking about like gender. in this movie. #and i mean like gender outside the man/woman dichotomy #as like that is the Foundation of the movie is man/woman #but i dont think its fully ignorant to the reality of the fact that there are complexities #like #there's alan. #alan who's not a ken #but is also like less lumped in with the kens than non-barbies are with barbies #like there's skipper and midge but they just like go along with the barbies #but alan #he's not part of the kens #also the middle schooler who warns barbie about sasha is quite androgynous #anywho #barbie #barbie 2023 #barbie movie #barbie spoilers #long post

[courfee]

got tagged by the lovely @killianthefirst i barely have any wips and only have boring titles atm so this list is pretty boring (also this is marauders, next gen, les mis and original work wips)

Emma Lilly Luise neu

jegulus bits and pieces

17. 10tihay

13. Scorp diary / 13. Tagebuch Scorpius Malfoy

He turns my cheaks the colour of his hair

kiss me with words

im just gonna assume since the last time yall wrote a whole lot more new things so im just gonna tag @iceprinceofbelair @messrsage @ryder-the-writer (but like no pressure and if you feel like youre just repeating yourself dont feel like you have to)

#yes im still putting the scorp one in here because i am determined to continue it eventually #same with the les mis ones because i actually like what happened there #and even if not i guess abandoned wips are still wips.... #tagged #pretty sure last time i put in more wips but at this point thatd feel like cheating idk why

[all-the-bad-dreams-that-you-hide]

Tagged by @madame-kareninae-karenina <3

Rules: answer the questions and tag fifteen mutuals.

1. Are you named after anyone?

Nope :/

2. When was the last time you cried?

3 days ago in a fight with my mum (i don't cry a lot but that is like the one thing that always ends with me crying)

3. Do you have kids?

hahahahahahahahhhanooo

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

constantly and i love it

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

hmm. probably their hair? and their style, or specific jewellwery they wear maybe

6. What’s your eye colour?

brown! it's got lighter as i've got older though

7. Scary movies or happy endings?

ok so i thought i hated scary stuff for years and then realised i didn't lol but still trying to work out the boundaries if that makes sense??? but not drawn to happy endings. my favourite kind of film is where no big things happen really? like slice of life. and more ambiguous/nostalgic/sad than happy i think. sorry i just refused to answer this

8. Any special talents?

i can wiggle each of my eyebrows individually. i can solve a rubix cube in like 1-2 minutes. im weirdly good at throwing things in the air and catching it in my mouth...like...super good

9. Where were you born?

in a hospital in the uk

10. What are your hobbies?

writing, playing guitar, kinda scrappy art like collage + drawing +painting. i get really into various crafts for a while and then get bored of them, so atm it's crochet which im loving!!! but knitting on and off, i had a friendship bracelet phase (i made one with CRABS on it!!!!), jewellery making, candle making, needle felting, embroidery, you get the picture. so i have a lot of stuff in my cuoboard waiting for me to get obsessed w it again :/

11. Have you any pets?

2 cats <33

12. What sports do you play/have played?

looooooooool

13. How tall are you?

5'7 

14. Favorite subject in school?

english im a slut for words

15. Dream job?

ok so dreeeam is i'd love to be a writer i think. but then become a psychotherapist later in life.

@sea--shore @boytoycowboy @heartslobbf @young-dog @mothscaled @whispersinthesleep @fragiledewdrop @jamixe @euripides-s

[punk-ballerina]

I’m doing this cause I’m bored and sick at home lol. I’m gonna try to do it all tonight lol. I kno that’s not how ur supposed to do it.

1. Hight: 5’9, CW: 232, SW: 244, GW: 150 , UGW: 100-115 (whatever I look best at mostly, I’d be happy at 120, but I don’t think that’s gonna be small enough. It’s not rly about numbers so much as aesthetics for me)

2. I’m 5’9. Yes, I like my height, but a lot of the dudes where I live say I’m way too tall to be attractive. No taste.

3.

I like her slender and elegant body, but she still looks strong enough to seriously injure a misogynist lol.

4. I’m scared my hair will fall out, which is important since I’m queer and all the homosexuals like fluffy hair. I’m scared about loose skin cause I have a high sw. I’m scared I won’t be strong anymore, which is smthn I take great pride in, and I’m scared about brain fog cause my grades are super important to me.

5. I’m losing weight because I want to be beautiful, and I want to be able to have a shot at the ballet industry. I think I’m doing it mostly for me, but a lot of it is for social acceptance.

6. I binge rly bad. I think it’s because healthy food takes forever to prepare, but also, I’ve been diagnosed with BED.

7. The know I’m trying to lose weight, but they don’t know I’m Ana.

8. I don’t actually do a specific one atm. I burn about 3500 kcals by just existing, cause im a rly active person. I want to start tho, cause ballets off rn. Comment any ideas that you think I should try!!!

9. No, not really.

10. Sugar and carbs. They’re sooo addictive lol.

11. Right now this second it’s @hellokittybubble, because I saw a list of tips on their page. Idk if it was theirs originally, but they have a lot of good stuff on their blog lol.

12. Mostly I just binge honestly. But when I’m actually doing good I eat fruit and fiber 1 bars lol.

13. A mix honestly lol

14. My ugw is somewhere at a weight I feel hot at. It’ll probably be around 115 I think. I’m planning on reaching it by this time next year.

15. I’m not either cause my family rly like meat. I’d love to go vegan someday tho, not just for the weightloss benefits lol, I rly care about animals

16. I’ve wanted to lose weight since I was about 10

17. I’ve been diagnosed with BED and body dysmorphia. I think I’m ana, but I don’t have a medical diagnosis

18. My biggest weakness is mac n cheese or ice cream lol.

19. The last time I ate fast food was a couple months ago, which is pretty good considering I work at a fast food place

20. Im doing the abc at the moment with one of my buddies ( dm me if u want to be buddies, I like friends!!!). It’s going pretty well. I honestly absolutely love all those themed diets tho. It’s so cute.

21. Fun question. I wear a large if we’re being technical lol. Me personally, the bigger the better tho. I will wear 3x and no one can stop me. I want to be able to fit an xs.

22. I don’t rly have a lowest weight, I’ve always been kinda fat.

23. Yes and no. I wanted to be muscular for a long time so that I could look like black widow, but I can’t look like her and do ballet. Her story was DEEPLY inaccurate lol. She’s still beautiful and my role model tho.

24. I don’t rly have opinions on them. I’m using the tags for this so I guess I like them.

25. I’ve tried to purge a bunch of times, starting when I was about 12. Ya gorl ain’t got a gag reflex tho lol.

26. Being beautiful and feeling good in my skin

27. Mostly I binge a lot lol. But when I do stay strong, grosspo and fantasizing about the future of being skinny helps a LOT

28. Sort of, but it’s not totally necessary for me, I mostly want a tiny stomach and waist and arms.

29. For everyone else, beauty comes from within, for me, beauty is being perfect.

30. 1. I was homeschooled for the first 16 years of my life 2. I want to be a tattoo artist and piercer or an esthetician OR something to do with film when I grow up, 3. I’m sick rn 4. I’ve been in ballet since I was six, 5. I was the first female wrestler at my highschool, but I got kicked off after 3 days cause of something to do with homeschooling lol, 6. I have orange hair, 7. I love art, 8. I’m obsessed with the pirate core aesthetic and dream of dressing like that irl someday, 9. I’m in theatre (shocking I know) 10. I’m a makeup addict

Sorry if it kinda sucks lol, I was rly bored and there’s no way I could remember to do it 30 days in a row. If anyone wants a friend pls dm me!!! I’m down to talk about pretty much anything even tho this is a pr0 Ana blog!!

Blessed be

#ed coach #tw ana diary #tw ed rant #pr0ana diet #pr0anna #pr04ana #tw ed not sheeran #tw eating issues #disordered eating thoughts #ed no sheeran #ed disorder #ed but not sheeran #ed moots #ana coach #ana friend

[provider-of-pronoun-checks]

hello!

im bored atm so i thought id come talk to you while i bleach and dye my hair :]

-🦇

Oh hi!

Ooh what color?

#Not a pronoun check #Zee's convos! #🦇 anin #🦇 anon

[basslinegrave]

so i got the dw mobile game yesterday and aside from the fact that i cant read japanese (and being totally lost), its surprisingly solid??

kinda reminds me of the psp dw games i used to emulate on my phone few years back but better lol it also runs nicely on my phone even on the highest setting and looks good

its surprising that theres no annoying ads or anything and the game is f2p if you dont use the store which is great

the gameplay itself is very repetitive for now, i guess the main part is the actual story/dialogue - which i wont bother translating until i get to characters i actually care about, sorry. its just too much work.. that said, the lady guiding you (forgot the name if its an existing chara) is the least interesting thing to me.. now, not being able to translate the entirety of the game makes me lost on the story, but i assume its something orochi-like, especially with the lady being a mystic (..right?) and the mystic outfits (which i cant help but call minty toothpaste recolors) and the dark ones (i really dont like the blonde hair on everyone. looks good on like, gan ning i got. idk. but much better than the red green blue recolors for those dw8 outfits from the other game i dont know the name of anymore)

i just now unlocked the characters page with all the lines and dialogue, something i always liked unlocking so thats nice to see

but what im actually in for are the cards!! the art on these is beautiful, and i couldnt find the stories for the ones i wanted online, so i bit the bullet and decided to try to get them myself somehow

im also so excited about the dw3 outfits! atm i have no idea if there are outfits from other games (or planned to be added) because what i wouldnt do for a dw5 ling tong outfit (just gimme all actually) and also surprised about the dlc ones?? call it timing, but seeing the swimsuit ling tong outfit event upon opening the game was. unexpected lmfao (out of all this one??.. give me the mad hatter pretty please)

im not going to search for more stuff that the game has to offer as i like the surprises and it might keep me excited to play more

i saw people commenting about getting bored with it after a while but seeing that they are adding new stuff all the time, i might stay around to see what it has to offer

#thoughts are being thunk #long post #a review from a person that plays the games for 2 characters ��️ #better than dw9 i think #would 100% be better than dw9 if you could have a tiny house and go fishing in this /hj #dynasty warriors

[pray4byron]

okay i know i said i was going to sleep but my possibly pink eyed-eye is bugging me so much to the point where i just can’t so i’m gonna do this cause this has been rattling my brain and i’m very eager to know haha

although, yes, i match YOU guys up with hazbin characters, but i can’t help but wonder… who would YOU guys pair ME with? 👀

this is in an experiment and i’m dying to know so i hope to fucking god this post doesn’t flop haha

also take this as a meet the guy behind the blog kinda deal lol, a more in-depth ‘about me’ if you will

anywho, yeah i’ll describe myself and shit haha, you guys already know my name, i’m mio! i use she/he pronouns and to be honest i’m not too sure what my gender is, kinda flip flopping around with labels atm, but as of late i’m not too into labeling my gender haha, i’m closeted at the moment and usually flip flop my gender expression between very feminine and masculine appearances depending on who’s around, i’m bisexual, i have a preference in gender but have no fucking clue what it is yet haha

as for personality, most irl people ik would describe me as a total black cat, im lowkey a bit grouchy and tired and i have a tendency to bitch haha but my blog kinda takes that side of me and chucks it out the window haha

most describe me as mature for my age, some say i have a wide vocabulary but im not sure lol. im not a massive judge of character, especially my own, but i do know i am extremely empathetic. i wanna be a psychologist when im older so feelings are kinda-sorta my jam lol.

in relationships, i have a tendency to communicate a lot of how i feel, just cause i can’t stfu and i feel it’s the respectful thing to do. like i wish i could be one of those cool, hot mystery people but i cannot for the life of me stop talking so…

also!! as much as i’m a massive black cat around most, the moment i have a partner that kinda flips, i’m all over the place. i’m a massive golden retriever/sunshine kinda girl the moment i have a partner.

my love languages are words of affirmations and physical touch (receiving), as for me, actions are so hard to decipher i end up needing to just hear it — also i’m big on praise lol so i just need to hear that you’re not mad and i’m doing everything just fine haha

appearance though, i’m on the shorter side (4’9 or 4’10, unsure as of late haha), i have circular glasses with thin, black frames that are almost always surviving by mere glasses tape (they get broken a lot from sports lol), i have slightly tan skin, and black hair with brown/caramel highlights that goes to about my chest, and it usually gets tied up and pulled into a hood when i’m presenting masc haha, i have brown eyes, and i’m very flat XD not even slightly curvy lol

my style though is so basic 😭😭 when presenting fem, it’s like one of those popular middle school girls it’s not even funny, like the uggs with the nike socks over the leggings and a nike sweatshirt or some shit (i know im boring, shush) but when presenting masc i tend to be in a hoodie (with the hood up) with shorts that go to above the knee or just plaid pajama bottoms with like converse or air forces, but every once in awhile i’ve dress a bit alt like with ripped jeans and fishnets w/ doc martins and a band tee — but rarely haha cuz im too lazy

anywho, that’s me!! i’m very interested to see the pairings for this :)

#mio’s matchups ! ☆ #mio’s yapping ! ☆ #hazbin hotel

[brokeass-dumbass]

Okay so I have this fantasy, in a future where I've found either a fun kinky friend group/dungeon club with much gear, or an extra kinky Dom gf who has a little more toy money than I do atm, or both... I really wanna do a meds vacation (ie: a weekend to two weeks off my adhd medicine, which was recommended to me by my doctor as a way to keep my body from needing a higher dosage prescription too often), in bondage. :3c

Cuz, like, going off my meds is torture. I can't focus, I'm unstimulated and get bored, which makes me depressed... I know I SHOULD do a meds vacay like a couple times a year, but I'm actually pretty scared of trying to do that on my own. I'd need someone to take care of me a bit while I'm off meds, to make sure I actually eat and don't get sucked into a depression well... but I'm also way more moody/have less control over my emotional regulation when I haven't taken my meds, which means I'm kinda a bitch and annoying to be around without my meds. :-/

Buuttt, if a lil bit of good old bdsm was involved... well, that sounds more fun for everyone, doesn't it?? >:3c A weekend off meds, but strapped up snug as a bug in a straitjacket, being tended to, tormented and teased by a mad scientist girlfriend??? Or locked in full body prisoner restraints, sentenced to wash the fucking dishes and whatever else the corrupt warden of the space prison demands of me???? Maybe a bit of each????? Gagged and bound while she shaves off my hair and I pretend to cry, as if a nicey buzzed and super sensitive scalp isn't exactly what i wanted in the first place???????? >w<

Or maybe just a quiet, normal week off meds... but she keeps my ankles shackled and bans me from getting online??? >:3c And probably some other, spicier things, but I'm trying to keep this blog marginally PG-13. ///=u=///

I've kinda known I was a kinky fuck for some years, but can you believe I didn't realize I was a sub until the pandemic hit? (Something something self bondage, something something business boom for bdsm gear shops. We've all seen the articles right. :B) But what do I do with this knowledge?? How do I meet local kinksters/meet and date kinky lesbians or bi chicks (nb inclusive in both cases, im an nb lesbian myself)? ...Renfaires? Join a d&d group? Get into LARPing?? Hrmm.....

[mackjlee9]

Ah yes, i didnt think of u having dark hair my bad, its already hard for me to get my hair to a pastel color and im a natural slightly darker blonde. Hope u dont mind my chattiness

It's okay, I don't mind it 😁😁

I'm bored atm so I appreciate someone I can talk to~

#.~chatting w/leon~. #.cutie anon💕