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honeyviscera · 9 months

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omg seeing u react to go s2 makes me so excited/nervous for it i was OBSESSED with it a few years ago like genuinely crazy abt it... and now it is back....!!!! throwing up screaming, sobs, etc

I KNOW LITERALLY IM GOING INSANE good omens was my number one main obsession like 3-4 years ago i was so insane about it literally every waking moment i spent thinking about it the only reason that hasn't been apparent Here on tumblr is bc i got an account riiight as my obsession was fading a bit and went dormant but the brainrot is back and im going insane. literally i watched good omens s1 around 15 times in total i did a school project on it (part of which was a presentation i did a whole presentation. at school. about this show) it made me so crazy. and now WE'RE BACK BAYBEEEE so far i have avoided most spoilers but some ppl have said the ending hurts and so im scared. but i also eat tragedy up lol why else would my header image be a stsg gif DFKHDGKJD;LJKG AAAAUGH i love good omens.

#ocean asks #i took a break but now im back to watching👍i was making a salad for my lunches this week #HRGH #literally summer 4 yrs ago before i had a blog i would lurk on some artists and bloggers accounts that i liked (for his dark materials)#and i saw ppl posting about good omens. and i was like hm! that looks like something i'd enjoy #so i got the ebook on my ereader and my family went on vacation at that time #so i literally. read the book while we were on vacation and then the SECOND we got back i immediately binged it.#and then. i just kept rewatching it.#i was also on instagram and pinterest more at that time so i literally started following majority go fanartists on insta #and i looked at fanart and i read fanfiction and i lurked on more artists on tumblr and i literally just. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #ANYWAYS. i was so insane about this show and i can feel my hyperfixation warming right back up #sorry sorry i just need it to be known how insane i was over this bc i was VERY INSANE ABOUT THIS

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polandwithoutla · 10 months

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I want to share my experiences with hyperfixation because I think the difficulties aren’t talked about enough.

I can tell when a hyperfixation ends and a new one begins, and usually I love it because I have something new that makes me happy. But sometimes, I don’t like it.

The biggest challenge is that my routine gets disrupted and changed.

But the worst is that I miss the community and familiarity of my past fixation, and it’s upsetting when I have a different reaction to things that used to bring me such joy.

tldr: Hyperfixation is different for everyone, and for many people it can be a difficult process.

#anyway if you see me posting less about Stardew Valley and more about Summer Camp Island…#nuerodivergent #adhd stuff #adhd #autism #hyperfixated #hyperfixation #mental health #im hyperfixating again #adhd struggles #adhd thoughts #adhd things #adhd culture #adult adhd #autistic life #autistic experiences

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t0kyo-l1ghts · 11 months

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in arknights i went from being a broke ass who consistently has around 236 lmd from leveling units to being financially stable with over 600k lmd and its all thanks to the wolfgirl yaoi event

#👁️ podcast #despite being heavily hyperfixated on this damned game i rarely talk about my account or #anything gameplay related for that matter #i really need to work on that #anyways i might post an account tour someday just for funsies #who would even be interested in that #a little insight: i have around 88 units e2'd and use like 10% of them #ive also decided to make it my goal a few months back to level all of them up to lvl 60 #sadly including 4* bc i accidentally leveled chestnut a bit too high and i need to keep balance...#this little mission is almost over i just have very little exp tickets now #mostly bc im f2p #have no OP #and decided to m9 stainless for funsies (hes currently m2 on each of his skills)#so yeah.... maybe i will finally finish it this summer and can continue e2-ing bitches #next on the list rn are vigil czerny and mulberry. also considering qanipalaat but not entirely sure

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florida3exclamationpoints · 11 months

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Oh fam?? My mom tricked my dad into taking us to the Cincinnati shows 😭😭

#ok so #my dad hasn't been super on board with us going to another show bc it costs money #but my mom is trying to figure out feasible cheap options for anything within driving distance #Cincinnati is like an 8 hour drive but thats still driving distance!!#and we just got our camper right. and we're going to new england for our first big trip with it this summer #my grandad is coming with us. he has his own camper. his truck has been having issues with towing it tho #he thinks he fixed it but he has to be sure. he has to tow the camper to be sure #we need a test run anyway!#if smth does go wrong woth his truck hes gonna need help! he cant go alone!#my mom told my dad like. 8 hours isnt bad :) we could make sure his truck is working :)#and my dad was like. hm there is this museum in Cincinnati that would be cool #AND THEN HE WAS ON THE PHONE WITH MY GRANDAD LOOKING AT CAMPSITES SKDBSKDB #and the thing with them is. im pretty sure they both have adhd and they get very hyperfixated #when they start on smth they're gonna finish it!! if they wanna do smth they're gonna do it!!#so. lowkey feeling good about my chances #skdjskdb its so random ???

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 3 months

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#its valentines day (yesterday but i havent gone to bed yet so its the same day) so im gonna talk about my crush #i figured out its really a crush because if it was just hyperfixation it wouldve been done by now #but its been months and i still really like her so its real #anyway. we became friends during one of the shittiest weeks of my life #in a time when everything was difficult and i felt so out of my element and inadequate and altogether bad. she was kind to me #she approached me. made conversation. several times. was the friendliest any stranger has ever been #at the end of the week i asked for her number to keeo in touch. and she gave it to me. and texted #i figured the friendship might fizzle out. but she kept texting. we kept talking. she talked about her problems and her happiest moments #shes trans and like me got put into the 'only out trans person for queer kids to look up to' slot at our summer camp jobs #she once texted me at 4am about horror movies and we ended up texting until 8am #she has a guinea pig named Agnes. she dropped out of college. she joined camp staff to avoid helping her mom move #and i love all of that about her. and i wish i could say these things but i dont want to freak her out and lose one of the best friendships #but im playing the long game because. this summer she applied to the same summer camp as me. so we'll be around each other a lot more #and that kind of proximity fosters incredibly close relationships. most of the people ive dated have been from that camp because of that #so im gonna spend the summer trying to get closer. and then maybe by the end ill shoot my shot #worst case ive just gotten closer to a very good friend. im not going into the summer with the goal of dating her #just the goal of getting to know a wonderful person better. and im just very delighted to have her in my life #and have the chance to work with her this summer. its all just good and makes me happy #its one of the only things keeping me going rn #so happy valentines day everyone

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skelebellie · 9 months

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MIGUELITO

[miguel o’hara x reader drabbles]

[SFW]

warning: slightly saucy? not NSFW but miguel is down bad.

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r/n: am i late to the party? technically, no. i saw atsv opening night and another time. but i’ve just been *hyperfixating* for soooo long that i just now got out of my hole. also, i survived summer semester and the scheduale of college classes is regulating me (i work hard but autism works harder).

anyways im feral for this man in a way concerning to feminism. but its less of a sexual thing and that fact that he is so me fr. anyways, enjoy. (i can’t fix him but i can fuck him)

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miguel o’hara is not a lover into PDA. the last thing he wants is to have jess and peter b. breathing down his neck, teasing him about how hes getting ‘soft’. but in the quaint moments of the night or the rare moments the two of you are in his office together, he can’t help but touch you. a lingering brush against your arm turns incessant, craving the feeling of your soft flesh under his hand. if he could describe you, it would be “home”, and your skin is his hearth. more often than not, you find yourselves both working on separate things, only connected by the grasp miguel has on your hand.

that twink (affectionately) is the worst to sleep with. unconsciously, he wraps his whole body around you, encasing you into a koala-like grip with no room for wiggling. its the way his brain runs while he sleeps, subconsciously afraid that when he wakes up you will be gone. relishing the way your plush body feels against his skin like a cloud.

w/ latine!reader, you try making tamales with him. you wanted to bring some to a group dinner with jess, peter b., and ben. you for sure thought he would be good at it, but he keeps ripping the husks with his claws as he tries to hold it down, ending up in him getting frustrated. you relish him to the duty of watching over the fillings so that they don’t overcook. nonetheless, he sulks until he can get a bite of your cooking.

one more latine!reader, but you make him picadillo when he got sick once and he started sobbing into the soup.

i head cannon that miguel has a physical preference for someone with a little chub or muscle, just something his claws can dig into. so when you come to the training room to catch on some much needed strength training, he can’t look at you. the way your spandex shorts dig into your thighs, causing the fat to bend underneath them, haunts him for days. and dont even get him started when you move and your shorts roll up your thighs. (from a certified thunder thigh homie)

when he has late night missions or stays at HQ until the stars shine, he always feels bad for coming into your shared living quarters. but the alternative was getting yelled at by you for sleeping at HQ. so silently, he tries to sneak into bed and not wake you. but every time his heart blossoms when you roll over, calling for him. “hnng- miggy?” your voice comes out, cracking with exhaustion as you roll over, hand reaching out to search for your personal heater. “sí, mi vida, im right here.” miguel whispers, guiding your hand towards him as he gets under the covers. voice still soft as he tries not to completely wake you up the moment you find his body your scooting closer to him, wrapping your arms comfortably around his waist as you lean your head against his chest, the gentle thump of his heartbeat lulling you back to sleep. in moments like this, he wish he had his phone on him, adoring your sleeping face as his hands run through your scalp.

definitely one of those dads that are like “put that animal back from once it came, we are not keeping it” and then like two hours later you find miguel conked out on the couch with your new pet asleep on his chest.

loves taking photos of you, especially little polaroids. he likes having a reminder that your there, and that the moments between you two are ingrained in pictures.

you start copying his curses. one time you bumped into the corner of the table only to stutter out “hijo de chingada”, only to look up to miguel almost pissing himself with laughter.

miguel o’hara wears socks and slippers in his downtime dont @ me.

#goreguttdrabbles #miguel o'hara x y/n #miguel o'hara #miguel x you #miguel spiderverse #miguel x reader #miguel o'hara fanfiction #atsv miguel #spiderman atsv #atsv miguel o’hara #miguel ohara #miguel o’hara x reader #im so delulu for this man he can tear me like ropa vieja

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suffarustuffaru · 1 month

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If you don't mind me asking but when did you first get into re:zero

yeah i dont mind at all :o ig yallre gonna hear my full origin story now haah. its my—my… ok id say tragic backstory but i dont think this is really that tragic LMAO. my humorous backstory? silly backstory?

anyway i got into rezero in summer of 2020!! this was months before s2 started airing and by around this time there was just s1, s1 directors cut may or may not have been out?? i forgor :<, but then s2’s first teaser came out right about now.

it was quarantine…. i was bored one day and wanted smth new to watch… and by then id only really briefly seen rezero—like you know that s1 promo poster with subaru standing there while surrounded by some of the main girls in s1 (beatrice felt emilia rem ram)?? yeah id seen that. in the back of my mind i kinda assumed the show was just another one of those abt a dude surrounded by his harem of girls or smth?? :< but then i learned the Real Premise is the time travel. via death!!!! and ive always loveddd angst and whump so i was like “NO FUCKING WAY I HIT THE JACKPOT” and eagerly looked into rezero some more to see if it was worth watching. and then i saw all the shit reviews on rz that never seemed to agree on if it was good or not…… and then gigguk’s video…… and then i saw mother’s basement on youtube make a defense of rezero s1 and i was like!!! ok fuck it im watching this show. i want the angst i want the complex time travel shit. i think id spoiled myself on a couple of subarus deaths by this point trying to decide if i should commit to rezero and then i started binge watching s1!! esp when i was like ok this is a good time to get into it s2 was announced right??

anyway i got hooked on rezero fr 👍👍 the first s1 emisuba lap pillow had me quaking in my boots ;-;;; and i was already invested from ep1 bc i liked the characters a lot already!!! i am simply BUILT DIFFERENT i loved subaru from day one!!! by the royal selection episodes ofc i was dying of secondhand embarrassment but tbh i grew even more invested in rezero after that!! i was and still am super impressed that the narrative had the balls to have subaru fuck up sooo so so bad there. like seeing that emisuba argument and the julisuba duel for the first time was crazyyy. the conflict was really good and the latter s1 development…. woagh.

and then you know i finish s1 and i immediately get to researching how to read, i read arc 4’s wn and bawl my eyes out from the sheer amount of rollercoaster both the emotions and Long Ass Novel gave me (yes i was bawling my eyes out at parent and child) (yes i was bawling my eyes out at choose me) (yes i was bawling my eyes out for all the suffering loops) (yes i was bawling) (i have no clue how i read all those pages fr like that arc is massive), i speedrun arc 5, i accidentally spoil certain bits for myself (arc 6 stuff), i read most of arc 6 in spurts, tune in every week for s2 (and bawled my eyes out seeing the s2 part 1 op for the first time) etc etc!! one thing lead to another and now i am here…….. three yrs in this fandom… nearly (?) a yr being active on rezero tumblr… HAH

also i made a reddit account back inn…. 2020 or 2021 bc i wanted to be a tinyyy bit active in rezero reddit (this was half a mistake btw. i think i have more balls of steel now but my younger self was sooooo naive. shaking them by the shoulders. this is an anime fandom!!!!!! and this is reddit!!! whatre u expecting???? i am less shy now on the internet thats for sure!!). anyway im still a tiny bit active on rz reddit now after not touching it for like a year. now i use my reddit account for spreading otto propaganda and slander /lh …../hj

but anyway ive never been active in fandoms until rezero and thats bc id usually lurk and a lot of my past hyperfixation medias were :< big fandoms :<<< but then. ok im a fanfic enjoyer and i didnt write much fanfic or publish fic at all before this fandom but then in 2020 after watching s1 i checked rezero’s ao3 page and *sniffles* *sobs* thERE WAS ONLY LIKE 2 PAGES ON THERE MAN….. A WHOLE DESERT…. yes and then one thing lead to another and now there is more fic and also ig id be considered an english fic writer elder maybe…… i started posting in like fall/winter 2020? and maaaan im one of the only ppl from that era whos still posting i think!!! ive seen the entire english fanfic scene pop up!! ive participated in a bunch of community events… sooo wild to think about. i feel old guys!!!

but now i have gotten more and more active in the rz fandom yes :3 its been fun!! rezero is very important media to me and ive met lots of cool people in my time here :) when october 2024 rolls around itll be s3 time (AAAAA HYPE HYPE HYPE) and like four yrs of me being in this fandom?? its wild but my lifes genuinely changed a lot bc of me getting into rezero!! met lots of cool people… made pals… gotten my writing and art out there and improved on it via. large amounts of rezero fanart HAH.. became more unhinged.. etc etc :D even got to meet one of my buddies i met via rezero irl 👍👍 more irl crossover events will happen i swear.

also gigguk in my eyes redeemed himself for his old rezero skit vid by making a glowing review for rezero s2 with his pals. i can forgive him i suppose :<<<

in conclusion: idk if i count as a fandom elder but i sure have a lot of my own fandom lore pfft :<<<

#ask #suffaru post #people including english professors have told me theyre impressed with my writing but truth is ive just been writing a shit ton of anime #fanfic for the last three or so years LMFAO

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elysianstarl1ght · 1 year

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hello tf2 community!

um, hi! i wanted to make an introduction for myself (because twitter is falling apart) so, hey! my name is cosmic, i have adhd and am likely autistic! i wanna start doing things on tumblr like growing a following, and just doing stuff cuz this place looks cool! so um yeah!!

im not sure how this stuff works so you'll have to bare with me for a bit, until i get used to this </3 but anyway some stuff about me!

my current hyperfixation is tf2!! as you can tell lol. some other interests of mine are astronomy, tmnt, lego monkie kid, warframe, horror (the whole genre), genshin impact, undertale, vtubers/nijisanji, ponytown and much more!

i started playing in february 2023!! i am very new lol (but apparently good...? according to some people...? idk about that)

i main scout and medic! i mostly play bootcamp wave 666!

im a scout fictkin and kin sniper, medic and demo!

i love all the mercs!! but demo, scout, sniper, pyro and soldier have taken over my brain the most!

im a writer and artist, and am currently writing a fic for tf2! it's very canon divergent and i'm still figuring out the general order of events, but i'm working on it <3 and super excited for it! trust me i will post about it nonstop

i have some uncommon headcanons that i'll probably talk about alot (pyroscout/flashfire and transfem soldier are just some)

YES i have watched emesis blue YES i love it YES i would love to talk with you and YES I WOULD LOVE TO PLAY TF2 WITH YOU and YES I WOULD LOVE TO TALK ABOUT HEADCANONS WITH YOU. i am ALWAYS up to talk about silly mercs!!

i.. havent read the comics... i'll get to it this summer i promise /gen

um.. yea i think thats all!! if you recognize me from twitter... uh hi PFFT anyway yeah!! thats it pretty much!! um... i hope i did this right aheh i dont want this to flop...

well um yea! i hope i can make myself a part of this community ahehe

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kitcheninaman · 9 months

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anyway my everybody's worried about owen hyperfixation is coming back so im going to talk about Nunemakers Swingset. Mostly The Gravedigger And The Nightingale

so, in the tracklist of the album, TGATN comes last, right? and while me and my mate were doing our analysis of the whole thing we realised that on first listen it seems out of place. nunemakers parable is an almost perfect ending to the story, it's the parable of sally nunemaker. its a perfect place to close the story. at least, that's what you'd think.

TGATN is, at its core, a retelling of jesus' crucifixion. the whole album takes inspiration and imagery from different parts of the bible, with the first song literally being called "Introducing Jonah To The Whale". TGATN takes the story of jesus' crucifixion and takes its theme of hope and rebirth to apply it to the album as a whole. throughout the album, there's a theme of despair, hopelessness, loss. until you get to the end. the nightingale is famously a symbol of rebirth, resurrection, the coming of spring. it tells us how even though there is so much despair in the world, There Is Still Hope. it closes the album on a positive note, rather than ending on nunemakers parable and leaving us feeling completely helpless. the contrast between the two songs is fierce and it works So Well.

additionally, the album has two narratives to it. one being the story of sally nunemaker and the stories she's collected from weary travellers, the other being owen's personal experience with their old summer/church camp, gender identity, and mental health. it's a beautifully crafted, two edged sword. you can take each song and apply it to either. specifically with IJTTW and FSSLM, you can take to be two sides of the same story told to sally nunemaker, or owen's experience with his gender identity.

everything from the lyricism to the actual instrumental is beautifully done to aid the story, moving forward the themes and ideals. the album itself IS a parable. it's a story that carries so much emotion and experience. it's a chilling presentation Of the human experience, highlighting everything bad that can and will happen, but ending with a message of HOPE. and it's absolutely breathtaking.

Also i wrote a whole essay about the themes and meaning of the entire album (with help from a friend) so. if you wanna see that.

#everybody's worried about owen #music #nunemakers swingset #the gravedigger and the nightingale #rant #god i fucking love this album

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yoonyia · 3 months

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I'm reading the shadows series and I'm also learning about World War 1 in school and I'm gonna be so confused in class.

like yea I'm studying the past future and present wars, yea one is fictional I get it, but my brain is not gonna be able to differentiate them when I start doing rapid word association in the middle of a discussion and someone is gonna bring up the name Peter some how and I'm gonna go on a 2 minute explination of the hedgemon till I realize that I just started ranting about bullshit. I'm gonna be crying in the corner because I know I'm better then this, I studied a lot of history, especially political conflict (mostly korea but plenty of world conflict too) I spent 3 months on world War 2, I can deal with world War one, I can study this, I can talk while NOT confusing it with a litteral BOOK

but no im lying I cant

one time I was describing the history of my fictional world to my friend and my teacher (who dosent know history) thought I was describing real history and was impressed by it. SIR I WAS IN 6TH GRADE, WHY DO YOU THINK WE WOULD LEARN ABOUT THE DETAILS OF NUCLEAR WARFARE AND HOW UNDERGROUND MINES LEAD TO A NATIONAL LAND INSTABILITY ESPICIALLY SINCE TRAINS PLAYED A BIG ROLE IN TRANSPORT AND WAS THEREFORE HIGHLY AFFECTED WHEN SOMEONE SET OFF A BOMB IN THE UPPER MINES ALCOHOL PIPING SYSTEM. AND ALSO ABOUT POSSIBLE DEAD MAN ZONE CONSISTING OF NORTH KOREA AND THE BORDERING AREAS OF CHINA THAT WAS SOLD TO SOUTH KOREA BECAUSE THE LAND WAS NO LONGER USUABLE AND ALSO TO CREATE A PEACE TREATY SINCE THE CHINESE AND SOUTH KOREAN (united korea) GOVERNMENT HAD TO SHARE A BORDER NOW. WHY WOULD I LEARN THIS IN SCHOOL TEACHER, YOU GAVE ME ENDERS GAME TO READ YOU THINK THAT WOULDENT PERMANENTLY MESS WITH MY BRAIN, YOU THINK I WOULDENT GET GEOPOLITICAL AFTER THAT.

This is why I know I will combine all my knowledge of history in a jumble in my head. Last time I was at school I talked for 4 minutes untill someone realized that it wasent real and that I couldent lie in a class discussion, IM SORRY I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE

no one here wants to hear about my 9 year old selfs excessively detailed history and political system for a world about gay rocks and fire people.

(also yes I have very strong opinions on my home country that most people over the age of 40 would blaze me for, even planned a story called "첫눈과 벛꽃" (first snow and cherry blossoms) that critiqued the countries attitude towards ending the war or at the bare minimum making relations with the neighboring country. I was going to write it this summer but then the jekyll and hyde hyperfixation consumed me and now i lost the motivation)

Anyways im hoping no one reads this cause I really just needed something to yell at before I went insane

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swiftllama · 10 months

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Omg im soo happy to be the first person to introduce you to Mitski!! Such a good artist— few other songs by her makes me think of Ian and Anthony, the lyrics is really heart achingly beautiful 😞..

- Francis forever: pov Ian ? Could be Anthony too

- Your best American girl: pov ANTHONY OOOH MY GOD when I first heard him describe Ian as the sun?? This what comes to mind instantly ( just one specific verse tho hehe)

Anyway thank you for the response!! Im so happy i can hyperfixate and share the fixation lol

Hey! Sorry only getting to this now!

Had a listen to both of the songs and oh yeah, very fitting!

Lyric analysis :-

Forever Francis

I know you said Ian’s pov for this, but it’s all Anthony to me. Some of it’s fitting for both but I just see Anthony.

“I don't know what to do without you / I don't know where to put my hands / I've been trying to lay my head down / But I'm writing this at three AM.”

- ‘But I’m writing this at three AM.’ Anthony’s letter! All can think about!

“I don't need the world to see / That I've been the best I can be, but / I don't think I could stand to be / Where you don't see me.”

- I see this from when he’d let go of the resentment towards Smosh/Ian and was wanting to reconnect. He was doing better than he ever had been before, but he doesn’t need the world to see that, only Ian.

“On sunny days I go out walking / I end up on a tree-lined street / I look up at the gaps of sunlight / I miss you more than anything.”

“And autumn comes when you're not yet done / With the summer passing by, but / I don't think I could stand to be / Where you don't see me.”

- So ☀️🔍 coded! Anthony looking up at the sun and thinking of and missing Ian! LITERALLY STOP!

Your Best American Girl

“You're the sun, you've never seen the night / But you hear its song from the morning birds / Well, I'm not the moon, I'm not even a star / But awake at night I'll be singing to the birds.”

- THIS ONE VERSE! YES! Definitely from Anthony’s pov. Also the parallels to the last song with being awake at night thinking about Ian.

“I've been trying to lay my head down / But I'm writing this at three AM.” // “But awake at night I'll be singing to the birds.”

Thank you so much for the recs!

#ianthony #☀️🔍#lyric analysis #asks

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buckieduckie · 1 year

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why i thought michael wheeler was gay before i even knew what stranger things was about - why i decided to watch ST in the first place

ok ok ok so yes i know this sounds crazy and insane and impossoble even. i mean you have to watch a show to know if the characters are gay, right? wrong.

But how'd you even know who mike was before you watched ST?

becauuuseee honeyyyy, ur a kid on the internet, you watch videos on youtube, lots of those will unfortunately be top 10 videos cause ur like 10 or 11 or sum shit. anyways, you see clips from popular shows and medias. some of those are stranger things clips and you get half way familiar with the characters so you know who millie bobby brown is and you know what mikes face looks like.

anyways, this brings me to my next... statement? point? anyways... so yeah, i cant remember what video i was watching or anything, but a clip from stranger things comes up. i knew it was ST cause it was popular and shit n duhhhh. ANYWAYS the clip was El Dumping Mike's Ass ™ and, i cant remember if it was the clip saying it or my own gaydar going off, but i think it was my gaydar, BUT i imeditately clocked mike as gay. i was what.... 6th grade? maybe? at the most.

anyways, i watched mike getting dumped and somehow, someway, i just knew. i just imediately knew. and yknow... part of me thinks it was just the fact that back then because i hadnt watched the show, i was comepletely utterly totally unbiased. like my slate was clean. i knew nothing of anything besides that clip. maybe it is more obvious than we think....

after that i just kinda forgot about it for a couple years untilllll....

OK so then... On to my next point of disgussion.

Why did I start watching Stranger Things?

OK OK OK OK OK SO- okkayy saurrrrrrrrr basically, i have a friend. her name is tina. (thats her nickname ok dw im not like leaking personal info chill) anyways. she sat with me in art last year, and i knew from sitting with her that year and knowing her in the previous years that she was a really big fan of stranger things. sooooooo yeah i sat with her in art and i guess she knew that i hadnt watched stranger things, so like... she realllllyyyyyy wanted me to watch stranger things she was like "omg you should totally watch stranger things youd like it so much theyre coming out with a new season this summer im so excited" so i was like omggggg but yk shes always trying to make me watch shit n ykyk, whatever.

one day she convinces me or- wait no i think she forced me, and i kinda like- caved or smt. anyways, we end up watching the first episode on her phone during art class. lmao slay. so we finish the first episode and im thinking it was really good like wow but my ass probably wont watch the second episode cause im terrible at getting commited like wow

and ok- so herereeeee, here comes the kicker- the slingshot into ST. like why i actually like continued to watch.

i was still in my h<3rt stopper (censoring cause it would be annoying if this was in their tag) hyperfixation, or more like i was just getting out of my HS hyperfixation. I watched the series 3 times so i was getting a bit burnt out, so i needed something else to fan over, something else to watch. but not anything, it had to be gay. because lord KNOWS we do NOT have enough gay shit to watch. like i need it. and- im sorry- but not crappy indie films (disclaimer- indie films are NOT all crappy, theres just... some .... iykyk💀) or weird.... weird ones that make no sense and are just there for like... sex and honestly i have no fucking clue.

no i needed GAYURIJRH anyways,,,,, so i dm Tina and im like "omg tinaaaa helllpp meeee 👹 i need gay stuff to watch theres no good ones 😭" and so she gives me a list of shows with gay characters in them, and then shes like "Will from Stranger Things is gay lmao" (pre season 4 btw) so im like, in my mind, im like "Cool 😃 Mike Wheeler from Stranger Things is gay 😃" no duckiebuckie she said will- "Mike Wheelr is gay 😃" *queue past memories and preconceived notions of the past now flodding forward*

so. i waited a couple days. then i watched the first episode again this time with my little brother and like the rest of season 1 (not all at once) and i, fully, utterly, comepletely, totally, full heartedly believed that Mike was gay (i mean he is but thats not the point right now) like- i just, believed it. i just simply took it as fact. literally no one ever actually told me Mike was gay. i had just like, thought it was canon. like i actually thought it was canon. like genuinley. its so fucking funny thinking about it now because i really actually dont think i ever saw anyone or anything actually stating Mike was gay or anything, like my own seld really had made it canon. like wow. icon. again, it couldve been that one video, but i kinda like also dont. YKWWWW- I LIKE- ok so i even went to the point of like, during or after watching the first episode, imagining a little coming out scenario LATER THAT SEASON with mike telling Dustin and Lucase (cant remember if- WAIT OH MY GODDDD I JUST REMEMBERED- WILL WASNT IN THE SENARIO I WAS IMAGINING BECAUSE MIKE WAS COMING OUT TO LUCAS AND DUSTIN AS GAY AND HE LIKED WILL- YALL I REALLY HAVE BEEN A BYLER SHIPPER SINCE THE BEGINNING HUH 🥹🥹 (btw i would like to mention that this was less of a head canon and more of a "oh this is probably gonna happen like this is whats happening" kinda thing LMFAOOOOOO

and then mike kissed el and i was like what the fuck 😟

and then from the end of season 1-4 v1 and v2 i was... convinced of the opposite 😔 💔 but HEY YOU CANT BLAME ME I WAS LIKE GA BACK THEN AND LIKE MIKE AND EL KISSED N SHIT WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO THINK

and then the byler heart to hearts started happening and i was like- oh wait- oh honey, mikey dear your gay is showing right now. LIKE I WAS A GA WHO THOUGHT MIKE WAS STRAIGHT AND I COULD STILLLL SEEEE THE FRUITINESS LIKE HONEEYYYYYYYYYYYY FRIENDS DONT TALK TO FRIENDS LIKE THAT but i digress.

anyways. then mike said i love you blah blah blah yk like yeah hes straight but i wasnt even really thinking about the subject that much

ANYWAYS what convinced me once again that mike wheeler was gay?

well, mainly @kaypeace21 's analysis about why they think mike is not Bi, but gay, yk, the iconic one. but what started inspection in the first place when i was a steadfast "wills 100% gay but unfortunately mike is 100% straight and its unrequited and i dont ship byler because its just a lil funky and weird because mike is OBVIOUSLY straight blah blah blah i mean its cute but its dEFINITELY not real blah blah" believer? because.... of ONE fateful tiktok.

Enter Tina again. were at her house, and we decide to watch stranger things tiktok compilations and crack videos n stuff cause yk that stuff is really funny and great.

So we see this one tiktok compilation and its stranger thins ofc and the title says (very gay) and shes like, ya wanna watch this one? and im like (my ass had already seen this same complilation, but i remembered the greatness that it held) so i agree.

so previously, i had watched the video and just kinda ignored the byler stuff cause i didnt ship (although i would like to make a disclaimer that i was not a mileven shipper either. i kinda just thought they were like cute and yk oh theyre the main couple cool ig it is what it is like this is how its gonna be ig) anyways, but this time (i think we had like briefly discussed mikes sexuality earlier, and decided he was prolly definitely just straight (but discussing it in the first place is like, kinda telling lmfao)) so it was on my mind. so this time, when the byler vid came on, i payed more attention. it was a rink o mania edit. and i saw his facial expression. i saw that fucking facial expression.

so me and Tina™ paused the video, and we were like "ok... so like, I think Mike is straight... but like that facial expression he just made. but like hes definitely straight right? yeah... but that expressionnnnnnn.... but like yeah, right? yeah.. anyways...." and then we watched the rest of the video.

and then pinterest came in and it was one piece of evidence after another and then the Kaypeace post.

the rest is history.

My Point?

The whole reason I started watching Stranger Things in the first place was because I thought Mike was gay. If Mike Wheeler is not gay, I will have watched Stranger Things for nothing. yes, i stayed and kept watching even after m*l*v*n was established because stranger things is just so good, how could you not? but my point still stands. The whole reason for me even deciding to keep watching after the first episode was because i thought mike was gay. and it seems that we've come full circle now, because once again, i believe mike wheeler is gay and my enjoyment (and ST) depends on Mike being gay.

tagging @aemiron-main because like idk i feel like you would find this interesting? amusing? maybe? lol

tagging @l0v3c0r3e @adorewillbyers cause i feel like yall would get it 🥺 also i need someone to read this shit because i did not just spend an hour and a half writing this for like 0 notes like no maaaaaaaaaaam

@the-homosphere cause they dared me to

#god this was so much longer that i intended #but yeah #yall get it right #sheesh #ive been a mike is gay truther since the BEGINNNINGGGGG #SINCE BEFORE I WAS A BYLERRRRR #LIKE BROOO #thats saying something right there #mike wheeler is gay #mike wheeler i know what you are #byler #stranger things

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