#but im jot

[turnallthemirrors]

shoutout to lesbian drag queens who are also pigs. gotta be one of my favorite genders 🙏

#sydposting #i know im not the first one to make this joke but im having fun #chappell roan #good luck babe #btw if anyone says miss piggy isnt a lesbian because shes in love with kermit. kermit is literally a he/they butch so jot that down

[runa-falls]

imagine convincing steven to let you suck his dick for 'practice' so you'll know how to do it when you get a boyfriend. but the whole time, the only boyfriend you want is him.

suddenly, he's thinking about you 24/7, craving your messy mouth and the painful dig of your nails against his thigh when he pushes in too much. he falls in love with the way you take care of him, how you can go from eagerly swallowing him down to cooing soft praises when he's coming down from his high.

so when he's reminded of why you're really doing this, he becomes a tad bit possessive. he holds you closer, kisses you harder, and keeps you in his arms a little longer. in his mind, he should be the only one tugging at your hair and staring down at your glistening eyes as he drives himself against your face again and again.

one day, he finally says it.

your lips are still plump and red, the only evidence of the activities that you were doing just a handful of minutes ago. he fiddles with his hands as he watches you search around his flat for your things.

this is one of the few times he hasn't held you in his arms afterwards. he feels empty. alone. he wants to reach out, stop your frantic searching, and tug you onto his lap. he wants to nuzzle his face into the crook of your neck and breathe you in. he wants you to stay.

you said were meeting up with someone for lunch. you didn't specify who and you didn't seem like you wanted to. his heart dropped at the mention of someone else and there was only silence between the two of you. it was a piercing needle of reality popping his lovesick bubble.

you seemed disappointed by his silence, a slight frown pulling at the corners of your lips. you merely returned his silence and stood up to look for your shirt.

you're tying your shoes when he finally speaks up.

"don't go." you don't look up, but he knows you heard him because your hands are frozen above your shoes with your laces pinched between your fingers. "stay...here. with me."

you huff out a sigh, finally looking up with inquiring eyes.

"what are you saying, steven?"

"i don't want to do this anymore." you drop your laces and turn your body to face his. everything just spills from his lips, "i know you just wanted help to please your next partner, but i can't stand the idea of seeing you with anyone but myself."

"steven..." you stand up and walk over to the bed where he sits, carelessly leaving your one shoe untied. you rest a hand on his shoulder, urging him to meet your gaze. dark lashes frame his warm brown eyes. "there isn't anyone else."

he blinks as a dusting of pink rises to his cheeks, confused and a bit embarrassed. "...there isn't?"

"no."

"then who are you seeing for lunch?"

"there is no lunch." you confess, "it's selfish, but i just wanted you to tell me not to go..."

gentle fingers wrap around your wrist, "then don't."

"steven, i already told you, there is no lun--"

you yelp when you're abruptly pulled against him, your chest meeting his. "don't go. ever." his other hand cradles your jaw and pulls you in until your lips are nearly touching his. "stay with me." his voice lowers to a whisper, but you swear you can feel the vibrations flood through your body.

"ok."

#steven grant #steven grant x reader #quick thought #im sorry this is so similar to friendly favors #im still not back on writing tho i just had something to jot down #moon knight fanfic

[eightyones]

#im broed #also its jot letting me post it from my phone

[thebestestbat]

just because i have read a comic doesn't mean i 1. know what it's called 2. remember that i read it 3. know anything that happened in it

#so jot that down #im like 'ooh look at the funny pictures!'

[meaningofaeons]

thinking about vidyadhara!reader x jing yuan ...

we learned in the recent quests that vidyadhara can indeed become mara struck under the right circumstances, but they're capable of molting and turning into someone entirely new, thus freed from the mara that once struck them ... but of course, along with the molting process comes the loss of memory.

so imagine a reader who was once great friends with jing yuan. the two grew up together practically, working in the cloud knights together, doing everything together. jing yuan, despite his newfound duties as a cloud knight, finds himself falling in love with you.

then, amidst one of the abundance wars, you are stricken with mara. he watches you go insane, just before you disappear. and then, somehow, you are gone from his life forever.

for years, he wonders if you perished on that battlefield shortly before he was dragged away from you. he wonders if you suffered. surely, with the insanity of the mara wreaking havoc on your mind, you had. but at least he can be confident that you would not have had to live through that for long... that's what he tells himself so he can sleep at night.

it takes the general so, so long to let go of what happened. centuries pass, and he's still not confident he can completely dash the thought of you from his mind when he sees a new stall open with a snack he thinks you'd like, or when he sees the tailor shops put out a new line of clothes in your favorite hue.

and then, one day, he sees a familiar face among the crowds.

jing yuan is so quick to rush to your side, trying frantically to catch his breath, to ensure that what he sees before his own eyes is you, not some vision made up by his mind, not a sign that he's succumbing to mara himself, but really and truly you.

yet you only give him a nervous half-smile, your form going stiff the second you see him. you bow politely, and ask if there's anything you can do for the general. you ask him if you've met before.

it's you, and yet it's not.

he lets out that small hum of his when he's trying to fight back the pain he feels. he puts on that placating smile of his when he's trying not to let his hurt show. and he shakes his head, though it takes him nearly a minute under your familiar gaze to do it.

"...no. forgive me. I must have mistaken you for an old friend."

it's you, and yet it's not.

and it never will be you again.

#this was meant to be a drabble #like a quick jot down of my thoughts #but holy shit #now im so like. #invested in this??? #would you guys want more of this? #also sorry #this is like #99% oc x canon coded #bc I have a vidyadhara oc whose storyline is basically this #and she was once jing yuans assistant #and now shes #like #not. </3 #I LOVE ANGST #sorry </3 #anyways! #jing yuan x reader #jingyuan x reader #hsr x reader #honkai x reader #honkai star rail x reader #jing yuan #jingyuan

[potatobugz]

bvbghgch gubleck:) heeoho!

#jrwi #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #goobleck #jrwi goobleck #goobleck jrwi #potatart #IM ON EPISODE!!!!! 87 :DDD #goobleck has said goobye #FELIPE. #im still not well enough to draw a whole lot but o mamaged to squeeze thid out #i hope the image id is adequate please tell me of not #if not #p.s. dear beloved mutuals + followers. my condition is jot life threatening! so thats good! #ot stills hurts though glbbergh #it ok. jrwi is healing me #jrwi save me.. jrwi. save me jrwi ... #JUST KIDDING I LIED I DRAFTED THIS POST A FEW DAYS AGO IM ACTUALLY OM EP 96

[starch1ldz]

#starchildz musical school #every day i stray further from sanity #something something two faces #something something blurrys the one im jot #something something though im weak and beaten down #something something #criminal minds #spencer reid #spencer reid criminal minds #dr spencer reid #im mentally unwell #spencer reid fanfiction #prison reid #SOBS #criminal minds bau #criminal minds fandom #criminal minds posting #ugh #spencer reid you sacrificial lamb you

[argumentativeantitheticaldrmgirl]

Bouncy

#oh hey it's me #happy friday #i said what i said #validate my existence #byeee <3 #im cute #so jot that down #like 🙃🙃🙃 #low quality content #high quality #bewbies #ok imma shut up now #✌️✌️✌️ #goodnight

[novablisters]

Clara season 7 saying she’s not afraid of ghosts standing next to her own grave Eleven finding a girl who keeps coming back after dying after spending a long time avoiding getting attached to people after the grief of losing amy and rory the quote from the monks saying “if he truly is mad… then she is his madness” OUUGHHHH DOCTORCLARA THE SUBTEXT THE SETUP FOR THEIR LATER PLOTLINES GOD THEY’RE INSANE

#jot notes #because I’m watching season 7 with my little brother so I can’t pause or rewind or get screenshots #or get exact quotes #I WILL WRITE MORE ON THESE #BECAUSE IM INSANE ABOUT THEM #doctor who #clara oswald #eleventh doctor #elevenclara #twelveclara #doctorclara #whouffaldi #whouffle

[good-beansdraws]

Making a full post for my Fuuta Ballet AU because I actually had more thoughts about it hehe (Ballerina Girl)

+ a version of the au that's more general to the whole cast, with Es as the protag here!

As mentioned in the art, he’s exactly the same as canon except his life now revolves around dance. He’s in a very cliquey company (The Dark Pas de Trois?), surrounded by friends who are very similar-minded. Even though they're not in dance competitions specifically, they're constantly striving for better reviews/reputations than the neighboring companies. Fuuta struggles with stage fright, but doesn't let on to the others -- he just pushes through every time.

They visit a company rehearsing Nutcracker, and one of the snowflake dancers does something problematic backstage. Fuuta blasts him on social media for it, gaining popularity for his own account/dance company. Auditions and things go a bit smoother for them now that they’re internet famous.

There’s a scandal with the dancer playing the demon sorcerer Rothbart in Swan Lake, and Fuuta catches it on film. The video goes viral, once again boosting Fuuta’s popularity and ego. He’s praised as both a hero and talented performer. His friends are also soaring with this newfound fame.

Then, he catches a young background dancer in Sleeping Beauty doing something he deems worthy of a callout. He exposes her all over his social media. Rather than the usual social backlash, the girl is harassed in person. A crowd takes things too far, and an accident results in an injury that ends her career just as it was beginning. She will never dance again.

Facing his suspicious friends (and overcome with his own guilt), Fuuta flees the company. He plans on quitting dance for the rest of his life as well. Instead, he gets a mysterious invitation to the Milgram Dance Academy. He's never heard of them before, and the internet doesn't turn up much on them. Left with few other choices, he shows up for the first lesson.

The first thing that strikes him is it's a boarding school. He must live there and follow their rules in order to attend. They take his phone and restrict outside contact, much to his horror. The school solely focused on the arts -- no competitions, no big shows. There are three major shows they are planning, but Fuuta couldn't find any venues/tickets/advertisements, despite mention of a "global audience". The program is rigorous, and the instructor decides at the end of each semester if their final performance passes or fails.

The only thing more concerning than the sudden restriction of his phone is the strange group of residents he'll be spending his next few years with. His instructor is a mere child, no more than fifteen and very cryptic about their past training. His other classmates range in age and personality. He starts off dancing just as confident as usual, trying to show up the other students and make a strong first impression.

However, he fails the first semester. The grade list is made public to the whole academy, and Fuuta finds himself the subject of watching eyes and condescending whispers. Becoming sensitive to prying stares and audiences, he falls back into his usual stage fright. He endures (emotional) attacks from the passed students, although in his distraction he screws up some cues and gets injured.

Regarding the actual choreography -- as much as I love the classic shows (I mean, just look how cute he is as the nutcracker ;-;) my brain has been going brrrrr picturing ballet adaptations of the mvs... 🎹 / 🎹 / 🎹 / 🎹

#milgram #fuuta kajiyama #no au can get me going like a dancer au can... #i wanted to take the stakes down from death/murder but still have some drama #so theres still injury and guilt mixed in with the dancing lmao #i know the whole cast version makes more sense but i wanted it to be about my special little guy 👏👏👏😂 #you know how it is #both these aus require a school full of other dancers but im picturing the milgram cast as fuutas specific class he spends all his time wit #and since the other students are the audience i guess that means you all are part of my au 😌 welcome to dance school 😌 #i had the bulk of this jotted down for so long - its nice to finish the art and clean up the phrasing to post! #dropping this while i reboot my brain from my trip... i shall return soon ;-;

[verycute]

disappointed you can’t buy the game because you’re

aren’t you

#morbius #polybius #im funny so jot that down #vc

[comradekatara]

Katara/Yue?

okay im sure some people do ship this earnestly but to me it’s always read as extremely performative. i know most people don’t actually Get sokka/yue like i do, but please tell me what is the point of shipping her with katara instead beyond simply “well she’s a WATERBENDER and a GIRL.” i think if katara had actually bonded with yue in any meaningful capacity and learned that she was in an arranged marriage and considered it her duty, katara would (somewhat patronizingly) fight on yue’s behalf to dissolve her marriage and “free” her. sokka, however, doesn’t impose his standards and desires onto yue forcefully; it’s a very different and (i would argue) far more compelling dynamic. the fact that katara is actually willing to fight for her autonomy against the patriarchal dogmas of the nwt makes yue burst into tears. and so you can of course claim that katara inspires yue, but the idea of like. liberatory lesbian love is kind of just the reductive reading you see of utena sometimes and not actually the most interesting way to explore the predicament of agency and sacrifice. yue and sokka are so perfectly matched because they were intentionally written as mirrors. i think a lot of people assume katara and yue actually cohere better than sokka and yue do for very superficial reasons, but katara is actually the antithesis of yue in many ways (their one parallel really being the way they are beholden to their respective duties through the symbol of the necklace, but even then it means very different things for each of them). and i’m all for opposites attract (literally obsessed with mailee) but shipping katara with girl!sokka is just weird and pointless to me sorry

#thisisyourbrainoncomics #asks #it’s like shipping sokka with haru #for why. to what ends. #katara&yue #sokkaxyue #(i suppose) #yue #katara #i do have a longer post somewhere about yue and katara’s dynamic that is far more generous and charitable #but when it comes to shipping im just like. well actually sokka is dykier than katara so jot that down

[whatthebodygraspsnot]

new therapist's office: hi she has to cancel today

me: *rearranging my kitching - completely rawdogging it - no music no nothing* omg of course no problem :)

#me when i say im just going to purge some stuff from my cabinets and thats IT #and then 55 minutes later everything in my kitchen is in a new spot #personal #mental health #narrator voice: they probably could have used the therapy session #also i have completely lost my phone so jot that down #delete this #mh

[lesbiancarat]

[230711] min9yu_k Instagram Update

에라이 여름이다💙

#seventeen #mingyu #woozi #230711 #p: instagram #whenever svt post pics like this i feel like im a scientist running a lab experiment on ppl attracted to men when i read the tags #like hmmm yes this is how they react to seeing a mans nipple i see i see *jots down a lengthy note on my clipboard* #anyway congrats to woozi shirtless pic to all of y'all it should be a national holiday

[collectingtaylorphotos]

Taylor Swift receiving her third Video of the Year award at the VMAs and announcing her tenth studio album, Midnights, out October 21st!

#TAYLOR EHAT RHE FUCK IS THSI #IM JOT RAEDY #WHAY ARE YKH DOIGN #taylor swift #VMAs #all too well #all too well (10 minute version) #ts10 #T S FUCKING 10 HOLD UP— #I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT IT LIKE THAT #brb dying #speech #video

[moonieisa]

oh my GODDDDDDDD i cannot even begin to explain how much i hate the whole "being nice costs $0" narrative. it takes so much to be nice & kind. it takes so much to sacrifice your sleep because your friend needs to rant when you know you have to wake up early tomorrow. it takes so much to risk getting late to an appointment bcs a stranger on the way needs your help. it takes so much to help your co worker through their work because you know they are not in a good place right. its not being kind because. its being kind Despite. hope that helps ❤️❤️

#not saying you should let people walk all over you #or overburden yourself #im just saying im sick of hearing ppl say being kind is smth rhat is easy. its jot. #but u should still do it #the smile of relief on people's faces is all woeth it