131.4 today. School as started. Period is coming, I’m in a real plateau. Any held with breaking it welcome.
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The only part of me that I think is truly good looking is my face. If I were skinny I’d be so beautiful… all I have to do is lose this weight and I’ll be perfect right?
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one of my favorite low calorie lunch/snacks!
however much chopped carrot you want (i usually go for under a cup, which is 52 calories)
whatever seasoning blend you like (0 cal)
i like to take two whole carrots, peel and chop them into little bites and sprinkle seasonings on them. they're super good for killing salty cravings but filling because of the fiber in the carrots.
my favorite seasonings to put on them right now are noble made bbq blend and trader joe's mushroom umami (i also love vegan ranch seasoning on these but i am out of it right now) you can also use everything bagel which is yummy but it does have calories so if you're wanting to avoid extra cals i wouldn't use it :)
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is losing their period a major motivation for anyone else?? I haven’t yet but I really don’t want kids or anything so the idea of becoming infertile from my ed is very very tempting to me.... I feel like I’d finally feel “sick enough” if I lost it omg
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Need to feel better, going on a 48 hr fast (maybe longer)
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I saw someone else do this so
for each note this post gets I'll walk 1000 more steps tomorrow
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help
I know not many people will see this and that’s kind of the point but I’ve reached a point where I don’t know what to do with this disorder.
I want to lose weight, be skinny, I need to, so badly, but I don’t think I can wait the time I would have to if I did it healthily,
at the same time, I know that ana shrinks the brain/kills braincells etc, and it will make you stupider, which is a sad fact and something I accepted. But I am also plagued with this need to succeed, I’ve always been sort of the dumbest of the smart people and I want to improve so I can reach my goals and get the job and life I want, but I fear if I continue as I am I won’t be able to do that.
Is looking good and not being bullied worth my whole life? Even if its not, I don’t think I could even carry on without it.
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okay yeah maybe im not losing any more weight but i am maintaining so who's the real winner
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the smaller i am the more peace i feel
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