#do you ever feel

[bloomdan]

shitpost cuz i was bored

heavily inspired by the one w/ bowie and emma but I CANT FIND IT 😭

#td chet #td lorenzo #tdrr #total drama #total drama presents: the ridonculous race #total drama ridonculous race #cordanartstuff #dansstuff #totaldrama #tdrr the stepbrothers #DO YOU EVER FEEL #LIKE A PLASTIC BAG

[weekend-whip]

Yay, a new chapter to have my soul in its death-grip... oh wait, I have to sleep 😴 I'll scream at you in a few hours, don't worry. Oh, and the art for the latest TP Awakening is lovely, as per usual. 🔥🔥 🔥 Go, Firecracker, Go! Baby, you're a Firework! Come on, let your colors burst! 🎆 🎇 🎆 🎇 Fuck it, that's going on the Kai Playlist now 🤣

Haha, sorry, I was trying to get it out a little faster but editing/formatting killed me in the clutch xD

Thank you!!! And see you in a few hours <3

#DO YOU EVER FEEL #LIKE A PLASTIC BAG #Kai truly is a one of a kind firework tho~ #ninjago #kai smith #legacyverse #asks from nice people

[vulcannic]

GAAAAAAAAHH DIBANAHFJS AJSBXJANAJDHF

#do you ever feel #text #delete later

[quercussp]

A weird thing just happened to me. I have started going to yoga once a week for stretching and meditation, and today for the first time in I don’t know how long I looked in the mirror and felt incredibly beautiful.

I don’t mean that in a self deprecating way, I don’t tend to really worry about being pretty, it’s not something that’s on my mind a lot. And like I like how I look most of the time, I like my hair, my tattoos, my outfits. My appearance helps me express myself and that’s it, but today I felt just beautiful, that my body is beautiful, with its folds and dips and curves and hair and just everything. It’s a weird feeling, it’s not about feeling attractive or pleasing, it’s more like looking at the ocean or at a beautiful flower.

Sorry if this is corny or something I just wanted to share :)

#do you ever feel #that being ace allows people to be more aware of beauty without it being connected to attraction?

[amorest-viesse]

A One of a Kind Scarf (Mahosute 3)

Lyrics for “A One of a Kind Scarf” from the third Mahoyaku stage play

Rustica: “Chloe?”

Chloe: “Rustica! Wh- what are you doing here?”

Rustica: “I was looking for you. You seemed upset earlier.”

Chloe: “N- no, I’m fine!”

Rustica: “What’s that behind your back?

Chloe: “It’s- it’s nothing!”

Rustica: “Won’t you show me… Chloe?”

[Chloe hands Rustica the scarf]

Rustica: “A scarf? Didn’t you say you gave this to your new friend at the party? I remember you stitching this bluebird… why is there a tear in it?”

Chloe: “...She was thrilled when I first gave it to her! She told me she would brag about it to all of her friends and family.”

Chloe: “But… this morning… she said she didn’t want a wizard’s cursed scarf…so she tore it up and threw it away.”

Rustica: “Chloe…”

Chloe: “It’s fine! Don’t worry about me! I’m used to it by now.”

Chloe: “Well… it’s my fault for being dumb too; I let my imagination run wild. I thought that maybe she would come visit us the next day while wearing the scarf. Then all of her friends and family would want one too, and then I’d be super busy making things for everyone…or something…”

Chloe: All of these stupid dreams

Chloe: feel empty and hollow

Chloe: “I really am an idiot, aren’t I?”

Rustica: “No, you’re not. Your dreams are beautiful. If she doesn’t want the scarf, may I have it?”

Chloe: “It’s not even that good. You deserve something better, something more befitting of your stature.”

Rustica: “Well, I think there is no scarf better than this one. After all, it’s something you made; there’s no other like it.”

Rustica: Better than any moonstone or precious gem

Rustica: A scarf made by my dear, beloved Chloe

Rustica: The only one of its kind in the world

Rustica: “It might be a little torn-up, but no need to worry. I have a good friend who happens to be especially skilled in sewing. He’ll be sure to fix it up better than new, won’t he? Chloe?”

Chloe: “...Mm!”

Rustica: This bluebird will, time and time again

Chloe: (Time and time again)

Rustica & Chloe: Fly freely through the sky

Rustica: Throughout your sky

Chloe: (My sky)

Rustica: A sky full of feelings

Rustica: It’ll fly time and time again

Rustica: “So wipe your tears, Chloe, and smile for me.”

Rustica: “Just like the sparkling moon in the sky, we may be pushed away whenever we come too close. However, no matter where we are, we can still laugh. No matter where we are, we can still sing our favorite songs and dance with our favorite people.”

Chloe: “Mm, thank you… Rustica.”

#mhyktl #mahosute #rustica #chloe collins #AWAWAWAWAWAWA #do you ever feel #like a plastic bag #i might add kanji/romaji later? #this scene is like 90% dialogue though so #drifting through the wind #wanting to start again

[elmegyekmesszire]

#inktober2022 #do you ever feel #like a plastic bag #guess what i broke it

[reginrokkr]

Feeling like my brain is about to stop functioning with all these tests. Thankfully Tuesday will be the last of them and I’ll be free for a good while at long last 😔

#◟༺✦༻◞ What lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊OOC.┊ #do you ever feel #like your brain is getting dizzy #due to so much information #that it has to process #because that's me right now #I feel like my brain is empty #it always does before the exam #for some reason I will never understand djfhjg #hopefully this isn't a bad sign though #as I've been performing great thus far #fingers crossed

[askshilohfields]

I'm bored.

#I have nothing good to do right now #I feel so restless #do you ever feel #like a plastic bag #drifting through the wind #wanting to start again

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[oars]

#i feel like tge fact im apprehensive about posting this is kinda proving my point #the way everyone talks about both weight gain and weight loss is just horrendous #like idek if i could fit all i wanna say in here especially while im at work but #i so badly wish people could be normal about weight gain and talking about it #its like if youre not in some constant state of wanting to lose weight people want to kill you #god forbid you want to put on weight to feel more comfortable in your body outside of muscles and a butt #fatphobia is a given thats a whole other few paragraphs #im grateful i have mutuals and friends who are normal but ill have or hear these convos and go #ok i feel sick. why do i feel this way why do you feel that way. #anyways i think fatphobia is one of the worst things to ever happen

[jupiter-suggestion]

consider the sperm whale and the squid. an ancient rivalry that dates back millions of years. we know the whales eat the squids. we know the squids do not make it easy for them. we know this because of the scars the whales carry, scars on the outside of their body, and on the inside as well. how badly must you want something to endure wounds inside your mouth? inside your gut?

consider the whale, who is harmed by what sustains her. consider the squid, whose flesh is soft and delicious but refuses to go down easy.

#mine #suggestion #this is not a direct allegory to anything i just think about whales with scars inside their stomachs and i Feel Things #oh i do know what its like to fight the thing you need. i do know the bittersweet taste of victory for a price. #y'all ever relate to a whale? #50 #100 #500 #1k #5k #10k #25k #35k

[gummybugg]

Oh I gave a great idea! *breaks character's psyche into a million unsalvageable pieces with a baseball bat*

#blair blair blair #what are we gonna do with you #writeblr #writing #crater city wip #oc tingz #i kinda feel bad but also it just has to happen #say good bye to all that you ever hoped for and loved blair #bye bye

[aeide-thea]

on principle opposed to describing art i dislike as 'masturbatory' because even though it's an alluringly contemptuous word to sneer it's impossible to reconcile with my pro-masturbation stance

#it's such an ugly word but like. self-pleasure is good‚ actually #it's good to know yourself and what you like and lovingly treat yourself to it! #like similarly 'meretricious' is extremely tempting if you ignore the underlying metaphor #but. hard to. #language #and quite frankly i think people who whip out 'masturbatory' in this sneering sort of way #are leveraging‚ if we're honest with ourselves‚ a particular framing of it as a gross thing that boys do #because like. when have you ever heard a *woman's* self-indulgent art described as masturbatory #like don't get me wrong we absolutely still dismiss it! but we dismiss it in other ways #that are usually about how embarrassing her *yearning* is #and so even our sneering is reinforcing an idea that men Act whereas women Feel #anyway this was prompted by some things but i shoved it in the queue so now i forget what lol #so here you are getting some contextless thoughts on the use of 'masturbatory' as sneering dismissive assessment! #just what you were hoping for i'm sure :)

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

different POV of this comic

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#ethan winters #karl heisenberg #wintersberg #resident evil #resident evil fanart #rebhfun #resident evil village #resident evil 8 #re8 #i dont think karl would ever be the kind of guy to outwardly verbally say “i love you” #not to say he DOESNT love ethan #he just has a lot of trouble saying those three words out loud lol #he shows his love in a different way but i think its hard sometimes #had a conversation with my friend and i think if ethan and karl were to get into a argument karl woul definetly not apologize #he would definetly feel bad and sulk a lot #but i dont think he would ever bring himself to say hes sorry #hes a little too arrogant and emotionally stunted to do that #sorry i like thinking about all the aspects of relationship dynamics #hed apologize by making ethan a robot that kills people who r mean to him IDK LOL

[time-woods]

later:

teach your local invasive species what emotions are !

i feel like scarab is more into the main plotline of the medieval drama but prismo on the side writes these oneshots between the characters and theyre usually just exploring the characters emotions/ personalities in a free form way. anyways kiss ur local invasive species at dusk

#how tf do you explain what other emotions are to a bug thats only ever known 2 #prohibitedwish #this isnt inherently romantic #just trying to show them what hes feeling is different #being this close to someone in a non combative sense ? never heard of it #emotions are difficult n sometimes those wires get crossed #ouuugh the closeness of another person #prismo the wishmaster #scarab the god auditor #the carmine cavalier #sīdus the fallen star #adventure time au #fionna and cake #adventure time

[crismakesstuff]

“What if I become him and I don’t even know it?”

#invincible #invincible show #invincible spoilers #invincible season 2 #mark grayson #nolan grayson #omniman #omni man #invincible fanart #do you ever think about how mark is haunted by everything that happened in episode 8 #do you think he ever looks in the mirror and sees the features of his father on his face and shudders #do you ever think mark is up late at night burdened by the countless sins of his father #do you think that whenever he has angry outbursts and then realizes what he did and feels his father’s hand on his shoulder #applying just enough pressure to be uncomfortable #crismakesstuff