#enjoying my lifestyle.

[tomatoluvr69]

I love the portion of a sleepless night where you’ve totally given up, and start looking at your phone for some relief of the frustration and boredom, but it’s a double edged sword, bc it’s like damn my entire brain and eyes feel like gravel right now, why am I reading Lucy Sante’s obituary of Paul Auster lmfao

#not absorbing a lick of it #this is probably different if you’re on Instagram. but short form video content is too much for my weak constitution #it’s entirely my fault for continuing to drink white wine while we watched ALEJANDRO JODOROWSKY’S THE HOLY MOUNTAIN #sorry for shouting like that #but I just microwaved a big delicious breakfast burrito I’d prepped for exactly a pinch like this. #feeling very self satisfied #enjoying my lifestyle. #great film btw I’m either not gonna shut up about it for days or get caught up in my life and forget to post entirely #also my personal life continues to be a roller coaster. triangle madness iykyk

[yomeiu]

‘home’

#dazai osamu #bungo stray dogs #shipping container lifestyle tbh #no tresspassing #bsd #dazai #i thought him living in a container was really interesting #its the ideal way to withdraw yourself #i also happen to enjoy gritty colors #cant find the quote to this #anyway i just wanted to visualize this in my head

[motocrunch]

#road #my way #enjoy the ride #moto love #motorcycle #motorbike #lifestyle #moto adventure #mountains and bikes #desert ride #classic bike #moto life #motorcyclelove #moto touring

[chubbychiquita]

Oh my God, you are helping raise foster cats? Pls explain in depth

yes!!!!!!!! i grew up w 8 cats and my "if i had a million dollars" dream has always been buying a lot of land w a barn to turn into a feral/stray cat sanctuary. luckily content creation has been treating me well and i've been able to rent a place w an extra room that i've been using to foster cats! first were cotton, poof, and bagheera from the humane society but i just signed up w a smaller shelter to help with longer term medical cases!!

#ppl have been abandoning their cats at record rates post pandemic lockdowns :( #it makes me so sad to think abt but i am glad that i can help where i can #im rlly enjoying it and it fits rlly well with my lifestyle of staying home and sitting on the couch #ask

[darlingcloudie-9]

Live laugh love Kumonoue & Yuichiro’s straining relationship 💕

#skye’s-endless-imaganitories.txt #demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #kny #kimetsu gakuen #kimetsu academy #gotouge #demon slayer fanart #<—- i mean. I guess???????? #I’ve already posted this on yt but i thought it would be nice to share it on tumblr with all of you!! #This interaction is hereby non-canon as Kumonoue is really 2 shy to actually do something like this #And the poor girl would really take two centuries to eat her food because omg. That girl is NOT normal ‼️‼️ #I feel like Yuichiro would be the only one in her friendgroup(?) to actually notice the….. unhealthy. abnormal things she does sometimes #And blud would NOT be afraid to call her out on it!! #Like. They’ll be sitting down on the lunch table together and Yui turns to her with a sort of disgruntled yet concerned look on his face #And he’ll be like. “…I wish you stopped getting distracted and actually ate your food properly. Don’t you know that’s an unhealthy habit?” #And Kumonoue would look at Yui with a confused look on her face and go #“Is it?” While Yuichiro looks at her in disbelief + disappointment. #The neurodivergent lifestyle is just too confusing for a simpleton like Yui /j #The video might be a little fuzzy……. #If it is i apologize 4 that 💔 #But i hope you all enjoy regardless!! #happy saturday everyone!! #Or maybe sunday if you’re not in my area!! #And happy lesbian visibility week!! I see you gay girlies!!! 💕💕

[aretis]

Good afternoon my friends!! This is Santorini island!! Enjoy it 🇬🇷💙🤍

#lifestyle #myuploads #aesthetic #good afternoon #my friends #Santorini island #greece #outdoor living #swimming pools #blue and white #sky blue #blue sea #white house #enjoy it

[sysig]

Eyesome propaganda (Patreon)

#Doodles #Wander Over Yonder #Commander Peepers #Emperor Awesome #Eyesome #So hey I love them also #Have I mentioned lately that I'm a polyshipper lol #Then again Peepers is like impossible not to ship with multiple cast members so there's that lol #He just so happens to very neatly fit into my niche! #I'm sure he's very happy about it lol #Stick that man in situations stat #This is also slightly Awesome propaganda because I do genuinely think he At The Very Least has the potential to be very interesting #He's misused in episodes like Bad Neighbors but tbh who isn't :P Shame it's one of his and the Fist Fighters' few episodes unfair #My favourite appearance of his is probably The Cool Guy :D He gets to show off some of his more interesting facets! #Like the fact that he's decently good at reading people - owed to or reason for his popularity? You decide lol #And to that end manipulating people - he sees what someone wants and ''gives'' it to them for a price >:) #That's honestly why I think him pursuing a relationship/manipulation strike with Peepers would be so interesting #Peepers is ''real'' for lack of a better word lol - he's highly dedicated to his beliefs and motives and isn't one to fold easily #Awesome is the opposite - he's a cowardly hedonist who enjoys his shallow lifestyle as it affords him carnal comforts above all else #So their dynamic is an interesting one I think! :D I think they'd serve each other well haha ♪ #Peepers gets to cut loose a bit and Awesome is forced to develop a genuine relationship to some degree #And then there's also the size difference again lol - look some things are allowed to be exactly their face value! Haha #Peepers is so flipping cute hhggg I love him <3 And Awesome is so fun to draw in that mix of cartoony and Slight-slightly more realistic #His proportions are still extremely cartoony but drawing him with proper pectorals and a ribcage and the like is so fun <3 <3 #Peepers is still the most fun to pose tho I just feel so free to stretch and squish him around haha #Him sitting! Him laying down blustered! Pressing his feet against Awesome's chest to try to push away from him!! He's so fun!! #Plus finally drawing the more-than-half-closed eye style as sometimes featured ahhhhh <3 <3 This show man I swear #Not even mentioning going back to three-finger after so long on four haha ♪ It's been a while and it's just as fun!

[etoilesombre]

Current thing making me insane: Flint’s accent. 

So we know extraordinarily little about Flint’s early history, really. Raised by grandfather, fisherman, from Padstow. That is a very specific location to give us, given vagueness of everything else. 

The interesting thing is, Padstow is in Cornwall. The Cornish accent is by far one of the most distinct British accents, you would absolutely recognize it. And one of the main things you might recognize it from is that it is the basis of the ‘stereotypical’ pirate accent (thanks Robert Newton 1950 TI adaptation Silver). That’s how Flint would have spoken growing up, and he clearly erases all traces of that accent and is doing this very generic upper class London accent by the time he meets Thomas - a natural part of  becoming educated/passing as a gentleman/etc, plenty has been written about that. Flint was not the first transformation in his life, Lt. McGraw was equally created. 

Point being, when he ‘created’ Flint, it would have been VERY easy to revert to an earlier way of speaking to blend in. But he makes the choice to keep outsider status. His vibe remains very much ‘officer and gentleman who has turned to piracy’ rather than ‘naturally a pirate’ although he probably could have picked the latter if he wanted. 

Why? Hm, I started but it got long. Flint and maintaining outsider status is perhaps a separate post. For now I will leave it at: probably some combination of perceived superiority, self punishment, and Miranda. 

[I do acknowledge that Black Sails doesn’t actually do that accent pirates much anyway. I think some of it holds just in terms of class differences though, and still an interesting choice]

#man doesn't actually want to be a pirate is all i'm saying #he doesn't particularly seem to want the money for its own sake #or enjoy the lifestyle #he genuinely thinks that given justice and freedom the pirates would go be farmers and tradespeople #missing the point that other people seem to realize #which is that piracy is fucking fun #this whole thing highlights some of the differences between him and Vane #also hilarious that mr john 'i dont want to be a pirate' silver #is much better at it #how different characters on this show view piracy is so interesting #almost nobody cares about 'lets go take some stuff from that merchant ship over there' #its all freedom #or legacy #or revenge #james flint #black sails #can you tell i'm avoiding my draft?

[beautyrealvisual]

Tea flower

#home & lifestyle #my writing #Dry your flowers make your tea enjoy your life .

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one? #the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

[motocrunch]

To gain your own voice, forget about having it heard. - Allen Ginsberg

#my way #moto roadtrip #moto love #motorcycle #motorbike #lifestyle #moto adventure #classic bike #moto life #motorcyclelove #caferacer #enjoy the ride

[tarmac-rat]

Hey hey I need to uuh hum fight you at the back of a Denny's or something over those tags on my cyberpunk post lile wtf? That's such a good analysis of his character I love your work a lot in general but this is doing me in I'm gonna cry, you're so fucking right about this dumb broken man 🥺😠

I will not fight you I will bake you a cake and give you a kiss because you're very sweet I appreciate your kindness 😘

I really love your perspective on Johnny's disabilities and addictions impacting how he sees and interacts with the world-- as someone who herself isn't disabled I tend to overlook the way people view the world through that lens and as a result have realized that I haven't touched upon it much in my own analysis of Cyberpunk, and your insight really was spot-on and spoke to me in a way I hadn't considered before.

I talk a lot about the themes and meta of the game but Pondsmith himself came out and said, like, before the game came out that Johnny is not the hero of the story. He THINKS he's the hero of the story but the way people and even himself idolize him and his actions are in many ways his biggest shortcoming. Johnny is addicted to the image of himself, much like he's addicted to his vices and addicted to his cause. He needs his anchors no matter how detrimental they are to him, but in many respects those anchors were never his choice. Now he's stuck in his place, dug in and unable to move, and that's the way he dies. Alone, unmoored, and stuck in his ways.

He's a very tragic and even empathetic character-- I do understand why he does the things he does and feel for him when he suffers tragedies-- but treating him as a hero of this story is wrong, in my opinion. He's a disabled, traumatized war veteran who was set up in life to fail at a very early age. His flaws are of his own making. They are not of his own design.

#brujebutch #Johnny Silverhand #He's just so.................tragic but in a very stinky way #Of course he was going to dip right back into his ways the second he got body autonomy #In a very unrelated tangent I was actually just watching the Netflix documentary about Johnny Manziel (I know I know hear me out) #I won't go on a tangent about how the story of a real life man's struggles with addiction parallels my fictional blorbo I'm not that tactle #but it did frame the IDEA of addiction in a different light for me-- the addiction to fame and lifestyle in this case #Johnny's addictions-- while yes are physical in some cases-- are similarly intangible in my eyes and digging through the lore #At least the addiction to his image and his legacy. It's basically the only thing he has left Post-Mikoshi #He desperately needs to cling to the image of himself. JUSTIFY the image of himself. VALIDATE the image of himself #Johnny's addition to his own self image feeds into everything else and GOD is it just so #Both awful and infuriating. You want the man to stop but you know he won't and you get why he CAN'T #Anyway it's 11 pm here and I need to stop myself before I cry myself to sleep #Enjoy your day and thanks again for your kindness! I will not fistfight you at Dennys tho

[dawns-beauty]

no i respect the hater vibes o7 thank you! that is very much an Odd Decision that the mod author made and I'll keep an eye on it during my first playthrough.

(also I may also be a story mod hater, so far I've not particularly enjoyed any of the ones I tried but I had just assumed I had been unlucky with the ones I tried out or they weren't my thing)

There are definitely mods out there to edit the visual choices for Vigilant, at least, including the robes.

I have a few on my list to try that are supposed to be good: The Forgotten City, Wyrmstooth, Moon and Star, and Legacy of the Dragonborn.

Also there are a few new ones I'm curious about called Sirenroot and Warden of the Coast.

#and even though i find parts of it grating (or flat out bad like the Ice-Eyes) I do enjoy Interesting NPCs #answers #thanks for supporting my hater lifestyle XD

[mimidiann]

morning☀️

#this could’ve been ending timeline but I add the bonten tattoo specifically to let you know I just enjoy thinking about- #dangerous mafia member haitani ran dating cute little ramen shop owner kawata nahoya #I think naho opens this shop with souya and they enjoy a slow paced lifestyle #but naho never stops longing for his past life as a gang member #I think he enjoyed that so much there’s something inside of him that craves for that violence and danger #maybe ran comes into his shop one day by total coincidence #and of course naho knows what he’s been up to he’s probably a very infamous criminal at that point #and ran really enjoys naho’s feisty personality #and he’s also a bit of a break from his own intense lifestyle #they start like this #omfg I want to talk about them so bad I think they fit so well #anyways in this post o realized tumblr out a word limit to tags🥴when did they do that #Tokyo revengers #ranley #nahoran #haitani ran #kawata nahoya #my stuff #tokyo revengers fanart #fanart

[cbrosa-archived]

I love all your Billy HCs they deserve more notes! What are his favorite 80s bands and who do you think he'd have crushes on?

gosh tysm!! 🥺🤍🤍

motley crue - some people say he'd be a tommy lee or a nikki sixx groupie and i say he'd be a groupie of both. nikki as a sag sun and billy as an aries sun? he’d live for the chaotic fire sign match energy. tommy is that tall libra drummer greek god that would have his mouth foaming for.

guns n roses - easy, he is a an izzy straddlin girly. izzy is that quiet introvert aries he’d adore for his extrovert aries vibe he’d die to have a song writen about him by izzy!. after him i can see him having a thing for slash, duff and steven adler. axl is more like his inspiration icon in the personal, family trauma matter, style and hard work ethic but at the same time he’d fight him so bad lmao

INXS - i know i know not metal but still rock & roll af and eighties enough for billy to vibe with. he is beyond infatuated with michael hutchence he'd so believe he was his perfect muse ok bye he wished he wrote never tear us apart about him.

bon jovi - wants to get railed by the entire band specially jon and richie.

ratt - he daydreams he’s married to stephen pearcy in another life. periodt.

winger - bestie, kip winger is his main rock & roll love. if he hears anyone saying they find him unattractive he would so bully you for that and honestly he’d so have the right for that because this is kip fucking winger. he’s also his hair and aesthetic icon.

poison - his thot energy increased after seeing the sex tape of brett michaels and pamela anderson do i need to continue elaborating on that one.

dokken - same as bon jovi, would kill to get railed by don and george.

L.A. guns - i once readed here someone posting that he jerks off to kelly nickels. which is something i didn't think i needed to know until then so yes that is canon

cinderella - he is loud and excited claiming he’d look so cute with tom keifer okay. heather, robin, carol, max, el and chrissy would kill anyone that tells him otherwise

#billy hargrove #billy hargrove headcanon #cheri answers #billy hargrove antis dni #just... #give billy the rock & roll groupie vixen lifestyle!! he would thrive above and beyond through it #also not me projecting one particular crush of mine of all these fucking bands to him lmfaooo #guess which one #ask #answered #i honestly thought no one cared about my billy brainrot things lmfao or maybe its my anxiety once again #but tysm this made my entire day enjoy!!!! #in this blog we ignore metallica i don't know her

[excelsior9173]

no horror movie tonight, i’m visiting my dad and he’s not a fan of them at all lol.

we did watch the 1956 film of moby dick though! very good movie and now i must read the book

#ramble on exie #moby dick #movies #i love getting to visit my hometown #i don’t love it here but i do love seeing my dad and i enjoy the small town lifestyle better than the city #it’s always a nice break to get to come down and just slow down for a weekend #and i like getting to hang out with my dad. our relationship isn’t always the best (mostly my fault i got some weird unspoken daddy issues) #but he tells me i’m the son he never had cuz i like to do the ‘boy’ things with him. and i’m rather proud of that