the bit in HtN in the canaan house dream bubble where harrow says something along the lines of, "this is unsustainable, you are all in danger, we need to find a way for you to escape" and abigail responds, "we know how. we already did it for the kids. we all could have left at any time and we all chose to stay, for you". and then harrow is like, "ok but at least ortus should leave. he isn't a fighter, he never was, he deserves to leave" and abigail just shuts her down. she's like, "i already tried, and he can't be convinced. he wants to stay for you". i am unwell about it. harrow can't even really try to convince the remaining souls to leave her because they have already sent away the ones who needed to be protected and they have already tried to convince each other, and failed. there's nothing left for her to use as ammunition against herself. there's nothing left but evidence that she is cared for. forgive me but i just want characters who have spent their life drowning in self loating to be forced to reckon with the fact that they are loved.
Coy, flirty Ed Teach just fills me with cute aggression. The way he bats his lashes, the way he glances down before the 'you wear fine things well' callback, the adorable shoulder shimmy.
Can we please talk about the bisexual lighting, I NEED to talk about the bisexual lighting, I am chomping at the bit over the bisexual lighting, I cannot breathe or function over the bisexual lighting, SOMEONE SEDATE ME ABOUT THE BISEXUAL LIGHTING
“we’ll go carefully” [pans to them softly holding hands while he has her arm in his other hand] “i promise” HE IS ABSOLUTELY NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT GHOST HUNTING HES TALKING ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP I KNOWNITNINJUST KNOWNIT I FEEL IT IN MY BONESSSS
Cant watch ahsoka tonight but I heard MY BEAUTIFUL MAN ANI IS BACK HOLY SHIT IM SHAKING I NEED TO SEE HIM SO BAD IM ACTUAKKY GOING MAD RN HOLY FUCK MY BABYGIRL IS B A C K AND I CANT SEE HIM
absolutely EATING THE DRYWALL over the act 2 resist!durge scene. it’s been three fucking days and im still like. you MEAN i have to Get Up and Go To Work and Function when ALL i can think about is this and it makes me go INSANE. like the absolute emotions of that are something i haven’t felt from anything less than actual tabletop and it’s just. here. in this goddamn video game. and fucking. we all know the scene. probably everyone knows the version of the scene i personally got, even if they didn’t get it themself. and yet. and YET. i cannot even put into WORDS exactly how all of that hit because it’s not even just the one goddamn scene it’s the 60+ hours of choices i have been making up to that point and 60+ hours of time i have put into the relationships i have built with the rest of my party and cutscenes before it that maybe only went the same way for like 0.1% of other people as they did for me or even happened At The Same Time as they did for me and i just. i just!!!!!!
I'm sure many, many people are distraught over this. But personally? I'm having the greatest time of my life. As I said before. This was done specifically for me. This was done for everyone who loves glassesguys and horrible old men. This is the best of both worlds for me. You have to understand my situation here. This is beyond my control. When I watched this with my gf and they said "DON'T POSSESS RAINE" I was ready. I had never been more prepared. Dear god. This thing. Good heavens. Since this is Belos possessing Raine would we go with he/they? They/he? Either way I love them. They have me acting extremely unwisely. I'm fully aware this is going to end horribly too as someone who loves both Belos and Raine but for now? I will be