#anyway. anyway. shit fuck balls. yeah.

[sparring-spirals]

Do you think Laudna would hold some resentment when she heard about how it went down? I saw some people saying she would have done anything to make them choose Imogen and I can see her begging them to choose her, if not doing more, but Imogen didn't even plead. Laudna is very kind and puts oother people before herself, so I don't think Laudna would be mean to anyone because of that, but deep down, do you think it would sting? As in "I would do it all for her, but she wouldn't do half for me?"

Okay, so, I think this question is kind of doubled, because there's the direct question of "How would Laudna feel about how her death went down with everyone else & Imogen's role in it", but I also think there's a secondary implicit question of. "Did Imogen really try everything she could/if Imogen cares so much why didn't she try harder or offer more pushback/ reacted More or done something more in the moment" which I. Would like to address. Perhaps a bit defensively. So. Sorry.

tl:dr: I really do not jibe with the reading of "Imogen not fighting harder was bc she didn't care enough" interpretation, and while i could maybe see Laudna taking in the series of events as a sort of awful condemnation/indicator about how important/valued she is. I think its more likely for that to reflect in a negative self estimation/affirmation rather than resentment towards the others.

But to focus on the first q, first:

I don't know if Laudna would hold resentment, per se. I think that whole situation was an absolute nightmare and there were no good choices, and I don't see a world where Laudna comes back and doesn't see that, or try to understand that. Could hearing about it drive home some personal fears and bad feelings and questions for Laudna? Yeah, defs. But i feel like that negativity has a higher chance of going in than out. I think it could sting, sure. But I'm not sure Laudna, at least the Laudna we knew as she died, would have the mindset to view it as a "Well I would have, so why didn't she?". Rather than a, say: "Well. Of course. Of course." (And tbh, Laudna's opinion of Imogen is such that I'd be surprised if she heard ANY eval of the sitch and went "Well why didn't Imogen do more" instead of "Well I'm sure my beloved light and Target of Many Projections And Hopes did everything she could AND she brought me back, so-". I am saying this with the requisite levels of exasperation and affection.)

Also along those lines- I don't know yet what the Bells are going to do to try to get her back. But i think that would influence it as well. Bc i don't think they're going to make small swings.

And for the second, implicit question, which tbh I- really don't agree with. At least 40% of it might be personal read on Imogen and just Personal Beliefs, so I'm going to lay out as much of it as possible and we can go from there. If this is knee-jerk and off topic, my apologies.

Okay first, can we just- all agree that the entire situation was a clusterfuck from top to bottom? it was dire as hell, folks. Three of them died. It must have felt like a miracle it wasn't more. Everyone rattled and still trying to act. Fearne, freshly not dead, had never even done a revivify, and they were looking at. An impossible choice. Two are down. You can only choose one.

How do you choose which of your friends to kill?

(Let's be real. In that situation, that's what you're choosing.)

I really, truly, from the bottom of my heart read Imogen as the kind of character who is very used to pressing down her comforts and her wants to get things done. In regular situations.

So what happens when you want something, you want it so badly it feels like it could kill you if you lose it, when you need something, and you also know, you know with zero doubt, that pursuing that want means you kill your other friend.

What happens when this whole shitshow feels like it is your fault, your memory is still fresh with these friends dying to send a message to you, personally. What the fuck kind of right do you have to demand, your other friend die for this, for her, (for you, for your wants).

And at this point maybe we get a: Okay but this isn't about Imogen, this is about LAUDNA, who is the one who actually needs to be brought back to life, this is about Orym, whose life hangs in the balance as well.

And you're right. You're so right and I have so many feelings about it here have this excellent meta by @professorthaddeus about it so i don't add 8 more paragraphs here but yes. It's not about Imogen, right? it shouldn't be.

that's the point. that's the problem. i really, really think the depth of that want played right into why Imogen wouldn't have pushed back more, why Imogen was desperately trying to figure out an option that wouldn't kill one for the other- threatening Delilah, mentioning Laudna having been dead before. This wasn't about Imogen. This couldn't be, not with Orym lifeless looking up and Fearne's voice shaking and Laudna dead, Laudna dead-

(Imogen had also tried pleading, she had just pleaded, she had begged and tried to give in and- it hadn't done anything. It had accomplished literally nothing, her begging and desperation had done nothing but expose her friends as weak spots for Otohan to target and oh god that is so. so fucked up.)

(Also none of this even takes into account the whole "Imogen was probably still extremely shell shocked and disoriented after being a human shockwave and probably in some level of denial", but know I'm counting that too).

(ALSO the way Imogen yelled at Ashton after to treat Laudna's body with dignity, more than once. Those outbursts and insistences are just so. just so.)

And okay one last thing is this, which is this meta about Imogen and how she deals with Problems vs how Laudna does and I think its maybe relevant again.

god im getting off track a bit here maybe but like- i really think Imogen's reaction was heartbreaking and so fueled by love and fear and shock and panic and- understandable given a nightmare of a situation.

and i definitely think the details of this might impact Laudna, if she were to hear about it, although in what ways, as always, remain to be seen. But my guess is- not good for her self esteem. Everything else is a bit more up in the air.

#critical role #cr spoilers #c3e34 #laudna #imogen temult #character meta #spar speaks #ask away! #laudna meta #imogen meta #this fully turned into imogen meta and is also. Again. So Damnn Long. #also i wasnt kidding about the 8 paras professorthaddeus's meta sparked a completelt different meta which i wrote up and looked at and went #oh this is fully not relevant to anything. so. #anyway. anyway. shit fuck balls. yeah. #speculation #technically this is only 3 metas in one! which is an improvement from the 6 that were trying to escape!!! #i probably should edit this more but. Its Late And Im Tired and might not have time tomorrow. so uh. enjoy. #side note guess who just realized ive been mistyping jibe as jive. which are two similar looking but Different™ words #sleep time. #my meta

[archivistprotocol]

this is an alice dyer appreciation blog. my girl might be suspicious sometimes, but goddamn, what a woman.

#tmagp #the magnus protocol #alice dyer #am i a simp? #fuck yeah i am #listen i'm a simple lesbian #i can appreciate a woman with a wicked sense of humor #and says some balls to the walls kinda shit #don't look at me and my heart eyes go away #SAM I COULD TREAT HER BETTER THAN YOU #anyway

[cheemken]

Strife.

Hs stuff w @altairtalisman now hahah

Love how in this and the one w Jam I'm still throwing hands lmfaooo

#homestuck #mage of space #pince of rage #art tag #god this fucked me up lmfao #anyways #ibis materials my absolute beloved #always saving my cant do backgrounds for shit ass #also #yes i know i forgot the cape of the mage outfit #i only realized when i was nearly finished #and ofc i was getting tired™ so i went yeah fuck it we ball #also didnt get to put in my little crown😔 #but hey yeah happy 4/13 hahaha

[possibly-eli]

once again posting a reminder (very gently, when you consider how fucking frustrated i am) that i am anti-kff! there are otherkin terms that people can use and, instead of educating themselves on this, they actively CHOOSE to belittle and bully otherkin folks, all while being a teensy tiny little bit ableist in how they go about it. its not a "erm these people are just minding their business and they're ALSO kin anyway" NO they are NOT. they are, by very fucking definition, either 'hearted or 'link (IF their connection is genuine ANYWAYS). that is NOT. KIN. and its kinda fucking telling if you think a community whose entire existence hinges on deliberate ignorance and harassment of a group is equal to the group theyre harassing and bastardising the terms and experiences of

#am i making ANY FUCKING SENSE #i swear to GOD #"dni antikin (this includes anti-kff) no the FUCK it does NOT #because kff ISNT. KIN #JESUS FUCKING! CHRIST!!! #kff “kins” are LINKTYPES and HEARTTYPES most often (again. if theyre not just being hashtag quirky on the internet) #also please please fuck off if you use the word “k/nn/e” i dont even care if you arent kff just. please go away #im stressed as balls man i dont like having to think about shit that stresses me out and annoys me but here i am! thinking about it! #this isnt directed at anyone btw i just keep seeing “omg this character is one of my biggest kins (kff)” and im so fucking tired of it #its mainly on tiktok anyways so im kinda shouting at air but fuck off #and like even when i see other ACTUAL otherkin/nonhuman/alterhuman folks say “oh yeah i 'kin' this character for fun” #it makes me so aggressively uncomfortable cause just. use 'link' man #use 'click' or 'heart' #stop Doing That cause thats not a fucking kintype and you are contributing to the problem (though minorly compared to other stuff) #theres also this one server wherein people would act and talk about their hearttypes as if they were kintypes despite outright saying - #- THEMSELVES “oh yeah this is a hearttype” #do you know what a fucking hearttype is? #are you stupid?

[dorkicon]

bitching abt my job again

tags contain frank mentions of transphobia and homophobia

#this happened like. i dont know. a month ago or something but i still keep playing it in my mind #for those unawares: theres been a fucking community outrage over the pride display at the library i work at #and have been working/volunteering at for 5 years #only it never went up. it never went up. bc the mayor came in as a quote unquote private citizen and demanded it taken down #despite the fact that patrons are required to fill out complaint sheets and even then it isnt ensured a display will be taken down #so obviously its a misuse of power that hes spinning into him being a concerned citizen #and i made a whole post bitching abt it and im doing so again (hi) bc i didnt like how our director responded to it #and yeah. so there was a board meeting after that right. well i set up for them as i usually do and let me tell you. that was the first #--time more than like 6 people came to spectate. it was insane. #and i guarantee that this months meeting wont have half as many people that fucking crammed themselves in there to complain abt gay ppl #bc of course they dont give a shit about the library #they just care about how scary the queers are #and yeah it was a shit show. i learned we have a far right organization in our town #and i was sat right in front of her husband the whole time #(standing actually. i was standing between him and my moms chair and he was sighing and grumbling the whole time bc he couldnt muster the #--balls to ask the 5 foot 2 fag in front of him to please move lol. small victories right) #when i say her i mean the leader of the freaks. idk. chairman? anyway she had a whole speech about how like queers are bad and cutting #the penises off little babies or whatever and she pulled up this passage from a book that was part of the display #its some book by the youtuber rowan ellis-- here and queer i think was the title. it was cataloged in our ya section and contained passages #talking about like having safe sex and what dildoes are and all that kind of shit. just really clinical descriptions imo. im not familiar w #--the youtuber really but im assuming they wrote it as informational bc shocker: teens be having sex. unsafe sex. especially queer teens #sourse: i was one of tgose #and...think for a moment. remember when you were a teen. youd rather fucking DIE than listen to your parents give you the sex talk #and chances are if youre gay your parents arent even going to know WHAT gay sex is (hugging without shirts on) so youre going to look #--elsewhere #bc if youre a hormonal fucking teen youre going to figure it out one way or another! especially if youre from (cough) a podunk shitwater #--town like mine that ran on abstinence by way of sex education #i think teens deserve to have access to that sort of information through trusted means. and i do mean het teens too #but no these fucking morons put on airs like everyones waiting till marriage--no! not my becky sue! as if they werent fucking around in #--holy shit i reached taglimit. i didnt ecen know there was one. hold on

[jorvikzelda]

had a dream I called the Danish emergency services (I was in Denmark) and they hung up on me :(

#was trying to tell them about leads i found in a murder #i also dreamed I had my hair cut and the hairdresser cut it way too long #(different dream) #also I kept biking to some church that doesn’t exist irl. not sure what i was doing there. going to concerts i think? #i am not religious never have been #was wearing my winter coat and a wool hat and embarrassed i was wearing that much so early in the year #even though it was cold as balls in the dream #also my bike had two really big lamps #but only one of them worked. or. so i assumed. didn’t actually try #OH and then i dreamed manda was recommended a random funny facebook post about one of my family members with like 900 likes #and sent it to me because it was funny also not realising it was my family member #creeped dream me out to hell and back #anyway big night for dreams idk why i’m using tumblr as my dream journal felt important #don’t usually dream this much/vividly/remember all of them at all #i did wake up in mis murder mystery dream though so maybe that’s why #oh yeah the murder mystery dream was like fucking. point and click video game format. i was walking around the apartment where the murder #happened just poking around shit until i found 3 leads which was my. goal? and then i called the police #and actually at first i accidentally called the swedish police. i forgot to put the danish country code in front of the number. so i hung up #on them and called the danish police instead #i’m not sure that’s how it actually works #like idk if you need the country code or if your phone will recognise what country you’re in i feel like it’s the latter #also the cell coverage was really bad so i heard like half of. what the emergency responder was saying #z talks #not horse game #sso spoilers #WILD FUCKING NIGHT IM GONNA GO BACK TO SLEEP NOW

[sapphicsnzs]

just me life updating about moving and other ramblings in the tags lmao

#self obs #not snz #this shit is so stressful what the fuck????? #i also have a million projects due on sunday that i’ve barely started so saturday i move sunday i library #i am so happy to get out of my current living situation cause the people i live with couldn’t give two shits about me #it’s giving my childhood lmao🧍‍♀️ #also i got diagnosed with pcos this week and am going to be starting meds for it next week so if anyone has any suggestions lmk #i heard back about my research and i got accepted so im super excited about that!!!!! #anyways my life is all over the place right now but hopefully after this weekend i’ll be on the up? #all my finals are in the next two weeks so i’m just so stressed #i can’t wait to eat a real meal i’ve been living off of energy drinks this week like 800mg of caffeine plus my adderall #yeah my doctor is very concerned about my heart but like fuck it we ball #anyways i’m stressed so i took a few shots lmao i hope you all are well #hopefully i’ll be more active and posting snz stuff soon #TELL ME WHY I FORGOT ABOUT MY OCS lmao i’ll write for them soon i promise #ok goodnight i need to pack more

[spaciebabie]

Bro why not make the whimpering yourself? You’ve gathered a handful of simps who share the same want ! And you are an artist so you can practically create whatever you want, yeah?

no time :[

like i have a lot of suggestive and borderline nsfw art i have thought of in regards 2 him but i just. have no time 2 sit down and actually draw it

#spacie splains #ugghhhh #this post is kinda nsft #so yeah #nsft #i mean im just mentioning it but yk #everyone knows i want 2 fucvk him its not even like. #anyways #also if i drew it myself i think id hate it lmaooooo #going thru a bit of an insecure spot artwise #which being unable 2 draw for weeks on end is not helping lmao #b/c i usually just keep drawing till i feel better #the last time i drew something was #checks my watch #ONE MONTH AGO!??!?!?!? #UGOUOGUOHOUHOUOUOUOGH #HELP MEEEE FUCK DUDE #THIS SUCKS BALLS #DRAWING HELPS ME EMOTIONALLY REGULATE NO WONDER IVE FELT LIKE SUC H SHIT LATELY

[alecodys]

ctv cody is so sillay his parents never gave a shit abt him nd neither did any of the kids at school but he stopped caring ages ago so now he just does whatever the fuck. he taught himself how to cook at the age of 8 bc he couldnt wait for one of his parents to come home nd make dinner (microwaved noodles) at 9pm. the chess thing still happened to him btw.

#i <3 the lore ive made for all these guys bc a lot of them r like. yeah its just the normal version but w some minor changes #whereas for others its like. fuck it we ball #camp tv #ctv cody #this isnt a spoiler so i feel fine sharing it but post-s2 noah takes cody home to meet his family and his parents make dinner #and noahs like 'dont worry if u find it spicy my family wont bully u for having milk. not much anyways' #nd codys like oh man dont worry i LOVE spice. i got this. nd noahs like yeah lol ok sure (thinks cody is talking abt cinnamon max) #nd then when the food is all laid out cody hoovers that shit up. no morsels left. its like it was never there in the first place. #noahs family loves him. they think hes great. their quirked up white boy w the sauce

[sofarsogoodsowhat]

two y/o stick n poke finally looks cool >:)

#I KNOW JTS PATCHY. AND I ONLY GOT THE LAST WORD AND HALF A LETTER IN THE SECOND WORD FILLED IN #BUT IM TIRED AND MY HEAD HURTS. ANYWAY #I AM SO SO SO SO SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS RECORD #anyway oh my fucking GOD aside from the patchiness im so fucking happy with how this came out. most of my shit i freehand on myself and hope #for the best LOL #if i need to i’ll draw an outline in my sketchbook first to practice and get it right but coloring i just go in balls swinging and figure it #out as im going. i can sort of paint and i used to actually color my drawings so i DO have an idea of what im doing #but anyway yeah so what i did here was pull out the record and just kinda bullshit the blood off of that #IT WAS SOOOOOOOO SO FUN TO DO I HAD SUCH A GOOD TIME WITH THIS ONE LIKE GOING IN BETWEEN THE LETTERS AND THE LITTLE SPOTS ON THE OUTSIDE #i need to finish designing shit for my mom :( need to do something on someone else or i will die

[hungerpunch]

actually no. ykw. i want to go off about this. this post has been weighing on my mind all fucking day. look i know that 99% of the work that needs to be done in order to not view myself as a tool for people to use, as a thing that is only worthy of love if i am a tool or a weapon, is internal. okay? i get it. i take my ass to therapy weekly. i do the therapy homework. i'm so fucking aware.

but also. consider that for people like me, everyone in our lives gets comfortable using us like a tool, too. i'm just a thing for people to pour their troubles into. and you know what's hard? setting a boundary. saying "no wait i'm a person, please love me like a person and not like a tool that you use." that's really fucking hard. do you know what's harder? doing that--and then getting ghosted instead of loved like a person. when you set a boundary with your friends and family and they decide that actually if they can't use you like a tool anymore, you're not worth the effort.

this shit fucking sucks. it fucking sucks to have the people you love--that you love so much you turned yourself into a tool or a weapon for them--decide that you're not worth the fucking effort to be loved as you've asked to be loved. which, btw, isn't even anything high-maintenance, it's just asking to be treated like a fucking person!

and yeah i know. get new friends. substitute found family for blood. that doesn't mean it's not fucking heartbreaking & deserving of its own mourning process to realize you have to let the current ones go.

so what i wanna say to everyone, everyone who is a close friend or family member to someone else, are you using them like a tool? like a weapon? like an empty vessel? do you care? do you know anything about them? have you checked? can you do any fucking better than that?

#you know what it does rly it makes u appreciate the few that actually give a fuck a REAL fuck about you #anyway yeah i've been fucked up and sad as shit for MONTHS about this thanks and goodnight #wiring my jaw shut and taping all my fingers together and binding myself into a tiny ball so that i can never be used as a tool again #no more being a fool. #text post #the kvetching department #heartspace

[goldicthehedgefox]

what i don't get is how Shin got defused but Goku and Vegeta didn't get their tails back

especially Vegeta. that mf didn't lose his tail until way after adulthood, he has no excuse to not have it when reverted to Child

#the saiyan tail erasure is real and i hate it #dragon ball daima #goldic rambles #WHAT ARE THE RULES DAMMIT THIS SHIT MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE TO ME #'they got time reversed on their bodies so that's why Kibitoshin defused' ok so give Goku and Vegeta their tails back you cowards #AND EVEN THEN Goku didn't really lose his own tail until he was almost an adult anyway GIVE HIM HIS TAIL BACK #if any of you say Universe 7 saiyans aren't born with tails I'm gonna strangle you #like yeah most of the living saiyans are human/saiyan hybrids but Gohan was still born with a tail #Trunks Goten and Bulla could probably grow tails if they tried hard enough #i'm gonna be so mad if Gohan got reverted as well and HE had his tail while HIS DAD AND VEGETA DON'T #DESPITE BEING PURE-BLOODED SAIYANS #GRRRR GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

still can't get over "there's no homophobia in ofmd!" claims, as if we don't get a flashback of childhood stede being the target of a rousing game of "smear the queer"

#ofmd #our flag means death #stede bonnet #stede fucking bonnet #mine #txt #og #s1e01 #ofmd fandom crit #q slur #<-i dont usually tag this but in this context... yeah. #anyway if any of my followers dont know: smear the queer was a children's game much like tag/red rover/red light green light/etc #one kid is chosen to be ''queer'' and everyone teams up against that kid #either pelting that one kid with balls or all chasing them and trying to tackle them or something along those lines #it was before my time but my parents remember playing it. and it's the kind of insidious homophobic messaging #that gets to kids before they even know what gay means. like my parents forgot abt that game until adulthood #and they were like ''oh SHIT. that was homophobic.'' #like modern (or 70s-80s) au badminton kids probably wouldnt KNOW ''we're bullying stede bc he's gay'' #they would think ''the name doesnt MEAN anything! and we just choose stede all the time bc he's such an easy target'' #''All in good fun!'' as badminton no. 1 said

[widevibratobitch]

.

#me: i wear makeup for fun teehee #also me when i go out in public without makeup: everyone hates me and i should kms #anyway. yeah. funny. i just feel like i dont deserve to live and take up public space if i dont make an effort to conform even a little #but then again its not like i actually do my make up to be 'pretty'. i just like to make sure that there's enough #colourful glittery bullshit on my face to distract everyone who looks at me from the fact that im fucking ugly as shit lol #but i also genuinely do have fun doing it and i like looking Extra #idk maybe i wouldnt be having these issues if i had a more conventionally attractive face. but i fucking hate everything about it #and wish i could just claw it all off and start anew. and get a new skull too. one that doesnt have the bone structure of a fucking ball #idk i just feel like it's so fucking unfair that i look like THIS #and also simultaneously won the FUCKING OBSESSED WITH HOW I LOOK AND AM PERCEIVED trait in the great lottery of Things Wrong With You #i wish i could just not care. #but then again idk maybe it makes sense. maybe id be a much worse person if i were pretty since i wouldn't feel like i need to be #on my best behaviour 24/7 and must constantly Make Up For It to others so that i am Allowed to idk have basic human rights ig #anyway. bitches be like 'i hate plastic surgeries'. 10 minutes later 'i must get a nose job or ill kms'

[cornbeefcycles]

Deltavember Day 22 - Jevil

was soooo excited for deltavember and then school beat my fucking corpse into the ground. anyways. wanted to do jevil at least because there is something about his fight that drives me fucking crazy and i wanted to write about that so i recorded one to use as reference because lets make it realistic with getting hit and all, right?

i somehow did a fucking no hit. with a 12 turn. which is the fastest, most optimal method of defeating him and requires really really good grazing. by complete accident. what the fuck.

----- Click. Up. Z. Hold control and x. Mash z and enter. Down, z, z. Hold right.

It’s muscle memory at this point. Ingrained by so many hours of practice.

Keep holding down control and x. Mash z and enter. The music starts up. It’s not the usual one- you’ve replaced it with another song.

Left, left, left. Defend, defend, defend. Mash through his textbox.

Jevil fires little spades at you with a laugh- you move closer to them, trying to graze from two bullets at once. He moves to the other side, firing again. You do the same thing again. Repeat it until the turn ends

.Right, z, z, down, z. Susie spins something around- tires him out more.Spades form around you, and oh, it’s this attack- you remember trying to get the dodge right, get enough Tension to do a Hypnosis. So many attempts late into the night, so many times you’ve come up a few points short of the spell.

You’ve long since improved, of course. Almost child’s play now. Stay still (it’s easier when you’re near the middle, or better yet, in it), then circle ‘round- graze on the inside of the ring, not on the outside.

ACT, Jevil, Hypnosis. Right, z, z, down, z. Susie spins it again.

Ah. Your favorite attack. Bombs drop just out of reach, a formation of heart-shaped bullets springing out of each one. Focus.Focus. Down-left, then right. Weave in and out of the gaps. Stay as close to as many bullets as you can- it’s all about gathering TP.47 TP. Not quite enough for Hypnosis. It never is, this turn. Right, z, left, z, left, left. Pirouette. Kris spins around then points at Jevil- tranquil! Their dance defended the party!

“METAMORPHOSIS!” Jevil cries out. He warps, stretching out until the Devilsknife stands in his stead. He splits into four and sends himself at you. You dodge easily- without the big red one, this attack is child’s play. Graze. You’ll need it.

78 TP. Right, z, z, down, z. Kris sends him a strange gaze. Jevil laughs and summons the carousel.

You move to the upper right corner of the box- it’s a safe spot for about the first half of the attack. Then down-left, following the gap in between the rows of horses. You slip in between two of them to get to the next gap, where you wait until the turn is over.

The carousel doesn’t give you enough for a Hypnosis this time. Right, z, left, z, left, left. Kris spins again, trying to tire out Jevil… it felt comforting! It heals Ralsei a little bit- he doesn’t need it, though. He’s still at full health.

Another bombs attack. Clubs, this time. Probably the easiest one to graze- move to the top, and then move up and down in little increments. You try to move closer to the bullets again, to graze a bit more TP.

88. Right, z, z, down, z. Ralsei takes action this time, chanting nonsense in a way that sounded intimidating. It works, somehow.

You haven’t gotten hit yet, you realize with a start. Holy shit. Jevil laughs like he just read your mind.

“I CAN DO ANYTHING!” Diamond bullets form below the box. You wince- this attack ruined a lot of no-hit attempts before. Better to be safe than sorry for this one, you decide, moving away from the initial cluster of bullets.

Somehow, you still manage to graze to 80 TP. Better put that all into a Hypnosis, then.

Jevil sends another ring of spades at you- this time, it spins in both directions. Clockwise, counter-clockwise, then clockwise again. Still the same technique as earlier, though. Still child’s play.

56 TP- enough for Hypnosis. Right, z, z, down- wait, no! The next attack is the second carousel, the one where every other column of horses move up and down. Doing Hypnosis here means you have to graze really well to get to Pirouette levels during that attack, and while you’re confident you can pull it off, you don’t want to risk your no-hit.

Up, right, left, left. Kris spins again. A perfect 10! The entire party is healed, though they’re already at max HP.

Damn, no Everyman this time. Maybe it’s for the best, though. You always get hit whenever they show up in this attack.

You pick Hypnosis this turn to make up for the Pirouette you took. Right, z, z, down, z.

The next attack is also where a lot of your previous no-hit attempts died- it’s hard to graze without getting hit. Still, you manage to pull through, grazing enough to bring your TP to 63.

Perfect.

One last Hypnosis- Kris again, you barely register. You hope the pattern isn’t too hard this time. There’s a couple of runs you lost at this last attack.

Hold your breath. Bottom left, upper left, bottom right. Slip in between the gaps before they spread out too much.

The turn ends.

“Holy shit,” You breathe out- Pirouette, Defend, Pacify!

Another one to add to the counter, it seems. --- ... this is how the fight went, if you’re curious.

#deltarune #deltavember #i feel kinda bad not being able to complete the challenge but since its my first one eh i guess it was kinda bound to happen #anyways jevil fight is so fucking fun when you get the hang of it #is it hard as balls when you don't know how to do it? yeah #am i absolute shit at it whenever i dont play with my desktop keyboard? yes #but i always get into the zone whenever i do it and dodging and menuing and grazing is just so exciting and fun im obsessed with it god

[nyazai-osameow]

im trying to draw a Silly Comic and.. i simply think this Dazai i just drew is very cute and deserves to have his silly little face be seen by the public

#Dazai #dazai bsd #dazai osamu #bsd #bungo stray dogs #my art #mine #ok those lines there REALLY look like guidelines but. they are not. #GMDKGLDg #fuck guidelines we ball #i used to use them a lot but now im just like..... im too t ired for that shit #iykyk #anyways he >:3 #im only ever on at like 4/5am... #my circadian rhythm is #yeah its sure there #when will my sleep schedule return from war..