#but i’ve popped in a time or two

[consulaaris]

love (and by this i mean loathe) the inverse relationship between my mental health and credit card bill

#rae talks #sorry have been MIA it’s been. hm. rough times. #told myself i was taking a brief break from tumblr & stuff and i still am #but i’ve popped in a time or two #promise i’m not ignoring anyone but i will likely be pretty inactive for a bit sorry </3 #i am still reachable by discord dm though / down to chat or w/e #but yes. stress spending has been the mo lately and sheesh #smth smth self sabotage and the slow decline of my giving a fuck abt anything sjdjdjkd #somewhere between max burnout and a mental health break lmao #it’s been difficult to like. process myself existing outside of my own head? while also simultaneously internalizing everything as like— #—an indicator of my own self worth and what people think of me as a person and it has been. a time lol. #and the fear that if i barely have a grasp on my sense of self rn then how can anyone/am i just lying to everyone SNJSJDKD #bc i’m still paranoid as hell that i’m becoming like the people who’ve hurt me :o) #anyways. lmao. trying to straddle the balance between needing a break and making things worse by isolating myself #so i will continue to be mostly MIA for a while

[crabrangoonluvr]

madoka movie 4 predictions

#arden.jpg #puella magi madoka magica #pop team epic #madoka kaname #homura akemi #i’ve had this sitting in procreate half-finished for like two years. was abt time to finish it lol #madohomu

[canarydraws]

It’s been a while since I shared anything sorry guys! Have this messy sketch I kind of like

#art #digital art #illustration #wip #dnd #pathfinder #dungeons and dragons #fetchling #magus #luz #I’m still not sure I’m giving luz the red cape but it was a fun element to throw in this sketch #I’ve always loved the look of capes with bright inner linings so I’m looking for an excuse to design a character w one lol #I’m just not sure if red is the way to go with Luz #their entire outfit is black grey and silver so it would be a nice pop of color #but idk every time I try painting up a red the red just doesn’t look like it belongs #I like muting it to brown but who makes a two colored cape with just black and brown?? #maybe I should make the inside silver #that could be cool #or to lighten their outfit the outside could be silver t and the inside could be black #but that’s def not practical for a character that uses the shadows to their advantage #imagine trying to sneak in the dark but your cape catches every speck of light like a beacon #ah well I’ll figure it out #if you’ve read all these tags feel free to leave tags with your own thoughts. or a comment too!

[dearabsolutelynoone]

“I used to be considered something of a rake, after all. Wouldn’t want people to think I was completely tamed.”

“You’re appalling.”

He grinned. “And yet, my wife still loves me to distraction, which is all that really matters, isn’t it?”

Julia Quinn, To Sir Philip With Love (Bridgertons, #5)

#i can’t be normal about these two #i’ve tried i’ve really tried #kate loves anthony to distraction #i absolutely agree #love it when kanthony pops up in the other bridgerton books #time to give kanthony back to me #bridgerton #kanthony #kate and anthony #anthony and kate #kate x anthony #anthony x kate #kathony #kate sharma #anthony bridgerton #viscountess bridgerton #viscount bridgerton #the viscount who loved me #to sir phillip with love #julia quinn #jonathan bailey #simone ashley #lady bridgerton #lord bridgerton #bridgerton season 2

[sciderman]

Yk not looking at usernames sure is wild. I thought the Bob and Wade you were talking about were those guys from distractible

don’t know what that is but 👍 ok

#I feel so pop culturally inept whenever any of you guys talk #you guys know I have not consumed a single piece of media from the past two decades #sci speaks #oh. it’s a podcast. #yeah. I don’t listen to podcasts. #I listened to the always sunny in philadelphia podcast. that was the only podcast I’ve ever listened to. #are there fandoms for podcasts. do people talk about podcasts like they do comics. #I bet they do. #you know what I’ve kind of always wanted to make a podcast. I like to talk about stupid things. it seems anyone can make a podcast. #I have a good mic and a cute accent. #I bet people will fall in love with me if I made a podcast. #does anyone want to make a podcast with me. we can talk about comics and stuff. #I think I did a podcast episode with someone one time where we talked about deadpool 2. im not going to link it. #it was with a guy I cosplayed with as cable and deadpool. he was a weird guy. #we don’t talk anymore. he was weird. he killed my friend’s guinea pig.

[rainymoodlet]

Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

[Ep. Fourteen] Time of Blossoms

To begin the last pair of our Solo Dates, we get to congratulate our known winner, Julian Vance! 🥹

After their long discussions on the beauty of Komorebi and their lucky chance to finally visit the mountain, Daniel thought there’d be no better way to entertain our intrepid Mr. Vance than with a relaxing and educational walk around historical Senbamachi!

@mattodore

[ Part 1/2 ] 🌹

#ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 gameplay #ts4 challenge #ts4 bachelor challenge #;kmik #sim: daniel #julian vance by mattodore #|| #THESE TWO OMG… #look at how sweet jules looks in his lil scarf UGH #i’m in love #they had such a great time together!!! #i’ve noticed that daniel has very specific trends of thought with certain sims #and with julian??? he’s All Physical #i don’t think he popped up a single Get to Know or Ask About or Compliment On it was just #HUG CARESS CHEEK KISS HANDS TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH— #which is very intriguing to me to say the least!!! #julian is so sweet and honestly so interesting to watch!!! #he walked around earnestly admiring art and looking at the temple and the trees #he tossed a coin into the wishing well on the lot autonomously it was so cute #and i dont think ive ever seen a sim do that b4??? #the only thing that fascinated me was that they didn’t really talk all that much #outside of their interactions physically and when either would initiate a little joke or something #they seemed very comfortable to stand together in a general vicinity and be content #which i found so cute 🥹 #reminded me of me and my fiance at museums #when we both peel off to read but are comforted by the other’s presence #bwuh me trying not to show any bias in any summary of the dates by giving them all fair summaries BWUH #RIVER I LOVE HIM HE’S A BABEY

[alwayshappyhoursomewhere]

Cup of China 2023 - Adam Siao Him Fa and Shoma Uno during the men’s victory ceremony

#this photo is everything to me I want to frame it put it on my wall stare at it forever #i’ve been lowkey hoping for something like this the whole off season watching adam’s ig and following him posting about his training #I love this boy and I love that he’s the kind of person who keeps quiet and works hard to get what he wants (like shoma) #and I do love his skating - his two programs were my favorite last season after shoma’s #but he really clicked for me at worlds on that first monday of practice (ik I will never shut up about this sorry) #was it the last group of men? it was pretty late and adam went in the group after shoma #and I was already shaky after seeing shoma practice with my very eyes #the way shoma practices is really like a machine - relentless and single-minded and unstoppable #and that night he was really hitting it (and popping a lot of jumps but he was still not holding back) #I think it was the night shoma did more jumping passes than the rest of the other men put together #and then adam’s group came out #and I ended up being unable to look away from adam because I saw much of the same qualities in him #and it went through my mind that of all the guys I’d seen there he was the one that reminded me the most of shoma #(lol it’s always shoma in the end isn’t it) #(and I love that shoma had already recognized his qualities too) #(I was so devastated when worlds went the way they did for adam sdghjkk) #but last season he still didn’t have what it took to fight at the same level with the guys at the top - or the consistency #that’s why this win feels so precious and meaningful #adam kept it together and delivered once more - it wasn’t just another one-time win in france #and to do it like that! tired from back to back assignments jetlagged and with boot issues!! On bad ice!!! #he knew that if shoma went clean it would have been hard or impossible for him to win #but he went for it with all he had and fought hard - i teared up towards the end because I was so worried he’d let his sp mistake get to hi #can’t wait for gpf but no matter how adam does there I’m so proud of him 😭 #this was hard for me to watch because I also wanted shoma to win but I think Adam needed it more and it ended up being a deserved win #and I think it will motivate shoma for nhk and I’m so here for it! or literally: will be so there for it afsghjjfghgdh aaaaaaaaahhh #adam siao him fa #shoma uno

[talldecafcappuccino]

That last post had me scrolling through the people I follow on here and it’s like going on an archaeological dig through hyperfixations of the past. I’ve been on here more than 10 years and yet there’s only like…five eras: Parks and Rec > Lizzie Bennet Diaries > The 100 > Schitt’s Creek > Ted Lasso

It feels like there should be more? But that’s it! That’s what I’ve spent my 10,000 hours on this past decade+ 😵‍💫

#loooove to get perspective on how I’ve spent my time lmao #but also I love how people I followed from the first two fandoms have popped up in the others #I don’t want more data about my tumblr usage #but it would be interesting

[grrrlschool]

taylor swift and kelly johnson are written in the same font…

#this is me coming out as a swiftie #sorry y’all #no but they really do look alike #maybe it’s cos they’re both two absolutely gigantic and lanky blondes #but they are very similar personality wise #and i’ve noticed that they have a similar songwriting style #hear me out when i say this but if kelly were still alive today she would’ve loved taylor idc #even if she wasn’t a fan she would probably respect her as a fellow musician #kelly even admitted to being more of a pop music enjoyer than a heavy metal enjoyer so #taylor is popular with the rockers of kelly’s time so #taylor swift #1989 #1989 album #1989 era #1989 tv #1989 taylor's version #kelly johnson #girlschool #girlschool band #heavy metal #nwobhm #new wave of british heavy metal #80s #80s heavy metal #girlband #all female band #women in metal #women in music #aka auds’ stupid ass thoughts lmfao

[rosicheeks]

1. What did you dream about last night?

Uhhhm I’ve been having these weird dreams about this dude I knew senior year of high school.

#fun fact he was my prom date that year #also guess I knew him a little after high school too #cause he eventually became my weed dealer for a little bit #but yeah #I’ve been having weird dreams about him lately #and then before that I would have weird dreams about this dude I knew wayyyyyyyyy back #idk even how long ago #back when I was in elementary/middle school??? #my parents were friends with his parents so I would see him and a few other guys on new years and some random times during the year #idk why those two people have been popping up in my dreams lately? #and the weird thing is I barely dream #like before this I don’t remember the last time I’ve dreamt and now I’m randomly dreaming about these guys I used to know? #fucking weird #thanks for the ask 💖 #ask #anon

[iero]

Every day I’ve worked for the past, like, two weeks, I’ve come home with a massive headache and I’m genuinely worried that it’s cause for a bigger concern…

#personal #One of my coworkers said I’m probably just burnt out but I don’t know. #And popping some ibuprofen has not helped with it like two times these past two weeks. #I wanna say it’s my sleeping habits or lack thereof. I think it’s my body saying I need sleep but I’ve been at my job for a while now and #I think my body would have said ‘Get more sleep bitch!’ a lot sooner then now. #🫤🫤🫤

[brotherlysuggestion]

The first Grown Up Adult pro tip I have for my little sibs is that LG Electronics/Home Goods straight up has the worst customer service and machine servicing process I’ve ever undergone and I beg of you to consider a different brand tbh.

#mod static #not a suggestion #but also like… #brotherly advice #Hi!! I’m still here!! I’m sorry I have a very sweet ask I still haven’t answered but life is crazy tbh #but I NEEDED to pop in and say this because like #I spent TWO MONTHS back and forth with LG about my window AC unit!! #still under warranty btw not even a year old!! #so I switched to Midea that has much better reviews on customer service care. so I’ll let y’all know if I have problems how that goes #LG customer service STRAIGHT UP hung up on my husband!!! and I was there the entire time and he was firm and assertive but not aggressive #and that’s only one of like. 5 or 6 calls I’ve had to make over this process? and only one of them ended up not being a nightmare #on the off chance Lexi who works at LG is reading this. Why’d you hang up on my husband? we just wanted the repair guy to come back :c

[shoutsindwarvish]

my manager is lucky i’m feeling really spiritually fulfilled and calm and at peace rn or i’d be inclined to tell her to go fuck herself

#sent a screenshot of her latest comment to a work friend on my team #who agrees that it was completely unnecessary and made no sense #every comment my manager has made on my questions to the admins in teams has been like an obnoxious pop-up tutorial window in a video game #i’ve been doing this for over three years now and i’ve been told by multiple people who ACTUALLY work with me that i’m good at my job #and she responds like ‘sweatie…have you considered using your resources?’ #i did. i listed the ones i’d checked if you’d bothered to read what i actually wrote #this is the third time she’s done this in less than a week #most recent question was making sure i’m on the same page as the admin in interpreting the complaint before i dig into the TWO HOUR call #since the way i document would be affected #she responded ‘did you listen to the call? did the agent provide accurate information?’ #apparently she’s not doing it to everyone either #what is her problem #my posts #work adventures #(i’m genuinely not anxious about it. i’m just like ‘ah. you are motherfucker?’)

[persephoneflouwers]

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#me thinks they wasted a loooot of potential with louis stuf #even with larries #maybe it is just my personal experiencebut i remember how wild everyone around him was with pandemic #and now they kinda killed it? #I don’t think it’s just the stupid babygate thing that made many veterans retire lol #But the fact it is happening so fast? like we saw him on tour literally last year #I don’t joke when i say i saw him 4 times and the last one was September 2022… and he’s touring again? #it’s something that doesn’t happen with any other artist except for them #harry schedule is obviously on a other level of embarrassment on this matter actually #but also it’s weird the way they mixed the two ‘eras’ #i know they dont seem to go for eras in the strict meaning of it but #that’s how I see marketing (and that’s why it works so well with pop artists) #but like… the bluegreening things is lowkey cringe at this point because you’re like #bro what planet are you leaving on haha #if that makes sense? anyway it’s just something that I’ve been thinking but I haven’t landed on an answer yet

[notjanine]

i haven’t spent christmas with anyone else in so long, i haven’t spent christmas morning with anyone else in SO long and i don’t think i’ve ever been in charge of christmas breakfast before! cinnamon rolls, cardamom buns, stuffed brioche french toast, blueberry pancakes, too many options! much to think about

#YES i am thinking about breakfast days ahead of time. this is my me time #i’m leaning toward the cinnamon rolls bc i can prep them ahead and then just pop them in the oven and the whole place will smell so lovely #but i also kinda wanna do the french toast just bc i’ve never made brioche before lmao #i’m also planning to make sugar cookies tomorrow #i’ve got two doughs in progress #and some lovely ginger persimmon muffins but not particularly for christmas just because! #but i also don’t know if Bookstore’s gonna bring anything or want to make anything here bc they bake too! #it seems weird to let someone i’ve known for such a short time be part of such a big holiday but #it doesn’t FEEL weird #this year has been so stressful and it’s so cold out and i just want to be cozy and warm and happy and #it’s very easy to feel that way with them

[trashedballrooms]

Went to Alice Cooper’s stupid little teen center thing here and holed up in one of the practice rooms so I could play guitar

#i mainly just played eruption for like two hours #maybe after the tenth time I’ve been there I’ll finally talk to someone #I always end up popping in and disappearing into one of the rooms without a word