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Dating Dean Winchester Headcanons <3
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No one asked for this, but I am going to write about it anyway because I am THIRSTY for some Dean Winchester...feel free to send me requests for dean or any spn character. I will take a look at those asap. Also, this goes without saying but, minors dni, NSFW WILL be mentioned under. You have been warned :)
Long road trips in the impala, classic rock 24/7. You both would be singing to every single song. While Sam does anything possible to get you both to shut up.
Constant jokes, pranks, and teasing.
You guys would often make bets on what monster you would be hunting, but jokes on you both. Sam was always right.
Dean was a man that loved physical touch, as soon as you give him the A-okay. His hands never leave you... and I mean that.
Forehead kisses, cheek kisses, hand kisses... you get them ALL.
This man loves to hug you, wrapping his arms around your waist and putting his head on your shoulder no matter what you are doing or where you at. He will find a way to hug you somehow.
He loved to show his love for you in any way he could, cooking, rubbing your back, and maybe something else ;) He wanted to let you know how much you mean to him.
Baking pies together <3
Dean was an ASS man, his hand would never leave your ass in public. He would always have his hand on top of it, so everyone in the vicinity would know you were his. Don't worry he would slap it too if anyone was looking.
oh, man if anyone was looking... you were in for a treat.
"He thinks it's okay to keep eyeing you...I'm gonna prove to him your mine."
He would get jealous quick... even over something so small.
Dean is also very protective of you...he would fight, lie or even die for you, and when ANYONE made googly eyes at you. He was ready to show everyone you're his girl.
"What do you say, sweetheart, let's show this fool your mine."
"Please..."
Dean could quickly become a Dom or Sub depending on your mood, his, or the situation.
But, fucking him was a perfect combo of filthy and sweet.
This man would have his head between your legs and his fingers inside, keeping eye contact and making you watch while he fingers you.
"C'mon sweetheart, moan for me... let them all hear how good I make you feel just with my fingers... we haven't even got to the good part yet."
"Please...fuck me, Dean... stop teasing"
"Yes, ma'am"
He could spend the rest of his life making you moan for him.
But, remember when I said he was an ass man? He loves taking you from behind... holding your head back. One hand around your neck, while whispering dirty things into your ears.
"Just like that...moan out loud for me"
He also went crazy when you rode him, thrusting up into you when you went too slow or just watching your face take him.
you + him +impala = dean's in heaven, mainly when you were on top of him.
"Ride me just like that, you're doing so well baby"
He would also ensure that everyone knows that he did it if you can't walk well the next day. Was because of him
He absolutely loves aftercare too.
He would make a bath for the both of you, cook you anything you wanted, and cuddle until you both fell asleep watching any show that made you happy.
When he went out for hunts, he would always think about you. Are you eating enough, are you sleeping well, are you okay? His questions would spin in his head the entire time. For once he wishes monsters didn't exist or took a break so he could spend time with you.
He would call you at LEAST twice a day to check-in on how you were doing.
Dean was absolutely in love with you, to the point that he would rant to Sam on how much he did love you and that he was afraid you would leave one day or that he would not be there to save you.
"But what happens if I can't make it in time or if she leaves?"
"Dean, she can handle herself. Plus, she loves you and if you can't see that you an idiot."
This man was head over heels for you, he would do anything for you and I mean anything for you. He even thought of retiring from the family business and start a life with you.
Maybe some day, he will make that a reality.
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samdeancass · 1 year
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Him Reacting to You Bringing Home Your First Boyfriend From School (Supernatural Preference)
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel.
Warnings: None.
Requested: By Anonymous. Pairings are father/daughter.
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Dean
“Who is this?”
You were standing in the doorway of the front room, your father sat on the sofa across with your boyfriend standing behind you, slightly terrified of the current expression on Dean’s face.
“This is my boyfriend. Is that ok with you?” You narrowed your eyes at him before walking through to the kitchen, expecting your boyfriend to follow right behind you. Instead, Dean motioned for the young boy to take a seat next to him with a slight murderous look on his face. 
Dean leaned in close to the boy’s ear and began to whisper. “If you do anything to hurt her, I mean anything, I will hurt you. I mean it. I have done bad things that you wouldn’t even dream of doing. So if you value your life, you will treat my daughter with the respect and love that she deserves.”
Your boyfriend nodded shakily before quickly getting up and following you to the kitchen. Dean sat back in the sofa, crossed his arms across his chest, and smiled smugly. He knew that he had scared the shit out of that kid and he was proud of it.
Sam
“C’mon, babe. Your dad’s like one of the best hunters in the world. Why’s he gonna let someone like me date his beautiful, talented daughter?” Your boyfriend itched the back of his neck nervously. “Because he’s gonna see what an amazing person you are. And besides, I don’t need his permission to date anyone. I’m my own person.” You flashed him a smile before opening the door to the bunker and walking inside before grabbing his hand and dragging him inside. 
The smell of homemade cooking filled the air as you both walked down the stairs. You heard your boyfriend gulp behind you as a set of feet sounded on the floor heading towards you. You laughed under your breath and squeezed his hand in comfort. “He’s not scary, you know. He’s a big teddy bear really.”
Your father came into view from the corridor as he stepped into the war room. “Hey daddy!” You leaned up and pecked a kiss on his cheek. “This is Kyle, my boyfriend. Kyle, this is Sam Winchester, my dad.” Kyle held his hand out to shake which Sam gladly accepted. “Nice to meet you, Kyle. I hope you’re gonna treat my baby girl with respect.”
“Of course, Sir. I wouldn’t let anything happen to her, Sir.” You chuckled at his nervousness. “You seem to have a little fan, Dad. He’s in awe of all the different things you’ve come through. Maybe the both of you could bond over that whilst I serve up dinner?” 
Sam raised his eyebrows and smiled. “Really? Well, I think we’re gonna get along just fine.” Sam patted Kyle on the back and led him into the library. “What would you like to know about first?”
You smiled to yourself as you walked into the kitchen. Having the both of them meet was the best decision you had ever made.
Cas
Because both you and your father are angels, it was always going to be hard when trying to maintain a human image when it came to your dating life. You always had to mask who you truly were, but you never expected to meet another angel at your public school.
You both instantly clicked and became the best of friends before he decided to take things further and ask you out. Of course you said yes, but you also wanted your fathers approval, considering he is the most important person in your life.
When you brought your boyfriend home for the first time, nobody knew what to do. It was a completely foreign concept to all of you, not needing to hide anything. However, it turned out that your boyfriend had admired Castiel for some time. Your boyfriend thought he was so brave to stand up against the whole of heaven and raise his own army. 
You sat the both of them by each other and started the conversation for them, telling them both different things about the other, especially the fact that your father was admired. You then walked away and let them talk it out, which surprisingly went really well. 
Three hours later, they were still talking which for angels is a record. When your boyfriend saw you standing in the doorway, he excused himself from your father and walked over to you and pecked a kiss to your forehead. “Thank you for this, Y/N. It’s made me feel at ease but I must go. I’ll see you tomorrow at school.” He waved goodbye to your father, pressed another kiss to your lips before walking out of the door.
“I like him.” Your father walked over to you and placed his hands on your shoulders. “You’ve picked a good one, Y/N.” That put a wide smile on your face. His opinion was the only one that mattered in your eyes.
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bi-bard · 2 years
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Taylor Swift Songs that Would Describe Relationships with Team Free Will 2.0 - Team Free Will 2.0 Preference (Supernatural)
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Title: Taylor Swift Songs that Would Describe Relationships with Team Free Will 2.0
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel, Jack Kline
Word Count: 3,371 words
Warning(s): (Dean's) canonical violence, kidnapping, issues concerning self-esteem, (Sam's) nightmares, mentions of past death of partners, (Cas's) mentions of an argument, self-worth issues, (Jack's) self-worth issues
Author's Note: Someone needs to stop me from listening to Taylor Swift while I'm working out. That's how shit like this happens.
ALSO! HOLY CRAP! THIS BLOG JUST HIT 1,700 FOLLOWERS! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! Should I do something special?
Hey! I did a rewrite of the ending of Supernatural. It took a really long time to complete, so it would mean a lot to me if you check it out. Here’s a link! (it’s on my personal account)
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Dean Winchester:
State of Grace -
This is a state of grace This is the worthwhile fight Love is a ruthless game Unless you play it good and right
Hunting was dangerous.
That was a given.
When working with the Winchesters, it was even more dangerous.
It took a lot for Dean to be able to let anyone into his life. Most of that was due to the before-mentioned danger.
I was happy with Dean. Happier than I had been with anyone else.
Every risk was worth it. Every hunt and monster and wound were worth it. Because I still got to see him every day. I still had him.
It had been a rough hunt.
I had gotten separated from the brothers. After killing the monster that had attacked me, I stumbled out of the abandoned building. Dean was about to run back in when I did.
"(Y/n)," he shouted before running over and pulling me into his arms. I cringed at the pressure. He stepped back. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay," I nodded.
When we got back to the motel, Dean sat me down on the bed while he cleaned all of my wounds. Sam had gone out to get food, leaving the two of us alone.
"This shouldn't have happened," Dean muttered after a while. He said that every time I got hurt. "You shouldn't have been dragged into this."
"Dean-"
"I should've kept you away from all of this-"
"Stop-"
"It was selfish of me-"
"Dean," I stood up abruptly. I turned around to face him and sat down again. "Stop it. I chose this life. You know that."
"I just-"
"I know what you're gonna say," I said. "And I get it. You're trying to protect me. I love that. But I picked this life and I picked you. I don't regret an ounce of it."
Dean closed his eyes and looked down.
"I've been hurt, had monsters kidnap me to get to you, and I've seen things that I couldn't have ever imagined," I cupped the sides of his face. "And I don't regret it. At all. Because I love you. I chose to be with you. Against all odds, I chose to be with you. And I am absolutely in love with you."
I leaned over and kissed him gently. He slowly kissed me back. He leaned back a moment later.
"You're stuck with me, Winchester," I said. "Get used to it."
He chuckled lightly, "I guess I can try."
I leaned forward and pecked his lips again, "I love you."
"I love you too," he muttered, resting his forehead on mine.
It was all worth it. He just forgot that sometimes.
Call It What You Want -
Bridges burn, I never learn At least I did one thing right I did one thing right
I smirked up at the demon, not even trying to listen to whatever bullshit plan was coming out of their mouth. I just didn't care. I knew that I was going to be okay.
"Are you even listening," the demon asked.
"No," I said bluntly. "Not even a little. You should work on your presentation."
They tilted their head.
"You don't understand the danger you're in," they replied.
"No, trust me, you're the one that clearly doesn't understand how dangerous this plan is," I explained. "You do know who my boyfriend is, right?"
"That's why I chose you."
"So, you know that you're screwed," I replied.
"You put too much faith in Dean Winchester," the demon smirked.
"Have you seen him," I asked. "Hell yeah, I have faith in him. He's fine as shit, badass fighter, smarter than he lets on-"
"That's enough!"
My ears pricked up at the sound of a car engine.
"You are so screwed," I chuckled, shaking my head.
One day, they'd learn that my commitment to Dean was far more than blind faith.
Daylight -
And I can still see it all (In my mind) All of you, all of me (Intertwined) I once believed love would be (Black and white) But it's golden (Golden)
"What are you staring at," Dean asked.
I snapped out of whatever trance I was in. I blinked at him a few times, trying to zone back in.
We were on a drive home, and I must've completely zoned out while looking at him. Sam had stayed home researching something because the hunt had seemed like a normal salt and burn.
He smirked, looking forward again, "I know I'm pretty, but you could be subtle."
I reached over and swatted his arm.
"Seriously though, what's going on," he asked.
"Nothing," I shook my head.
"You know I don't believe that," Dean said. "Come on... tell me."
I looked out the window, suddenly very embarrassed.
"(Y/n)," he put on a singsong voice and poked my arm. "Tell me..."
"Fine, fine," I swatted his hand away from me. "I... I was just thinking about us."
"Us?"
"Yeah," I nodded.
"What about us," he asked.
"I don't know," I shrugged. "Just us. How happy I am."
"Oh, aww," he muttered. "That's cute."
"Winchester, I swear to God if you're giving me shit-"
"I'm not," he chuckled. "I promise."
"I just... I didn't think I was going to fall in love with anyone," I tried to explain. "And when I considered it... I feared the worst. But... you... proved me wrong."
Dean looked at me again for a moment. I saw the smile on his face.
"I love you, Dean."
"I love you too," he replied, reaching over to grab my hand.
It was all so much better than I could've imagined.
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Sam Winchester:
End Game -
I don't wanna touch you, I don't wanna be Just another ex-love you don't wanna see I don't wanna miss you (I don't wanna miss you) Like the other girls do
I knew that Sam had hesitations about any kind of relationship.
He was worried about the dangers of the hunting world, and this perceived curse that he had. Many of his exes had died.
Once we started dating, it didn't seem to bother him constantly. He trusted me to be able to protect myself.
However, there were some days where it did seem to get to him.
I would try to be with him most of the time on those days.
We were in the middle of cooking dinner when I noticed how disconnected he seemed to be.
"Sammy," I said.
He hummed and looked at me.
I leaned over and kissed him gently. He blinked at me after I pulled away. I grinned and kissed his cheek.
"What was that," he asked.
"You're stuck in your head," I replied. "I can tell."
"So you kissed me?"
"Distraction."
"Okay..."
"Sam," I grabbed his hand. "You... You know that I'm not going anywhere, right?"
He let out a sigh, "I'm sorry-"
"You don't need to apologize," I insisted. "I just... I am not going anywhere, Sam. I am in this one for the long haul. I promise."
Sam grinned at me. It was nervous. I could tell he was still questioning things.
I pulled his hand up and kissed his knuckles, "I love you, Sammy."
"I love you too."
peace -
The devil's in the details But you got a friend in me Would it be enough If I could never give you peace?
I jumped when I heard Sam yell.
He was sitting up in bed, frantically looking around the room. It was like he was trying to make sure that he was safe. I sat up too, looking to see if I could spot anything.
"Hey, Sam," I said softly, trying to not scare him any further.
He quickly turned his head to look at me.
"What's going on," I asked slowly.
He shook his head.
"Sam," I reached out and touched his arm.
"I... I don't want to talk about it," he muttered.
"Okay," I nodded. "Come here."
I laid back down and pulled on his sleeve.
He moved after a moment of tugging.
His head ended up resting on my chest while his arms wrapped tightly around my torso. I ran one of my hands through his hair.
"I'm not going to push you," I said. "But I want you to know that I'm here. Whatever you need. Okay?"
I heard Sam let out a shaky breath.
"I love you, Sam," I mumbled.
"I love you too," he replied.
I would do anything to help show him how serious I was.
Mine -
Do you remember, we were sitting there by the water? You put your arm around me for the first time You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter You are the best thing that's ever been mine
I saw Sam as being somewhere near perfect. Kind and smart. Funny when he wanted to be. He was everything I had hoped for.
He didn't tell me everything about his past until a few months into us being together.
We were sitting outside while Dean was in the bar. We had sat on the hood of the impala. My head was leaning on his shoulder while his arm wrapped around me.
"I never thought I'd get this again," Sam mumbled.
I shifted so I could look at him, "Get what?"
"To experience this," he explained, motioning between us.
That was the beginning of the story. His past romantic... misfortunes, what happened to his mom, how his dad treated him, running away, and coming back.
It all broke my heart. It was the first time he had told me all of it.
After he finished talking, I leaned over and kissed him gently. He only kissed me back for a moment before leaning back and grinning at me.
"Thank you," he muttered.
"For what?"
"Listening," he replied.
"Thank you for trusting me with that," I grinned.
Something in my heart told me that this was shaping up to be the best relationship I had ever had.
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Castiel:
mirrorball -
I'll get you out on the floor Shimmering beautiful And when I break it's in a million pieces
Cas didn't know that I didn't need an explanation for what he had done. I understood. And I had long since forgiven him.
"I needed a win for you and Sam and Dean. I couldn't let you guys-"
"Please stop," I begged. I stepped forward and cupped the sides of his face. "I... I don't need you to explain."
"But... I-"
"And you didn't need to come back with a win," I cut him off. "Cas, I love you. I decided that long ago. You don't need to be useful or successful for that. No matter what, I will still love you."
"Why?"
"Because you are the best person I've ever met," I said. "Even without the powers or the wings or the mission. I would still love you because you are still you."
Cas looked down.
"You can rest," I continued. "I will still love you just the same. Kiss you. Hold you. Adore you. I don't need useful. I need you here."
I gasped a little when Cas suddenly kissed me just because of how fast he moved. I wrapped my arms around his neck and moved closer to him.
Cas slowly pulled away, "I... I love you too."
You Are in Love -
'Cause you can hear it in the silence You can feel it on the way home You can see it with the lights out You are in love, true love
It had been a rough hunt.
Sam and Dean were in the motel together, arguing over some stupid details. I walked out to get some air. Those rooms can feel so small and restrictive on a good day. When people are fighting, I give up hope to feel comfortable.
I was leaning against the side of the impala when I heard the flap of wings.
"Hi, Cas," I said, not looking at him.
He leaned next to me, "I wanted to check on you."
"How'd you know," I asked.
"I... I just kind of did."
I grinned.
We fell into a comfortable silence after that. This was normal for us. It was nice. We were able to sit quietly and feel a sense of comfort.
Our silence was interrupted by Cas speaking up, "(Y/n)"
I turned my head to look at him.
He leaned over and pressed his lips to mine awkwardly. I froze right then.
He pulled back a few seconds later.
"I... I think I'm falling in love with you," he said.
"Cas," I muttered. "I'm falling for you too."
Cas started smiling as I pulled him into another kiss.
It was perfect. It was right.
As childish as it sounds, I knew that this was true love.
Afterglow -
Fighting with a true love is boxing with no gloves Chemistry 'til it blows up, 'til there's no us Why'd I have to break what I love so much? It's on your face, and I'm to blame, I need to say
"(Y/n), it's okay-"
"No, no," I shook my head. "No, it's not okay. I treated you like shit, Cas."
He looked down.
"I shouldn't have done that," I said. "I am so sorry, Cas. You deserve better than that."
Cas stepped forward and pulled me into his arms. I slowly hugged him back. I heard him take a deep breath.
"You don't have to automatically forgive me. I would rather you tell me how you actually feel than spare my feelings."
"I... I don't want to upset you further."
"You shouldn't have to fear holding me accountable," I replied. "I... I love you, Cas. I want to be a good partner. I don't want to hurt you in any way."
Cas kissed the side of my head, "I love you too."
I grinned and stepped back, "Now, how about we talk about this and figure out what actually happened here."
He nodded and took my hand.
I was dead set on having a healthy relationship with Cas. I was willing to do anything to treat Cas the way he deserved to be treated. That also meant calling myself out.
I just hoped he'd stay with me even when I messed up.
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Jack Kline:
Hey Stephen -
'Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain So, come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you Can't help it if there's no one else
I should've known that ranting to Sam was a bad idea.
He was sitting at one of the tables in the library. I was standing on the other side. Sam had promised I could talk to him about anything, so I didn't hesitate to rant about my growing crush on Jack.
"I just feel stupid," I explained.
"You aren't stupid," Sam replied. "You're human."
"Humans are stupid-"
"You got my point," he said.
"It's just... Jack is a sweetheart," I started rambling. Every compliment I could think of. "Adorable and too kind for their own good. Awkward, yeah, but in such a cute way. Brave as hell. It's just... gosh-"
"(Y/n)-"
"I just wish I had the guts to say something," I continued.
"(Y/n)-"
"I have faced demons and angels and vampires, but I can't tell a cute person that I want to go on a date with them-"
"For the love of God, please turn around," Sam snapped.
I froze and my eyebrows furrowed. I slowly turned around and saw Jack staring at me. Their eyes were wide, and they were completely frozen.
"I'll let you two chat," Sam nodded before leaving the room.
"I am so sorry," I said immediately.
"Why," Jack asked.
"Because... Because you had to listen to all of that and I ruined everything and I'm sorry-"
"I like you too," Jack cut me off.
I took a deep breath, "What?"
"I like you too," they gave me a nervous grin as they repeated themself. "You're really cool and nice. You've helped me a lot. I... I really like you."
"Oh, well," I looked down for a moment. "Well then, Jack, would you like to go on a date with me?"
Jack nodded, "I'd really like that."
"Good, good."
I looked down again. This was the best way things could've gone.
The Archer -
Can you see right through me? They see right through They see right through me I see right through me I see right through me
I had spent years of my life in the hunting life. I had killed more than I would ever admit to. And all through that, I held almost everyone at arm's length.
Sam, Dean, and Cas were all exceptions to my normal rule. They were aware of that.
Jack wasn't.
I wanted to trust them. I really did. I wanted to feel safe enough to be with them. It just wasn't that easy.
I could work through most days. Hide away from any of the fears in the name of being loved. Jack just made loving someone look so effortless. I wanted to be like that.
Some days... Some days I just couldn't.
I would pull away completely. I would try to isolate myself. No words, no touching, nothing. Jack would be at arm's length again.
Jack didn't like to leave me alone on those days.
They would stay next to me all day. Usually, they would just hold my hand. A small reminder that they were there and weren't leaving.
Kisses were soft and short. Again, they were more reminders than anything else.
We wouldn't talk much. Jack would speak every now and then, but there weren't many conversations.
I would be told that they were there and that they weren't leaving. That they loved me. Anything to help me know how much they cared for me.
They shouldn't have had to deal with this. I never wanted them to.
Eventually, I'd be able to rest my head on Jack's shoulder. I would close my eyes and try to hide from my thoughts.
"I love you," they would mutter to me. "I know your brain is messy right now, but that doesn't change anything. I love you."
I would turn into their side a little more. Their head would lean against mine.
I would slowly start to feel like I was walking out of my thoughts. I would start coming back to myself.
"I love you too," I would mumble back after a while, leaning up to kiss their jaw.
I would always be thankful for Jack being by my side.
It was nice to not have to run.
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And I don't try to hide my tears My secrets or my deepest fears Through it all nobody gets me like you do
Jack had teleported us out to the forest that they had started spending time in when they were stressed.
It had become a safe space for us. It was the only place where we could both talk about anything without fearing judgment from anywhere else.
I was so fortunate for that. I was so fortunate for Jack.
The two of us had fallen silent after a while. We were sitting on a blanket, backs resting on a fallen tree, and holding hands.
I pulled Jack's hand into my lap. I started playing with their fingers with a gentle grin. Jack's head rested on my shoulder.
There was a sinking rock in my stomach as I spoke up again, "Jack."
"Yeah," their head popped up so they could look at me.
"I... gosh...," I muttered before taking a deep breath. "Jack, I love you."
I was terrified. It was the first time I had said that. It was new and not knowing how Jack would react made me want to vomit.
I watched as a smile slowly formed on Jack's face.
"I love you too."
I smiled back.
Jack leaned over and kissed my cheek. We both let out nervous laughs before going back to relaxing again.
We didn't have many perfect moments in this life. But this. This was one of them.
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Author's Note: Deadass might be able to make a part two to this because this was more difficult to narrow down than I anticipated. I also could do shit like this with other artists if people wanna see that?
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Masterlist (Includes links to All Writing Challenges)
What I Write For
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lambmotifz · 2 months
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thinking about how the original plan (had the writers strike not taken place) was for sam to use his powers and save dean from his deal & castiel wasn’t even supposed to be in the show because eric kripke did not intend to include angels…
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lucidlivi · 10 months
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Chosen For Pleasure Masterlist
Series Warnings: Strong Language, Mature Themes, Angst, Alcohol, Attempted Sexual Assault, Mentions of Drugs/Heavy Drug Use, Neglect, Feelings of Hopelessness
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Part (I)
Part (II)
Part (III)
Part (IV)
Part(V)
Part (VI)
Part (VII)
Part (VIII)
Part (IX)
Part (X)
Part (XI)
Part (XII)
Part (XIII)
Part (XIV)
Part (XV)
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graceloveswolves · 7 months
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i feel like this is such an odd request but could you do dean winchester headcanons with a fem!reader whos obsessed with anything flavored cinnamon? like cinnamon candy, lollipops, cinnamon tea (yes its a thing) anything from cinnamon gummy bears to cinnamon coffee? this is so weird but i love cinnamon 🤍
I LOVE CINNAMON AND I AM CURRENTLY DRINKING CINNAMON TEA WHILE READING THIS HAHAHA!!
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Dean Winchester Feeding Into Your Cinnamon Addiction Would Include…..
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- Buying you any candies that have cinnamon in them
- it being a little game for him, every time you stop at a gas station he tries to find a cinnamon candy you haven’t tried yet
- whenever you are mad at him, or he doesn’t come back from a hunt on time, he will come back with a box full of cinnamon treats
- him trying to get you to do the cinnamon challenge
- one time he found this cinnamon whiskey neither of you have ever seen before
- neither of you to this day remember that night
- he woke up with his face on the toilet bowl
- you woke up in the shower next to the toilet
- Sam had a bunch of photos of you guys for blackmail
- the kitchen has a drawer full of all kinds of cinnamon flavored teas
- the Impala has a little candy bag full of cinnamon candies for the road trips you take
- Sam once sat on your cinnamon candies that were in the front seat of the Impala
- melted all over his jeans 👖
- Dean and you were laughing for ages, and got a picture back for blackmail
- him and you playing guess that candy during road trips
- he personally likes red hots the best
- one time you and Sam told Dean to try this piece of “cinnamon chocolate”, it was actually ghost reaper pepper chocolate.
- and of course it was while you guys were on the road
- he pulled over to the nearest gas station and drank 3 bottles of water in the store, without even paying for them
- one time you tried to give him head after eating a bunch of cinnamon candy…
- he had to take a cold shower and scrubbed the hell out of his pee pee
- you guys making cinnamon rock candies during Christmas
- making cinnamon apple spice for him and you
- the bunker always smelling like cinnamon
- him buying you cinnamon candles, wax melts, wall plugs
- one time you bought one of those cinnamon broomsticks for decoration
- then came home to find him sweeping the bunker with it
- Sam bickering with him “DeAn! ThAts NoT wHaT iTs FoR!”
- when you don’t go on hunting trips with him he buys cinnamon air fresheners to feel closer to you since it reminds him of you
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if there's ever a season 2 of the winchesters, i need an episode where lata decides to summon dean and his magical monster-crushing impala and cas shows up too because apparently when the summoning happened, cas must've been gripping dean tight because he got flung through time and space too.
so the kids are like hey who's this, and dean rubs the back of his neck and says it's a friend.
so they're on the case and they're mid-battle when john's thrown straight through a chain-link fence and mary gets a nice face-to-face with a concrete pillar. so when they finally get out of there, lata brings out the first aid kit, except dean grabs it and rushes over to cas because cas just fell onto paper at that very moment and he's got a devastating 1/8 inch cut to his pinky (it's not even bleeding).
cue carlos looking at them with a very strange expression on his face and the heteronormative viewers watching the show laugh and giggle because haha look how funny it is that dean's mother-henning cas when john and mary are personally on their death beds.
anyway, because the rest of the gang was too busy dealing with life-threatening injuries, it's only carlos who notices the weirdness and for the rest of the episode, the camera keeps cutting back to his face every time dean and cas are together.
they head to a diner and lata accidentally drops her entire burger onto the floor. but cas still feels hungry after devouring a platter of fries so when the waitress comes up and lata's about to reorder because she's literally starving, dean butts in and orders cas an eight-course meal. lata throws him a dirty look but carlos once again has a strange strange expression on his face.
and it's like this the entire day. the monster traps them into a meat locker and cas reports feeling chilly so dean immediately takes the jacket off his body and wraps him up and he's already stripping down to his birthday suit to offer cas his body heat. meanwhile john's hemorrhaging on the floor and his temperature is plummeting and mary and lata are freaking out and carlos...oh boy, carlos. he can't even help. he just stares at dean.
finally, after several more instances of dean's cas-induced incompetence, even the others have noticed, so when they get to the motel room for the night, mary angrily lets them know that actually, they don't need dean's help because clearly dean's more preoccupied with his friendship with cas than the literal monster chasing them.
so dean shrugs and says suit yourself and as soon as they're gone, carlos, who's been having a mental breakdown all day, is like they are so not just friends. mary and john, like the heteronormative viewers watching the episode, are like what and they're confused but lata, the realization dawning on her face, says oh my god and starts looking faint.
so john and mary head to the window and to their shock, dean and cas are parked outside, making out in the impala. as it so happens, the monster they've been hunting is out there, creeping closer, except dean (with his tongue still shoved down cas' throat) picks up his gun and shoots once, the monster instantly bursting into a ball of dust, and john and mary just look on incredulously.
anyway, once they recover, they turn back and say um yeah so those two are definitely not straight and carlos just throws up his hands and looks into the camera like it's the office and the episode abruptly ends there.
but, even as the end credits play, you can see still hear the sounds of dean and cas making out though before it slowly turns into suggestive moaning.
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Hello, i have this request for supernatural i not sure if it would fit better as one shot or preference but is Sam, Dean and Cas ( all platonic) reacting to you and your first boyfriend from school.
Hey! Your request has been written and posted, you will find it here:
I'm so sorry it took so long but I do hope you like it!
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dodie Songs that Would Describe Relationships with Team Free Will 2.0 -Team Free Will 2.0 Preference
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Title: dodie Songs that Would Describe Relationships with Team Free Will 2.0
Characters: Dean Winchester. Sam Winchester, Castiel, Jack Kline
Word Count: 3,226 words
Warning(s): (Dean's) character death, mentions of demon Dean, (Sam's) demon blood addiction (detox), self-esteem issues, mention of character death, (Cas's) mention of violence/death, (Jack's) self-worth issues
Author's Note: God, I love writing these.
Hey! I did a rewrite of the ending of Supernatural. It took a really long time to complete, so it would mean a lot to me if you check it out. Here’s a link! (it’s on my personal account)
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Dean Winchester:
Intertwined
So breathe Breathe with me Can you drink all my thoughts? 'Cause I can't stand them
I had been trying to relax before bed, not thinking about really anything. It was a very rare time when I wasn't ready for anything.
I jumped a little bit when the bed shifted. I froze when I saw it was just Dean.
"Hey."
He ignored me as he climbed up the bed. He ended up almost collapsing on top of me. His head rested on my chest, ear against my heart, arms wrapped around my torso.
"Are you okay," I asked, letting one hand trace shapes on his back while the other lightly touched his hair.
"I just... I need to lay here for a while," he muttered. "Please. Let me lay with you."
"Okay," I nodded. "You don't need anything else?"
He shook his hand and tried to move closer to me.
I kissed the top of his head. I understood that he didn't need my words or my thoughts. He needed me to be present. To hold him and offer a safe space for him. I was okay with that.
I would always be okay with that.
Arms Unfolding
Old partner in crime, I am going to try To fall in love with you again
After Dean had been "cured" of the whole demon thing, the two of us were tense.
I couldn't tell who had started it. It could've been me. Watching him hurt Sam and attempt to hurt me was an image that I would give anything to shake. He may have had it worse. Being the one causing the harm may have hurt him more.
Regardless of its origins, it was there.
A gap.
Both of us were too scared to take the first step across. It almost felt childish.
"(Y/n)."
I looked at Dean when he spoke.
We were on two sides of the room. Just looking at each other. I saw tears fill his eyes as he looked at me.
"I... I am so sorry," he said. "For everything."
I nodded. I knew he was sorry.
I felt stupid for flinching when he reached for my arm. He just stopped, letting his hand fall back to his side.
"I... I want things to be normal again," I muttered. "I just don't know how to get there."
"It's okay," he replied. "If... If you'll let me, I want to be there to help you figure it out. However long it takes. I just want to be with you. I don't care beyond that."
I nodded again, "Okay."
Dean grinned at me. I slowly grinned back. A first step for both of us.
A Non Love Song from Nashville
You fool How dare you trust fate! She's not that kind You stepped off the edge But you didn't check where you'd fall
--Third Person--
Sam didn't let his brother help him prepare the body.
Dean stood off to the side, eyes focused on the ground. There weren't thoughts going around his head. Everything was just empty, disconnected. He felt off.
Sam cleared his throat after a while.
Dean stood up from where he had been leaning on the car. It felt wrong. Seeing (Y/n)'s body wrapped in fabric, waiting to be burned.
These were the times that Dean questioned if he and his brother were doing any good. Was the potential good they did worth losing the one thing he let himself hold close?
"Do you want to-"
"No. I... I can't."
Sam just nodded.
He flicked the lighter. He stared at the flame for a moment. He was about to offer making a deal. Finding some other way to bring them back.
Dean stopped him before the sentence could come out of his mouth. Dean had given all of the chances a thought. And he knew (Y/n) would kick his ass if he did any of them.
"Just do it, Sammy. (Y/n) wouldn't want to come back that way."
With another sigh, Sam tossed the lighter onto the pile.
(Y/n)'s body burned. And for a moment, Dean was convinced he saw their soul escape their body and use the smoke as a trip to heaven. He knew it was a ridiculous belief. He just didn't care.
Anything was more comfortable than admitting he was watching the body of the love of his life burn.
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Sam Winchester:
Sick of Losing Soulmates
'Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win?
I never expected to come back from the dead.
To be fair, I also never truly expected to die as young as I had.
But I was there. Back in the bunker like nothing had happened.
I could remember my death. Every detail of it. The feeling of it. The sight. The sounds. I would never be able to shake that thought process.
Sam had held me as I died.
Now, he seemed scared to admit I was there. Like it just added another weight to his grief. It was light he couldn't be in the same room as me.
I wanted to respect his boundaries.
It was a good thing to do.
But I was going crazy. Sitting there like that.
"Sam," I said, crossing my arms. "Can we talk?"
"Sure," he replied awkwardly.
I sat on the chair next to him.
"You're avoiding me."
It wasn't a question. I knew he was. I didn't need to know if he was avoiding me. I needed to know why.
"(Y/n)-"
"Sam."
He sighed, "When you came back, I was happy. Of course, I was happy. It was you. But then... all I could see was you dying. It terrifies me."
I reached over and touched his hand.
"I love you, but it haunts me."
I let out a quiet sigh, "I'm sorry, Sam."
"You didn't do anything wrong," he muttered. "I just... I don't want to lose you again."
There was a long pause between us.
"I... I still see it too."
"What?"
"I remember every detail of my death."
"I didn't know," he said. "And I didn't help."
"I didn't help you either," I replied.
I leaned over and kissed him gently. His hand cupped the side of my face as he kissed me back. I pulled back enough to smile at him.
"Maybe we should fix that," I suggested. Sam nodded before leaning in and kissing me again.
"I love you," he mumbled against my lips.
"I love you too."
Human
Will you share your soul with me? Unzip your skin and let me have a see
I had somehow gotten Bobby and Dean to let me into the panic room while Sam was detoxing. Was it smart? Probably not. But I hated trying to act like I didn't hear him.
I was sitting on the floor with my back against the wall, a stack of books sitting next to me. I was just keeping an eye on him. Keeping him company.
I tensed up when I saw Sam stand up and walk over to me. He stopped a few steps away from me before falling to his knees.
"Sam," I said, panicked. I cupped the sides of his face so he would look at me. "Hey, hey, Sam."
"I'm a monster."
"No, no," I shook my head. "You are not a monster, Sam. You're a victim. You were used and manipulated. We're just trying to keep you safe."
He closed his eyes.
"Okay, come on," I moved to sit down again. I grabbed his arm and pulled him over. He shifted and soon his head was resting in my lap. "Talk."
"About what," he muttered as I pushed the sweaty hair off of his forehead.
"Anything you want," I replied. "Just let me know everything about you."
He reached up and touched my face. He almost looked high, "You're an angel."
I chuckled, trying to ignore the butterflies in my stomach, "You wish, Sammy. Just a human."
His hand fell from my cheek as he chuckled, "So nice... and smart..."
"Alright, Sammy."
I never prayed, but I found myself asking whatever being there was to protect him and help him. He didn't deserve this. He deserved to be okay.
If I'm Being Honest
Could you love this? Will this one be right? Well if I'm being honest, I'm hoping it might Could you love this? Did you plan to fall? Well if I'm being honest, oh I bet it's not that at all
"I love you."
My heart felt like it slammed on the brakes and my stomach was dealing with the whiplash. I blinked at Sam a few times before shaking my head.
"(Y/n)?"
"No," I muttered, going to walk away. "No. That's not funny, Sam. You know how I feel about you. Don't use it to mess with me."
"I'm not," he circled around me to grab my arms and stop me. "I love you, (Y/n). I have for years."
I scoffed.
When I went to move again, he stopped me by holding onto my arms tighter.
"Why do you think this is funny," I said.
"I'm not being funny."
I shook my head.
"(Y/n)," Sam mumbled. "(Y/n). Please, look at me."
I looked at him, trying to ignore the tears in my eyes. He pulled me closer and pressed his lips to mine. I just stood there frozen as his hands moved to cup the sides of my face.
He barely pulled away, "I love you... just give me one chance. I'll prove it to you."
"How?"
"I... I don't know yet," he admitted. "But I'll figure it out as long as I get to be with you."
I scanned his face, looking for any sign that he was lying to me.
"(Y/n)-"
I cut him off by kissing him again. It only lasted a matter of moments before I pulled back again.
"Okay," I said.
He smiled, pulling me into his arms. I hid my face in his shirt and grinned a little. I wanted to believe him. I was willing to try.
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Castiel:
Ready Now
So you showed me what to do You said "I will listen, tell it all When you're finished we'll talk more" But I didn't know how so we took it in turns To my surprise we found my words
"Cas?"
He was leaning against the impala, staring at the ground. He only looked up because I spoke.
"What's going on?"
"I'm just thinking."
"Wow, don't give me too much to work with," I teased, going to lean on the car next to him. "What are you thinking about?"
His mouth opened and shut for a moment. He looked at me for a moment before looking down again. Nothing.
"Hey," I grabbed his hand. "It's alright. Just... start with something small. We can work from that. I don't need an essay, just a sentence."
He nodded and gave me a small grin, which I returned.
I think this was the moment he knew he could completely trust me. And I was very happy with that.
Pas De Deux
They're walking on rivers He lifts her above They're full of belonging And so full of love
The two of us had been mistreated by so many people around us.
We had been dragged to hell and back in both a literal and figurative sense.
But we had each other. Through it all. We had found our safe place in each other.
That's all I could think of when I ran forward and buried myself in Cas's arms. He held me as close as he could, like if he just held on a little tighter, he could stop my shaking.
"Never do that again," I muttered.
He let out a sigh, "I'll do my best."
I moved back and pressed my lips to his.
I couldn't lose him again. Never again. It was selfish, probably childish but he was my safety net. What the hell was I supposed to do without my safety net?
Cas leaned back, pressing his forehead against mine.
"I love you," he whispered. "So much."
"I love you too," I muttered. "My angel."
He kissed my forehead before pulling me back into his arms. Back into the safe space.
Freckles and Constellations
We are so much more than space dust A supernova couldn't break us
Dean and Sam had gotten tired of us.
Correction: Dean had gotten tired of us and forced Sam to work with him.
We ended up getting locked outside of the motel room. Dickheads even warded it so Cas couldn't just teleport inside.
"When did they get clever," I muttered.
I hopped onto the hood of the impala and looked up at the night sky. I heard Cas sit next to me. There was a silence between us.
"What are you looking at," Cas asked.
"Just the stars," I said with a shrug. "Might as well look at something pretty while we wait for Sam and Dean to come to their senses."
Cas didn't reply.
I looked over to see him looking at me. He looked away as soon as I did. I grinned at him a little before looking away from him.
"How long do you think we'll be out here," Cas asked.
"No idea," I replied. "Not that I mind. It's nice to have a break from them."
"They do get a bit annoying."
I chuckled, looking at him again.
"Hey, Cas?"
"Yeah-"
I leaned over and pecked his lips when he looked over at me. It was only a second before I pulled away. He blinked at me a few times.
"Sorry," I muttered, looking down and trying to ignore how warm my face felt.
"(Y/n)?"
"Yeah?"
"Do that again."
I smiled at him before leaning over and kissing him again. I grabbed his hand before slowly moving away.
"I really like you, (Y/n)."
"I like you too, Cas."
"Finally!"
We looked over at the motel room when we heard Dean yell. Dumbass forgot that crappy motels often have incredibly thin walls. This meant he had either watched through the little window or had his ear pressed to the door.
I rolled my eyes ad scoffed, "I am going to kill him."
"I... would not stop you," Cas replied.
I chuckled at him.
"I'm supposed to support your decisions, aren't I?"
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Jack Kline:
Absolutely Smitten
But it's too late Oh, I believe in fate! I'm absolutely smitten, I'll never let you go
"Where's the puppy," Dean asked as he sat across from me at the library table.
"What," I chuckled.
"Y'know, the lovesick puppy that usually follows you around the bunker," he explained. I raised an eyebrow. "Jack."
"Jack is not a lovesick puppy," I rolled my eyes.
"Sam and I both disagree with you."
"(Y/n)!"
"There's the puppy," Dean muttered as Jack came into the room.
"Shut up," I snapped at him quietly before turning my attention back to Jack. "What's up?"
"I watched that movie you told me about," they replied excitedly. "The apocalypse one?"
"You made the kid watch Anna and the Apocalypse?"
"I didn't make them watch anything," I told Dean, turning to Jack again. "What'd you think of it?"
"I'll leave you two to gossip," Dean said, standing up to leave.
Jack took the seat next to me. They start rambling about the movie. The songs and the story. How cool they thought the zombies were. I grinned as I leaned my cheek on my hand, just listening to them talk.
After a while, the conversation started to drift off.
"Jack," I said during a pause.
"Yeah," they asked.
"Umm, Dean mentioned something earlier," I started. I felt stupid already. I should've just bitten my tongue. I took a deep breath and continued. "Do you... Do you have a crush on me, Jack?"
They froze up for a few moments. They looked down at their hands, face turning red.
"Jack," I pushed.
"Yeah," they muttered. "I do."
My smile grew immediately, "Jack?"
They looked at me.
"I have a crush on you too."
"Really?"
I nodded.
Jack grinned at me.
I leaned over and gently kissed their cheek. They looked down again, blushing more. I bit my lip to keep from chuckling at them.
This was going to be great.
6/10
I know that you don't want me here I know that you Oh, I'll just call a taxi, I gotta get up early tomorrow again.
Jack had tried to hide from all of us.
I refused to let that happen. Completely hiding was just going to get them stuck in a loop of negative thoughts. If I couldn't save them from that, I could at least make sure they didn't go through it alone.
They were curled up in bed, hiding in their covers and burying their head in their pillow.
I let out a quiet sigh and walked over, kneeling next to the bed so I could look at them.
"Jack," I said softly.
They looked at me. I could see the lines from their tears and the new tears that were falling.
"Hey," I forced a grin. "Can you scoot over a little bit?"
Jack nodded and moved back a little.
I crawled under the covers with them and pulled them close to me. I let Jack make themself comfortable. They ended up hugging me close with their head buried in the crook of my neck.
"We don't have to talk, but I'm not leaving you on your own," I promised. "I'm right here. I promise. I'm not leaving."
Their arms just tightened around me. I couldn't save them from everything, but I could be there.
And that's all that really mattered.
A Permanent Hug from You
And everyone will know That I've been in love tonight A permanent hug from you
I was scanning some lore book that Sam had given me.
We were looking for a way to track down Michael. It was a way to save Dean. That's all that mattered.
"(Y/n)?"
I turned around to see Jack standing in the doorway with their hands behind their back.
"Hey," I said, smiling at them. "What's up?"
"I brought you something," I saw a proud grin cross their face as they stepped forward. I raised an eyebrow at them. "Here."
Jack held out their hands, holding out their grey crewneck. I furrowed my eyebrows at them, tilting my head a little bit.
"What's this," I asked.
"Sam told me it was normal for partners to give each other stuff like sweatshirts and stuff," they explained. They looked down at the fabric. "Sorry, was... was I wrong?"
"No, no," I stood up and walked over. "I've never had someone do something like this for me. To share stuff like this. It's really sweet."
"Really?"
I took the sweater from their hands, smiling down at it as I nodded, "Yeah."
Jack pulled me into a hug. I grinned and hugged them back. I hid my face in the crook of their neck as I relaxed.
"Thank you," I muttered.
"You're welcome," they replied, kissing my forehead.
It was the small, simple things that made everything else worth it. I would happily deal with any risk or threat if I got to have these small moments.
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Happy Dean Winchester😍😍😍
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That's How You Do It
Requested: @heavenlyackles
Tags: @jc-winchester @mrsjenniferwinchester @perpetualabsurdity @antisocialcorrupt @k-slla @jackles010378 @suckitands33 @deans-spinster-witch
Warnings: alcohol consumption, pining, jealousy, some language, and hot sex!
switching point of view indicated with italics.
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I thought I was at peak happiness when I got the call from my agent, telling me that I had been casted in the new CW show supernatural. It was my first big break, and I just had a feeling this show was going to change my life.
It was the happiest moment of my life.
I didn't know when joining the cast that I'd gain a best friend and a family. I loved all the cast, but found myself closer to Jensen than any other cast member. He was my best friend. It was a good thing we were so comfortable with each other, considering our characters played love interests on the show. It made filming a lot less awkward.
"on your marks." the director yelled.
Jensen and I smiled at each other before getting in to character. We were about to film a scene where our characters have an argument but kiss and make up.
I was nervous for the kiss. It wasn't the first time we'd kissed on screen, but it was the first time that the feelings behind the kiss were moving off screen.
I wasn't exactly sure when I blurred the lines of our friendship. I just knew they were definitely blurred. I was completely in love with him, and he was either completely clueless, or knew and just didn't want to hurt my feelings because he didn't feel the same.
either way, we had a good thing going, and I wasn't going to ruin our friendship by spilling feelings.
"and action."
I quickly put on an angry face before delivering my lines.
"you can't be serious Dean, this is suicide!"
"yeah well it's all we have right now." Jensen said putting prop weapons in the trunk of the impala.
"there has to be another way."
Jensen flipped around getting in my face.
"there's no other way, don't you get that? if we don't do this.." Jensen tapered off his line with a shake of his head and then flipped back around continuing with what he was doing.
I walked to my next mark, standing beside him.
"why do you always do this?"
"do what?" he grumbled.
"think that you have to do everything alone?" I recited.
Jensen was quiet, as he took a deep breath, signifying his character was in distress. I placed a hand on his arm, following the script.
"I'm here Dean, please let me in."
I took a shaky breath, here it was, the kiss.
Jensen turned around, wrapping his arm behind my back, and crashed. his lips to mine. I put my hand on the back of his head pulling him closer. I was so lost in the kiss, I barely heard the director yell cut.
Jensen pulled away leaving a tingling feeling on my lips.
"I think I'm going to be sick." Jared joked coming in to the shot.
"you're just jealous you don't get to kiss Jensen." I joked, taking a sip from my water bottle that was sitting nearby.
"Oh please I can kiss him anytime I want." Jared said placing a wet sloppy kiss to Jensen's cheek.
I gagged making both boys laugh.
"just because it's your birthday, I won't punch you for that." Jensen laughed.
Jared was about to respond when the Director informed us we'd be done shooting for the day.
"so eight o'clock right, we're all meeting for drinks?" I questioned making sure I knew the plan for tonight.
Jared shook his head confirming. Jensen was unusually quiet. He usually was lately after we finished filming kissing scenes. It made me feel that much worse.
"I'm going to go get ready then, see you guys tonight." I smiled turning away from my costars.
Jensen
"dude when are you going to tell her?" Jared spoke as soon as she was out of sight.
It was no secret that after all the hours of filming with her, all the scenes where our characters were kissing, or wrapped up in each other that the lines between acting and reality had blurred.
I found myself looking forward to kissing or sex scenes, anyway that would give me the chance to be close to her. I swear the writers wrote more in to the script just for me.
I was in love with her, and everyone knew... well everyone except her.
or the other possibility, the one that kept me from revealing my feelings, was that she did know, but didn't feel the same.
either way, we had a good thing going, and I wasn't going to ruin our friendship by spilling feelings.
"uh how about never"
"so you're just going to keep pining after her like a love sick puppy?"
"you know what Jar, your birthday only lasts for a few more hours, and then I'm punching you."
"besides, I don't even know what to say to her, I get all nervous." I added feeling exactly like a love sick puppy.
"you get nervous?" Jared laughed.
"you know now I don't even care that it's your birthday, come here." I growled putting him in a head lock.
Jared was easily able to get out of it due to his sheer height.
"look man, all I'm saying is she might have feelings for you too."
I looked at him for a moment. I guess it was possible, but I wasn't about to get my hopes up and ruin everything we've built.
"yeah I'm good with never."
"J, I'm trying to help you out here, I mean god damn you got a boner just from kissing her." Jared laughed.
I looked down to see I was indeed sporting a noticeable boner. I quickly adjusted myself so it was no longer noticeable.
"you tell anyone about this and you won't make it to your next birthday." I threatened him with a stern look.
"got it, jerk." Jared smirked shoving my shoulder.
"bitch."
It was silent for a moment before a booming voice broke it.
"how are my two favorite sons?"
Jeff came up wrapping an arm around me and Jared. He wasn't that much older than us in reality, but never the less treated us as if we were his real sons.
"just trying to teach Jensen how to flirt." Jared spoke up making me hit him in the gut.
"you still haven't told that girl?" Jeff asked looking at me disappointedly.
"I"m going to need both of you to hop off my dick." I grumbled walking to my trailer.
of course they both followed, continuing their agonizing teasing.
"I don't see why you won't just tell her, I mean it's been four seasons." Jeff said fixing his hair in my mirror.
"I told you guys, we have a good friendship, and feelings ruin friendships." I said stripping out of my Dean costume and into a red flannel with a pair of jeans.
"unless girl reciprocates feelings, then friendship turns into relationship and then friends can finally stop haggling you." Jared said pushing my buttons.
"look I'm not telling her, and that's final." I growled exiting the trailer.
god they didn't know when to let shit go. I wasn't followed this time and I was thankful. I grabbed a beer chugging it.
I call it pregaming before tonight.
Jared
Jeff and I watched Jensen leave in a huff.
"he's really got it bad." I said causing Jeff to nod his head in agreement.
Jeff looked at me, a mischievous look on his face.
He was plotting.
"I like that look, what are you thinking?" I grinned.
"what if we make him tell her?" Jeff said.
I scoffed, yeah like that's ever going to happen.
"how do you suppose we do that?"
"Jensen's never been one to handle jealousy well, I think I have the perfect idea! Now come on, birthday boy can't be late for his own party now can he?"
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I smoothed out my black party dress before applying a thin layer of lip gloss to my plump lips.
"okay who are you and what have you done with my girl?"
I turned around giving a smile to Genevieve. She was a recurring character on the show, and now Jared's girlfriend.
"I could say the same about you, are you uh dressing up for Jared's after party present?" I smirked, looking at her very revealing outfit.
"is it too much?" Gen asked covering her body.
"no, not at all, he'll definitely be smitten." I smiled running a hand through my hair.
"not as smitten as Jensen will be with you." Gen said, grabbing my lip gloss before applying some to her lips.
"I don't think so."
"please, that boy literally drools over you, everyone sees it." Gen said pushing her boobs up to make sure they looked good for Jared.
I rolled my eyes at her laughing.
"you're ridiculous Gen."
"think what you will, but I have a feeling this will be quite the interesting night." she said before skipping out to meet the boys.
"oh I'm sure it will be......for you." I muttered before joining her.
Gen was already lip locking with Jared, and I'm sure giving him a taste of what was to come later. I locked eyes with Jensen giving him a smile. He looked handsome in his red flannel and jeans. He always looked handsome though.
"you look beautiful." Jensen said offering me a smile.
"not to shabby yourself Ackles." I smirked.
He was about to say something else when arms wrapped around me from behind in a hug, hoisting me in the air.
"there's my favorite firecracker."
I instantly recognized the voice as Jeffery Dean Morgan. It's been awhile since he was on the show as his character John was killed off in season two.
"Jeff put me down." I laughed.
He instantly put me down, turning me around so I was facing him. He looked different. He was sporting white in his hair and beard now. Don't get me wrong he still looked incredible, just different.
"how have these boys been treating you?" Jeff asked glancing at Jensen with a smirk.
"same old same old although Misha takes the brunt of the jokes now." I laughed.
"yeah, no kidding." Misha said, appearing with his wife.
I greeted fellow cast mates and friends before everyone dispersed in to the bar to start celebrating Jared. I ordered some whiskey, going to look for my friend. I felt my chest tighten as I saw Jensen talking to a beautiful blonde.
"need a drinking partner?"
"only because it's you." I smiled as I turned around to meet eyes with Jeff.
Jensen
"like can you believe that?"
I smiled at the woman, she was a fan and was talking my ear off. I didn't want to be rude, because I knew without my fans I wouldn't be anywhere, but at the same time, I couldn't wait to get away from this girl to hang out with the girl I really wanted to.
"yep, totally unbelievable." I gave a stale response hoping she'd get the gist, but of course she didn't.
I let my eyes wonder around the bar as this girl droned on with a story I didn't really care about. I was looking for one person in particular. I finally spotted her at the end of the bar, the sound of her laughter filling my ears. I felt my chest burn with jealousy as I saw the source of her laughter.
Jeff sat beside her, a bottle of whiskey between the two. He wrapped an arm around her shoulder as he told her something else making her laugh.
What the hell was he doing? He knows how I feel about her!
"are you okay?" the girl asked waving a hand in front of my face to grab my attention.
"sorry, I uh gotta go."
I walked over finding Jared who was grinding with Genevieve. I grabbed his arm making him protest.
"do you see that!?" I exclaimed pointing towards where they sat, a little too close for my liking.
"I see two friends talking." Jared shrugged.
"okay that's way more than friendly." I grumbled.
"If it bothers you so much why don't you go say something." Jared said as if the solution was so simple.
"I can't then she'll know that.."
"that you're jealous." Jared smirked.
"I am not jealous." I scoffed.
"no, not at all." Jared said his voice laced with a hint of sarcasm.
"maybe I'm a little jealous."
"a little?"
"don't push it." I growled.
"look dude, I doubt anything is happening, you know what Jeff is like when he's drunk, he talks out of his ass and he's a little too affectionate." Jared tried to assure me.
He was probably right. I was just being paranoid.
"now if you don't mind my girlfriend is looking exceptionally hot tonight, and is exceptionally horny."
I gagged pushing him away from me back towards Gen.
I couldn't fight the feeling of dread. I sat down at the bar ordering a couple shots. I kept my eyes on them, wishing I'd have the courage to go over and interrupt.
I wasn't going to ruin our friendship.... I just had to keep telling myself that.
I didn't realize how long I'd sat watching them until I saw people starting to disperse. Jared and Gen dipped out awhile ago and were no doubt fucking somewhere right now.
I felt my heart drop as Jeff got up, offering her his hand before leading her towards the door. I growled as she went with him willingly. I tried to calm my demeanor as they were passing me.
"oh hang on Jeff, I forgot my phone." (y/n) said dropping his hand and running back to the end of the bar where they were sitting.
Jeff turned to me, and I could no longer control my jealous rage.
"that's how you flirt with a pretty woman." Jeff whispered offering me a smirk.
If we weren't in a public place, I'd probably get up right then and there and punch him in the face. I can't believe he'd do something like this to me. I thought he was my friend. I was about to respond but she came back in to view.
"ready to go?" she asked with a smile.
"absolutely." Jeff smirked.
"you okay J?" I heard her sweet voice ask.
I was the furthest thing from okay, but I doubt she cared anyways.
"just peachy." I grumbled.
Jeff smirked one last time, leading her out of the hotel bar. I purchased a fifth of whiskey, taking it up to my room to drown out my sorrows in booze. Any chance I had was now squashed, and I was absolutely miserable.
Reader
I woke up with a pounding headache. I definitely drank too much last night. I got up stretching my limbs, before throwing on a sweatshirt. I was going to go check on Jensen as I didn't get to talk to him much last night.
At first I was talking with Jeff to distract me from the fact Jensen was chatting with a girl, but then I found myself genuinely enjoying his presence. I forgot how easy he was to talk to, and I missed his company. I knocked on Jensen's hotel door, hearing a faint come in.
I walked in to see Jensen sipping coffee with a frown on his face, his hair sticking up in different directions.
"damn what happened to you?" I joked collapsing on his bed.
He was silent as he sipped his coffee and read the newspaper.
"oh god I'm never drinking again." I groaned putting a hand to my head dramatically.
"you shouldn't after last night." Jensen grumbled from behind the newspaper.
I sat up on the bed confused. What in the hell was he going on about? I didn't do anything last night?
"what are you talking about?"
Jensen sighed before setting down the newspaper.
"do you even remember last night?" He asked.
"uh yeah.." I confirmed even more confused at what he was going on about.
"so you meant to do that?" He scoffed.
"J, what are you going on about?"
He grumbled before picking up his coffee cup again.
"it's nothing... I just didn't think you'd be a one to have a one night stand with a costar."
I nearly choked on my saliva. I burst in to a fit of laughter causing Jensen to glare at me angrily.
"hold the phone, I didn't sleep with anyone." I said still laughing.
"but you and Jeff?"
"were talking about our mutual love of 80's music, extensively might I add, he wanted to show me a new vinyl he got, so we left the bar and went to his room so he could show me. I listened to it with him and afterwards went to my hotel room to sleep.... alone." I said emphasizing that I was alone last night.
I could see Jensen's cheeks don a rose color in embarrassment.
"god I'm an idiot." He laughed.
I joined in his laughter nodding my head. He really could be and idiot sometimes.
"I can't believe I thought you actually slept with Jeff." He said shaking his head in disbelief.
I gave him a confused look.
"not uh that there's anything wrong with Jeff, I mean he's a great guy and all, it's just that he's not uh..." Jensen nervously rambled.
"not you?" I questioned before biting my lip.
Jensen was taken back by my words.
"were you jealous J?" I asked taking a step closer to him.
He scoffed trying to play cool.
"of course not, I'm not a jealous guy."
"oh good, so it won't bother you that we made out a little bit while listening to the vinyl." I shrugged trying to get under his skin.
"wait really?" Jensen asked, his face falling.
I felt really bad now, his voice sounded broken .
"no not really, I just wanted you to admit you were jealous." I smirked.
Jensen breathed a noticeable sigh of relief.
"fine, I was jealous." Jensen whispered.
"what was that? I didn't catch it?" I laughed wanting him to admit it louder.
"I was jealous okay!"
"J, you have no reason to be jealous." I smiled.
"of course I do, god you're fucking perfect, and any guy would be lucky to have you, and here I am completely in love with you and too scared to do anything about it for fear of messing up our friendship when you inevitably tell me you don't feel the same way."
I felt my mouth drop open in shock. Jensen was in love with me?
Now this was officially the happiest moment of my life.
"and I know I probably just ruined everything anyways and you probably don't..." Jensen started to ramble on but I cut him off.
"shut up and just kiss me already." I smiled.
Jensen looked shocked but wasted no time closing the gap between us before slamming his lips on mine. I kissed him back hungrily pouring all of my pent up feelings into the kiss. I gripped the ends of his hair tugging it as our mouths devoured each other. He grabbed my ass making me gasp, he took that moment to slip his tongue in my mouth deepening the kiss. I pulled away after a moment, gasping for air.
"you really are an idiot sometimes." I laughed as he leaned his forehead against mine.
"you don't know how long I've wanted to do that off screen." Jensen said taking a deep breath.
"I stopped acting a long time ago." I said cupping his cheek with my hand.
"does that mean?"
"I love you too." I spilled.
Jensen's eyes lit up as he placed a gentle kiss on my lips. I grabbed the back of his neck bringing him back down in a kiss. I was the one to slip my tongue between his lips this time, deepening our passionate kiss.
"you have no idea the things I've dreamt about doing to you." Jensen panted as he came up for air.
I placed a kiss along his jaw line, kissing to his neck.
"why don't you show me?" I whispered seductively.
Jensen didn't need anymore convincing. I squealed as he picked me up in his strong arms, throwing me on the bed. I watched as he ripped his shirt off revealing his toned chest and abs. I clenched my thighs together, getting hot just at the sight of him alone. He hovered over me connecting our lips once again in a heated kiss.
I gasped as he moved his lips from mine, down to my neck. I could feel him suck on a sensitive spot making me omit a moan. His hands traveled under my sweatshirt, slowly removing it from my body. I instinctively covered my chest, feeling insecure laying under him.
"don't, you're breathtaking." Jensen said removing my arms.
I relaxed a little bit as his lips went back to my neck, this time traveling down my collarbone towards my breasts. His hands grabbed the straps of my bra gently pulling it down exposing me. I could see his eyes fill with lust as he stared at me.
Jensen removed my bra completely before taking one of my nipples in his mouth. I moaned as his hands traveled down my sides to my clothed heat. He started to rub me through the fabric of my shorts, driving me insane. I rolled my hips in to his hand needing more friction.
"Jensen please." I whined.
His lips released my nipple before crashing back on my own. I took the opportunity to fumble with the tie on his sweatpants before reaching my hand in and palming him through his boxers.
"I love you so much." Jensen said with a pant.
"I love you J."
"I want to make love to you."
"please.”
with my consent he put his hands in the waist band of my shorts, pulling my shorts and panties down in one swift movement. I was already so hot for him.
"damn baby, already ready for me." Jensen smirked licking his lips.
"I want you so bad baby." I whined tugging at his sweatpants.
Jensen smirked before standing up to discard of his sweatpants and boxers. I felt the blush creep on my cheeks as I stared at his length. He caught me, offering a smirk before pulling out a foil, opening it and unrolling it on to himself. Jensen hovered back over me, returning his lips to my own. I gasped in to the kiss as Jensen slowly slid inside of me.
"you alright baby?" Jensen asked wiping some hair that was stuck to my forehead.
I adjusted to him quicker than I thought.
"move J please." I whined.
"as you wish princess."
Jensen moved his hips, pulling out before sliding back inside. I moaned as my fingers trailed up and down his back. Jensen thrusted softly at first before picking up his pace. He snuck kisses in every now and then. I moaned loudly as he thrusted harder in to me, making the bed shake.
"fuck baby, I've been waiting so long for this." Jensen moaned.
"you feel so good J." I panted, digging my nails in to his back.
Jensen snapped his hips a few more times before I noticed his thrusts becoming sloppier.
"I can't hold it much longer baby." He whined.
I moaned in response, feeling the knot in my stomach getting tighter and tighter. A few more thrusts had both Jensen and I spilling our arousal on to each other. I moaned heavily, riding out my euphoric high. Jensen slowed his thrusts before pulling out completely, making me feel empty inside.
I watched as he disposed of the condom before collapsing beside me He pulled me to him, allowing me to lay my head on his chest. He wrapped an arm around me, the other going behind his head to prop him up.
"I knew I loved you shortly after we met, I didn't want to ruin our friendship either, in case you didn't feel the same." I said looking up at Jensen.
"I've wanted to tell you for so long, I just couldn't bring myself to, in case you didn't feel the same, It wasn't until I saw you with Jeff that I realized that I needed you to know."
"I guess we should be thanking him then." I joked.
"yeah about that.." Jensen smirked reaching for his phone on the night stand.
I gave him a confused look as he pulled up Jeff's contact information, typing him a message.
: and that's how you man up and get the girl....hope we didn't disturb you too much 😏
I laughed at Jensen flaunting us.
"what's that about?" I asked.
"that is a story for a different time, I have years of pining to make up for." Jensen laughed flipping us over to so he could kiss me again.
Yep.
This is peak happiness.
Author Note:
I hope you like it! I loved this request, and it's honestly my favorite thing I've written on here so far! I can't wait to do the others! If you enjoy it please heart, reblog, comment and follow! I adore you all!
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