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myladysapphire · 1 year

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His Sapphire princess (III)

After the night in the brothel Rhaenyra is married to Laenor Velayron to protect the birth of her child. who in the years to follow is the only one of Rhaenyra's children that is believed to be his, she is loved by all in the red keep, even queen Alicent adores the girl, so when Rhaenyra proposes a marriage between Aemond and Rhaenyra's daughter Visenya, Alicent happily agrees.

The children having been best friends in their youths are more than happy to be wed but when the incident at drift mark occurs things change, will it be for better or worse?

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CW: mummy issues, incest, mentions of death, daddy issues, neglicent parents

Fem!oc x Aemond Targeryen (can be read as x reader)

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disclamer: i do not own any of claim any of the A song of ice and fire charecters, all rights belong to GRR MARTIN, all charecters are his except for my OC

Visenya

The week spent at Dragonstone was dull, the sky was grey as was the mood. Her brothers missed the keep and she missed Aemond. She begged her mother day in and day out to visit him, to fly to the keep if only to stay for dinner. But to no surprise her mother refused her. She did not think she would see him for years, that was until the news came. She should not have been happy, but she was to see him, her Aemond, her betrothed.

But the context of seeing him was sombre, her Aunt Laena had passed in the child bed, her child with her. Her father was inconsolable, driving himself further and further into his cups. She seemed to be the only one, aside from Ser Qarl, who cared for him. Her mother and brothers morning the tragic deaths of the Strongs, or for her brothers their father. She was the one to make sure he was fed and bathed for those few days they prepared to leave. And once that was done, she would give her mother comfort. Her mother refused to see her brothers after she heard the news, so Visenya was whom she clung to, whom she hugged and cried with. Visenya was mourning too but was forced to put it behind her, she had no relation to either of the death and though Harwin had been a true father figure to her, her brothers had lost their real father, though Luke did not know that. For four days she wiped their tears, kissed their cheeks, saw them feed, bathed, and put to bed. And not once did her mother thank her.

They left for Driftmark five days after receiving the news, her mother a new woman, putting the death of her lover behind her, and being there for her sons, not her daughter whom she shunned once again, pushing her towards Laenor. He was depressed, once they reached Driftmark it only made matters worse.

Now standing at the cliffside of Driftmark Vaemond Veleryon droning on in Valyrian, in what was meant to be a tribute but instead became a way to mock her mother and brothers.

“We join today at the seat of the sea to commit the lady Leana of house Veleryon to the eternal waters…” she tuned him out, uninterested in the scathing glares, only focusing once again when a man, whom she guessed to be her Uncle Daemon, began to laugh. At his wife’s funeral, smirking as if it was all one huge joke. He only stopped when he made eye contact with her, his eyes gleaming with curiosity.

She looked away, searching the crowd for Aemond.

Aemond

A week and a half apart had been an utter tournament, for Aemond. Aegon had refused to levee him be, chasing after him nagging in and on about both of their betrothals, begging to swap even.

“We have nothing in common” Aegon whined, downing his fifth cup of the day.

“she’s our sister” he reminded, searching for Visenya over the sea of people.

“You marry her then” Aegon sneered, “then I would get to marry Visenya, me and her have much in common” Aegon spoke voice in a daze and began searching in the crowd for her.

“I would perform my duty if mother had only betrothed us,” Aemond said “but I am to wed Visenya and that shall not be duty, brother, but love,” he said it so surely, as if it was written in the stars, perhaps it was.

His brother scoffed, having always had some preference for Visenya, he was four when she was born and refused to leave Rhaenyra’s side out of fear of losing sight of her. And when she began to walk, he followed her everywhere, and never truly stopped. But it was Aemond she shared a coat with, a wet nurse and their lessons. Whilst Aegon followed, and he and she ran hand in hand.

As they got older Aegon began to court her in a way, finding flowers and gifts to sway her. There was unspoken tension between the brothers, both what to have her, to show her who was better for her. But Aemond had won, he and secured a way to forever untie them, marriage. But Aegon’s new interest in wine and the discovery of brothels made him have altered his motives, Aemond was unsure of what exactly, but Aegon had found a new pursuit of Visenya, one he as of yet had no contest in.

“It would strengthen the family, keep our Valyrian blood pure” Aemond reminded him, wanting to take his brother’s attention off Visenya.

“she’s an idiot”.

“she’s your future wife” Aemond retorted, “you should show her some semblance of respect”.

“We do have one thing in common,” Aegon said, sparring Helaena a small glance as she played with her bugs, whispering words they did not understand, “we both fancy creatures with very long legs” Aegon’s eyes had once again found Visenya, before running off to chase one of the serving girls.

“Aemond” Visenya nearly shouted. walking quickly up to him once the service was ended. she pulled him into a hug, mumbling into his hair “I missed you”

“Me too” he hugged her back, refusing to let her go.

“how have you been” “did you like my letters” they spoke at the same time,.

“I’ve missed you too much, the keep is too quiet without you and i now understand why Aegon hates to attend his lessons, they are so full without you there”?

“Oh course, maester Arychn does not know the meaning of the word fun” Visenya giggled, “Dragonstone is beautiful, but the sky is grey and it is cold and all we eat is fish. Aemond, I hate fish” she made a gagging sound “before I did not like it so much but now it is revolting”.

Aemond laughed, grabbing her hand.

“I meet Rhaena and Baela earlier” Visenya started, turning to face Aemond “did you know their mother Laena claimed Vaghar when she was five and ten”.

He nodded, of course, he did, having no dragon all he did was read of them and their riders “she was the dragon of Visenya Targaryen, the oldest living dragon, the queen of dragons” he nodded, speaking in awe

“Rhaena fears her, she spoke of how her mother intended to pass Vaghar to her but” she leaned in to whisper in his ear “she still remains unclaimed, imagine me on the king’s dragon and you on the queen of dragons”.

And he did, them flying through the sky, hands reaching for each other at impossible distances.

“I know her mother has only just passed but a dragon is not inherited”.

Aemond nodded, already forming a plan.

“Is that Dameon?” he then questioned looking over at the silver-haired man staring at Visenya.

“yes” Senya nodded “Is he waving at me?”

“I think so” Aemond agreed “I have heard stories of him, they call him the rouge prince, and of how he defeated the crab eater in the steppestones” Aemond blabbed “you should talk to him, he seems to want to speak with you”.

she nodded, letting go of his hand and hesitantly walking forward.

Visenya

“Prince Daemon” she greeted, before looking back at Aemond to see the reassuring smile on his face.

Daemon was leant against a wall, looking her up and down before smiling and releasing a small chuckle, “Visneya, was it?”

“Yes,” she mumbled

He hummed, moving forward, “You are the spitting image of my mother, aside from your eyes” he spoke, stroking her cheek and tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. “You have my eyes” he spoke, tilting her chin up.

She didn't want to meet his yes, she knew what he meant, she looked down, catching a glimpse of dark sister and letting out a small gasp “is that dark sister?”

He chuckled again, letting go of her chin, “yes, do you want to see it?”

She nodded, a smile gracing her face. It was beautiful, pure Valyrian metal, the sword of her namesake. “Ser Harwin had started to train me” she mumbled “Mother refused to let me learn with my brothers, so Harwin used to sneak me lessons whenever he could”

Daemon nodded, a smile filling his face “and are you any good?” he teased

“I could knock you on your arse given the chance” she joked, daemon let out a loud chuckle, humming.

“im sure you could”

“Visenya!” she heard her mother call, walking up to her “go to bed”

“But its earl-”

“Go to bed” Looking down, she nodded, “yes, mother”

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crazylilmonster · 3 years

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Begonia Part 2

Disclamer: This story contains sexual themes as well as violence and alcohol and drug usage. If you can’t handle such themes or you are under 18 I advise you not to interact with it. Because I’m aware that no matter how many disclaimers put some minors are still going to ignore it and interact I strongly advise you to not repeat any acts mentioned in the story and practice safe sex which will not be shown in this story.

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I emptied another glass of whiskey as I eyed Mikey over the rim of the glass. He seemed calm but for some reason I had a feeling that his calmness was a mask or temporary symptom from the alcohol.

“I didn’t know that you were that skilled at seducing someone…” He rolled his tongue on the inside of his cheek while keeping his attention on a swaying liquid in his glass.

“If I was as good as you say I would have brought him to bed.”

Honestly, Mikey’s expression was amusing he looked angry but he pretended to be composed like it didn’t bother him. Someone would think that he was jealous but I knew better. That man was never the type to fuss about who anyone dated and had sex with.

I remember that one girl tried to make him jealous with some random dude. He was taller and apparently more handsome than Mikey, he still didn’t really care. He barely spared her a glance as she was desperately trying to make him beat up the dude for touching ‘his girl’.

“Are you still a virgin?” Mikey said mockingly.

“No, are you?” I stared him dead in the eye. “I remember no one wanted you back in high school because you were and I quote ‘too short’.” I giggled.

“What can I say… all my height went into my dick…” He leaned back both of his hands at the back of his head smirking like an idiot.

“Is that right?” I pretended to be impressed. “Then why would Ken have a huge dick when he is so tall? I mean if that’s what really happens does that mean Ken would be over two meters tall?” I smirked.

“He doesn’t have a huge dick.” He snorted.

“I would know… it came all the way to the back of my throat and I could still jack him off…”

“Don’t tell me you two fucked?” Mikey furrowed his eyebrows.

“But you admit that he has a huge dick?” I giggled.

“I never said that!” He complained while pointing his finger at me.

“So he does… I mean Takemichi mentioned it once but I didn’t believe it.”

With my words Mikey furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. The boys had the habit of either going to a public bath or bathe together in the building depending on the situation. We were also supposed to go to hot springs together soon enough. “Why…”

“He was concerned that his size will not be pleasurable to Hina-chan… And well he had a bit of a slip of the tongue so to speak.” I giggled. “Don’t blame him… he was so scared it was funny…”

“I did wonder why Hinata-chan is still with him….” He mumbled.

“Because they love each other…” I said. “When you love someone nothing really matters…”

Fuck… I said it without thinking. Mikey didn’t look confused or anything. He seemed more surprised by my words. “Didn’t think I would hear that from you…”

“What…”

“I didn’t mean it as a bad thing…” He cut me off. “You’ve always been quieter than the rest of us. Well… more reserved I guess is a better word. Honestly I though you would stab one of us…” He laughed.

“Why?”

“It was your face! You always had that resting bitch face on ya… You scared half of us, always carrying that knife too…”

“That knife saved Baji if I remember right?”

“That was the moment all of us trusted you… I mean god damn it you jumped in front of Baji like it was nothing… scared me shitless too…”

I left my glass on the coffee table before moving myself closer to the blond. “Did I hear that right?” I smirked. “Manjiro Sano aka the boss of one of the most dangerous gangs I all of Japan was scared?”

“I wouldn’t say scared more… uh… surprised?”

“Liar… you said you were scared shitless…” I smirked again even wider.

What I failed to notice was that Mikey was barely a centimeter away from my face. In whole honesty what he did next was purely to distract me, there was no other explanation why. Before I even blinked and came to realization that I was in fact too close to him his lips were pressed on mine.

It wasn’t forced nor did it seem like it was a joke. Just a simple kiss, lips pressed together eyes closed. Then just like that I could feel his mouth moving and soon after his tongue brushing against my bottom lip.

I was in such a shock that I didn’t understand what he wanted. Mikey let out a frustrated grunt before grabbing a hold of my hips and placing me into his lap. As I let out a sigh his tongue rushed in to explore my mouth like a snake.

I could taste the same whiskey I was just drinking mixed with something sweet that I couldn’t pin point. The whole thing made me think I was dreaming, if it weren’t for his hands squeezing my thighs I would definitely think that this was a dream. My hands which were stuck like a stone statue before, got a mind of their own while going up his chest, gently brushing over his neck and stop on his face. I gently cupped his cheeks, returning the kiss a bit more passionately.

It was like the time has stopped and nothing else mattered. Well until I had this dying urge to breathe; this led me to tangling my fingers in his hair at the lower part of his scalp and gently pulling him away. He complied with furrowed eyebrows and breathing heavily. The intense stare he was giving made goosebumps appear all over my body.

“Ya don’t wanna?” he asked as he started rubbing his erection over my clothed cunt.

“Fuck…” I sighed.

“I’ll take that as a yes…” He smirked and got up from his seat while still holding me.

I wrapped my legs around his torso in fear that I would fall but he held me like I weighed nothing. Seriously… how much strength does this man possesses?

Within mere seconds I was thrown on the bed. Mikey made sure I can’t leave his apartment in my own clothes because he ripped my dress like it was a peace of tissue paper. He threw the scraps of my dress behind him leaving it to a future Mikey or me to pick it up.

My thong was the only piece of fabric left on me and this son of a bitch loved it. I could tell by a shit eating grin that practically teleported on his dumb perfect face. I glared at his clothed self which made him spread both my legs and kneel in between them on the bed.

“Wanna do the honors?” He made this thing with his hands which made him look like that Jesus statue in Brazil.

“You look dumb.” I smirked at him.

“Since when were you into degrading?” He mocked. “Ya have daddy kink too?” Mikey leaned closer to me. He placed a kiss on my jaw making his way down to my neck where he started sucking. “I can be your daddy if you want?” He mumbled against my skin.

His mocking went on my nerve so I did what he didn’t expect. I clenched my thighs on each side of his torso flipping us over. He was now lying on the bed while i was on top. “Trust me sweetheart, you’ll be calling me daddy before I even think about calling you that.” I then ripped his shit open similarly to what he did to my dress only moments ago. He had even more defined muscles than in middle school when he had a thing to fight shirtless when he was serious. Honestly to this day I still can’t believe how a young boy can be ripped.

“Someone’s eager.” He flipped us over. “But no one tops me…” he traced the tips of his fingers from my neck down in between my breasts all the way to my thong. He didn’t bother taking them off; he just moved them aside and rubed the tips of his fingers over my slit.

“Impressive… I barely touched you.” He smirked while moving his fingers up to tease my clit. To be completely honest I was feeling horny from the moment he sat his fine ass on that god damned couch.

Mikey was a tease but not so much when he wanted something. Before I even knew what was happening the last piece of clothing that used to be on my body was now gone and his handsome face was now in between my thighs.

“Gonna make you feel real good… hm?” He mumbled before licking my slit.

I never thought that suppressing a moan was this hard. The feeling was out of this world. Mikey was holding my thighs over his shoulders, his hair tickling my skin. This man was eating me out like he was starved for days on end. When he decided that tongue fucking me wasn’t enough for him he moved his lips up sucking on my clit, while pushing his two fingers in and out of me. That was the moment when I had to put my hand over my mouth so I wouldn’t let my embarrassing moans out.

“If your hand is not off your mouth in the next three seconds, I won’t let you come until dawn.” He gently bit on my clit not in the way it would hurt but as a warning which made me remove my hand. I rose to my elbows so I won’t be tempted to cover my mouth again.

The dreams and dirty thoughts I had about this man in between my thighs were not even close to a real thing. When he would suck on my clit or use his teeth just to make surprised gasps escape my lips he would look up into my eyes. That very same abyss was pulling me closer and closer to my orgasm.

Just as my legs started to tremble as a hint that I was close to coming he moved away. My glare only made him smirk. “What’s wrong? Were you close?” He licked my juices off his fingers. “Aw… don’t look at me like that… I’ll make you cum on something much better than my fingers.”

That was the point when I had to swallow a lump forming in my throat. He looked so fucking sexy while unbuttoning his pants that I felt myself clenching around nothing. He was undressed within seconds kneeling in between my legs.

When he said that all his height went into his dick, he was not lying. I didn’t have an estimate but all I knew that it was long and a bit on the thicker side. He rubbed his tip against my clit and slit without putting it in. This mother fucker… “So fucking wet…”

He pushed the tip in gently moving as far as he could go before stopping and burring his head into my neck. “Fuck…” I clenched my teeth. That thing was too fucking big. Thank god he let me get used to it.

“God damn it…” He mumbled as she leaned on his hands on each side of my shoulders. He started moving in gentle strokes making me wrap my arms around his neck and pulling him closer to me for a kiss.

“I didn’t know you would be so fucking tight.” He mumbled. “Would have fucked you sooner…”

When he noticed that I wasn’t whimpering anymore he picked up his pace fucking me harder. It was embarrassing to admit how loud I was. Sex never felt this fucking good. What surprised me that my urge to cough was completely gone from earlier...? He also said that he would have fucked me sooner… was there an attraction that I never noticed?

“Fucking hell…” I practically growled as I was clawing on his back out of pure and out of this world bliss. My high was approaching at sonic speed with the way the tip of his dick was touching the deepest parts of my insides, which only made my legs shake even more than before.

“Fuck… if you clench like that… imma…” Mikey bit my shoulder as he was desperately slamming into me like animal in heat would.

My moans turned into a mix of incoherent sentences and pants. I was chanting his name like a prayer. Every time his name left my lips he would slam into me so hard that it made me see stars. “You gonna cum? I’ll feel you up so deep cum will be dripping out of you for days.” He practically growled into my ear. “That’s it… cum on my cock… fucking…”

With a few more thrusts I came like never before. No fucking man made me cum this fucking hard in my life. As promised he painted my walls white and right after collapsed onto me his dick still inside me.

A couple of minutes after he cleared his throat… Mikey got back up on his knees gently as possible taking his dick out of me. “Fuck me…” He mumbled. I raised my head to see him staring in between my legs where I felt cum leaking out of me.

Mikey eyed a night stand next to the bed he moved to sit next to me and uncovering a mini fridge inside the nightstand. He grabbed a water bottle quickly getting rid of the half of it. He extended his hand towards me offering me the bottle which I emptied as quickly as he did.

What I noticed was that he kept glancing in between my legs and eventually he let out a frustrated sigh. He shoved two of his fingers into me making me flinch in surprise.

“What are you…” I sighed.

“It’s leaking out… I don’t like it.” He furrowed his eyebrows and pouted like a child.

“Don’t fucking tell me you have a breeding kink.” I glared at him.

“I don’t…”

“Then why is it bothering you?”

He glared at me. “I worked so hard to stuff you full; I’m not letting it go to waste.”

This fucking idiot… I couldn’t help it but laugh. “Are you dumb? I might get pregnant.” He pulled me onto his lap.

“Are you not on a pill?” He furrowed his eyebrows.

“Where did you get that idea?”

“You had problems with your period back in high school. You were put on birth control to regulate it.”

Why in the world would he remember that? “How…”

Mikey interrupted my question with a kiss on the lips. “Did you really think I don’t listen to you?” He continued to place kisses on my neck.

“And what are you doing right now?”

“Hm…?”

I rolled my eyes pushing him by the shoulders away from my neck. “I asked what are you doing?” I stared into a dark abyss of his eyes.

“Turning you on…”

“Why…?”

“Did you really think I would be done with you in only one round?” He smirked.

I blinked confused. “Only?”

He continued to place kisses and hickeys on my neck and chest. It surprised me how soft his touch was. Going over my hips thighs so gently, like I was a doll made out of glass. It made me shiver and my heart started beating even harder.

Was he doing it out of boredom or was there a reason. I knew that every night a woman would make his bed warm but the realization that I was actually here made me lose my confidence I had a while ago.

If he didn’t lose Hannah’s number would she be here instead of me? The mere thought made me want to puke. “I’ll be right back.” I mumbled leaving his lap to go to the bathroom.

I almost didn’t want to bother to wear something but I snatched Mikey’s shirt off the floor putting it on just so I don’t walk naked around the apartment. As quietly as possible I coughed out familiar begonia petals stained with blood.

Right… I was so stupid , just because he fucked me doesn't mean that he would suddenly care. It hurts so fucking bad that I only have one thing clear in my mind. I better enjoy the attention he is giving me before I die. Just so I could torture myself with the thought how could have it been if only he cared about me as much as I cared about him.

I flushed the petals down the toilet after using it. After making sure I was clean and there was no blood on me I made my way back to the bedroom. Mikey was still sitting there naked on the phone. His dick now fully erect was practically calling me to come to him.

He looked up at me with a smirk putting the phone aside. This man has too much confidence and energy for my sanity.

“Round two…?”

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mythykl · 4 years

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kirishima,, likes you??*headcanon bs*

**pouring love for my S4′s fav character:”))*

disclamer- also I haven’t watched the recent 5 ep,, thus this is just raw canon,, bear w me.

how it started,, or one might call it some foreplay :))

seeing you after one year as you enter UA high two days before the school fest mADE hiM LoSE HiS sHiT. he had asked his mum to parcel the costume he needed for his performance perhaps?? instead, you brought it as a sweet surprise.

considerin’ the recent events, you began inquiring about his well being, but all he emitted was honesty, kindness and optimism,, seeing this ball of joy made you go cheerful as well

he almost forgot to introduce you, as he practically pulled you to his room to show you his Crimson Riot action figures,, that he had hidden somewhere???

you liked his friends,, except the one with violet balls on his head. you chuckled at the girls’ remarks as he goes on with his pervert comments. tbh, they didn’t expect him to have a girl friend, ya there’s a gap, but on recognizing you, Ashido practically pounced at you for a tight hug, even though you guys weren’t close in school, she was glad to have met an old pal as well.

secrets started unfolding that night during the sleepover, as you both talked till dawn, sharing memories, recent incidents and his cool ass quirk developments; including the recent mission/study program but we ain’t getting into that.

one thing that for sure amazed you was his long ass training menu. Let’s not forget about the kanji signs saying, ‘fired up!’ and ‘manly spirit!’ you were a bit overwhelmed by them, huh,,

midst the exchange of meaningless insults, you vocalized his stupidly oblivious nature when it came to your obvious crush on him. his face lost colour as he heard that.

you clarified yourself by saying that it was a long ass one year ago,, but it didn’t ease the awkwardness. the heavy air almost crushed you, it was unfamiliar and then,, you go to sleep,,, ofc in your seperate dorm room. ya, it needs to be specified uk

you woke up pretty late the next day, and found no one in their dorm rooms. prolly went for preparations?? you just sigh and go off to have a bath and grab some snacks

shit lotta self doubt came your way as you basically slugged in the bed, scrolling through tumblr and basically chomping on any food in vicinity,

you lowkey start feeling that it was a bad idea to meet kirishima, and how he was better off himself. after refusing to get outta the dorm room, by evening, the guilt consumed your mind and you decided to leave without letting him know.

hun’ gotta pack her stuff now,, jk. you were in tears, cuz’ ofc, you were fucked. confessing was a legit bad idea, and staying there killed you inside,, but

kirishima walked in. he was there standing in his manly demeanour with a rose bouquet in his hand. t’was from class 1-A as a welcome gift. you could see how much he was taken a back as he saw you in tears, packing up you stuff.

you half expected him to just stand there and be his casual oblivious self, but he came forward and hugged you. he knew that you were a mess, cuz’ of that sudden confession. which reminded you of how intense and straightforward he can be at times. you close your eyes, and let the time pass.

he suddenly grabs you shoulder and moves away, as you keep you eyes on the ground.

“look over here Y/N,” Kirishima wispered.

“no, I-I, I don’t know what to say- I mean this wasn’t supposed to happen, you love surprises and I-” sniff, “I co- meat.-”

“meat?” he asks with genuine curiosity.

“Oh- ohh shit! I forgot to give you meat balls.” You instantly look up as he starts laughing, “Shut up Eijiro, damn. I hope thay are-” but as you are about to walk towards your duffle, he pulls you towards him and-

behold the actual content lmao.

“were you going to leave w/o letting me know?” Kirishima asked

On hearing that, you visibly got uncomfortable, walked past him with you hands folded, “yes,” hoping not to get emotional,, as if prior crying wasn’t enough.

“I like you too,” Kirishima said immediately, seemed as if it was an accidental blurt. you took a rapid spin only to find that he was stern, dead serious. He walks forward and says as he closed the door, “I-I can’t keep this inside anymore. It wasn’t manly of me last night, to simply abandon your words. well, I like you Y/N.”

“ah,, wasn’t expecting that. that too in present tense.” you replied.

“yes, same he- I mean- I’ve been meaning to say this but- it was kinda hard.”

“Harder than fighting villans?” you chuckle.

“nope, i’m a hero, i got to do it to save people, as a symbol of peace and strength in society. but as a person. i decided to let my feelings die as i had to leave for UA high, if something would happen to me, it would only cause you pain. but I was wrong, you’re courageous and you had always inspired me to be strong and kind as a kid.I can’t keep avoiding this anymore.” yup those words, fuck that shit was the final nail to the coffin.

next thing you know is that you run to him and hug him tight,, he kinda stumbled a bit but then held you back and submerged into the intimate moment.

you guys talk for a while, but then you reminded him that you gotta leave. he attempted multiple times for you to stay but u refuse, with the reason that you already told you mum that you’ll be arriving home by night. of course that was a lie.

now you think of all this in the bus as you travel back home,, i’m glad, you think. he finally knows. nothing is specified between you two, you know he isn’t looking forward to a relationship and you, you’re obviously hurt, but you aren’t unknown to the fact that you might only be an hindrance in the path to his goal.though kirishima and you have left this story on an unfinished note, you hope for a future together.

has been a while hasn’t it. lmao. expect more content soon;))

few previous headcanons i like,,

If todoroki was ya freakin’ boyfriend (bnha)

Akaashi’s x Reader (haikyuu)

If bakugou was ya boyfriend (bnha)

orange,, part 1 and part 2

thanks for reading<3

#boku no hero academia #my hero academia #bnha #mha #eijiro kirishima #kirishima headcanon #kirishima #bnha headcanon #mha headcanons #anime headcanon #headcanons #incorrect bnha

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aldigond · 5 years

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Acnologia’s Legacy Chapter 10: The Truth about Regaza-La

tag for people who might be interested in this or I asked if I could tag: @marumigamer @theupcomingstorm19 @chychymazzu and @lightchemeria

(disclamer: this chapter contains violence, adult language,rape and gore. You have been warned)

Jonathan folds his hands together and looks around him, inspecting the people and their anticipation toward his side of the story. He takes and deep breath and as he exhales he sighs calming himself down again.

“I wasn’t thinking back then. I was but a little boy, lost and confused as to where I was and how I got there. I didn’t have a home to go home too nor did I have any family to take care of me. So I travelled, living from hand to mouth. Stealing, running and fighting for my life every day. Then one day I walked over the borders of Fiore and stumbled into Ragaza-La. I didn’t realize it at first but after walking through the gates of the capital I recognized the difference in colours and clothing standards. Where men where all wearing normal and yet expensive attire, Women had to put on dirty clothes or walked around with almost nothing on them. Men reigned supreme in that Kingdom”

He leans his forehead against his folded hands and chuckles a little bit.

“Looking back at it, the kingdom was already in bad shape when it came to rights and equality. Still, back then I didn’t pay attention to it so much. I recently got into the possession of some money and I wanted to buy myself something, so I went to the backer and asked for some bread. However he wanted to charge me double for what he sold to a man earlier for only one half of the price”

As he continues to tell them the story, his tones gets darker and darker and his somewhat happy and nice voice changes to a menacing and scarring echo in everyone’s heads,

“The same was happened at the market and everywhere else. They treated me like garbage and it got worse when the guards got to me. When I asked them for the way to back to Fiore, they started hurting me. Punching, kicking and throwing me around like a punching bag”

Jonathan’s hands start to shake a little bit. His eyes close for a little moment. Then he opens them again and continues,

“I they used me as a way to relieve stress as they called it. The townspeople didn’t care for what they did. The men laughed and even joined in on it and the women, who walked by every continued walking nervously or started screaming to me to leave the city. After the guards where done they left me on the street in the cold, the children of who came out to play started throwing rocks at me and called me names: Shithead, outsider scum, son of a whore. I didn’t know why the where so mean to me, but I just accepted it without thinking”

“That’s horrible”, said Lucy holding Luna tightly, “I can’t imagine that people would do something like that”.

“Well...”, Jonathan continues, “ After it started to get dark I went and slept on the street for the night. While I was about to pass out, a man approached me and offered me a stay at his home. Me, as naive as I was back then, agreed and went with him to the castle. It was the crown prince who invited me. At the castle they gave me some food and a room to sleep in. They were very nice to me, but it was all a charade. After I fell asleep, they send me to the dungeon and locked me there with one other person”

He smiles for a really short moment as he thinks of the other person

“A young woman. Her name was Naramia. She took care of me, as good as she could and told me that the entire kingdom was against outsiders. Naramia got thrown into the dungeon because she was against the laws of the kingdom. She spoke out loud against the king and his methods”

The Grand Wizard suddenly starts trembling. His hands, lips and legs shaking. He looks down on the ground with an expression, written regret all over it.

“That woman was a kind and innocent soul. She did not deserve what was coming for her. After a few days they brought us both into a chamber. Chained me to the wall and put her on the table, we tried to struggle but we couldn’t defend ourselves against so many soldiers. They...”

Jonathan takes another deep breath,

“They ripped apart her clothes, and one after another...they...they...they raped her, right in front of my eyes. She cried out in pain, begging them to stop. But they wouldn’t listen. The prince took his time at the beginning. And as I watched he crying she looked at me and begged me to not watch, to look away and to close my eyes. I didn’t have a choice though. They made me watch, and for each time one of them finished, I got 10 whip strikes. After they were finished with her, they started torturing her. Slowly cutting her body in all places, then slowly burning her skin all over, ripping out her hair and nails. They cut out her tongue, abused her over and over again and woke her up with magic after she fainted! And then-“

He stops again. His magical aura started to show itself. He crushed one of the wooden planks of the bench he was sitting on without realizing.

“I-I’m sorry. I lost my temper for a moment”

“nonononononono Jonathan, everythings fine. We don’t judge you”, Cana tries to make him feel better.

“I’m sorry. It’s just. She was the only person who was nice to me at that kingdom. It was the closest thing I had to the feeling of happiness I had before I lost my family”.

Jonathan takes yet another deep breath.

“They brutally killed her in front of me. All of them were in ecstasy after this entire act. And then...I snapped. I broke the chains and...I don’t want to talk about what I did...it was...not human, it’s all a blur. But I remember waking up back at the border to Fiore with my clothes bathed in blood and ashes and my mouth tasting like blood and dust”

They all looked at him with understanding. Mest apologized to Jonathan for his accusation and asks for forgiveness. Jonathan tells him with a calm voice that it’s all in the past.

“Wait, you said earlier that it was the closest thing that you had to the feeling of happiness? What do you mean by that?”, asks Mirajane.

Jonathan looks at her for a brief moment and looks back at the ground:” Well...I couldn’t feel happiness. Actually...I couldn’t feel any positive emotions at that time”

“What?!”

This information shocks everyone in and raises a lot of questions to them

“You can’t feel anything?” asks Levy curious

“No, I have feelings and I do feel emotions as well as physically. However I’m only able to feel negative emotions. Anger, Hatred, Rage, Sorrow, Sadness, it’s all there. But it’s all I knew for a very long time. At some point, it was keeping me alive all this time. sometime

“How is that even possible?”, asked Wendy very concerned.

“...I’m...not ready to talk about that...at least not yet.”, Jonathan answers with a very sad expression, “but it’s the same reason why I’m not able to cry”.

“You can’t cry?”, asks Natsu in his own way.

“Yes, it’s not that I don’t know how, it’s just that I somehow lost the physical ability to cry”.

Happy starts crying:”that is so saaaaaaad!”

“But if you’re not able to feel ANY positive emotions, how do you know that you’re in love with Wendy?”, asks Cana a bit suspicious.

Wendy blushes a little: “Cana, don’t assume anything”

However Jonathan thinks for a very short moment. He looks at Wendy for a second and then looks back at Cana giving her an answer: “Even though I wasn’t able to feel positive feelings for a very long time, I do know what it feels like to be in love or to be happy. And to be honest...with Wendy I feel...at peace, like I no longer have to go anywhere. She makes me feel like I belong somewhere, like I belong by her side...”

This answer catches both Wendy and Cana of guard, making the Sky-Dragonslayer blush like a red tomato. Jonathan smiles.

Meanwhile on a ship from Alvarez,

“Man! It’s so boooooorrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing! How much longer until we reach Fiore?”, asks Ajeel one of the soldiers.

“Only two more days, sir. We should arrive there in the morning”, the soldier replies.

Ajeel leans back again and looks at Dimaria: “Why couldn’t we use a teleporter?”

“The teleporters are for emergencies only. We have to travel by normal means”, she answers him, while polishing her sword not really paying attention to him.

“You wanted to come with us, so it’s your own fault, if you die of boredom”, tells him Brandish in a very bored yet somehow annoyed tone.

“Yeah but still”

“I just want to punch that Bastard in his stupid face!”, says Ajeel very aggressively.

“Calm down, you sandman!”, you’ll get your chance later. Right now we have to bring him to his majesty”, says the Blond haired woman with an annoyed voice.

They continue to slowly moving towards Fiore and the anticipation and excitement towards their destination rises with every hour that passes.

At the same time in another part of Fiore,

A Man covered in thick dark plate armour and a dark and deep green cape walks through a hallway. Soldiers with a demon like crest on their outfits salute him as he walks by. He enters a big conference room where a young man not older than 16 sits at the head of the table.

“Where are the others?”, asks the Warrior in the dark plate with a deep voice.

“They’re either in their courters or they went out to find new source material”, answers the boy.

“And why did you summon me?”, asks the Man in the armour.

The boy chuckles a little bit. Then answers: “I have a special mission for you. I got word from a reliable source that your so called master is currently out alone without any support”

The Man in the armour thinks for a second: “And you want me to take care of him?”.

The boy raises his hand right in front of the Warrior and replies immediately almost hissing at him: “tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, no no no no no. I want you to...look after him, see what he’s doing. After all, he IS important for our objective later on”.

The armoured Man glances at the boy with a serious face, then turns away and leaves the room.

“You should remember where you stand, boy. you might lose the ground under your feet”.

Special thank to @marumigamer because she is helping me with a lot of stuff and I can’t stop appreciating her. she also writes herself and I think you should all look into her stories!

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wwwbathandbodyworksblog · 7 years

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Bath and Body Works Blog <3

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crazylilmonster · 2 years

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Canna Part 3

Pairing: Kazutora Hanemiya x (cat girl) female reader

Disclamer: This story contains some heavy themes like self-harm, major character death and almost suicide as well as sexual themes which are not appropriate for minors. However I can’t stop anyone from reading so I advise you to practice safe sex and make sure you properly educate yourself before indulging in it.

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The next morning I woke up lying on Kazutora’s chest. I could hear his calm and steady heart beat as well as his light breathing. He sounds and seems so much better now. I also felt uneasy since I might love him like a pet loves its owner. Wait… does that mean I’m into pet play? Will he treat me like a cat when we have sex?

Wait a god damned minute why the fuck am I thinking of having sex with him?

Just then I noticed his even breathing switching to a slightly uneven one which only meant that he was awake. Is this awkward? I naturally nuzzled up to him when I was a cat but I’m not a cat anymore, will he be uncomfortable now that I’m a human? Fuck I’m overthinking this so much I feel like my brain is going to explode.

“Morning pretty…” His raspy voice made shivers run down my spine. It’s strange; he didn’t make me feel like that when I was a cat. It was only natural that I would lick his face now as a good morning greeting but I can’t fucking do that now. A kiss on the cheek would be normal for two people to do in the morning but fuck its awkward.

“Morning…” If I were myself before I turned into a cat I would probably make a flirty remark back but I became so antisocial in the past few months that it’s painful.

And why in the holy fuck does he call me ‘pretty’? If anyone is pretty here it is him not me. I haven’t cut, brushed or even washed my hair in months. I haven’t shaved in months. God help me when I get back into the hygiene.

“Did you sleep well?”

God communicating is so hard. If only I could communicate by playing with his earing. “Better than usual.” I said. It was the truth. I haven’t slept well ever since his health got so bad; out of habit I started monitoring his breathing hoping it will get better.

“Hey… don’t do that.” He held my hand removing it from his chest. I didn’t even notice I was tracing the patterns on it with my fingers.

I turned on my stomach and stared at him. “Why not?” I furrowed my eyebrows.

He smirked at me. “You don’t want to know… trust me…” He was still holding my wrist. “I should give you a bath.” He mumbled.

“I can do it myself.” I said with determination.

“Oh yeah? How when you can barely walk on your own two legs?”

He has a point since he had to help me get to the bedroom last night. And when I left to get him water I was so wobbly that I looked like a baby giraffe walking for the first time. How did I run after him last night then? Was it adrenaline and fear since I was scared he was going to die? “My motor skills might be a tad bit rusty but that doesn’t mean I can’t wash myself.” I said with confidence which only made him laugh. “Why are you laughing? I’m serious.”

Kazutora let go of my hand and cupped my cheek. He had a smile on his lips as he was observing the features of my face up close. He was genuine about his feelings and he never lied to me, I remember my grandmother telling me how people are the most honest when they are by themselves or with someone who can’t understand them. Naturally Kazutora thought that I was a cat and that I couldn’t understand what he was saying at least the more complicated stuff when he was apologizing for leaving me because he loved someone.

“I’ll fill up your bath so take your time, I should also get some stuff for you hmm…?” He hummed.

“What did you have in mind?”

“You know… girl stuff.” He let out an airy laugh at his own words.

“Sure…”

I kid you not it took me a full hour and a half to wash my hair and shave all the hair on my body that has been growing for the past few months. It took so long to detangle the hair too; it fucking reached the back of my knees how long it was. I don’t even know how that happened. Human hair doesn’t grow that fast so that it would be an overgrown mess in a few months. Maybe some of the cat traits resulted in my body acting like this but then again I don’t think that cats fur grows that fast either.

“Tora…! Can you cut my hair?” I called out to him and he waltzed in the bathroom with scissors already in hand. “I’ll take that as a yes.” I mumbled.

He was so gentle with me it was incredible. He would brush through my hair with such care that I haven’t felt in a long time. And the sound of scissors cutting my hair made me strangely relaxed and sleepy in a way. Is this what an ASMR is?

“All done… want me to dry it for you?” He questioned after messing with my hair for about thirty minutes or so.

“If you want to…” U mumbled.

Oh shit this feels good. Almost the same as when he petted me in my cat form. His gentle fingers were making sure my hair was completely dry inside and out, who would have thought that having your hair cut would be so soothing. I don’t remember feeling like this when I went to the hairdresser before.

As he finished up and unplugged the hairdryer I let out a satisfied sigh. “Breakfast?” He questions.

“Sure.”

After we stuffed our cheeks Kazutora and I were sitting on a couch ready to talk about the shit show that happened last night.

“Let’s get back on track. Your family was cursed to turn into cats when something related to love happens yeah?”

“It’s confusing. I remember my grandmother told me how I need to make sure to have someone who loves me around so I don’t turn into a cat but you were in love with me which contradicts it.” I rubbed my forehead form the frustration and confusion.

“Which brings us to a theory that you didn’t feel loved which could be the reason for the transformation.” He added.

“True, I felt really loved here as a cat.” I admitted. He had a proud smile on his lips. “But I didn’t turn back until admitted it and when I did your hanahaki disappeared.” I added.

“That’s because my love was returned.” He said.

“Why didn’t you approach me when I was a human?” It was bothering me the fact that all this fiasco could have been avoided if only he said something. Then again I might have been a different person before I turned and he would have died without me knowing it. “And how can you know that I don’t love you like a pet loves its master.” I added.

“You did yell at me that I was your human…” He reminded me. Oh god I did. I could feel my cheeks heating up from the embarrassment. He smirked at my reaction. I haven’t seen him make that face before. He is handsome. “Aww… are you embarrassed?” He leaned in closer to my face.

“N-no… it’s true…” I mumbled under my breath.

“Hmm… I couldn’t hear you, can you repeat that?” He is teasing me.

I glared at him. He didn’t tease me before why is he doing it now? Is it because I’m the woman he likes? “You’re my human.” I repeat my words he was stunned, his pools of gold slightly widen and his eyebrows shot up.

“You still have your cat instincts or something?” He smirked.

I could feel my cheeks heating up again. “N-no… maybe… fuck…” I sigh and cover my face.

He pulled me into his lap letting me burry my face into his chest. “I can still pet you yeah?” there was a hint of a joke in his tone. So I looked up at him with a glare glimmering in my eyes. His earing caught my attention so I pushed it with my pointer finger. “So smart…” He mumbled and pressed a kiss on my forehead. He is warm, I like it.

“Why did you act like that when I brought you to the vet that time?” His question caught me slightly off guard.

I don’t know either to be completely honest. He sheltered me from the rain he brought me into his home; he gave me food and a bath as well as the place where I can sleep. He didn’t have to do all that but he did. And yeah he treated me like a cat which I was but his words were genuine. He loved the human and the cat me, he chose to die rather than live without these feelings for me. If he got the surgery I wouldn’t have known and I would probably die in that allay if it wasn’t for him.

“I wanted to be with you.” I said with honesty.

“Why?”

“You were warm, and kind, and stupid at times.” I let out a giggle as I remembered how he told me multiple times not to scratch him. “I was sad when you left me there. And I was happy when you came back. And I was angry at the stupid human who didn’t love you, who made you feel that pain. I’m sorry…” I wrapped my hands tightly around his torso.

Kazutora was just so patient with me and I couldn’t help but understand that those words I said were true when I said them last night. I do love him.

Not like a pet that loves its owner.

Not out of gratitude for saving my life.

Not for choosing to die instead stop loving me.

I loved Kazutora Hanemiya. Who was kind, caring and loving. He made mistakes and he suffered a lot in the past but he was the best Kazutora Hanemiya he could be.

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crazylilmonster · 2 years

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Canna Part 1

Pairing: Kazutora Hanemiya x (cat girl) female reader

Note: Don’t mind me, just posting a whole ass series in a single day for research purposes.

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How long has it been since I’ve eaten something? I can’t tell all I know is that I’m just so tired. There is no energy left in my body to allow me to stand. I can’t shelter myself from the rain I can’t do a thing. Right, who would love a heartless cat like me?

“Hey… kitty? Are you alive?”

Is someone talking to me? The voice was swallowed by the rain so I couldn’t tell. I barely managed to open one of my eyes and met the pools of gold. Gold? No those eyes are the same color as the sand.

If this person knows that I’m alive will they kill me or help me? I’ve got nothing to loseeather way. With all strength left in my body I raised my head to take a good look at the person talking to me.

It was a man in his mid-twenties with long dark hair tied into a ponytail and two blond streaks falling on his face. His eyes were something in between golden and brown making me blink desperately trying to focus my blurry vision. He was in a crouching position holding a clear umbrella over his head with one hand. I noticed a tattoo on his neck which I couldn’t really tell what it was.

“Poor kitty… Are you hungry?” He brushed his fingers over my head. Yes… really hungry… “Come on, I’ll give you something to eat but you can’t scratch me afterwards yeah?”

What is he saying? Why would I hurt someone who gives me food? I think he picked me up after saying those ridiculous words carrying me in his arms. Where is he taking me? How long has it been since he picked me up?

Everything went dark all of a sudden. Please just… don’t hurt me…

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“Come on, you have to eat.” That kind voice again. “Wake up kitty.” Are those fingers petting me on my head? How long has it been since I felt warm?

I cracked one eye open staring at a small plate in front of me. It was filled with raw fish which almost made my mouth water. Is it poison? I brought my nose closer to the fish noticing it didn’t smell like something bad was on it.

Slowly but steadily I ate the fish on the plate licking it clean. “Do you want more?” A hand placed another full plate in front of me which I finished as quickly as the last one. “You should sleep.” I wish I could thank this person for feeding me.

I managed to raise my head just enough to see the man. He was sitting on the floor pretty far away from me. Was he scared I would hurt him? I want to go to him. He was warm.

I crawled my way closer to his leg placing my head onto his thigh. He chuckled. “Are you grateful for the food?” I have no strength to let out any type of sound. He petted my head gently again. This is my chance. I licked his palm to show how grateful I was and I noticed nothing but a sad look in his eyes.

“Are you not going to sleep? I’ll give you a bath if you don’t sleep now.”

A bath? I would like a bath. Baths are warm. I continued to lick him hoping he would understand that I wanted to bathe. He is a clever human. He can figure out what I want.

“I guess I will give you a bath then.”

He picked me up and took me somewhere. He is so gentle. I love it. He proceeded to give me a bath gently scrubbing all the dirt and mud from my fur. “I’ve never seen a kitty who likes baths as much as you do.” He smiled. “We’ll have to go to the vet tomorrow see if you’re healthy.” He mumbled.

He seems so lonely. Like he has no one to talk to so he talks to cats. Should I try to comfort him? How do I do that? Maybe I can cuddle with him after the bath. Yeah... that's a good idea. Soon enough he was finished and he wiped me off with the towel.

“You are so pretty.” He smiled. “I’ve never seen a cat with different colored eyes. Your fur is pretty too. I bet you were hiding in the snow during the winter.” He petted my head.

No I wasn’t since the winter had yet to come but I’m glad I didn’t have to. Autumn nights were just so cold I can’t imagine what winter would be like. Of course I can’t speak in a way he can understand me but it’s nice to talk to someone even if it’s one-sided.

“You should really sleep now.” He picked me up carrying me to another room.

I was placed on the bed and he opened the closet. “I’ll be right back after I shower. Stay here and sleep.” But I want to be with you. I should listen to him he’ll be back. He didn’t kick me out on the street so I guess I’ll stay the night. He also said he’ll bring me to the vet tomorrow too.

I’ll be good just don’t kick me out.

He returned shorty in a pajama bottoms and nothing to cover his chest. Just then I had the chance to fully see the tattoo on his neck. Was that a tiger? He also had a bell for an earring. I want to touch it, it’s so dangly. Does that mean he likes cats that much? He got under the covers as far away from me as possible. Does he hate me? But I didn’t hurt you why are you so far away?

I crawled my way to the man and he sighed. “Don’t you want some space kitty? Cats are not so cuddly you know, at least not with me.” He said.

I mewed in protest. I want to cuddle. He is gentle and warm, I like it. He chuckled. “If I come closer and pet you will you promise not to scratch me?” He asked.

Dumb human… he gives me food, bath and a place to sleep and I’m supposed to be an asshole about it? I think I’ll pass. As promised he moved closer to me now lying in the middle of the bed. I nuzzled my face into his chest closing my eyes while listening to a calming rhythm of his heartbeat. It’s warm.

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“She looks malnourished. Starved even if you didn’t pick her up she would have probably died.” The vet said. “She seems like a mixed breed too. I have never seen a cat that looks like this.” He mumbled.

“How can she get better?”

“We’ll feed her and she’ll be fine after some time.” They’ll do it? But I want to stay with this human. I raised my head staring at the vet. Is he going to take me away?

“That’s good.” The man put his hands in his pocket. So he is getting rid of me. I felt sadness overwhelm my body.

“It’s a shame that cats don’t like you Hanemiya-san.” The vet gave him a sad smile.

So his name is Hanemiya… It’s pretty and it suits him… wait that’s beside the point the real question is the cats don’t like him? Why? He is so warm. I like him so can he be my human? But how do I tell them I want to stay with him. I raised my head again and stared at the kind man. Please take me home with you. Please…

“I’ll check on her a couple of times if that’s okay.” He smiled.

“You are always welcomed.” The vet smiled. No. I don’t want to stay here I want to stay with Hanemiya.

But alas I couldn’t speak my mind and I ended up staying there. It was an animal shelter which was led by an animal enthusiast. He picked up all the kinds of pets making them healthy again and letting other people adopt them.

I stayed there for a couple of days refusing to do anything the vet asked of me. I didn’t really feel like eating either. It’s strange, I would have given anything for some food just a couple of days ago and now I’m not in that warm place with the kind man anymore so I don't feel like it. First two days I was a bit aggressive scratching the vet when he would try to touch me but sometime after I just lost all my strength.

“Come on, you have to eat something.” The vet’s eyes seemed sad. I wish I could. But it’s not the same if you give me food or that other person.

“Sir, Hanemiya-san is here.” A lady called the vet over. If I picked that up correctly she was his assistant?

Hanemiya? Wasn’t that the name of the kind person? My head shot up. I attempted to smell him but he was probably far away or I was sleep deprived. I couldn’t hear him either. The vet observed my actions and left. He was gone for maybe a few minutes but he was back with the familiar face and smell.

“She doesn’t look so good.” He observed me from the other side of iron bars keeping us separated.

“She refuses to eat and sleep.” The vet said. “At first she was resisting scratching every one of the staff but it seems she lost the energy to do so some time ago.”

Hanemiya furrowed his eyebrows. “Can I let her out?”

“You can.”

He opened my cage and took me in his arms. I snuggled into his chest taking in the smell. I missed this. “Why won’t you eat kitty?” He asked with concern evident in his voice.

“What did you give her to eat when you found her?”

“Raw fish? You said that was fine last time didn’t you?” He asked.

The vet thought for a second. “Why don’t you try giving her food?” He suggested.

“Okay?” He mumbled. “Come on kitty, you have to eat or you’ll die.” He placed me on a wooded surface. He sat down in front of me removing bones from a fish. He looked so concentrated, it was cute. He extended his hand closer to me. Food…? From this person…? Smells fine too… Don’t mind if I do.

“Why don’t we both try giving some to her?” The vet suggested.

They did as he said and I ate food only from Hanemiya’s hand. “Look more food here.” The vet tried to convince me to take it from his palm. I looked at him and placed my paw into Hanemiya’s hand. The vet started laughing. He then placed the food in the hand of a pretty boy. I proceeded to eat again.

“I have never seen such a thing.” The vet smirked. “Looks like you found a cat that loves you.”

“I-It’s not like that…” He stuttered.

“Really?” He questioned in disbelief. “She saw I had the food in my hand but she didn’t eat it until it came from you.”

“That doesn’t mean anything…”

“You should take her home.” The vet interrupted. “She’ll only get worse if she stays here. Other than malnourishment and lack of energy she is fine.”

“But…”

“She won’t eat here.” He said firmly. “She likes you so don’t worry about it.”

“What happens to her when I die?” Hanemiya glared at the vet.

“You are young… you won’t die that easily…”

“I have hanahaki.” He interrupted. “I won’t get surgery and my lungs are getting worse by the day.” He sighed. And then he started coughing orange canna flowers. Those are my favorite.

“How long do you have left?”

“I don’t know. When I would see her it was getting worse quicker. It jumped from zero to fifty percent of my lung capacity in two months. But she disappeared a few months ago so it has been growing slower than before.” He sighed. “Now I’m at about seventy to eighty.” He then stared at me. “I won’t be here long kitty. You should get better here now that you are not that connected to me.” His words are harsh.

I meowed in protest again with fury in my eyes. I want you to own me no one else. I’m not even a fucking cat and I’m acting like one because I want you no one else you dumb human. If only he could hear my thoughts.

“Well either you watch her die or she watches you die.” The vet said.

Hanemiya stared at me for a long minute. “Fine, I’ll be selfish. Watch me die if you want to, dumb cat.”

Who are you calling a dumb cat? You are a dumb human!

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