#crawling back into my corner

[hagelwolke]

Seeing little Xie Lian in the last episode just furthered my “i need Hua Cheng to meet the little prince” thoughts 😭😭 i just think it’d be cute if XL got hit by a curse or smth and the little prince is running through paradise manor 🥹

#I just think its unfair that xl got to meet honger but hua cheng never met tiny lianlian 😭😭 #im not ok i need more deaging fics #my soul craves them #crawling back into my corner #tgcf #heaven official's blessing #hualian #xie lian #hua cheng #tgcf fanart #tian guan ci fu

[tamatosss]

My girl, Maru~

This is a redraw of a Maru from 2 years ago (I’m sure some of you remember it). I’ve been meaning to redraw it forever ago, but I got preoccupied with life stuff ;)

Keep reading to see the original drawing!

The link to the original post is here~

Even though my drawing skills and art quality improved a lot in 2 years,, I can’t deny that there is a charm in my older works that I definitely miss and can’t quite encapsulate again.

#Surprise post! #I’m going to crawl back into my shadowy corner now hehe #we’ll see when the next time I post will be :P #hopefully it will be sooner than in 7 months lol #stardew valley #stardew valley fanart #sdv #sdv fanart #stardew valley maru #sdv maru #stardew maru

[baconcolacan]

Yknow, James odd1sout posting that video about him doing ballet before made a bit less self-conscious of my own ballet past lmao

#neil talky #batting my eyes #My most vivid ballet memory was #me and my classmates going to the back of thr studio #and watching this pile of millipedes crawl around in one of the studio’s corners lol #We dared each other to perform #pirouettes into arabesques beside them on an elevated platform #The challenge was to keep your balance and not fall into the milipede pile lol

[phobylee]

Gay Caleb shitpost hour

Stomps him like a bug

#tw suggestive #nothing is showing hes just. #yeah #time to crawl back into my little gay corner #(im ace) #toh #the owl house #caleb wittebane #wittebro #my art

[phatburd]

What We Leave Behind

by whisper_that_dares Chapters: 1/2 Fandom: Napoleonic Era RPF, Historical RPF Rating: Mature Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Joachim Murat/Jean-Baptiste Bessières Characters: Joachim Murat, Jean-Baptiste Bessières, Historical Character(s) Additional Tags: Implied Sexual Content, Death, Fate & Destiny, Suicidal Thoughts, Depression, Spooky, Hurt No Comfort, Paranormal, Napoleonic Wars, Canonical Character Death Summary:

The First of May, 1813. Jean-Baptiste Bessières knows there's no escaping Fate for him. This is a story of what was, what could have been, and what's left behind.

Special thanks to @apurpledust for cheerleading me to post the first Bessimu fic to AO3! 🍻

Also here the two songs the chapters are named after, if you like orchestral instrumental music. I really encourage listening to them.

#napoleonic era #fan fiction #historical fiction #my writing #Bessimu #jean baptiste bessières #joachim murat #oh my god #like im going to go crawl into this corner and just die #hurt no comfort #spooktober #sort of #napoleon’s marshals #second chapter is done and will probably go up tomorrow #maybe #now i can get back to my irregularly scheduled other wip #god will you two lovely idiots shut up

[inabsentiia]

Sad thought of the day but... something something, part of the reason why Lucan struggles so much to see himself as loveable and find things he loves about himself is because Resben often punished Lucan's attempts to be himself and Lucan learnt to repress a lot. So to an extent, I think he's just been learning who he is for a few years. Since he ran away.

#you've got fire in your soul | musings #crawls back into my corner #domestic abuse mention tw

[hauntedpearl]

not to get back here and immediately get whiny but you know.

#anyway. like. i think maybe something is wrong with me. like psychologically hadghdjdkd #every TIME i get in a group of people and i fall hard and fast for the people there bc im normal and im like FRIENDS NOW & FOREVER YIPPEEE #but then they just like. stop liking me or talkign to me or sth. or like idk i will be open and talk too much or infodump or sth and they #just start distancing themselves #and it's like OH MY GOD I DUD SOMETHING #i also wish they would just tell ne what i did so i won't do that in te future but instead they're all etiquette-y about it #and now i have to go cry in a corner about it #and then im like okay i should leave the group or whatever they can have fun w/o me so i jsut sort of pull away #and then i get tOOOOO lonely #and then im like oh no let me go crawling back #and they're nice bc maybe all this is like fully in my head or maybe absence makes rhe heart fond or whatever #and then cycle cycle #anyway. i need to get a life bur i dont have one so i keep cryinf about everything stupid #WHATEVAAAAA #im gonna go do math to calm down #ive forgotten a lot of my undergrad stuff so im doing linAl again!! and it's v fun!! i actually never had to take linal in college #like we used a few principles and atuff but i never had to take the course so doing it now is kinda exciting too!! #ANYWAY ANYWAY. EVERYTHING IS SSTUPUF

[trintiitty]

the rare pair is too rare

#going back to my corner and thinking of more clawcode #it’s crawled back into my brain again #picking up my pencil the second I get home I make no promises

[sorenlionheart]

i have to admit its kinda crazy being involved in fandoms again since the last time ive really been involved in a fandom was during my steven universe days

#soren.txt #aka when i was a teenager and what was happening in my life at the time was really Not Great #so i guess ive spent the past couple of years recollecting myself and everything #its nice that im finally in a stable point with my mental health so that i can actually connect with other people again #among other things #in case you're wondering. the o/wl h/ouse fandom doesn't really count bc i was sticking to the sidelines 90% of the time #with my own little niche in the corner lol #i do appreciate t/oh a ton though even still for getting me back into writing #there was straight up a period in 2021 where i was just writing a ton and not posting any of it bc 1. i wasn't confident in my skills #and 2. i was extremely depressed. like extremely *extremely* depressed so i didn't feel worthy of posting any of it #im actually glad i didnt. i think it was better to just have this little story solely for me and not worry about quality #im pretty sure writing was one of the things that helped me crawl out of my depression rut #so im grateful for it

[ayanamireis]

moog let me hold her for the first time today

#and the second and then the third!!! #on the third she decided i was her human climbing gym and decided to jump onto my shoulder #and crawl down my back #scared me half to bastard death #i had to contort my arm backwards so she’d crawl back into her tank #she just waltzed back into her little warm corner with her little shit eating grin on her face

[paradoxicalpaldeann]

i don't know if i'll be able to post on here or ao3 much at all in the coming months. vent in the tags

#like real vent #i honestly think this is the worst i've ever felt #bordering on a fucking mental breakdown #i hate myself because my thoughts are so violent right now and i already snapped and talked back when i didnt mean to im scared im going to #hurt someone i fucking hate myself so much im geniunely such a stupid retard i cant even fucking do my schoolwork #i overheard my parents talking about how they might consider deleting all my writing because apparently i spend too much time on it #when i barely ever even get to touch it recently #if they do that i dont even know what ill fucking do that will geniunely be the last straw #my mother always talked about how she moved out young and how much it hurt her but she is not fucking helping right now #i dont even know anymore #im scared #i dont want to be here anymore #i shouldn't be this upset all the time #i shouldn't post this with all the tags and i know that but fuck i don't care anymore. i love you all so much and im sorry #im sorry that this shit is on your dash im sorry i made false promises about long fics im sorry i never update im sorry my writing is never #even any fucking good im sorry #i hope you're all having a better day than i am. you all deserve it #im sorry theres literally no other place i can vent and my therapist sides with my parents regardless #i love you all platonically. gonna go crawl up in a corner and fucking die

[here-2suffer]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I wanted to do art today but chores needed to be done (because I've been neglecting them for longer than what is healthy) and now I don't have time 😭

#rambling #sadness #this is what chores does to someone #i cant believe this #and im exhausted #and my bed isnt even set up #but i need to shower first #ugly sobbing as i crawl back into my corner of the void

[olliedollie1204]

and to top it all off the corner of my fitted sheet came off again, which as we all know is a sign that everything has gone to hell

#we have lived too many goddamn years on this earth for bedmaking technology to not have developed by now #if i have to fucking crawl my fat ass to half kneel on the bed n yank the sheets back over the mattress corner again #i'm gonna fucking blow this whole building up #my posts

[dirt-str1der]

every day i wake up abd i see your yakuza posts and its like a daily occurrence

the sun is shining so nicely today :) and i open my phone is the furst thing i see is “i wish kiryu would let me suck him” abd i feel fulfilled

this blog is how i learned about yakuza and i want nothing more than to see it from you

You guys are literally so nice to me... every day i think to myself maybe i wont be so horny to spare my followers from the whorrors and then i open tumblr and immediately type some shit like i wanna strap metal bands to his ankles and deglove his legs with electricity and hit post without even thinking maybe i should give the keyboard a rest today ... i hope every day after this one is beautiful for you .... grins

#Thanks for the ask ! #you got me down so well like yeah i do wish kiryu would let me suck him #but if he doesnt then ill just have to do it within a split second so that he doesnt notice #like a lightning strike on his groin. quick attack on his inner labia. one suck and i have his pants back up whistling innocently with my #hands tucked into my pockets and he regards me with suspicion before he unzips his pants to see and ive left him a small box of chocoates #and a love letter and he reads it with one hand while i hug his other arm and blink wetly at him like a seal and then he says sorry i just #dont feel the same way. and i say at least keep the chocolates ..? and he thinks for a moment before going no thank you #and he walks away and then when he rounds a corner he drops my beautiful handcrafted letter into the bin and the camera zooms in on it and #it just says any1 up? who wants 2 suck me #kiryu sees me around often and he approaches me one day like hey are you my new neighbour ? and i go im your stalker #i will catch sight of him coming down the street then i will start squealing and giggling and running back to my house to sift through my #belongings and bring a cinderblock out to the balcony so i can throw it directly at his head then call the ambulance so i can ride inside #with him and watch him concussed as hell with his eyes rolling in his head and i go it will be okay kiryu !!! and he goes mfrrgh #im crawling into the hospital bed with him so i can hug his arm and kiss his shoulder all day and he mumbles that he needs to go to the #toilet and i nod in understanding and kneel at the foot of the bed with my mouth open and he gets angry at me #how nice would kiryu be to hug he is so big and burly and so much space on his beautiful skin for kissing and bite marks. he lifts up his #hospital gown to piss and ive already dove between his legs and started sucking the goop straight out the cervical tap. im jumpscaring him #its like a majima everywhere event but instesd of fighting him i crawl out the sewer and attach my teeth to his ankles and dont let go no #matter how much he shouts at or kicks me because im giggling and so happy we are hanging out #i say all this but if i knew kiryu irl he would be my sweet baby boy who i would go out of my way to give massive discounts to (i work at #the m store and always throw in some free hair gel for him)

[soft-spooks]

good evening. im regressing <3

#its sooooo funny how i have one (1) night thats awful in such a specific way. and here i come crawling back 2 this blog #at least i know it will always be here for me. sigh #like dont get me wrong i loooove selfships i love selfhsip content but i dont always feel like i Need it u know #like its such a big coping mechanism that when things are good im like! yes! its so cute but i dont think about it as much #and then i get some news that crushes my heart and soul and suddenly im like. oh ok. my fake boyfriends will help me feel better about this #laying on the floor. it's so dumb #not. this blog. the thing im upset about #its fine. like its cool. its not a big deal #but the specific fucked up way my brain works is like. #a solif 80% of my mind is like oh its the end of the world you should kill yourself actjally #while the other 20% is over in the corner like. #no like this isnt even bad news. theres no logical reason you should be upset about this even a little bit #aughghghhh. anyway. ive got like 6 chapters of sl to catch up on and also i watched hannibal clips yesterday #and also ive been rewatching bfu and ghostfiles so . prepare for me tobe absolutley fucking insufferable #oh and im thinking abt fish a lot so naturally that means im also thinking about merm/subnautica aus . wooohoo

[puddingcatbeans]

made a tweet in a fit of tired rage which has now breached containment and i am suffer for it. do not slide into my DMs trying to discourse. u missed my entire point and more important, idc

#beanstalks #discourse is exhausting how can there be ppl that do this on the daily like it's their fucking job #crawling back into my corner of the fandom goodbye