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sevcasejay1chicago · 4 months

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We chose you- Matt, Kelly, Jay

Summary: You hear Erin Lindsey bad mouthing you in the bathroom at Molly’s. She opens up old wounds that only your boys can heal.

Warnings: cursing, mentions vomiting, diabetic

Authors note: Here it is my loves. This is a request from an anonymous friend. I hope you enjoy!

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Molly’s was packed. Stella was hosting her monthly karaoke night. The night was young, the drinks were cold, and the people were packed in the bar. You were sat at a back table with Jay, Will, Matt, Kelly, and Natalie. The music wasn’t the worst your group had heard, but that was the last thing on your mind. You and Will Halstead were up next. You had lost a bet to him earlier that day, so now you were stuck singing We Are Never Getting Back Together by T-Swift. Will won the bet, which got you on stage. The catch was that you got to pick the song.

When Stella loudly announced your song and called you and Will up, you practically had to be dragged away. You couldn’t believe that you had been talked into this. Hopefully the liquid courage would be enough.

About half way through the song, you realized that a very drunk Erin Lindsey with flirting with Kelly and Jay. Their attention was solely on her and, from the looks of it, they were not pushing her away. You felt anger rise in your chest, but locked eyes with Will and kept singing.

Once the song was over, you handed your mic to Will and stormed off into the bathroom. Reaching a stall, you immediately went in and sat down, grabbing toilet paper to blot the tears away in hopes of Matt not noticing that you had been crying. You figured Kelly and Jay wouldn’t notice, given that they were entertaining Erin.

Suddenly, you heard giggling as the door swung open. You huddled up with your feet above the view from under the door, hoping that nobody knew you were there.

“They could do so much better than her.” Erin slurred, giggling as Hailey Upton handed her a wet paper towel.

“Erin.” Hailey sighed, crossing her arms as she watched her drunk companion dab the paper towel on the back of her neck.

“What? She’s not as pretty as me. She has WAY more issues than me. I mean, I could hide my feelings for the most part. She’s just so whiny. I even feel bad for Matt.” Erin slurred, slapping the paper towel onto the counter and scoffing loudly. “They just pity her. Why have her when they could have me?” Erin asked as she walked out of the bathroom.

Hailey muttered something under her breath before she gave her reply, which got drown out by the music and then the door shutting behind her. You, however, were completely horrified. Deep down, you knew she was just talking shit. Right?

Pulling yourself together, you made your way back to your table and practically sat yourself in Matt’s lap as you eyed Kelly, Jay, Erin, and Hailey. You laid your head on his shoulder as you took a sip of his water.

“You okay baby?” Matt asked, lifting your hair from the back of your neck as he felt the heat coming from you.

“I don’t feel good. Can we go home?” You whispered in his ear before laying your head back onto his shoulder.

Matt rubbed your back and nodded. “Absolutely. Let me go collect the guys.” He replied, starting to stand and hand you off to Will to keep you company.

“Just leave them. Will can fill them in and Upton can bring them home.” You said, pouting at Matt. “I really don’t feel good and I wanna go home.” You whined, giving him your best puppy dog look, though you were literally getting nauseous by seeing the way Erin was all over them.

Matt eyed you and finally gave in with a nod to Will. “Alright baby. Come on. Let’s get you home.” Matt said, standing with you braced against his chest, kissing the top of your head.

After a short goodbye to the people at your table, Matt guided you through the crowded bar and out of the side door. He kept his hands on your waist and almost laughed when you breathed in a lungful of the cool night air. From there, he picked you up, bridal style, and carried you to Jay’s truck, easily depositing you into the front seat and buckling you in.

“Just tell me if you need me to pull over, ‘kay?” Matt told you, cupping your burning face in his palms.

“Kay.” You hummed closing your eyes and enjoying the coolness of his hands. You had to hold back a whine when he moved back and closed the door, missing the coolness of his hands and the comfort he brought you.

Matt drove home with your hand in his, making sure to be easy on his stops and turns. When he parked the truck, he looked over to notice that you were asleep with your head leaned against the back of the seat, your face toward him. Instead of waking you up, Matt quietly took you out of the car and carried you inside. He tried to gently undress you, but you woke with a start when the cool air hit your chest.

“Shhhh. I’m just changing your clothes baby.” Matt soothed, leaning over you to make eye contact. He could see the fear in your eyes until you recognized him. An old PD casing coming back to haunt you if Matt had to guess.

You breathed a sigh of relief and nodded, laying back again. “I’m good. I’m ‘Kay.” You slurred, still pretty drunk and very much half asleep.

Matt nodded. “Okay baby. I’m almost done and then we can go to bed.” Matt whispered, quickly changing you into one of his shirts before laying you against your pillow. “Need anything?” Matt asked sweetly, tucking the blankets around your shoulders.

You thought back to Erin’s comment and quickly shook your head, almost regretting how much it hurt to do so. “‘M good. Go back n have fun.” You whispered, starting to turn over and go to sleep.

Matt chuckled and started taking off his clothes. “No ma’am. I’m staying here with you.” Matt said, tossing his clothes in the hamper, along with yours. “Let’s remove your makeup so that your eyes aren’t irritated in the morning.” Matt proposed, walking toward the bathroom for your makeup wipes.

You wiped silent tears from your face as the feeling of being a burden almost immediately tried to swallow you whole. You weren’t completely sure if he was doing this out of habit or obligation after hearing Erin’s comments. “You don’t have to.” You said, trying to make your voice sound strong.

Matt came back in the room, wipes in hand. “Baby.” Matt cooed, immediately coming to your side. “Shhh. It’s alright.” Matt shushed, taking you into his arms as you shook with a sob. “Baby. What’s wrong? You feel sick?” Matt asked, knowing throwing up was a major fear of yours. You did, so when you nodded, you weren’t exactly lying. “Need to go to the bathroom?” Matt asked with a hum, staying calm to hopefully promote the same feeling within you.

You shook your head. “Sleep.” You whispered, sniffing and pulling yourself together.

Matt nodded. “Okay hunny. Hang on.”

Your loving boyfriend then proceeded to wipe your face clean of makeup and tears. Holding the wipe to your nose to blow after the crying made you sniffly. Then he tucked you back into bed and kissed your forehead.

“I’ll be right back to cuddle sweetheart.” Matt promised. He was only gone for a few minutes before he returned with some water, meds for your hangover tomorrow morning, and a trash can. “Trash can will be on the nightstand if you wake up feeling sick.” Matt said, placing it on his side of the bed, which meant you would end up waking him if you got sick in the night.

Matt finally slid into bed, plugged in your phones and turned out the lights. You weren’t going to object when Matt immediately pulled you into his arms since he initiated the contact. Instead, you got comfortable and fell into a fitful sleep.

You barely stirred when Jay and Kelly stumbled in at 5 am, but you were immediately hit with the smell of alcohol when you woke a few hours later. Luckily, Matt was already up and cooking in the kitchen, so he didn’t hear when you made a mad dash for the bathroom and threw up everything you consumed the night before. Afterwards, you brushed your teeth and showered, needing to make sure that the smell of vomit didn’t linger and to calm your racing heart. You brushed again before going out to join Matt in the kitchen.

For the next several days, you dodged Kelly and Jay. Constantly making an excuse to not be in the same room as them. You even went to bed early every night and slept on Matt’s side of the bed to ensure that the other two wouldn’t touch you at night. Every time you saw the boys do something for the other or heard them talking to each other in a loving way, your heart twisted in sadness. They sound and look so happy when you aren’t bothering them. The thought made you physically sick, which led to more vomiting and skipping meals, claiming that you had a big lunch or ate a snack.

However, you failed to notice that the boys were in fact taking notice of your presence, or lack thereof. It was bothering them, but they weren’t going to push you. They knew that you had your moments when you needed to be left alone, so they did just that until they couldn’t anymore.

A week after the incident at Molly’s, the boys were setting up their Friday night date night. They figured, since you haven’t wanted to be around them, that you wouldn’t want to be around other people. They were just finishing setting up when you walked through the door. Everyone stopped and looked at you. You were frozen in place, pale as a ghost and trembling as you breathed erratically. Everyone stayed frozen for a moment until you threw your stuff on the counter and ran for the bathroom.

All three boys were hot on your heels. Matt got there first, pressing you against his side with one hand and keeping your ponytail back with the other as you bent at the waist over the toilet. You were still hyperventilating and shaking.

“Shhhhh. It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m here.” Matt shushed, lightly rubbing your right side. It seemed odd that he could feel your ribs after only a week of barely touching you.

Jay and Kelly were moving about the master bathroom, both getting things you normally liked when you were sick. Jay eventually came over with a wet wash cloth and laid it over the back of your neck while taking your temp with the forehead thermometer.

“No fever.” Jay announced, reaching up to rub your back. He startled slightly when you flinched. You have never flinched when any of the boys touched you, when your sober anyway. Jay and Matt made eye contact when it happened, but were quickly drawn back to you as you heaved loudly.

“I-hmmm. Just l-leave, Pl-hukk.” You tried to plead, being cut off by a gag.

“No way.” Kelly said, taking you by the hips. You were swaying slightly now, the hyperventilating, plus the heaving and you locking your legs was clearly causing you to lose your balance. “Kneel down baby.” Kelly coached, pushing your hips slightly down to lead you onto your knees.

“Mm-m.” You shook your head, moving closer to Matt. “G-go. Ju-out!” You tried to exclaim, but it ended in a whisper as you sagged into Matt’s arms.

“Woah!” Matt said, catching you and lowering you to the ground.

Kelly immediately took a towel down and pillowed your head with it. Jay knelt down to check your pulse as Matt helped Kelly pull you into the recovery position.

“Pulse is strong but tacky.” Jay announced, keeping a hold of your wrist.

“Y/n? Open your eyes.” Matt called, tilting your face upwards to open your airways more.

You didn’t respond. Kelly took out the blood pressure machine and handed Jay the glucose monitor. The exchange was done silently and the devices were used immediately. Jay gasped as your blood sugar came up on the small device.

“Holy shit. It’s 45!” Jay exclaimed, immediately diving for the bag and pulling out the glucagon and spraying it into your nose.

“BP is pretty high for her, which makes since with a blood sugar that low.” Kelly commented, standing to run to the kitchen and grab you some orange juice.

“Let’s take her to the living room. Can you grab the trash can just in case?” Matt asked Jay, shifting you into his arms as you began to stir. “Shhhhh. We gotcha.” Matt murmured as Jay nodded and grabbed the first aid kit and trash can, following Matt out into the living room.

Matt barely had you laid down when you woke up. Immediately, you attempted to get up, still feeling nauseous and kinda flighty. You felt like a caged animal needing to escape.

“Hey hey hey. No baby.” Matt exclaimed, pushing you back down. “You just passed out from low blood sugar. Kelly is getting you some juice I think.” Matt soothed, sitting down next to you.

“M fine.” You said, trying to push yourself up again.

“Bullshit.” Kelly said, walking into the room with Jay behind him.

“Fine my ass.” Jay muttered, ripping open one of your zofrans and giving it to you.

You took the Zofran and sipped on the orange juice that Kelly brought in. Everyone was staring at you, but you averted your gaze as you began to connect the dots on what just happened. You knew what was coming next.

“Alright. Spill. What’s been going on with you lately?” Jay asked, sitting on the coffee table and trying his best not to seem intimidating.

You shook your head. “Nothin.” You said, trying to sound normal.

“No. That’s not an answer.” Kelly said, coming to kneel next to you. “You’ve been avoiding us, mostly me and Jay, for a week now. What did we do?” Kelly asked, pleading with his eyes.

“You really wanna know??” You exclaimed, hands trembling from more than low blood sugar. “I’m just surprised you haven’t gone back to Erin. I’m sure she’s still in town.” You scoffed.

“What?” Kelly and Jay both said.

“At Molly’s, she was flirting with you and you were flirting back. Then you didn’t come home until 5 am.” You had tears streaming down your face. “Erin didn’t know I was crying in the bathroom when she told Hailey how much better she is than me and how sorry she feels for you guys for having a needy girlfriend.” You explained, hastily wiping the tears from your face.

“Baby, we-“ Jay started, but you shoved the orange juice into his hand and reached for the trash can instead.

Matt pulled your pony tail back again as Kelly reached over to steady the trash can. You were just panting heavily, but saliva was dripping into the trash can along with your tears. Luckily, the Zofran was completely dissolved under your tongue.

“Shhhhhh. Breathe baby. Slow down.” Matt soothed, rubbing your back. “Let it pass baby. Just breathe and let it pass. You’ve gotten yourself all worked up.” Matt whispered, letting you keep the trash can as long as you needed to, but hoping that this was just nausea from anxiety.

You nodded, spitting and letting Kelly take the trash can. You immediately turned into Matt and hid your face in his neck. You let yourself sob, having been pent up for too long. You missed this. You missed your boys.

“Baby. We chose you.” Jay said, placing a hand on your back. “She did try, but we chose you and Matt.”

“We would never chose her.” Kelly said, sitting down next to Matt. “We had our fun, but that was the past. You and Matt are our future.” Kelly explained, placing a hand on Matt’s thigh.

“And we love taking care of you. We love that you love us enough to trust us with anything.” Matt said, planting a kiss on the side of your head. “I knew they wouldn’t leave us because I know how much they love us. How much they love you.” Matt whispered.

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saragarnier · 22 days

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Departure

Pairing: jay halstead x reader

Summary: Jay is y/n husband and he left her for eight months to go to Bolivia. When he came back, he couldn’t believe his eyes when he saw his wife again

Warning: none i guess, maybe a little bit of angst

English is not my first language, sorry if there’s some mistakes!

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When your husband came home that day asking you to sit down on the couch, you didn’t think that he was going to say what he actually said. You two worked at Intelligence for four years and you didn’t think possible for him to change the way he did. When you first met him you immediately knew that he was kind, gentle and a good cop: you knew that he would have done everything to help innocents and to stop criminals, you knew that he was a good person.

And then something changed.

You didn’t know if that was because of his partner, Hailey Upton, or because of Voight; you just knew that you didn’t recognize him anymore. You even talked about it with Adam, your partner, but you weren’t able to find a way to help him get through that.

You just wanted him to be happy again, you just wanted him to be himself again.

That’s why you let him go.

When he told you that he accepted the job in Bolivia you couldn’t believe it, you just couldn’t.

Was he running away from the unit or was he running away from you?

You didn’t know what was true, but you couldn’t just deny him to be happy again: if he needed to go, you would have let him go.

And that’s exactly what you did.

“It will be for eight months maybe a little longer, okay? I will be back home soon.” He said that day, kissing your forehead with glossy eyes. “I love you… i really do but i need to do this. Please don’t be angry with me, i’ll come back to you, i promise. You’re the love of my life, y/n.”

When he left some minutes later to take his flight, you fell on the ground, crying; you needed him near you, you needed him there with you but you just couldn’t deny him to be himself again.

That’s why you didn’t tell him the truth.

That’s why you hid it from him.

When Kim knocked at your door that night after having heard about Jay, you let her in and you just walked back to the couch, where you cried all day.

“Y/n…” she whispered, walking towards you and hugging you tightly. “It’s okay. It’s temporary, right? He will come back, okay?”

You didn’t say anything, you didn’t nod or shook your head in response, you just kept crying again and again and then, after some minutes, you spoke.

“We perfectly know that he can die there.” You said, finally telling the truth, finally admitting out loud what you had in your mind all day since he talked to you.

“Oh, y/n…” she kept hugging you and she also placed her hand on your shoulder, trying to reassure you in some way. She wanted to say something, she wanted to help you go through all of that but her eyes fell on it.

It was on the table in front of the couch, exactly where you placed it after Jay left.

“What’s that?” She asked, keeping her eyes on the small object; she reached it and she looked at the result when you didn’t complain about it, then she looked up at you, shocked. “You’re pregnant?”

You wanted to cry, you wanted to scream, you wanted be alone in your thoughts, but Kim was there trying to help you and you really appreciated that, that’s why you just nodded, answering her.

“Does Jay know about it? Did He really leave you here alone knowing that you’re pregnant?”

Kim knew the answer deep down, she knew that Jay wouldn’t have left you there knowing that you were pregnant but she needed to know it for sure; when you shook your head saying “no”, she hugged you tighter.

“Oh, darling.” She whispered, caressing your back slowly and gently. “You should’ve told him, Y/n, i’m sure he wouldn’t have left knowing that.”

You sobbed, then you looked up at her and you shook your head again.

“T-That’s why i-i d-din’t tell him. He needed t-to go Kim, i c-couldn’t stop him.”

“But he had the rights to know the truth before taking such a decision!” She replied, shaking her head in disagreement.

“When he came here telling me about the job in Bolivia he already took it, he accepted it without even talking about it with me. I would have told him if he hadn’t already accepted it. He told me that he had a flight in few hours, how could i have told him? I know, after all, that he’s lost. He’s not himself anymore and, if taking that job is going to help him, then i will accept it. He said, after all, that’s only for eight months.” You said, even if he said that there was the possibility that he needed to stay a little longer. “When he will be back home, i will still be pregnant and he will be able to be here when our baby is born.”

Kim didn’t agree with you but you was still shocked, that’s why she didn’t say anything: she just hugged you, promising you that she would have help you.

And she did, as all your unit.

Kim, Adam, Hailey, Kevin, Hank and also Trudy helped how they could.

In the next months they helped you, they came to your house to keep you company and they accompanied you to the hospital every time you needed to do a visit.

You were never alone after all, but you knew, however, that the most important person for you wasn’t there. You couldn’t blame him since you didn’t tell him the truth, but still you missed him so much.

Your baby was healthy but he, or she, wasn’t ready to be born yet, even if one week passed since the due date.

In some ways you were relieved because you really wanted Jay to be there when you would’ve become a mother. Every single time someone knocked at your door or every single time your phone rang, you panicked, afraid that something happened to your husband while he was still in Bolivia. You didn’t talked to him in the last few months, mostly because you didn’t want to distract him during a mission and because you were always afraid of blowing his cover.

That’s why you hardly talked to him or contacted him on the phone, and he did the same thing for the same reasons.

Until you didn’t hear anything about him from the army, you knew that he was okay, you knew that he was still alive. And every day you kept going on, holding on this thought, holding on the fact that no one called you, so he had to be safe, he had to be alive.

You didn’t know when he would’ve returned home, but you just hoped that it was soon; you couldn’t get through labor without him by your side.

That day you was ready to go to the hospital for another visit with your gynecologist. You asked Adam to come with you and he immediately accepted; that’s why, when you heard someone knocking at your door, you thought it was him.

“C-Coming.” You said, trying to get up from the couch where you were waiting for him. Your belly was so big that it was difficult for you to get up easily. “Just give me one minute, i’m trying to get up from the couch.”

At the other side of the door there was not at all Adam, there was Jay with his bag on the shoulder, happy to be home again, happy to be able to see his wife again. But when he heard you saying that she was having difficulties getting up from the couch, he froze, thinking that you might have been hurt at work.

Before he could say anything, the door opened in front of him and he immediately looked at his wife; he was left speechless, standing in front of the door frame, looking at his wife that was definitely pregnant.

“J-Jay?” You whispered, shocked. You didn’t expect him to be there, you thought that he would have informed you before coming home, but he was there, in front of you in all his beauty. Being so far from him for almost nine months was hard for you: you went through hell alone, especially when you almost lost your baby, and having him in front of you was like a dream. You definitely thought that you were still dreaming.

“You’re pregnant.” He said, unable to look away from your belly. He let go the bag that he had on his shoulder, letting it fall to the ground. He couldn’t believe his eyes, he just couldn’t believe it. “Am i the father?”

That was the first thing that popped into his mind when he saw you and he immediately regretted saying that out loud when he saw your face.

“What do you mean? Are you really thinking that i slept with someone else just right after your departure? You’re my fucking husband, of course you’re the father.”

You were so angry.

You didn’t even realize it till that moment.

You were so angry because he left you alone with a baby in your belly, even if he didn’t know it, even if it wasn’t his fault since you decided not to tell him the truth. But you were definitely angry: he stayed away for so long and the first thing that he asked you is if you got pregnant with someone else?

“Why didn’t you tell me? I would have come back!” He said after few moments, still standing in front of the door, still shocked by the news.

“You took the job before asking me what i thought about it, what did i have to do? You didn’t even took one day to talked with me! You came here, saying that you were going to Bolivia and that you had a flight that same day!“

Jay knew that coming back home wouldn’t have been easy, he knew that you would’ve been upset and you had all the rights to be angry with him, but he definitely didn’t expect to come home and find you pregnant.

“Wait, did you know you were pregnant when i left?!”

You froze, then you stepped back and you invited him to enter the apartment, to talk about it privately.

Jay immediately came in, leaving the bag on the ground, completely focused on his wife. You closed the door behind you two and you leaned against the kitchen counter, sighing.

Jay, even if he was mad at you, immediately walked towards you and helped you; then he took a chair and he invited you to sit down, placing an hand on your shoulder and caressing you gently. You appreciated it but you perfectly knew that you two have still to talk about it.

“Yes.” You answered after that, placing an hand on your own belly, caressing it gently and feeling the baby kicking you hard. “I discovered it the same morning you accepted the job. I wanted to tell you when you came home but you talked first and I couldn’t tell you after that.”

Jay couldn’t believe his ears, he couldn’t believe that his wife hid something important like a baby from him for almost nine months. You should have told him, you should have told him the truth because he wouldn’t have left knowing that you were pregnant with his baby.

“You should have told me, Y/n!” He wasn’t able to control himself, he just yelled at you and, after that, he regretted it. You slightly jumped on the chair, with tears running down your cheeks. You knew that, you knew that he had all the rights to be angry with you but you weren’t prepared for this. You just wanted him to be home because you needed him but you never thought about how he would’ve reacted at the news. You had time to prepare yourself to become a mother and then he came home and discovered that he’s going to become a father in what, few days?

“I’m sorry.” He immediately told you, kneeling in front of you and placing his hands on your arms. “I’m sorry i yelled, it’s just that…. I wanted to know, I wanted to be here with you.”

You sobbed and cried, especially when his hands touched you after all that time. You missed him so much.

“I know.” You sobbed, looking at him. “I’m sorry, i wanted to tell you but I know that you wouldn’t left and… you said you needed it, I couldn’t stop you from that. I just wanted you to be happy again, I couldn’t see you so sad here. And… when you came here saying that you accept the job in Bolivia… i just couldn’t take it away from you. You were right saying that i had to let you go, i saw it in your eyes.”

Jay caressed your arms slowly and gently, then he leaned closer and he kissed your forehead.

“I’m sorry i left you alone.” He said, softly. And it was true. All the time, when he was in Bolivia for his new job, he thought about you and he felt guilty because he knew that you were alone, he knew that you would probably have been hurt. That’s why he asked Kim, Adam, Kevin and Hailey to be near you in case you needed them.

“Well, i wasn’t alone, was i?” You smiled softly through your tears; you took his hands and placed them on your belly the moment you felt your baby kicking. “He, or she, was with me all the time.”

Jay felt the kick against his palms and his eyes immediately filled with tears.

“Say hi to your daddy.” You whispered, apparently talking to your baby while looking at Jay in the eyes.

Jay wanted to say something, wanted to kiss your belly and whispered something to it like he was talking to your baby, but before he could say something, you moaned in pain.

“What’s wrong?” He immediately asked, concerned. “Is everything okay, babe?”

You looked down at yourself when you felt your legs wet.

“Oh no.” You whispered.

Jay looked at you, confused. “What’s happening?”

You looked at him and moaned in pain.

“ i think I’m in labor.”

“Fuck.” He said, placing an hand on his mouth after that. “I’m sorry, i swore in front of the baby!”

You giggled and shook your head but you were interrupted by the first contraction; you moaned in pain and you looked up at him.

“Hospital.” You whispered and he nodded.

“Hospital.” He agreed. “Holy shit, I’m going to be a father.”

“Jay.” You said while he took the car keys and the labor bag you prepared some weeks ago; he came back to you and he helped you get to your feet.

“I’m sorry!” He said, referring to his previous words.

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unknowntoyou2205 · 10 months

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Fear turns to confession (1/3)

Info: A friend and colleague of Jay and Mouse returns from the army due to leave, but feelings arise when she joins intelligence.

Requested by @maybankangel

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It was long day for intelligence. They were working on a murder rape case where three women and two children were found dead with multiple stabbing wounds, the children haven been sliced in the neck. There was prove of forced sexual intendancies but they were no closer to finding the killer, only knowing that it was likely personally due to the victims being related.

"Alright any questions?" Hank asked, looking around after going through some new information before a phone goes off. "Sorry, sorry." Mouse spoke in a rush, grabbing his phone and looking at it before answering. "Everyone good?" Hank asked, bringing everyone's attention back to him causing everyone to nod, "Alright, back to work."

Jay made his way back to behind his desk and sat down, leaning towards the paperwork that contained information about the victims and how they were killed. Hearing movement, he glanced up only to see Mouse heading towards Erin in a rush, speaking to her abruptly before heading down the stairs, likely taking two at a time. Realizing the unusual behavior of his fellow veteran, Jay frowned and moved towards his girlfriends desk, leaning against it as he spoke.

"What was that about?" Jay asked her, looking in the direction Mouse left. "What was what about?" Erin asked, faking confusion. "Come on, where's mouse going?" Jay spoke, crossing his arm and looking at her. "I dunno, probably to get coffee or something." "What was he talking to you about?" "The case, he found something he thought was useful." "That quick?" "Jay, you know him, he's quick on things like this, just go back to work." She responded with a sigh before leaving her desk and heading to Hanks office.

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Erin did know what was going on with Mouse and why he had rushed off so quick after getting the disruptive phone call. She just chose not to tell Jay because she knew previous relations may arise.

Mouse had gotten a call from Will, saying that he and Jay should go to Wills house as someone from their past work had turned up. Upon hearing it was y/n he rushed out, not bothering to wait for Jay and opting to tell his trustworthy girlfriend instead.

Y/n was someone who used to serve with Mouse and Jay up until they left the army. She had started working two years after Jay and Mouse started and was still an active soldier when Jay had left, Mouse following two years later. They still kept in occasional contact but they hadn't seen each other in person since they left the service.

A couple of days ago y/n had gotten into an accident with work, and as a result was ordered to take leave to recuperate and recover before returning should she choose to. Instead of telling Jay like Mouse had asked her to, she opted to keep the information from her boyfriend, afraid that he would leave her for his former colleague. She knew that Jay and y/n had some form of a relationship, whether it was official or not, based on the fact that sometimes Jay called her y/n instead of her actual name. The fear of Jay leaving her for someone was something that wasn't worth taking the risk in her opinion, so she was determined that Jay wouldn't find out, even if it meant lying to him.

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That evening, Jay kissed Erin goodbye from the district before heading towards Will's place for a couple of drinks and to watch the match. Seeing Jay at his door, Will smiled in greeting before letting into the apartment, grabbing two bottles of beer from his fridge before sitting on the couch beside him where the TV was on playing the match of the week.

"How was work?" Will asked, starting conversation. "It was good, tough case." Jay spoke with a shake of his head, taking a drink from his bottle. "Yeah it must of been when you didn't come by earlier with Mouse." Will replied, drinking his own drink. "Mouse came here?" Jay asked in confusion. "Yeah, earlier on I called him and he came, said he told Lindsey to tell you." "Why would he come here? Erin never told me anything." Jay asked, confused about why his girlfriend would lie to him. "You don't know?" Will asked, squinting his eyes in confusion. "Know what?" "Y/n's back, she had an accident with a landmine so they told her take some leave time. I called mouse and you but when you didn't answer Mouse said he would get Erin to tell you." Will explained, leaning back into his seat. "Erin didn't say anything. Y/n's back?" Jay asked, looking at Will with wide eyes. "Yeah, just this morning. She's on leave to recover, you really didn't know?" Will asked, realizing that his brother clearly wasn't told anything. "Nothing was said to me. Where is she staying?" Jay asked, grabbing his phone and keys from in front of him. "Ehh here, but she's looking for her own place so it's temporary. She's off in an appointment right now with the military doctor or something." "Right, tell her to call me, yeah. I need to sort something out." Jay stated, standing up and grabbing his coat. "I'm sure there's a reasonable explanation for her not saying anything." Will shouted after his brother as he heard the door open. "Yeah, I'm sure there is." Jay agreed to himself as he closed the door and left.

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"Why didn't you tell me?" Jay spoke, walking into his and Erin's shared apartment. "I thought you were going to Will's for the night?" Erin asked, by passing his question. "I was, but then he told me that he had been trying to contact me but when he didn't called Mouse to tell him that y/n was back. But you already knew that because Mouse told you to tell me." Jay explained and Erin's eyes widened slightly. "Look, Jay..." "Why didn't you tell me Erin, don't you think I would of liked to know that my friend and fellow soldier was home after an accident." Jay asked, placing his hands behind one of their kitchen tables. "Yes, I know, I should of told you but, I know the way you two were before you left the army. How close you two were. You called me her name and I was afraid that if you knew that she was back you would leave me for her." "You still should of told me." Jay spoke with a shake of his head. "I know Jay, and I'm sorry, I just don't want to lose you." Erin spoke in a small voice, knowing what she did was wrong. "Linds, your not going to lose me okay, you and I are strong and are relationship works on trust and truth. I need you to tell me these things no matter what you fear and trust that I will not try anything behind your back." Jay spoke, lowering his voice and moving closer to his girlfriend, placing a hand around her waist. "I'm sorry I lied." Erin smiled and Jay smiled back, leaning down to pull her into a kiss.

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The following day intelligence gathered to talk about the case. Jay and Mouse were leaning against a desk with their arms crossed, half listening and half not. Both men were thinking of their old friend, and only one of them were expecting to hear their phone go off. Jay glanced at Mouse as he heard the soft ping and Mouse smiled as Hank finished before heading down the stairs. Frowning in confusion, Jay watched Mouse head down as Erin came towards him.

"Hey, you ok? You seem distracted." Erin asked, putting a hand on Jays arm. "Yeah fine, just confused is all." "About what?" Erin asked, scrunching her eyebrows. "Y/n?" Jay asked, looking away from Erin causing her to frown and turn to where he was looking.

Mouse walked up the stairs with a young lady beside him. The ladies arm was in a cast and she seemed to have a limp. Her h/c hair was down, covering half her face and she refused to make eye contact with anyone, but yet Jay seemed to know who she was. Erin glanced at Jay as he moved towards the two while the rest of the group watched on, wondering who the lady was.

"Y/n?" Jay asked again, louder this time, causing the lady to look up. "Hey Jay." She smiled, happy to see her old army friend. "What are you doing here? I thought you were spending the day recuperating. I was going to come see you after shift." "Decided to get out of the house. You know I always hated sitting around."

"Care to introduce us." Hank asked, his rough voice breaking the reunion. "Guys this is y/n, she was in the army with myself and Mouse here." Jay spoke, placing a hand on Mouses shoulder as he smiled shyly. "Y/n this is intelligence, where I work now." "Nice to meet you all." Y/n smiled, though Jay couldn't help but notice the slight flinch she gave. "Voight, Hank Voight. Head of intelligence." Voight stated, offering a hand shake. "Nice to meet you." Y/n smiled, accepting the hand shake.

Y/n started greeting the rest of Jays colleagues, and all but one seemed to happily greet her. Erin appeared to give y/n a hard shoulder, and y/n knew that it was over her and Jays past. Mouse had told her that Erin refused to tell Jay that she had returned, and y/n couldn't help but feel slightly bitter towards the woman her friend was dating. She knew Jay had called Erin her name a few times, but y/n couldn't help but be embarrassed about it even if she wasn't to blame. But none the less she smiled at Erin, and Erin smiled in compliance before wrapping her arm around Jays, causing him to look down in confusion as they never really showed affection in work, before watching y/n as she smiled at Adam as they spoke.

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sjhhemmings · 4 months

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$50 please.

greg ‘mouse’ gerwitz x fem!reader

a/n: HAPPY NEW YEAR 🎆

warnings: alcohol, kissing, fluff

“You know what? I’m gonna do it.” You say confidently as you throw back another shot.

“Oh, Y/N, that’s not what I-” Erin begins but stops as she sees you’ve already walked away.

“Too late. It’s time to let her go.” Adam says half teasing half seriously.

“They grow up so fast don’t they?” Alvin adds pretending to wipe a tear from under his eye.

The group of colleagues from Chicago PD’s intelligence unit sat back and watched as their shy, introverted, and currently drunk intern walked up to their tech guy.

“$20 she chickens out.” Adam spoke up again as they all wait in anticipation for what’s about to happen.

“$50 she doesn’t.” Kim says with faith.

Running a hand through your hair as you approach your long time office crush, you notice the all too familiar nervous feeling enter your stomach. Not today. Quickly grabbing another shot from a random person at the bar, the burn that rolls down your throat was exactly what you needed. Taking another breath you continue on your original path.

“Mouse,” you say catching both his and Detective Halstead’s attention once you approach them at the bar.

“Y/N, hi-” he says before being quickly interrupted with your lips on his.

After a few seconds without him kissing you back, you pull away.

Pressing a few fingers against your lips as you cannot believe what you’ve just done, you look at Mouse’s shocked expression with blushing cheeks and wide eyes.

“I-I’m sorry. That was a mistake. I- um. excuse me.” You say embarrassed as ever and walking away.

“Y/N, wait.” He says grabbing your arm opting for you turn around.

“No, I get it. Can we just pretend this never happened?” You ask overwhelmed with regret.

Cupping your face with both of his hands, Mouse places one of the most delicate pecks on your lips only parting slightly before you pull him in again, this time more aggressive.

Finally pulling away when someone clears their throat, you touch your lips again but this time with lust.

“Do you want to get out of here?” He asks with his hands still on your face.

“You read my mind.”

*Everyone’s reactions*

Erin: “Well, that turned out better than I expected.”

Adam: “I feel like I’m witnessing something I shouldn’t, but I can’t tear my eyes away.”

Kim: *clears throat*, “$50 please.”

Jay: “Atta boy.”

#one chicago #chicago pd one shot #chicago pd series #chicago pd fanfic #chicago pd x reader #chicago pd #greg mouse gerwitz #mouse #greg gerwitz #mouse x reader #greg gerwitz x reader #fluffy #molly’s #cuteee #erin lindsay #adam ruzek #kim burgess #jay halstead

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thena0315 · 7 months

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SVU x CPD crossover days

#svu #law and order svu #law and order special victims unit #chicago pd #danny pino #sophia bush #jesse lee soffer #elias koteas #laroyce hawkins #nick amaro #erin lindsay #jay halstead #alvin olinsky #kevin atwater #svu x cpd

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chicago-pd-is-weird · 1 month

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TL;DR - Taking requests for CPD oneshots/prompts

Itching for more Voight content…

If anyone has an ask or would like to submit a prompt for me to write, please let me know! I love writing oneshots and have been itching for Hank lately, especially due to the events of 11x7 (-_-)

I also will write Antonio Dawson if requested. Other characters possible, at my discretion.

I don’t write smut, but I will walk the line. See my already written oneshots on my alt accounts, @musntbill and @random-weird-fandoms, linked below.

https://www.tumblr.com/musntbill/745434538137796608/hank-voight-oneshot-tw-some-violence-and-implied

https://www.tumblr.com/random-weird-fandoms/745473828069769216/and-here-is-part-2-of-that-oneshot-again-not

I can write “x reader” like the above, in any POV (first, second, third) as needed. I can do fluffy, angsty, or tense, or something else, just ask!

I am open to any and all ideas and pretty flexible. :) Feel free to comment, DM me, or drop something in my Tumblr inbox if you’d like. <3

#chicago pd #hank voight #sergeant hank voight #sargent hank voight #hank voight x reader #antonio dawson #Antonio Dawson x reader #jay halstead #erin lindsay #hailey upton #kevin atwater #kim burgess #adam ruzek #alvin olinsky #x reader #CPD #fanfiction requests #fanfiction #dante torres

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stefanmikaleson1864 · 1 year

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New Beginnings

Requested by @kzgsox

Jay halstead x female greader

Lindsey gets upset at her boyfriend Jay when she finds him comforting the girl he was in love with who served in the rangers with him and mouse,when a guy from the readers past is halled into the station and question the reader has a full blown panic attack having never told anyone what had happened an ends up being the solid source of the reasoning the guy gets put away for good and Jay stays by her side the whole time and they end up together

A/N: I Really hope everyone enjoys this ! And if you like my work please comment like and Reblog it means a lot to see interactions on my work

Y/N’s POV

Things had been hard ever sense coming home from the rangers. You thought the moment you touched down on US soil everything would be okay.

That you would be able to take off the uniform and put all those bad memories and feelings into the closet and lock it away.

But that wasn’t the case which seemed pretty obvious now. Things were not doing okay and you were not where you thought you would be in live.

You thought you would be married with kids and having a career. But that was from the life you had now.

You were in bad relationship with a guy you had no business being with. He was a piece of crap guy.

He always took every little thing out on you. And you always just ended up taking it. Not wanting to make the situation worse.

With your PTSD and other things you had going on you thought life was as good as it was going to get.

That you didn’t want to burden someone else with the struggles you were going through. Someone else didn’t deserve the weight you carried.

Everyone you knew from the rangers had gone their own way. You never really kept in contact with them and decided it was best that way.

Maybe seeing them would be to hard. Or that is what you told yourself anyways.

The connections you had were just gone and it was honestly hard dealing with the pain of that to.

You had 2 other people you were close with that you thought you had true connections to.

Jay halstead and Greg Gerwitz aka Mouse. It was always the 3 of you together and you seemed to have different feelings for Jay.

The kind that missed him while he was gone and always got butterflies when he touched you.

You thought about asking him out but you didn’t want to ruin one of the most important relationships you had. Besides he never seemed to recuperate so you didn’t want to get hurt.

Once the 3 of you were honourably discharged and thanked for your service you all went back home.

Conveniently you all lived in Chicago which is what also strengthen your bond. But once you all got home you went your separate ways.

Maybe it was just hard on them to so you tried your best to understand. So you went into your little box and then just shut out the world. You didn’t even bother trying it all just seemed so pointless

But now it just seemed like someone was taking a hammer and breaking at the box making you come out.

You tried to patch the holes but it seemed like it wasn’t working and you just didn’t know what to do.

It wasn’t even a good thing that it was breaking at least right now it wasn’t. You knew your boyfriend was up to no good and know he was getting you involved in it.

He was running drugs at first. You knew that and against your better judgement you didn’t do anything about it. He wasn’t getting involved so you didn’t say anything. But now he was upping his game.

He was selling weapons and bomb materials. He was using your name on the weapons so they didn’t check his background.

You didn’t even know until now because you got a letter in the mail about your background check

You were shocked obviously , confused and hurt. You kept thinking about what you were going to do ?

You knew you had a duty to protect the public it was in your blood. But then the other part of you was worried that no one would believe you.

You also wondered what the hell Keith would say ? I mean not that you cared what that horrible man would think but you also tried so hard not to even think about it.

Right now you were sitting at the table in your kitchen biting your nails. Something you did when you were always nervous.

Suddenly the door opened up and they slammed the door breaking your thoughts. You also jumped out of fear.

“Y/n where the hell are you” The voiced barrelled out.

Keith of course

“Hey babe I’m in here “ You said quietly

“We need to leave right now “ keith said.

“What no i’m not leaving” You said

“I really wasn’t asking let’s go” He yelled

“Why don’t you talk to me and we can work this out okay” You pleaded

“I’m not talking about this anymore” He yelled grabbing your arm.

You snatched it back and then stood up to look him in his eyes.

“I know okay I know why you want to go” You said

“How” was all he asked

“They sent me a letter in the mail from my background check” You said

“Damn it” He yelled knocking stuff on the table.

It shook you up and you just kept starting down at the ground. Not knowing what the hell your next move should be right now. A little to scared to move.

Suddenly the front door swung open again and you heard shouting

“Chicago PD No one move” A familiar voice yelled out.

You snapped your head up to the blonde hair man looking just as shocked as you.

“Y/N Omg is that you” Jay asked

“Jay what the hell is going on” You asked.

“You know each other” A brown haired girl asked she was very pretty.

“Yeah we were in the military together” Jay asked

Some brown haired guy walked over and grabbed you

“Come on put your hands behind your back” He said

You looked over at pleading eyes to Jay. You didn’t even do anything wrong. This was all on him.

“No let her go I got her” Jay said.

He walked over to you and touched your arm slightly and nodded you for him to follow you. The brown hair girl looked at him with a confused and upset look.

He just seemed to shrug it off and walk past her and went straight outside. You didn’t say anything to him thought still a bit shaken up. You were just confused about was going on.

Jay didn’t say anything either and you had a heart time reading what he was feeling or what he was even thinking. He walked you out to a black car and opened up the door and sat you in the back.

Then he looked around for a little bit like he was making sure no one was looking and he got in on the other side.

His face was reading like it was hurt and he didn’t know what to say because he didn’t want to hurt you. You knew he was pretty disappointed in seeing you wrapped in all of this.

“ Do not say anything okay you hear me” He said

“What do you mean I didn’t do anything” You pleaded with him.

“Y/N look i know your name was pulled up in the damn report to buy the stuff” Jay said

“That’s how far It got and I didn’t even know he was using my name at all I swear okay Jesus I would Never” You said

“Okay if that’s what you say but when we get there not a damn word to anyone but me” He said.

“Fine” You said just sitting back and not really saying anything.

Jay got out and he walked away and you didn’t know where he went because the windows were tinted and you couldn’t even see anything.

You just laid you head back and squeezed your eyes closed. You just hoped maybe when you would open them back up it would be some sort of dream. That this wasn’t really happening to you.

You could feel the tears rolling down on your cheek. The salty water hitting your lips. God how did you get here and why. This wasn’t happening not to you.

Suddenly you sat up and opened your eyes when the car doors opened up. You sat up and wiped the tears away. Jay and the brown haired girl got in. There was a air in the car like you could just tell they were arguing about something.

You just sat up and put your seat belt on and they took off. No one was speaking and you could cut the tension with a knife.

You just kept driving on the way to the station. You finally made it there and they pulled up in the front. They both got out and Jay walked over to your side and opened up the door.

You got out and he kept right by your side without moving, It was hard to tell if it was because he was keeping you from running or was he protecting you. It seemed like the latter but it was hard to tell.

You walked into the station and it seemed like everyone had stopped what they were doing and just stared at you. Or maybe you were just being dramatic.

There was a lady at the front desk who looked up and gave a mean look towards your way. You wondered what the hell you did to her.

Jay didn’t say anything he just walked you up the stairs and keyed in some numbers and the door opened up.

You walked up the stairs and walked into a office/ work pen area. There were desk every where and you were surprised to see something on what was obviously Jay’s desk. There was a picture on the desk with you Jay and Mouse.

It made your heart pound. And you can’t believe he kept it. DId it mean something or was it just sentimental ? You felt like you were getting in your head again.

He walked you to a room and he pointed for you to sit down. He went and shut the door behind him. You didn’t see where the other girl went. She got lost in the crown downstairs.

He just looked at you with concern in his eyes. Your pride was getting the best of you because you were going to start this conversation. Jay was probably thinking the same thinking because he wasn’t saying anything either.

Finally he bit his tongue and spoke up.

“What the hell is going on” He asked in a soft tone.

You didn’t really say anything just kept looking down at your hands and playing with your fingers. He grabbed your hand and gave it a squeeze and then you finally looked up at him.

You didn’t know what to say or know where to start really. So you just took a deep breathe and tried to muster up some strength to start.

“ I wasn’t lying I mean I legit just found he was using my name to buy weapons okay I was gonna say something” You said.

“ I did know about the dealing and stuff I just figured it wasn’t that big of a deal” You shrugged.

“Not that big of a deal we fought to protect to keep people safe now your sleeping with low lives what the hell happened to you” Jay yelled.

You started feeling the anxiety creep up inside of you. You felt like your breathing was staggering and you felt like you were getting dizzy. You thought you were going to pass out.

You closed your eyes and tried to calm down but it really wasn’t working. Then you felt these hands wrap around you. They squeezed you tight and you heard him whisper. It sounded like it was really far away.

“It’s okay I’m here for you.” You heard Jay’s voice soften up.

He didn’t leave your side and kept your hand on your back trying to soothe you. Finally after a few minutes you started to calm down.

You looked up at him and didn’t even realise you were crying until you felt the tears on your face.

You wiped the tears from your face and Jay took his hand and placed it on your face in a conforming manner.

“I’m here I’m not going anywhere” He said.

“Thank you” You said in a low soft tone.

“Why don’t we walk through this together okay me and you” He said

“ I swear okay I didn’t know about the weapons until like 2 days ago. I found out when I got the letter in the mail saying my background was clear” You said

“What about the drugs” Jay asked

You looked at him and nodded and just started crying again.

He wiped those tears from your face and gave you a smile but his face said it was disappointed.

“How did we get here” He asked.

“Things just got bad you know I was struggling and thought if i just ignored it then the problem would go away. “ You said.

“I get that but I’m here okay you don’t have to do this alone and I can get you some help okay but I also need your help as well.” Jay said.

“I don’t know you don’t know him like I do” you hesitated.

“That’s a good thing listen to me this is going to get you free and take a bad guy off the street save lives. This is also going to be a good thing for you a new beginning” Jay said.

“Yeah yeah” You said

“Its going to be hard and it’s not going to be easy but you are strong and you are brave and you are going to get through this” Jay said.

“Okay” You breathed.

“Tell me everything” Jay said.

“I know he deals to some white people up North soccer moms and stuff but I don’t know about the weapons” You said.

“You think he would tell you” Jay said

“No I don’t think he would but his friends might” You said

“Okay we will set you up with a wire and get the information that way” Jay said.

“Yeah sure” You said

“So that brown hair girl is she your girlfriend” you asked.

“Yeah she is” Jay said

“Is it serious” You asked

“Not really i guess we just been hanging out” Jay said.

“What’s her name” You asked

“Erin Linsday” Jay said

“ she seems good for you and You deserve to be happy Jay and if she’s good for you” You said.

“She’s just not” Jay was saying then the door opened and Erin walked in.

“We need a statement from her and what’s going on” Erin asked

“Nothing were just talking” Jay said.

She looked like she didn’t believe him. She just nodded and walked out. Jay also had a look on his face where it was hard to read what the hell was going on.

“I’ll be back okay” Jay said

You nodded and he placed a hand on your shoulder and walked out and shut the door. You just sat there and took deep breathes.

You heard from the room there was yelling.

“jay what the hell are you doing you are leading her this is going to throw this case this is way to personal” The brown hair girl yelled

“It’s not Erin I told you I am helping her out okay she is not some criminal okay She is my family and she doesn’t deserve to be shoved in some box she earned better than that” Jay said

You tried not to looka them and gave them their space.

There was a part of you that wasn’t sure if this was even the right move but you know you had to try. Jay was right people’s lives were in danger and you could risk that.

It was just hard looking in the mirror and seeing how you got here. Going from being a decorated solider to this a heaping pile of mess.

The silence was hard it just made you think about everything which is something you didn’t want to do.

After what seemed like forever Jay walked back in and he looked at you and smiled. He was holding a small box in his hand.

“I would say yes but your already seeing someone” You said smiling

He looked at you and smiled and sat down.

“Well good to know I have options” He said

“So what is that thing” You asked

“ A wire made like a necklace” Jay said.

‘Yeah so this is real” You said

“You can say no we will figure it out another way” Jay said

“No I can handle this” you said looking up and smiling.

“Hear come here” Jay said

You both got up and he walked over and you turned to him and pulled your hair up. He put the necklace on you.

You turned back and smiled at him

“You ready to roll out” Jay said.

“Yeah let’s do it I can text Jimmy to meet me down at the bar we hang” You said

“Okay sounds like a plan I’ll let the team know we gotta get ready so you can hang at my desk while we go gear up” Jay said.

You both walked out the room and you Jay walked you over to his desk. You sat down looking at the picture you saw earlier. Wondering what the hell had happened to you.

The rest of his team all kind of scattered not really acknowledging you. Then after a little bit Jay signalled for you to come on.

You walked out with him and Erin and got back into the same car as before. It was quiet as no one was saying anything.

After giving Jay address you all left to headed out.

“Are you sure he’s gonna even be there” Erin asked

“Yeah I’m sure he practically lives there” You said.

She didn’t say anything after that but her and Jay glanced looked at each other.

The car ride was silent and the ride took a little bit to get there. It was just one of those neighbourhood bars. That sat on the corner and if you weren’t a regular you sat out like a sore thumb.

Jay pulled up and you and Erin looked back at you with a serious look.

“You got this” Erin asked

“I’m fine okay I was a ranger” You said not liking the tone she asked or maybe you were reading into it.

You got out and walked over to the door. You stopped and closed your eyes for a minute taking a breath.

Then walked in and looked around looking for Jimmy. He was sitting at a table already a few beers in.

You walked over and sat down in front of him. You grabbed a beer and started drinking and Jimmy looked at you and smiled.

“Y/N how you doing where’s your man” He asked

“Busy he sent me to talk about the plan” You said

Jimmy looked up at you with a look on his face.

“What plans Y/N” He asked

“Come on man I know about the arms that’s it But Keith asked me to ask you about the plans he was drunk as hell but you know me” You said .

“Your right” Jimmy said

“I do know you and you never really cared about this before always kept in the shadows why should I believe you” Jimmy asked

“Fair point but look okay I got denied my VA benefits the one’s I been fighting for. All that trauma for nothing so now there gonna pay” You said.

“I like that so listen we got the weapons. Okay were planning to hit the Recruitment centres and then we got plans for some government buildings” Jimmy said

“The guns where are they” You asked

“Down in the basement at my place” Jimmy said

“Good it’s a plan” You said

You both sat and talked for a little bit more. To make it seem like you weren’t just fishing. The hate this man talked about it was disgusting.

After a little bit you pulled out and headed back to the car. Jay was smiling at you and Erin even looked a little impressed

“Nice job Y/N I knew you still had balls” Jay said.

“See i told you i Had it” You said

“So where to now” You asked

“Were getting you home we deal with the rest” Jay said

You just nodded and looked outside the window. It felt like you were getting a small part of you back.

Finally you made it home and Jay got out and walked you out. You both walked up to your front door.

Jay smiled at you and you smiled back and you both let out a laugh

“So what now” You asked

“I told you I’m getting you help. I will be here every step of the way for you. I know the old you will come back and I’m so excited for her to” Jay said

“Yeah I am to and thank you for everything” You said

“Of course were family and everything that comes after” Jay

“And everything that comes after” You said.

You both pulled into a hug and when Jay let you go he kissed the top of you head.

“Good night Jay” You said

“Good Night Y/N” Jay said

You walked in after that. You threw your stuff down and headed in. You looked around the house and cleaned it. From top to bottom. Then you took a shower and washed it all off. Everything felt like it was a brand new start to the next chapter of your life.

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supernatural-rp · 1 year

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Jay Halstead X Reader

Trigger Warnings: Swearing, kidnapping, blood, violence

Near Death Experience

It was mid December in Chicago. Jay and Y/N been together almost 3 years now. They met at a bar when Jay stepped in to save her from a drunk who was putting his hands on her when she told the man to stop multiple times.

Jay kissed his sleeping girlfriend on her forehead before he headed to work. The Intelligence unit was working a case involving human trafficking and drug deals gone wrong. They had just received another call about another drug induced homicide.

When Y/N work up, she stretched a little before heading off to take a shower and then get dressed before she had to clock in. After she was done, she grabbed her things and headed to her truck which was near an alleyway. She called Jay’s phone hoping he wasn’t busy.

Jay saw Y/N calling and picked up. “Hey, baby, heading to work?” Jay grinned as he waited for Antonio and Voight.

“Yeah, I just got to my truck. Heading to work now. I just wanted to call you and-“ But Y/N was cut off when someone came up behind her covering her mouth. She screamed. Her screams were muffled.

Jay heard the muffled screams. “Y/N?’ Hello?! Y/N” Jay called again. Then the line went dead.

As Voight and Antonio were coming out, Jay got a text from Y/N phone.

“If you ever want to see her again, stop working the case. And stop trying to play hero, Detective.” -Kidnapper

Jay swore under his breath. “Son of a bitch!!!”

Voight came up. “Jay, hey, what’s going on?” He looked at his partner.

Jay held his phone up. “They got her.” Was all Jay could manage to get out.

Sometime later,

Voight got everyone together. “Jay and I will go check out the apartment and truck. See if we can find anything. Antonio, you and Erin go talk to neighbors. See if they saw or heard anything. Also be on the look out for security cameras.” Voight told everyone.

Jay was quiet as Voight drove. He looked over at Jay. “We will find her, Jay.” He reassured Jay.

Jay sighed. “If I hadn’t left her alone, this wouldn’t have happened.” Jay blamed himself.

When they arrived on scene, Jay started looking around the truck. The door to the driver’s side was open, and he found Y/N’s phone on the ground. Smashed to pieces. He clenched his teeth. There was blood spatters on the ground.

“She must have put up a fight.” Voight studies the blood splatters.

With Y/N,

Y/N woke up on the ground. Her mouth taped shut, her hands and feet bound by tape. She opened her eyes blinking. Blood dripped down the side of her head where she had been hit upside the head near her truck before she was kidnapped. She tried to sit up, but the pain was too much for her to bare. She saw a man open the door, and walked in, locking it behind him. He kneeled down to her, lifting up her chin. “You’ll make the perfect trade.” He smirked, eyeing her up and down. “Once we get you cleaned up of course. Boss man doesn’t want to see you like this.” Y/N rolled her eyes at the guy. She mumbled through the tape.

Back at the Unit,

“Traffic cams manage to pick this up. A man came up behind her while she was talking to Jay. She opened her door up, and that’s when he attacked her.” Erin showed everyone the traffic cam footage. “And, we got a clear shot of his face. Ran it through the database, and we got a match.” She handed the files over to Jay and Voight.

Jay looked over the files. Anger washing over him. “I know him. He’s known for kidnapping women and selling them to sex traffickers. He’s also wanted in three states for capital murder, two drug induced homicides, drugs, assault, and attempted kidnapping.” Jay said.

“And we got a location on the vehicle he transported her in.” Antonio came into the room a few minutes later.

“Alright, gear up.” Voight said, as Antonio texted everyone the address.

Later,

“Let me go!” Y/N screamed and pleaded as she was dragged by her hair into the warehouse. “Shut the fuck up.” The man snarled, throwing her into a container. She screamed as she left in total darkness, her wrists and feet bound by tape. She cries softly, burying her face into her knees. She had black and blue bruises all over her arms and legs. Her eye was swollen, her lip busted. The side of her head was bloody.

Chicago PD surrounded the warehouse. “Chicago PD!” Jay yelled.

The men started firing at the PD. So, they fired back at the men. “Where is she?!”

Jay tackled the felon to the ground. “Where is she?!” He started the beating the shit out of the guy.

Voight motioned to Lindsay and Adam. They searched the warehouse. Adam threw open the container.

Y/N screamed when she saw the door to the container open. She scooted away, burying her face.

“I found her.” Adam called over his shoulder. “It’s okay, Y/N, it’s me, Adam.” He reassured her.

Jay stopped beating the guy. Voight handcuffed him as Jay took off to the shipment container. “Y/N?!”

She heard Jay’s voice and looked up. “J-Jay?!” Tears streamed her cheeks, as he freed her feet and wrists. She threw her arms around him. “It’s okay, it’s okay, I got you.” He cupped her bruised her cheeks. “You’re safe now.” He kissed her head, lifting her up, as he carried her out.

Chicago Fire was on scene. Severide and Casey helped her into the ambulance so they could assess her injuries. “Can Jay come? Please?” She looked up at Severide and then back at Jay.

“Yeah, he can ride.” Severide smiled reassuringly.

Jay hopped into the back, holding her hand in his. “It’s okay.” He kissed her hand.

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When You're Gone | Jay & Erin | Linstead

Jay feels Erin slowly slipping away and just tries his best to hold on.

I don't own the song or Chicago PD or any of the other used material. Only the editing is my own.

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In Another Life

(Jay Halstead x female reader)

Content warnings:adult themes,language,ptsd and talks of military,tension,hidden feelings,dark themes,normal chicago pd things,slight nsfw

Summary:when a Girl from Jays past he thought he would never see again shows up unexpectedly,he sees her in a new light from the girl he once knew,realizing his feelings for her that have always been there.

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You always believed that once you came back everything would be amazing,expect the nightmares of the life you always knew haunted you.Peter stone a prosecutor with the states attorneys office had been the only source of family and familiarly you have had over the past few months working alongside of him.

Your brother Greg who was always known as mouse had made his way back to the rangers where he was currently serving,you never bothered to reach out to Jay even though he was just as great of a friend to you as he was with mouse.

There had been multiple consistent nights where you hide into his chest when he was sleeping knowing he was having a hard time with everything that you both had seen,though you played it off always like it was you struggling so he felt better about it.

The first words between you and Peter,you never had gotten out of your mind,having always thought about it when things were getting dark in your mind when he came to your house late at night to talk to you about a case that was driving him inside.

“You talk about your pain like it’s all alright,but I know that you feel like a piece of you is dead inside.”

Jay looked up as he leaned back in his desk chair,looking the clock as he yawned to himself before he had got up to make his way into the break room.Pouring himself a cup of hot coffee as he saw out of the corner of his eye,Erin lean against the counter looking over at him.

“What’s on your mind,Jay?” Erin asked him with a small smile that was laced on her face.

“Nothing,just thinking about this case that we were working on,I just really hope that these families can get justice now,an we can bring them even a small bit of peace.” He told Erin as he ran his hand over his face before he took a drink of his coffee.

“Yeah” Erin agreed quietly as Voight leaned into the doorway so they could hear him while also telling the others that the case was being presented at four o’clock and that it was mandatory for everyone to be there but it would look the best if everyone was.

As they sat down in the court room,the air felt thick as the sobs of the families drowned out the noise of the small thuds of people sitting down and the quiet chatter.

“Who’s on our side?” Jay leaned over a little as he whispered to Antonio who was sat on the other side of him and Erin.

“Stone” Antonio told him as he sat back having recently started working for Peter Stone after he had came to the district asking Antonio to come work for him.

As the case had started to play out,Jay thought the back of the girls head presenting with stone looked familiar,the way her hair was slightly pulled back and the way her stance was.

The judges voice echoed in the court room as a voice called out before he was going to make his choice,Jay felt his heart clench as he heard her voice.

“Men are strong” her voice was soft and quiet but it still carried in the court room.

“They are the hunters,the fighters” there was a small level of sass between your words as they slipped out.

“They sit in bars tossing back drinks calling out men about their sexual concourse.” Your shoulders shrugged as you leaned against the table infront of stone.

“Oh this is gonna get good” Antonio said under his breath as Jay was confused seeing the quiet girl he knew talk without a second thought.

“That’s what makes them masculine,that’s what makes them men?” You started to question your own words as the nervousness bubbled up knowing people’s eyes were on you.

“You get into a fist fight,it’s okay it will make you a man” you sighed quietly to yourself.

“You grab a girl from behind,that’s what men do” you slightly sassed as you stood back to your feet.

“But what if you cry?” You asked the judge in a way.”or show empathy,or god forbid you can’t shoot a little rabbit.well I’m sorry you just don’t deserve to be my son” you found yourself turning to look back at the father.

“The problem is,Sam is johns son.” You looked down before looking back at the judge.

“The problem is,Sam just wanted to make John proud,the problem is John wasn’t preaching strength,he was teaching power over others and that’s not being a man,that’s being a criminal.” Your words left your lips faster then you realized as you looked back at stone nervous as he guided to you that you were doing okay.

The judge had deemed to see fit that the father and son where both accused and accounted for the murder of seventeen college girls.

Before Jay could find a way to talk to you,he watched as stones had rested on the small of your back and guided you out of the court room protectively in a fatherly way.

Everyone had found themselves at Mollys drinking and talking expect when Erin kept glancing at Jay sensing there was something off with him he had got up,with her following him out of Mollys.

“Jay will you just tell me,what’s going on?” Erin asked him as she let her hands drop to her sides.

“Nothing I just really need some sleep” Jay told her as he headed home.Not expecting to see Antonio and you walking together to your place,something seemed wrong as Antonio walked beside you trying to get you to eat as you nudged him hand away from you.

Jay found himself parking across the street watching as you went inside and as Antonio walked off leaving your porch.

He watched as you living room light came on and watched seeing as your shadow threw what was your coat over the couch,seeing your shadow disappear.

He found himself wondering how you had been,he hadn’t seen you in so long an you seemed to be doing so good for yourself as he watched the kitchen light turn on and his heart shattered watching as your poured what looked like whiskey into a glass,before you chased it down.

It was like someone else was in control of his body as he made his way up the steps to your porch knocking on the door,seeing you when you opened your door the first button of your button up shirt was undone and you seemed like you were to tired to even bother changing.

He didn’t realize he hadn’t been talking as he looked over you seeing his best friends little sister who had grew up so much,before he knew it he had realized that you both were inside of your house.

He had pressed you gently up against the wall as he kissed you passionately,letting his hands wrap around you protectively as if some part of him thought he was gonna lose you again.

After he broke the kiss he looked back meeting his eyes with yours as both of your eyes softened when they met each other before he found himself cupping your jaw with one hand kissing you deeper as he let his hand slid up your shirt just to rest on your side feeling your bare skin with his hand.

Knowing in that moment you were and had always been the girl he wanted to spend the rest of his life with as he hard the quiet whimper fall from your lips as he picked you up feeling as your hand tangled in his hair.

#jay halstead #jay halstead x reader #chicago pd #chicago pd x reader #jay halstead x oc #jay halstead x you #jay halstead x y/n #Antoniodawson #Erin lindsey #peter stone #chicagojustice

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marshmallows2345 · 2 years

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you're the man (but i got the power)

jay halstead x erin lindsay x reader

Content Warning: smut, birthday sex, bdsm themes, sub! male, dom! female, ffm threesome, oral sex(m! and f! receiving), p in v penetrative sex, general filth

@erinlindsayy here it is !! the thing i have been talking abt forever

“I promised him this for his birthday. I know that the two of you are close, and I don’t want to-“

“What’s his favorite color on you?”

“Red.”

“I got just the thing. You wear red, I’ll do black. Just text me what time you want me there, and I’ll be there.”

“I’ll also let you know some specifics of what he likes. We’re not exactly…conventional or traditional in bed, if you understand what I mean.”

“Erin, I’m down for almost anything. Just let me know when and where.”

When Jay’s birthday rolled around, you met Erin at her apartment. She was having him over, under the guise of having a gift for him. It wasn’t a complete lie; you were a gift. Underneat your simple black dress, you had on a beautiful black banded teddy from Victoria’s Secret, which covered practically nothing. The bands covered your nipples and your cunt, but there was not much coverage anywhere else. The straps were bedazzled, rhinestones spelling out “Victoria’s Secret.” Erin had a matching one but instead of it being black, hers was red. You’d done that on purpose, wanting to be matching but also have some differences with Erin. Just like her, your hair was beautifully curled, and your makeup was heavy on the eyes, light on the lips.

She brought you into the kitchen, pouring you a glass of wine as the two of you chatted about the night’s activities. Erin was the epitome of seductive, with her dark eye makeup and pretty glossy lips, and she had on a beautiful red silk robe, covering what must have been the same lingerie set that you had on. Her beautiful legs were on display, and you made a mental note to ask her for her workout routine.

“So, he likes being dominated. Is that a no-go?” She asked, leaning against the kitchen counter. “Oh, I love dominating,” you replied. “Domination, bondage, edging, gosh, my likes run the gamut.”

“You’re right in line with what we like! I was planning on teasing him a little bit, maybe you can ride his face? And I’ll suck him off? Then we switch, and you can ride him while I sit on his face. If he’s still good after that, I’m gonna ride him, and you could watch?”

“That sounds absolutely divine, Erin. And is Jay okay with this?”

“He knows he’s getting a threesome. I just…may have left out the part that it’s you,” she said as she stepped closer to you.

“So he doesn’t know anything other than that it’s another woman.”

“Well, let’s go in and show him his surprise.”

Erin brought you to the bedroom, where Jay was laid out, only in his underwear. He was fidgeting with the sheets underneath him, impatiently waiting for you, his big surprise. You softly gasped as you took in how gorgeous he was, toned body fully on display.

“This is your surprise,” Erin mused as she got on the bed and straddled him. “What I promised you, a threeway.”

“You got…are you sure you’re okay with this..oh my God,” he breathed as you came around, revealing the very revealing teddy that adorned your body. “You’re beautiful.”

You perched on his side, and he looked up at you with the cutest puppy eyes that you’d seen.

“You didn’t tell me he was such a pretty boy,” you cooed, looking right into his beautiful green eyes. A red flush erupted on his cheeks, underneath the beautiful freckles that littered his face. His body, now on display, showed that the freckles littered his shoulders and upper body as well. God, he was a gorgeous man.

“He’s a beautiful boy,” she said, looking right at you, her eyes darkened with lust. “Touch him. He’s so responsive…”

“Is that okay with you?” You asked, slightly apprehensive, but your nerves were quelled by Jay’s frantic nod.

Your fingers traced his collarbone, grazing against his heated skin. His eyes fluttered closed as your fingers trailed down through the valley of his chest and ran over his toned abs.

“Oh,” he sighed as Erin’s hands started to toy with his pert, pink nipples. “Fuck…”

“He loves when you play with his nipples. He’s just such a sensitive boy, so responsive, and he never acts out. Try it.”

She pulled her hands away, and you replaced her hands with yours. You gently pinched and tugged at his nipples, kissing his jawline as your fingers toyed with him. The soft whimpers and moans that escaped from his mouth were almost sinful. You looked down at him, your eyes darkening as they bored into his. He whimpered at your glare; it was just like Erin’s, intense, sexy, and addictive. There was no way he was gonna make it out of here coherent, not after you and Erin were done with him.

Erin kissed the other side of his jaw as she sultrily whispered,

“You wanna make her feel good? Show her what a good boy you are?”

“God, yes, Erin,” he breathed as he looked at you, his big blue-green eyes practically begging you to let him make your legs shake.

“Sit on his face. He loves it, loves when you use him. Jay’s such a giver.”

You moved up and smiled as you straddled his face. He let his hands run up your smooth thighs, resting on your hips, and you moved the crotch of your teddy to the side as you sunk down on his mouth. Jay softly moaned as his lips got to taste you, and he swore that he was en route to heaven. He licked and sucked at your cunt, his tongue exploring you and learning how to make you feel good. You understood why Erin always came into Intelligence so happy; Jay was quite talented with his mouth. You grabbed onto the headboard, your body lurching forward as he pulled you down onto his mouth.

“Fuck! Jay!” You moaned as his tongue worked your cunt like it was his last meal.

He flicked his tongue on your clit, and your hips ground against his tongue. You figured that Jay was good in bed, but you hadn’t really thought about just how good he would be. As his tongue devoured you, sending shockwaves coursing through you, you let out loud, almost pornographic moans, hips grinding down onto his tongue.

“Good boy,” Erin praised as you rode his face, her hands roaming his chest. “Make her cum…”

He glanced over, and the devilish glint in her eyes said it all. She was not going to make his life easy, but since it was his birthday, it was going to be in the best way possible. Erin moved down, in between his legs, and she took out his now fully-erect cock. Her hand wrapped around it, making Jay moan up into you.

“Oh, shit,” you moaned as Jay’s hands dug into your hips. “Jay!”

“He liked that, hm? He’ll like this even better,” she said before wrapping her mouth around the head of his cock.

Jay let out a loud, but still muffled moan, and his eyes rolled back into his head. You looked down, and as you met his eyes, you swore that you had never seen such a beautiful sight. God, he was simply gorgeous. Your hips rocked on his tongue as your grip on the headboard tightened, knuckles whitening as you tried to contain yourself. The welcome feeling of a bubble forming in your stomach started to come, and you threw your head back as your thighs tensed around his head.

“Jay, fuck, I’m so close, oh shit..”

“Cum on his face,” Erin said, pulling her mouth off of Jay’s cock, replacing it with her hand again.

You let the bubble that had formed burst, your orgasm taking over you. Jay’s tongue greedily lapped at you, drinking up every last drop of your release. He didn’t stop until you pulled yourself off of him, your cunt overstimulated in the best way possible.

“Good boy,” you praised, threading your fingers through his hair, slightly out of breath. “You’re so good with that mouth.”

“Thank you,” he panted, his eyes fluttering closed as Erin’s hand stroked his length. “Oh fuck, fuck!”

You perched yourself next to his head, your hands moving down to play with his pretty nipples. His head rolled back as the two of you toyed with him, drawing out breathy moans. You leaned down and kissed him, tasting yourself on his tongue, nipping at his bottom lip.

“Tell me how good she tasted, baby boy,” Erin mused as she swirled her hand around the head of his cock. “Come on, tell me.”

“She was-fuck-so good,” he breathed, his hips bucking up into Erin’s hand. “Oh my God…”

You moved down next to Erin, and pulled her up for a kiss. She ran her hands up your body, cupping your breasts and letting her lips move down from your lips to your neck. Soft moans escaped your mouth as she gently nipped at your neck, leaving little love bites all over. Her hand kept stroking Jay’s cock, swirling around the tip, and she whispered to you,

“You want to make him cum with me? Or would you like to make him wait?”

“Let him cum,” you replied. “Don’t be mean on his birthday.”

“Put your mouth on him, and I’ll jerk him off, let him spill into your mouth.”

You wrapped your lips around the tip of his cock, eyes looking up to his. His jaw fell open as you swirled your tongue around his head, and Erin’s hand moved faster on his cock. Jay ’s eyes fluttered closed as his chest rose and fell rapidlt,

“Erin,” he breathed, his hands twisting the sheets, “please…”

“Let her taste you, pretty boy,” she mused. “Cum down her throat.”

His cock twitched in your mouth, and you smiled up at him with your eyes. After swirling your tongue around his head a few times, and Erin’s hand continuing to stroke him, he spilled into your mouth with the prettiest cry you’d ever heard. You effortlessly swallowed every drop of his release, looking up at Jay as you pulled your mouth off of him.

“He tastes so good, Erin,” you murmured as you pulled her in for a kiss, letting your hands roam over her body. “So good.”

“I know,” she murmured in between kisses. “He tastes even better on you…”

She slipped the straps of your teddy down your shoulders before helping you tug it off your body. When you were fully bare, Jay’s eyes widened as he took in the sight of you. You straddled his hips, letting him get a better view of your breasts. His eyes were transfixed on your body, and Erin came up behind you, her hands sliding up to cup your breasts and play with them. Jay’s pupils were blown dark with lust, and you winked at him, letting out a chuckle.

“Look at her,” she mused, kissing up the back of your neck. “She just wants to ride you, bounce up and down on your cock. What do you think of that, hm?”

Jay practically drooled at Erin’s words, and he licked his lips as she played with your breasts. Her hands gently massaged them, pinching and tugging at your She chuckled at his reaction, and whispered in your ear,

“Get on his dick. Time to make him see heaven, beautiful.”

You reached down and stroked his cock, feeling it harden underneath your hand. Smirking, you leaned down and kissed him before lining him up with your entrance. Jay sharply inhaled, and from the way he looked: eyes wide and mouth hung open, you figured he was probably praying to whatever higher power he believed in that he wouldn’t lose his damn mind. As you slowly sunk down onto him, his eyes fluttered closed, and he let out the sweetest moan.

“Holy fuck,” he breathed, hands clutching the sheets. “Oh my God…”

You braced yourself on his chest as your head rolled back. He felt so good, big enough that you could feel the stretch, but not so much that it was painful. As you settled down on his cock, letting him feel every inch of you, he let his hands move up to hold your soft waist. Erin was behind you, kissing your shoulder and softly murmuring,

“He’s so good, right? He’ll let you use him however you want; he’s such a good boy.”

“Fuck, yeah, he’s good,” you breathed as your hips started to move up and down.

Erin’s hands moved up to cup your breasts again, and she nipped at your earlobe. Her slender body pressed up against yours, and she let her head rest on your shoulder, eyes looking down at the spot where Jay’s cock disappeared inside you. She moved her hand down to your stomach and pressed down on it. It was right where the tip of Jay’s cock was, and you whimpered for her. As much as you wanted to keep that dominant exterior up, play with Erin instead of into her, the way she just knew how to make you melt with just her touch rendered all intentions moot. Erin laid a trail of sweet kisses down your neck before looking right into Jay’s eyes. You leaned down and pressed a kiss to Jay’s perfect lips, and she softly chuckled as you came back up.

“He’s so pretty, isn’t he?” She asked, her hand trailing down to rub your clit. “A beautiful birthday boy…”

You nodded as you started to go faster, your hips slapping against his. He was so good, letting you use him for your pleasure. You dictated the pace, the angle. Though, it wasn’t all about you; he was practically in heaven with you wrapped around him. His hands moved up to your hips and he started helping you bounce up and down. Erin chuckled as she watched him grow more desperate, how he started to thrust up into you and groan louder.

“Oh my God,” he groaned as he dug his hands into your hips. “Your cunt is so…oh fuck…”

You breathlessly chuckled as you ground your hips faster onto him. It all felt so good; Erin’s hand relentlessly workled your clit as you rode Jay’s cock. You knew going into this that you would be in for a night of pleasure, but you just weren’t ready for how good the two of them were. Erin kissed up your neck again, and she moved to your jaw, kissing up to your lips. With her free hand, she tangled her hand in your hair and pulled you into her.

Your hips rocked against his, chasing the orgasm that was building in your stomach. Erin’s hand on your clit and her breath on your ear as she helped coax you to your high was almost intoxicating, but it was Jay stuffing you that really put you over. Everything was just so good, so right. Jay was a mess underneath you, chest heaving up and down as your walls clenched around him, practically begging for him to spill into you.

“Cum for us, beautiful,” she murmured as she kissed up yout neck before biting down. “Cum for us…”

You let your high wash over you, capturing you like a rip tide and whipping you into a state of euphoria that you had never felt before. It was incredble, unlike anything that you had ever experienced before. As your hips stuttered, walls squeezing Jay’s cock, Jay spilled into you with a loud groan, nails digging into your hips.

“Holy fuck!” He graoned, a slew of curses accompanying your name tumbling from his lips.

You let him thrust into you, your cunt being flooded with his seed. His chest rose and fell as he slowly came down from his high, whimpers tumbling from his mouth as you kissed down his jaw.

“Good boy,” you praised as you pulled yourself off of him with a sigh.

Erin’s eyes shifted from a look of lust to a look of love as she watched you perch yourself next to Jay. She moved to sit up right next to him as his hands roamed up both of your bodies, pulling you two close to him. Erin softly chuckled as she pulled you in for a kiss, her hand cupping your cheek.

“Affectionate, aren’t we, pretty boy?” Erin murmured as she turned her attention to Jay. “Did you like her?”

“Yes, oh my God, Erin..”

“Maybe she can join us again, hm?” She asked as she turned to you with a mischevious smirk on her face. “What do you say to that?”

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