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tens-tense-and-tensed · 10 months

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hate when i tell people doing something triggers me and then they purposely do it to trigger and when i get mad they say "it's just a joke"

like man i trusted you :/

now i'm just seething in anger and i can't even do anything about it though i would like to plough you through the ground and tear off your limbs :/

#personal #people #people are such dicks #fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you #and if i had any good fucks to give i'd give it to a pig and spit on your face #in front of that pig #so that the pig knows you are a spit-worthy scoundrel #and it never ever tells you which type of soil it feels uncomfortable in #mental health #adhd #stims #i'm just so angry #and uncomfortable i want to scream #and pull my hair out #ugh why don't i have the authority to send people to hell #probably because half the earth would be in hell then because i'm an impatient bitch #ARGDHJFV UGH

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meownotgood · 7 months

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no even if it was the doggy position he'd lean against your figure and nuzzle his face to the crook of your neck, one arm embracing u tightly that man CANNOT even fuck you without making sure you know you're loved - bnuuy bunny bun

oh you're so right... I've always thought that too...

aki is just the sweetest to you, even when he's fucking you from behind he's still treating you so softly — he presses his body close to yours, practically leaning against you, and he grabs your chin and tilts your head up so he can kiss your forehead. he's so slow and gentle with every deep rock of his hips to make sure he won't hurt you.

and since he can't see your face from this position, can't look into your eyes, can't kiss you as easily as he wants to, he ends up talking a whole lot more; aki leans in close to your ear and mutters constant breathy words of reassurance, telling you how good you're making him feel, how perfect you are, how much he loves you.

god, you're beautiful, so beautiful, he's mumbling in his smooth tone, he holds your waist steady with one hand and drags his palm over your back, your side, down to your thighs, his touch so gentle it could only be his. you can hear him breathing hard in your ear, can feel his heart pounding in his chest when he wraps an arm around you and pulls you closer. he kisses your nape, rests his hand over yours when he sees you grabbing a tight fistful of the pillow, his fingers caress your knuckles ever-so delicately as he fucks into you nice and slow until his pelvis is flush with your ass. you feel so good, want you to moan for me louder- can you say my name baby? that's it... I've got you... I love you, love you more than anything...

#I was happy when I first saw your ask because I always think of this too lolol #he's just.... so soft....#okay maybe he could look into your eyes by making you tilt your head back and that'd be kind of hot #but that's super uncomfortable for your neck and he wants you to be comfy #he'll run his fingers through your hair while you bury your face in the pillow and scream #it's like... I've always thought doggy is kind of an impersonal position because you can't see each other (maybe u understand)#but aki makes it *very* personal #he's constantly running his hands all over you and making sure you're hearing his voice #aki. I need you #ask mags #aki <3 #aki hayakawa x reader #aki x reader #aki hayakawa smut #aki smut

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chaikajpeg · 3 months

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kageyama tobio | haikyuu

reference photo: link to the japanese website

model: Ran Takahashi, photo shot by 矢島康弘 (Yasuhiro Yajima i think)

#my art #kageyama tobio #haikyuu #to continue my thoughts from the previous post #look. i used to ship kagehina HARD. i still find them cute. i still find a lot of other haikyuu ships cute #but when i see people *seriously* saying that “everyone in this anime is incredibly gay” i feel so damn confused #the main reason i love haikyuu is precisely because it doesn't have any ambiguous male-on-male fanservice like “free” cough cough #and i feel uncomfortable when i see a huge amount of people scream GAY at every nice interaction between men #but obviously everyone is free to interpret a work of art the way they want #it'll be a cold day in hell when i tell someone they have no right to interpret a work of art a certain way because it's “unethical”#this was just some food for thought #thanks for coming to my ted talk #traditional illustration #pencil illustration #hq

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laineystein · 4 months

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My safta never trusted goyim. To the point that she straight up did not like them. And when she left Russia to live with us in America she practically did it kicking and screaming because she didn’t want to continue living in a place surrounded by so many goyim. She’d make comments and my brothers and I would all snicker because she’d say ridiculous things about how all of the goyim hated us and how they’d all sell us out if they could. It all seemed so extreme.

I’m not laughing anymore.

My safta was absolutely right. She’d seen the violence that comes from the indifference of goyim and she was merely warning us.

You all hate us and I trust none of you.

#I didn’t have many goy friends before all of this and I now have one singular goy friend left #(and she’s barely goy because her boyfriend is an Orthodox Jew and they’ve been dating since we were kids…story for another time)#I genuinely want to scream at the goyim I even considered acquantances #what an embarrassment that was #why did I even bother?#I don’t care if my aversion makes you uncomfortable #your antisemitism puts me in danger but here we are

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quietwingsinthesky · 1 month

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if supernatural was any good, they would have had mary and lucifer sleep together in the apocalypse world. this would have solved zero problems with the show, but it would have created a hundred more interesting ones than they already had.

#they could have done this. for me.#it should have gone really well too. for mary and lucifer i mean.#because that would be 1000x worse for everyone else involved. if mary enjoyed herself and bonded with him.#doesn’t even have to be much of a bond but like. just enough that when sam and dean are there. it’s so incredibly uncomfortable.#sam like :) this is the second time my mother has slept with someone complicit in torturing me. i feel normal about this and its not #messing me up so bad im going to scream. this is fine.#dean would freak the fuck out about it though. openly and loudly. it’s *lucifer*.#which. of course. trying to tell mary that she’s not allowed to do what she’s already decided she’s doing because dean doesn’t want her to.#yeah. im sure that’ll go well.#lucifer doesn’t even have to do anything to drive a wedge between them besides sit there look pretty and eat mary out until she screams.#easiest job in the world #and most importantly: it would have been hot. literally just let someone walk in on mary pinning the devil himself to the floor.#why not give me this one thing huh

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emily-mooon · 3 months

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Nordegrim Scream AU but they are instead Randy and Sidney and not the Ghostface duo

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sweetmoonbeam17 · 4 months

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thought everyone should know that if you're on a plane and you play astrid goes for a spin right as the plane starts speeding on the runway, then romantic flight will start right after you take off into the air & the earth disappears below

science tested

#httyd #though i guess i don't recommend listening to music too loud when on a plane #esp during take off because its so loud #but if you have noise cancelling earbuds #do it #best if you had a window seat #obviouslyyy.#still flying sucks 0/10 so uncomfortable and so many elbows and babies screaming #i really want a dragon

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golden--doodler · 5 months

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@dianadeadwing’s recent art of Tina getting into a fight made me think about how Gene really is the sweetest Belcher family member. Okay, yes, I am biased because he’s my precious baby boy, but there is legitimate evidence for this.

Now, Louise is Louise, and would love to throw down with someone (though I doubt she would do it very often, as she’s a big fan of spectacle and long-term revenge and not actual fist-fights).

Linda was ready to fight Cynthia, and in general, if someone annoys her, she’s more than willing to go out of her way to upset them. She’s very similar to Louise in that regard. Don’t even get me started on how she was while driving the food truck.

Bob has his whole rivalry with Jimmy Pesto, and even though he’s more lowkey about it (usually too tired to fight someone or hold a grudge), he will throw down in the right situation. For example, in Burger War when Jimmy Pesto insulted his kids, he didn’t even hesitate before pouncing on the guy.

But Gene is different. He prefers to solve his issues in other ways. Such as in Drumforgiven, where he wanted to settle his dispute with the store owner by simply having a music battle, not an actual fight. And his response to getting kicked out of his own band in The Itty Bitty Ditty Committee was to almost give up on music!! He was barely even mad at everyone who kicked him out. Sure, he was upset, but he hardly held a grudge against anyone, and forgave them immediately when they approached him at the end of the episode. If Tina or Louise had been kicked out and cared as much about the band as Gene did, I can guarantee they would’ve been planning some sort of revenge.

Revenge never even crosses this boy’s mind—as another example, he even straight-up refused to cheat in the race in Torpedo!! He’s just so sweet 🥺 He also didn’t even want to prank anyone in What A (April Fool) Believes!!

#gene belcher #he is just like me fr #he’s so cute and sweet i want to squish him and tell him he’s doing great #okay but him saying “i like april fool’s pranks but just not the part where someone is confused or uncomfortable” 😭🥺#he just cares so much about other people’s feelings. he gives me some empath vibes #anyway gene hates conflict and cares so much and it makes me want to scream (in a good way)

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bucksboobs · 9 months

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I’m the anon from the post before and I understand what you mean! I guess I just took differently when I watched the show. I don’t think Charlie or Nick was upset about Ben being closeted I think they (especially Charlie) we’re just upset how Ben treated Charlie the entire. Also I’m not saying this to be rude or start anything this is just how I saw it:) I think Charlie was angry (as he should) about how Ben treated him through out the relationship they had and not about him being closeted. Because I do believe if Ben just communicated better and treated him better and didn’t treat Charlie the way he did it could’ve worked out. I’m just saying that I didn’t see them bashing Ben for being closeted only bashing him for treating Charlie the way he did without acknowledging how it felt for him.

Yeah I don't think Charlie or Nick is mad about Ben being closeted but weirdly I think the narrative is and that's what irks me. All his issues and bad behaviors are because he's closeted (you said yourself that it's because he's closeted that he treats Charlie the way he does) but the story doesn't seem interested in exploring that so much as punishing him for it by having both Imogen and Charlie yell at him and then throwing him out of the series before he can improve at all.

And when this show is so renowned for it's love and celebration of queer experiences and identity it will always feel out of place that Ben was left out in the dust seemingly because he and his experiences were too complex.

#ben hope #heartstopper #sorry if you really like the show but I am absolutely not the only one that found the handling of Ben uncomfortable #especially when the character is so so young literally the same age as Nick #to deny him the chance to grow feels wrong to me and a lot of other gay men who didn't have our shit together by 16 #like this kid hasn't even taken his GSCE's which I assume are similar to the SATs or the Baccalauréat!#he needs to be given the opportunity to grow and he essentially gets the door shut in his face when he's trying to apologize #and to add to it Charlie gets that 'ambush me into accepting your apology' line that once again frames his own growth as a manipulation #which is FUCKED UP!#and from a writing perspective portrays the hand of the author pointing and screaming Hate This Boy Hate Him Hate Him #and the hand of the author should not be that obvious #it makes it feel disingenuous and as if Ben is just a stand in for someone who treated the author poorly #again this is all from a narrative perspective not a character perspective I want to make that clear because I see gay mutuals being lit up #by people who think Charlie should have been forced to forgive Ben or something #but thats not at all the argument any of us are making here

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aengelren · 6 months

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I need you all to talk about this. I need you all to use every platform you have. Supporting palestine doesn’t mean you’re anti jew in any way, shape or form. They bombed a christian hospital and killed 700 kids, a mosque for people seeking shelter. 50% of the population in gaza are under 18 years old. Let that sink in. They are murdering CHILDREN. This is genocide. This is a disgrace towards humanity. I want you to use your voice.

#do not ignore this. i want you to WATCH. does it make you uncomfortable? imagine how he feels #imagine how all of the children and mothers feel #i just saw a little girls dead body. i want to scream at everyone staying silent #do you have nephews? children? siblings? cousins? even thinking about it being my family makes me want to shrink and hide in the safety of #my home #they are being silenced so SPEAK FOR THEM.#before anyone even says it #the statement of 40 israeli babies beheaded has been re #has been retracted by the white house and the journalist who spread the news.#‘soldiers told me they belive 40 babies were killed’ and later apologized for spreadung thus lie #i know both sides are suffering #they are all victims of the governments but let’s not forget who funded hamas.#israel.#terrorists all of them.#i am beyond words.#palestina #free palestina

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deathbycoldopen · 2 months

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I find it really hilarious how old tv and movies (and not even that old tbh) will have the QUEEREST fucking storylines and then in a panic slap some bioessentialist comphet dialogue on top like that’s going to cover up the gay

I guess the no-homo intern has a much longer, prouder history than I realized

#this is about star trek tos btw #this episode I just watched made me want to dust off the old destiel tin hat and sharpie SPIRK across the front #and the episode wasn’t even amok time #like!!! zephram cochran just had a century-long love affair with a blob of gas #and then got uncomfortable when the enterprise crew pointed out that it was love!#kirk gave a whole speech about a logic-based alien being not being able to love a human man properly #and the alien changed into a human!! to love properly!!!#while the enterprise crew were completely willing to accept that the blob alien COULD love cochran properly!!#they slapped some dialogue about the alien being a woman and gender being somehow a universal constant (lolololololllll)#but this episode all but screamed ‘love is love’ and drowned out all the rest #simultaneously queer and homophobic #such fun

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shummthechumm · 10 months

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still in awe at the fact that the erins refused to give tawnypelt and crowfeather--2 of the 6 main POVs in a 6 book arc--any POV book of their own.

one of my biggest issues with crowfeather (pre-feather fridging anyway) is that he’s extremely unlikeable and unsympathetic. oh poor angsty boy wants to beat up old people and is constantly aggressive to everyone else for no perceivable reason?? at least tawnypelt was a pre-existing character from a previous book/arc; we can make inferences from her actions in TPB, though i still think she needed her own chapters.

crowpaw?? a character who was not previously introduced??? nope! just have feathertail constantly vouch for him and tell the others “he’s rlly nice if you take the time to know him!”

take her word on it, trust us he’s actually super deep and mysterious and not a terrible candidate for a romantic relationship trust us

#wc #tnp fails in so many ways as a sequel to TPB #say what you want about oots but most of the negative trends you can see post TPB were #exacerbated or born in TNP. you can TELL that these writers were not planning a sequel series #i feel bad because its so obviously written on the fly but also the authors created these major narrative flaws here and then chose #not to correct them later on #arc 1 isnt perfect but you can tell it was written with basic plot structure in mind. every arc following it falls off by the 3rd book or so #which is ridiculous. crow is a pretty significant char going forward and they want us to like him so bad #shummy screaming into the void #oooh i could make a killer video essay abt tnp in general #EDIT: TO ADD BTW THE WAY HE FALLS FOR LEAFPOOL IS EXTREMEMLY UNCOMFORTABLE AND...IDK IF THEY MEANT IT

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vimbry · 6 months

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tmbg's assertion that their songs aren't autobiographical leads me to believe "whole lot of glean" must be about a fictional person who coincidentally has a whole lot of copies of an album named glean that they are signing and they are not enjoying doing that

#I like whole lot of glean. like genuinely.#I like the bitterness of ''you said you wanted this job'' lmao #I think the fact it starts with a frustrated groan/scream turned into a vocal melody is funny #never understood the ''oh they should be grateful'' mentality around fame. every life experience sucks in some ways #love when a notable person does a good whinge and grouse about stuff #yeah I bet signing for ages over and over while dealing with personal life events Is tedious and uncomfortable #their songs being largely non-autobiographical is the defence john linnell could use if anyone made that criticism for this one #it wasn't him complaining about signing copies of glean it was countess boochie flagrante who said that #none of these tags are facetious btw I'm serious

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licorishh · 1 month

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Hey as a super introverted but not shy person I'd just like to say the jokes about extroverts "adopting" introverts to "get them out of their shell" are actually completely unfunny and it just goes to show how little respect a lot of y'all have for the fact that we genuinely don't want excessive social interaction and that y'all are forcing us to do something that brings us extreme physical and mental discomfort because you perceive our introversion as a failing rather than as purely a difference in personality.

We don't need your "help" to socialize. We're not children. We're simply not interested in spending every waking second of our lives talking to people and being talked at in return.

#again i scream from the rooftops that there is a monumental chasm between being shy and actually being an introvert #a shy person is someone who's afraid of social interaction. an extrovert can be naturally shy.#a shy person can WANT lots of social interaction but simply have not learned to feel comfortable in social situations.#people who are just very introverted simply have little desire or capacity for excessive human interaction.#we're not “afraid” of it. we just don't enjoy it and it wears us out.#you don't need to swoop in and save us because we can't handle ourselves. we're perfectly fine thank you #extroverts are constantly demanding that we get out of our comfort zones but few of you are willing to make the alternative more comfortabl #if you're a very extroverted person please do not take it upon yourself to jokingly “adopt” introverts you meet.#it's not funny and it's not helpful. it's irritating that you perceive our quietness and low social battery as something that needs “fixing #we won't miraculously learn to love and be comfortable with excessive human interaction. that's not how we're wired and that's OKAY #i'm honestly getting so sick of the “the lonely introvert and the extrovert who adopted them” memes #i can guarantee you that if you are an extrovert who operates this way then your introvert “friend” is actually probably very uncomfortable #and just don't want to say anything because they think it would be rude to bring up the fact that they don't want what you want from them #this does NOT mean extroverts and introverts cannot be friends nor am i saying all extroverts are annoying or that they all do this #i'm simply saying that if you are very extroverted and you have a friend who's very introverted #then it's on you to be aware of your introvert friend's limited social battery and STOP pressuring them to just “put up with it”#don't spend every second with them constantly talking. be willing to spend some time just in the quiet.#be willing to let them bow out of something if they're exhausted and are low on social energy.#don't expect them to want to come to every meeting or party or get-together because it WILL drain them completely.#be willing to let them spend time alone when they need to to recharge.#letting an introvert cool off and recharge when they need to is ALWAYS going to make social situations less stressful for them.#PLEAAAAASE take their feelings into account and understand that they do NOT perceive social interactions the way you do.#most very introverted people do not find socialization relaxing or invigorating. they don't do it to unwind #they have to unwind AFTER lots of social interaction #that's about it. thank you and good night

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