#at least i hope so i guess we'll see

[bookshelfdreams]

one more thing

"Go on Bonnet, give me your worst!" is the single most pathetic line of dialogue in the whole show so far.

Stede comes in, and they all know he just saw the dead body of the love of his life. He's not agitated, he's not crying, he's just. Completely broken. Visibly holding himself up by force of will alone.

Izzy is the only one who can bear to look him in the face. And what does he have for him?

Punish me. Lash out at me, so I don't have to sit with my own feelings.

Nobody else is looking at him. Nobody else is asking anything of him. Only Izzy.

This is the worst moment of your life, now make it about me.

#and then when we focus on izzy? yeah i think thats a bit of a #yo what the fuck did i do that for moment #at least i hope so i guess we'll see #our flag means death #ofmd s2 spoilers #thoughts #izzy hands

[vaalthus]

The Aker'varus (spoilers)

Ya know this entire time it somehow didn't occur to me that the Aker'varus was just a dragon this entire time, lowkey assumed it was just some terrifying giant bird-like creature based on the Aerozoophobia creature we encountered in the Jungle Adventure quest. A thought that becomes extra dumb when you remember that particular fear monster looks like this:

So the foreshadowing for what the mythical beast actually is was staring me right in the face and I completely missed that.

Ooof the trauma.

Sounds like an opportunity to encounter the actual dragon in the future when concerning the plot of the southern kingdom. On another note, I still find the matter of Kassandra's parent's death much too suspect when we know how the Imperial family operates. I'm still not fully convinced they aren't at fault for the Aker'varus killing Kassandra's parents so to speak. Their demise in this manner just seems too convenient at the moment.

Yo! A biologically metal themed dragon!?!?! Now I want us to fight the real thing even more now.

....I'm convinced this man is an anime protagonist.

Hmm while not stated, I suspect this fire being casted is doing "good" damage, as in the "elemental" good we see in game. Would certainly explain why the fire is pink in contrast to the orange flames Sirius was shown to cast as a child and furthermore it wouldn't be the first time we've seen the fires of other elements take on a completely different colors. In the case of good, its usually been a color motif of either pure white or a pinkish hue. Just an observation though.

I. WANT. TO. FIGHT. THE. REAL. THING!!!!!!

Okaaay didn't think Inanitas was straight up inside the artifact but I certainly won't complain. Might explain why no one else but Sirius has been able to use the artifact's power within the Imperial family's bloodline for a long time. It simply comes down to there being a literal conscience entity to decide who gets to use it or not. Gave Sirius some mad celestial drip though.

Easy to see why the Imperial family does not want Sirius to be free of the Sword of Inanitas.

This line feels more ominous than anything. Sounds clear the Celestial has its own machinations it wants to achieve and yet I cannot help but be at unease when reading this.

In spite of this feeling like a death flag, I suspect what might happen here is that Kassandra will simply be trapped in the Fearscape as opposed to dying in shutting the engine down with minimal damage. Perhaps leading to quests down the line to free her though that is a guess at best. Or her character will simply receive a fate worse than death treatment and she'll be forced to stay in an endless fearscape, for all eternity...or she'll just die. Alternatively, this might be a convenient escape for her from the Arcana. Can't imagine how Sirius will react if she's truly lost forever though.

#dragonfable #dragonfable spoilers #the aker'varus #the hints were staring me in the face!!! #Really hoping Kass doesn't meet her end here #At least not yet #Feels like there's more to see here still #But I guess we'll find out soon #And then there's Inanitas... #why choose only Sirius after so long? #what made him stand out above the rest of the recent generations? #was it his “goodness”? #or something else entirely

[causticsunshine]

wanted to share the sentiment here too but didn't feel like rewriting the whole thing lmao so here are some Thoughts i had last night on twt regarding my weird relationship with my art whilst being in fandom:

i know i've definitely talked about this kind of thing in the past but it's been a very recent development that i actually understand what's been going on with me and why i've picked up this habit of letting a fandom i'm in / a piece of media i'm really into fully dictate my creative drive. like, just because i'm very interested or invested in something, it doesn't mean i necessarily feel inspired by it or inspired by it for the duration that it holds my interest, and forcing myself to create relative art or fic or what have you for the vested interest(s) has both dampened my desire to be creative as well as my imagination. i know a lot of people can be super into something or a few random things at once and that can keep them going for ages without them running out of ideas, but in my case, things that hold my interest aren't always synonymous with my creativity and i'm just now learning that despite how obvious it seems!

i also imagine i'm not the only person who functions like this but i personally haven't seen it spoken about very often (if it even needs to idk), so i wanted to bring it up / talk about it a little bit :)

#art things #alex talks #if you've been following me for awhile or at least saw this coming before i did: does it not at all seem obvious lmao #i think the guilt i was feeling for so long over it being my 'obligation' as an artist in any fandom to only cater to fandom was also #exacerbated by some kind of impostor syndrome like... wait why is this so easy for other people also into x but not me? #makes sense now why i seem to lose steam so fast when i'm making work for one thing at a time only #i need to spice it up!! even if i come back to something eventually i can't force it! #thank u adhd my behated for another extension of my executive dysfunction but i guess #i will learn to work with it :) shedding the guilt has been the hardest part and ik i'll still struggle at times to be inspired or feel #like i need to be doing something specific to cater to other people rather than go with what drives me at the moment but #that's ok! that's life! #here's to me making a lot more art / general creative stuff 🫡 i hope the utter randomness of what i have in store #appeases at least one other person 🫶 #sidenote 1d fics will still be eventually finished but 1d art.... we'll have to see bc of the ipad wipe :') #also haven't been in the mood for awhile tbh! been into another stuff and less generally hyperfixated (thank god) #anyway onto better days and more creation!!

[smuggsy]

i can't believe after five seasons and so many theories and anticipation, the captain's death was the most anti-climactic thing in the whole bloody show sjsjsjsj

#honestly kitty's was also #but even hers was much more interesting #REALLY I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY SHOWED US THAT STORY IN LESS THAN FIVE MINUTES AND THAT HE JUST — DIED LIKE THAT #ow ): #really that was anti-climactic 😂 #okay so julian's left #why do i feel julian's been lying all along about the nature of his death? #i mean his i would think would be a simple embarrassing death he's trying to just pass out as exotic lol #who knows #i guess we'll have to wait #the one thing that will make me lose my mind fr is when mike gets the chance to see them #like i hope he does 😭😭 for a lil bit at least #oh and for sure the baby's gonna be able to see them #bbc ghosts #rambling

[pokemonruby]

i genuinely hope they never remake bw because of the absolute dumpster fire that was bdsp but i will HAPPILY take legends unova, expand on the lore behind the original dragon show me what that accursed thing looked like GIVE ME AN ANCESTOR FOR N COME ON PEOPLE 👏

#we MIGHT get that next year??? i'm not sure honestly since it seems like they're mainly focusing on scvi dlc (thank god for that.) #i know a lot of people are disappointed we didn't get a whole lot but the amount of content we received last year was borderline unhealthy #give the devs a little break.... lmao #i feel like at the very least we'll probably get a new spin-off last year since i think the last one was new pokemon snap in 2021? #we'll see i guess! i just hope they give us another legends game ~eventually~ since that shit was so good and i'm so upset #that they abandoned legends arceus without giving it any additional dlc :'( #riley rambles

[mothram]

#diana's music diary #🌗 #missed a couple of days... #don't mind that though I've just been having a weird time lately for a couple of different reasons #but it's really nothing that's that bad... #honestly I've just been awfully lonely mostly #been trying to remedy that a couple of ways but it is hard #should probably open up to people more which I guess I'm doing now in a way but I think I'm just too disconnected? #idk I don't have many places to really be these days online u_u; #unrelated but I had an appointment today and I think it went okay? A little progress maybe? I have another in a week so we'll see.. #the good news is I've been managing to write an awful lot lately so at least there's that #let's hope that today is one where I can manage... #yes I put the neco arc chaos song on one of my more sad diaries

[damiemontclair]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Lán Qǐrén & Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī, Lán Huàn | Lán Xīchén & Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī Characters: Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī, Lán Qǐrén, Lán Huàn | Lán Xīchén, Lán Yuàn | Lán Sīzhuī Additional Tags: Regret, Gūsū Lán Sect Punishment Methods (Módào Zǔshī), Punishment, Whipping, canon typical lqr behaviour, Grief/Mourning, Drinking, Bad coping mechanisms, Branding, (tho really its barely mentioned at all), Song: Inquiry (Módào Zǔshī), a rather unhealthy disregard for one's health, (that ones for lwj btw), you should not be riding a sword when half your back is open lwj!! Series: Part 24 of Damie's MXTX-tober 2023 Summary:

Day 24: Favourite Scene & Regrets

Lan Wangji did not know, whether Wei Yings actions were right or wrong, but he was willing to bear the weight of them all the same. This pain, he would take it. He would take it a thousand times over, if it meant Wei Ying was safe.

#mxtxtober #mxtxnet #mdzs #lan wangji #idk what else to tag this #one week of mxtxtober left! #lets try and finish this in style shall we? #I've got a couple of ideas for a few of the last 7 prompts #we're getting at least one more xie lian fic #I've got ideas for one svsss fic. maybe a 2nd one if I can swing it. #one wangxian fic #and one more for the juniors series. #so i've got two prompts I don't have anything in mind for yet #ones hope&death and the other is darkness&revenge #maybe I'll make an og!sqq fic for darkness and revenge... if I do tho it'll probs have a ton of warnings #hope and death... well. idk. guess we'll see *shrug*

[the-kipsabian]

hmmmmmm

#i wouldnt really describe this as 'pastel' but. we'll see eventually i guess? #at least the good news is that the green i got is darker than i expected which is very positive! #i completely forgot the photos on the site are much lighter than the actual dyes ough but the end result should still be the same #it has before so as long as i follow instructions i have hope #we'll see. anyways i will do green first idk if tonight or over the weekend but yeah!! fun hair times again finally 💜 #night is an absolute mess on main

[violetsareblue-selfships]

good morning!! :3

#eee hi everyone #it's sunday so of course i'm excited #breakfast time again in like an hour :3 #beyond that i'm down to like two companion quests in hsr so I'm happy on that front #like it's march 7th's and argenti's left (i semi-tried to go in order but saved hers for last on the luofu bc I'm fond of her :3) #then more of this otome game #i swear i'm gonna f/o at least one of them (maybe both of the ones i like?? idk we'll see) #definitely gonna come up with s/is (or at least one) separate from the mc #bc i like her but i can't put myself in her shoes like i could with the mc of another game i played #which makes since given in that game we were both infps so i related to her more i guess #anyways #finally am getting more cards of the boy that i like so I'm happy on that front #still i hope you have a good day/night!! <3 #morning rambles #haha putting the rambles part of that tag to good use this morning

[k66-official]

Greetings, Pekoponians, and welcome to the official web log of the Keroro Platoon, yessir! I'm the amazing and awesome Sergeant Keroro, and I'm sure I could do a better job introducing myself, but I'm just so, so excited to meet you all that I just couldn't wait to open up shop! As your friendly neighborhood alien invaders, we've opened up our "ask box" so you can communicate with your future overlords, yessir! So, please, drop by and say hello, yes, yes!

#sgt frog #keroro gunso #keropost #kerrooo i'm so excited!!! #we'll try to post pictures if we can! don't you want to see our fearsome yet adorable faces? #don't lie i know you do kero :) #me and tamama are excited anyway #i haven't told the others yet but i'm sure they'll have fun too yessir! #thank you tamama for helping me with this social media stuff btw #couldn't have done it without you private <3 #-k66 #and now a word from our host: #hi guess who it is :) #thats right its gem! from neardaily frogposting! yippee! #ive never run an askblog before so im jus. im doing my best here #i tried to run one once before for my fantroll it never went anywhere #but keroro is an existing character and literally me so i should get at least a little more out of this yippee #im too adhd to organize this properly from the start which is why keroro is the perfect host heehee #anyway im going to bed goodnight. keroro hopes he will have fun asks to answer in the morning :) #sorry i didnt really give you much to work with. just go nuts in the askbox doesnt matter if its silly or simple #uhh okay signing off

[lucascsinclairs]

well, i guess we all expected this was coming. but still stings

#st4 #lumax #lucas sinclair #mac mayfield #sigh #i guess this confirms that their break up happened off screen #kinda would've wanted to see it at least but oh well #well the only way from here is up i guess #so let's hope we'll get some good character moments and an arch for them this season! #the part about lucas still being concerned about max and trying to reach out for her #seems in character #and should put those dumb rumors of him breaking up with her cause he thinks he's too cool for her now to rest #two more weeks to emotionally prepare for this angst! #st spoilers #st4 spoilers #just in case

[tsubasaclones]

pretty sad i’ve lost all of my ghouls rule abbey’s clothing, i love that outfit

#I guess i could buy it from someone else some day. we'll see #i kinda want to try restoring my dead tired abbey bc she was my first monster high doll #i have all of the limbs of my abbeys still. but dead tired abbey has some serious yellowing/discoloring going on #shes still got her nightgown at least but the slippers etc are gone #em.txt #i hope g3 abbey dolls get glittery skin too it looks so cool

[himemeika]

Holy fuck this looks gorgeous

#Seb's so pretty I want to pick him up by the ankles and swing him around E/nvy F/MA style #throw him at the wall like a sticky hand. #img #Vamppostz #Nick.txt #Nick talks too much #k #I'm so curious as to how this is going to go. cuz this will be.. s3 I guess?? #and that would imply it follows the plot of s2 which is VERY different from the ma/nga.. #I miss the s2 characters quite a bit but. (spoilers) they all died so :'l #at the very least we'll definitely be seeing the reapers again :) (and they will in all likelyhood be treating G/rell much better this time) #(I haven't read far into the man/ga but I heard they eventually started to use her proper pronouns and stuff. I love her sm I'm so happy) #I hope we see more of Ag/ni and Prince S/oma. #So/ma my beloved <333333333333333333333333333 #and I want to see more A/gni and Seb friendship. I care about them greatly. #like. him being the only human to call Seb a friend. aughhhh (wails)

[adozentothedawn]

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

#finally had my appointment at the neurologist #and it's probably ms #joy #absolutely exhilarating #i'll get a spinal tap in 6 weeks to make sure #and then they'll tell me about medicating #my last thread of hope is that I have no other common symptoms #and it's not really a thing in my family either #but she didn't seem particularly unsure #so yeah it's probably ms and since this fucking numbeness hasn't gone away in two months #it's probably not the push version either #but it did get a bit better at least so maybe #we'll see I guess #either way I'm very not happy about any of this #i have not yet cried cause I don't want to panic my mom more #but tbh I'll probably break down soon enough

[torahtot]

rewatching good omens s1 is like....... this is not even good why did i like it..

#i habent read the book in forever so i hope that's as good as i remember #im just. this doesn't really work as a show it makes it annoying #i hate the stupid narration #and for a show that's supposedly sooo queer it felt aggressively straight #Shadwell and Tracy? barf. why. he shouldve got his head smashed 4 being an asshole old man not a slay jezebel reformed into his chaste wifey #anathema and robin? DOUBLE BARF. literally yuck and FOR NO CONCEIVABLE REASON. so shoehorned in and forced ewww #pepper was right. another deluded victim of the patriarchy #crowley and aziraphale are fun at least they're good. and gay #so im watching it all for them #i do love them #i watched episode 1 of s2 and it was kinda boring but i guess it has promise so. we'll see #nachi speaks #good omens

[pokemonruby]

i know i haven’t been talking about it a lot since i’ve been preabsorbed in the octopath 2 hype but POKEMON THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW!! 

#mystery dungeon or you're nothing (this is a joke please don't overwhelm yourselves too much game freak. scarlet/violet dlc is enough) #riley rambles #i'm also excited for that new update to roll out since maybe i can finally do tera raids and not want to commit multiple felonies #also home connectivity my beloved <3333 #i want to transfer all the hisuian zorua i managed to grab before they curtailed the shiny odds in legends arceus.... #i think they're also adding something that will let you delete multiple pokemon at once like in pla? that's what the notice said at least #or maybe i misinterpreted it... either way i hope it's true i desperately need to tidy up my pc but the effort of doing it one at a time.. #i have adhd beloved #anyways . excited <3 i'm mainly expecting scarlet/violet dlc but i'm not sure what to expect FROM it... so! i guess we'll wait and see :)