#cuz i'm weird like that i guess

[theotherace]

on a more positive, completely unrelated note, i'm very excited for the sims werewolf pack coming out today. i think it's probably the only pack i'll buy on release day.

#i am very hyped #and it looked decent in the gamechanger's videos #which makes me even MORE hyped #i think the last game pack i bought was realm of magic which fits very well lol #sometimes this game is trash and it is very overpriced but it is my trash and basically the only thing i spend money on so #y'know #indulgences #rambles #sims 4 #fun fact the last game pack i was really hyped for was strangerville #cuz i'm weird like that i guess #(i'm weird. i'm a weirdo. have you ever seen me without this stupid h---)

[thermodynamic-comedian]

in tmagp who are we betting on having the first "ceaseless watcher, turn your gaze upon this wretched thing" moment. who do we think is gonna be the first to yell some ominous eldritch horror shit

#god i hope it's either lena or gwen. but there's also something to the idea of it being alice #with lena i'm picturing it as her calling upon some power we've never even heard of. with some weird fucked up new sound effects. #with gwen i imagine a possession sort of scene where something takes control of her #but with alice...i have no idea what that'd be. a major plot twist i guess? #ik the easy answer would be that it'll be chester/norris/augustus but that's boring i want the new guys to get to serve that slay too #oohhh what abt sam. WHAT ABOUT COLIN #i feel like as a character colin is the closest to that point but also he seems more like he'd do something than just say something weird #sam is interesting cuz of his implied ties to the magnus institute. like what if he just actually does the ceaseless watcher thing #tmagp #the magnus protocol #magnus protocol #alice dyer #lena kelley #colin becher #gwendolyn bouchard #samama khalid

[volvolts]

one piece doodles or oops! all crocodile!

#my art #one piece #sir crocodile #donquixote doflamingo #dracule mihawk #dofuwani #i guess if you squint lmao #the last one are screenshot redraws i found on google #cuz the curse of the favorite is you cant draw them easily or right #like i deadass almost always forget his damn scar until i'm fully finished with the face #which is weird! cuz ive been obsessed with my own ocs who have defining features on their face which i NEVER forget #anyway rant over

[bluescribble]

Dave Today part 1

(Based from Andrew Hussie's and Hanni Brosh's Quality Time comic on Paradox Space)

#homestuck #beta kids #dave strider #bro strider #dirk strider too #i guess #isolation #sorta coming of age comic #sometimes i forget Dave is barely 13 #the AJ sorta emulates cigs btw #i thought it was a good analogy of coping #it's probably going to be a 20pages comic #so stay tuned i suppose #still trying to figure out how to shade properly #:P #btw i'm not an english speaker so if the Dave dialogue sounds a bit weird #i'm still trying to use his lingo somewhat adequatly lmao #YYDS is chinese slang for “GOAT” too #i liked it cuz there's DS in it #like Dave/Dirk Strider #Dave Today comic

[keeps-ache]

the kinda gal to stick around

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #tw scopophobia #tw blood #(minor minor kbsh) #//i'm having Funnnnnnnnn hfvbsh :DD #my brother liked the Shiny so i guess i succeeded there ehe :>> #//really like this character !! they itch a very particular part of my brain so !! :D #made a bonus human-stick cuz. well. of Course hfh :>> #//they started as just some weird guy in a story i was running for my siblings and they've become an inter-dimensional antagonist for #them to deal with bc all player characters are int.di so i gotta balance it somehow hfsh :>> #but also just playing around with them as a normal weird lil pal. what will they do ooo [is pretending they walk like a doll] #//also if you're ever in doubt. use a lil yellow hfvbs 👍👍 #i've made my peace with yellow now and i've come into possession of the piece wisdom that is You Need Yellow More Than You Think #/also.. nearly-completely-monochrome palettes 👍👍👍 !! #love them a lot hbfsh :D #//anyway shipping off... toodles !!

[front-facing-pokemon]

#angle under the cut where you can see their eyes because it is NOT very flattering from the front #sharpedo #this is the fucker that zooms after you like a missile in the swsh DLC‚ right? i think it also does that in sv. it's scary honestly #it's so fast. and it makes that big ol' zoomin' effect like the third nozzle in super mario sunshine. i don't remember what it's called but #it's the gray one. super mario sunshine is my favorite mario game which i feel like is not a very popular opinion #but it tracks because i had a gamecube as a kid. so games on that tend to be some of my favorites because nostalgia i guess #luigi's mansion‚ super mario sunshine‚ pokémon colosseum… #i could go on and on about these games. honestly. luigi's mansion is one of my favorites of all time. i still think it's great even as an #adult. it's much better than the other luigi's mansions in my opinion‚ though i guess my opinion Might be clouded by nostalgia #although i would like to think i can look back on it with a critical eye. i still replay it basically once a year cuz it's super short #i think it's super atmospheric and the later two luigi's mansion games don't really capture that same aesthetic #of… what basically amounts to like. a horror aesthetic. which is weird to say because it's a kids' game but #y'know i'm also not putting my whole brain into these tags right now bc i'm distracted but i hope i am making sense #fellow luigi's mansion fans know what i'm talking about. this is not about sharpedo so here is sharpedo #i believe this'll be posting on the last day of my outing when i'll be flying back home. so. finger's crossed #nope i just queued it and it's the day before i'm flying home. either way‚ good luck‚ future me

[ashtonisvibing]

i've found my first analog series that i'm very normal about i promise

angel hare has infected my brain it makes me go squish

i wanna draw fanart so bad [shakes my ipad]

#ashton is talking #angel hare #i like zag the most his detective nature is silly :} #it's weird i'm usually very... meh about christian related content (at least when it's as heavy as this series is) #nothing wrong with christian content i'm just not usually interested in the stuff #“god's love” and all that isn't my style #but i like the show in the series cuz it's less about how god gives you strength #and how actual human attributes (hope/faith/wisdom/etc) gives you strength #i dunno i'm coming at this from an atheist's pov #so the show taking a more... i guess grounded approach with its lessons is really nice :} #and the series' story itself is great gabby's so based with what she did (no spoilers) #and i know we'll probably never get it but if we got more wylde hare i'd probably go feral #detective cartoons save me (half joking)

[billygoat26]

Guys- moots who know me well enough kind of-

I'm not simping solely for fictional characters anymore-

...

I hate this, it's weird, I wanna say something to them or at least one of my other irl friends but I'm too scared that 1: they'll judge me and 2: they'll TELL HIM. Dear god I do not need that-

BUT IT WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE (aka it's been on my mind for a few hours too long)

Yesterday, pool party with friends, right?

I knew that he did some workout stuff but I still was NOT prepared- (me, who was fully expecting him to wear some form of his normal outfit but for the pool- noooooope! Shirtless- very unprepared)

And listen, I knew I at least sort of like-liked him before cuz you know, personality and all that stuff, but come onnnn- like- what do I do now??

And then they were playing chicken fights in the pool or whatever the game is called, and after that they were standing on each other's shoulders and pretending to walk on water (We all had just endured a bible unit in our English classes)

He had offered for ME to stand on HIS shoulders- and for that to happen, you know, they gotta swim under, right? Well, we both have the dirtiest of minds (I also just have shitty balance so I was not about to try that anyways. That was the main reason on my mind but I thought of the other stuff after).

I don't even know if I have blushed since elementary school, but if I did then, then thank god for the sun because sunburnsssss

And then he couldn't find his shirt after we had all gotten out, and one of my other friends said that he didn't need the shirt (jokingly) and dear god I wanted to agree (verbally) but I'm too worried about my whole bullshit being too obvious if I did, so I just had to stay quiet. (He ended up not finding it and just having to leave cuz his parents were there)

But that- that day- just... that. It's not. Leaving. My. Mind. Alone.

#billygoat talks #Look ma- I'm not simping for only fictional characters! #I'm not adding him to the simp list tho- 1: not putting his name anyways and 2: that list is for fictional characters only #Wait- what day is it now? #Fuck- it's only Sunday... #Should I say something? Cuz I only know him because of the IB program but I'm not gonna be in it next school year #And I think the only time we would see each other is either during lunch and after school going to the buses or just buses #But I'm worried that- if I do say something and he doesn't feel the same- our friendship will be fucked up and awkward- I don't want that.. #Besides- I've never had good luck with these things #And at the start of the year I had come out to my friends as gay- mid-school-year one of my friends and I agreed I was pan #<- that was only one friend... and the one who made the joke I told y'all about #But he still thinks I am gay- we joke about it a lot- so how would I even start? #I've never been in a relationship- can't say I've never been kissed before only cuz of a weird thing in elementary school- #Believe it or not- even if I can give others advice- I don't know what to do for myself... #I guess I'm scared of rejection but I should be used to it by now- #Oh yeah! The other thing- we've only known each other for a whole one school year- his friends have known him for much longer- #I feel like it's wrong to even think like that after only one school year and say something about it- like it's too soon #Believe me- I do wanna say something but I'm just scared that our friendship will be ruined or he'll ask questions I don't have have answer #to- more than likely one of those would be about my sexuality #I feel like I have to stick to that- like a limitation- but I don't want to- #I have so many wants but I feel like I'm not exactly good enough for anybody and those wants will just be wishful thinking forever #Fuck- just bombarded y'all with my shower thoughts... sorry- #Ummmmmm- #Yeah-

[oh-meow-swirls]

haven't watched shadowside or played 4 but ngl it feels kinda pointless for summer and tate to be nate and katie's kids when nate can't even see yo-kai anymore in it and seemingly never brings that fact up-

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #yw4 #<- kind of #also nate and katie literally have no romantic chemistry in canon i know it was always endgame but like #why did they never actually give them anything. the crush always seems to be one-sided- #i honestly can't see them as anything more than friends and that's not just cuz of me liking other ships for them #they just. don't have any actual chemistry. nate has a crush on katie and that's literally it #there's never anything that implies katie has a crush on nate. even in the games. it's so weird #i'm sure i'd enjoy shadowside and 4 if i watched/played them but like. there's just so much weird stuff in the future era #like. whatever the fuck is going on in y-school heroes. i don't even try to figure out what that's about anymore #all i know is that future human jibanyan (jiba jinpei or something???) is apparently amy's grandson #which is neat i guess #idk i mean. there's a reason i just see the games as a trilogy #i just think it'd be more interesting if even if you do have nate not have a watch/be friends with jibbers and whisper as an adult #for him to at least bring it up??? at somepoint??? #because otherwise it just feels completely useless to have summer and tate be nate's kids- #side note but i honestly don't blame people for not using the english names for shadowside characters tate is a terrible name #do you think his full name's tathan- #like. i feel like there's probably a better english name they could've used to continue the naming scheme- #but nope. tate. what kind of name is that #shadowside is so baffling to me-

[theloveinc]

the ideas i'm having right now vs. my ability to express them and myself

#im the one in the toilet btw #i just have to be like this for a second i promise i'm not looking for anything and will likely delete this in the morning #but damnnnnn ... i guess to put it nicely (toward myself). i am not where i want to be with my writing at all right now #and i'm so FRUSTRATED #i reread something of mine the other day and i was just like. yuck. i hate myself. #and it's probs just a weird extension of this whole... dysphoria thing im going thru right now but #YEESH I WANT TO EVOLVE #i feel like a big fat caterpillar ready to become a butterfly but idk how the hell to make my cocoon #part of me thinks im in the cocoon but......... it's been a long *ss time in here if so lmao #anyway thats just to say i have two ... or three bomb *ss ideas that i just can't put on paper right #and im not really satisfied with the dabi thing either even tho. i really wanted to be #and it sucks bc all i wanna do is be on here BUT I'M SCARED #hence why my ask responses have been. ok i wont lie. nonexistent #but i think abt my ideas every day and then just fold them up and put them away bc i think if i wait they'll get better #AND THEY NEVER DOOOOOOO #arggggggggggggg its making me so angry #but that's all #hopefully i can write this idea out soon and be free #cuz thats my dream #among bettering my writing along with myself #but hehehe im probs just tired #sorry to be a downer!!! i go beddy bye now #caitie blabs #delete later

[capricorndevil15]

I drew this originally for Rosh Hashanah 2020, but I never uploaded it here until now. Posting it a few days early. May you be written. Also you’re gay haha.

#original characters #rosh hashanah #lesbian characters #wlw art #autumn aesthetic #2020 art #oc holly #oc macy #I usually don't tag my stuff w/ tags related 2 being jewish cuz I guess I feel weird about like exploiting that part for attention or #something like that. but then I'm like...obviously I'm totally cool with tagging stuff with a million queer-related tags so why am I okay #with using that part of myself but not the jewish part #and yaknow what. I DUNNO. #but I DID tag THIS ONE cuz it's overtly yiddishkeit so. there's that. lmao. #jewish art #tera-art

[puppys-rhythm-heaven]

the fact that neurotypicals exist will always be baffling to me honestly like. they can just focus without struggling??? n don't think constantly??? n don't hyperfixate on things??? sounds fake-

#puppy rambles #imagine being able to focus on school. couldn't be me #i'm supposed to be doing school right now but here i am on tumblr sdkfljfskldsf- #why learn about calculating heat or whatever when i can make dumb posts about rhythm heaven #seriously tho why learn about this what am i going to use this for #is there ever going to be a point in my adult life where i'm like #''how much energy will it take to make this water into vapor'' #or whatever #science n math are especially stupid #i don't think i'm ever going to need to know what a vertical angle is- #everything past middle school should be optional. maybe even past elementary school tbh #once it gets into algebra idk why it's needed #science i can get still cuz it's good to know what weathering n erosion n shit are #... the more mathy parts are weird tho fskldjfkldsf- #wow this got off-topic. anyways i guess i should probably work on school sdfkjfkfsdjlsfd- #peak adhd over here

[haven-gum-rockrose]

Why does Verlaine have to exist- I want wizard Chuuya so bad. Let me spoil my little guy

#too much of a lore nut to let the discrepancy go #But I want to have Dazai and Chuuya wisdom and intelligence contrast sooo bad #And there's no way Chuuya is a fucking charisma caster- #Like I'm sorry but Dazai's got more charisma than him #which means maybe melee caster like warlock or paladin is the way to go I guess #But again I'm so bad at designing those shits #ALSO ANOTHER THING THAT BOTHERS ME #CHUUYA IS SUPPOSE TO BE A BETTER FIGHTER THAN DAZAI #LIKE PHYSICALLY #SO MAKING DAZAI A MELEE CLASS LIKE MONK BOTHERS ME TOO #not as much tho cuz otherwise I'm very content with giving him slowfall and no armor and stunning strike and death resistance #And stillness of mind and high wisdom and shit #wgat if I just give my gravity dudes weird boons #Listen I am so lazy I want to make everyone a wizard #its not my fault the subclasses say exactly what they do! #wizards are hot #also graviturgy is technically legally a homebrew school of magic #Which makes it so much harder to find gravity shit forbthem

[airanke]

So weird to think about how Abiteth's ABSOLUTE (sexual) LOVE OF DABI/TOUYA dictates how the FUSIONS ACT toward the unfused member (Touya in particular has never been MORE CONFUSED than he is when Dabiteth gets AGGRESSIVELY flirtatious - Dabi just STARES AND BLUSHES INTO THE DISTANCE when Abitou gets subtly flirty LMAO HELP ALL 3 OF THEM PLEASE)

But okay don't worry by default Toubi just wants to be all over Abiteth it's okay he just wants her to live inside him. Literally. Just wants to shove her in his stomach cavity and KEEP HER FOREVER that got creepy fast I'm sorry 😂

#I'm sorry I took SU gems and made it sexual. #I mean I'm not the only person who's done it but I still feel bad about it LMAAAAAAAAAO #I know that Fusion is strongly coded to lean that way THOUGH I COULD BE WRONG I HAVEN'T WATCHED THE SHOW FOREVER #Most of the Fusions read that way to me tho #Abi's behavior toward the boys also starts to dictate how Dabi in particular behaves toward Touya #This is the most weird AU to me because Touya and Dabi are 2 very VERY different and unrelated and separate entities in this AU #So I'm like 'am I shipping Dabi with himself??? What kind of strange self-love preaching IS THIS?????' #omfg that reminds me and sorry I'm rambling in my tags again but that REMINDS ME THAT I'VE SEEN PEOPLE WHO HAVE #TWO DIFFERENT PERSONAS #SHIP THEIR PERSONAS #SO LIKE IS THAT SELF-CEST??? IS THAT SELF-LOVE?? WHAT IS THAT #CUZ I GUESS I'M DOING THAT WITH SU AU I'M CRYING HELP ME?????????????????????????????????????? #THIS IS UNNECESSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[dysaniadisorder]

i think all the dr1 characters get very watered down by the fandom but in reality. they are all so weird

#sayaka just spouts random bullshit and honestly so does hifumi #and its not even just all 'girly stuff and i'm-gonna-murder foreshadowing' and 'horny' its so good #+ hifumi volunteers trash duty cuz he knows no one else would want it #taka btw has NO idea what he's doing. he's lowkey a wreck #also mukuro was lovely. like she's actually so cool & sweet. #kyoko? she's so weird. the first time she smiles is when she's investigating a body she genuinely enjoys it #chihiro is so sweet and feels bad leaving a body behind; at the same time its implied she had mukuro stand in a dorm room #while she went in the room over and just fucking. screamed at the top of her lungs #when makoto says its nice to meet you to mondo he just kinda stands awkwardly and goes ''...Hell yeah.'' #and when makoto first meets sakura she 'pokes and prods' at his body and then goes hm. you are weak #it is often lost that these guys are like. 15-17 (besides hiro i guess) #dgr #dr1

[threadmonster]

*skeptically* Literal babies can flirt but *squints at notes* 10 year olds can't be gay.

#{domino rambles after dark} #the cishet specifically mom community is weird #meanwhile my sister-in-law is rad like '[name] was a they until we found out the sex and now he's a he until he tells me different' #nephew is the literal baby accused of flitering by a frickin waitress we never met before #the other half is people i work with #i'm not at work to start fights so i guess it's good that I don't know any 10 year olds #cuz they'd probably be gay and i'd have to defend them to the death #I'M SO TIRED OH MY GOSH Y'ALL (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)