#aw fuck. mine now

[greencarnation]

I just found out that Israel has killed more of their own hostages than they have members of Hamas God help me I am going fucking insane

#AND PEOPLE STILL SAY “OHHHH RELEASE THE HOSTAGES!!!!!!!!!!” #THEY HAVE TRIED!!!!! NOW ISRAEL JUST BOMBED 50 OF THEM!!!!!!!! #BUT YEAHHHHH HAMAS COULD END THIS ANT TIME THEY WANTED IF THEY JUST RELEASED THE HOSTAGES RIGHT?????? #god you people are so fucking stupid and so fucking awful #also they're literally bombing their own people now. what. what do you even take out of that #free gaza #free palestine #palestine #gaza #israel #mine

[poisonousquinzel]

sorry but if you actually think Cancel Culture ™ is a thing then you're kinda a dumb fuck. Cancel culture isn't real, holding people accountable for their actions is a thing, but this whole narrative around Canceling that's evolved over the past few years isn't real. It's never been an actual thing. Its just a fear mongering tactic to further vilify the groups who were being harmed in the first place and victimize the person who did something wrong.

Your fav being called out for playing an antisemitic video game that directly gives profits to a hugely influential TERF, who's said openly she sees getting profits / royalty cheques from her franchise as endorsements for her bigotry, is not "cancel culture". It's called the consequences for your actions.

You have every right to do and play whatever the fuck you want, but that goes both ways. If you go out of your way to build up and financially support these people who're openly advocating to take away trans people's rights, then you get to deal with people not trusting you because of it. You get to deal with trans and Jewish folks not feeling safe around you, not wanting to be around you or not wanting to talk to you. Because you have shown that you care more about nostalgia and temporary personal emotional gratification over the wellbeing and safety of those communities in the real world.

People have explained why supporting HL is wrong, people have explained why it's harmful, people have explained in detail the issues with this situation. You. Just. Don't. Care. You don't listen, or read, because in the end, you can't be bothered enough to put in the effort of having 1 moment of critical thinking.

It's not that folks don't have arguments or evidence, it's that it clearly does not matter to you. It's that the value of an antisemitic game full of one horrific thing after another is worth more to you than the real, living breathing people who are going to be, and have been, affected by this.

You come across as a bad person. Not because some person on Twitter determined you must be, but because your actions speak far louder. And they're screaming red flags.

I'm not going to argue with you over your own bad decisions and life choices. You've made your bed and are mad that people are telling you to lie in it.

#not dc #i need to not focus on this but it makes me so annoyed #and like the constant 'well hp has been a comfort thing of mine since childhood!' like bitch do you think Harry Potter was a niche little #thing???? #a fucking lot of us had Harry Potter as something important to us growing up #i remember getting all the legos sets for Christmas in 2011. getting the lego video games and i loved them! #but. that. doesn't. matter. #we're not children anymore and she's not on our side. #JKR made it clear that a large portion of her previous fan base are not welcome around her and that frankly #that she would rather them be dead. #she's a horrendous human being who is causing so much pain and anguish for communities that're just trying to exist #and its built upon the empire she crafted. the one full of stereotypes and offensive imagery and tone-deaf themes. #we aren't kids anymore and it's shameful to gloss over what she is actively doing Right Now because You have fond memories of her world. #a lot of people don't get the luxury of pretending like she's not an awful person because they're the ones she's harming #they're the ones she's spreading hateful rhetoric and stereotypes about. the ones that she's pushing to get their rights taken away. #just put down her shitty fuckhng series and read another book. #i promise you there's hundreds upon hundreds of better ones out there with better plots and better world building. #anti harry potter #anti jkr #anti hogwarts legacy #tw transphobia mention #tw antisemitism mention #figure I'll tw tag just in case ya got it filtered 💖

[piplupod]

it just seems cruel and sick to me that I tell someone "i think this little life has inherent value and I'd like to extend a little kindness to it when I am able to" and they laugh at me as if I'm being foolish and tell me I must squash it with my shoe :/

#to hear somebody earnestly tell you that and not even stop to consider you might be wrong. it is baffling #absolutely foreign to me. if somebody were to insist upon something so earnestly i think i'd at least stop and think for a moment #especially if it were about just... being kind to someone or something. it feels very strange that you wouldn't even pause #god im such a fucking sap. idk. this is all probably just ramblings of some naive sheltered little freak w stars in their eyes sdfjkl #''oh the world should be kinder to pests'' i sound ridiculous dsgjkl i am being laughed at by another part in the brain #i KNOWWW this is unrealistic and overly sentimental. i just feel awful any time i have to kill a spider idk #i dont think it should be all that ridiculous. but im probably getting too worked up about it fdsjkl #curse this overly compassionate freak brain of mine #anyways. sorry. i'll be normal now fsjkl. this was just weird and upsetting today #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[wovenstarlight]

ok the horror of yoojin being mind controlled and forced into helping with his own kidnapping while being fully aware he's being mind controlled but helpless to stop it has been temporarily remedied by the hilarity of yoojin having to coach them through how to do a successful kidnapping Yet A-fucking-gain and also choosing to make life hard for them at every second of it

#star.txt #tllb #nsglb #my sranks spoilers #FUCK YOU. DITCH ALL YOUR SHIT. GIVE ME YOUR CLOTHES I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T HAVE SPARES. MINE NOW. #also that was a lie this is still preddy awful ! [PAINED SMILE]

[toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account]

those female rage™ tiktok audios where it's women screaming and the Vibe it supposed to be like "female rage... when everything builds up and I snap... when I have to suppress how I feel because if I express my feelings I'm an Angry Woman who is Irrational and Crazy so I have to be cold and quiet so I might get listened to... but now I can't take it anymore... I just have to let it out" and then you look at what the sound is from and it's a white woman crying bc someone might be a better ballerina than her

#its like the 'heh... you shouldn't have done that... now the wolf's coming out 🐺😈🐺😈🐺😈' thing but repackaged & made coquette #no bc someone on tiktok pointed out how *every woman* in one of these audios was white and got fucking dogpiled it was awful #mine

[gynecologistmsfrizzle]

older butch lesbians, living happily as butch women, who say “if I were a kid now I would have been a trans man instead of a lesbian” are a whole lot closer to being trans— not ‘potentially’ trans, not ‘might have been’ trans, but really, actually, literally, trans, in their present lived experience, she/her and all— than they are to being transphobic. but I don’t think any of you are really ready for that conversation.

#I saw a video on YouTube where this older butch was chatting with a transmasc guy #and she said ‘you know if I were young now I probably would have transitioned’ #and he said ‘why if you were young? it’s not too late’ #and she chuckled and said ‘oh maybe I dunno’ sort of brushed it off #and i was sort of like. well it made me kind of sad. #i think in everyone’s rush to denounce transmisogyny we have completely lost sight #of the fact that the lesbian community’s trans elders include an awful lot of ‘cis’ butch women. #it’s like. it’s just fucking weird being a ‘cis’ butch with Quite Significant Dysphoria #who went on t for a while and presents very masculine and is planning on top surgery #and looking at these super feminine trans guys on tiktok who are read as cis women by everyone who sees them #who don’t want medical transition #and to think that I know much much more about what it is like to be transsexual— #and in some ways about what it is like to be transgender— than they do #and that DESPITE that there is no room for me in trans spaces unless I go back to using they them pronouns #I dunno. It’s just really lonely. I was talking to a transfem friend of mine about this the other day #& she mentioned something about political versus internal concepts of gender that really vibed with me #I can’t summarize it here but. Yeah. Anyways. Lonely. #rhi talks

[lesbianpegbar]

it’s sooooooo insane how much gege akutami completely fumbled nobara. society if she was someone else’s character entirely. society if gege akutami never even attempted to write women. society if gege akutami never attempted to write

#watched the new ep since my roommates anime only and wants to watch #at least my roommate understands one of the make reasons i hate jjk now !!! win for me i guess !!!!! #wanna take nobara fumi and saori and make them have their own show but instead we have to um. idk #make a dumb culling game and get to the us president i guess #oh well. it’s funny i don’t care about jjk at all anymore and i don’t like talking about it bc people are annoying #but it’s just sooo blatant how fucking awful every one of these writing decisions are #and nobaras death is just like. the most succint culmination of that #mine

[sorrcha]

reverence, knight of swords - ambition, drive, and determination

#art #digital art #knight #orc #tarot #post-apoc world #oc #reverence #this is their first appearance here on tumblr but rev is an old oc of mine :D i made them back in 2017 when playing skyrim #they always used heavy armor + a battleaxe. but when fighting a lot of enemies they'd transform into a werewolf #ik the quality is awful on this one but i spent a whole actual hour trying to get it to look better and i'm giving up now #it turned out really pixelated bc i didn't use a big enough canvas + used the wrong fucking brushes .. at least i'll do better next time

[nopeleavemealoone]

As a genderfluid person and a dazai kinnie, I have given Dazai genderfluid privileges

#Like me he tends to wake up and go on with his day without acknowlodging gender but on occasion there are just those days… #*wakes up* aw shit I’m not my assigned gender at birth #genderfluid #dazai kinnie #dazai osamu #dazai fanart #Bungou stray dogs #bungou gay dogs #bsd #headcanon that chuuya saw dazai like this for the first time when they were like 17 and he had crush panic and avoided dazai #Dazai thought it was transphobia and was really fucking sad about it #Eventually somehow they communicated and now Chuuya is very careful to pronoun Dazai as correctly as he can and affirm dazai #He must hide the fact that dazai in a corset certainly reignites a certain crush from the past seven years #soukoku #skk #He just GIVES me genderqueer vibes look at him #And he passes so well just gotta tuck some hair back and change a few minor details and boom #Bungou stray sogs #Mine #My art

[mildcicada]

Recently looked through some of the oldest art I made as a child and it was all SOO GOOD like it was just wow it was amazing. Art rules didn't exist I just was

#ugh thats what all those famous painters said but like they were so right so true. #but also looking back at my old art in general its all like so good #like all of it. and the art i make now. im not really talking about or concerned with the actual quality or skill of the pieces they are #just all so fucking good like every aspect of it. the emotionality of it and the thoughts i had behind them all like wow.. #im not trying to be insanely narcissistic but its just like the inherent quality to all art and how i can see myself through it ... #its more intense with my own art than others through how I know my thought processes and feelings behind it but like woow all art is so goo #like all of it. literally most basic feeling of all time i know but its true. #like the sky is always there but there are only some moments when you're in full awe of it ok #but its like woow how could i in the past ever be unsatisfied with any of my art...how could i be unsatisfied with it now when its already #perfect and always has been. #ugh 1 million 'shitty' (all art is beautiful wonders of the world) drawings must be made. #the monstrous green with envy demon inside of me overtakes me 99% of the time u see but i am like at peace right now #words #mine

[leviiackrman]

Me: I wanna be productive so bad! I wanna finish my drawings!!

Illness: how about barf up a lung?

#personal* #jess talks #I’m working on such a cute set of drawings you guys… #like I wanna finish them SO BAD #but I’ve had illnesses back to back for 3 weeks now and I still feel rough #not to mention getting my period after 6 months of nothing having one #god I love PCOS🫠 #and I’ve been coughing sm I’ve revived my asthma #so that’s great #anyway winge over #I swear I will post something original soon #but recently it’s just been binging naruto #I even had to cancel going to my best friends birthday plans because she agreed I was too ill and it was for my own good #(which in hindsight is true but I still had a mental breakdown over it) #ANYWAY shut up Jess #I’ve had an awful week at work and need to do something fun #so it’s a mama and daughter day for me on Saturday + chrimbo shopping #and then im gonna FINALLY play the quarry!!! #y’all were so fucking kind im still in disbelief #but I had to wait til payday to get another external hard drive because mine is full🥲 #so that should arrive tomorrow and I can finally play it!!! #the idea of a potential non anime oc too is v exciting #okay im done ranting: peace ✌🏻

[cervidaeic]

horrors are hitting, which makes no sense because i took my meds but what the fuck ever i suppose.

#'lawrence. that isn't how medication works.' #it's... how mine usually work? some of my meds are antipsychotics and some are just to keep my mood. stable. #the mood stabilizers are sort of. not working. i'm feeling low. #i'm not. that low. just a bit. but i still feel this suic/idal urge. #ok this wasn't supposed to be a vent but now i'm venting in tags. #there's like a feeling in my chest that just hurts for some reason and tells me that i should like... die. #i don't expect anyone to actually read this. i just. i don't know. #i need to fucking die. hashtag peace and love. #i'm so emotionally constipated i genuinely cannot cry. #which is fucking awful because crying usually helps me but now i can't and i haven't cried in ages. #when the evening starts to feel like “nobody would give a fuck if i killed myself”. #:thumbsup: #law log #vent

[ozlices]

sitting here in ill misery thinking abt how we've rly taken barely getting sick through adulthood due to barely leaving the house for granted 😮‍💨

#mine #we got sick p much nonstop as a kid bc our immune system is dogshit #& we're just here like how did we do this so often as a kid when even as an adult this shit is fucking debilitating man #awful awful 0/10 #& being on red week for it too so the depression over it is EXTRA strong #& so is the anxiety over the news we'll probably have to wait until monday for now HHHHH #is sans here cause im having a bad time

[moshieee]

Ew, essays :[

I miss the old days of kindergarten when we attempted to color butterflies and ate erasers and glue

-🎁

I hated kindergarten

Essays may suck but at least now I'm not the weird kid in the corner wishing I had friends

However yes I absolutely despise essays with all my being... in fact!

Achievement unlocked: you somehow found a topic moshie hates enough and on a bad day to start them ranting in the tags...

Warning there are curse words, poor spelling, and caps locks

Sorry in advance

#asks #off topic #seriously tho i hate essays so much #one of them is already 5 pages and thats just the rough draft #i better get a fucking high pass on that shit or i will scream #shes actually making us focus on out writing process and OH HO.HO BOY IS MINE A MESS #I SWEAR ITS LIKE TRYING TO MAKE A SKETCH BUT YOU KEEP PAINTING CERTAIN PARTS BECAUSE IT HAS TO LOOK NICE #ONLY TO RELIZE OH WAIT MAYBE THAT DOESN'T GO THERE AND I SHOULD ACTUALLY SHIFT IT AROUND #OR MAYBE I COULD SWAP THIS TOO BE THAT LOOKS AWFUL AND IT JUST KEEPS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE TILL ITS A RIVER OF BLOOD AND PAINT #AND SHE WANTS TO SEE MY ROUGH DRAFT??? HONNEY YOU WOULD HAVE A BETTER CHANCE AT READING THE MARIO SUNSHINE SPEEDRUN CATEGORY BACKWARDS THEN #UNDERSTANDING WHAT THE FUCK IM TRYING TO WRITE ITS WHY I HAVE TO WRITE IT ALL IN ONE GO OTHERWISE I HAVE TO LOOK BACK AND UNDERSTAND WHAT #WAS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD WHILE LOOKING THROUGH THIS MESS!!! OOOHH WHAT? YOU WANT ME TO ORGANIZE THIS WELL SHIT THATS GOING TO TAKE EVEN #LONGER YOU ALREADY GOT ME WRITING WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME STOP MUCH LESS MAKE ME SWITCH SUBJECTS TO ANOTHER ESSAY HALF WAY THROUGH OH BU #AND GUESS WHAT!???? ONE PAGE! DOUBLE SPACE! AND IM NOT GOING TO GIVEN GIVE YOU A DIRECTION TO WRITE IN JUST ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT WE LEARNED #IN THESE LAST TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS FUCKING HELL DO YOU KNOW HOW INDECISIVE AND FORGETFUL I AM??? MUCH LESS THE FACT KTS ABOUT ETHNICS #I DIDNT EVEN EANT TO TAKE AN ETHNICS CLASS I WANTED ETHICS I FUCKING HATE EVERY SO MUCH RIGHT NOW #LIKE YEA SURE I KNOW THEY'RE IMPORTANT BUT I STILL HATE ESSAYS and j know my teachers are trying their best... #but jeese ethnics is such a difficult topic because on one had yea i relate to what these people are going through im part of the LGBT #are statistics are very similar but im also bery much a white person and not openly trans/non binary i dont want to look like some stuck up #white person going oooo look at the poor minorities i can TotAlLy relate and now im going to talk about me #because im genuinely scared of coming out idk whos accepting and whos not at least online im safe and can block people... #jeese im sorry for the rant i shouldn't have gone on that much less my art blog #this is supposed to be a positive blog but i just need to put this somewhere or i feel im going to cry out of frustration im sorry #rant post #system #oops moshie got emotional

[idlestories]

beating my younger self to death for all kinds of reasons but today because she never deleted a photo in her fucking life and now i have to sort them out

#i dont fuck with paying a subscription for my own photos so i always just uploaded everything to computer and forgot about it #i am paying the price now i’ve decided to sort through and print some this is fucking awful #mine

[erythriina]

my mother, one of the smartest people I have ever met, genuinely believes hamas wants to kill all jews. what do I even do anymore.

#at best she thinks I’m uneducated at worst she thinks I’m okay with my own people becoming extinct. god #to my fellow anti-zionist jews: I love you I love you I love you. i know it’s hard #I’m so so sorry you are also losing loved ones #god I wish standing up for what I believe in didn’t feel so fucking awful #mine #mom you GAVE ME my judaism I’m literally matrilineal #so many of my friends think I’m a monster now #i wish I was better at arguing. i always cry #lmao aren’t Jews supposed to be good at arguing?? @ my genetics what happened #but im staying here anyway. im staying where I stand #i want to stand up against injustice #that’s something inherent to judaism I think. #ironic that doing that makes other people view me as a traitor to my people #I just know that someday these ppl are gonna realize what’s happened #and how our religion has been *used* #and one day they’ll understand why I tried so hard to help them #but for now all I can do is sit with the fact #that many people I love think I’m a monster. :/