#bee needs more people to love

[mel-loly]

-Thank you very much for the +1.5k followers! <3

#Let's gooooo!!!!! We managed to reach more than 1.500/1.5 followers!!!! #thank you all very much for everything. for being here since I started this blog! you guys are very especial for me💖 #thank you. thank you. thank you! love y'all!!! mwah!! <333 #(and of course.. my 1.5k celebration for sure needed to be one of my favorite ships! lol- I really love them <333) #happy #1500 followers #happy 1.5k!!! #my sweet people💖 #my bees!!! #(lol- this is an old one akgzks still.. mean a lot to me ^^ <333) #one piece zolu #zolu fanart #zolu #luzo #straw hat luffy #monkey d luffy #op luffy #luffy fanart #roronoa zoro #one piece zoro #op zoro #zoro fanart #one piece luffy #one piece fanart #one piece #op fanart #i'm mel and this is my blog✌️ #art mel #my art #art

[tboygareth]

I know we all still talk about that post that’s like “I wish you wouldn’t think of me that way” and it’s helped so many people, so along that same vein I would love to introduce y’all to the Liking Gap

This helps me when I’m feeling Anxious and Insecure about my connections with people. Your loved ones really do like you more than you think. I promise.

#bee’s buzzing #my ex traumatized me and fucked me up emotionally #but I need to constantly remind myself that the people in my life now aren’t her or the person she cheated on me with #no one’s talking badly about me behind my back #the people I love most love me just as much as I love them #they’re just more secure in those emotions than I am #and I’m willing to bet the same is true for the collective You

[otomes-and-tears]

Hello,I hope you had a good day! I have an OL2 request if that's alright!!

In step 2,with Qiu,GN-Reader,Best Friend status with both Qiu and Tamarack and Qiu is just pining over their best friend,MC. How would Qiu realize their crush on MC? How would they act around MC who shows their love thru physical affection towards their neighbors?

Basically what im asking is 'the brooding,pining one x the oblivious,affectionate one' but it's with Qiu and MC :D!! (A LIL SIDE NOTE/ASK ADDITION : Maybe MC is also insecure abt themselves,thinking that they're not that lovable or smth,maybe cuz of their looks if u know what I mean?? THANKS FOR WRITING FOR OL2 BTW IT MEANS A LOTTT <3)

(side note 2 : sorry if this isn't that understandable,english isn't my first language 🙇‍♀️)

♦ Qiu having a crush on a physically affectionate and oblivious GN!MC ♦

► tags and warnings: -

► words: 861

► A/N: Please don't apologise! Your english is great, anon ♡ I'm also not a native English speaker!

► Masterlist

I think they’ve always been aware that MC was different from their other friends;

As a kid, they remember other friends complaining about Qiu’s giving MC special treatment, and as someone preoccupied with fairness it used to annoy them to no end;

Because they knew it was true, they just didn’t understand why they felt so compelled to treat them this way;

As they grew up and the idea of romantic love became a less threatening, more concrete concept, it didn’t take them too long to piece it together;

MC was always there for Qiu, always ready to show them support and kindness and to look out for them, when Qiu was used to other people relying on them to be like that;

They’d watch them laughing at something Tamarack said and would just feel this… warmth in their chest;

Like this was something they’d need to protect;

The world could be a cruel place, but MC’s kindness and their laughter was the one thing Qiu wanted to preserve;

I don’t think Qiu had this grand moment of realisation;

It happened one night, right at the beginning of autumn, when the leaves started falling and the nights grew colder;

They both agreed to meet in Qiu’s backyard in the early hours of the evening to look at the stars through a telescope together;

Mc managed to bring their favourite tea in a thermos, and gave Qiu the biggest hug once they saw them;

They were just… so happy. Being awake at odd hours of the night trying not to be too loud to not wake Qiu’s parents from their slumber;

Watching the stars and talking about mythology;

Mc started rambling about something they had read and stopped in the middle of it, apologizing about speaking too much;

And Qiu found that they didn’t mind it;

Not only that, they welcomed it. They loved how passionate MC was, how happy and comfortable they had been all night;

Qiu didn’t want them to stop at all, and they realized that they wanted to be the person that MC went to when they wanted to talk about these things;

Well… when people described love it always seemed so overwhelming, and in some aspects it was;

But it mostly just felt right;

Their name is Qiu, their friends call them Autumn, and they are in love with MC;

It’s been a part of them for a long time, and was just nice to finally understand that part of themselves;

Not too much changed after that, only that perhaps their affection and special treatment became more blatant;

In their teens, MC is one of the few people Qiu can stand to be around, and after they’ve realised their feelings they started relying on MC a bit more;

Because Qiu trusts them with that!;

Honestly? MC’s affection is one of the things that keep Qiu going;

MC, despite their obliviousness, ends up noticing and making sure to support them whenever he needs it most;

When Qiu is having a bad day MC will just… Wrap them in a hug and stay there for as long as Qiu needs;

If MC noticed how fast Qiu’s heart beats when they hug, they never mention it;

There are also more subtle types of affection;

Like linking their arms together while walking, grabbing their hand to lead them somewhere or just leaning against Qiu when they’re tired;

Even with all their angst, MC’s affection is always a sure way to soften them;

Qiu will often pinch their cheeks or pat them on the head and lightly tease them for being touchy;

I’m pretty sure Qiu’s love language is acts of service, but knowing how important physical affection is to the MC, Qiu will make sure to initiate it too;

Honestly, I don’t see Qiu as a very jealous person, and knowing Tamarack for years and being close to her, I don’t think that they’re jealous about MC showing her affection too;

Instead, it makes them happy that MC is surrounded by good people that care about them as much as Qiu does;

Tamarack ends up noticing their crush eventually;

I mean… I’m sure everyone knows about it except MC themselves;

And even if she seems a little too invested in it and will sometimes give Qiu a hard time about it in private, she’s very supportive;

And it means a lot to them to have MC’s other best friend support them like that;

In regards to MC being insecure… Qiu doesn’t get it at all;

How can someone that amazing be insecure about themselves? How can they worry about not being loveable enough, not interesting enough? Not beautiful enough?;

And they’re fucking pissed at anyone who would ever make MC feel that way;

MC is a person that Qiu cares about deeply, even if they’re colder at that age, there’s no way they just let them think so little of themselves if they can help it;

So… MC is one of the few people that Qiu will make a big effort with;

They make sure MC knows how special they are, and how beautiful of a person both inside and out!

#I'm so so so happy other people also looked at these characters and went “they're lovely and i need more content about them” #i think half my ask box is just OL2 requests and it just made me squeal with joy to have an excuse to fixate on the content we have #our life 2 #our life now and forever #olnf #qiu lin #olnf hcs #bee’s writing

[bumblingbabooshka]

write to me

#I drew this when I was VERY stressed (days ago) #bee doodles #Tuvok/Janeway #Janeway/Tuvok #st voyager #st voyager art #letter writing and the preparation of warm beverages #Janeway & Tuvok seem like they'd call each other things like 'my other half' and 'my moral center' and 'my dearest companion' but then you #ask if they're dating and they're like Noooo. Absolutely not. and they're not but they are coming into each other's rooms at night #because neither of them can sleep well and talking about Mark & T'Pel while they lean against one another (holding the warm mugs instead of #hands - that comes later when they can pretend that maybe they were asleep) #because they're the only ones who know Mark & T'Pel - you're the only part of my old life that's here and that's a comfort and that's a #tragedy (because I care about you too much to want you here but I need you too much to wish you were anywhere else - and maybe I'm too #selfish too and too afraid to be alone) and when they're talking about Mark & T'Pel they can ignore the fact that they're leaning against #each other and how good the weight feels and how much their chests ache and how much they want more. Not even sex or a kiss but something #steady that lasts. (hold me close even if you can't tell me it'll be alright) #two people who're loyal to everything - too loyal to ask for what they want. They aren't dating because they're married to ghosts now and #to leave that haunted house would be to admit that there's nothing left there - that the grieving's done - and if the grieving's done then #the loving is too. It has to matter - it has to be present to be real (follow Starfleet rules follow Social rules follow the rules we make #up on the fly and honor as if they've been longstanding. Build a little life with me. Define strong lines we cannot cross. Look into my eyes #to make sure I'm not longing. Double check. Triple check. Don't look away. Please.) #When I want to hear your voice I'll read the words you've written - but I won't ask you to stay #Kathryn Janeway #Tuvok

[jonny-b-meowborn]

I need to become very rich so I could commission a fursuit I need to be dog

#also i need to figure out if there are any fur cons in poland #i know that theres furries on pyrkon but thats a more fantasy con #i still want to visit it one day tho #my sisters been on it so many times and she always makes it sound so cool #my cousins been there once or twice. some of my friends too #and yeah ive heard there are some furries sometimes too #but you know i wish i could go to a proper furry convention be surrounded by my people #and ofc id love to have a fursuit of my own #ive been thinking about making like a partial suit from yarn #like crochet myself ears paws maybe a tail and a mask #i dont think a fully crocheted fursuit would look that good unless id make it actually fluffy #i know there is a method for that but. its a pain in the ass lmao #but if i had at least some parts that would be cool #therian #furry #bee buzz

[featherzen]

hello :)

#my art #aroace #I've been thinking a lot and I've blamed myself for not being like everyone else #asexual #aromantic #aspec #ive been pondering this for months now honestly #I've even been in a relationship before and it was nice but idk #but I learned something awesome. it's normal and valid not to be in love as well #I don't mind the idea of being in a relationship again but I treasure my platonic relationships #much more. there's a beauty in all sorts of love #and lately seeing other people's stories and representation has helped me out too #I am not attracted to anyone rn and that's okay!and I may never be and that's also okay! #do love my friends so much and right now that's all the love I need. #sorry it won't let me see the tags I'm typing so I hope these make sense skdhdk #anyways. tadaa #also! this is a secondary sona named Bee

[liferetainsitssparkle]

i am trying so hard to keep myself in an appropriate 'it's not the bees themselves it's the death trauma associated with the bees' mindset watching these scenes in bridgerton with the bees but it's actually very difficult

#or #who knew that all he needed to learn he could love was the knowledge that somewhere out there was a woman #impervious to bees. a woman whom bees could not harm #im having a great time btw i get it now #i did skip straight 2 season two cause i think thats the one people seem to be liking more? and i wasnt sure how id feel about it generally #once i realized that some of these people were not related to each other more started to make sense #all ancient stone family manors look the same to me i was almost positive they all lived in the same house

[maskyartist]

Watched the RWBY x Justice League crossover with my wife and ngl it wasn’t bad! At least for the RWBY fans. I can see this being not the best for JL fans

But the RWBY content we got from the characters was honestly really nice to see! It felt like a sorta breath of fresh air after V8 and V9 destroyed me psychologically and physically

Basically it’s a good movie if u wanna see somethin stupid. U really gotta just let things happen as they happen, and accept whatever’s goin on as fact. A lot of nodding along n just rollin with the insanity.

I will say the best part for me? The fight scenes oh they were ALL bangers, loved each and every one of em.

#masky says #just a lil ramble wanted to get this outta my head before I conked out #tho I will say I’m sure people are gonna find the weird lil ‘jealousy’ thing with Cyborg n Ren- #-directed @ Nora to be weird #tho tbh I found it fuckin hysterical #like these two are at each other’s throats for no reason #meanwhile Nora’s over here like ‘I should’ve just been a lesbian…’ #like pls get this girl a proper romance Ren u gotta step ur game up jealousy ain’t cute baby #we got a lot of good bees content too so trust me they didn’t retcon shit #they may be in their V1 fits but they’re all still themselves #and that’s all imma say so I don’t spoil too much! #definitely recommend it if u want a pretty goofy movie #it’s only part one so I hope we get part two? cause I’d love to see what this is building to #but mostly again for more RWBY content #cause lord knows we need to take what we can get here

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#theres a quote somewhere abt an adviser of a religious leader in... maybe the middle ages? where the adviser is like: we need to convert X #group of people gently. if we force our beliefs down their throats they may just expell it back up #and im thinking abt it bc thats how my brain engages with things. like: oh i like a thing. i must consume as much info abt it as possible #right this very fucking second. and then suddenly its very stressful and my brain tries to reject it #but i cant bc the fucking metaphorical evangelical in my brain is like: no. u fucking listen to me #and im just like 😵‍💫 #which is to say that i didnt sleep much last night and overdosed on 0ne piece. which was not a good move bc now i just feel terrible #which i knew would happen bc i was like hm reading this fic sounds like a bad choice. lets fucking gooooo #and then i fucking trigger myself lmao. partly bc of the material in the fic and partially bc the last time i was reading 0ne piece fics i #was a lot more fucked in terms of my lack of self awareness. so it kinda inherently makes me think of back then and im like oh yea i used #to do X bad thing. i should go back to doing that lol. and its like No. stop. fucking. no #make better choices for the love of god. ugh fuck ive got too much i didnt sleep enough energy #im sure ill burn out way hard by the end of the day. channel that energy. channel that energy into finding an apartment in a fucking city #with a fucking housing shortage 😭 i dont wanna go back to having roommates. nooooooooo 😭😭😭 #bleh. im procrastinating going to work. work that i am voluntarily doing for no fucking reason except thst i have issues with #compulsive behavior lol. not lol. sad face 😭 hhhh im vibrating. i wanna run around in circles. why cant i be like this when i actually go #for runs >:-[ im always to fucking brain saturated by then and its a ll static and bees in my head #whatever. time to get tf up and take measurements #unrelated #lmao y did i start this with allusions to a religious quote i dont fucking remember hahahaha #ah its bc i find the contrast of serious academic and philosophical topics funny when i go from thinking abt them to fucking anime and #my petty bullshit. idk i habe a weird sense of humor maybe

[dreamlanddoll]

reblog to give a trans girl a hug 💗

#seeing a lot of fuck terfs posts on my dash which isnt bad but #i feel like there needs to be more trans girl love to balance it out #bee talks #love the people youre fighting for more than you hate the people youre fighting against #anyway #all trans women are lovely and beautiful and they all are like sunshine in this world ♡♡

[mel-loly]

-It's my birthday🐝✨

#this took so long to finish that my jesus christ.. but even so I think it was worth it! #the arts are part of my life and I think if I didn't have them.. it wouldn't be possible for me to show every feeling I felt and suffered #on my birthday. I don't think I need a gift.. #knowing that I got better from depression and that I swore to love. be someone kind and respectful to set an example. #this is a gift and the best one to me #like- i have a new life.. and my wish is that i don't lose this life and the people I love so soon #it's a pleasure to be an artist and try to be someone good.. #and i've changed a lot. even though sometimes I represented the character more than myself #but anyways #love y'all! #hope you guys have a great day/night <3 #it's my birthday #my birthday #happy birthday #c!mel loly #marcos bee #mel creator #mel loly #art #my art <3 #my art #i'm mel and this is my blog✌️ #my art blog #art mel #my art style #my oc character

[wabblebees]

just finished my first playthrough of disco elysium. guys. wgat the fuck

#loved it. so much. aaaaugh. #i wish i could eat it #its so good. its so good #im feeling. so many things #gwaargdjbwrfbgrrrsgr. #my brain feels like it was run through the dryer withiut anything to help with the static. fluffy and warm and electric-y #(potential spoilers ahead ? but not really->) #a bigass bug just told me to get over my ex and go forward and i cried #also the fuckign. game company's tagline at the end of the credits said ''mankind be vigilant; we loved you'' & that almost made me cry too #especially after reading smth v similar in-game -- which DID make me full cry at the time lol #''i need you. you can keep me on this earth. be vigilant. i love you.'' #aUgHHGhg #i tried vv hard+did my vv best for this first time around. & i think i ? did okay ?? solved the case found the things helped the people etc #but also. holy SHIT im glad i could go back to my beloved quicksaves. idc idc idc if thats save-scumming or w/ever #there was one rly important check i failed the first time and i Would Not have been able to leave it like that and just. continue. #HOWEVER. now that ive finished the game i am SO ready to fuck around+find out a lil more. loosen up #get weird w it lmfao #anyway. this game fucked severely + also fucked with my brain. all the chemicals in there are different now #i can see why people on here have brainworms about it now #bee speaks

[fantascia]

I wish they’d made the decision for Vegas to unlock the cuffs for Pete so he’d stop hurting and then made him beg for his life for Pete to stay

#vegaspete #:( #needed a bit more desperation tee bee aich #but then again there wasn't as much of them falling in love and being all over each other like in the novel #we were robbed of so much time for people outside of kp #them falling in love at this stage wouldnt really be realistic (lmao) in the series but id have liked to see vegas Need pete. Desperately. #kinnporsche #kp watch #kp ep13 #ju.txt

[catt-crossing]

more people should want me. i am just as cute, silly, and deranged as these other people online

#i need more of people confessing their love for me #i may not return it. it not return it romantically exactly but it still should bee happening!!

[cuntwrap--supreme]

So close to being finished with my post office training! I just have to do my driver's test next Thursday and I'm officially an assistant rural carrier! Which is step one in becoming a full time employee and receiving those sweet, sweet government job bennies. But also, it's a lot of sorting and shit, and tism go brrrrrrrr with that.

#my only concern thus far is i was told yesterday there's a holler in my area where the people will shoot at you if you use their driveway #and then two other homes where you're likely to get shot at #everyone is acting like dogs are the biggest threat #as if I'm not a certified beast master and haven't had to beat up large dogs for attacking my dogs before #I'll take an aggressive dog over a trigger happy hillbilly any day! #they also warned against bees spiders and wasps as if those are even a problem 90% of the time #it's different if you have allergies #but like. wasps just want to see you're not a threat then they stop getting right in your face. #bees don't sting unless they have to #and spiders be chillin #as far as insects go my concern is wheel bugs and assassin bugs because they can carry parasites that k-o you #they also mentioned being aware of bears. but the bears out here are oversized raccoons and run when you raise your voice. #pretty much all the threats boil down to 'have you been outside before? if yes you'll be fine' #they mentioned that you have to piss in the woods on rural routes and the lady leading the class singled me out as being afraid of that #like. you got me wrong girlie. i actually don't mind pissing in the woods and I've gotten great at it over the years. #i have a sticker on my water bottle that says i love peeing outside. and it's not a lie. #there's more a threat of insects on your taint outside. but it's nicer to look at trees while peeing than a wall. #learning my route will also be a challenge because I'm only working Sundays starting out and I'm not from the area #it's also rural so no phone service if i get stuck or need help #but yeah. i think I'm gonna enjoy being outside for work and making a living wage. #the PO I'm at said they'll hire me full time once I've been there long enough to show that I'm a good employee #and they said their people usually only work about 40 hours/wk instead of the standard of 60 because it's a small area compared to others

[silverislander]

idk if it's genuine excitement or the energy drink i had earlier that's actually letting me focus and work but dude. i am CRUSHING this essay. this is Fun To Write. i think i'm actually doing a really good job here. wtf. i love my major man

#i am a LITTLE bit sad i cant do grad school bc like. im going to miss writing essays and researching and all once i graduate #i do genuinely like doing it. call me a nerd or whatever but i love it esp when its on smth fun and interesting like this #now im not sad enough to actually DO grad school lmao #unless i got offered a scholarship or smth idk. wont happen but. hm. if it did. #seriously tho. i would think more seriously abt it if it werent for my adhd. i just dont think its realistic for me #as much as i like my field i dont think i have the ability to focus well enough to complete the work id need to complete #i went to the meeting abt grad school i learned abt what it requires/why people do it and all. i just dont think i can do that #and bc i ultimately cant get diagnosed -> cannot get help/medication thats not going to improve any time soon #after years of learning how to adapt and work with my brain this is probably the best i can do without medical/institutional intervention #its not worth paying a shitload of money and possibly setting my career back by years only to fail out yk? #im not too torn up abt it. ill give it more thought if it becomes relevant but rn its not really on my radar #ive done an excellent job in school! im getting an honours degree (hopefully)! most people dont even get that far #a lot of people with my condition dont even get into university let alone graduate. im incredibly lucky to be able to do what i can #levi.txt #this is all over the place but takeaway is im having a good time! things are coming together i feel confident in my work #im gathering theorists and sources for the section on night of the living dead and having a blast #ive got my examples all lined up my arguments make sense in my head i know where to look for applicable theories etc etc #i just need supporting quotes and im working on that rn!! it hasnt even been that hard #ok. back to work. i need to harness the power of caffeine once more (made my brain quiet) (no longer full of bees) (im in charge)