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lode5tars · 2 months

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18/02/24 -Friday 19th, Feburary.

checking the gallery and seeing!

Today:

Its been almost a whole year since i last made a post here, and in a burst of need for motivation and accountability i decided to reopen this and see how far can we go. I started working out and then quit due to poor scheaduling, couldtn recover but we are working on that, the weather is warming up too. Last year a tried many different things, and for once i think i strayed a bit from kpop as my main fandom. Got some equivalent of a job promotion but from there my scheadule hasnt been propperly arranged. Started some drawing courses, finished none. i read some books too. Started playing board games and now i go out with some friends every few weeks. it was pretty eventful for me but its hard to fully grasp reign on it myself. theres many things i fear, many i want to do. i think the herdest thing here is that i need to constantly exert big amounts of energy and power to keep the ball rolling otherwise it gets messy really quick, specially me who has the tendencies to overthink a lot. I started playing videogames again. so my msot recent obsession is persona 5. i started reading blue period again. its wonderful in so many ways, i fully recommend it to anyone who likes art, and as i begin again i have to step down on my goals to fully set them down propperly so thats why my goals today are tiny, and im building a new PC

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For today:

Going to sleep before 1am

WORK. WORK WORK (+ 40 professional)

Open list of PC components, revise it for at least 10 minutes

Save Data:

The Creator: +0xp

The Adventurer + 0xp

The Android: +0xp

The Monster: +0xp

The Professional + 40xp

Media:

Blue Period (Manga)

Nana (Anime)

Blue Eye Samurai (Series)

The Monster of Old Seoul (Drama)

Persona 5 (Game)

Genshin Impact (Game)

Report Notes:

now playing:

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lode5tars · 1 year

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27/01/23 -Wednesday 01th, Feburary.

An App i downloaded that has been surprisingly working swiftly in helping me leave my phone, it should track studying but im tracking anything heh. and some of the cooldown time on the weekend, where i got my ass handed on Hades. but the truth is i played like 15mins and then dipped and started playing Horizon Zero Dawn!

Today:

i decided to start going for walks, its good for my health and it leads me to start work fully awake. and i spend too much time sit in the computer so yeah. i went for a walk early-ish, and then im working rn, but im on break talking with my supervisor about how to tackle the next issues. some wp speed optimization work. so its gonna be a busy day. but its cool. oh i should be pulling gacha today wish me RNG luck. and also depending on how things go i might choose what to do to cool down today.

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For today:

walk (?

WORK. WORK WORK + 30 professional

genshin dailies

Yesterday Stats report:

The Creator: +0xp

The Android: +0xp

The Monster: +0xp

The Professional +0xp

we are back to zeros this week!~ lets get some EXP!

now playing:

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lode5tars · 1 year

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10/02/23 -Friday 10th, Feburary.

Some practices and a snippet of the sky from my walk today!

Today:

so i did take that walk i mentioned, added some stretching, i suppose i will have to start waking up earlier and going to sleep before 2:30 am heh. it was nice and i got some info on the use of the public gym areas. i bought some dumbells too and they should be arriving either today or tomorrow, ill see how that pans out.

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For today:

Take a Walk! (we did some streching tho!)

WORK. WORK WORK (+ 30 professional)

SPEED OPT work

Genshin dailies

Art Book reading and sketching

Yesterday Stats report:

The Creator: +10xp

The Adventurer + 5xp

The Android: +5xp

The Monster: +5xp

The Professional + 30xp

report notes:

i restarted one of the JS challenges from an old bootcamp, heh

now playing:

i think its Kimi ni muchuu by utada hikaru

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lode5tars · 1 year

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26/01/23 - Wednesday 25th, January.

Some pictures of presents i received on my birthday, my mom does crafts and sewing and got me some cute bt21 plushies, and one of my favourite spreads of my new art book, its about light and color in painting, my favourite thing so far its the focus on the technical aspect and functioning of reality. oh and that its full of dinosaurs

Keeps me going today:

Ok, Show up. ok maybe if we add some videogame features it will be fun, i will sketch them, and develop them later

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For today:

Digital drawing challenge 50 [+50 art]

Work (in progress) -start next task- [+15 professional]

Revise Art and color Book [+5 art]

Start a New FrontendMentor Challenge [+10 programming]

Yesterday Stats report:

The Artist: -0+

The Android: +50xp

The Monster: +20xp

now playing:

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lode5tars · 1 year

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10/12/12, Saturday 10th

Hey! My favourite artist released an album and its been on loop for the week. while the week was busy, today was even busier since the christmas deep cleaning at home started and today we spend maybe 4 to 5 hours cleaning just the book shelves and the living room. then i took while to watch some of the Artist's review on the album creation, it was really an enjoyable experience, he gets clearly excited when he talks.

ok but back in course its like 11 pm! i wanna do ONE more thing before this ends.

For today:

cleaning

digital drawing workout 39

tranquilstudy

Day 28: Do you enjoy spooky season? What things do you like or dislike about it?

i think i dont particularly mind it, but thats because i think i have never particularly celebrated it much.

but decorating was always fun in class!

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lunluns autumn study challenge

Day 28: Share a playlist you listen to while studying

heh: here is it

currently listening to:

Hectic(with colde) - RM

#casfightsprocastination #studyblr #studygram #study motivation #study blog #study aesthetic #studying #journaling #study with me #study notes #study buddy #tranquilfallbuddies #studyingunderthefallingleaves #astudentslifebuoy

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lode5tars · 1 year

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09/02/23 -Thursday 09th, Feburary.

Some pictures i took when i went for a walk yesterday afternoon, i think i will start taking walks and adding some excersizing to my routine, i need to try and be more healthy.

Today:

I played some and i was able to do more than what i planned to so it panned out well! if i wake up early tomorrow, i will take some pics of my walk. i ordered some small weights online. Right now im feeling the thrill of having something to do tomorrow, and the anxiety of upcoming work, and things that i havent done yet.

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For today:

Take a Walk! (we did some streching tho!)

WORK. WORK WORK (+ 30 professional)

Genshin dailies

Art Book reading and sketching

Yesterday Stats report:

The Creator: +10xp

The Adventurer + 5xp

The Android: +5xp

The Monster: +5xp

The Professional + 30xp

report notes:

i restarted one of the JS challenges from an old bootcamp, heh

now playing:

the brown noise of the air con and the typing of my keyboard

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lode5tars · 1 year

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08/02/23 -Wednesday 08th, Feburary.

no study related but i got a character i wanted in the gacha! i just dont have much time to play these days! and some paintbrushes i found on the stationary store on my walk today

Today:

2nd day taking a walk. the shower energizes me but im still tad tired. today is busy at work as well so lets see how this pans out. I think something id like to consider would be that i will also take timers to avoid using my phone and trying to jumpstart things, im so poorly used to just grab the phone and use social media for everything it has been detrimental even for things i want to do but are too paralized to start like videogames and even drawing. so lets try leaving behind social media

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For today:

Take a Walk!

WORK. WORK WORK (+ 30 professional)

Genshin dailies

Yesterday Stats report:

The Creator: +0xp

The Android: +0xp

The Monster: +10xp

The Professional + 40xp

report notes:

Stayed up late running test on pages

got hutao in genshin and a weapon

now playing:

Bad Mode - Utada Hikaru

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lode5tars · 1 year

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22/11/22 - Tuesday Nov 22rd.

guess whose motivational pikachu isnt working?

For today:

Refine the blog

correct other pages

correct article pages

Digital Drawing Workout 34

open:

start frontend mentor challenge

anatomy practice

one chapter of Blue period manga 32

if finished:

play Hades or Play Pokemon White

tranquilstudy

Day 19: How do you calm your nerves during exam season?

try breathing but it doesnt work at all. i just bear it

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lunluns autumn study challenge

Day 19: How was your day? You can talk about anything; vent or share a moment. I personally am willing to hear!

Nikis high school in Jakarta hits all the sore spots from back in high school, despite me well.... not living in jakarta lol or had any experience with romance . its carthatic. right now its 11:30 and im arming myself for when dad comes to the room to work. its sorta exhausting living here. there too much shouting and no privacy or personal space. i also need a chat with the tax people soon... i dont want to, im lonely and feel a bit too close to a failure. i have a couple of tasks at work to finish today but all i want to write is a fanfic where the main characters play videogames together. its too fucking hot outside 30 degrees celsius on a november. i need to use less social media, ill cut twitter from my laptop bcs a friend texts me on the phone and our different timezones make us never talk well, talking about chats i got into one and they are nice but they are so many i cannot tell anyone appart, but they are sweet. i miss drawing things i liked. i wonder what will happen if i drop everything just to draw pokemon, talking about pokemon txt loves pokemon, that makes them feel even more like that one comic that ended up with "maybe 20 years old me likes pokemon battles too" i should probably play pokemon., white is halfway through

my motivation right now its Taehyun shaped and he asks me if i will let the noise beat me so easily without putting up a fight, what will i do if i dont face my dreams now? its also shaped like Kai saying that videogames and cool stories are great. He doesnt say anything else. because i want to make videogames and any person who stands and appreaciates the work people like me dreams of is exciting.

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yesterday report:

sketch the blog (OK I GOTTA)

Digital Drawing Workout 33

sketch scheadule i need to restablish goals

now playing

"did you hear amanda is going back to colorado, its 2013 and the end of my life~"

#casfightsprocastination #studyblr #studygram #study motivation #study blog #study aesthetic #studying #journaling #study with me #study notes #study buddy #tranquilfallbuddies #studyingunderthefallingleaves #astudentslifebuoy

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lode5tars · 1 year

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27/01/23 -Wednesday 01th, Feburary.

Some of my UX/UI daily excersize, a music player app

Keeps me going today:

ohhh the boys got a music show award so thats very sweet. things are messy at home rn, but im busy, and excited about the speed optimization thing. found this app to track productivity and goals which is very nice! I was considering making some Note and data of UX/UI design resources and tips for anyone insterested in building User Experience. what do you think?

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For today:

WORK. WORK WORK + 30 professional

= screenshoot the 39 pages

=run them through the speed rating page

=make a list of plugins

=ask about credentials

=run the data through excel

=update the logs

Yesterday Stats report:

The Creator: +10xp

The Android: +15xp

The Monster: +0xp

The Professional +20xp

now playing:

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lode5tars · 1 year

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27/01/23 -Wednesday 01th, Feburary.

Keeps me going today:

HAHA i was assigned something i have no idea what to do at work, so for the night i have a couple of tasks to do, its 7pm. its about wordpress site speed optimization from an old website so i have to revise all that. take note of what to update, take screenshots of the pages and similar. a kind girl offered to help since im newbie. she was very kind. Uh yesterday i set up a new FM challenge! i tried to pull the css sheet from zero and read for what felt long about things i had forgotten.

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For today:

Genshin Dailies +15xp monster

read the color book +10xp creator

WORK. WORK WORK + 30 professional

= screenshoot the 39 pages

=run tehm through the speed rating page

=make a list of plugins

=ask about credentials

=run the data through excel

=update the logs

Yesterday Stats report:

The Creator: +0xp

The Android: +20xp

The Monster: +15xp

The Professional +5xp

now playing:

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lode5tars · 1 year

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03/11/22 - Thursday Oct 3rd.

tranquilstudy

Day 6: Do you find yourself procrastinating? What are you procrastinating right now? Be honest haha oh yes im a huge procastinator, id blame it on me being constantly anxious, but it bites me in the bile after a while. im procastinating digital paintings and some program installation. asking about documents and not going to lie, 2 or three courses.

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lunluns autumn study challenge

Day 6: Are there other languages you learn besides your native langauge? If so, which ones? english!

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For today:

JS arrange notes and organize glossary

Digital drawing 26

yesterday report:

JS NOTES

++i retouched my hair (sorta)

now playing:

#studyblr #studygram #study motivation #study blog #study aesthetic #studying #journaling #study with me #study notes #study buddy #tranquilfallbuddies #studyingunderthefallingleaves #casfightsprocastination #astudentslifebuoy

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lode5tars · 1 year

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14/11/22 - Monday Nov 14rd.

Man, i know its monday but i feel like shit (woops) ill try to drown everything in music and try to get through this. i need to breathe. and i need to get the drive back.

Yesterday i went out with a friend, ill talk about it to cheer it up a bit hehe. a HS friend and we talked for hours and it was very fun and the food was great it was a korean grill restaurant and it was delicious.

tranquilstudy

Day 13: What was the most productive thing you did today? Why do you consider this action to be productive?

Oh its just 12am but i did my bed and i am doing this which i consider that is productive to start the day, its part of the routine that helps me get ready to start working

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lunluns autumn study challenge

Day 13: Which one do you prefer: Digital devices and online platforms or notebooks and books? And why?

i tend to prefer traditional notebooks and writing stuff down, i feel i understand more what im writing to summarize and since it takes me work then i tend to memorize better. however since im starting this coding stuff its much more, and i mean CONSIDERABLY easier to just do it digitally

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For today:

WORK*

daily digital workout session

read one chapter of blue period

now playing:

#casfightsprocastination #studyblr #studygram #study motivation #study blog #study aesthetic #studying #journaling #study with me #study notes #study buddy #tranquilfallbuddies #studyingunderthefallingleaves #astudentslifebuoy #ok but i have an essay over the use of cinematogrpahic and visual lyrics that create inmersion

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lode5tars · 1 year

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05/11/22 - Saturday NOV 5rd.

i got a new and my first mechanical keyboard, it glows and its pretty and sensory-wise nice, to keep me motivated while i code, and hopefully as i work.

For today:

digital drawing workout 27

work

go to hairdresser

yesterday report:

WORK (but in panic)

now playing:

#studyblr #studygram #study motivation #study blog #study aesthetic #studying #journaling #study with me #study notes #study buddy #casfightsprocastination #astudentslifebuoy

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lode5tars · 1 year

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21/11/22 - Monday Nov 20rd.

yesterday i did my drawing workout and played some hades. my favourite group went to the AMAs so i spend a while gushing about them in twitter and thats msotly how the day went.

For today:

sketch the blog (OK I GOTTA)

Digital Drawing Workout 33

sketch scheadule i need to restablish goals

open:

start frontend mentor challenge

anatomy practice

if finished:

play Hades or Play Pokemon White

tranquilstudy

Day 18: What do you own that gives off "cozy autumn vibes"? Do you decorate for autumn or spooky season at all?

Maybe some of my clothes that have warm earthy tones, but since i live in a very hot place i cannot wear them often. i also have a mug decorated with foxes from miniso haha

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lunluns autumn study challenge

Day 18: Share a YouTube channel and/or a podcast you like to watch/listen that inspires you.

The Tablo Podcast by DIVE Studios

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yesterday report:

rest! (i keep getting my ass handed on a tray in Hades)

clean bathroom

digital workout 31

now playing

#casfightsprocastination #studyblr #studygram #study motivation #study blog #study aesthetic #studying #journaling #study with me #study notes #study buddy #tranquilfallbuddies #studyingunderthefallingleaves #astudentslifebuoy

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lode5tars · 1 year

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18/11/22 - Friday Nov 18rd.

Congratulation both of us for making it through the week

Oh! im going out with a friend today! ill take pictures. yesterday night i chatted with friends from college. got some motivation to go back to coding and drawing.

A big fear of mine was being unable to do i think i dwell a lot on if doing one thing or the other, coding or drawing so. it seems i will try for both. wish me luck!

For today:

WORK (star blog design)

pay cellphone bills

going out with a friend

digital drawing challenge day 30

tranquilstudy

Day 16: What is your favourite book at the moment? Now, find a song to match this book and explain your choice.

no book your honor, i have read only fanfics for the past years. i am also taking recommendations of books. but if you ask me, i keep rereading this fanfic called "believing impossible things"

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lunluns autumn study challenge

Day 16: Share an article you’ve read and enjoyed recently.

i have no idea, i dont think ive read articles but ive been wanting to add more things to read so im open to recommendations for articles to read on all subjects!

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now playing

i love this song it gives me the love-hate relationship for a place rooted in a feeling of belonging that grew there from the time you have living in it.

#casfightsprocastination #studyblr #studygram #study motivation #study blog #study aesthetic #studying #journaling #study with me #study notes #study buddy #tranquilfallbuddies #studyingunderthefallingleaves #astudentslifebuoy

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lode5tars · 1 year

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31/10/22 - Monday Oct 31rd. image of the grocery list that so far allows to add, edit, delete, clear. and im missing to add the local storage feature so it saves when you close it. this is all from a tutorial btw!! i was also checking some keyboards to buy!

Today this keeps me going: (dosis of daily motivation!): “if not here in an exercise when will you allow yourself to- ‘try things”

tranquilstudy

1. Today, I am grateful for _mornings less hot than the rest of the day_.

2. Today, I choose _less social media!_.

Day 3: What type of books are you interested in? ++ fantasy, and sci-fi! but while the worldbuilding might be complex the human factor must play an important role, i made my seminar paper about this, about how while sf-f books can be a great tool to explore and express parallels of our world while pushing boundaries while mainting your own cultural roots

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Day 3: What does autumn mean for you? ++ it used to be something that meant classes but it brings me nostalgia, now for some reason, even when winter is everything going down, the weather here never gets much colder, and yet the air changes a bit. it reminds me often of jonghyun, my favourite singer and its a bit harder to concentrate. and yet, it always feels a bit like a fresh beginning, like trying again. like a warm embrace. autumn always feels like trying something new. its also a season that i can only see in tv shows and movies, its like RM-seoul when he talks about how sometimes he loves it an hates it, that while its gray and ashy he cannot seem to let go. i wish i lived on a place i cant seem to let go. i know its not here. i have to move forward.

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For today:

Finish Grocery bud challenge

check adn organize notes

Digital drawing 26

yesterday report:

next JS challenge (started)

#studyblr #studygram #study motivation #study blog #study aesthetic #studying #journaling #study with me #study notes #study buddy #tranquilfallbuddies #studyingunderthefallingleaves #casfightsprocastination #Spotify

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